crying in your room at 3am - a playlist

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  • hey! to anyone who’s watching this I hope you’re doing okay. You can always comment and I’ll talk to you(: make sure you’re eating and drinking water! take care of yourself love, you’re worth it ily. Enjoy the audio!
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  • @dirtykittychannel6815
    @dirtykittychannel6815 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38601

    I feel like we're all just a sad teenager who thinks our sadness is fake and we just want to be trendy, but really if you felt sad there's nothing fake about it, I hope you're all okay and thankful I love you

    • @rand4405
      @rand4405 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1672

      I LITERALLY GASPED WHEN I SAW THIS, I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THAT WAY?!

    • @woosansimp7155
      @woosansimp7155 3 ปีที่แล้ว +420

      @@rand4405 IKRR, I FEEL THAT TOO

    • @Lyricssophiaphila
      @Lyricssophiaphila 3 ปีที่แล้ว +493

      Could you guys be my friends?

    • @Lara-cic
      @Lara-cic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +308

      You're the best person I knew.
      I love you fck

    • @abrahamgutierrez1235
      @abrahamgutierrez1235 3 ปีที่แล้ว +133

      @@Lyricssophiaphila sure bro!

  • @jnksfile
    @jnksfile 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5134

    My pillow is the only thing that knows how much I cry.

    • @alalakalsjfk9089
      @alalakalsjfk9089 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      X2 :(((

    • @pangeranadji9226
      @pangeranadji9226 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      itss okayy i give you virtual hug 3>

    • @kkarlsjr
      @kkarlsjr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      and it sucks cause feeling this way let’s u know that placing ur head onto the pillow won’t feel the same anymore.

    • @julia-bw1bv
      @julia-bw1bv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@kkarlsjr awww this is so sad

    • @nakamuramizu..584
      @nakamuramizu..584 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      *HUGS AGGRESSIVELY*

  • @kripykriss
    @kripykriss 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4691

    It sucks when your crying for no reason because you can’t figure out why your so upset in the first place.
    Edit: To all the people that replied, I hope you feel better soon. :)

    • @mxi8h
      @mxi8h 2 ปีที่แล้ว +115

      Exactly I’m literally crying right now for no reason idk why but the worst thing about it is it hurts u don’t know why it’s painful but u just cry endlessly without any reason and it hurts

    • @jocelynnburger
      @jocelynnburger 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

      I cry for no reason and have no idea what's wrong with me, which makes me thinks there's something wrong with me, making me cry more.

    • @Lxilxx
      @Lxilxx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      like im crying right now and it makes me feel like im alone and it hurts.
      alot.

    • @emillapi9855
      @emillapi9855 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Exactly!!!!I feel really sad and i cant understand why.i just feel like i have nobody to talk to.

    • @wilburthemagicalcow
      @wilburthemagicalcow 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ikr

  • @tiitraa1
    @tiitraa1 ปีที่แล้ว +890

    (~˘▾˘)~ (timestamps) space song(Beach house)
    5:17 - 7:38 -> Freak (Surf Curse)
    7:41-10:51 -> the night we met(Lord huron)
    10:52-14:34 -> this is home(Cavetown)
    14:36-18:10 -> as the world caves in(Matt Maltese)
    18:23-20:47 the song repeats

    • @eata_rock_respectfully
      @eata_rock_respectfully 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +89

      5:17 is actually Freak by Surf Curse

    • @skibiddy_bop
      @skibiddy_bop 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

      I hope both sides of your pillow are cold ✨✨

    • @ichigo-san7713
      @ichigo-san7713 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      ​​@@I_love_the_sunsetI think they meant it in a good way 'cause when someone's pillows are cold, they tend to sleep more comfortably

    • @jujuoof174
      @jujuoof174 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Thanks

    • @Beckah89
      @Beckah89 หลายเดือนก่อน

      TYSM!!

  • @moon2966
    @moon2966 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4363

    Don't you ever just wanna fly away and leave everything behind?.

    • @urmax5769
      @urmax5769 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      mhm

    • @ambre.4475
      @ambre.4475 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      yeah

    • @_Emery_
      @_Emery_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yeah

    • @sslaxher
      @sslaxher 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      yes i had a dream of running from my house but police caught me L

    • @ilaydaozdemir166
      @ilaydaozdemir166 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yes yes I do

  • @kazukooi
    @kazukooi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2925

    the feeling when u don't wanna die but u just don't wanna feel alive ..

    • @denizustun2991
      @denizustun2991 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      omg this is what ı feel

    • @HP-bh9kh
      @HP-bh9kh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      'I don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this (i just wanna feel something i just wanna feel i just wanna feel something i just wanna feel something realy real something i can really feel like a person again)'i dont know the name of this song but i was thinking it fits

    • @deliriousgirl6888
      @deliriousgirl6888 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      yeah

    • @qnh8064
      @qnh8064 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      it's Aliven't.

    • @HP-bh9kh
      @HP-bh9kh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@qnh8064 lmao

  • @jadee_lv
    @jadee_lv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14468

    Its depressing how 3am used to be a scary hour, now its just when all the kids cry and let all their emotions out trying to be as quiet as they can while staring at the ceiling

    • @user-cx7wv4wf5w
      @user-cx7wv4wf5w 3 ปีที่แล้ว +678

      This is so true i remember forcing myself to sleep at 3am when i was a kid because i was sceard of the paranormal now im just lying in bed enjoying that i can let out everything

    • @scaryboykarl193
      @scaryboykarl193 3 ปีที่แล้ว +197

      Man that one hit hard

    • @Liliana-f2022
      @Liliana-f2022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +82

      It’s very true.

    • @Liliana-f2022
      @Liliana-f2022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @Isabel Corona Very very true

    • @jasminemoreno7355
      @jasminemoreno7355 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Exactly what I’m doing rn

  • @Chill_ax42
    @Chill_ax42 ปีที่แล้ว +520

    You know that strange feeling when you feel so much shit and pain but don't feel anything at the same time? It's a weird and disorienting but also stressful feeling

    • @maya.makes.things
      @maya.makes.things 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      …💔

    • @xephyra13
      @xephyra13 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      the reason is probably different for everyone, but when it happens to me its because ive forced myself to hide my emotions even from myself so often through my childhood that now they are... well, hidden. I guess it was my objective kind of.

    • @JustSmileyFace...
      @JustSmileyFace... 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      It's different for everyone, but to me, I've gotten used to it, I hide my happy childhood from myself so I can feel the burden of growing up, and somepoint in life I've gotten used to it, now if something bad happens, I just hope it to be funny so I can have a good laugh at my own pain, it could be the last genuine happiness of mine, laughing out of my own pain

    • @KaleighDiamond-cf7wr
      @KaleighDiamond-cf7wr 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks for trying but ig it didn’t work…

    • @Stupidity23
      @Stupidity23 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      How the duck did you just describe my feeling in one sentence when I couldn’t even understand what is happening 😅

  • @nanabanan9497
    @nanabanan9497 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3966

    it's sad, we're just a teenagers. It's sad that we suffer so much, we all deserve better, I'm very sorry. I love you, I hope that everything will work out

    • @hughcuthbert6327
      @hughcuthbert6327 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Go outside and stop feeling sorry for yourself

    • @Dylan-cs5my
      @Dylan-cs5my 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      thank you :)

    • @zwichan6058
      @zwichan6058 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ily

    • @brigder
      @brigder 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      "we're just teenagers" feels so real when it's coming from someone who understands

    • @juliannapabey2519
      @juliannapabey2519 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ily.

  • @justarandomguypassingby6760
    @justarandomguypassingby6760 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7005

    It's really suprising when we we're kids we would always smile, and always be excited meeting a new person. But then, you realize that it was all in the past, you're here listening to this playlist crying because you noticed you're life is slowly crumbling apart.

    • @achintyaagupta916
      @achintyaagupta916 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      @✧ Shroomi ✧ It happens. You're a little down. For some things that you can control and some things that you can. I don't like to feel because I know I'm not supposed to. I'm everything that everyone else wants me to be, 7 different people at once, and it's hard. You not sad, just a bit down.

    • @blo0dwitch
      @blo0dwitch 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      You've only noticed you've grown up when things start to change.

    • @KYGrayson
      @KYGrayson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Life is good for. I’m snapping the girl I like, i’m about to go to sleep, but still with everything good going on in my life something is missing. That puzzle piece which completes the puzzle. That dream to chase, which I keep delaying. I’m done delaying it, i’m chasing my dream, chasing the life I will get.

    • @beatboxing_skeleton5479
      @beatboxing_skeleton5479 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      funny enough ive been like this since i was a kid. it's just now i understand why B]

    • @mccormick2085
      @mccormick2085 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I’m 11, it stopped when I was 7 those years were like heaven
      - I made this up

  • @yvettikittikitti
    @yvettikittikitti 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2343

    It’s sad that I can find more comfort from complete strangers than I can with those around me

    • @unknown-xy4ky
      @unknown-xy4ky 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      This is so relatable-

    • @angelizi
      @angelizi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      maybe its because complete strangers are saner than the ones around you... idk anymore.

    • @deadinsidebutstillsmiling905
      @deadinsidebutstillsmiling905 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I am just a teenager why do I have to go trough this? They call me ungratful but I never wanted to be born in the first place. I just want to be happy, loved for who I am not for what they want me to be.

    • @deadinsidebutstillsmiling905
      @deadinsidebutstillsmiling905 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @V I V I D ty but I don't know how long I can take it.

    • @kyleebuckman3155
      @kyleebuckman3155 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know right

  • @Rea-wx8fh
    @Rea-wx8fh 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +180

    The thing that hurts the most that I have to cry in the BATHROOM because I have no room to lock myself in

    • @lovethh_mia7336
      @lovethh_mia7336 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      It's okay hun ur not alone, I hope ur doing alright, love😊

    • @Urnotemo
      @Urnotemo หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Real

    • @moonheathers
      @moonheathers หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      This is so relatable for me to the point it's just sad 😭

    • @Your_regular_slipper
      @Your_regular_slipper หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      fr and im literally an only child, broke family, bad homes, cant afford a vacation, watch other kids happy, go to school and thats it, cant buy normal shoes.

