PALAYE ROYALE - Lonely (Lyrics)

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  • this is their new single from their upcoming album #THEBASTARDS out 5/29
    official music video for Lonely:
    • PALAYE ROYALE - Lonel...
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    i do not own anything, all rights go to #PalayeRoyale and #SumerianRecords .

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  • @cherryred5932
    @cherryred5932  23 วันที่ผ่านมา +18

    hi y'all!! it's been a while and i never expected so many people to see this video. I've read a lot of your comments and just know that you are not alone! If you made it this far then know that I am so proud of you :)
    if you or your loved ones are struggling then please do not hesitate to reach out. you are loved.

    • @l.n.999
      @l.n.999 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ❤❤❤

  • @kae3027
    @kae3027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1863

    I like how lyrics are fading at "as im fading"

    • @cherryred5932
      @cherryred5932  3 ปีที่แล้ว +332

      it somehow makes me happy that someone pointed it out

    • @kae3027
      @kae3027 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @@cherryred5932 : D

    • @tohlejemujkanaltakzemuzumi274
      @tohlejemujkanaltakzemuzumi274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      0:49 and 1:59

    • @urgayuncle8277
      @urgayuncle8277 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      The attention to detail is important 👌

    • @hiken6701
      @hiken6701 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@cherryred5932 i feel happy too when people find such small details in my own work too :))

  • @alice-yw8ji
    @alice-yw8ji 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5323

    it's scary how the lyrics capture depression and suicidal ideation so accurately

  • @Saavannahmae
    @Saavannahmae 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2845

    “Daydreaming of my funeral… like who would show? Bet no one would go”
    Why do I relate to this so much

  • @Metroidkalib
    @Metroidkalib 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1947

    "Hey dad, would you show up for me now? Just to bury your little boy in the ground." That one line hit a lot harder than I thought it would.

    • @m.cerna12
      @m.cerna12 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      this is so sensitive for me for some reason, jskwjsbs

    • @fishyjell
      @fishyjell 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      my mom told me that people who kts don't deserve funerals. i always wondered whether id get one or not if i did it. that line reminded me of that for some reason

    • @froggo4731
      @froggo4731 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Honestly same, he wasn't in my life whenI was a kid, but then he came into my life but begun to hate me so he left.

    • @delaney5721
      @delaney5721 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg same

    • @tankfade09
      @tankfade09 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      same cuz my dad left me at a young age

  • @zuko9846
    @zuko9846 3 ปีที่แล้ว +529

    it’s sad how much I relate to this song

    • @beyza5445
      @beyza5445 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      You'll meet with your sister Lumine again, Aether. Don't worry about it.

    • @Hwangvani
      @Hwangvani 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      True

    • @jenniferdonaldson5999
      @jenniferdonaldson5999 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same.

    • @seufimeaqui9034
      @seufimeaqui9034 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope u get what you want

    • @marymochizuki8436
      @marymochizuki8436 ปีที่แล้ว

      it's sad how everyone relates to this song

  • @kaylyn2198
    @kaylyn2198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1341

    My mom says that I probably shouldn't be listening to music like this (she's nice about it and I love her) since it could make my mental state worse but she doesn't seem to realize how nice it is to have someone voice how you feel so perfectly.

    • @dillonmuir2907
      @dillonmuir2907 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      It’s relatable which is why we enjoy it because in a world where the view of depression is fucked up we feel like someone understands what we’re going through. It’s like how they found people who unalived where more likely to listen to metal music because it reflects how they feel and is more of a representation of their state than a cause and thus lead to them finding how it does not make things worse.

    • @Samvel_V
      @Samvel_V 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      You have good mom if she is interested in your musical tastes

    • @ryhes5685
      @ryhes5685 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Always been scared to show my mum this, already thinks I’m depressed no need to prove her right.

