thank you all for your support on this project. i am so grateful to have people like you to listen to my songs. there is also merch available, for those interested ❤️ ko-fi.com/weevildoing/shop
Weevildoing I cannot thank you enough for creating this project and ending it in such a blessful way. Been here since Splitter girl and enjoyed every single one of the girls stories. This is now my comfort album 🩷🌸
@@cyanos42 oh that's actually a sample from "thank you my twilight" by the pillows! they also used that in haruko haruhara :] (ignore this is you already know that the pillows r jyst a cool band)
this ending is so heartwarming oh my god??? im sad to see the series end but this is literally the perfect ending for it. the updated blogs from the girls, the girls's namrs all being revealed, and the monolouge in ??? is all really sweet. and the meaning of this song hits me really hard personally because ive kind of given up getting help, thinking im broken beyond repair. this song made me consider that i might not be. thanks, weevildoing, i only discovered this series around taxidermy girl but the whole thing is great and has meant a lot to me.
OFF TOPIC BUT W ENA PFP AND W TPTM FAN And honestly felt here too, I'm just so happy we get to see them actually healthy and happy for once, genuinely gives me hope for myself and others in the future who relate to some of these girls, this album is so beautiful oml 😭
you are not broken beyond repair...I feel the same way too sometimes but please do get help, the world has a place for you and so many people waiting to love you❤
OH MY GODDD,,,,SEEING "my metamorphosis will be beautiful" AT THE END ACTUALLY BROUGHT ME TO TEARS. REFRACTION GIRL DIDNT FINISH HER LINE BECAUSE HER LIFE WASN'T FINISHED AND HEARING COMPLETE THE LINE WAS BEAUTIFUL!!! thank you so much for this wonderful series, weevildoing! ive been here since caliber girl and its been wonderful listening to songs that explain some of my struggles, and seeing the series come to a happy ending! :3
This made me sob so hard. It's such a beautiful ending to this series. "You're not alone" usually feels like such a shallow statement to those who are suffering, because it lacks substance, and usually just genuine understanding. But this song genuinely gives me hope and makes me feel less alone in my struggles. With all the songs that accumulated to make this song what it is, all the girls we've seen go through the worst of the worst, it gives "You're not alone" a much kinder and genuine feeling. Through out all the songs in TPTM, there is not a single one I haven't seen myself in. And seeing all those girls healing in this is so cathartic.I'll miss this series dearly, but this is the best way you could have ended it. I hope everyone who saw themselves in these songs can also see themselves in this one. I wish everyone in and out of this comment section healing and relief. Thank you so much weevildoing.
THE SCENES OF THE GIRLS BONDING AND HEALING,,,, THE EDITED LYRICS AT THE END,,,,, IM ACTUALLY CRYING OMG THANK YOU WEEVILDOING OK NOW THAT I'VE LISTENED TO MACHINE GIRL I'VE REALIZED. THE CHORUS WAS *HER* EDITED LYRICS. SHE'S GROWN SO FAR PAST HER SUFFERING WHILE THE OTHER GIRLS ARE JUST BEGINNING SO HER'S ARE SO FAR FROM HER STARTING POINT.
fun fact: there was a secret in the uquiz hidden in the carrd, where one of the possible results was nurse parallel [everything was written in a cipher]!
this finale made me cry so hard. what a satisfying ending knowing the girls get to live a life outside their trauma because they have each other. support and a sense of community really does mean the world when it comes to healing
I'm so emotional over this right now you have no idea. I've been around since Disposable Girl's release. I'm very, very attached to this series, and for 2 years, I've seen these girls feel nothing but sadness and misery. Seeing them finally find people like them who love and care about them, and recovering together, I think is the best ending this series could have had. Their smiles made me smile too. Xiomara has clearly seen the most violent, nightmarish, heartbreakingly cruel parts of humanity. And yet, she never stopped loving the world that hurt her so badly. She used her painful past as a basis to help others in similar positions as her, instead of letting it consume her with hatred. That's making me cry a little bit, especially as a plural person with alters who relate to some of the girls. I want to be like her one day. I love that Jordyn (Disposable) was the one shown being introduced to the group. She felt so unwanted and unlovable, but right next to her is someone who's going out of her way to help her, and in front of her are the people who are going to become her best friends. There's an empty chair in the circle just for her. She *is* wanted. The background video is high quality this time around. No effects, no blurring, no pixilation, no inverted colors. A clear view of the sky and the sea. It's like they can finally see the beauty in the world for the first time. I'm really proud of you for seeing this project to the end, I'll always hold TPTM close to my heart, but I'm also excited to see what you'll create in the future.