    • @Onlyu823
      @Onlyu823 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      ⁠@@Your_regular_slipperThis. im not an only child but only being able to eat instant ramen, not being able to have new clothes, ect. not just a broke family, but a broken family

  • @wookiwoo2798
    @wookiwoo2798 ปีที่แล้ว +2295

    Remember when 3am was the scary hour? Now it's the time to cry our hearts out

    • @Ashiixz
      @Ashiixz ปีที่แล้ว +29

      3 am has always been the scary hour

    • @chrisaftontvt4318
      @chrisaftontvt4318 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      @@Ashiixz Because that's when we are at our weakest...

    • @2wml
      @2wml ปีที่แล้ว +46

      @@chrisaftontvt4318 i thought it was becuz of demons n' shit.. am i high 💀

    • @BattCyanide
      @BattCyanide ปีที่แล้ว +8

      fr HAHAHAHA

    • @cringekid229
      @cringekid229 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@makatsue4598 3am is when the border between this and *demon* world is the weakest, but idk what's wrong with Friday 13th or the number 13

  • @saddestplaylist6976
    @saddestplaylist6976 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5915

    “Hurting someone’s feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes?”

    • @shorees8773
      @shorees8773 2 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      that hit hard man

    • @indi6940
      @indi6940 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      This hits apart of my heart.

    • @queeniekafka
      @queeniekafka 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Very…….too deep….

    • @mesha-w2m
      @mesha-w2m 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      hii can i use ur comment for the poem I'm writing for school homework tnxx lovelots

    • @SarahInc
      @SarahInc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      The Mariana Trench be like: damn there’s deeper?

  • @ceysshii7478
    @ceysshii7478 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3581

    family pressure, future anxiety, suicidal desire, this boy, listening to music for hours without talking to anyone in the room, being asocial, not having any friends, being upset all the time, etc. and i'm only 14 years old. i'm so tired. really.

    • @ceysshii7478
      @ceysshii7478 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @ridhima malia omg tysm

    • @watdadogdoin7407
      @watdadogdoin7407 3 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      I'm 14 too and I'm going through the exact same thing as you are and I know how it feels, dw keep vibing girlllll 💜💜

    • @ceysshii7478
      @ceysshii7478 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@watdadogdoin7407 ilysm girl!!

    • @mimichickennuggie1668
      @mimichickennuggie1668 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      yeahh...

    • @mimichickennuggie1668
      @mimichickennuggie1668 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      i can relate

  • @lyumi_kun
    @lyumi_kun ปีที่แล้ว +525

    we have to give 100% respect to our pillow for catching our tears when literally nobody else took the time to.
    thank you pillow, you will always be remembered.

    • @AnimeFreak-vo6et
      @AnimeFreak-vo6et ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yes. Just yes

    • @Cinnaminroll_78
      @Cinnaminroll_78 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Facts

    • @Ilikecheese808
      @Ilikecheese808 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Stopppp now I'm gonna cry when my pillow has to get thrown out, I get weirdly attached to objects 😭

    • @uglyratwholikesart
      @uglyratwholikesart 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@Ilikecheese808same once I got attached to a piece of garbage😭

    • @mel-mk3mq
      @mel-mk3mq 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yes. Rn, it's just my blanket. But yes.

  • @Miahearty
    @Miahearty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5572

    We’re kids and we’re feeling like this, imagine how it’ll be when we actually grow up with actual responsibilities. I’d rather just die.
    Edit: (december 24)
    It’s been like 5 months since i commented this. So far only 1 failed suicide attempt that i’m glad it was failed. I’m now much better, i’m doing sports, i got back on track with my studies, and i feel like a healthy person overall. I hope its not another rollercoaster where i’m at the top again, it would be good while it lasted at least

    • @thefiretailedweasel6206
      @thefiretailedweasel6206 3 ปีที่แล้ว +274

      I'm turning 18 in like 3 months and I'd literally rather just turn to dust

    • @nuggets__
      @nuggets__ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +99

      @@thefiretailedweasel6206 friend, meet Thanos-

    • @kotomi4921
      @kotomi4921 3 ปีที่แล้ว +140

      I felt like this when I was a teen too. Now I'm 20. Not much has changed about that feeling, except for knowing that no matter what I can't sink back into myself again, and that I won't waste the time I have on earth and with those around me. That mindset seems to have helped a little. Wishing you well

    • @happyrawrdcore
      @happyrawrdcore 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      same

    • @average__
      @average__ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      I feel like people like you and me, unlike other kids understand that being an adult is going to be SO much harder.. all I can do is kinda just laugh at the thought of someone wanting to grow up so fast

  • @zayd1nmitchell760
    @zayd1nmitchell760 2 ปีที่แล้ว +975

    its crazy how people on the internet understand me more than my parents. i just dont wanna be here anymore. ily guys

    • @hannahpebley
      @hannahpebley 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      You can do this, I believe in you! I love you!

    • @Moodybtcx
      @Moodybtcx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I’m so proud of you for holding on

    • @weirdartist1881
      @weirdartist1881 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I totally get it. Ur not alone

    • @lillylix4301
      @lillylix4301 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I understand your feelings life can be really though and frustrating but maby something good is going to happen some day or maby not but you can‘t know that if you go away pls don‘t let this be your only way out, talk to somebody and pls stay strong ily

    • @Allunene
      @Allunene 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      its so weird how I finally have somewhere I can go and people will understand, I don't think I deserve this...

  • @dwanyethecrocjohnson
    @dwanyethecrocjohnson 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2161

    sometimes i don't wipe my tears bc it just feels good to cry

  • @MezzukaXpanX
    @MezzukaXpanX หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    “Hurting someone’s feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes?”

  • @kai2878
    @kai2878 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2228

    "Because there's nothing worse than disappointing someone who thinks your special"

  • @TheIntruderrrrrrr
    @TheIntruderrrrrrr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +446

    When I talk to someone, i always feel like they doesn't care. They are just here, half listening to me until i finish or sometimes they doesn't even wait until i finish. That's sad.

    • @user-im5zp9pw2x
      @user-im5zp9pw2x 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I don't even have anyone to talk to, let alone anyone who actually wants to listen ^^ Loner forever I guess...

    • @y2kgabi
      @y2kgabi 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@user-im5zp9pw2x hey do you have any social medias or anything like that ? i wanna be friends if that's okay with you, you seem so nice and im always here to listen if you ever need help :)

    • @user-im5zp9pw2x
      @user-im5zp9pw2x 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@y2kgabi YES OF COURSE, Definitely! :) Discord?

    • @gutzz.69
      @gutzz.69 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yk what my classmates do? They just nod roll they're eyes and talk to the other one

    • @TheIntruderrrrrrr
      @TheIntruderrrrrrr 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@gutzz.69 Ow. That's sad. I'd cry if my classmates do this to me...

  • @aubreymagalona4079
    @aubreymagalona4079 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2179

    Im litterly the disappointment in the family.. ty for this playlist it takes out the pain :)

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 ปีที่แล้ว +180

      don’t say that, I’m proud of you. I bet your family is too but they just don’t say it. I hope ur doing okay

    • @aubreymagalona4079
      @aubreymagalona4079 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @@iheartu8454 oh thank u! Im doing just fine!

    • @Masked.Darling.
      @Masked.Darling. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Nooo don't say that if you're first family doesn't love you then we will love you no matter what wether your gay straight or a potato we all love you so don't say that your not a disappointment your just too unique for them! We will always be here for you no matter the cost! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍♈♉♊♋♌♍♎♏♐♑♒♓⛎

    • @Isabebelle
      @Isabebelle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      hey, wanna talk about this? i’m here if you need something

    • @madisonkline3327
      @madisonkline3327 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ur not a disappointment :,(

  • @maeliegrimard739
    @maeliegrimard739 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +145

    Our parents always told us to never talk to strangers because its dangerous or wtv but here we are listening to strangers and talking to them, feeling more safe with strangers than our own family.

    • @AThousandBoyKisses
      @AThousandBoyKisses 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Exactly… exactly…

    • @AThousandBoyKisses
      @AThousandBoyKisses 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      This is so damn true

    • @alexschellens
      @alexschellens 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      True, my parents don't care about me

    • @moonheathers
      @moonheathers หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      This is sad yet relatable at the same time.. I told my dad I needed some time alone and he shouted at me about how 'ungrateful' I was

    • @rainbow_scenexstarz
      @rainbow_scenexstarz หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Relatable, because Most of the time all my parents do is Yell at each other and how sick they are of me.

  • @falckason
    @falckason 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3670

    Damn. Even strangers from the internet give time and effort to make us happy yet our parents/friends cant even talk to us.

    • @huntress844
      @huntress844 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      yeah right? feels absurd

    • @Dubsmakesvideos
      @Dubsmakesvideos 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I guess it's just that u don't see them, hear them. I think it's the anonymity

    • @sugarcoatt_
      @sugarcoatt_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Ahaha I relate fr

    • @LesNoix
      @LesNoix 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Hey we’re all in the same boat so know you’re never alone and I know you’ll never fake it, ily guy’s.

    • @Seph_Perez
      @Seph_Perez 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I genuinely believe that the reason my friends and family dont talk to me about this stuff is because I don't share it and would even go as far as hiding it deep down

  • @baguette3025
    @baguette3025 3 ปีที่แล้ว +858

    Not me sobbing over piled up stress and trauma at midnight, then going back to be an emotionally closed off person at morning

    • @caimar3672
      @caimar3672 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      this. i hope you're doing okay, though. it'll get better i swear. im really proud of you, keep fighting. you're doing fucking amazing. don't forget to eat and drink lots of water.

    • @idk-ps3um
      @idk-ps3um 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      bestie i'm here or you if you someone to vent to about problems anonymously @cupid_paimon on insta

    • @mikotheraskum2014
      @mikotheraskum2014 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

  • @randomroyal12
    @randomroyal12 ปีที่แล้ว +238

    I love how people that are going through hard times try to help and support people so they don’t have to feel the same way as them.

  • @kellahzen6050
    @kellahzen6050 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1892

    that feeling when everything doesn't interest you anymore, feeling empty every time and pretending that you're happy to hide the sadness because you dont want them to worry about you.

    • @Vicky-hx1ki
      @Vicky-hx1ki 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah....

    • @fizz9378
      @fizz9378 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      nope . no one to worry:)

    • @Jar1x1ys
      @Jar1x1ys 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This called me out :(

    • @BlueBell2468
      @BlueBell2468 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Everyday for me 😞

    • @a.r.g5721
      @a.r.g5721 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      This sums up my life pretty well

  • @thebarbiechannel08
    @thebarbiechannel08 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1128

    I've cried so many times I've gotten to the point where I can't even shed one tear its like all my emotions and feelings are just stuck and I can't them out

    • @lima0998
      @lima0998 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      Yeah, just the same thing. Now i just cry when I'm really at my limit, just like that, I break down in tears and let all my pain out, even for a little while.