    • @ronnie2764
      @ronnie2764 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      She’s right

    • @NevinaKelly-fg8rr
      @NevinaKelly-fg8rr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hon I'm probably older than her but we need to hear stuff that means something to us 💜

  • @kaitlynriley7418
    @kaitlynriley7418 3 ปีที่แล้ว +679

    I love how the lyrics show that you can be suicidal and just haven't done it, cause my catch fraze is "i cant be bothered", so I felt alot when it said "too lazy for suicide, I just watch the days pass hoping to die."

  • @pigeonwaev6295
    @pigeonwaev6295 4 ปีที่แล้ว +655

    For some of you that think that this is just a sad “oh no I’m depresso pls like me” song, then read the music video’s pinned comment. It has a deep meaning for the lead singer of the group, Remington Leith.

    • @andrewarnold2450
      @andrewarnold2450 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      what fucken pinned comment

    • @LAYIsNotAChips
      @LAYIsNotAChips 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      @@andrewarnold2450 the one about how he and maybe along with his brothers, were physically and emotionally abused as kids, and how their dad left them at a young age so he grew up without him.

    • @andrewarnold2450
      @andrewarnold2450 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@LAYIsNotAChips for some reason it's just not here maybe he deleted it or something

    • @joshaxe6182
      @joshaxe6182 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@andrewarnold2450 I tried to tag u in the comment reply section of it or copy and paste here but didn't work. If you wanna read it if you haven't yet watch the actual music video and go to the comments.

    • @nyx_night999
      @nyx_night999 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for saying this those comments are driving me INSANE

  • @adelkasaskabuocikove2652
    @adelkasaskabuocikove2652 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4268

    "too lazy for suicide..." Why is it so relatable??

    • @jeffreydarmisco7088
      @jeffreydarmisco7088 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..

    • @meew1666
      @meew1666 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      fr

    • @zinnia7344
      @zinnia7344 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Relative to me too

    • @muhddanielfitribinmuhdsukr8053
      @muhddanielfitribinmuhdsukr8053 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Pretty sure you just need a rope

    • @georgiarowley1412
      @georgiarowley1412 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Literally tho aha

  • @grungeboy0_033
    @grungeboy0_033 3 ปีที่แล้ว +321

    It sucks when u can relate to every part of this song

    • @jeffreydarmisco7088
      @jeffreydarmisco7088 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..

    • @grungeboy0_033
      @grungeboy0_033 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thanks, but I don't think it will end when the pandemic does and I already have a therapist

    • @Hwangvani
      @Hwangvani 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yea , that’s true ;-;

    • @Thatonelesbiangirl
      @Thatonelesbiangirl 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Head up, it didn't, welcome to trauma! 🫠

  • @bronwyn.mp3
    @bronwyn.mp3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1735

    I relate to this song more than any other song. I love it so much. I listen to it all the time. Great video. I subbed :D

    • @hitoshishinsou4105
      @hitoshishinsou4105 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Yes.

    • @Idontknow-ho9kf
      @Idontknow-ho9kf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same

    • @Простоя-ю9и
      @Простоя-ю9и 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Яой и в этом этом случае я не знаю знаю ли я или что я хочу сделать в этом году так как я хочу и хочу чтобы ты была в курсе и ты очень рада видеть и слышать тебя от этого любви больше

    • @bronwyn.mp3
      @bronwyn.mp3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @Jon Snow bro I am subbed to them , I've been listening to their music for years. I just wanted to know the lyrics to this particular song so I came here. Back off.

    • @vanonkids3730
      @vanonkids3730 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      yeah I love It too

  • @sunnyfields1845
    @sunnyfields1845 3 ปีที่แล้ว +232

    My friend sent this to me. He's having a tough time and mentioned he's listening to this a lot because it hits home. I feel like crying hearing this is a look into how he is thinking and feeling.

