Alix, I am so proud of you for deciding to do this. It's a huge challenge and I think it's really brave and you appear to be coping incredibly well with everything. I know we don't see what goes on behind the scenes, but nevertheless, you're very strong and a real inspiration. When I lost my mum I was much younger than you are but I was nowhere near as 'human' as you are right now. Sending you all the love and excited to watch whatever your vlogmas shapes up to be! :) :) xxx
Alix you are doing so well. Beyond what anyone expects of you. I really really feel your pain for all that happened to you this year. I lost my mum this year but she was in her eighties with dementia. Yes, this first Christmas without her is hard, but not as painful as yours. If I could reach down the internet I would give you a big hug and tell you that you are so special. Yes, working hard helps to numb the pain a bit, but let it happen anyway. Don’t block it. And on Christmas Day here is one person who will silently think of you for a moment and wish you well for the coming year. X
krissydmckenzie thank you. It comes from my heart. Alix is being very brave when inside she must be drowning. She needs love and support from us all. X
do whatever you are able to do, stay busy when you need to, do nothing when that seems right. i was watching someone else's vlogmas yesterday who lost her mom a few years ago. she did vlogmas that year and said looking back it was really good for her because of going through some of her grief on camera and having supportive viewers who had been through similar situations, left kind words, made her feel less alone somehow, created a network of support, etc. i thought that was an interesting take on it. you just need to do what feels right for you, and that might change hour by hour. lots of people you don't even know will be sending you love and wishing you peace. xo
Its nice to see you smile about the Dior advent calendar Alix , you deserve a little treat after the year you have had so its no wonder you don't feel like going all in for Vlogmas but here you are still doing some days. You just do what feels right for you and know that we total understand. Warm wishes from a long term subbie, Take care.
I love Vlogmas because it means so many extra Alix & Suzie videos which I always look forward to. The holidays are always hard for me too, and given what you’ve been through this year, it’s understandable that you don’t want to overwhelm yourself. You have shown so much strength this year. Sending you so much love and joy this holiday season. ✨✨✨
Yun Fan yeah, I meant extra videos from both Alix and Suzie, separately. As in we get more content from both of them. Of course I’m fine with Alix and Suzie doing their own things 😂 I didn’t just mean collabs
I'm so happy you're doing vlogmas - even if it's just a couple of videos a week. It makes me sad to see a more subdued Alix but with what you've been through you're just amazing to have kept going. I hope as time passes you find your little spark again :)
Aw so glad youre doing this. I agree that sometimes keeping a little busy is the the healthiest thing. Also, your little christmas corner and that little tree are so frickin cute!!
Alix I know you've had such an awful time this year and christmas will seem so hard without the people you love. But maybe try and embrace the love of decorating for christmas, I've always found no matter my mood, my tree always lifts my mood. It won't solve everything but it could bring you a little joy x
Alice Rees such a sweet comment. I couldn't agree more, my husband and I both agree Christmas trees are the most special decoration of all time and it really makes a space. I love the smell as well.
I'm really glad you decided to do Vlogmas again this year! I was recently watching your Vlogmas from last year and in general I really love your vlogs because they have such a chill vibe and you are so down to earth and relatable (no crazy traveling, etc). It must be a really hard time for you at the moment but I hope we as your viewers can cheer you up through our support and also take your mind of off things. Can't wait for your next vlog! 🤗
So glad you are "vlogmasing". And don't worry this is not going to be an everyday thing, sometimes is better have a little bit of something but excellent quality than a lot and poor. Love you girl!! xxx
Dear Alix, I totally admire your strength! Your mother would be so proud of you. This year I lost my grandma, who practically raised me, and I miss her every day. Some days are shittier than others, but I have to say the last few days have been the shittiest ones so far, because everything reminds me of her. I just tell myself to push through and live of all the great memories I have - nobody can take those away from you. My grandma left me this quote, before she died: “And when your sorrow is comforted (time soothes all sorrows) you will be content that you have known me. You will always be my friend. You will want to laugh with me. And you will sometimes open your window, so, for that pleasure . . . And your friends will be properly astonished to see you laughing as you look up at the sky! Then you will say to them, 'Yes, the stars always make me laugh!' And they will think you are crazy. It will be a very shabby trick that I shall have played on you...” ― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince That's a lovely idea, I think. Lots of love from Germany, you are in my thoughts:) I love your videos!