    • @nyx7322
      @nyx7322 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      i cant cry. seriously- if someone were to hit me i wouldnt cry, i even went to go get surgery and didnt cry getting 3 numbing shots (the doctors said even adul males cry when getting the numbing)

    • @typically-tasha
      @typically-tasha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I bottle up everything and today my bottle that contained all this emotions broke and I really don't want to cry ☺︎︎

    • @gabrielmazza5456
      @gabrielmazza5456 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Its been like that for me for years now I haven’t been able to cry and i have so much built up 🙂

    • @koenwitte2309
      @koenwitte2309 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@gabrielmazza5456 Have the same thing. I just want to cry to feel human again or something like that.

  • @Florpian
    @Florpian 3 ปีที่แล้ว +744

    This is sad, we are all just kids having break downs to this, I wish things were better. We deserved better, half of us deserve and apology from our family. I'm sorry for everyone here.

    • @C0AST3R_GH0ST
      @C0AST3R_GH0ST 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Thanks, I needed to hear this

    • @Im_michulove
      @Im_michulove 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you, I needed that

    • @oliviasmith6229
      @oliviasmith6229 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I think everyone needs an apology even if nothing happened

    • @TA-ef1wc
      @TA-ef1wc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Im sorry for you too

    • @sweetvanillagf
      @sweetvanillagf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It’s sad how we’ll never get those apologies :(

  • @NOXINITY
    @NOXINITY ปีที่แล้ว +421

    Hey there
    What are you doing here so late?
    Can't sleep?
    Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night.
    I get that.
    It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
    Take all the time you need.
    You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
    Wanna sit down for a while?
    Tell me about what's bothering you?
    Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
    I wanna be here for you.
    I'll try to help as best as I can.
    I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story.
    Ah, that sucks.
    I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.
    You're so tough for getting through all of that.
    I'm so proud of you for not giving up.
    Of course I understand.
    One broken soul to another.
    I just want to remind you.
    No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
    Take care of yourself.
    You can't go into a battle already wounded.
    You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
    This will all be over soon.
    And hey.
    If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here.
    Helping people is my specialty.
    They always find their way, one way or another.
    You can come sit down with me any time.
    I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen.
    And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you.
    My job is done.
    Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on.
    You'll always have my support.
    I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve.
    Before you go...
    I love you.

    • @Im_Ally.
      @Im_Ally. ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Thank you this made me feel better all my thanks💗

    • @shawncollinson4914
      @shawncollinson4914 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      dont make me cry any harder >:(

    • @siyuziidiary
      @siyuziidiary ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I don’t care if this was 4 months ago, my head hurts so bad, you made me stop crying. I thank you for that.

    • @NOXINITY
      @NOXINITY ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@siyuziidiary it’s alright ml

    • @barbaazulperez1052
      @barbaazulperez1052 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ​@@NOXINITY Can i get like ur snap or anything just incase i need you if not its okayy😭

  • @ihatefishylol2599
    @ihatefishylol2599 3 ปีที่แล้ว +306

    It's sad how we went from enjoying getting out of the house to rarely wanting to get out because of our social battery or our anxiety. We get promised that it'll get better even though that seems a lie. Thank you for listening. Love you.

    • @Bella-pd6wx
      @Bella-pd6wx 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love you, too

    • @Hi-lh7yc
      @Hi-lh7yc 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      💔❤️👊💪🤝

    • @chloe-dh8ii
      @chloe-dh8ii 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      mhm

  • @kinah7700
    @kinah7700 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2357

    To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you.
    Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look.
    I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive.
    You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong.
    It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink.
    You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself.
    I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you feel tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better.
    We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams.
    Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because your heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence.
    You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today.
    My favorite color is purple, and I hope the next time you see the color purple you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have.
    You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel.
    You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive.
    You’re worth more than every cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up.
    Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Talk To Me - Cavetown” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and a great year. I love you so much and am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words-Kinah, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

    • @maagaliis
      @maagaliis 3 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      Thank you, you made me feel that I am worth something, you are the best comment that could make my day, seriously thank you, I will remember your words when I needed it

    • @mehtapar9094
      @mehtapar9094 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Thank you. I've been feeling really down lately thanks to my family but i wasn't even able to cry properly and get everyting out of my chest you know. It was a huge torture to carry the deadweight of the disapponment and saddness i felt towards my family and when i came across your comment and read the things you wrote that i wished i heard from my family when they caught me watching the rain outside and realized something was wrong with me, instead of blaming me for being overly sensitive, i just had a huge breakdown. You helped me a lot, really, i was finally able to cry my heart out loud thanks to you and i realized what i expected from my parents all this time, again thanks to you. And now i feel really happy and refreshed. I also hope that you can keep smiling and feeling good for the rest of your life but if you ever feel sad and wanna talk to someone i also will be here for you so please reach out and.... I FRİGGİN LOVE YOU TOO

    • @Ji___-
      @Ji___- 3 ปีที่แล้ว +84

      I love you so much, I'm crying so much because of your words

    • @cistactepiha
      @cistactepiha 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      i love you so fucking much i really do. thank you so much i will always remember this, i swear.

    • @katsu3229
      @katsu3229 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      thank you so much, you dont know how much that made me happy may you always be in great health friend

  • @thatinsanehenry_3447
    @thatinsanehenry_3447 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3793

    Beach House - Space song 0:00
    Surf Curse - Freaks 5:16
    Lord Huron - The night we met 7:39
    Cavetown - This is home 10:50
    Matt Maltese - As the world caves in 14:35
    didnt see anyone else post times so thought i would

    • @sxcyc.4906
      @sxcyc.4906 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      the second one is wrong the actual title is freaks by surf curse

    • @thatinsanehenry_3447
      @thatinsanehenry_3447 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      @@sxcyc.4906 my bad, thanks

    • @brocolilynx.1697
      @brocolilynx.1697 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Gracias

    • @hannx
      @hannx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you~

    • @ae-chanpark3411
      @ae-chanpark3411 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you !

  • @strwbrriluvs
    @strwbrriluvs ปีที่แล้ว +283

    i love your hair
    i love your forehead
    i love your eyes
    i love your eyelashes
    i love your cheeks
    i love your nose
    i love your mouth
    i love your teeth
    i love your neck
    i love your shoulders
    i love your chest
    i love your scars
    i love your arms
    i love your hands
    i love your tummy
    i love your legs
    i love your feet (not in that way)
    i love your body
    i love you
    i love your personality
    i love your smile
    i love your humor
    i love your laugh
    i love your voice
    i love your kindness
    i love your sweetness
    you aren’t ugly
    you aren’t disgusting
    you aren’t a monster
    you’re beautiful
    you’re pretty
    you’re gorgeous
    you’re handsome
    you’re kind
    you’re cool
    you’re amazing
    im proud of you for staying alive
    im proud of you eating
    im proud of you trying to eat
    im proud of you for drinking water
    im proud of you for trying to drink water
    im proud of you for leaving your room
    im proud of you for going out
    im proud of you for being here
    im proud of you for everything you do
    i fucking love you. 🫶🏽

    • @Shadowx356
      @Shadowx356 ปีที่แล้ว

      I fucking love you too dont ever leave me I Love love love you pls stay with me forver ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @chaos_kid3479
      @chaos_kid3479 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      i wish i could believe this. ily.

    • @_ao-2_
      @_ao-2_ 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Thank you, I really needed this. It means a lot really.

    • @kairyan-mayer6820
      @kairyan-mayer6820 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      i don't have any eyelashes tho

    • @sofiaemmett3894
      @sofiaemmett3894 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      this made my day ily :)))

  • @ebonyc2958
    @ebonyc2958 2 ปีที่แล้ว +764

    at this point im not even tired. im just exhausted

    • @karma-kun6138
      @karma-kun6138 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ahh same :')

    • @NutKyo
      @NutKyo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      We all need breaks

    • @Hi-lh7yc
      @Hi-lh7yc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yep

    • @tallracoon9754
      @tallracoon9754 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bro im tired of being everyone’s shoulders to cry on and everyones “therapist” only for them to turn away when i ask for help.

    • @ZtormVibin
      @ZtormVibin 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      yupp honestly

  • @thegilecks4295
    @thegilecks4295 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1402

    since i didn’t see any already, i made some timestamps//
    0:00 space song - beach house
    5:16 freaks - surf curse(it’s messed up in the video)
    7:41 the night we met - lord huron
    10:51 this is home - cavetown
    14:35 as the world caves in - matt maltese
    18:23 freaks - surf curse(again)

    • @froggirl9950
      @froggirl9950 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      The hero we need

    • @kamixx00
      @kamixx00 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Ty!

    • @madjadecat
      @madjadecat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thanks bro

    • @amerie7782
      @amerie7782 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      more useful than my school

    • @itsjustme5176
      @itsjustme5176 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you ❤

  • @s0satierolle616
    @s0satierolle616 3 ปีที่แล้ว +892

    "What happened to my happy little girl?"
    -You killed her...

    • @danicflores3650
      @danicflores3650 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      copied, but you're right. parents don't understand what we're going through, even if they say that they're older than us. trust me, i get that excuse from my parents a lot when we have long chats abt things like this. but dw. whoever you are, stranger, i love you so so so so much and i hope things get better. good luck, people

    • @macarrons7288
      @macarrons7288 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      My mom and me be like:

    • @Kyechai
      @Kyechai 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yea, if my parents only cared about they’re ‘happy little girl’

    • @888djungleskog
      @888djungleskog 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      why do parents always say this? i want to know where she is too mom. i don’t want to be like this. your happy little girl was killed when you took her away from everything she knew and loved and landed her in a random place where she got thrown around and moved so much that i feel like everyone i ever meet will leave at one point or another wether it be tonight or in a month.

    • @leslieguzman9264
      @leslieguzman9264 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      sorra

  • @queblx
    @queblx ปีที่แล้ว +95

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you

    • @pranverabardhi7010
      @pranverabardhi7010 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Thank you. You made my day bro

    • @arsonalskelton
      @arsonalskelton 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I love you.

