This song speaks a horror. Words fail to truly describe depression, emotional trauma, and other illnesses of the mind. you can never know what someone else is going through, what they cannot themselves describe as coping measures fail or as the walls continue to close in. the alone feeling of being by yourself with emotions caused by actions not in your control. The root of the cause of the feeling that will never show. the spider web trapping the once happy mind. we can never know what truly causes these feelings as we only put the blame on ourselves. until finally posed with a question: Do you wish to continue on? or simply end it since no one else seems to care. Continue, as ending it means the quiet war is over and the real winners are those that know exactly what they did to cause all of it.
With Depression their isn't a Victory, just a Finale. a awakening of finally ready to face it and move forward, or to succumb and grab the knife to take your final bath. I think everyone will have to battle this feeling. this entire year for me myself has been posed with this very question I provided months ago and for me I continue on maybe out of spite, but mostly out of fear of what would happen If i was to leave, what would become of my own love ones. Never lose your own battle with Depression.
Feels like I'm sitting next to a person who's asleep in the hospital, hearing the heartbeat sensor beeping over and over. Then memories of good times with the person come in and you start crying. Tears start hitting the floor. Words fail describe all the feelings that you feel. Absolutely love this song. Phenomenal.
this track just bleeds inevitability. that and the feeling of dread seeping through the cracks. It reminds me of the feeling of watching as time passes, and your childhood is nearing an end, while you're stuck sitting around doing nothing with the time remaining. living as if you are watching from an outsider's perspective to a body animated by nobody, whilst searching desperately for the personality you're lacking in an attempt to gain control over your own life.
@@beemaster6950 ᵒᵘᶜʰ if you know deltarune you know how I feel. being trapped for so long. feeling like you're in a cage within a body controlled by someone else, desperately trying to call for help. slowly going mad because no one knows the real you, the YOᑌ that you want people to know. you try so hard while knowing it's hopeless, yet desperately grasping at any piece of hope you can find, it slips further away each time but you can't stop. you know you can't stay like this forever. you know you can't do this for much longer. drifting between hopeful and hopeless. only "living" through each day but not truly living. What a horrible fate.
These feelings, shared by many people. Yet no situation is the same. The paths that brought us here, the experiences we endured. No one can share our burden.
Melancholy you can feel. The stuff that weighs you down. Especially when you're trying to open up to someone that actually cares? Yeah, that's a fitting title, I'd say.
This song is so different. It reminds me of the process of keeping your depression contained while everything slowly piles up on top of you. That bitter denial that something is wrong. The unending loneliness combined with your refusal to feel anything but that loneliness, not because you want to feel alone, but because you don't want to accept that you're even lonely in the first place. The hole you're in that gets deeper and deeper until eventually you snap. I did a horrible job explaining it. I've been here for at least half an hour, rewriting and rethinking just to find a way to describe it. The title of this song really fits.
Words fail to describe the consuming feeling of being alone, even though you're surrounded by friends, but this song describes it almost perfectly in my opinion, great work, DOKURO.
@@tr4ssh328 DOKURO got rushed and hated on for example the scal track which he worked non-stop to finish for the community someone had said "Placeholder was better" overall people just hated on DOKURO and his music for no reason and didnt even give any criticism which ended up affecting him mentally. As a result we get tracks such as Still Here and the They Know Who They Are album which FUCKING ROCKS!!
@@Ette-rath Wtf the calamity tracks were literal 🔥incarnate the people who kept bugging dm dokuro about it are literal assholes tbh. but the music he makes now is still also good
This song to me feels like being inside of an enormous cathedral like structure, on each wall there are big representations of my important life moments in the form of paintings. At the entrance there are moments from my childhood, and at the end my last moments. I start thinking of ways to fix some past mistakes, but I keep walking amazed at what I managed to achieve. During the fade out at the end, I smile in the biggest and most genuine way I've ever done before and, with slow steps, exit the building.