  • @prelipceaniulia6224
    @prelipceaniulia6224 3 ปีที่แล้ว +271

    "Too lazy for a suicide" way too relateable

    • @tedolison5431
      @tedolison5431 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Continue being strong, do not give up, always give yourself another chance and some more years get help with people you know and therapy

    • @Itsdeffonotme
      @Itsdeffonotme 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Fr

    • @LuciVogel-bg1gi
      @LuciVogel-bg1gi 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Fr

  • @johnnieblack
    @johnnieblack 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    Yes I relate to every word that’s spoken …A LOT……..but 1:37
    “Daydreaming of my funeral
    Like who would show, bet no one would go. Hey dad, would you show up for me now? Just to bury your little boy in the ground” … that one hits pretty hard too…

  • @sofiarosado1225
    @sofiarosado1225 3 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    It's creepy how much I identify with the lyrics. I got some chills at certain lines of the song. This would have hit very hard a few years ago... Love the song, feel less alone in my grief of loosing my father. My big thanks to the artist :)

  • @cadencesmith1458
    @cadencesmith1458 3 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    I’m not depressed, this is just REALLY catchy 😟

  • @nyx_night999
    @nyx_night999 2 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    Remington truly has a gift for song writing, and his intentions make it even more meaningful. Not only is he using music as a place to vent, but as a way to make people feel not alone. Emerson and Sebastian play just as much as a part as Rem does, and the thought that they all collaborated to make this song for Rem and their fans is heartwarming. I've been listening to this song since it came out, and it's helped me so much knowing that someone out there knows how I feel but has fought through it.

  • @alaserblazer
    @alaserblazer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    I've never related more to a song
    I love it so much

  • @MariyamMunas
    @MariyamMunas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    This is my comfort song, I love the lyrics

  • @janaostwald293
    @janaostwald293 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I have never felt so called out by a song before. Brb gotta go cry now

  • @aks_1713
    @aks_1713 2 ปีที่แล้ว +117

    So sick and tired of being alone
    So long, farewell, I'm on my own
    I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
    I dug this grave I call my home
    My life don't mean that much to me
    So I'm living for you
    Yeah, I'm living for you
    And you can't stand the sight of me
    So what's the point of this
    Fucked up catastrophe?
    I'm waiting for my time to start
    As I waste it
    As I waste it
    I pop the pills to waste some time
    As I'm faded
    As I'm faded
    This shit messes with my head
    The only home I know is my bed
    Too lazy for suicide
    I just watch the days pass hoping to die
    So sick and tired of being alone
    So long, farewell, I'm on my own
    I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
    I dug this grave I call my home
    So sick and tired of being alone
    So long, farewell, I'm on my own
    I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
    I dug this grave I call my home
    Daydreaming of my funeral
    Like who would show, bet no one would go
    Hey dad, would you show up for me now?
    Just to bury your little boy in the ground
    You broke my heart when you left me
    Was just waiting
    Was just waiting
    I pop these pills to waste some time
    As I'm faded
    As I'm faded
    This shit messes with my head
    The only home I know is my bed
    Too lazy for a suicide
    I just watch the days pass hoping to die
    So sick and tired of being alone
    So long, farewell, I'm on my own
    I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
    I dug this grave I call my home
    So sick and tired of being alone
    So long, farewell, I'm on my own
    I'm sorry mom, I've got to go
    I dug this grave I call my home
    I dug this grave I call my home
    I dug this grave!

  • @meganhowell7075
    @meganhowell7075 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I feel like a lot of people can relate to every lyric in this song. This song just really hits me and I could listen to this for the rest of my life. Life is more healing with this music.

  • @shortround8688
    @shortround8688 2 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    This song is literally me. Depression to the point of being paralyzed, anxiety to the point of not being able to go out, addiction, not having anyone to talk to, and no one talking to me. So many times i have tried to take my life, 14, 14 times, but I'm still here? It got to a point where I couldn't even be bothered trying it anymore, so yeah, being to lazy for suicide...bro that's me. The only one I would be sorry for is my mum, she's been there for me. Suicidal ideation is never something I want anyone to deal with in their lives, bc I know how it feels. Everyone who has the time to read this, please, stay strong and hold on to the smallest moments of happiness, and instead of being upset when they end, hold onto hope that another will come along.
    Everyday, your best will look different. Yesterday it may have been going outside, having a shower, talking and interacting with people, and today your best might be waking up and sending a single text, and maybe having half a piece of toast. Tomorrow it might look like just waking up and having water. The day after it might look like making plans and eating lots. It always looks different. Your best isn't always bettering yesterday, but overcoming at least some of your dark thoughts of today.
    I'm proud of everyone here who has survived themselves ❤️

