it's a common pattern for people to feel a surge of energy and happiness before committing suicide, I believe that's what this song is trying to capture
it's also far better than any of the other depressive songs out there to listen to, the instrumentals straight up put you in a better mood no matter the lyrics. i've also found that the ending really helps me getting out of it, one of the greatest advices I've ever taken was to think of the kid version of myself to remind me how i used to be and the things I used to want in life. also I can't stand to think that kids face if he knew how bad things would get, so it gives inspiration to do good things for yourself.
The surge of happiness comes from feeling control and freedom. Often times, that's the first choice they've made for themselves in a long time. It's a sad sight
My friend was like “whats one song you know every lyric to that would concern anyone who heard you sing it” and i immediately came here. She was correct. Concern emanated from the entire group
I would ask them you want to be a little bit concern, medium concern or very concern Little: Bullet (this song) Medium: miss wanna die Very: her last words
After driving someone, who attempted, to the hospital I blasted this song over the speakers and scream-sang it with tears in my eyes as I drove hime. It helped me cope with the shock. They survived and are doing much better now
I put this song on in the car and my mum who doesn't speak English literally said "now this one I like, unlike that depressing stuff you always listen to"
To everyone who wants to know how long the paper is: A standard college ruled notebook page is about 10 and 3/4 inches. That is approx. 33 lines, but counting the lines on this paper in the extra verse, I got approx. 45 lines, if we take into account the going back to the beginning for the chorus and extra lines. Add another line at the bottom, and the paper is about 13 and 3/4 inches.
i think the reason a song about suicide is so uplifting is because most people that're planning to off themselves soon, their mood is happier and more positive, cause they know the pain will end sooner or later.
I was homeless And was told no one in my family liked me by my own brother and I Texted my mom a final farewell Was about to walk into traffic when I got a text from her and became homeless with her and rest my family We got a house 2 weeks ago were homeless for 4 months in a drug addicted town where we literally Beat up people every week great times
I an english and thus is in a playlist called happy place songs i feel that way sometimes just after a bad day i hate my life sometimes i am just tired of it sometimes
Exactly, I am from Guatemala and I listened this song with my friends, and they said that "That is a beautiful song, I want to continue listening it", and I, bruh......
even happier, someone convincing others not to jump and in the end, not being able to stop a girl, and she decides to jump off too. it's called my r. Edit because people still don't get this. I said this because I don't want to spoil the twist of the song.(beyond here is spoiler if you still care) But everyone seems to not get it and I'm tired of getting pinged for it every 3 days, so yes, I know she's talking to herself, I just want people to be able to feel what I did because holy shit it was intense.
Have you not listened to Party By Myself? Half their music is party music and the other half is depressing music, probably because that's the reality of a lot of people's situations; living life, but also fucken dying inside
@@eclipsing_moon5685 your comment made me realize how fucking deep their name is. And why I listened to so much back in the middle school emo days, and today because I am dead inside.
If I could, I'd hug all of you till the pain would stop. Just know that I care, I care about every single one that feels this empty, especially because I'm one of them. Just know that I love you guys, and that life will shine for us one day, but we need to be here to see it.
thank you, i really wanna make it to see the better days but i’ve been struggling to survive since grade 10 and now im almost 27. i need to keep going though. it’s just hard. just know you’re cared for as well, by so many people. we will get through this together, all of us
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary search for help in the internet and If you can afford it call a therapist "ending it is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" so many People that tried to end it changed their minds and are glad to Be alive,. we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it...
@Musical SeaSea Be straight forward with how your feeling to those around you that care about you. It’s so much fucking easier rather than waiting around, hoping someone will notice because they just won’t understand your pain unless you tell them directly. People can’t read minds, believe me, been there done that.
Nansi Wallis yeah the kid singing is heartbreaking, but what always gets me: „Now mama feels guilt, now mama feels pain“ Because I know my mother blames herself for my mental state, even though she is supportive as she can be
This song felt like an old friend. You really realize that you grow from wanting to do all the lyrics in this song to just listening and enjoying it once you get past those hard times. I hope y'all are still here, just listening and enjoying this song.
Not enough people are talking about the child’s verse at the end. It’s where this song really gets me. I think the last verse can be a flashback of the suicidal person’s past, when they were a kid. When life was easy, fun and enjoyable. It shows how life can mess up someone so bad that a once, innocent, hopeful, cheerful kid can become suicidal. The kid wants to fly, and the suicidal person wants to jump off the building. This might be because they want to “fly” away from their problems and/or it might be because how difficult life has gotten overtime.
With the experiences I've had in life. The child wants to jump because they believe in what they can do. The adult wants to jump because of what he missed out on and faild to do
This sounds weird, but sometimes I think about the fact that adults are just... grown up kids. Grown up kids killing others, getting killed... wanting to kill themselves. "You don't know what happened to that kid you raised"
For me it's my legs so people irl don't see them people don't have to worry because all you gotta do is fake a laugh a smile but it's just so hard I just want to fucking die... But I don't want to hurt those around me...
Evil and sadness isn't a darkness. It's a light so bright few people can stand to look at it. That's why suicidal people are ignored, that why people get away with malevolence. Not because they can't be seen but because people don't want to look.