    • @queblx
      @queblx 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    • @maya.makes.things
      @maya.makes.things 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      i took the time to read this whole thing.
      thank you 🥲

    • @daisyescobedo5117
      @daisyescobedo5117 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      That the nices thing i've heard in 1 year 3 moths and 12 days dont ask pls

  • @Sam-ku9tr
    @Sam-ku9tr ปีที่แล้ว +974

    POV: ur crying and then an ad comes

    • @Bayareachristianschoolhater
      @Bayareachristianschoolhater 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +59

      That just makes thingss worse

    • @i_loveallmyfriends
      @i_loveallmyfriends 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +68

      So I was piecefully singing this and got a ad for grammar 💀💀

    • @Hazhakarwanali2
      @Hazhakarwanali2 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

      Frrrr HAHAHAHAH❤❤😂😂

    • @jayxii4682
      @jayxii4682 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      use adblocker

    • @brilliantgirl4924
      @brilliantgirl4924 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Real bro😂

  • @jameela6211
    @jameela6211 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1657

    I feel so safe here I feel like I can cry without being judged or scolded for it

    • @_Byeol._.606
      @_Byeol._.606 2 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      me too in my class when I cry (anxiety attack) some kids says to me ´´crybaby´´ so thats why I hit myself when I want to cry

    • @ballerinablush5436
      @ballerinablush5436 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@_Byeol._.606 Hey I cried even in high school at school a couple times. Now i’m in my late 20’s. I wouldn’t call you a crybaby. 😃

    • @angelizi
      @angelizi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      its funny how strangers on the internet give you so much comfort...

    • @angelizi
      @angelizi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@_Byeol._.606 dont hit yourself please... just go someplace else when you want to cry... somewhere quiet... dont listen to those shit heads when they call you a cry baby. You're not.

    • @rosebrown6276
      @rosebrown6276 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same It feels safe in here safer than with my fam :,)

  • @majalipska4003
    @majalipska4003 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1551

    Imgaine being normal. I mean, not feeling this sadness, anger, anxiety or anything what you fell now. Imgaine, if all the bad things didin't happen. Just wake up happy for no reason

    • @fluffybunny8004
      @fluffybunny8004 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      I feel the same way. But what I like to think is that being normal is the worst thing along with being perfect. Because there is no such thing as being normal or being perfect. Everyone has feelings and everyone has their own flaws. But that is what makes us unique. I am so sorry you feel so sad. Please keep pushing forward for the people who care about you. You don't even have to do do it for other people. If you want you can just keep going for yourself. I hope this made you feel better. I am sorry if I offended you in any way. I hope you have a great day or night. 💟

    • @vrinda6223
      @vrinda6223 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I remember when I used to be like that. I would give so much to be like that again.

    • @majalipska4003
      @majalipska4003 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@fluffybunny8004 You're right. You can't be perfect or normall. The only option is to be youreself and go forward. Step by step.

    • @naslyhermoxaok
      @naslyhermoxaok 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I wish

    • @asdfghjkl_-wo8uz
      @asdfghjkl_-wo8uz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Our problems are what make up human and normal tho

  • @ZukiLovesYou
    @ZukiLovesYou 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +178

    dw little ones, yk the 9-12 yro who feel burnt out and were forced to grow up, listen buddy i know theres not much i can do but i love you, alright kiddo, it doesnt get better and thats the harsh reality but you find peace somewhere in the middle and it becomes bearable. you are my world and im proud of you for just breathing! i love you, sleep well my dear

    • @AThousandBoyKisses
      @AThousandBoyKisses 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Oh my gosh, thank you for this, I love you so much ❤

    • @AThousandBoyKisses
      @AThousandBoyKisses 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      I’m almost a teenager already and I know that things will only get worse but hopefully it’ll all be ok, I really hope so…

    • @TsukishimaItsuki
      @TsukishimaItsuki 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Your Literally Better Then My Parents

    • @Azurite-Fox
      @Azurite-Fox 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      thanks you deserve more okay thanks you times 1million :)

    • @odetto_1232
      @odetto_1232 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I love you so much for that you don’t know how much I needed it your the best person ever and I hole you succeed so well in life that meant so much to me

  • @n0tkaylee1
    @n0tkaylee1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    When i listen to this and i look at myself, i start to miss the old me lol. Thats when u noticed, ur gonna grow up and never be the old you again and you have to deal with that. im really here crying while listening to this playlist. I hope u guys are ok, stay safe and always have something to eat and drink

    • @darcio182
      @darcio182 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks.

    • @yourlocalfatrat_
      @yourlocalfatrat_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      We can only keep moving forward. Try your best. Make a mistake and learn from it. Do not repeat it. I love you

  • @n0t._.e1ijah90
    @n0t._.e1ijah90 ปีที่แล้ว +3721

    A dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worthy enough. I hope you know that you only need yourself to be happy, I know society built up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way. I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, and I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why to let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hugs like it's your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong and still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside and out.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s a night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not a weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    And anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    I hope you will remember my words- Stormii
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

    • @poltergeistxo
      @poltergeistxo ปีที่แล้ว +267

      best fking comment I've seen.

    • @yvonne639
      @yvonne639 ปีที่แล้ว +148

      i love you

    • @the_odd_alex4634
      @the_odd_alex4634 ปีที่แล้ว +222

      I only read half of it before I couldn't read it anymore. Currently crying and can bearly see idk how I'm write this

    • @chloerine9011
      @chloerine9011 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      that's so big i'm sobbing

    • @donnienguyen7475
      @donnienguyen7475 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      Thanks for the commemt.
      I really appreciate that.
      I really thank you for it 😊

  • @aimee-wk7pi
    @aimee-wk7pi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1678

    "your such a bad person" "why do you talk like that its so cringe." "that's not even funny, stop laughing" "selfish" "that's rude."
    I literally almost died for you.

    • @yudyyirbystut3536
      @yudyyirbystut3536 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      My friends tell me that a lot 🙂 I just get used to it

    • @valerianieves9084
      @valerianieves9084 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      ugh i feel you but just remember who was they're for who and know that there are more people who will aprecciate you for who you are. Change can be scary but you will feel so much better.

    • @caka-cakez
      @caka-cakez 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@yudyyirbystut3536 they tell me that and i am dramatic so i learned to hide everything

    • @batmanlng
      @batmanlng 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@yudyyirbystut3536 ikr im 'dramatic'

    • @elianelevi8706
      @elianelevi8706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      that hit hard-

  • @songbirds1361
    @songbirds1361 ปีที่แล้ว +170

    i’m sure this will get buried, but i want you guys to know, a few years ago i was doing really badly. i didn’t even realize it as much until now, looking back. i’m doing so much better now, and i’m at the point where i’m here because i just needed a good cry. i can come here and cry without feeling like everything is shit. i promise you, just stick it out a little longer. it’ll all be ok. i love you, i’m proud of you, and i believe in all of you ❤

    • @bananenente69
      @bananenente69 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oml tysm you dont know how ,uch i needed that i am about to cry

    • @AThousandBoyKisses
      @AThousandBoyKisses 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Omg thank you so so much, I love you ❤

    • @barbaramorgan4015
      @barbaramorgan4015 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you

    • @lea-s5u
      @lea-s5u 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      reading this made me cry

  • @evaniamanchuris2140
    @evaniamanchuris2140 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2811

    thank you, strangers. you just are like the family I never had.

    • @bonjour2737
      @bonjour2737 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      We love u

    • @lealacata
      @lealacata 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      love u ❤️

    • @thegoddessherx
      @thegoddessherx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      we love u

    • @malikamoufid2987
      @malikamoufid2987 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@bonjour2737 i m not safe withe u i will never be not because of u but of me i m ugly ull hate me srry its not u i swear

    • @applesause1233
      @applesause1233 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      :) same here

  • @tati6498
    @tati6498 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4164

    this playlist sums up how i feel most of the time when I just say "I'm tired", but in music ver.

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 ปีที่แล้ว +123

      i hope you’re doing okay, love!

    • @tati6498
      @tati6498 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      @@iheartu8454thank you, how are you?

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      @@tati6498 I’m okay(:

    • @kyleigh1095
      @kyleigh1095 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      bailey if u see thai i literally just did this hah L

    • @sophi_kjjkj6270
      @sophi_kjjkj6270 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      slk cade brasil

  • @yokoneedsmoney
    @yokoneedsmoney 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1562

    so tired of life, i really wish to escape from school.

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      is it not summer for you? It will eventually end, you can get through this, love!

    • @rox5614
      @rox5614 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I wish i was at school i hate summer i never go anywhere and i only have 2 friends im never able to see😞

    • @yokoneedsmoney
      @yokoneedsmoney 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@iheartu8454 oh! not rlly, exams lol

    • @Craigmeowmeow
      @Craigmeowmeow 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      You’ve got this, stay strong!

    • @h311ishot8
      @h311ishot8 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Doesn't everyone feel that at some point? We're all tired hun but staying strong is all we can rely on 🙂

  • @foxygaming8877
    @foxygaming8877 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

    This will probably stay with 0 likes, but whoever is reading this, I feel you. Maybe you’re moving in a different house or a different school, and I know, it crushes your heart. Maybe you’re watching your friends become meaner and meaner by the minute, and you blame yourself because you couldn’t save them. Maybe you have older siblings, and it’s like you’re the older sibling because you cry whenever you see them grow up and now that you want to do fun things they dont. Maybe you just now realized that you can’t go back. Or maybe you dont wanna make new friends, you wanna stay with your old friends. But you can’t because they’re mean or they moved on. Maybe you wish that your corrupted friends or family realized how much you still love them even if they’re so mean. Or maybe you wish you could tell a family member, or anyone else, how much you love and cherish them, but no, it will be too cringe. Maybe you’re having problems with yourself, or having sleep paralysis demons, or not being able to sleep, or needing therapy, or needing someone to talk to. I’m here for you. I know you’ve seen so many comments like “oh I’m here for you, I feel you.” But me, I really mean it. Sometimes you just wanna go back.

    • @carmelafajardo3441
      @carmelafajardo3441 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I don’t know what’s wrong. Everything should be perfect so I should be happy but I just feel horrible for no reason and that just makes me feel worse because then I feel like I’m just “faking it” or “being dramatic” and I hate this feeling and myself.