For many years I was too poor to get a proper Christmas tree, so once my grandma eventually thought it was pitiful and gave me a tiny little tree like yours, but red. Such a bittersweet memory! Thank you!
I lost my bf in a car accident and my mom three years later. Time will help you to control your emotions. In the meantime find strength in your faith it helped me. And hang in there you will find love again.
Aw I S=saw those PJs on ASOS just before black friday but they went so quickly! Love them so much! You do you this Christmas, if a wee tree and a deer make you happy then go for it - personally I think your wee set up looks very cute and festive!
So happy you decided to do it!! So excited to watch! Hope you and Susie (and maybe even Kate la vie joins in) do some Christmas collabs together :) totally understand this Christmas is probably going to be so different for you and I can’t imagine, so thanks for choosing to share despite how hard things have been for you this year!!
Yay! Glad we'll hace some vlogs from you!! Was in a similar situatiion and didnt know if i should put a tree up, i did amd plenty of lights and its made me feel quite comforted tbh...
Hey Alix, I feel your pain watching this video and totally understand.. You try to 'survive' december and try to keep busy to forget the pain. And that's okay! For me december is the worst month of the year because my mum died on Christmas Day.. The first years after her death I only had a little tree, because it hurt to much and only did it for the kids! Keep strong and only do things because you want to do them and not because you think you have to! Take care!
alix I LOVE the topshop straight leg jeans u wear. I have never shopped there (from the us lol) and we have similar body size i think what size do you wear im so confused as to what to order?? also if u don't mind could u list the colorway u wear the most?
Aww I love your cute little tree!! The deer too!! Everything looks wonderful. Sometimes less is more and you exemplify that brilliantly. Lovely video. Got a kick out the title and hat :) Thank you for giving it a go!
So glad that Dior sent you the calendar. You so deserve to be spoiled a bit, because you are such a lovely person and you’ve been through hell. As far as Vlogmas goes, just do what you feel is best for you.❤️😀👍🇨🇦💋❄️☃️🎄
Yay so glad you’ve decided to do Vlogmas Alix. Anything you can manage is awesome. I’m in Australia (after being born in the UK) so I’m having a cold festive Xmas via my fav British TH-camrs ❤️
Oh gosh I love those pajamas! And the little Christmas tree (and also Moon, always Moon ❤️). Sending festive wishes to you, and looking forward to watching whatever you decide to upload this month, christmassy or not xxx
Im actually really enjoying your content. You seem more real, this i dont care attitude in a good way. Although im sure its difficuly times that have caused that, its really working for you ❤
I got a glittery purple deer from Paperchase about four Christmases ago and haven't been able to bring myself to put it away yet... That creepy fawn is for life, not just for Christmas 😂
I lost my dad in July, so this is my first Christmas without him. I wasn't going to celebrate it but somehow it just seemed wrong not to. Here's hoping you have the best Christmas you can. Thinking of you xx
Yay Vlogmas!! That tiny tree and deer are so cute, and also Moon sniffing the ornament's butt definitely made my day. Happy start of the week everyone! :*
Thank you. I love your Vlogmas! Be strong during this difficult holiday for your family and keep yourself really really busy...the only way how to survive. Loads of love Alix...
