I'm sorry to hear you're having a bad time Natti. You're a good person with a good heart I can tell that. One day at a time. I'm no expert but fresh air, nice walks, good food and self love and good people. Don't cancel your channel. Leave it a while if you need to, it'll still be there. Sending love 🙏❤😊
Carry on. Be you. People do care because they relate to you just sharing and being you. You definitely have something about you. You're incredibly natural on camera. A very sweet soul. We see you ❤
Spending too much time in the past will stop you thinking about the tomorrows Nat. The past is exactly that, gone, done, unchangeable. The tomorrows are what matters now. Also, may I say, there's a possibility the particular medication you're taking isn't the right one for you. People I know had to change their medication a few times before they found the one that made them feel better. Everybody's different. ♥️
Hi BW Feeling bit better now....the tablets have actually made me alot better in general, I just still have moments and that was one of them earlier this morning.....You are right about dwelling on the past, it's something ive always tried to avoid and did for years....I moved on or so i thought.... I must get through this time in my life....I'd much rather be a comfort to others... I need more sleep....It's almosst 3am and here i am again 😕But I have been conking out at various times....This life didn't come with a manual (apart from the Bible of course) I'm feeling a bit better now... Thank u for your kind words...
#NeverQuitNeverSurrender 💪🙏 🤗💌 Thank you for sharing #DrGaborMate is brilliant for bringing awareness to childhood trauma #MentalHealth for #women #men #healing
I'm really sorry you are feeling this way Natti, you mask it very well. You are such an intelligent woman, don't close your channel, give yourself some time to rethink how you want to get those subscriptions up. You CAN do it- you are absolutely stunning, you probably have a figure to die for and you absolutely have the confidence on camera. What do women come to youtube for? what about clothes modelling/make up? 'Natts Boutique' you just need some good overhead lights and a couple of whitewalls. Start small, pick an clothes outlet concentrate on it and pick 'night out' outfits from top to bottom, with hats!! my god, you will soon have an enormous following and it won't be long until the outlet starts to take an interest in you and becomes your sponsor. Even I can see this, and I'm a bloke, Natti. X
Thanks Mr Piper! I'm okay now, just decided to share one of my lows ....That's what happens when charismatic individuals, hit the fan 😌 I appreciate your ideas , seems I've found a new manager 🙃 I will see but may just keep it a vlog and check in once in a while ... Blessings Nats
It sounds like you’re giving your mom a lot more grace than you give yourself. Has she taken as much accountability for her behavior as you have? Personally, I’m a person who can move on from poor treatment (by going no/low contact), but forgiveness is only for people who take responsibility and make an effort to repair, or commit to doing better next time. Otherwise, forgiveness just feels forced and inauthentic.
@ Agreed. It’s harsh. But sometimes we need to protect ourselves over and above appeasing an abusive parent. It is a really hard decision to make and keep up, though.
Yes, from little Acorns, do Oak trees grow, :)
I'm sorry to hear you're having a bad time Natti. You're a good person with a good heart I can tell that. One day at a time. I'm no expert but fresh air, nice walks, good food and self love and good people. Don't cancel your channel. Leave it a while if you need to, it'll still be there. Sending love 🙏❤😊
Thanks Phil
I'm okay now....Had one of my blips earlier and thought i would share how i was feeling..I appreciate your encouragement x
Carry on. Be you. People do care because they relate to you just sharing and being you. You definitely have something about you. You're incredibly natural on camera. A very sweet soul. We see you ❤
Hiii Jax
Thank u for the positive encouragement 😍
I have just subscribed to you from my other channel and will do from here too! Much Love
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Spending too much time in the past will stop you thinking about the tomorrows Nat. The past is exactly that, gone, done, unchangeable. The tomorrows are what matters now. Also, may I say, there's a possibility the particular medication you're taking isn't the right one for you. People I know had to change their medication a few times before they found the one that made them feel better. Everybody's different. ♥️
Hi BW
Feeling bit better now....the tablets have actually made me alot better in general, I just still have moments and that was one of them earlier this morning.....You are right about dwelling on the past, it's something ive always tried to avoid and did for years....I moved on or so i thought....
I must get through this time in my life....I'd much rather be a comfort to others...
I need more sleep....It's almosst 3am and here i am again 😕But I have been conking out at various times....This life didn't come with a manual (apart from the Bible of course) I'm feeling a bit better now...
Thank u for your kind words...
I'm glad to hear you're ok. Positivity & chin up girlie 😂 chin up. PS..... Mr T is going to change the world. See........you smiled...😂
#NeverQuitNeverSurrender 💪🙏 🤗💌 Thank you for sharing #DrGaborMate is brilliant for bringing awareness to childhood trauma #MentalHealth for #women #men #healing
Keep doing the videos and take care..... Remember you're worth it x
Thank u Darren....Feeling a bit better now
I'm sorry Natti that you are feeling low and I hope you feel better soon
Thank u for your well wishes TOC
I'm really sorry you are feeling this way Natti, you mask it very well. You are such an intelligent woman, don't close your channel, give yourself some time to rethink how you want to get those subscriptions up. You CAN do it- you are absolutely stunning, you probably have a figure to die for and you absolutely have the confidence on camera. What do women come to youtube for? what about clothes modelling/make up? 'Natts Boutique' you just need some good overhead lights and a couple of whitewalls. Start small, pick an clothes outlet concentrate on it and pick 'night out' outfits from top to bottom, with hats!! my god, you will soon have an enormous following and it won't be long until the outlet starts to take an interest in you and becomes your sponsor. Even I can see this, and I'm a bloke, Natti. X
Thanks Mr Piper! I'm okay now, just decided to share one of my lows ....That's what happens when charismatic individuals, hit the fan 😌
I appreciate your ideas , seems I've found a new manager 🙃
I will see but may just keep it a vlog and check in once in a while ...
Blessings
Nats
@NattiGeeOver50 no worries, it would be nice to see you do well in getting your subs up- all the best for the future xxx
It sounds like you’re giving your mom a lot more grace than you give yourself. Has she taken as much accountability for her behavior as you have?
Personally, I’m a person who can move on from poor treatment (by going no/low contact), but forgiveness is only for people who take responsibility and make an effort to repair, or commit to doing better next time. Otherwise, forgiveness just feels forced and inauthentic.
Know what u mean Julie...I find no contact quite harsh but sometimes do it for periods of time
@ Agreed. It’s harsh. But sometimes we need to protect ourselves over and above appeasing an abusive parent. It is a really hard decision to make and keep up, though.
#exactly #RealTalk