I love how hollywood undead writes about death, suicide, abuse of drugs and alcohol and If you don't really listen to the lyrics you think it's a really happy song. It's like it is in reallife, you only understand people when you listen to them and know what their words mean. If you don't listen you just see their hapiness like in this song, when you don't listen to the words they're saying you don't know how they're feeling
Besides it being catchy, the happiness in the song is to mimic the personality shift of someone who is actually about to commit. Someone who actually is ready to leave will be happy, joyful, and might sound the happiest they ever have all because they know it’s going to end It’s a fairly smart song
When my German parents asked me to put on a song in the car and said "But please, nothing depressing" (in German), I put this song on and honestly, they were vibing with it
My Mexican mom don’t know English and one day when I was blasting it in my room for some reason and texted me “I like your song sweetie :]” and I was like “ thanks moma :>”
I put this song in my good vibes playlist and my dad likes my music taste cuz he knows abt half of the songs and the other half "sounds good" (I'm German, too and my parents never bothered to learn English) and yesterday we were on a lil road trip with the whole family and I played my music, forgot that the song was in it and that my brother KNOWS English and he looked very concerned😂
@@rae6447 Oh, yea. Everything was fine xD I've been struggling with depression for years (it's getting better now). My brother actually knows the song and my family knows abt my depression so he thought it was funny, he was just a lil concerned because I was listening to a suicide song infront of my parents xD
The fact that most the comments used to be depressed people and now there are so many comments about people revisiting this song when they are older and proud of themself
I found this song yesterday morning. I instantly broke down. Made me think of the last time i used to listen to HU. Maybe 15 years ago or so. Heavy drinker, drugs, no job or family. Having these thoughts about my own life. Now sober from everything, live for my son daily.
***** well, i "fixed" myself not long ago, how? i embraced the fucking madness, i befriended the whispers in and around my head, they are my only friends now and they aint leaving me.i realized im fucking insane but i dont stand alone, im gonna fucking burn the world for what it did to me. to quote HU, "this city looks so preety, do you wanna burn it with me?"
This song hits different when you're diagnosed with BPD and every attempt happened in a manic episode, thank you Hollywood undead for getting us through this shit. Music really is a life saver
Shit mine would be just as depressed as me with all the shit ive said and watch list he has had to put me on lol. My FBI agent goes to therapy explaining how he wishes is just go to therapy 😆
this might not make sense to you but you can remember your pops playing this song but you don't have to feel anything more than that memory. Don't listen to sad music! (432hz not 440hz)
I feel this depicts the "happiness" most people feel once they come to terms with the fact they are ready to die and have decided to go through with it. Most family members or friends generally say that the "loved one" was happy earlier in the week or even happy that day before or the day of the suicide.
@@prishat3183 in a lot of self-deletion cases close friends/family report that the person in question seemed to get calmer or happier just before committing. So yeah, it goes poof sometimes.
Hollywood undead really helped me through a lot of hard times as a teenager , there's no better feeling than coming back to the tracks years later in a better place, physically and mentally.
I find it interesting on how they found a young kid to sing that last part and now I'm just sitting here wondering " does that kid even know that tf they just said? Did they get the song? Did they hear the song?" Can you imagine the kid all grown up, listening to this song and hearing themselves and understanding what they said at that point Am I going too deep in this? I'm tired
Ya know it’s wild I can finally look back on this and say I finally healed and no longer relate to this song tried to end it back when I was 17 and I’m glad honestly happy I failed for anyone who needs to hear it times get better and you slowly heal from that pain and numbness thank you guys for getting me through those times I’m now 22 and doing very well( been listening since 2011) 🙂
One of my close friends showed me this song when her dad was going through cancer. She's gone now but this song reminds me of her every single time I listen to it.
@@spiritsoldier1874 It's mostly straight tiktok. Lgbtq+ and fandom titkok are acutally pretty chill and nice at times, but straight tiktok is full of niceguys, homophobes, racists, and other crappy people. (Besides the few on straight tiktok who are innocent and are just there to have fun)
I like how the lyrics are on a sheet of lined paper like a teenager wrote this at school and left it for their parents to find in their room. Just a detail I like for some dark reason.
I'm 55 years old, and this song was a favorite of my youngest son when he was depressed. I gotta say it is something that I listen to a great deal when I am depressed and this crippling depression has been part of my life since I was fifteen. Both me and my son talk about it, but really normal people are not much help...I try to not burden them with some thing that they are not equipped to handle or understand. I gotta say this song always makes me feel better.
They actually just go back to the chorus. The paper probs isn't longer than an intermediate pad. Then again, I don't think a fucking notebook should be that long.
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
No, they are doing their job. Get off of the pills now or forever live for pharma. They don't care about you but I do and others do. Those pills are for profit. Not results. The only end result is crippling addiction. This is not a political post this is a PSA. Been there done that shit. It gets better when you accept who you really are and face reality with a fucking vengeance in mind. Kick the world's ass or the world will undoubtedly kick yours.
@@tobylender4091 My life was already shit about 10 years before the pandemic. Got no one to talk to. No friends/ no family that i trust. I just accepted it and started to live by the day. I don't plan in the future, It's like living on autopilot. Don't care about anything anymore. Turned off 90% of my emotions, but sadly enough nothing made me feel really happy for the last 12 years.
The thing is..i was clean from self harm and deppression for almost 7 months , i took one night to get me to relaps again and I'm trying so hard not to harm myself and chase those negative thoughts like I'm worthless and I'm just another burden to others , I'm so tired yet i don't wanna give up yet
I remember listening to this back when I was 13 or 14 and I swear this song spoke to me so deeply and I really thought I wouldn't live past 18 and I didn't expect coming back here for the nostalgia while already 21 years old
I was having a bad day while home from college, thought everyone was out of the house so I put my music on… My brother came home from school earlier than I expected, thankfully he and I are very similar mental health wise so he understood where it was coming from
There the funny kid because they want other people to feel better and laugh cause they feel down and useless and they don’t want anyone else to feel that
this song weirdly feels like a hug to me. i've lived with these feelings for so long but i can't let anyone down so having something like this that puts it into words is kinda nice i'm not going anywhere, i don't wanna make anybody mad
I heard this song at a children's birthday.... *A CHILDREN'S BIRTHDAY* you can imagine me praying that someone understands the meaning and changed it or that they checked on the person that putted the song.
