Very enlightening. Brenda, you seem to have lived the life of someone alive for 50 years, while only being in your 20s. You’ve been through a lot. I’m so glad that the Psych Ward wasn’t a traumatic experience, and it didn’t last as long as Priscilla’s experience in “rehab”. You’re so calm, you’re like the embodiment of zen. I feel like you’re probably very good at spotting individuals with internal struggles very quickly, and I think you’re the go to person for advice, and you can talk someone through situations and procedures when they’re paranoid and anxious. Thank you for talking with us ❤
Thank you for speaking out with a clear, strong voice; you speak for others who support you, but cannot speak out… yet. 💖💃🏻⚖️ 14:38 agree about the trauma-comparing/shaming… doesn’t help anyone heal 😊
in March of 2020, I was admitted to a psych hospital for overdose. out of the handful of times I've been, this was the first time I was strip searched. it was me and 2 female nurses in the room. I had to take everything off, and then I had to lift my breasts up, and then I had to turn around and bend over. it was humiliating, but the nurses were so nice. they saw how upset I was, and told me that they would do this as fast as they could.
My wife loves your videos she never misses one! She really wants you to write a book or come out with your own documentary kinda like Brielle Decker from tge flds did.
I’m really glad the psych ward wasn’t a traumatic experience for Brenda. It sounds like the one benefit of being from a place like the order is that no matter where you end up after you leave, it will feel like paradise compared to your normal reality. I grew up in a bad situation but in some ways the opposite of the order- I had no structure, no enforced rules or real authority in my life as a teenager and so my psych hospitalization (personally, I usually refer to it as an incarceration) remains one of the most traumatic experiences of my life. I was so not used to being told what to do, what medicines to take, when to eat, what to wear, etc. etc. and the sudden loss of my autonomy in such a vulnerable moment caused a profound injury to my psyche. But I’m sure that compared to the order’s rules and regulations, the psych ward felt like a free-for-all 😂 it reminds me of how Eskel said he basically had the time of his life on his LDS mission when so many kids from the mainstream LDS struggle with the expectations to the point they become unwell. And LDS kids are already far more used to absurd expectations than the average kid. So that really says something about what you guys all survived in the Order!
Yeah I don't want to ever make someone avoid getting the help they need. But I would say I have been traumatized a couple of times from inpatient care. But I learn to take what I can get, learn, and be better. That's all I can do.
Great analysis, thank you! Just a quick off-topic question: I have a SafePal wallet with USDT, and I have the seed phrase. (alarm fetch churn bridge exercise tape speak race clerk couch crater letter). How can I transfer them to Binance?
Wow! Your subscribers have doubled since I last noticed. Good job Amanda Rae.
Very enlightening. Brenda, you seem to have lived the life of someone alive for 50 years, while only being in your 20s. You’ve been through a lot. I’m so glad that the Psych Ward wasn’t a traumatic experience, and it didn’t last as long as Priscilla’s experience in “rehab”.
You’re so calm, you’re like the embodiment of zen. I feel like you’re probably very good at spotting individuals with internal struggles very quickly, and I think you’re the go to person for advice, and you can talk someone through situations and procedures when they’re paranoid and anxious. Thank you for talking with us ❤
Thank you for speaking out with a clear, strong voice; you speak for others who support you, but cannot speak out… yet. 💖💃🏻⚖️
14:38 agree about the trauma-comparing/shaming… doesn’t help anyone heal 😊
So proud of both of you keep sharing and going you are helping people
Love to all of you who have escaped. Respect and thank you for breaking generational curses!
yall look so much alike
All of the order kids seem to be above average attractiveness. How they come from such homely men baffles me.
These videos with Brenda are so amazing and informative. Thank you Brenda for sharing your story! ❤
❤ thank you for being kind
Regarding the comment about just being happy and smiling, that’s called “toxic positivity”.
Thank you for sharing ❤
I love Brenda! Both of you are so strong ❤
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in March of 2020, I was admitted to a psych hospital for overdose. out of the handful of times I've been, this was the first time I was strip searched. it was me and 2 female nurses in the room. I had to take everything off, and then I had to lift my breasts up, and then I had to turn around and bend over. it was humiliating, but the nurses were so nice. they saw how upset I was, and told me that they would do this as fast as they could.
Hay gals, hope yall are doing great! Thank you so much for sharing about this topic.
My wife loves your videos she never misses one! She really wants you to write a book or come out with your own documentary kinda like Brielle Decker from tge flds did.
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I’m really glad the psych ward wasn’t a traumatic experience for Brenda. It sounds like the one benefit of being from a place like the order is that no matter where you end up after you leave, it will feel like paradise compared to your normal reality. I grew up in a bad situation but in some ways the opposite of the order- I had no structure, no enforced rules or real authority in my life as a teenager and so my psych hospitalization (personally, I usually refer to it as an incarceration) remains one of the most traumatic experiences of my life. I was so not used to being told what to do, what medicines to take, when to eat, what to wear, etc. etc. and the sudden loss of my autonomy in such a vulnerable moment caused a profound injury to my psyche.
But I’m sure that compared to the order’s rules and regulations, the psych ward felt like a free-for-all 😂 it reminds me of how Eskel said he basically had the time of his life on his LDS mission when so many kids from the mainstream LDS struggle with the expectations to the point they become unwell. And LDS kids are already far more used to absurd expectations than the average kid. So that really says something about what you guys all survived in the Order!
Yeah I don't want to ever make someone avoid getting the help they need. But I would say I have been traumatized a couple of times from inpatient care. But I learn to take what I can get, learn, and be better. That's all I can do.
She has to be related to Kollene. She is so similar.
who is kollenes dad i cant remember lol. brendas dad is daniel
@blckcatluver he was the main dude from the cult I think
@ paul lol the leader
@@dylanfell69 ok actually i went back and looked at an old video and daniel is her dad so her and brenda are at least half siblings
@@blckcatluver yeah that guy
Great analysis, thank you! Just a quick off-topic question: I have a SafePal wallet with USDT, and I have the seed phrase. (alarm fetch churn bridge exercise tape speak race clerk couch crater letter). How can I transfer them to Binance?
That humming in the background is creepy 😅
So yall are cousins, right?
Ye
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