    • @Infact77
      @Infact77 ปีที่แล้ว

      hope you're okay. I love you ❤

    • @JavaMinecraftTips
      @JavaMinecraftTips ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This music is completely my life,I wonder what exactly is the meaning of my life, apart from the fact that I'm only physically alive, but mentally I'm already dead.But I try to find hobbies to distract myself from this.

  • @lemoncakeofficial496
    @lemoncakeofficial496 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    “My life don’t mean that much to me so I’m living for you” this hit hard

  • @ayashiya_
    @ayashiya_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    it feels nice to have a song that so perfectly describes how i truly feel. i relate to every aspect of this song.

  • @aneeka2497
    @aneeka2497 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I stumbled upon this and it is everything I have ever felt in my entire 22 years of my life. Things get better and then they get worse and better again. This feeling still stays kinda

  • @evemor5835
    @evemor5835 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I just relate to this song.
    Its describing my life in more accurate way then i could

  • @aliceinwonderland08
    @aliceinwonderland08 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I love this so much

  • @tinaballerina7852
    @tinaballerina7852 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    "I'm waiting for my time to start, as I waist it" i can relate so good to that sentences

  • @サイコパス-d4l
    @サイコパス-d4l 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    "too lazy for a suicide.." it's so fuckin relatable

  • @bordyur21
    @bordyur21 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    So glad for kings and queens who made it through.
    As for others still coming back to it , wish you the best of luck.

    • @KarmaVein
      @KarmaVein 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      :,]

  • @beepbeeplettuce2637
    @beepbeeplettuce2637 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    oddly relatable~

  • @reinellex7662
    @reinellex7662 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    She breaks you up, tears your heart apart and crushes your hopes and dreams to live yet you are the one supposed to tell her that you're sorry. This song is the definition of that "sorry".

    • @PSYCHOpaty4
      @PSYCHOpaty4 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      bro... same shit hapened to me... and the funniest part is that there's nothing you can do about it. Just wait until you find some one else or... until you die

    • @user-sb4rr8oq3u
      @user-sb4rr8oq3u ปีที่แล้ว +2

      As a girl I feel awfully sorry for guys who had to go through somehing like that... It's awful how no metter your gender the ones who look for love gots cheaters and wrong ones so often. Like someone claims love only to say later 'It's a prank bro'- I.was just playing and having fun I don't remember giving you false hopes.

  • @Maya-qn6ev
    @Maya-qn6ev 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Love it! I want more songs with the exact same vibe!

    • @zadyahcaine
      @zadyahcaine ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Revenge Xxxtentaction

    • @liltarxan
      @liltarxan ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this song was inspired by Revenge - XXXTENTACION

    • @iwtakakms
      @iwtakakms 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Maybe you can like "Family Line" by Conan Gray

  • @Anna-tn3rn
    @Anna-tn3rn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    One of the most relatable songs I've ever heard

  • @manhua_mylove6371
    @manhua_mylove6371 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    " Too lazy for suicide, just watch the days pass hoping to die" like damn who knew a song is so accurate

  • @johnrickparot8392
    @johnrickparot8392 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    The lyrics says it all just like my life.

  • @wafwu611
    @wafwu611 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Dude i've been playing the bastards album on loop all day omg as well as some of their other songs lol their music is just so good and captures emotions so well

  • @alcy1128
    @alcy1128 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    "the only home i know is my bed" that hits hard🥲 sometimes i just want to disappear 'cause i think i'm stupid and my parents are ashamed of me
    and i can't even say to anyone how i feel 'cause nobody would understand

    • @enjisilverstone-nolongerac7533
      @enjisilverstone-nolongerac7533 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so sorry you feel this way…. it’s an awful feeling but I’d love to help with my words

  • @suzannehowe
    @suzannehowe 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This is the only song i know that ill cry to because how accurately i relate

  • @sarcasm-e2135
    @sarcasm-e2135 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Damn I love instru and ur voice sounds soo rock 🤘
    Also Love the outfit on that pic

    • @cherryred5932
      @cherryred5932  4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      you probably wanna say that to the lead singer of Palaye Royale, Remington Leith lol. he is the guy in the pic and the instrumentals are all done by his brothers/bandmates Sebastian Danzig and Emerson Barret

    • @cherryred5932
      @cherryred5932  4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      anyway glad you enjoy the video !