this project was absolutely beautiful. the way everything ties together with a hopeful ending has made me start crying. i think anyone can see themselves in at least one of these girls- even a little. and to show that it's not over, that it's never the end for them despite it all is really important to show. i'm really proud of how you approached each of the topics the girls encounter/symbolize, with both grace and rawness all at once. thank you for your art towne !! i'm so excited to see what you make from here
This is one of those songs where the artist definitely knows what they're talking about, it's honestly beautiful. The way that, near the end, the other girls singing is in the same tune as their original songs but still harmonizes really well is masterful. This isn't some empty, packaged hope. It's a type of hope that has been through hell and back, but has seen the light at the end after it's crawled out of hell. I really love this song!
btw someone said shes machine girl in the future and that makes so much sense because i was always like “if machine girl has girl at the end its confusing because she isnt part of tptm lol but maybe just cause its old” and it turns out she actually IS and i think thats cool
weevildoing, thank you so fucking much, from the bottom of my heart. i’ve been feeling extremely hopeless lately. life has been declining and my chronic illnesses have been making everything so hard. i’ve felt like im losing control. but i am genuinely (happy) sobbing over this. all the girls are so important to me, especially freyja, as i’ve dealt with chronic illness and it has ruined so much of my life. just their line of “it’s not over, it’s not like i died, and i want to call what’s rest of me alive” has me crying my eyes out. thank you for making me feel hopeful again. 💚
I feel similar as I’m learning to live with my chronic illnesses too... It’s amazing so many people can relate and find comfort in music together, I hope going forward you have some days free of pain/symptoms and your illness stops declining ♥️❤️
THE CHORUS HAS THE SAME MELODY AS MACHINE GIRL!!!!!! AND THE ENDING WHERE ALL OF THE GIRLS ARE SINGING PARALELLS OF THEIR ORIGINAL LYRICS BUT HAPPY AND THE ART OF RHEM TOGETHER OH MY GOD IM GONNA UGLY CRY RHANK YOU SO MUCH WEEVIL YOU'RE THE ABSOLUTE GOAT
"Hope,... which whispered from Pandora's box after all the other plagues and sorrows had escaped, is the best and last of all things." - Ian Caldwell. I got into this project late, but what an experience it was to listen through..
something i really appreciate is how much of urself u put in ur music,, i've been following u since deviant came out, i watched audit when it had less than a hundred views and i remember the day when disposable girl first dropped. i think i was the first person to ever make fanart for u and i tweeted it out to an account with 9 followers!! ur work has inspired me so much, and it's genuinely been such a joy to see ur style and ur writing skills evolve, and how they reflect so much of you!! i bring this up because i noticed how the vocal melody was the same in the chorus as it was in machine girl, the first song u ever posted...a song about feeling inhuman, feeling like you weren't made for happiness. seeing that melody reflected in a song about the beauty of the world and a worth that exists within humanity absolutely spoke to me. especially as someone who is also your friend!! i'm more proud of u than u could ever imagine!!! for all it took to finish this song, to finish this series, to make it HERE, and to be YOU!! idk if u could tell or not but i relate to xiomara so heavily . like, being someone studying clinical psychology and who's so invested in making things better for people, who treasures acting as a source of support for my loved ones. i genuinely think there's nothing more beautiful than having the ability to take care of others, and i see that reflected so beautifully in this song and character. it takes a lot to love someone to the point of wanting to save them, xiomara strikes me as the type of person to love and to love so deeply, and so wholly, that it scares people, and it's lead to her feeling isolated and burned by others around her...but she never stopped loving there's something that changes within you once you start recovery. just taking that first step, thinking to yourself, 'i want better than this', it gives you something that changes how you view the world, something that can't ever be taken from you, no matter the setbacks you experience. and there will be setbacks, because recovery is not about never feeling sad again, it's about finding purpose for yourself so that the sadness isn't so all-encompassing. and what that looks like is different for everyone, as shown in the art with the girls. and it can look different for people with D.I.D, between varying dissociative parts, as it has for me and as is depicted with xiomara god, what a beautiful song. what a beautiful series, and what amazing art. you and feraljayce and caligi, everyone who's contributed to this album, you are one in a million!!