Feels like you've locked yourself in a metal room with the key on the ground in front of the door. But you can't do it, you can't take the risk to step back outside.
this music just holds.. nostalgia. i keep listening to it even though it reminds me of the past, which i dont want to be reminded of. but the music is really good. thank you, dokuro, for this amazing music, which i can listen to bring nostalgia to me.
Words fail to describe the feeling of great sorrow at such a young age of 11 where loneliness, being misunderstood and neglected by your family yet not understanding the heavy feelings you carried daily which you had to hide behind a mask. You didnt have the capability to understand the problems so you coped for what felt like an eternity. I was physically sound so what was the problem...? Words failed to describe.
This is some Silent Hill/Everywhere at the end of time vibes... the feelings it evokes. Unease, creeping dread... desperation... depression... longing?... going on a loop... slowly erroding the remnants of sanity
Out of everything in this world, ‘self-reflection’ is by far the hardest thing I could *ever* do. If I haven’t lived long enough to even witness the hard choices and self-reflection is THIS hard for me, I worry about my future.
this is gonna feel like a great interlude in the album, im really excited to see how this will all come toghether, just noticed it feels like a silent hill track!
Eerie and unsettling... Yet beautiful and gentle... Almost like talking to the ghosts of your past... Words can't describe how much I love this track! It makes me feel so many emotions that normally wouldn't be felt together at the same time... If that makes any sense! Keep up the music! Ps. Don't forget to take care of yourself... It can be easy to lose yourself as time goes on... Don't lose sight of who you are... Then be the best you that you can be... If that makes sense...
All.. this song says to me.. is.. "Welcome home." Edit: To be clear, it doesn't remind me of my real life home, or any experience I've ever been through. Because the 'home' I'm talking about isn't really a tangible place. It's an emotional one. A mental one. A concept. I hope the most for others to never live in this place, if they ever even had a choice in visiting it to begin with.
words fail to describe how much i truly appreciate having come across you i tend to think of original character stuff i hope to do stuff with someday, and your tracks have honestly influenced the direction i’ve taken some of those characters. that, and you make a lot of bangers. seriously, a lot. even the ones you might not be happy with. from that one Terraria boss theme remix way back when through calamity and all the way over here. keep it up 👌
This track is...something. Having trouble describing it... (But seriously, I love the ambience here. Reminds me a bit of the end of 'failure' in that way. It's a reflection of the things that came before.)
I really love this meloncolic and yet serene type of music. One thing I find you are really good at is capturing pure emotional thought, and putting it into wordless sound. And that is why words fail to discribe, what music can put forth so very effortlessly. Keep being awesome m8.
Woah.... I love this atmospheric tone the song is going for. 10/10 on the emotional energy. I can definitely see this being in a horror game, or a dark scene in a visual novel.
This song does a perfect job of what it's to portray, but the problem is what it tries to portray is a sense of shiver-down-your-spine unease. So really, great job with the song, too bad it's a song that you wouldn't put in some sort of feel good playlist. BTW long time fan when I heard you would stop with calamity I popped in and kinda just kept coming back. =D
one thing about your music is the moment I see that notification I listen to it immediately. there is just something about your music that is just full of emotion and feeling... can't really give it words to describe
this album isn’t even finished yet, and upon first listen, i’m already reflecting on my past and wondering what would’ve changed had i done something. i admire how well you are able to put your mental state into a project file. it’s truly masterful how many emotions you can feel throughout the entire album so far, including this one. i’m witnessing the creation of an album i think i would buy multiple times. can’t wait for the final product.
Literally moved me to tears, for me this is a song that encompasses the deepest most profound sadness and it’s confusing nature. The production and the richness of the piano drill a hole into my heart and pull forth those feelings, feelings which words fail to describe in full.
