I believe I read that when she started to cry in the hospital bed during the filming she said to keep rolling because it was more realistic to how she felt at that time - which always just has me so emotional. Plus that outfit was the actual outfit she wore the night of her OD.
That scene is exactly what you thought it was. I think it was her drug dealer (I could be wrong) that sexually assaulted her while she was passed out. They wanted to portray it in a non-triggering way that still conveyed the message.
im not a 100% sure but i think she mentioned that the dd who assaulted her left in the morning and turned her onto her side so she doesnt choke on her vomit cuz he knew she might have an OD from his punched stuff or smth like that
The person who sold to her r’d and then left her to die. Her best friend found her purple and security did what they could until paramedics arrived. She was pretty much dead but our hero’s brought her back
Her song sober is excellent too. I believe it came out a bit before her od. I'm glad you watched the doc, since it adds a lot of context. I believe her shirt says legalize weed. At the time of this she still smoked and argued that sobriety could include weed. Since then she has decided to give it up and try to be completely sober.
I’m glad u watched the documentary and the music video. It’s so powerful, she did a wonderful job at delivering such a heartbreaking experience. She filmed this in the clothes she was wearing that night. The scene with the bed and the dealer was her SA. I get why they toned it down - it was enough to make me feel uncomfortable. This whole album is stunning. It’s a piece of art.
My boyfriend will be 2 years sober in just a few months, I showed him this song & he cried the first time he heard it because he almost lost his life as well. ❤️
I love and admire Demi deeply, so thank u so much for your reaction❤ she's an unique artist, I love how much we can all relate with her and how honest and raw her music is
You have to react to Grammy’s performance of this or at least one of her other live versions. It’s so powerful live. I feel like she hits even higher notes while belting this song live. I cry.
This song hits so hard and the video even more so! I ended up in an ER in FL after I relapsed while I was at a halfway house there. I don’t really remember anything about it other than I woke up with the sticky heart monitor things on my chest and not knowing what was going on. They told me I was lucky that I didn’t die. I can proudly say that I got clean and sober when I came back home & haven’t used in 7.5 years now. I’m so glad Demi survived and put this very honest song out! There are a lot of people that I’ve known over the years who weren’t as lucky as we were and lost their battle with addiction.
I legit seen Demi on tour in Glasgow a few weeks before their OD happened so this MV always hits me bc i love Demi and almost losing them was horrid but also bc they recreated the entire night they OD’d in this video right down to the outfit they’re wearing. It’s so raw and so powerful. I love them so much😭 Also 1000% need u to react to their first performance back of ‘Anyone’ at the Grammy’s! It’s beautiful
Her shirt says legally Blind. I remember her saying in the documentary saying that she can no longer drive because she's legally blind. I pray she doesn't fall down this rabbit hole again.
9:52 maybe that means her vision is blurred for now on (she partially blind, she can't drive). the line "i almost made in heaven it was closer than you now" (she almost died that night, when she arrived at the hospital, the doctor said she has 5 minutes to live, she almost didn't make it. She was 27 at the time, if she didn't make it that night, she'll be in the "27 club").
Oh Audrey, my ex husband was an alcoholic. When you cried and said it couldve been you...I felt that. He is still one to this day. I eventually had to walk away. ❤
So this song and video wrecked me. She went through so much. And in terms of the SA she experienced, I think her not having to almost relive a part of that for her video is more so because this song is more about her experience with drugs and her OD rather than that horrible experience. She didn't want people to focus on that - so just hinted at it instead. That's my interpretation of it at least. Still... So fucking amazing and so incredibly sad.
Don't worry Audrey, I am always crying right there with you at almost exactly the same moments. I love the two of you so much, can't put into words why or how, but your channels mean a lot to me in hard moments.
this song is so meaningful, its incredible how much sensitive Demi is on her songs. You can feel the pain, a raw true story being told. She is insanely talented
For those who dont know, this video is an exact recreation of the night she OD'd. The man in black rolling her over is the dealer that SA'd her and left her to die. Her survivor tattoo covers the scar from the machine in the beginning.