Thank you so much for this series, Weevildoing. So many of us see ourselves in these girls, and I've never seen anyone talk about these subjects in such a beautiful and creative way.
this song...i've had it on repeat for a few hours now, but the part about suffering defining yourself makes a lot of sense now. the girls were named after their struggles. they were defined by their suffering, literally. they were nameless and we only heard of their pain. nurse parallel doesn’t follow the typical naming convention because she's learned not to define herself by her suffering. through her help, the girls get their names; for example, splitter girl isn’t just splittrr girl, she's tahira. she is a person, not just her misery. and you see this in the girls nee diary entries too... no longer do they just pertain to their "definitions," it's just them living their lives. been here since disposable iirc. it's always bittersweet to see a projector complete but this was the perfect ending. :)
I STARTED CRYING AT THE END THIS SHIT IS TOO GOOD AND WHOLESOME AND IM GONNA EXPLODE 😭 "I CAN'T STOP WINNING!!!" nurse parallel gives me hope which was probably the intention, especially knowing her past self as machine girl i really love these kinds of recovery stories man, this is so good thank you so much weevildoing, i love every bit of tptm and it ended on such a high, i literally love you for making this masterpiece of an album, you're goated ❤
I genuinely need to comment how beautiful the difference between machine girl to now, in music quality, but also the general theme. The fact that its focusing on the human body and the biological, the innerworkings of a real body with no machine now and how much theyve come from then, seeing everyone AND themselves as a being, something i literally cannot type out with how beautiful this is and how far you've come as a music producer honestly ❤ im so glad this ending went this way ily weevildoing
ugh first time writing a comment that isnt "GIRL DROPPED" but ive been into tptm since disposable girl and most, if not all, the girls have made me feel so seen. ive never related to songs more than i have in this album. disposable girl was a punch in the gut and helped me cope with freshman year. every girl is special to me in ways i will never be able to fully describe. from the bottom of my heart, i thank you for such a life changer (╥﹏╥)
im crying im so happy there's did rep in this - as a system myself i feel so seen and genuinely so, so excited i can't wait until this premieres thank you so much update i ugly cried the entire premiere it was beautiful i loved every moment of this thank you weevildoing
as someone who was there for the post traumatic manifesto since DISPOSABLE GIRL and with weevildoing as whole since audit blew up: this series ending makes me so sad ohhhhh my god..... this series has helped me through so many mental issues and difficult times in my life and seeing it come to an end is just so Bittersweet in a way I can't even begin to describe. splitter girl was there for me throughout Sophomore Year (I am refusing to elaborate for a good reason), caliber was there for me when I was stressing out over my school stuff and inherently feeling like a complete failure for not knowing things that everyone else supposedly "learned in 5th grade" (I was homeschooled and never taught it), chocolate box girl was there for me after my sa trauma last year and episodes related to my previous grooming traumas, and disposable + refraction are now there for me in my current episode as I get all sad and suicidal over me feeling like a terrible person who should Die. me and these girls go way back trust also the whole entire monologue in the ??? section of the carrd............... YEEEEEOWCH!!!!!
I CANT BELIEVE ITS FINALLY ENDING it feels very full circle that the very last song doesnt contain "girl" in it, kind of breaking that gimmick to put an end to everything. very great project man!!
I think I picked up this series at around when Caliber Girl was released, and with every new song in the collection I’m over the moon. I’ve made kandi bracelets based off each song, and now I can finally make the last bracelet!! ily tptm has been so soso cool and im tearing a hole in the fabric of reality in my waiting to play this song on repeat
Update: played the song, OH MY GOD. THE REFERENCE TO MACHINE GIRL IN THE CHORUS AND SEEING ALL THE GIRLS GET THE HAPPY ENDINGS THEY DESERVE. I AM EATING DRYWALL AT THIS SONG
THIS WAS ACTUALLY WHAT I PREDICTED IN THE CHEMICAL GIRL VIDEO, IT IS KINDA OF A REMAKE OF MACHINE GIRL I AM DYINGG AAAAA WEEVILDOING, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOUR SERIES REPRESENTED ME SO MUCH, AND I WISH THE BEST OF THE BEST FOR YOU!!!!!
the minute i heard machine girl in the tune.... like oml it all comes around full circle, paired with the chorus of all the other girls, im so sane about this!!! their healing!!
i know this song literally JUST came out but it means a lot. seeing all of these characters growing and going through help really helps me think hopefully of the future, especially considering i relate to a lot of the TPTM songs. i’m very glad this ended off on a positive note
SHE COMES OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AS SOMEONE WHO HAS FOLLOWED SINCE THE BEGINNING THIS MAKES MY WHOLE LIFE BETTER. oh my god. this is already going to be so amazing, i can tell, going to be the whole soundtrack of my birthday im so happy.
