I understand this so much that it hurts, I love drawing, and have poured so much of myself into it and learning it, but no one around me ever really ever notices the actual effort put into it, the little bits of composition and shadow and lighting, I just want to be able to talk about it further than just "THATS SO GOOD" "YOU EATING THIS UP" of course i appreciate that, but i really yearn for someone who is able to notice it- i wrote a 4000 character message about how much i loved the technique and little details in my exes art, i just wish someone could do the same for me- but youre right, its a tall order from the world, and that is a very important thing to balance
ive found that in random, newly made, less than 20 members art discord servers. something about a group of friends being willing to put themselves out there for strangers and not quite yet reaching popularity in server standards is always so cozy. ive made the truest friendships by doing the online equivalent of sitting beside someone on a park bench and striking some weirdly specific art subject small talk. maybe you'd get even close enough to make a collab and gush evor eachother art styles, who knows
omou, having a specific way of drawing and one that not many resonate with or like. ye, it gets lonely, but I got my tiny corner for spectating others. gotta widen the genre and style.
I understand this so much that it hurts, I love drawing, and have poured so much of myself into it and learning it, but no one around me ever really ever notices the actual effort put into it, the little bits of composition and shadow and lighting, I just want to be able to talk about it further than just "THATS SO GOOD" "YOU EATING THIS UP"
of course i appreciate that, but i really yearn for someone who is able to notice it- i wrote a 4000 character message about how much i loved the technique and little details in my exes art, i just wish someone could do the same for me- but youre right, its a tall order from the world, and that is a very important thing to balance
ive found that in random, newly made, less than 20 members art discord servers. something about a group of friends being willing to put themselves out there for strangers and not quite yet reaching popularity in server standards is always so cozy. ive made the truest friendships by doing the online equivalent of sitting beside someone on a park bench and striking some weirdly specific art subject small talk. maybe you'd get even close enough to make a collab and gush evor eachother art styles, who knows
Glad there are people that are resonating with this experience.
omou, having a specific way of drawing and one that not many resonate with or like.
ye, it gets lonely, but I got my tiny corner for spectating others. gotta widen the genre and style.