Her voice getting stronger is kinda like her addiction. First it’s just a little whisper in the back of her head, but then it starts to get stronger and stronger until she can’t control it anymore. And the lies you tell yourself to downplay the issue and make it seem okay is insane. She really managed to tell what addiction is, and she did it so beautifully. Super freaking powerful song.
This song just is so much more deserving of praise than what it got. I forgot all about it. But, her voice, the lyrics. It’s an absolute banger. And spot on for an addict.
Anyone was written 4 days before the OD and then she performed it at the Grammys live for the first time two years after the OD it’s an incredible performance please watch
I honestly can't watch the video anymore cuz it always reminds me of something similar I went through, she's so strong for doing this and I'm glad she's still us.
Holy shit man, I really swear I heard some bad shit about Demi Lavato but I had no clue she had a come to god moment which I’m really proud of her for ❤, I was addicted to heroin for a very long time so all these lyrics hit home. Been clean since 2015 thank god 🙏. Praise Demi for finding god
Tge shirt i believe had a marijuana leafe or something and said legalize or legalized. Someone can help me. U should also trll Audrey how demi went temp blind and had was it 2strokes and she has problems with memory and if i remember correctly something with her brain. Its a sad story.
I think the SA scene being as it was may be for two reasons. First for the public video aspect. Second, and most important, it may be a trigger for her since she is the one acting it out.
i was reading the coments and yes they are so many songs of demi when they talks about their own addiction but i think dany should listen to the songs about their dad , they had an stranged relationship he was adict and not the person , and demi regreted not help him , he died alone and his body wasnt found for a whole week i recomend "buterfly" "for the love of a daughter" "father" and "sober" in this ones demi talks about him and honestly they re hard to listen gut grenching songs
If SHE thought it was a good idea to do it then, while the memory was fresh, then I would never judge her for it. I really hope it was cathartic for her; maybe that was part of the idea. This works GREAT as a cautionary tale, a Public Service announcement, and a conversation starter. 'Hey, guys, you probably been wondering what happened to me...I fucked up, here's how and what happened. I'm alive but I almost did not make it. Don't do what I did.'
Here's a little suggestion so you're not disrespecting the artist...if you've got comments to make, pause it instead of talking through the video, and over the lyrics.
Her reaction couldnt be more insensitive :/ im sorry I couldnt get through this with how she reacts poorly to what the video is portraying.. its not funny
Completely agree , I wish he would have interjected when she said drunk sexting and how she would regret it . She was actually texting her dealer then got assaulted right before she OD, so yeah, not funny
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I believe I read that when she started to cry in the hospital bed during the filming she said to keep rolling because it was more realistic to how she felt at that time - which always just has me so emotional. Plus that outfit was the actual outfit she wore the night of her OD.
oh damn
I think it is on BTS video
She had to have her therapist and psychiatrist on set in case she needed their help during this video.
Speaking of crying and singing, you should react to her Grammy performance of Anyone. Absolutely incredible.
That scene is exactly what you thought it was. I think it was her drug dealer (I could be wrong) that sexually assaulted her while she was passed out. They wanted to portray it in a non-triggering way that still conveyed the message.
im not a 100% sure but i think she mentioned that the dd who assaulted her left in the morning and turned her onto her side so she doesnt choke on her vomit cuz he knew she might have an OD from his punched stuff or smth like that
The person who sold to her r’d and then left her to die. Her best friend found her purple and security did what they could until paramedics arrived. She was pretty much dead but our hero’s brought her back
you guys need to react to "Sober" and "Anyone" by demi, its the same mood. Its perfection
You should do the anyone performance from the Grammys
When I heard this song for the first time I cried. Cause I almost lost my best friend to drugs and alcohol. She's been 2 years sober and doing great
Her song sober is excellent too. I believe it came out a bit before her od. I'm glad you watched the doc, since it adds a lot of context. I believe her shirt says legalize weed. At the time of this she still smoked and argued that sobriety could include weed. Since then she has decided to give it up and try to be completely sober.