I don't know if anyone else has pointed this out, but it's so adorable how nurse parallel is both talking directly to us and to the girls. the whole point of tptm was to compartmentalize these specific pains, and for people to relate to the characters and their stories, and now nurse parallel is telling us to find ourself in her. she's empathizing with us and the girls... it's so genius?! it's genuinely the most perfect way to end the series... "i'm a parallel of you" meaning you, me, and the girls we love... thank you so much weevildoing, such a beautiful series, aah i love you xiomara!!! welcome home!!! edit: also, "computers sing" referencing how the entire project was made using vocal synths... so cute 💛💛
dang this premieres on my graduation day... something something breaking free from the shackles of girloserdom. getting a life thanks to nurse parallel 👍
this is so surreal, this made me cry. i love the post traumatic manifesto, and ive been dreading this ending, but it was perfect. this is a project that gave me hope i could continue with my passions and who i was despite my traumas. thank you so much weevildoing
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH? THE LYRICAL REFERENCES TO THE OTHER SONGS AND HOW THE CHORUS HAS THE SAME MELODY AS MACHINE GIRL IS FUCKING INSANE AND THEN ALL THE OTHER GIRLS JOINED IN WITH A REPRISAL OF THEIR SONGS AND ITS BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE WHILE WE DONT KNOW WHATLL HAPPEN TO THEM WE DO KNOW THAT THEYLL BE BETTER AND ITS SO SWEET AHDHDKEBSKEBELWPDNSNWPD
i’ve been around since fainéant girl released and i can’t believe this is ending. some of your songs have spoken to me in ways i didn’t think were possible. disposable girl and taxidermy girl spoke to me especially as an unliked, unattractive, bullied, hypersexual alterhuman. i am grateful to have found your work.
I’ve been here since the Irreverent girl release. I don’t comment much on songs as it’s hard for me to describe my feelings towards them I actually fell in love with every song’s instrumentals, lyrics and visuals too. Every song hit me in some way or another, they are forcibly opening your eyes and ears and put you in a place where the girls are, making you go through their worst feelings, thoughts, fears and hopes, and then leaving you with your own ones. It is really unfortunate that there are actually plenty of girls that I know who’s experience really remind me of the post traumatic manifesto characters and I’m not an acception. Thank you, WeevilDoing, this was a beautiful experience. Your music and mixing has become better too, it’s scratching my brain in a good way! I’m glad you’ve been able to finish this project, it doesn’t look easy to put to the end especially when you have to work with the website, visuals and art. Thank you again and please never give up on music and art. Being girl is hard but I think me and others can get through this. The last girl’s bio really brings some hopes
genuinely so bittersweet to see the series end,,, thank you weevildoing for your art and for telling stories that others deem "unimportant" :) this series will forever be one of my favorites for so many reasons.. for the music, the storytelling, the character designs, and the characterizations of these girls that draws people in and lets them feel important and seen and heard in a world that hates to acknowledge them. thank you again
tptm is literally one of if not my favorite song series out there. ive been around for a few years a this point, and its incredible to have watched all the girls come and and to have watched them all grow. thank you for making this!! edit: fainéant girl is one of my favorite song ever. it really helped me approach my disability and body and helped me accept myself. caliber girl helped me find solace in my overworking and the stress. i just- i just love this so much. i’ve been here since caliber girl and i remember how much each song i love so much much much. thank for creating this album!
been here since splitter girl, and your music has really helped me realise other people have issues with their health, and that i'm not alone. of course, we're all different, but the amount of songs i''ve listened to within the TPTM series and really resonated with is astounding, and really helped me with realising i'm not alone with how i feel, especially faineant girl; going into topics that aren't typically covered in disabilities and issues people deal with day to day, such as feeling like you aren't 'helping' out enough, or proving your worth. idk what this tangent means, but i'm so inspired to even see this project come through as a artist and aspiring creator; with how you present the lore within the ??? carrd and girls and characters- i guess all i'm trying to say is, thank you, weevil
update listened to the song, it really resonated with me as I got older and I attempted to get better, realising that i'm responsible for my own emotions and knowing that it's hard- that allows me to help people with their own mental struggles, such as online through moderation and so on. thank you so much.
I can’t believe that we’ve finally the end of the post traumatic manifesto. It felt like yesterday when I first listened to disposable girl and discovered Weevildoing. No words can ever truly describe how much this whole entire album means to not just me, but to so many people as well. If they can begin healing from their trauma, so can we. 💗
BRAVO!!! I was so hyped for this one, I shed a tear, shes the one I got in the quiz and I love her!! Seeing all the girls healing bit by but just brought so much joy into my heart, and then at the end when all of them contributed to the song with a hopeful change on their previous lyrics its just AAAAA 💖💖 Also the art is amazing you two! So glad to have been part of this journey!! EDIT: OH MY GOD THE WEBSITE CHANGED THEIR MESSAGES??? NO HELP ME THIS IS SO SWEET AADHAJ???