True, i like that too. It's like i am so depressed that i am also fool. So Depression is just the funny live i am living everyday when i wake up. When i can't wake up but i do. And i let live goes throw me even when i don't want to be alive. Like a crazy clown on my own existence.
@@sparkyphantom92 Correct, it also explains how our brains works at that moment. Suicidal doesnt mean that we want to die, it means that we tried everything else before it started feeling best damn solution, it's final symptom and i'll hope that people will remember it and understand meaning of this.
I really like this song because it sounds happy, but when you listen to what it's saying, it's depressing. This is what it's like to have depression. People think of you as a normal, even happy person. But when they really listen to you, they realize they were all wrong.
Xunata Depression is real and it is an acidic consuming America's youth if your going to go around saying Depression is not real than do it to your friends not people that are suffering from it and you know what when you say "depression is not real " and all that other crap you are just making it worse and guess what your you better stop saying Depression is not real because if you don't you are going to regret it because maybe one day some one in your family will get depression and might start self harming and or commit suicide and when that does happen you will be wishing that you never said the crap your saying on TH-cam and you commenting what you did because you might have caused some one to start cutting or start cutting after being clean or even try to commit suicide so stop commenting crap on TH-cam.
We can all still agree that this song is catchier than ever. Right?
yup
@@enaralukoss1119 Agreed.
Yea and more accurate
Yeah
Nah I don't miss anyone in high school
it's a common pattern for people to feel a surge of energy and happiness before committing suicide, I believe that's what this song is trying to capture
sir, but we are still chilling with this song🙌🏾💯 love you all✌🏾
it's also far better than any of the other depressive songs out there to listen to, the instrumentals straight up put you in a better mood no matter the lyrics. i've also found that the ending really helps me getting out of it, one of the greatest advices I've ever taken was to think of the kid version of myself to remind me how i used to be and the things I used to want in life. also I can't stand to think that kids face if he knew how bad things would get, so it gives inspiration to do good things for yourself.
The surge of happiness comes from feeling control and freedom. Often times, that's the first choice they've made for themselves in a long time. It's a sad sight
My friend was like “whats one song you know every lyric to that would concern anyone who heard you sing it” and i immediately came here. She was correct. Concern emanated from the entire group
@@alexdanieloliveira2294 I saw my best friend put a bullet in their head. Fuck this
I would ask them you want to be a little bit concern, medium concern or very concern
Little: Bullet (this song)
Medium: miss wanna die
Very: her last words
mine would be Sarcasm by Get scared
@@darkdraconist I know all three TwT
@@darkdraconist THANK YOU, I FORGOT THE NAME OF THE LAST SONG FOR A WHILE AND BECAUSE OF YOU I KNOW IT NOW
After driving someone, who attempted, to the hospital I blasted this song over the speakers and scream-sang it with tears in my eyes as I drove hime. It helped me cope with the shock.
They survived and are doing much better now
Music is healing, and can help us process. thanks for sharing your story. I'm glad it had a good ending
I’m so proud of you! Thank you for helping them 💙
I put this song on in the car and my mum who doesn't speak English literally said "now this one I like, unlike that depressing stuff you always listen to"
Haha stop lying.
Meet the spy
the imposter
@@martyrobbins8828 not everyone understands English-
@@kennywenny9407 That's not why i said it was fake.
To everyone who wants to know how long the paper is:
A standard college ruled notebook page is about 10 and 3/4 inches. That is approx. 33 lines, but counting the lines on this paper in the extra verse, I got approx. 45 lines, if we take into account the going back to the beginning for the chorus and extra lines. Add another line at the bottom, and the paper is about 13 and 3/4 inches.
thank you now i can get this paper at a store and write my note.
@@max_06 sorry, but I am legally obligated to stop you right there and give you some support
Yes it's the length of the paper were talking about...not anything else in the song XD
Capybara_King you learn something every day
The answer we were all looking for
the little kid at the end always gets me :'(
Samee
Same here~
If I survive I'll see u tmrw
aubrey Hernandez ???? are you ok
The little kid makes it sad but no matter what we are all still depressed
i think the reason a song about suicide is so uplifting is because most people that're planning to off themselves soon, their mood is happier and more positive, cause they know the pain will end sooner or later.
Oh yeah... I see ur point
I just think it's funny.
Felt this so much
I was homeless And was told no one in my family liked me by my own brother and I Texted my mom a final farewell Was about to walk into traffic when I got a text from her and became homeless with her and rest my family We got a house 2 weeks ago were homeless for 4 months in a drug addicted town where we literally Beat up people every week great times
If someone who didn’t know English listened to this would probably put this on a “good vibes” playlist
You made my day habvahhabhahah💀✌️
I an english and thus is in a playlist called happy place songs i feel that way sometimes just after a bad day i hate my life sometimes i am just tired of it sometimes
Yep
Wait thats literally one of the names of my playlists, well shit..
Exactly, I am from Guatemala and I listened this song with my friends, and they said that "That is a beautiful song, I want to continue listening it", and I, bruh......
*This is the happiest suicide song that someone could ever listen to..*
even happier, someone convincing others not to jump and in the end, not being able to stop a girl, and she decides to jump off too. it's called my r.
Edit because people still don't get this. I said this because I don't want to spoil the twist of the song.(beyond here is spoiler if you still care) But everyone seems to not get it and I'm tired of getting pinged for it every 3 days, so yes, I know she's talking to herself, I just want people to be able to feel what I did because holy shit it was intense.
@@inkyjonin5341 I FRICKEN LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This song relates to me so much even I did 3 years of suicidal attempts
When I heard the chorus somewhere else, I thought this was a parody, coz it's very happy with suicidal lyrics
I still cried.