Oh I hope he does a reaction to the full documentary “dancing with the devil”
I think it may be on his Patreon. He & Audrey, in the audio reaction on her channel, mentioned it.
I’m glad u watched the documentary and the music video. It’s so powerful, she did a wonderful job at delivering such a heartbreaking experience.
She filmed this in the clothes she was wearing that night. The scene with the bed and the dealer was her SA. I get why they toned it down - it was enough to make me feel uncomfortable.
This whole album is stunning. It’s a piece of art.
The clothes she is wearing in the video are the same clothes she wore the night of the OD
It was her dealer, yes, she really did OD on heroin and she was SA’d by her dealer as well. She is singing this from her own experience.
My boyfriend will be 2 years sober in just a few months, I showed him this song & he cried the first time he heard it because he almost lost his life as well. ❤️
I love and admire Demi deeply, so thank u so much for your reaction❤ she's an unique artist, I love how much we can all relate with her and how honest and raw her music is
You have to react to Grammy’s performance of this or at least one of her other live versions. It’s so powerful live. I feel like she hits even higher notes while belting this song live. I cry.
This song hits so hard and the video even more so! I ended up in an ER in FL after I relapsed while I was at a halfway house there. I don’t really remember anything about it other than I woke up with the sticky heart monitor things on my chest and not knowing what was going on. They told me I was lucky that I didn’t die. I can proudly say that I got clean and sober when I came back home & haven’t used in 7.5 years now. I’m so glad Demi survived and put this very honest song out! There are a lot of people that I’ve known over the years who weren’t as lucky as we were and lost their battle with addiction.
I legit seen Demi on tour in Glasgow a few weeks before their OD happened so this MV always hits me bc i love Demi and almost losing them was horrid but also bc they recreated the entire night they OD’d in this video right down to the outfit they’re wearing. It’s so raw and so powerful. I love them so much😭
Also 1000% need u to react to their first performance back of ‘Anyone’ at the Grammy’s! It’s beautiful
Her shirt says legally Blind. I remember her saying in the documentary saying that she can no longer drive because she's legally blind. I pray she doesn't fall down this rabbit hole again.
No, it doesn't. It says "legalize weed". There's a giant marijuana leaf on the shirt.
She’s still blind
9:52 maybe that means her vision is blurred for now on (she partially blind, she can't drive).
the line "i almost made in heaven it was closer than you now" (she almost died that night, when she arrived at the hospital, the doctor said she has 5 minutes to live, she almost didn't make it.
She was 27 at the time, if she didn't make it that night, she'll be in the "27 club").
Oh Audrey, my ex husband was an alcoholic. When you cried and said it couldve been you...I felt that. He is still one to this day. I eventually had to walk away. ❤
So this song and video wrecked me. She went through so much. And in terms of the SA she experienced, I think her not having to almost relive a part of that for her video is more so because this song is more about her experience with drugs and her OD rather than that horrible experience. She didn't want people to focus on that - so just hinted at it instead.
That's my interpretation of it at least. Still... So fucking amazing and so incredibly sad.
Guys!!! Do 29 and Subtance by demi!!! And live performances!!!
Don't worry Audrey, I am always crying right there with you at almost exactly the same moments.
I love the two of you so much, can't put into words why or how, but your channels mean a lot to me in hard moments.
this song is so meaningful, its incredible how much sensitive Demi is on her songs. You can feel the pain, a raw true story being told. She is insanely talented
If you haven't, please react to Anyone by Demi. Her performance on 2020 Grammy's was super emotional and the song it's incredible!
For me the disco ball was representing music saving her life in a way
Thank you for reacting to this even tho it broke me in pieces to watch this video again 😢😢
When this first came out i had such a hard time. She went into rehab about the same time I did from a similar issue.
I need this up now 😩
Her shirt says Legalize and then shows a symbol of Marijuana. She wore the same shirt that she wore during the OD.