That was so beautiful. It was amazing to see every girl go to therapy together, finding hope again. When you hear every girl’s story in their songs, it might create a feeling of isolation. The songs are separated, girls are separated, it’s only them and the effects of the horrible things they’ve been through. When you see every girl together it makes them feel even more human, bursting the isolation bubble and showing that they’re not alone. You’re not alone. The phrase “look inside me and find yourself” sounds like the album itself is saying this to the listener. Many people find some of the girls’ stories relatable, you’re starting to see yourself in one of them. Yes, it’s really sad but it makes you feel heard. The album makes you being heard. You’re not alone and it’s not the end. The pain will always be there but we can try to reduce suffering together. I like to imagine that this album is a part of their treatment. Every girl gets a chance to write her own song, tell her story. And this song was created by all of them together. The positive versions of the past songs’ lyrics made me tear up. To be a girl is to be strong. Thank you, WeevilDoing! This album affected me a lot. This is definetly one of my most favourite vocaloid albums ever. Thank you for your music, thank you for your art and thank you for the way you put words so beautiful together. Thank you everyone who worked on this project
I was not here for much of it, yet it still surprises me that its ending. This one's gonna be good, I know it :3 thank you weevildoing. Thank you thank you thank you.
i've been here since splitter girl and i cannot thank you enough for this series. it will always be there to remind me that someone else can feel pains similar to mine and get a happy ending. as the series and quality has grown i feel that i've grown myself, and that the ending reflects my growth despite the struggles. im sitting here ugly crying at this and couldnt be happier, thank you :) also i find it nice how xiomara's colors are black and white, yet is represented with rainbows of the other girls, because you cant have acceptence without the good and the bad. i love her representing duality visually
I’ve been here since the very first song and its making me emotional to see it come to a close.. these girls and their experiences mean so much to me and knowing they find support and recovery is so important to me
I'm pleasantly suprised that Sora is used here :j Also, since this album is coming to a closure, I want to share that I've started listening to it when Splitter Girl came out, or more accurately I've been listening to just that song, I thought that it was a stand alone song. Later I stopped listening to it, and I came back a few day after Taxidermy Girl was released. I don't have as, close? of an attachment to this series like some people here had, but it still was a good thing that I stumbled upon it again. Hope everyone is having a good day. :j Edit: Peace and love on planet earth.
Ive been here since the gap between disposable and irreverent and i dont think there are enough words in the english langauge to be able to fully communicate how much this album means to me. This somg was the perfect send off to the series, i started tearing up when i heard the machine girl melody. Ive also found friends who are willing to connect with this album as deeply as i do, and being able to discuss it with them instead of being dismissed has been unfathomably healing. Thank you, towne, from the bottom of my heart.
I’ve been here since the beginning and I kind of thought I’d never see the end, and I am actually doing really good for myself nowadays and have been slowly working through the trauma from the past few years. I’m glad to be here and I’m excited for the future no matter how scary it seems
Oh and the line “I can be more than what you want” is making me cry but I’m not sad, I’m actually really proud of myself because that’s something I’ve been working on for awhile now. It’s nice to cry and not be upset
OH THE MACHINE GIRL MELODY! THATS WHAT IT IS! I KNEW I RECOGNIZED IT BUT IT TOOK A SEC OH MY GOD 💜💜💜 edit: also the fact she references much more Biological concepts (veins, blood cells, organelles) when Machine Girl was. Well. Machine... Growth......... 🥺🥹
I've kept track of TPTM for literal years, and knowing that it's going to end soon makes me feel sad and happy. It contains some of the few songs out there I've ever really related to. It's hard to find much music that actually resonates with me, so finding an entire album I resonate with was amazing. Thank you so much for making TPTM
This is so cute :0 I loved this since I first heard splitter girl and I have related to a lot of the lyrics of most of the songs as I haven't had the best life. But this song is a fitting end. It seems like they're all getting therapy together and honestly, that's really wholesome. No matter what you've gone through, no matter how you think of yourself, you can get help if needed,you can find a way out of the pain. Thank you weevil for this series.