My mom :so you listening to a happy song or a sad song?
Me:yes
😂😂
NEXT QUESTION 😀-
Mum: How're you feeling?
Me: Yes.
It’s yesn’t
Yesn't
Why is this actually comforting?
Because they were able to put word to the feelings that most people have and then they made it jolly and upbeat.
I hope you're still around to read this reply, but the short answer is because you know you aren't alone.
That’s how a optimistic person reads a suicide note
this song is a masterpiece lol like literally
As an optimist, that totally true-
w o w
Yup-
It’s how my uncles gonna read my suicide note
I set this song to an alarm bell.
Mom: Oh, the alarm bell is cute!
Well, my mom doesn't understand English well.
초코레나y
Oh god
초코레나y lol
Still a good alarm clock.
Xxbat99xX IKR:)
초코레나y where are you from?
Record Label: You guys should write a happier song.
Hollywood Undead: We got you.
😂 why am I imagining this scene
Have you not listened to Party By Myself? Half their music is party music and the other half is depressing music, probably because that's the reality of a lot of people's situations; living life, but also fucken dying inside
@@eclipsing_moon5685 your comment made me realize how fucking deep their name is. And why I listened to so much back in the middle school emo days, and today because I am dead inside.
Ahaha
Twitchy Paladin then again, aren’t we all
If I could, I'd hug all of you till the pain would stop. Just know that I care, I care about every single one that feels this empty, especially because I'm one of them. Just know that I love you guys, and that life will shine for us one day, but we need to be here to see it.
I mean one day life will shine but it seems all its doing right now is getting dimmer by the minute
thank you, i really wanna make it to see the better days but i’ve been struggling to survive since grade 10 and now im almost 27. i need to keep going though. it’s just hard. just know you’re cared for as well, by so many people. we will get through this together, all of us
im here for yoyu too.
Thank you, I really wished a hug
The cyclical nature of it is hard to break. Hope you're doing well this month. 💙
Emo kids: pumped up kicks is the happiest death song
Hollywood Undead: hold my pills
Too late, they're already in my stomach
Wait i actually didnt knew the lyrics of pumped up kicks and went to check bc of thos comment YOU RUINED MY CHOLD HOOD
@@pedronabais1456 lmaooooo 🤣🤣🤣 sorry haha
@@someone-feisty_o3o368 now i understand why its associated wirh the school shootings EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE
@@pedronabais1456 OMG 🤣 im glad you understand lmao
When you try to be positive like your therapist tells you to.
Dude i thought you were *manly*
Nothing can fix wounds that people left…
@@blackwing9514 Not the time
@@Em-iu9sh sorry
Wanna talk bro? Its manly to get help
"my child is fine mentally"
ma'am, your child has had this song memorised for years now
Lmaooo same, how are these lyrics still recorded flawlessly in my brain after all these years but I forgot what I ate yesterday
I feel personally attacked by this statement😭😭😂😂😂😂
I came here to say this, but knew in my head it had already been said .
Heart*
/:
Turned 37 this year, and this song still resonates with my soul. It's lonely being an outcast even among outcasts.
This is like saying "im just tired" to people, and them actually believing it.
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary search for help in the internet and If you can afford it call a therapist "ending it is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" so many People that tried to end it changed their minds and are glad to Be alive,. we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it...
The sad part is how many people actually believe it.
Me saying this all the time. People always believing it
@Donald J Binks Few people are actually willing to think about the truth so sometimes it’s just easier to accept a lie instead.
@Musical SeaSea Be straight forward with how your feeling to those around you that care about you. It’s so much fucking easier rather than waiting around, hoping someone will notice because they just won’t understand your pain unless you tell them directly. People can’t read minds, believe me, been there done that.
It's scary to think what a cheery tune and a smile can hide, isn't it.
Also, is my heart the only one that broke when the kid started singing?
Nansi Wallis yeah the kid singing is heartbreaking, but what always gets me: „Now mama feels guilt, now mama feels pain“
Because I know my mother blames herself for my mental state, even though she is supportive as she can be
That was the best part
Nansi Wallis lmao it’s not that deep
Liz then you don’t understand the song
Tf2 Stonks i do its about suicide and being depressed and stuff, thats not deep
I've got one foot in the darkness and the other in a hello kitty croc
This is definitely one of the best comments here
XD
*BOTH feet in the darkness
Crocs are the #1 shoe related cause of suicidal depression
Deadpool?
This song felt like an old friend. You really realize that you grow from wanting to do all the lyrics in this song to just listening and enjoying it once you get past those hard times.
I hope y'all are still here, just listening and enjoying this song.
I once used to suffer from depression but through hard work, tenacity and never giving up, I now suffer from anxiety and depression 🙏
@@curtiplas you can do this!! But please don’t say could be worse…Im with ya friend
same
Same
No but I resonate with this spiritually
i can relate:)
Sometimes it's good having parents that don't understand english.
Heh can't relate but probs
i wish
Same lol
I wish
Yes it is
*_"Depression is like a war......you either win...or die trying.."_*
Jeon Jungkook ...
oh..
I have depression
Shit...
@@lei_laniyt4090 You ain't alone.
Not enough people are talking about the child’s verse at the end. It’s where this song really gets me.
I think the last verse can be a flashback of the suicidal person’s past, when they were a kid. When life was easy, fun and enjoyable. It shows how life can mess up someone so bad that a once, innocent, hopeful, cheerful kid can become suicidal. The kid wants to fly, and the suicidal person wants to jump off the building. This might be because they want to “fly” away from their problems and/or it might be because how difficult life has gotten overtime.
Nail in the coffin….