  • @nmls1756
    @nmls1756 2 ปีที่แล้ว +362

    Here at 10pm on a school night trying to connect all the little dots that my life has given me up till now. And now that I’m taking the time to look at each dot I realize just how similar each one is. I’ve been living in a loop of love, belonging, and rejection and I’m starting to think it’s not a coincidence anymore

    • @3ea3ea
      @3ea3ea 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I’m sorry for the people who have hurt you, I hope you have a fulfilled life and stop the cycle with some help from others < 3, don’t be afraid to reach out :) I’m with you

    • @maggieflinn2778
      @maggieflinn2778 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      this is the most relatable thing i’ve ever read. you some how put it into words

    • @asam4124
      @asam4124 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      But what if I you realize you were the one who hurt people. Our contacts are cut and I moved. Can't say sorry, can't see if they're still hurting or maybe, hopefully, that they're happy, that they're fine. I hope you all get the chance to see them smile even just one more time, even if you're not the one with them

  • @berry8275
    @berry8275 3 ปีที่แล้ว +191

    "Home? I... don't belong anywhere. The only thing I have is a house, where everyone inside seems... unfamiliar."

    • @RandomGuyFelix
      @RandomGuyFelix 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Couldn't have said it better myself! That's EXACTLY how I feel!
      I don't know anyone here or even what I'm doing here.......

    • @mikotheraskum2014
      @mikotheraskum2014 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yup

    • @dj._.does-dance
      @dj._.does-dance 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Couldn't have said it better, no one could

  • @hilol133
    @hilol133 2 ปีที่แล้ว +245

    i miss when i wouldn’t cry daily, now it’s literally uncontrollable. i have put myself in a deep hole that i cant get out of. it’s all my fault.

    • @Клевер-х2л
      @Клевер-х2л 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      are you okay? Stay! I'm with you! I feel really bad too, but if you need to, we can talk. honestly.

    • @angelinadudko6719
      @angelinadudko6719 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hey,hope u are doing better! It’s not your fault at all,sometimes we can’t get out ourselves and it’s totally okay,don’t even think of blaming yourself anymore!

    • @Browhat241
      @Browhat241 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No it’s not your fault
      It the worlds fault

    • @yourlocalfatrat_
      @yourlocalfatrat_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Even if it's your fault. You need to find a way out. You can't let such problems hold you back from enjoying your life. Please take care of yourself and others around you. I love you and I care for you. I hope your life is only filled with happiness and joy

    • @kyleebuckman3155
      @kyleebuckman3155 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      it's not your fault my dear, some times sadness comes at the worst times

  • @Rose_Loves_Music29
    @Rose_Loves_Music29 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    To everyone venting in the comments I hope you try not to overthink a lot like me and make sure you are living ur life to the fullest and I love that your still alive I love everything about you and I mean it❤️ Now if it’s night try to sleep (from a stranger that decided to right this at night) Love you whoever is reading this❤️❤️❤️ Make sure you try to have an amazing life person who is reading this

  • @annyluna8958
    @annyluna8958 3 ปีที่แล้ว +289

    I just wanna go back to my old self, i used to be so shining and now i don't even wanna wake up anymore

    • @C0AST3R_GH0ST
      @C0AST3R_GH0ST 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      We all did. I miss the 6 year old me. In January, before the thoughts, the trauma.

    • @liammeerza6858
      @liammeerza6858 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I get that I don’t even have anything to wake up for anymore I just do I’m not suicidal anymore I’m just living if you know what I mean

    • @hanaaprrr4401
      @hanaaprrr4401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same i miss my old self, i was so happy and everything seemed fine now im 18 filled with a lot of bad memories that torture me all the time and my mind is broken i have anxiety all the time and depression and have had lots of panic attacks only at my 12 age and although im better but they're still there and also i dont have money which makes me really feel useless im so tired of everything , myself , this painful life that never ends... I just want some peace and happiness but i never get them. The only thing that im happy abt right now is Autumn that has arrived and i feel really weird and good in this season like im living all my good memories... I wish this suffering and sadness ends one day and all of us teenagers be happy and feel safe

    • @BagelMan69
      @BagelMan69 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm sure that who you are now is still a good person and if nobody has said this today you are cared for and loved for

  • @Tenzin_cchoenyi
    @Tenzin_cchoenyi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +405

    "I feel like I don't exist mentally. Everybody is busy dealing and living their lives and I'm stuck here and I don't have anybody to talk to what I emotionally go through and I keep it all inside. Feelings sure do hit hard at night when u are listening to deep sad musics and u start breaking down."

    • @EdgarValdenIDV
      @EdgarValdenIDV 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      *hug* i'll be your friend.

    • @firulais3065
      @firulais3065 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Maybe i will sound generic but, for me its true, and its sad and really painful to have al the things you experience inside even if its good or bad they just accumulate more and more and more till the slightest thing could make you cry inside or cause horrible toughts, try your hardest to dont let that "small" snowball consume you because when you less expect it and look "behind" its now gigantic and it just rips you apart mentally always express your feelings (srry if my english is bad :p) really hope that everything goes well to everyone
      And dont convince yourself these types of things are normal or even "not that bad"

    • @justsimar
      @justsimar 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@musicdiva5860 im good when it comes to helping people dealing with that stuff so if you ever need help be my company

  • @doroti0912
    @doroti0912 2 ปีที่แล้ว +339

    I love how everyone says "i hope you're all okay" its just makes my heart warm up :,)
    Love u guys so much

    • @Fart423
      @Fart423 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope you are fine and happy...may god give you strength to fight with your problems...and trust me you are doing amazing😊i am proud of you

    • @angelizi
      @angelizi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Fart423 that Im proud of you just made me cry

    • @kakijelek2044
      @kakijelek2044 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I farted

  • @ImMaxim124
    @ImMaxim124 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    Хоть я и не англичан, но напишу этот комментарий для всех. Скорее всего ты тут, потому что тебе грустно, выговори мне все свои проблемы, Я тебя выслушаю. У меня у самой не сладкая жизнь, но желаю, чтоб какие-то счастливые дни появились в твоей жизни. Ты самый лучший человек, никогда не грусти, когда ты улыбаешься, все начинает идти хорошо. Если все плохо, то опять же, лучше выскажись, ведь на душе станет легче. Я люблю тебя, человек, который читает этот комментарий❤

    • @Springinsoul
      @Springinsoul ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Я боюсь несправиться, боюсь будущего, я не вижу, что там будет всё хорошо, всё показывает, что дальше только хуже, я боюсь сойти с ума от своей тревожности и от обсессий

    • @julialime3215
      @julialime3215 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      я возобновила подписку на эпл мьюзик, а все мои песни не восстановились. там было 900 песен, я каждый день, начиная с 2019 года их слушала и пополняла. там все плей-листы, воспоминания, все мое детство. я перепробовала все, но ничего не помогает. я даже не могу вспомнить все песни…

    • @Springinsoul
      @Springinsoul ปีที่แล้ว

      @@julialime3215 Ох, чёрт! Сочувствую

  • @rheianhibaya4982
    @rheianhibaya4982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +191

    I hate being the therapist friend, the one who always listens but somehow always gets ignored.
    I miss my home.
    I want to be my old self, I was so happy.
    Nothing i do is good enough for anyone, so why do I even try?
    I'll always be the second choice, no matter how hard i work or try.
    I just want it all to be over
    My soul seriously hurts
    Edit
    You guys are so sweet😭😭 I didn't think anyone would notice my comment😫

    • @kageyama-kunismilky-chan1661
      @kageyama-kunismilky-chan1661 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hi stranger, ilysm,you just said, something I couldn't explain the feelings,tysmmmm and ilysmmm❤️❤️💖💖😭😭😭

    • @hughcuthbert6327
      @hughcuthbert6327 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Go outside and stop feeling sorry for yourself maybe you will feel better

    • @mountain9310
      @mountain9310 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey, do you need to talk?

    • @articknickvideos
      @articknickvideos 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hey bro, you're awesome, there's no reason to think what went wrong, it's just life's things, sometimes it's hard, very hard and it's difficult to keep until the end but in the way to your happy place you'll meet people that loves you and take care of you, like us, we don't even know you but we felt from the bottom of our hearts the feeling and desire to express our congrats to you

    • @rheianhibaya4982
      @rheianhibaya4982 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@articknickvideos you are so sweet, thank you so much☺ im literally tearing up, this is the nicest thing I've heard anyone say to me. I hope you find the happiness you deserve and I hope you are surrounded by good people

  • @addie38
    @addie38 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2728

    Me crying to to this playlist:
    The ad: HONEY IS A FREE BROWSER EXTENSION-

    • @iheartu8454
      @iheartu8454  3 ปีที่แล้ว +179

      I have ads?

    • @Kawaiikittyfart
      @Kawaiikittyfart 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      @@iheartu8454 yea u do

    • @enimrozinska9787
      @enimrozinska9787 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      IT HAPPEND TO ME BUT WITH THE OPERA GX IS A FREE EXTENSION OR SOME SHIT-

    • @iamnothappy58
      @iamnothappy58 3 ปีที่แล้ว +139

      WRITING'S NOT EASY. THAT'S WHY GRAMMARLY CAN HELP. THIS SENTENCE IS GRAMMATICALLY CORRECT, BUT IT'S WORDY, AND HARD TO READ-

    • @lilcacathatcantcomeout6583
      @lilcacathatcantcomeout6583 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@iamnothappy58 Ok

  • @yuritron7000
    @yuritron7000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    this is more than just a yt video. it is a beautiful, sacred place where lonely depressed teenagers meet and rant and talk and spread happiness. it is a place where there are finally people who understand. I am forever grateful to everyone here.