I’ve struggled through so much lately and I’ve finally been able to get out of my 3 (nearly 4 month endless suffering and guilt and shame spiral) and it just so happens this released as soon as that happens, I’ve finally learned to be kind to myself and a large part of that is thanks to this series, thank you so much weevildoing even if it’s just an album to some this really may have saved my life, thank you so much
Been here since the beginning, listening to the songs as soon as I can after they release, following the lore religiously, having the album on repeat when I’m in class- it’s been such an aspect of my life for the past 2 years, and while seeing it come to an end is sad in its own respect, it’s also incredibly satisfying. I can’t wait for the album to be on Spotify and for the TPTM merch to be released. The girls and their songs are very important to me, and you’re so amazing Towne. I want you to know how much your music and characters have meant to me and will continue to mean.
This whole series is so meaningful. Thank you WeevilDoing for writing such incredible songs about such heavy subjects. Also- took the quiz and got Faineant Girl. Too damn accurate.
UWWAAAHH I JUST WATCHED IT AND ITS SOO CUTEE... SEEING ALLNTHE GIRLS INTERACTING AND MACHINE GIRLS MELODY (maybe not the right term?) BEING INCLUDED... I LOVE MACHINE GIRL AND HOLY SHIT. NURSE PARRALLEL BEING SOMEONE WHO EXPERIENCED THE SAMED BUT HELPING THEM.... UUUWAHH. IM CRYING. THE BACKGROUND BEING ONE PATH BECAUSE THIS IS THE PATH TO HEALING AND. EVERYONE SINGING A HAPPIER VERSION OF THEIR LYRICS TO SHOW THAT THEYRE GETTIN BETTER... UWAHH.
crying. i love this song. i love this album. stuff like chemical girl, splitter girl and disposable girl really helps me.. the fact that others have survived and lived through this all gives me hope. even if i forget this ill just rewatch these songs a and hope again. god. haruna soras voice is so nice. all of the girls are great, i wish the best for all of us. thank you, weevildoing. i hope you the best in your future projects.
Also I just realized, nurse parallel has parts of all of the other girls in her outfit! the black latex (?) glove for taxidermy girl, the low waisted skirt for disposable girl, and probably more. her design is so cool :)
Been here since irrelevant girl was considered the most recent, crazy how this series will come to an end(I still remember this series going to contain 12 songs instead of 10 cause that’s how far I’ve been keeping up with this series-) Thank you Weevil for creating such a project and keeping up with your health in the progress. Stay safe and always motivated to do such things like this(the mix of other songs to this final one is such a “final episode ending song” it makes me cry…)
something i noticed compared to the other amvs>the video is ONLY the walk on the bridge>nothing else. which could possibly symbolize xiomaras stable/happy mental state>the only overlay is of her helping people [specifically the girls]
Lowkey though, I cried lol. Checking the PTM site too, the details are amazing. I love that you gave them all actual names and that they're getting better. Thank you for making this album Weevil.
IM SORRY ALSO THE MERCH ALL BEING UNIQUE ITEMS???? tahiras being a sticker, joys being tattoos, noras being a pen, AUGHHH. THEYRE ALL SO FITTING TO THEIR GIRLS IT MAKES ME CRAZY /VERY POSITIVE. hopefully i can get the irreverent bracelet for christmas, one has always been my favorite girl
I love the lyric "science advances, time goes marching onward, computers sing" and her comparing herself to "the intravenous fluid, the count of your blood cells." That's all machine based stuff, or things you can only find out through a machine... she still hasn't fully let go of her past thought processes from Machine Girl, but she's integrated them into her new mindset....... i'm gonna frow up i love the lyrics in this series
The Post-Traumatic Manifesto series was so amazing to be a part of. I related to some, and empathized with the others. This ending was the mast amazing thing that I've seen, and (lorewise) I'm so happy the other girls got the help they needed! That they've begun to make the progress towards feeling better. It's difficult, but not impossible. Thank you for making such an amazing project!!
a few days ago was the first anniversary of the the worst day of my life. i felt so lonely and lost, like i would never know what to do. it's difficult to cope, when my trauma and anger just manifests in feeling horrible and buzzy like im going to explode half the time. ive been desperate to cry. i even googled how to. ive felt so pent up like theres no way to let out everything i felt. but i could never express it properly. no matter how much i hinted at it, no matter how heavily i implied it, i would never say it outright. never let it out, never really felt it. this song made me SOB. and it was the best thing to happen to me all year. i relate to chocolate box girl so much that i couldnt listen to her song again after the first time. couldn't bear to. but seeing her just getting to do normal shit with her new friends made me feel like i can be better. like that part of me doesn't have to be ruined forever. like theres other things to find peace in, people who will understand. im rambling a lot and writing this has taken me through three more loops of this song lmao thank you, weevildoing. i think this song might have changed my life?
ive followed the tptm since irrevent/splitter release and it feels weird how it has come to an end now. the songs are so cool and im super happy u were able to finish it through all the struggles, thx weevil!!!!