So true. The adult wants to jump because they have no hope, the child wants to jump because they have hope😊
im gonna be honnest i struggled not realizing the good i have
With the experiences I've had in life. The child wants to jump because they believe in what they can do. The adult wants to jump because of what he missed out on and faild to do
This sounds weird, but sometimes I think about the fact that adults are just... grown up kids. Grown up kids killing others, getting killed... wanting to kill themselves. "You don't know what happened to that kid you raised"
Me, when this song first came out:
Vibing with suicidal tendencies.
Me, now as a "functional" adult:
Vibing with suicidal tendencies.
Honestly same-
So... No change
Functional depression is neat
Same bro. Same.
See you tomorrow!
When your depressed asf but they tell you to be more positive.
MY LEGS ARE DANGLING OFF THR EDGE! :D
I THINK I SLIT MY WRISTS AGAIN
😳✋
For me it's my legs so people irl don't see them people don't have to worry because all you gotta do is fake a laugh a smile but it's just so hard I just want to fucking die... But I don't want to hurt those around me...
@@ReaperSagami36 I've never cut.
*AND I BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL UNTIL IT BLEEEDS BLEEDS BLEE-*
it's a song 👁️👁️ *but a very relatable one.*
Yes but actually no;~;
@@ReaperSagami36 yes
When the beat is a rainbow but the lyrics are pure darkness.
@Jonathan Rodriguez
HEY THAT'S ME :'D
Pumped up kicks?
@@ninjagator1183 Shit you beat me to it
Evil and sadness isn't a darkness. It's a light so bright few people can stand to look at it. That's why suicidal people are ignored, that why people get away with malevolence. Not because they can't be seen but because people don't want to look.
Memes and jokes aside, anyone who is going through it right now, just wanna let you know that I love you and you deserve to be here. 💜
I love how hollywood undead writes about death, suicide, abuse of drugs and alcohol and If you don't really listen to the lyrics you think it's a really happy song. It's like it is in reallife, you only understand people when you listen to them and know what their words mean. If you don't listen you just see their hapiness like in this song, when you don't listen to the words they're saying you don't know how they're feeling
I felt this too hard
I can't like this comment enough
This isn't the only song and song writer who makes songs that are heard wrong
That is smart af
Then theres Everywhere I Go
pros of being the only one who understands english in the family: i can listen to this song without headphones and everyone thinks its a happy song
I ruined da 69 likes ùwú
Same
Bruh same
@@sillybestfriends2775 Disgusting
@@quertz_star ?
The funniest people are the most depressed because they try to feel happy again by turning their hardships into humor
Yep....
sleep paralysis demon Just described me man ):
It’s sucks to admit it but it’s true what does it mean if you try suicide more than 15 times in your still alive?
That's why I'm the fun friend of the group 😁
Don't rub it in :(
Besides it being catchy, the happiness in the song is to mimic the personality shift of someone who is actually about to commit. Someone who actually is ready to leave will be happy, joyful, and might sound the happiest they ever have all because they know it’s going to end
It’s a fairly smart song
Thanks
I think I'm there...
When my German parents asked me to put on a song in the car and said "But please, nothing depressing" (in German), I put this song on and honestly, they were vibing with it
Imagine they translated the lyrics after
My Mexican mom don’t know English and one day when I was blasting it in my room for some reason and texted me “I like your song sweetie :]” and I was like “ thanks moma :>”
I put this song in my good vibes playlist and my dad likes my music taste cuz he knows abt half of the songs and the other half "sounds good" (I'm German, too and my parents never bothered to learn English) and yesterday we were on a lil road trip with the whole family and I played my music, forgot that the song was in it and that my brother KNOWS English and he looked very concerned😂
@@CrAziAngel I hope you got that sorted out with him
@@rae6447 Oh, yea. Everything was fine xD I've been struggling with depression for years (it's getting better now). My brother actually knows the song and my family knows abt my depression so he thought it was funny, he was just a lil concerned because I was listening to a suicide song infront of my parents xD
when somebody asks me “how are you?” and i say “living the dream”... this is really what’s playing in my head.
Nightmares are dreams to unfortunately
I kept reading that as "How old are you?"
Dunno why I kept imagining a word that wasn't there, but now it's clicked haha
If no one else has said it to you for a little, I love you my friend. I understand.
Saame
this song is the dream
My therapist: dont worry, a chirpy song about suicide doesnt exist, it can't hurt you.
Hollywood undead: *rattles pills*
Ha😂
When you feeling suicidal but then you look at the comment section of a suicidal song
Hol up😂 🔫
Instant mood changer, thanks!
WHY CAN I HEAR THE PILLS LMFAO
Yes!
The fact that most the comments used to be depressed people and now there are so many comments about people revisiting this song when they are older and proud of themself
That's growth. It's inspiring. A lot of true warriors who didn't let depression win. There's always hope.
I found this song yesterday morning. I instantly broke down. Made me think of the last time i used to listen to HU. Maybe 15 years ago or so. Heavy drinker, drugs, no job or family. Having these thoughts about my own life. Now sober from everything, live for my son daily.
People:"You can't make a song about suicide and depression sound cheery"
Hollywood undead: hold my Gin...and my pills
The muffin song: *Am I joke to you?*
@@kielandre3039 yes
After all the song is basically a joke
My R: am I a joke to you?
Melanie Martinez: *so I'm a joke to yall now?*
@@yomomma8569 no, more like a pun
This hits different when its 5 am and you havent slept the whole night
That's literally what I'm doing right now lmao
It's 5:14 for me right now lmao
Or when its 726 pm and u havent slept in multiple days
Facts 5:23
I be vibing with my sleep paralysis demon bro💅
The lyrics are so sad, yet it sounds so happy because of the beat. This sounds basically like depression. Sad on the inside, happy on the outside 8I
+Jean-Luc Tallis dont we all do that? Ive managed to hide it from parents for 10 years
***** i just throw on the most fake shit i have and try and giggle
+Jean-Luc Tallis +Dinotopia wishing you guys all the best. You can do it!