  • @dxrk_rxign
    @dxrk_rxign 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1012

    Today I lost my baby sister. My mother miscarried her - even after about 30 weeks into the pregnancy. Everything was going so well. We thought this was really gonna be it, after so many miscarriages. I was so excited to be a big brother. I told myself I’d teach her about astronomy, art stuff, etc. Things I knew. And I would teach her too, to follow her heart. I’m trans, and my parents don’t like it, and they won’t like learning that I’m gay as well. But I’ve learned to follow my heart. I would have taught her that too, and that if she was something other than straight, cis, etc., that she was accepted, at least, by me. That I would always be there, even if she ended up hating me. That I would always be her big brother. I was so excited to finally have a sibling, even if we were 16 years apart in age, even if when she’s my age I’ll be 32 years old. I’d always be there. I planned on teaching her so much and simply being there. It was devastating when I heard that we’d lost her. I got pulled from school and went home, and cried on call with my boyfriend, as he tried to comfort me, and as I tore myself apart over it, because I had so much hope and excitement, and so many plans. And then it all got taken away in just a few moments. Now, as I write this at 3:34 in the morning, while painting a memorial piece for my sister, I’m feeling like crying again. But now it’s giving me hope. No matter how much my parents doubt me, say I can’t do something, I’m going to. Not for them, not for me. But for her. I can still be the big brother she would have been proud of when she reached my age. I can still succeed. I won’t give up. I will fight through my mental issues and my parents, and the doubters. She will always be remembered and close to my heart. I never got to meet her, I never got to see her grow up, and she never got a chance at life. But she will always be remembered.
    Fly high, Freya. 💕 Your big brother is gonna do some pretty cool things for you. I promise.
    Edit: I can’t reply to every comment because there’s so many but thank you all so much for the support!! You’re all amazing and so kind. Keep being that way! :)
    Edit 2: You guys are simply amazing. The amount of people giving me support and love is astounding, you’re all such great human beings 💕 I want to say that some aspects of my life have gotten worse, most of it being my home life. I talk to Freya sometimes (don’t come for me), and tell her about it. Her ashes sit in an urn atop our fireplace. I’m thinking about doing something else to remember her. Thank you all, I hope you all stay the way you are, we need more people like you in this world 💕 Thank you so much, and if you’ve commented here about a loss, I am so sorry for that. I hope it gets better for you all. Thank you.
    Edit 3: It has been one full year. I still miss her. Well I mean of course I do. It’s been hard. Very hard. But I know she’s watching over me. My parents may be coming around, and I’m still with my boyfriend. My mental health is declining slowly but I keep going every day. I keep telling myself that I can do this. Because I can. She’s got my back, I can tell she won’t let me fail.
    I miss you Freya. I hope you’re okay. I’m doing cool stuff for you, like I drive now. I have a license, and Mom’s let me borrow her car. You’d love this car, I bet…I hope you know I love you and miss you very much. 💕

    • @kylahroberson4209
      @kylahroberson4209 2 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      You are amazing!! Reading this made me cry so hard, like I’m talking ugly cry, I lost two brothers to miscarriage and it sucks it does they would of been older than me but I would of loved them so much. I’m so proud of you for being brave enough to come out even if the reaction wasn’t what you would prefer. You are so strong

    • @dxrk_rxign
      @dxrk_rxign 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@kylahroberson4209 Aw, thank you so much! And I’m sorry for your losses, my condolences. I’m sure you would have been an amazing sibling :) Honestly though, this comment made me smile. It’s been a few months since this happened but it still makes me really sad thinking about it. But I look forward to the future, whatever it holds. I hope that my parents will come to accept me as their son with a boyfriend, but even if it doesn’t happen I’ll still believe in the other people who love me. Anyway though, thank you! And I hope things will get better for you

    • @io7844
      @io7844 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I hope your doing ok ❤️‍🩹

    • @pls_lemme_sleep
      @pls_lemme_sleep 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I’m very sorry for your loss. I also felt like how you feel when I lost my grandmother. She was the only person who ever supported me and she accepted that I was lesbian and non-binary, but let me tell you that things do get better

    • @dxrk_rxign
      @dxrk_rxign 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@pls_lemme_sleep The only person in my life that supports me being trans/gay is my boyfriend who is the same way. My entire family is super right wing and Christian, so yeah. I’m sorry for your loss, too. It’s worse when it’s someone who supported you, especially if they might have been the only one

  • @nancynotfound
    @nancynotfound 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +107

    It's not your fault
    Your not a problem
    You are perfect
    You aren't fat
    You aren't skinny
    You aren't the problem
    You aren't a bad person
    You are wonderful
    You aren't a crybaby
    Your don't deserve them
    You love yourself
    You are clean
    You are kind
    Your are the person that everyone wants
    Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it
    Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it
    Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it
    Your size isn't a book... don't judge it
    Your life isn't a movie... don't end it
    Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it
    Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it
    Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it
    Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it

    Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do.
    The past of you suffering will end
    Your suffering will end
    Don't c^t your body your hair
    Don't kill your self yet.
    If you have a pet it will make your problem go away
    They get mad at you for being soo perfect
    They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning
    You are brighting the world.. you are a true star
    Keep going.. it will past.
    We love you don't stop being kind to everyone
    The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back.
    They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you
    You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous
    Give everyone a second chance not too many tho
    your eyes is perfect
    your nose is perfect
    your height is perfect
    your skin is perfect
    your mouth is perfect
    your hair is perfect
    your face is perfect
    your body is perfect
    your hands is perfect
    your fingers is perfect
    your teeth is perfect
    your waist is perfect
    Your torso is perfect
    your legs are perfect
    your thighs are perfect
    your tounge and everything is perfect
    YOU are perfect love your body and everything
    You are so greatful for what you have.
    Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you
    And leave your fake friends
    You deserve better.
    Don't give up
    Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person.
    We are proud to see you alive.
    We are so proud
    We love your smile
    We love your laugh
    We love your personality
    So don't give up
    We love you.
    We love you so much
    Don't end it too fast.
    Don't commit
    Don't get controled
    Don't make them control you like a puppet
    Do your own way
    Do everthing you like
    Ignore the rude people
    Ignore the hate
    Ignore getting yelled
    There's people by your side and always be.
    We love you no matter what you do to yourself.
    They don't know what your been through
    They ain't been in your shoes
    Don't belive them they are liars
    Love youself.
    We are proud of you existing here
    We love you so much..
    NEVER GIVE UP
    You're precious
    You made it this far.
    And it's so amazing that you are still here

    • @thehackett9000
      @thehackett9000 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      ur an amazing person!❤

    • @nancynotfound
      @nancynotfound 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@thehackett9000 Aw thank you sm!💗

    • @jayxii4682
      @jayxii4682 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      but you are fat

    • @cleliajosegalvao2013
      @cleliajosegalvao2013 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Fuck..this make me cry...I thanked that I was to finish my life...but thanks for the help...

    • @rosee-wf4xw
      @rosee-wf4xw 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      tysm for making me feel better reading it all ik u've been through alot and I'm really sorry that u had to deal with that i mean we're just human beings figuring ourselves out we dont deserve all of that but even though many of us go through it i hope uk that ur existence really makes a person happy and u should always be grateful for being alive and not making a wrong step i hope u get better im always here for u and tysm for being here
      There are people who make u feel like shit but dont give a damn it'll help u there will always be people for supporting u like us
      we all love u and tysm again @nancynotfound for making me feel a lot better
      it's just a rough ch does not mean the whole book's going to be like that

  • @quackitybears8779
    @quackitybears8779 3 ปีที่แล้ว +694

    Im crying so hard that i can't even breathe properly.

    • @okok-rv9tg
      @okok-rv9tg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      im holding my tears so hard that my throat hurts.

    • @blues6499
      @blues6499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      are you okay? remember that i love u and people care for u and u are wanted

    • @zerodayyyy
      @zerodayyyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Why does it hurt so bad?

    • @maya2399
      @maya2399 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same but its a mood 365/24/7

    • @marrr8141
      @marrr8141 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm doing that rn

  • @nadja9197
    @nadja9197 2 ปีที่แล้ว +497

    Words cant explain how exhausting i feel every day and how much i miss my old self

    • @samanthajacobb
      @samanthajacobb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i agree so much

    • @kaidenn6231
      @kaidenn6231 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i just want to end it all itd be so much easier that way

    • @kaidenn6231
      @kaidenn6231 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      no treatment is ever going to heal the pain ive had for so many years its never foing to stop i just want to die already

    • @MRLIMELOVER
      @MRLIMELOVER 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I miss my old self but at the same time I like my new self

    • @Cosiavalos
      @Cosiavalos 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I miss my old self so much, specially because, no one seems to want my new self. I always feel like i'm either too much or not enough.

  • @Oliveryouronly
    @Oliveryouronly ปีที่แล้ว +133

    All these texts make me want to cry in happy tears and it makes me feel better that strangers are more supportive then my own mom

    • @xephyra13
      @xephyra13 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      i can say from personnal experience that moms are often not the best to support their children...

    • @midnight_moon123
      @midnight_moon123 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Same bro I'm actually sobbing

    • @Abigail_Milda
      @Abigail_Milda 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I agree with you
      Parents always yell and tell us that we are being disappointed for them, their words hurts than actions...

    • @hedgehog-in-the-shadows
      @hedgehog-in-the-shadows 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      fr. and i have 0 friends too :(
      speaking of which, do any of u want to be friends?
      im sorry for overstepping but i am really lonely, i need support and i will support you
      i could state my character if u want ig
      good things: smart, kind, funny (sometimes, when im not too happy)
      bad things: hopes for impossible things and clings onto them, sometimes spitting out random facts i know, a little clingy
      (all of these only apply when i get comfortable around u)
      ok now i sound stupid, listing myself on here
      but really, can someone be friends with me
      i can vent a little if you want
      ok i sound stupid imma leave the message here
      nobody would wan be friends w me anyway
      wait i sound like im fishing for compliments so imma js say
      say 111 if you read alldis

  • @clowngonerogue
    @clowngonerogue 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1958

    《Timestamps》
    Space Song - Beach House 0:01
    Freaks - Surf Curse 5:16
    The Night We Met - Lord Huron 7:40
    This is Home - Cavetown 10:50
    As the Word Caves in- Matt Maltese 14:35
    Freaks- Surf Curse (again) 18:25
    I didn't see any other timestamps so I made this :))) Hope it helpssss
    Whoever's reading this I hope you have a wonderful day/night!

    • @kamillabarkaszi9528
      @kamillabarkaszi9528 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Thank you, and hope to get a better night

    • @sophiepalmer2263
      @sophiepalmer2263 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank you and you too

    • @ft.fatimakhan
      @ft.fatimakhan 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you. I appreciate it.