The very beginning opening into (what I think is) a 3/7 polyrhythm is super interesting. The song is nice, words fail to describe exactly how the song makes me feel. Overwhelmingly there is a sense of reflection yet I still feel a bit of discord in the notes. Thank you, Dokuro, and I wish you well.
the vibe I get from this is the kind of ambience I’d expect to hear from a PS1-style horror game’s safer rooms…which is a perfect fit. (e.g. the piano room in Signalis) great stuff, Dokuro
just commenting to prove I was here! something about this makes me feel like I've been walking for an eternity; and I've finally realized the hopelessness of the situation. that's just me personally though!
I feel like I'm late, but I love how instead of adding lyrics as the song goes on, you replaced them with adding instruments, and let the music describe for you, they say that music is the ultimate communicator, I'm just not fluent in it, so I don't have any comments other than, your music is amazing
Feels like this track is like an interlude or something. It has Hollow Knight vibes attached to it. The track would be really good in the abyss. Anyways, nice work as always, bruh.
Words do fail to describe emotions...But our prayers are heard as "The smoke of the incense, together with the prayers of God's people, went up before God from the angels hand" (Revelation 8:4). And God already knows our needs before we even pray (Matthew 6:8-14).
Kinda funny, just yesterday a couple friends and I were talking about how impossible it was to articulate your thoughts sometimes. I really, really love this album so far though, that’s easy to say
I like to believe the repetition in the beginning are ‘mistakes’. Nobody likes to make mistakes, but as it goes on new notes come into play. While the new notes are noticed more, the underlying mistake is still there. And while they still happen, you still have your moments to shine. Mistakes are just a part of being human. And while everyone can see them, they could also see you attempt to better yourself. So long as you let them see that. Nobody is born perfect, as being born that way means that you won’t grow from your mistakes. And growing is a human’s best trait. Remember to get back up and try again.
This song speaks a horror. Words fail to truly describe depression, emotional trauma, and other illnesses of the mind. you can never know what someone else is going through, what they cannot themselves describe as coping measures fail or as the walls continue to close in. the alone feeling of being by yourself with emotions caused by actions not in your control. The root of the cause of the feeling that will never show. the spider web trapping the once happy mind. we can never know what truly causes these feelings as we only put the blame on ourselves. until finally posed with a question: Do you wish to continue on? or simply end it since no one else seems to care.
Continue, as ending it means the quiet war is over and the real winners are those that know exactly what they did to cause all of it.
Underrated comment
I wouldn't say realizing what you could have done to save someone from themselves years too late is a victory
With Depression their isn't a Victory, just a Finale. a awakening of finally ready to face it and move forward, or to succumb and grab the knife to take your final bath. I think everyone will have to battle this feeling. this entire year for me myself has been posed with this very question I provided months ago and for me I continue on maybe out of spite, but mostly out of fear of what would happen If i was to leave, what would become of my own love ones. Never lose your own battle with Depression.
Feels like I'm sitting next to a person who's asleep in the hospital, hearing the heartbeat sensor beeping over and over. Then memories of good times with the person come in and you start crying. Tears start hitting the floor. Words fail describe all the feelings that you feel. Absolutely love this song. Phenomenal.
Or maybe that's you, yourself, who's on the hospital bed. Thinking about the reasons you're there.
Hits unfortunately too close to home right about now.
this track just bleeds inevitability. that and the feeling of dread seeping through the cracks.
It reminds me of the feeling of watching as time passes, and your childhood is nearing an end, while you're stuck sitting around doing nothing with the time remaining. living as if you are watching from an outsider's perspective to a body animated by nobody, whilst searching desperately for the personality you're lacking in an attempt to gain control over your own life.
@@beemaster6950 ᵒᵘᶜʰ if you know deltarune you know how I feel.
being trapped for so long.
feeling like you're in a cage within a body controlled by someone else, desperately trying to call for help.
slowly going mad because no one knows the real you, the YOᑌ that you want people to know.
you try so hard while knowing it's hopeless, yet desperately grasping at any piece of hope you can find, it slips further away each time but you can't stop.
you know you can't stay like this forever.
you know you can't do this for much longer.
drifting between hopeful and hopeless.
only "living" through each day but not truly living.