Alix, I am so proud of you for deciding to do this. It's a huge challenge and I think it's really brave and you appear to be coping incredibly well with everything. I know we don't see what goes on behind the scenes, but nevertheless, you're very strong and a real inspiration. When I lost my mum I was much younger than you are but I was nowhere near as 'human' as you are right now. Sending you all the love and excited to watch whatever your vlogmas shapes up to be! :) :) xxx
Philippa Wood What a lovely lovely message xxx you're amazing too xxx
You're a very brave girl. Your mum would be so proud of you. Thrilled you got the Dior calendar, it's refreshing to see a blogger so appreciative xxxx
Alix you are doing so well. Beyond what anyone expects of you. I really really feel your pain for all that happened to you this year. I lost my mum this year but she was in her eighties with dementia. Yes, this first Christmas without her is hard, but not as painful as yours. If I could reach down the internet I would give you a big hug and tell you that you are so special. Yes, working hard helps to numb the pain a bit, but let it happen anyway. Don’t block it. And on Christmas Day here is one person who will silently think of you for a moment and wish you well for the coming year. X
Deborah Blacoe this is really beautiful. xo
krissydmckenzie thank you. It comes from my heart. Alix is being very brave when inside she must be drowning. She needs love and support from us all. X
this is really sweet. it's nice seeing comments like this on the internet as opposed to some of the garbage some can post behind their computer screen
ultramellow XXX
Such a lovely comment made me tear up, hope you have an amazing christmas❤
do whatever you are able to do, stay busy when you need to, do nothing when that seems right. i was watching someone else's vlogmas yesterday who lost her mom a few years ago. she did vlogmas that year and said looking back it was really good for her because of going through some of her grief on camera and having supportive viewers who had been through similar situations, left kind words, made her feel less alone somehow, created a network of support, etc. i thought that was an interesting take on it. you just need to do what feels right for you, and that might change hour by hour. lots of people you don't even know will be sending you love and wishing you peace. xo
Its nice to see you smile about the Dior advent calendar Alix , you deserve a little treat after the year you have had so its no wonder you don't feel like going all in for Vlogmas but here you are still doing some days. You just do what feels right for you and know that we total understand. Warm wishes from a long term subbie, Take care.
I love Vlogmas because it means so many extra Alix & Suzie videos which I always look forward to. The holidays are always hard for me too, and given what you’ve been through this year, it’s understandable that you don’t want to overwhelm yourself. You have shown so much strength this year. Sending you so much love and joy this holiday season. ✨✨✨
Ella Emmerson I am ok with just Alix alone
Yun Fan yeah, I meant extra videos from both Alix and Suzie, separately. As in we get more content from both of them. Of course I’m fine with Alix and Suzie doing their own things 😂 I didn’t just mean collabs
I love you ☺️
I wanna give you the biggest hug. The first Christmas is difficult. Lots of love to you and Moon.
I'm so happy you're doing vlogmas - even if it's just a couple of videos a week.
It makes me sad to see a more subdued Alix but with what you've been through you're just amazing to have kept going.
I hope as time passes you find your little spark again :)
Aw so glad youre doing this. I agree that sometimes keeping a little busy is the the healthiest thing. Also, your little christmas corner and that little tree are so frickin cute!!
Alix I know you've had such an awful time this year and christmas will seem so hard without the people you love. But maybe try and embrace the love of decorating for christmas, I've always found no matter my mood, my tree always lifts my mood. It won't solve everything but it could bring you a little joy x
Alice Rees such a sweet comment. I couldn't agree more, my husband and I both agree Christmas trees are the most special decoration of all time and it really makes a space. I love the smell as well.
I'm so glad you're doing Vlogmas! Makes the holiday season better!
I'm really glad you decided to do Vlogmas again this year! I was recently watching your Vlogmas from last year and in general I really love your vlogs because they have such a chill vibe and you are so down to earth and relatable (no crazy traveling, etc). It must be a really hard time for you at the moment but I hope we as your viewers can cheer you up through our support and also take your mind of off things. Can't wait for your next vlog! 🤗
well done Alix for giving it a go, we appreciate your efforts and know this must be a hard time, your doing so well X
I am catching up for all the vlogmas and I already loved your one!
Love the Scrooge edition! Don't care about seeing Christmas stuff, just want to see days in the life of Alix! So pleased you're doing it x
Love how everyone's worried about your eye at 12:30. Just goes to show a lot of us care for you. ❤️❤️❤️
Looking forward to the door advent surprise every day! I think the white tree is super cute with the pink decor 🎄💗
So glad you are "vlogmasing". And don't worry this is not going to be an everyday thing, sometimes is better have a little bit of something but excellent quality than a lot and poor. Love you girl!! xxx
Big hugs. You can do this, we are here for you.
stay strong ❤️ do whatever you can do or feel like doing. you‘v got loads of love and support!
It’s so cute that you decorated the small tree 😂👍🏻
Omg I got soooo excited when I saw you post this your insta stories!!!! Love you!!! Enjoyed this so much!!!