I’m FWEAKING OUT.. oh me goodness… The way that they all come together to sing lyrics akin to but growing from whay they said in their original songs.. the little drawings of them all hanging out.. chat. This found family is making me wanna cry…. /vpos I only got into this series a few months after chocolate box girl was posted, and it was the first song from the album I listened to. And honestly I’ve loved seeing the release of each song that I was here to see come onto TH-cam!! The characters and their songs have helped me find things that help me feel seen and comforted with the things I deal with, and I love each and every one of these characters and what they’ve done for everyone who’s listened and felt seen !! Your album has touched my heart, and I ended up making my own TPTM OC !! (I honestly love looking into different problems/struggles people face, and exploring how that effects life since it allows me to understand and learn more about what I don’t know, so it’s no wonder I love this album 😭) I can safely say that I really love the Post-Traumatic Manifesto album and hope to maybe get the new merch at some point !! I love how they each have their own unique merch item
I needed this tonight i think, it might’ve been my last night alive if I got worse It might be overdramatic and I might change my mind, but this song saved me I want to get better because of it, Thank you for this album
as someone who is both a survivor, and someone currently pursuing my psychology masters, this was HUGEEE. this series has been so near and dear to me in finding words for a lot of the hurt i felt before i fully understood my cptsd. seeing a character who was a mental health professional, i was so ready to see a critique of how often these systems fail those who are vulnerable. Which is entirely understandable! so many stories to tell there, something me and those close to me have experienced repeatedly. instead it ended out on so much hope, and something that really resonates with me as a future practitioner, and as someone learning to truly live again after trauma. ughahahaha no words really. cried bad. explodes
genuinely, thank you so much, towne, for this whole project and all you do. i really want to say how much these girls really mean to me bc this album has got me through seriously hard times, and all those times when i was bedridden and lonely listening to it, i just kept thinking of the words: “whatever brought you here, i hope you get something out of this album and these girls, and i think everything is gonna be okay”. being able to hear these stories about these characters so reflective of real people has, at least personally, made me feel so so much less alone when it’s as if nobody can really get what you’re going through. over the course of the project, being able to hear the improvement song by song and growing with the album has been such a blessing and privilege. truly, telling these stories and letting people really be heard through them is so much more than i can ever express my gratitude for. you and your work is so so dear to so many people. no matter how much shit you have to trudge through, how hard you work to get up in the morning, genuinely. it is gonna be okay. thank you so much, towne!! ❤
thank you all for your support on this project. i am so grateful to have people like you to listen to my songs. there is also merch available, for those interested ❤️
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thank YOU for being there for so many people and helping them understand and love themselves. Weevildoing, you are fucking awesome, and a godsend.
Weevildoing I cannot thank you enough for creating this project and ending it in such a blessful way. Been here since Splitter girl and enjoyed every single one of the girls stories.
This is now my comfort album 🩷🌸
how long will the preorders last??? i have zero money but i want to buy the bundle 😭
@@Kn1feShift should be till jan 20th!
When will the album be on Spotify?
"thank you for this series weevildoing" as we say in unison
THANK YOU SO MUCH WEEVILDOING 😭😭🩷🩷🩷
thank you for this series weevildoing
Thank you for this series weevildoing❤
Thank you for this series weevildoing !!!
Thank you for this series weevildoing !! 🔥🔥
IDK IF THIS WAS INTENTIONAL, BUT MACHINE GIRL REFERENCE IN THE MELODY IS MAKING ME SO GIDDY
YES YES YES THAT DUDE IM ROLLING AROUND ON THE FLOOR FROTHING AROUND LIKE SO FR
@@BEARITUAL_THAT IS SO REAL, LITERALLY ME
i heard part of haruko haruhara in the beginning too!!
it was intentional, machine girl is the past self of nurse parallel
@@cyanos42 oh that's actually a sample from "thank you my twilight" by the pillows! they also used that in haruko haruhara :] (ignore this is you already know that the pillows r jyst a cool band)
this ending is so heartwarming oh my god??? im sad to see the series end but this is literally the perfect ending for it. the updated blogs from the girls, the girls's namrs all being revealed, and the monolouge in ??? is all really sweet. and the meaning of this song hits me really hard personally because ive kind of given up getting help, thinking im broken beyond repair. this song made me consider that i might not be.
thanks, weevildoing, i only discovered this series around taxidermy girl but the whole thing is great and has meant a lot to me.