***** well, i "fixed" myself not long ago, how? i embraced the fucking madness, i befriended the whispers in and around my head, they are my only friends now and they aint leaving me.i realized im fucking insane but i dont stand alone, im gonna fucking burn the world for what it did to me. to quote HU, "this city looks so preety, do you wanna burn it with me?"
+Jean-Luc Tallis I'm sorry :(. My intentions were good :)?
This song hits different when you're diagnosed with BPD and every attempt happened in a manic episode, thank you Hollywood undead for getting us through this shit. Music really is a life saver
Somebody heard me playing this and recognised it I dont know if I should be scared or give him a hug
Why not both?
@@d3lt4__97 yeah I talked to him and now he's one of my best friends we grew close fast and I'm trying to help him not relapse hes doing great!
@@ghostinconverses2646 that's awesome!
@@ghostinconverses2646 awh
@@ghostinconverses2646 that’s good!!
_listens to this in one ear with pumped up kicks in the other_
It's time to get funky...
EnderSquid 11 I just exhaled through my nose with a strong force
Song reference at the end?
It's time to get funky f-f-funky
Everybody clap your hands!
take your like and LEAVE
lol i’m pretty sure if i had an FBI agent they would be concerned for my mental health
Yep mine too (also I love your pfp)
If someone even looked at me they would be concerned for my mental health
Shit mine would be just as depressed as me with all the shit ive said and watch list he has had to put me on lol. My FBI agent goes to therapy explaining how he wishes is just go to therapy 😆
@@bigantdud3499 lmao that reminded me of when someone at school said I looked mentally ill
Me:cutting my wrist while listening to this
The FBI agent watching me:
When I was little, my father would play this song. I didn't understand it. But now, as I now relate to it, I understand the lyrics.
this might not make sense to you but you can remember your pops playing this song but you don't have to feel anything more than that memory. Don't listen to sad music! (432hz not 440hz)
Damn this song hits harder than asphalt.
I JUST WHEEZED SO HARD OML
Is that how u spell asphalt?
But it looks so soft
Ooh
This comment just made my whole day :')
I feel this depicts the "happiness" most people feel once they come to terms with the fact they are ready to die and have decided to go through with it. Most family members or friends generally say that the "loved one" was happy earlier in the week or even happy that day before or the day of the suicide.
@Stuffed_Teddy it is, dangerously so.
@Stuffed_Teddy Fr, it is
I thought the whole idea behind the song is that it's supposed to represent how people hide their suicidal tendencies behind a smile
Whoa..so you’ll be tricked in thing they’re okay..but before you know it, they’re gone
@@prishat3183 in a lot of self-deletion cases close friends/family report that the person in question seemed to get calmer or happier just before committing. So yeah, it goes poof sometimes.
The only song that shows what depression truly looks like.
FR
true it shows how we hide our problems with happy upbeat personalities lol
True tho
Depression can look different for many people
Listen to "Fire Away" by Chris stapleton, it also captured depression very well.
Hollywood undead really helped me through a lot of hard times as a teenager , there's no better feeling than coming back to the tracks years later in a better place, physically and mentally.
Me: (has been listening to this song on repeat for 2 hours)
My FBI Agent: ....Are you okay?....
I would say NOPE!!!!!!!!
reply : nahh man im fucking insane
I am the 69th like and it's 4/20, get rekt kid
Me: Nope, but hey let's pretend I am m'kay!!
*smiles*
//*in the background Wake me up plays *//
Me: I'd prefer sociopathic to my current mental situation, but other then that, I'm just great!
not sure if this cured my crippling depression or made it worse.
Yes same .. This song is very weird but I love it for some reason😶
For real 💀
For me, both
The answer is yes
Same dude
Parents: What's Hollywood Undead
Me: the only band that can make suicide sound happy
yep
Bro I would never tell my parents that they'd be like " nOoOoOooO"
Try the muffin song
That right and...nvm
@Dracon Browne who did you say that to
3 years ago today you left this world. This was your favourite song, hope you can hear it brother ❤️
When you're homicidal : pumped up kicks
When you're suicidal : bullet
Brilliant!
Cannibal corpse: am i a joke to you
Mood I guess I’m both
Good thing I'm both😁
When your both pumped up bullet
Record Label: You can't make happy song about suicide
Hollywood Undead: Hold my pills
Tgamer500 and gin
@@naenaemister5048 and my gun and.my knife
😂😂😂😂 Touchè
hold my pills 😂😂 im gone
Tgamer500 jesus
I find it interesting on how they found a young kid to sing that last part and now I'm just sitting here wondering " does that kid even know that tf they just said? Did they get the song? Did they hear the song?"
Can you imagine the kid all grown up, listening to this song and hearing themselves and understanding what they said at that point
Am I going too deep in this? I'm tired
Yeah, way too deep, go to bed
Dark af but true
That's J3Ts daughter
She knows its Johnny 3 tears daughter
@@maxfaircloth9275 well I knew the child was his i just forgot the gender =/
I'll know I'm emotionally healthy when I can listen to this song without crying.
When you get there youll laugh it really is possible to heal
My FBI agent is probably worried about how many times I’ve replayed this song in the past 48 hours
Same haha
same lol
I've been listening to a string of suicidal/depressing songs like Would Anyone Care and I think if I have one they're wondering what they got into.
Same
how many times?
Music: Happy
Lyrics: Depressing
Video: Suicidial note
Song name: Bullet
Hotel: Trivago
I really wasn't expecting that joke, it hit like John Cena
Thank you for your service
oh my go-
your originality: gone
*Suicide rates drop to 0%*
Life is a joke, and death is the punchline
-Sam Chaney 2020
Why was that funny to me💀
@@curlyfry2024 hello fellow dark humored-person
why did this make me laugh
Ain't this from the Watchmen movie?