Dear Alix,
I totally admire your strength! Your mother would be so proud of you. This year I lost my grandma, who practically raised me, and I miss her every day. Some days are shittier than others, but I have to say the last few days have been the shittiest ones so far, because everything reminds me of her. I just tell myself to push through and live of all the great memories I have - nobody can take those away from you. My grandma left me this quote, before she died:
“And when your sorrow is comforted (time soothes all sorrows) you will be content that you have known me. You will always be my friend. You will want to laugh with me. And you will sometimes open your window, so, for that pleasure . . . And your friends will be properly astonished to see you laughing as you look up at the sky! Then you will say to them, 'Yes, the stars always make me laugh!' And they will think you are crazy. It will be a very shabby trick that I shall have played on you...”
― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince
That's a lovely idea, I think. Lots of love from Germany, you are in my thoughts:) I love your videos!
For many years I was too poor to get a proper Christmas tree, so once my grandma eventually thought it was pitiful and gave me a tiny little tree like yours, but red. Such a bittersweet memory! Thank you!
My favourite vlogmas love watching u potter about the house and popping into town 😘
Your makeup in this vlog is stunning!
YAY! I’m glad you’re doing vlogmas, I always love your vlogs and I know it’s lots of work to keep you busy. Hope you and Suzie get together soon!
I lost my bf in a car accident and my mom three years later. Time will help you to control your emotions. In the meantime find strength in your faith it helped me. And hang in there you will find love again.
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I think yours might be my favourite vlogmas Alix … thank you for sharing. Also, I got excited for you re the Dior advent calendar. 💕✨
I am soooo excited...in the momemt you are one of my favourite youtubers ♡
LuluFlowerPower she is mine too
I am SO HAPPY to see you’re doing Vlogmas! Love it already xxx
We all support you not matter your mood. So happy for your courage. Trying to follow your path.
Aw I S=saw those PJs on ASOS just before black friday but they went so quickly! Love them so much! You do you this Christmas, if a wee tree and a deer make you happy then go for it - personally I think your wee set up looks very cute and festive!
I LOVE the way you edit your videos! Sooooooooooo aesthetically satisfying. :)
So happy you decided to do it!! So excited to watch! Hope you and Susie (and maybe even Kate la vie joins in) do some Christmas collabs together :) totally understand this Christmas is probably going to be so different for you and I can’t imagine, so thanks for choosing to share despite how hard things have been for you this year!!
Sending you and Moon a virtual hug 🤗 keep smiling and thank you for the effort through this difficult time xx
Yay! Glad we'll hace some vlogs from you!! Was in a similar situatiion and didnt know if i should put a tree up, i did amd plenty of lights and its made me feel quite comforted tbh...
I'm like literally obsessed with your life!!! You're so beautiful! Happy Holidays! ❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚xoxo
Congrats on 400k! ❤️
I’m excited for more videos from you. They’re always so cosy and lovely. ❤️
Suzie's vlogmas is the only one I'm watching this year so I'm really happy you are too (even if it's not everyday I'm excited) 😊❤️
So happy you're doing vlogmas! I first discovered your videos a few years ago during vlogmas and I loved them. X
I hope you find light and serenity this month, I wish you all the best this Christmas.💗❄⛄🎄
Hey Alix,
I feel your pain watching this video and totally understand..
You try to 'survive' december and try to keep busy to forget the pain. And that's okay! For me december is the worst month of the year because my mum died on Christmas Day.. The first years after her death I only had a little tree, because it hurt to much and only did it for the kids!
Keep strong and only do things because you want to do them and not because you think you have to!
Take care!
Excited to watch your vlogmas! I lost my dad years ago and the holidays can be hard, but it always gets better. Sending love
So happy you're doing vlogmas!!!
soooo happy you finally decided to make vlogmas!
so proud of you pretty, love you alex!
xoxo
So happy that you're doing Vlogmas again this year 💖
i think this is my favorite vlogmas! 💕
alix I LOVE the topshop straight leg jeans u wear. I have never shopped there (from the us lol) and we have similar body size i think what size do you wear im so confused as to what to order?? also if u don't mind could u list the colorway u wear the most?
Aww I love your cute little tree!! The deer too!! Everything looks wonderful. Sometimes less is more and you exemplify that brilliantly.
Lovely video. Got a kick out the title and hat :) Thank you for giving it a go!
Oh, I love the tree! It is so cute. Your desk looks beautiful :)
Do you have a black eye? Or is it just the lighting?
teared up a little at the beginning - lovely video and hope you're feeling alright xx
I'm so glad you decided to do Vlogmas!