    • @asterbunny555
      @asterbunny555 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's not a mistake it's a masterpiece

    • @kookixuan3652
      @kookixuan3652 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      even the jellybean cults are here

  • @baddiegorl6044
    @baddiegorl6044 2 ปีที่แล้ว +898

    Leaving this comment here to get reminded of this playlist, I hope you all can feel better soon 💞

    • @yourlocalfatrat_
      @yourlocalfatrat_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Reminding u for this playlist hope you're feeling better cutie

    • @Nikki.q
      @Nikki.q 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey cute~
      I love you ❤

    • @Seraphx488
      @Seraphx488 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      A mongolian.. sup man:)

    • @rennina
      @rennina 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope it too, maybe one day I will feel happy too

    • @kaitlynf5661
      @kaitlynf5661 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope ur feeling better

  • @Cecilia_b.08
    @Cecilia_b.08 3 ปีที่แล้ว +759

    "The monsters come out at 3am, go to sleep."
    "Im a monster. Thats why Im out right now"

    • @mikotheraskum2014
      @mikotheraskum2014 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yup

    •  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Deep

    • @aivil3820
      @aivil3820 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      wait that would explain why i naturally always wake up at about 3am every night

    • @Cecilia_b.08
      @Cecilia_b.08 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@aivil3820 yes. We have figured our our sleep cycles. lol

    • @aivil3820
      @aivil3820 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Cecilia_b.08 nice, now it might be easier to fix my messed up sleep schedule lmao

  • @hxcf002
    @hxcf002 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    I was just screaming happy songs like 10 minutes ago and this popped up in my recommendations then out of nowhere, I started crying uncontrollably and hasn't stopped until now. it just feels so good for no reason (i just know headaches would come after lmao)

  • @kody6113
    @kody6113 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    it felt like such a long time ago when i would stay up with my friends past 3 am to see if anything scary would happen. god i hate growing up.

    • @rosiesartsy
      @rosiesartsy 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same, things changed too fast. They are all always making sex jokes and talking about stuff like that but I still feel like a kid. Like they all moved on to the next stage of their life but I'm here wanting my childhood back.

  • @mikasastan3259
    @mikasastan3259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +298

    even though my life is shit rn, reading these comments make me just a little bit happier. it reminds me that i’m not alone :) i love you guys so much and i know things are gonna get better for you

  • @katiehapin1391
    @katiehapin1391 2 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    I promise that things will get better. I was recently in a car crash that I almost died in and I didn’t realize how lucky I was until then. Struggling to breath, bruises all over my body was when I realized I didn’t want to go. Things will get better. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Of course we all need a good cry but don’t forget that I love you. And if you feel down talk to people that you love while you still can. ❤️

    • @opossumbur_kbt7150
      @opossumbur_kbt7150 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank u, I really needed this rn❤

    • @coolperson5280
      @coolperson5280 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry I know this was 3 months ago but I hope your doing better!

    • @izzytantuason149
      @izzytantuason149 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      im glad youre doing better

  • @Ambar_Gorillaz-Blink
    @Ambar_Gorillaz-Blink 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    why I'm here..? my parents "love me". They want to see me "happy." They support me in "everything." I can have many "friends". but... why am I sad...?

  • @DeathNote-o2g
    @DeathNote-o2g 3 ปีที่แล้ว +824

    “Suicide doesn’t stop the pain it gives it to somebody else” well do you want me to apologise for feeling like this? Stop trying to make me feel guilty

    • @Vicky-hx1ki
      @Vicky-hx1ki 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I'll talk to you if you want to talk.

    • @ymyh299
      @ymyh299 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      people say this out of fear of losing the person they love, they think that guilt will make the person stay, but it won't

    • @freddyd5504
      @freddyd5504 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      well did u end up doing it

    • @notato5052
      @notato5052 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      It's not a guilt trip, it's making you aware of what'll happen. I'm not going to say something as cliche as i care about you, instead i'll give you something to think about, Does suicide solve the problem? Will it make everyone's day better? take this however you feel like i don't mind being seen as a rude person you can't be helped if you aren't accepting it.

    • @emilyplays1054
      @emilyplays1054 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      like I am meant for failure so what's the point of trying...

  • @speedymonkey123
    @speedymonkey123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +482

    hey, I know everyone is going through a really had time. but just wanted to say ily and I'm so proud of you, please keep going, it will be better someday. if anyone needs to someone to talk to or rant to reach out!

    • @willschultz5263
      @willschultz5263 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i love you too

    • @t3ddy139
      @t3ddy139 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ily 😌 you made my day

    • @esit5944
      @esit5944 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I have been feeling destroyed lately. My life is great but something is never right. Someone from my past needs to return. I keep having dreams about them, and when I wake up I think to myself “ Why do I still love them?” They probably don’t think about me.” I neeed to do something about this but I don’t know what. This doesn’t sit right with me. I’m going to a new school. When I was younger I used to think: When I go over there, I will go to the mall with them and my best friend. We will be so happy. “ None of these are going to happen. We are all separated, they all found someone else and I’m alone. I like being alone, but not fēēłīñg alone. I wanna reach out but I know that whoever I reach out to will probably think of it as a joke. It’s because I have always hid the emotions with expactations everything will be perfectly fine if I hide them. Its not.

    • @TheEmoTherian263
      @TheEmoTherian263 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ily too😁 have a good time

    • @speedymonkey123
      @speedymonkey123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@esit5944 yeah I understand, I am so sorry you are going through this. you are not alone, more than you think might be going through this too. I know you're an amazing person so you will make new friends, just trust me I know it might not feel like it but youre enough. there's some lovely people in the world and you will meet some, be patient and just be yourself. i wish you welllll

  • @sophiabarron7168
    @sophiabarron7168 3 ปีที่แล้ว +392

    i’m crying and i haven’t been able to stop but i don’t know why. there’s not one specific reason why i have water pouring out of my eyes it’s just. it’s just pain

    • @sod3a
      @sod3a 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Same and I sent my bf a pic of me crying but what am I supposed to say now? Why did I even do it? Why? Is he going to think that I'm just being dramatic because I have no reason to cry at all? Tears are just running down my face and they can't stop

    • @Gh0styKai
      @Gh0styKai 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sod3a I'm sorry for you

    • @mikotheraskum2014
      @mikotheraskum2014 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes

    • @azulalavezmendoza509
      @azulalavezmendoza509 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I used to feel like this

    • @amouriist
      @amouriist 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      right

  • @thezeezeebee
    @thezeezeebee ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Thank for for this playlist. Sometimes I just need to cry. Everyone does.

  • @_Emma_Does_Stuff077
    @_Emma_Does_Stuff077 3 ปีที่แล้ว +637

    I’m the silly, loud, goofy, and funny girl in the group when I’m with my friends (and that is partly who I am) but when I’m by myself I feel so alone, and I think about stuff really deeply. And nobody sees the real me who sometimes struggles with anxiety, depression, and invasive thoughts. I’ve been able to ask people I trust for help and it’s been working but still it’s hard because when I’m crying at 2AM I feel so…..alone.

    • @sassygirl5575
      @sassygirl5575 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I know how you feel and I’m in the same position. I remember being with my friends and they told me that they were friends with me because I was just funny... nothing more. That hurt me so much and that’s when I started to express myself more. Someone that’s not always a funny person but can be one. I‘m sure there will be a day when you know longer feel that pain of being alone. It will come haunt you time to time, but remember you are loved! I’m sure you can power through and remember that everyday, you are loved!
      I hope this helps in a way, I’m not too good at helping people with this but since I relate to this a lot, I thought I share my experience and thoughts.
      I hope you feel better

    • @_Emma_Does_Stuff077
      @_Emma_Does_Stuff077 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sassygirl5575 aww thanks, for me it’s similar in that sometimes I don’t feel like I can share my struggles. Like they are good friends but it feels like we have to be goofy and have a good time and it would be weird if we started getting more personal in the moment. Like I’m the girl that’s always telling people to let me know if they need to talk to someone about any problems, but none really does so I feel like I can’t. But your experience did help me feel better so thanks!

    • @mitsurikanroji3275
      @mitsurikanroji3275 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No ur not alone ur never alone ik you feel like you are but u got us on your back we all have bad days, depressing days but remember we can do it theres always something good heading our ways! But it is ok to be sad sometimes we rlly have to cry it dont hold your tears^^

    • @elianelevi8706
      @elianelevi8706 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I sometimes feel the same way and its very painful because I keep this feeling all to myself until I arrive home and brake down in the bathroom or in my room.

    • @user-bc3lf6qp8s
      @user-bc3lf6qp8s 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel the same I'm a sagittarius btw people are always saying I'm such a social at heart and am always tough when it comes to tough things in life but no one has ever really asked to open up about things and when I'm by myself I usually am crying out my eyes or sumthin

  • @dahybuns
    @dahybuns 2 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    When I feel like crying (almost everyday) I love coming to these video and reading the comments. It makes me cry more but it also makes me feel loved

  • @lemonadelover249
    @lemonadelover249 2 ปีที่แล้ว +211

    i love you all
    when your pillow is the only one who knows how you really feel

    • @why_not__me
      @why_not__me 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You can talk to me if you want? It’s okay if no just wanna be here for you. I care

    • @julkas1322
      @julkas1322 ปีที่แล้ว

      It sounds sad but tbh it is so true

    • @lemonadelover249
      @lemonadelover249 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@why_not__mei’m fine for now. thank you so so much for caring, are you ok aswell? i’m here if you want to talk to me too. again, thank you for caring ❤❤.

  • @w3ird_k1d_1s_b4ck
    @w3ird_k1d_1s_b4ck 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    There's nothing wrong with your eyes. 
There's nothing wrong with your nose
There's nothing wrong with your height
There's nothing wrong with your skin
There's nothing wrong with your mouth
There's nothing wrong with your hair
There's nothing wrong with your face
There's nothing wrong with your body
There's nothing wrong with your hands
There's nothing wrong with your fingers
There's nothing wrong with your teeth
There's nothing wrong with YOU

I love you the way you dance.
I love the the way you laugh.
I love the way you write.
I love the way you sing.
I love the way that your strong.
I love you on the days your happy.
I love you on the days your sad.
I love you on the days you feel lonely.
I love you on the days you feel like no one cares.
I love you on the days you feel amazing.
I love you on the days you feel weird.
I love you on the days where you feel stress.
I love you on the days where you feel alright.
I love you on the days you wanna cry.
I love you on the days you feel miserable.
I love you on the days you feel depressed.
I love you on the days you feel crazy.
I love you on the days you feel loved.
I love you for trying
I love you for staying strong
I love you for waking up
I love you for blinking
I love you when life is kinda meh
I love you when you feel worth it
I love you when you’re in your hard times
I love you when you need someone
I love you when you’re tired
I love you when you’re energetic
I love that you’re mean
I love that you’re nice
I love that your’re sensitive
I love that you’re smart
I love your imperfections
I love your perfections
I love your style
I love your art 
I love you in the day
I love you in the morning
I love you in the night
I love you in the afternoon
I love you in the midnight
I love you even if its 3 am
I love you at your worst 
I love you at your best
I love everything you do
I love you all the time
I love you just the way you are. 

you are perfect. 
I am so proud of you:) 
You made it this far. 
You are amazing:) 
Don't give up. 
NEVER GIVE UP
you're pretty
You're precious 
Don't need to be insecure abt your face. 
You are so beautiful

    • @emmypoteralski8541
      @emmypoteralski8541 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      i just wanted to say thank you for writing this, it came at the right time.