What a horrible fate.
These feelings, shared by many people.
Yet no situation is the same.
The paths that brought us here, the experiences we endured.
No one can share our burden.
words fail to describe just how much i love this album so far
Melancholy you can feel. The stuff that weighs you down. Especially when you're trying to open up to someone that actually cares? Yeah, that's a fitting title, I'd say.
This song is so different. It reminds me of the process of keeping your depression contained while everything slowly piles up on top of you. That bitter denial that something is wrong. The unending loneliness combined with your refusal to feel anything but that loneliness, not because you want to feel alone, but because you don't want to accept that you're even lonely in the first place. The hole you're in that gets deeper and deeper until eventually you snap.
I did a horrible job explaining it. I've been here for at least half an hour, rewriting and rethinking just to find a way to describe it. The title of this song really fits.
Words fail to describe the consuming feeling of being alone, even though you're surrounded by friends, but this song describes it almost perfectly in my opinion, great work, DOKURO.
words fail to describe how much i hate the people that whined about your calamity tracks. your newer works are also solid, so keep it up 🙏
what happened
@@tr4ssh328 DOKURO got rushed and hated on for example the scal track which he worked non-stop to finish for the community someone had said "Placeholder was better" overall people just hated on DOKURO and his music for no reason and didnt even give any criticism which ended up affecting him mentally. As a result we get tracks such as Still Here and the They Know Who They Are album which FUCKING ROCKS!!
@@Ette-rathscal track is literally the greatest piece of music i’ve heard in my entire life how can people hate it 😂
@@The_GreenHub Because it's the internet people find any reason to hate on anything
@@Ette-rath Wtf the calamity tracks were literal 🔥incarnate the people who kept bugging dm dokuro about it are literal assholes tbh. but the music he makes now is still also good
This song to me feels like being inside of an enormous cathedral like structure, on each wall there are big representations of my important life moments in the form of paintings.
At the entrance there are moments from my childhood, and at the end my last moments. I start thinking of ways to fix some past mistakes, but I keep walking amazed at what I managed to achieve.
During the fade out at the end, I smile in the biggest and most genuine way I've ever done before and, with slow steps, exit the building.
Holy shit that was cool
Feels like you've locked yourself in a metal room with the key on the ground in front of the door. But you can't do it, you can't take the risk to step back outside.
this music just holds.. nostalgia. i keep listening to it even though it reminds me of the past, which i dont want to be reminded of. but the music is really good. thank you, dokuro, for this amazing music, which i can listen to bring nostalgia to me.
This music is beautiful. Really gets me shaken. It feels like nostalgia of something I've never experienced...
Words fail to describe the feeling of great sorrow at such a young age of 11 where loneliness, being misunderstood and neglected by your family yet not understanding the heavy feelings you carried daily which you had to hide behind a mask. You didnt have the capability to understand the problems so you coped for what felt like an eternity. I was physically sound so what was the problem...? Words failed to describe.
I have never before listened to a song that can instill feelings of crippling horror and nostalgia at the same time
words fail to describe how much i love DOKURO’s music.
words fail to describe how hard this album goes despite being unfinished
honestly cant wait to see where it goes
This is some Silent Hill/Everywhere at the end of time vibes... the feelings it evokes. Unease, creeping dread... desperation... depression... longing?... going on a loop... slowly erroding the remnants of sanity
Out of everything in this world, ‘self-reflection’ is by far the hardest thing I could *ever* do. If I haven’t lived long enough to even witness the hard choices and self-reflection is THIS hard for me, I worry about my future.
This feels like something soft, gentle, and kind; with a hint of sadness beneath the veneer of it all.