Ya know it’s wild I can finally look back on this and say I finally healed and no longer relate to this song tried to end it back when I was 17 and I’m glad honestly happy I failed for anyone who needs to hear it times get better and you slowly heal from that pain and numbness thank you guys for getting me through those times I’m now 22 and doing very well( been listening since 2011) 🙂
A generation of teens used this song to save them from the edge, it’s used to tell us we aren’t alone in how we feel
Found it today. And I'm a fortysomething who's going to use it to keep me from the edge too. I just love it so much!
you know, looking back on it. your probably right...
Listened to this as a teen and now I'm back here as a young adult. Life will always be pretty crazy i guess
True!
I'm still using it now at 31 🙃🙃🙃 along with the muffin time song 😅
what a nice handwriting.
and art
LMAO
Jayda C Exactly, that's why I am listening to this song
Mercy Tchoffo lol only thing you noticed
Mercy Tchoffo that grammar
My FBI agent is probably worried for my mental health🤠✌
It would be funny if I actually did have an FBI agent. He would just be watching my slow decent into madness
I think if I really had an FBI agent he would already called the cops on me
Same
same
If my mom goes through my phone and sees this in my watch history then she ganna call the mental hospital
Love how you can listen to this while depressed and while recovering {and after too im sure} (from experience)
We're all gone gone gone...
Bold of you to assume I'm going to see God when I die
He'll judge you and send you to hell.
Same ;)
See ya in hell fam
See you in hell fuckers
@OMHJ ok thanks see you in hell
i searched up "happy songs" and i found this... bruh
Blue Phoenix bruh
Bruh...
You made my day😂
He did not cuz this is fricken suicide
Ikr...it’s like I’m really meant to be depressed...(it’s a joke, don’t take this seriously)
No one:
The FBI agents watching our phones: “you good bro”
Haha no im not life is a endless dark vod and i don't what to essist i what to die
Damn endless vods
i wish
no i'm not good
@@antisepticeye5935 nah it's just me but my therapist does recommend that i don't go higher than 2 stories though
One of my close friends showed me this song when her dad was going through cancer. She's gone now but this song reminds me of her every single time I listen to it.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend!
2020 and this song hits even harder than ever
Hits harder than my dad when he is drunk
@@AuGrrr are you ok?
Ok we definitely are not ok if we're listening to this song...but...are you ok?
@@tjasastojanoski4764 oh don't worry bro I don't have a dad so I just beat myself up :)
@@AuGrrr I like dark but it's a bit too dark
Gary Jules mad world
People on tiktok: *Using the "I wish that I could fly" for a cute trend*
Me: *BRUH-*
Everything wrong with tiktok in general
@@spiritsoldier1874 It's mostly straight tiktok. Lgbtq+ and fandom titkok are acutally pretty chill and nice at times, but straight tiktok is full of niceguys, homophobes, racists, and other crappy people. (Besides the few on straight tiktok who are innocent and are just there to have fun)
**Hol up**
Was it the straggots?
@@leom.8540 It was way too many people
I like how the lyrics are on a sheet of lined paper like a teenager wrote this at school and left it for their parents to find in their room. Just a detail I like for some dark reason.
BGaming Videos that’s the point. The big note
yeah i thought that was pretty cool when I first saw the video
@@ambereidson9357 i didnt realized it was a suicide note tell my second time listening
same
The older brother of the singer committed suicide, and in the song is part of his suicide note. The kid singing at the end is the youngest brother.
I'm 55 years old, and this song was a favorite of my youngest son when he was depressed. I gotta say it is something that I listen to a great deal when I am depressed and this crippling depression has been part of my life since I was fifteen. Both me and my son talk about it, but really normal people are not much help...I try to not burden them with some thing that they are not equipped to handle or understand. I gotta say this song always makes me feel better.
lyrics: ☠️😔😭
music: 💃💃🕺🕺
HAHA
Yep
Yeah😖
Reminds me of a similar song
Cant quite name it...
Cause it all keeps *tumbling down*
LOL SO TRUE my friend doesn't really know english she just said the tune is nice, while me silent screaming listening to the lyrics
IMAGINE GETTING A BUNCH OF PEOPLE AND SINGING THIS DURING A SCHOOL TALENT SHOW AND WATCHING THE ADULTS PANIC
lmao XD
gonna get me and at least 3 other poeple and do this omfg yesssss
i can see the teachers now "wanna talk about your feelings?" XD
Audra I was asked if I wanted to be in a talent show with this guy yesterday....
Audra that would be hilarious
Everyone else:
That song is so catchy but the lyrics are so dark
Me:
How long is that piece of paper?
Holy shit ur right lol
Micheal Stone ikr
Now we asking the real questions
I think it’s 2 sheets ♥️
They actually just go back to the chorus. The paper probs isn't longer than an intermediate pad. Then again, I don't think a fucking notebook should be that long.
I hope everyone who relates to these lyrics when they hear them is better than when they first heard them.
I'm worse. But I'm still here.
When your depressed but your anti-depresents are doing their best
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help...
Wow the duality of man ( the two comments)
No, they are doing their job. Get off of the pills now or forever live for pharma. They don't care about you but I do and others do. Those pills are for profit. Not results. The only end result is crippling addiction. This is not a political post this is a PSA. Been there done that shit. It gets better when you accept who you really are and face reality with a fucking vengeance in mind. Kick the world's ass or the world will undoubtedly kick yours.