  • @toriwhitney2830
    @toriwhitney2830 2 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    I wish I had a way to express the sadness built inside me weighing on my chest like a ton of bricks when I cry to my favorite songs. If my sadness could he channeled into something I could have something amazing.

  • @iwx4021
    @iwx4021 3 ปีที่แล้ว +744

    I'm not angry, I'm not even a disappointment, I'm just really sad all of the time and I don't feel like I deserve to be

    • @supremecoconut5253
      @supremecoconut5253 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I feel this on a spiritual level

    • @luzhernandez1861
      @luzhernandez1861 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I really felt this and I just have to go with the flow but it’s not fair why do I feel like this 😔

    • @catrqs
      @catrqs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      like i’ve lived through sm but not enough for people to believe me so i just feel like an imposter

    • @hannahtarek7974
      @hannahtarek7974 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same.. except my inner self keeps telling me I deserve it although I know I really don't

    • @charlylittle2198
      @charlylittle2198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I don't even have a reason to be sad and yet I'm depressed all the time. I know how it feels.

  • @potatocoos6084
    @potatocoos6084 3 ปีที่แล้ว +125

    it's funny how I used to just vibe with this kind of playlist, Now here I am questioning my whole existence and crying

  • @merbeeduck9256
    @merbeeduck9256 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    My mom had a talk with me and told me, “Sometimes I wish you were scared of us still, but now we’re scared of you.” I’ve tried so hard to fix my life, to the point where I had to sometimes scream it- but didn’t realize I became the monster I was so scared to be. I’m numb. I have no one to turn to, but I don’t want to die because I’ve worked so hard to get this far and I don’t want my family (mostly my dog) to be sad. I’m not happy at all. I’m really not. I barely have people I consider friends even though I’m surrounded by them, and I’m so high maintenance. I have ADHD, major anxiety, and just in general a tempered attitude. She didn’t even shout at me…she was disappointed. And I, am also disappointed in myself. My final exams are tmmrw, I didn’t study, I didn’t do anything this year. I feel so much like a burden, and just imagine having a friend group I can hang out with, wear the same outfits with, take pictures with, go karaoke with, just any friends stuff friends do.

    • @MKHarmonia
      @MKHarmonia 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      How are you? Hope you are doing a little bit better now.

  • @smelluy
    @smelluy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +862

    time stamps so you dont need to

    • @Aby7HD
      @Aby7HD ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thanks, good heart u hve there🙂

    • @smelluy
      @smelluy ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Aby7HD yw!

    • @Urmom-be3rr
      @Urmom-be3rr ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I wish people I know would say this to me, while hearing the playlist and reading your words I cried so hard, I am a bad person and lazy too, bad grades but I am to weak and dumb to change anything.. I want a future so bad yk and I want achieve all my goals!
      PS : cried while writing this too.. please wish me luck to succeed my goals.

    • @Lunablues23
      @Lunablues23 ปีที่แล้ว

      Maammas5h6gvnx vg fvredguyuuxockhehiffrshgoterjuovfnhihcuwevfrwgyasdfjhewrfjavbdsjcydcjybdcbiudqfwreg

    • @cheesindeeznuts9931
      @cheesindeeznuts9931 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      When I die I want to listen to this playlist before I die.
      When I die my last words are "Thanks"

  • @Eung_jeong
    @Eung_jeong 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1248

    if no one has said it to you, im very very proud of you, you are doing great

  • @lilybetch8974
    @lilybetch8974 3 ปีที่แล้ว +512

    i really can’t do this anymore. i feel like i’m a disappointment to everybody i know. i feel like my family, especially my parents only “love” me because they have to. i feel like i’m the problem for everything.

    • @Ezzii3480
      @Ezzii3480 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      You dont know me, but i dont think your a disappointment!! And the people around you need to treat you better!! Cause no one should have to feel like this way because of their family and stuff!! But hey, i may not know you but im here for you!! And just know no matter what those ppl around you say, that you are amazing, and are worth so much!!! And you deserve happiness, just like anyone else!! And you Can and i bet will do amazing things!! I truly believe in you!! And i hope you have a goodnight or day!!

    • @amayafisher2554
      @amayafisher2554 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm the same way but it's family and friends

    • @di6na_
      @di6na_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same :/

    • @josiee9737
      @josiee9737 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same here :( I feel like everything I do is going to end up deciding how my families views me and its exhausting…but I hope you can get through this and that you feel better soon too 💗

    • @sofiadumani2882
      @sofiadumani2882 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i’m sorry for you but i’m glad i’m not alone in this

  • @spencer_pumilia420
    @spencer_pumilia420 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I always saw crying as a sign of weakness. Like if you cried you just weren't processing your emotions properly. Now I realize that I was the one who wasn't processing my emotions. I wouldn't let myself be sad. Now I'm here bawling my eyes out. Thanks ❤

  • @klutz905
    @klutz905 3 ปีที่แล้ว +880

    If you ever feel broken,
    Just know that the McDonald’s ice cream machine is always broken but everyone still loves it regardless.. =]
    My best friend once told me this, it makes me happy thinking about it

    • @cloudy1672
      @cloudy1672 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      THAT IS JUST SO SWEETTTT 😭😭😭😭😭✋✨✨

    • @barb4045
      @barb4045 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Hey have you heard that McDonald’s won a lawsuit so now they’ll be able to fix all their ice cream machines, we may be broken but at least that can get fixed 👍

    • @nayra3704
      @nayra3704 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This just made me smile thank you :)

    • @user-bl8pw6cn2d
      @user-bl8pw6cn2d 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      :)

    • @yukning8511
      @yukning8511 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ive been crying for a while but this made me smile, thanks angel

  • @lucifers_husbanddd
    @lucifers_husbanddd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1075

    I listen to these sorta playlists in the bathroom crying all the pressure and stress out, these playlists comfort me. I wish I could trust my family more then people online, but that’s quite difficult. I wish you all amazing mental and physical health! And for the people who can’t manage that remember, I’m or people on the internet are always here for you. We will always support you, no matter what you are. Hope you’re all ok! 👍🥺

    • @honeybunn.03
      @honeybunn.03 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Tysm this means a lot to me I hope you're doing well :)

    • @Mimikyu007
      @Mimikyu007 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      That is so relatable...I Hope you are doing well, thank you

    • @ricekrissietreat
      @ricekrissietreat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Relate to this hard, thank you, you too🤍

    • @togaandtaigasimp8327
      @togaandtaigasimp8327 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I love this... It makes me happy to know theirs somone there... my mental state i dont think is at all that good

    • @sageegreenthebest
      @sageegreenthebest 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ngl I almost wanted to die… but not anymore

  • @r0bin648
    @r0bin648 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1252

    When my days are bad, I look at the comments of these playlists. It makes me cry even more but I feel appreciated that people understand and make me feel better c:
    "people aren't strangers, they are just friends you haven't met yet"

    • @TOMBOBAO_
      @TOMBOBAO_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      thanks, u just made me cry :)

    • @mitsurikanroji3275
      @mitsurikanroji3275 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      U made my day a lil bit with this comment actually :)

    • @gigs3762
      @gigs3762 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      c:

    • @luanaribeiro2736
      @luanaribeiro2736 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      It makes me feel so much better that there’s at least someone that understands because it seems like anyone we meet around us seems clue less of what we’re taking about or pretend they understand and the ones that truly understand are miles and miles away

    • @spotlify4945
      @spotlify4945 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      sometimes you get to that point where you feel so bad all the time, and you don't even cry. Then I listen to Beach House and it kind of "relieves" it...

  • @1Skyt08
    @1Skyt08 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I don't have a door, so I cant cry even in my own room. Every night I sneak into the bathroom and just cry.
    For hours every night, I sit there on the ground, and cry. I know people have worse lives than I do, and i dont think i deserve to be able to live how I do. I should just feel grateful with what I have, and yet everyone around me doesn't seem to truely understand what I feel everyday.

  • @marthamckernan142
    @marthamckernan142 2 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    when our lives are slowly falling apart and theres nothing we can do to prevent it, at least we can take comfort in music :)

  • @dollydeath5990
    @dollydeath5990 ปีที่แล้ว +306

    Honestly, they always talk about the bad sides of the internet but you guys here have the kindest and nicest words I‘ve probably ever heard. People like you restore my faith in humanity. Thank you guys. Take good care of yourselves! I don’t know you people out there at all yet I want to tell you I love you

  • @keinakamoto9919
    @keinakamoto9919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +273

    as the world caves in always triggers my crying side. "Akira, why am i the only on talking?"

    • @kayanna1677
      @kayanna1677 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      omg now im depressed

    • @Jaden-c6l
      @Jaden-c6l 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      SHUT IT NONONO

    • @imgod9144
      @imgod9144 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      no bc i just watch devilman crybaby a couple weeks ago and this hurt like a b***h

    • @delaney_5042
      @delaney_5042 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@imgod9144 bruh same this made me sob🥲

    • @joshefini
      @joshefini 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Omg, I feel you sis

  • @mrunal9396
    @mrunal9396 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Will i ever be enough to my parents? To my friends? To the person who loved me? It feels like i can't breath....thats hurting....thats really hurting...i just can't live anymore....but i believe everything is gonna be fine... atleast hope so

  • @ImJustNicole
    @ImJustNicole 2 ปีที่แล้ว +640

    I just wanna say thanks to all those therapist friends, I know you guys had your moments and you help everyone so they don't go through what you went through. It's alright, just remember you matter too

    • @lily.3007
      @lily.3007 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      your comment made me feel really appreciated, thank you. I hope you get to eat food you like

    • @ImJustNicole
      @ImJustNicole 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@lily.3007 Thanks, I hope the best for u to!

    • @Find_your_music_taste
      @Find_your_music_taste 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      this means the world to me, ive always been called selfish when im the one who carries everyone's problems on my shoulders. thank you

    • @ImJustNicole
      @ImJustNicole 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Find_your_music_taste No problem, you deserve it :)

    • @soft_boy_thingz4767
      @soft_boy_thingz4767 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      thank you