  • @beatrizjardim8308
    @beatrizjardim8308 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Damn! This song is very depressive, speaks of depression for sure. Hope that people with those problems can get the help that they need.

  • @downcoalx5193
    @downcoalx5193 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Hey man. I care. Your song is sad one and feel it. Chin up. You moved me and I am 47. Thank you .

    • @lunam0thh_live
      @lunam0thh_live 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hi, just so you know this song is not their original song. It was made by a band called Palaye Royale. If you like this, you should check them out!

  • @LazyMacaroni
    @LazyMacaroni 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    3 years ago i started a new school and during the first class i was sat beside this girl. I decided to talk to her, and we quickly became best friends. Now, 3 years later, she has pretty much taken my spot in the friend group, and everyone from the group is ignoring me and hanging out without me and having fun while im just rotting in my room since no one is talking to me or replying to my messages

    • @DUCKIESROBLOXASMR
      @DUCKIESROBLOXASMR 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Im so sorry, sadly this is normal. You should try to find nee friends, it may be hard but you’ll never know unless you try. ❤❤

  • @Eli-qu9kk
    @Eli-qu9kk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This comment section is so sad but it makes me happy to know I’m not alone on this

  • @florentinazens5456
    @florentinazens5456 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Now in my head....peace!

  • @Nouplease009
    @Nouplease009 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It’s bad how much I’m vibing to this.

  • @gukuromoonshadow6170
    @gukuromoonshadow6170 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    had a sudden strike of loneliness. typed the word and got this song. perfect.

  • @seleynazahra4308
    @seleynazahra4308 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    idk how or when but this turned from a crying song about my struggles to a song about personal power and and independence for me.
    just the was the beat flows, the being ´so sick and tired´. its probably not what the writers intended but i feel like this song represents the power over ur own mental health. sometimes it feels unending, but one day you just get sick of it and bury your past self for a better newer you. its very close to my heart and personal but i felt like i had to share.

  • @Wuvslovs
    @Wuvslovs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    instead of talking about why he is depressed, he just says he is, I wish I could've found this song earlier

  • @brentley5138
    @brentley5138 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    god. this hit me right in the daddy issues.

  • @lvkenzie
    @lvkenzie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this song is so relatable. Probably the first ti e in awhile I haven’t felt alone

    • @lvkenzie
      @lvkenzie 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      *time

  • @nonexistent2341
    @nonexistent2341 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    WE ARE GETTING OUT OF OUR OWN GRAVE WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🗣‼️‼️💀

  • @Alex-qm3ss
    @Alex-qm3ss ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "you broke my Heart when you left me" relates too much to my situation. I'd rather give up on everything then try to do anything currently life just messes with me day after day

  • @n_hanto
    @n_hanto 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    almost 2 years of constantly blasting this song into my ears

  • @NeuviIlette
    @NeuviIlette ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I remember listening to this song 1 year ago and relating to the lyrics. I can't say I'm doing great right now but I'm feeling wayy better than before. I feel so proud listening to this song now

    • @NeuviIlette
      @NeuviIlette ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nahh this aged like milk😭😭..

    • @CALATHEA550
      @CALATHEA550 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💀💀💀💀@@NeuviIlette

  • @Smallkittylove
    @Smallkittylove 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    It hurts how much I relate to this..

    • @EbonySerpent999
      @EbonySerpent999 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Same. It hurts how many of us relate to this.