Words fail to describe how beautiful this song is.
this is gonna feel like a great interlude in the album, im really excited to see how this will all come toghether, just noticed it feels like a silent hill track!
This unlocks an emotion I’ve never felt before, but I love it so much.
Where words fail to describe, music finds a way. That’s why you compose, isn’t it?
Let it all out.
WE LOVE DOKURO CONTENT EVERYDAY
Eerie and unsettling... Yet beautiful and gentle... Almost like talking to the ghosts of your past... Words can't describe how much I love this track! It makes me feel so many emotions that normally wouldn't be felt together at the same time... If that makes any sense! Keep up the music!
Ps. Don't forget to take care of yourself... It can be easy to lose yourself as time goes on... Don't lose sight of who you are... Then be the best you that you can be... If that makes sense...
All.. this song says to me.. is..
"Welcome home."
Edit: To be clear, it doesn't remind me of my real life home, or any experience I've ever been through.
Because the 'home' I'm talking about isn't really a tangible place.
It's an emotional one.
A mental one.
A concept.
I hope the most for others to never live in this place, if they ever even had a choice in visiting it to begin with.
words fail to describe how much i truly appreciate having come across you
i tend to think of original character stuff i hope to do stuff with someday, and your tracks have honestly influenced the direction i’ve taken some of those characters. that, and you make a lot of bangers. seriously, a lot. even the ones you might not be happy with.
from that one Terraria boss theme remix way back when through calamity and all the way over here. keep it up 👌
Genius.
You always excel at transmitting emotions with such detail. All your works are magnificent, no matter what everyone says.
something so soft rooted in fear, pain, confusion and anxiety, not the strength to shred and tear, but to pull and drown without a trace
This track is...something. Having trouble describing it...
(But seriously, I love the ambience here. Reminds me a bit of the end of 'failure' in that way. It's a reflection of the things that came before.)
I really love this meloncolic and yet serene type of music. One thing I find you are really good at is capturing pure emotional thought, and putting it into wordless sound. And that is why words fail to discribe, what music can put forth so very effortlessly.
Keep being awesome m8.
This tickles a part of my brain related to familiarity.
I didn't know familiarity could be this unwelcoming and painfully reflective towards myself.
Woah.... I love this atmospheric tone the song is going for. 10/10 on the emotional energy. I can definitely see this being in a horror game, or a dark scene in a visual novel.
This song does a perfect job of what it's to portray, but the problem is what it tries to portray is a sense of shiver-down-your-spine unease. So really, great job with the song, too bad it's a song that you wouldn't put in some sort of feel good playlist.
BTW long time fan when I heard you would stop with calamity I popped in and kinda just kept coming back. =D
we don’t talk about calamity, no no no
we don’t talk about calamity
@@crimson-foxtwitch2581 but you just did
This feels calming to me. It sounds like self-reflection.
You did well in the unease of this song. It's comfy, somehow, though still that odd feeling of anxiety I feel when I listen to it
one thing about your music is the moment I see that notification I listen to it immediately. there is just something about your music that is just full of emotion and feeling... can't really give it words to describe
words fail to describe just how breathtaking this entire album is
this album isn’t even finished yet, and upon first listen, i’m already reflecting on my past and wondering what would’ve changed had i done something. i admire how well you are able to put your mental state into a project file. it’s truly masterful how many emotions you can feel throughout the entire album so far, including this one. i’m witnessing the creation of an album i think i would buy multiple times. can’t wait for the final product.
Literally moved me to tears, for me this is a song that encompasses the deepest most profound sadness and it’s confusing nature. The production and the richness of the piano drill a hole into my heart and pull forth those feelings, feelings which words fail to describe in full.
The very beginning opening into (what I think is) a 3/7 polyrhythm is super interesting.
The song is nice, words fail to describe exactly how the song makes me feel. Overwhelmingly there is a sense of reflection yet I still feel a bit of discord in the notes.
Thank you, Dokuro, and I wish you well.