So happy you’re doing vlogmas! Love your videos and find you a truly inspiring women 😘
So glad that Dior sent you the calendar. You so deserve to be spoiled a bit, because you are such a lovely person and you’ve been through hell. As far as Vlogmas goes, just do what you feel is best for you.❤️😀👍🇨🇦💋❄️☃️🎄
EEEEEK IM SO EXCITED!
I love your little Christmas tree and how you went with a pink theme! So wonderfully girly!
Can’t wait to see your next vlog, Alix 🤗 You’re the most adorable person I’ve ever seen ❤️☺️
Yaaay vlogmas! Sending you love and strength 💕💕💕
PS.: The deer is SO CREEPY 😂😂😂
Yay so glad you’ve decided to do Vlogmas Alix. Anything you can manage is awesome. I’m in Australia (after being born in the
UK) so I’m having a cold festive Xmas via my fav British TH-camrs ❤️
Oh gosh I love those pajamas! And the little Christmas tree (and also Moon, always Moon ❤️). Sending festive wishes to you, and looking forward to watching whatever you decide to upload this month, christmassy or not xxx
Im actually really enjoying your content. You seem more real, this i dont care attitude in a good way. Although im sure its difficuly times that have caused that, its really working for you ❤
love your blogs and the way you edit! can`t wait to see the other ones :)
Love you Alix ❤️ I love all your videos .. in the words of The Killers, "when you can't hold on ......hold on! " xx
I got a glittery purple deer from Paperchase about four Christmases ago and haven't been able to bring myself to put it away yet... That creepy fawn is for life, not just for Christmas 😂
Super excited for more vlogmas videos!
I lost my dad in July, so this is my first Christmas without him. I wasn't going to celebrate it but somehow it just seemed wrong not to. Here's hoping you have the best Christmas you can. Thinking of you xx
I am so happy you are doing vlogmas! Sending u hugs and love!💋💜
This is such a random question, but where is your coffee table from? The marble one!
I love your sense of interior design!x
That Dior calendar 🙆🏻😍
I’m just glad to see your pretty face !!!! whether you upload everyday or once a week As long as you’re doing well Alix that’s all that matters ❤️❤️❤️
Hello! Do you mind sharing what type of font shes using for her thumbnail? thank you so much
Just wanted to say Hi Alix!!!
You're so endearing...love your videos!!♡
I'm your biggest fan, keep up the great content. Nicole :)
Now, I NEED a chocolate orange!
I thought she wasn't doing Volgmas omggggggggg I'm so happy
Yay Vlogmas!! That tiny tree and deer are so cute, and also Moon sniffing the ornament's butt definitely made my day. Happy start of the week everyone! :*
Heidi K what meanin vlogmas plz?
That Christmas tree is so adorable and pretty! I'm very psyched for your vlogmas 🤗✨
Thank you. I love your Vlogmas! Be strong during this difficult holiday for your family and keep yourself really really busy...the only way how to survive. Loads of love Alix...
Good for you for doing this even though you didnt have to👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 #excited
You are adorable, your Christmas corner is so cute and your hair looks stunning!
I for one am onboard for your Scrooge vlogmas - with you all the way. X
Yaaayyy!!! So happy you doing vlogmas!!!! Even if you don't do it every day...
I just literally screamed out loud YAS!!! when I read the title, so loud that it startled my dog.
Haha Scrooge edition! It’s ok, I’m sure what you post will be good. Glad you’re doing them though. ⭐️😊
Aww lovely news I know people will appreciate it. I hope you enjoy doing it your own way x
love you Alix ! you got this ---- you are strong !
I’m so glad you are doing vlogmas (: i hope u are feeling ok. love from Mexico
Merry Vlogmas Alix ❤️
I PROMISE to watch every video, click every link, like every pic, anything you need, as a thank you for doing vlogmas this year! ❤️
Love your little cute tree and deer! Adorable! 😍
Thank goodness for Scrooge Edition!!! :D xXx
You had me at “Scrooge edition”
The Dior perfume fits perfectly next to your tree and faun!!! And I love your tree!!!
Sending you lots of love 💕 xxx
that Dior advent calendar is stunning ! :-) x
The fawn.... I wish it was mine! Not creepy at.....love it 💗
Yayy I love this!!! 💕💕💕