  • @Andri_Gilang
    @Andri_Gilang ปีที่แล้ว +5

    After being translated, the meaning of the lyrics of the song Lonely from Palaye Royale is about being lonely in life. His loneliness started to get worse when his father died.

  • @Rae-fv9bm
    @Rae-fv9bm 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Honestly I hate how I can relate to this whole song.. I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety almost my whole life. I’ve actually thought about suicide but at the same time I can’t, mainly bc I don’t know fully on how I would do it. This song hits so hard though

  • @sally3293
    @sally3293 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    My hole childhood is playing in my head

  • @ryhes5685
    @ryhes5685 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    It’s scary at what they must’ve been through to get this so accurate. Always thought this was but never been able to put it down in words

  • @theenemee4892
    @theenemee4892 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    in the mood of screaming these lyrics as loud as i can because i relate too much

  • @moonieee7
    @moonieee7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love this song ♡

  • @zombiecat5786
    @zombiecat5786 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    All the words and the sound it just… makes me wanna cry. I feel even more alone because the people around me don’t understand. It makes me wonder if.. anyone would show if I died. If they would feel sorry. If they would regret everything. Y’a know?

    • @user-sb4rr8oq3u
      @user-sb4rr8oq3u ปีที่แล้ว

      I know. But you know what? I got myself the answear lately. As for me my whole family would show up and cry over me or be in such a shock. They would feel bad and sorry vey few of them would regret their past actions. But...
      The thing is that theh should be sorry. They would deserve it. I wouldn't even care. I would be laughing at them if I happened to have a chance watch them from above.
      Because I reached to them for help. I wanted help. I asked them to help me and they refused. I told them it is seriously getting bad lately again. (Not like it was better at all since I told them the first time two years ago) They said that psychologist appointment is expensive. So you won't be going anywhere 😂
      I am trying to not be a bitch only for my grand parents who are best thing that happened to me but I am a burden to them and I am hurting them by my depression and all.
      I try to cope and stay alive bacause I want to live. But I don't know how long I will survive like that. It is soon to be the winter in my country now and that means awfuly bad depression episode... I might not make it till next spring. I don't give my self longer than until my 'beloved' fucking b-days on may 15th. It would be lovely day for suicide anyway but I would say I won't make it untill than. It hurts.
      no one is gonna read it anyway

    • @stoliseritsuki3976
      @stoliseritsuki3976 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same …..tbh I just don’t trust people well enough …I already been through shit

  • @wannabedrewafualo
    @wannabedrewafualo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This song makes me think of Elliot Alderson and now I can’t stop thinking about how much I’d want to hug him if he were real…

  • @juliakowalczyk3094
    @juliakowalczyk3094 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    bro materialized my soul

  • @thatpaganaspie
    @thatpaganaspie ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Every lyric in this song hits home

  • @CainKnaus
    @CainKnaus ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It's honestly the worst feeling, being committed to ending it, but being to overwhelmed with the stress that you can't even concentrate long enough to follow through 😔 only reason im still here

  • @donvito6078
    @donvito6078 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    The best thing that happened in my life showed me this song , Zeyneb if u see this i miss u.

  • @the_time_challenger3294
    @the_time_challenger3294 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Make more like this please I just randomly came across your song me and my dad where listening to it in the car 2 days later he died love man. No homo lol..

    • @lunam0thh_live
      @lunam0thh_live 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi, this song was actually written by a band called Palaye Royale, if you like this, maybe check them out!

    • @the_time_challenger3294
      @the_time_challenger3294 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@lunam0thh_live yes I very much know about them hehaha

  • @truffles365
    @truffles365 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Jeez this is too relatable. Truly the anthem of all of us who are only holding on for the sake of not breaking someone else's heart (for me it's also my mum. And my cat I guess).

  • @Drunken_Gypsy
    @Drunken_Gypsy 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'm listening to this song on repeat... its perfect for my mood of depression and loss.🖤

  • @cz.farmer3646
    @cz.farmer3646 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "you broke my heart when you left me" yes!!!!