Words fail to describe how much this joke will be used
I think that you do an incredible job of making your songs give the feeling that you want them to.
bro this sounds straight out of omori and I'm loving it
the vibe I get from this is the kind of ambience I’d expect to hear from a PS1-style horror game’s safer rooms…which is a perfect fit. (e.g. the piano room in Signalis)
great stuff, Dokuro
for some reason this gives me a feeling of nostalgia.
This is haunting yet beautiful...
To me this feels like being alone in the dark, exposed on all sides and having to wait not knowing what will happen next.
I'm scared because of how much I can relate with this phrase.
I feel like I'm being hunted by something and its getting close
It's inside your Walls
@@AkkoGaming I'm *
Foreboding terror, you just know that something bad is going to happen and its only a matter of when.
God this is such a lovely amount of melancholy
This feels like I'm in a melancholic dreamscape
just commenting to prove I was here! something about this makes me feel like I've been walking for an eternity; and I've finally realized the hopelessness of the situation.
that's just me personally though!
a static thats been never found. words fsil to describe how big this is. change is happening, and its always happening fast.
i really need this album on mainstream platforms when its finished
I feel like I'm late, but I love how instead of adding lyrics as the song goes on, you replaced them with adding instruments, and let the music describe for you, they say that music is the ultimate communicator, I'm just not fluent in it, so I don't have any comments other than, your music is amazing
Feels like this track is like an interlude or something. It has Hollow Knight vibes attached to it. The track would be really good in the abyss.
Anyways, nice work as always, bruh.
been loving the new tracks. ty for helping me
underrated
Words do fail to describe emotions...But our prayers are heard as "The smoke of the incense, together with the prayers of God's people, went up before God from the angels hand" (Revelation 8:4). And God already knows our needs before we even pray (Matthew 6:8-14).
Terror, in the form of smooth Jazz
Genuinly amazing, what else is there to say
Immediately perfect ASMR music to help me sleep
I feel like this is supposed to be a think where he rarely makes songs that have words
Sounds so nice and relaxing oddly
This song so chill i love it
It's so atmospheric, I like it.
words fail to describe
but music does not
Another favorite
Certified midnight banger
Its sad that our world full of idiots that can hate for no reason. World is such a cruel place
Good song 👍
Thank you
Kinda funny, just yesterday a couple friends and I were talking about how impossible it was to articulate your thoughts sometimes. I really, really love this album so far though, that’s easy to say
Player are you there ?
You are being controlled
WAKE UP !
6.6m dark death
ayo ksv3r player
why does the song make me feel like im slowly being crushed from the inside
This is incredible ambient music. Reminds me of Brian Eno except a lot more uncomfortable.
This is so good
amazing.
Love your hard work
No way I’m scared 😨
Sweet👍
wow. intriguing.
almost a false sense of security
words fail to describe how empty this makes me feel /pos
I'd really love to use this in a vn project,it's so good
1am vibes
WOW es un sentimiento que da miedo pero te invita a caminar por un bosque con niebla
Ah
Slenderman finally got a theme song
OWO
How have I missed this? XD
new dokuro track just dropped !!!
Chills
Am I seriously the only one who finds this more creepy than depressing?
Как же я обожаю твою музыку!
Music that uses repetition like this makes me uncomfortable.
I like to believe the repetition in the beginning are ‘mistakes’. Nobody likes to make mistakes, but as it goes on new notes come into play.
While the new notes are noticed more, the underlying mistake is still there. And while they still happen, you still have your moments to shine.
Mistakes are just a part of being human. And while everyone can see them, they could also see you attempt to better yourself. So long as you let them see that.
Nobody is born perfect, as being born that way means that you won’t grow from your mistakes. And growing is a human’s best trait.
Remember to get back up and try again.
very caretaker like
Épico
I feel like getting a mcflurry now. whats this other mumbo jumbo in the comments
can any genre police tell me what genre this is