@@tobylender4091 My life was already shit about 10 years before the pandemic. Got no one to talk to. No friends/ no family that i trust. I just accepted it and started to live by the day. I don't plan in the future, It's like living on autopilot. Don't care about anything anymore. Turned off 90% of my emotions, but sadly enough nothing made me feel really happy for the last 12 years.
Mine are already empty
that piece of paper is longer than my will to live
Same
Ok, you win
Just imagine how confusing it would be to read this paper
Same
Ya gom me
me:
therapist: please take out your earbuds
me: how bout *_no_*
Idk why this made me laugh so much
So you’re paying $200 bucks an hour to listen to music?
@@hannahs4929 ye s
i a m n o w
XD
this made me laugh so hard
The thing is..i was clean from self harm and deppression for almost 7 months , i took one night to get me to relaps again and I'm trying so hard not to harm myself and chase those negative thoughts like I'm worthless and I'm just another burden to others , I'm so tired yet i don't wanna give up yet
Don't give up, you're not worthless. There's always someone in your life who'd care
the beat is so upbeat in contrast with the lyrics, i like wanna kill myself but dance at the same time
Killua Killz7 i couldn't agree more, this song has stopped me so many times cause I listened to it as a "little push" and end up not cause the tune
sedate me same
sedate me skeleton dance party 😂😂
yo same
sedate me i honestly think its supposed to show that its often the happiest people that are the most hurt.
My brother: dude your songs are always so sad and slow, get something upbeat
Me:ok
*When you use comedy to hide your depression*
*Aha, I do that*
I do that
I feel attacked
Sums up my life😂
Its perfectly me
I remember listening to this back when I was 13 or 14 and I swear this song spoke to me so deeply and I really thought I wouldn't live past 18 and I didn't expect coming back here for the nostalgia while already 21 years old
Note to self: Don't sing this at family karaoke again.
noted📝
Oh God what was everyone's reaction
My brother did the same thing. My parents where very concerned.
I was having a bad day while home from college, thought everyone was out of the house so I put my music on… My brother came home from school earlier than I expected, thankfully he and I are very similar mental health wise so he understood where it was coming from
noted
literally nobody: ...
the funny kid when he goes back home:
yo, thats relatable.
Holy crap- I feel attacked-
I'm that kid
There the funny kid because they want other people to feel better and laugh cause they feel down and useless and they don’t want anyone else to feel that
me lmao
The funny kid coming home from school be like
Lol me
I was the funny kid and this comment is true
This is sadly true
as the funny kid, yes
I'm not the 'funny kid' but I'm that one crackhead who laughs at EVERYTHING without meaning to--
this song weirdly feels like a hug to me. i've lived with these feelings for so long but i can't let anyone down so having something like this that puts it into words is kinda nice
i'm not going anywhere, i don't wanna make anybody mad
Keep going, you can do this, i believe in you. You deserve to be happy and loved, so keep going
I heard this song at a children's birthday.... *A CHILDREN'S BIRTHDAY* you can imagine me praying that someone understands the meaning and changed it or that they checked on the person that putted the song.
whAt
Okay the one who played it here needs help *immediately*
@@nelishon1778 I hope they did
I really hope the person who put that on is ok..
Why change it it's a good song
@@Ragin1njun Yeah, but its literally a suicide letter playing in a children's party
This song cuts deep. Pun definitely not intended.
Nice pun
Damn😐
It is intended
I like your pun
Deeper than my knife dude
I love how the lyrics are depressing and deep then the melody is just a Disney channel Intro
That signifies how a suicidal person acts in front of people.
Den is very correct.. most think I'm all happy with my life and content.. couldn't be farther from the truth.
Funnier fact is that the lyrics is composed of suicide notes.
True, i like that too. It's like i am so depressed that i am also fool. So Depression is just the funny live i am living everyday when i wake up. When i can't wake up but i do. And i let live goes throw me even when i don't want to be alive. Like a crazy clown on my own existence.
@@sparkyphantom92 Correct, it also explains how our brains works at that moment. Suicidal doesnt mean that we want to die, it means that we tried everything else before it started feeling best damn solution, it's final symptom and i'll hope that people will remember it and understand meaning of this.
I'm one of the happiest people I know, I just find life boring and human existence as an insignificant moment. I love this song!
I really like this song because it sounds happy, but when you listen to what it's saying, it's depressing. This is what it's like to have depression. People think of you as a normal, even happy person. But when they really listen to you, they realize they were all wrong.
Good point.
caitlinsongs1 so true
YOU UNDERSTAND! SOMEONE GETS IT! YES! this is the happiest ive been since i was 10 😄
caitlinsongs1 depression isn't real just an excuse
Xunata Depression is real and it is an acidic consuming America's youth if your going to go around saying Depression is not real than do it to your friends not people that are suffering from it and you know what when you say "depression is not real " and all that other crap you are just making it worse and guess what your you better stop saying Depression is not real because if you don't you are going to regret it because maybe one day some one in your family will get depression and might start self harming and or commit suicide and when that does happen you will be wishing that you never said the crap your saying on TH-cam and you commenting what you did because you might have caused some one to start cutting or start cutting after being clean or even try to commit suicide so stop commenting crap on TH-cam.
I'm brazilian and my parents doesn't know the real lyrics of this music
My mom told me she liked this music cuz its very happy
*uhh*
BIG OOF
Oop-
@@lukayagami2910 Izuku...why are you listening to this? Should I tell Sensei?
Nope I'm good totally not my fav song or anything hehehe I'm not suspicious at all-
I think she knew and has clinical depressions
okay but this song is literally the "pumped up kicks" of suicide
you right, you right
Omg it is
lmao this is from 2 months ago and all the replies are from 1-3 days ago lmao
@@ratman4596 Make that 5 hours ago.
it’s the best
Been a while since I heard this, still impresses me how this song in English can match the happy energy with reality-checking lyrics of J-Rock