  • @H1mik0o
    @H1mik0o ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is the most relatable song ever

  • @thatsdanielfr
    @thatsdanielfr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Im living for u, yeah im living for u.. its so relatable

  • @_Some1sAccountLOL
    @_Some1sAccountLOL ปีที่แล้ว +5

    “Too lazy for suicide. Just watch the days pass, hoping to die.” Too relatable.

  • @Glitchy_Wolf24
    @Glitchy_Wolf24 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    "Too lazy for a suicide" Damn, why do I relate to this so much?

  • @garrysanderson5793
    @garrysanderson5793 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Song hits differently when you are singing alone with no one around

  • @mes-0oa-8ui11
    @mes-0oa-8ui11 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    love this song since day one.

  • @MrGenetix
    @MrGenetix 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    0:59 Drinking myself to death each night in hopes of never waking up

  • @MaddHatter077
    @MaddHatter077 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    WHO'S HERE September 2024 ❤

  • @egle5644
    @egle5644 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love this song so much but the lyrics are absolutely heartbreaking 😭

  • @ariaz1112
    @ariaz1112 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    It definitely feels a little weird listening to this song as a person who has been incredibly fortunate to never experience anything like this, but hey, it's a great and really catchy song

    • @bloodmoonxx3174
      @bloodmoonxx3174 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      nobody gives a fuck about how happy you are hun.

  • @patrycja_a_ketre
    @patrycja_a_ketre ปีที่แล้ว +6

    "hey dad, would you show up for me now? just to bury your little boy in the ground"
    man this is deeeep but its scary to me how much i relate to this
    anyway, love the songg

  • @Mayhemisbetter
    @Mayhemisbetter 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    🌌As im faded 🌌

  • @yourb3986
    @yourb3986 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this song being so real

  • @arabifighter6660
    @arabifighter6660 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "did u ever kin a song so much?" Oh,very much, specially this one song that could actually speak aloud my thoughts

  • @voidwalker3919
    @voidwalker3919 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You know, i thought I beat my battle with suicide and depression. This just makes me realize that I haven't beaten it, i've just accepted it. "My life don't mean that much to me, so i'm living for you." This is legit how I feel. If I woke up one day and found my few friends and my grandma had died i'd be joining them. "I'm waiting for my time to start As I waste it" Legit what i'm doing every day, just letting the days pass me by. "I pop the pills to waste some time, As I'm faded" Not quite pills but those flavored pouches, yeah i kinda see myself in that. Hopefully I'll be able to come back to this one day and say I've beaten my depression and suicidal thoughts. Here's hoping.

  • @Zuzuhimorogi
    @Zuzuhimorogi ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is a really good song

  • @dolgozhitel-m4d
    @dolgozhitel-m4d ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Песня слишком душевная.... Все иностранные песни такие прекрасные, в них есть глубокий смысл, в русских песнях такое встречается редко. Обожаю. Тут даже без перевода все ясно

  • @Laura-is2cg
    @Laura-is2cg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I only live to help my mum that's all other then that, I'm in my own mind/world :3 my dad dug my grave when he got devoced and didn't care about me ^_- sooo yeah 💯% realitible song 🥲

  • @stoliseritsuki3976
    @stoliseritsuki3976 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I can relate this song so much …dealing with family problems and friends… one of them died from cancer the other one is bone cancer and my other friend well ….she hasn’t answer my calls or my messages …cause I had s friend who like cutting themselves and ..no respond ..so great….and I get bullied a lot ….just great

  • @kaisydness
    @kaisydness ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Never have I related to a song more in my entire life…