Please watch Demi’s tiny desk! The vocals never disappoint but this performance is other worldly 🖤
For those who dont know, this video is an exact recreation of the night she OD'd. The man in black rolling her over is the dealer that SA'd her and left her to die. Her survivor tattoo covers the scar from the machine in the beginning.
Her voice getting stronger is kinda like her addiction. First it’s just a little whisper in the back of her head, but then it starts to get stronger and stronger until she can’t control it anymore. And the lies you tell yourself to downplay the issue and make it seem okay is insane.
She really managed to tell what addiction is, and she did it so beautifully. Super freaking powerful song.
This song just is so much more deserving of praise than what it got. I forgot all about it. But, her voice, the lyrics. It’s an absolute banger. And spot on for an addict.
She wasn't getting up from the toilet , she was hitting the white line
Man I love to watch you two together. 🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️
Oh Demi's Video& Behind Video DOC, Moves Me So!😢😭😮🙆♀️🎛🎶💘
Anyone was written 4 days before the OD and then she performed it at the Grammys live for the first time two years after the OD it’s an incredible performance please watch
can’t wait to see this!!
I honestly can't watch the video anymore cuz it always reminds me of something similar I went through, she's so strong for doing this and I'm glad she's still us.
When I’m sober is such a great song also
One of her best vocals.
House is one of my favorite shows even now!
Holy shit man, I really swear I heard some bad shit about Demi Lavato but I had no clue she had a come to god moment which I’m really proud of her for ❤, I was addicted to heroin for a very long time so all these lyrics hit home. Been clean since 2015 thank god 🙏. Praise Demi for finding god
Gonna watch more docs on her journey too!
Are you going to post the reaction to the documentary on TH-cam soon?
More demi real musics pls !
Y’all should react to sober by Demi next
Tge shirt i believe had a marijuana leafe or something and said legalize or legalized. Someone can help me. U should also trll Audrey how demi went temp blind and had was it 2strokes and she has problems with memory and if i remember correctly something with her brain. Its a sad story.
I think she said she went back to her dealer a week later after she OD’d. Also everything she did, down to her clothes, is what happened to her
You should do icu next
I think the SA scene being as it was may be for two reasons. First for the public video aspect. Second, and most important, it may be a trigger for her since she is the one acting it out.
React to "Hi Ren" by Ren, I promise you won't be disappointed!!!
You should also react to "Sober" and "Anyone"
React to her Dancing with the devil album
i was reading the coments and yes they are so many songs of demi when they talks about their own addiction but i think dany should listen to the songs about their dad , they had an stranged relationship he was adict and not the person , and demi regreted not help him , he died alone and his body wasnt found for a whole week i recomend "buterfly" "for the love of a daughter" "father" and "sober" in this ones demi talks about him and honestly they re hard to listen gut grenching songs
React to Elyanna please and the day the world blows up
She’s wearing the same outfit from that night of her overdose, isn’t she??
yep
You should both react to Lana Del Rey
Am I the only one thinking it maybe isn’t good for her to have filmed this so soon after? I would think it would bring the trauma right back
If SHE thought it was a good idea to do it then, while the memory was fresh, then I would never judge her for it. I really hope it was cathartic for her; maybe that was part of the idea.
This works GREAT as a cautionary tale, a Public Service announcement, and a conversation starter.
'Hey, guys, you probably been wondering what happened to me...I fucked up, here's how and what happened. I'm alive but I almost did not make it. Don't do what I did.'
Im not a hundred percent sure but i think she wore the same clothe she wore the tragic night happened
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Here's a little suggestion so you're not disrespecting the artist...if you've got comments to make, pause it instead of talking through the video, and over the lyrics.
or just take it in and wait until after to say anything
Y'all appear to be mocking her. I'm ashamed for you.
Her reaction couldnt be more insensitive :/ im sorry I couldnt get through this with how she reacts poorly to what the video is portraying.. its not funny
Her constant pausing is annoying me
Completely agree , I wish he would have interjected when she said drunk sexting and how she would regret it . She was actually texting her dealer then got assaulted right before she OD, so yeah, not funny
There's a definition of talking too much, this is it