  • @denis_potemkin4590
    @denis_potemkin4590 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Так устал от одиночества.21
    Пока, прощай, я сам по себе.
    Прости, мам, мне пора идти.
    Я вырыл эту могилу, которую называю своим домом.
    Так устал от одиночества.
    Пока, прощай, я сам по себе.
    Прости, мам, мне пора идти.
    Я вырыл эту могилу, которую называю своим домом.
    Мечтаю о своих похоронах.
    Если, даже кого-то позвали, держу пари, что никто не пойдет.
    Эй, Пап, ты не мог бы прийти ко мне прямо сейчас?
    Просто чтобы похоронить своего сынишку в земле.
    Ты разбил мне сердце, когда бросил меня.
    Я просто ждал,
    Просто ждал...
    Я глотаю эти таблетки, чтобы потратить немного времени.
    Так я увядаю,
    Увядаю.
    Так устал от одиночества.1
    Пока, прощай, я сам по себе.
    Прости, мам, мне пора идти.
    Я вырыл эту могилу, которую называю своим домом.
    Моя жизнь не так уж много значит для меня.
    Так что я живу для тебя,
    Да, я живу для тебя.
    И ты не можешь терпеть меня.
    Так в чем же смысл этой
    Грёбаной катастрофы?
    Я жду своего часа, чтобы начать.
    Так я трачу его впустую,
    Трачу впустую.
    Я глотаю эти таблетки, чтобы потратить немного времени.
    Так я увядаю,
    Увядаю...
    Это дерьмо лезет мне в голову.
    Единственный дом, который я знаю, это моя кровать.
    Слишком ленивый для самоубийства.
    Я просто смотрю, как проходят дни, надеясь умереть.
    Единственный дом, который я знаю, это моя кровать.
    Слишком ленивый для самоубийства.
    Я просто смотрю, как проходят дни, надеясь умереть.
    Так устал от одиночества.
    Пока, прощай, я сам по себе.
    Прости, мам, мне пора идти.
    Я вырыл эту могилу, которую называю своим домом.
    Так устал от одиночества.
    Пока, прощай, я сам по себе.
    Прости, мам, мне пора идти.
    Я вырыл эту могилу, которую называю своим домом.
    Я вырыл эту могилу, которую называю своим домом.
    Я вырыл эту могилу...

  • @ENZODIZZY-xr5ei
    @ENZODIZZY-xr5ei 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    hits hard

  • @alexdraws9575
    @alexdraws9575 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love rem and palaye in general I relate alot

  • @mossil_fossil
    @mossil_fossil ปีที่แล้ว +5

    TW: vent:
    The song literally describes my feelings for the past 4 years. It is getting worse and it hurts a bit too much. My head is being divided in two by smth i dont even know what is. It isn't the voice everyone has, it is like a second me that is trying to kill me, screams at me and makes me have mental breakdowns even when I dont feel anything. I dont like this second me, it gives me a physical headache and I feel like my head is splitting open half the time. I keep going into derealisation, I cant think at all and I cant feel anything, I keep having nightmares and flashbacks or trauma responses such as dreams of my past that leave me disturbed for days and literally almost made me stab myself.
    I cant keep it up, I have sever anxiety and I almost died twice of it because I was scared that i was disturbing strangers. I cant go like this, I just want to stay home and never go out

    • @lilywest9552
      @lilywest9552 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      its crazy how accurate youve described what i am going through too. but slightly different
      i hope you find ways to cope :)

  • @Ella-mu7zf
    @Ella-mu7zf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    It's sucks because I'm so young...to young to feel and understand and relate to these lyrics. It really sucks.

    • @michaelkrahn4198
      @michaelkrahn4198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Trust me you dont want to be able to relate depression is a living hell

    • @hamidundaud853
      @hamidundaud853 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah Im only 11 and I already have that fucking life like why me?

    • @Ella-mu7zf
      @Ella-mu7zf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@hamidundaud853 I'm 11 too :/

    • @creepeach8092
      @creepeach8092 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ive been suicidal since i was 8, your not too young, however you should be greatful that you cant relate to it. trust me.

    • @Ella-mu7zf
      @Ella-mu7zf 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@creepeach8092 I said I do relate to these tho-

  • @alexisbaker578
    @alexisbaker578 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    My cousin killed himself today. And I can’t help but fill like this is how he was feeling, know one saw it coming, I came home from school and my grandma was sitting in the front yard and broke the news to me. I’m devastated right now. He was 15, he shouldn’t have gone out like that, he was only a year younger than me.