OFF TOPIC BUT W ENA PFP AND W TPTM FAN
And honestly felt here too, I'm just so happy we get to see them actually healthy and happy for once, genuinely gives me hope for myself and others in the future who relate to some of these girls, this album is so beautiful oml 😭
you are not broken beyond repair...I feel the same way too sometimes but please do get help, the world has a place for you and so many people waiting to love you❤
OH MY GODDD,,,,SEEING "my metamorphosis will be beautiful" AT THE END ACTUALLY BROUGHT ME TO TEARS. REFRACTION GIRL DIDNT FINISH HER LINE BECAUSE HER LIFE WASN'T FINISHED AND HEARING COMPLETE THE LINE WAS BEAUTIFUL!!!
thank you so much for this wonderful series, weevildoing! ive been here since caliber girl and its been wonderful listening to songs that explain some of my struggles, and seeing the series come to a happy ending! :3
1:24 i love how "of you" sounds like "i love you"
You’re gotta go you gotta go don’t do this to me dawg
It’s so alpha!!
when the chorus played i actually started SCREAMING!!!! IT'S MACHINE GIRL. SHES MACHINE GIRL
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL AND GENIUS
Hey you see familiar
Wonder who this is
This made me sob so hard. It's such a beautiful ending to this series.
"You're not alone" usually feels like such a shallow statement to those who are suffering, because it lacks substance, and usually just genuine understanding. But this song genuinely gives me hope and makes me feel less alone in my struggles. With all the songs that accumulated to make this song what it is, all the girls we've seen go through the worst of the worst, it gives "You're not alone" a much kinder and genuine feeling.
Through out all the songs in TPTM, there is not a single one I haven't seen myself in. And seeing all those girls healing in this is so cathartic.I'll miss this series dearly, but this is the best way you could have ended it. I hope everyone who saw themselves in these songs can also see themselves in this one. I wish everyone in and out of this comment section healing and relief.
Thank you so much weevildoing.
THE SCENES OF THE GIRLS BONDING AND HEALING,,,, THE EDITED LYRICS AT THE END,,,,, IM ACTUALLY CRYING OMG THANK YOU WEEVILDOING
OK NOW THAT I'VE LISTENED TO MACHINE GIRL I'VE REALIZED. THE CHORUS WAS *HER* EDITED LYRICS. SHE'S GROWN SO FAR PAST HER SUFFERING WHILE THE OTHER GIRLS ARE JUST BEGINNING SO HER'S ARE SO FAR FROM HER STARTING POINT.
fun fact: there was a secret in the uquiz hidden in the carrd, where one of the possible results was nurse parallel [everything was written in a cipher]!
I GOT HER!!!!
Where is the uquiz??????
this finale made me cry so hard. what a satisfying ending knowing the girls get to live a life outside their trauma because they have each other. support and a sense of community really does mean the world when it comes to healing
THE HARUKO HARUHARA MELODY AND MACHINE GIRL??????? WEEVILDOING YOU SPOIL US SO
I’m so glad weevildoing collabed with weevildoing
I'm so emotional over this right now you have no idea. I've been around since Disposable Girl's release. I'm very, very attached to this series, and for 2 years, I've seen these girls feel nothing but sadness and misery. Seeing them finally find people like them who love and care about them, and recovering together, I think is the best ending this series could have had. Their smiles made me smile too.
Xiomara has clearly seen the most violent, nightmarish, heartbreakingly cruel parts of humanity. And yet, she never stopped loving the world that hurt her so badly. She used her painful past as a basis to help others in similar positions as her, instead of letting it consume her with hatred. That's making me cry a little bit, especially as a plural person with alters who relate to some of the girls. I want to be like her one day.
I love that Jordyn (Disposable) was the one shown being introduced to the group. She felt so unwanted and unlovable, but right next to her is someone who's going out of her way to help her, and in front of her are the people who are going to become her best friends. There's an empty chair in the circle just for her. She *is* wanted.
The background video is high quality this time around. No effects, no blurring, no pixilation, no inverted colors. A clear view of the sky and the sea. It's like they can finally see the beauty in the world for the first time.
I'm really proud of you for seeing this project to the end, I'll always hold TPTM close to my heart, but I'm also excited to see what you'll create in the future.
oh my god... the smile on my face reading the new site descriptions 😭
this project was absolutely beautiful. the way everything ties together with a hopeful ending has made me start crying. i think anyone can see themselves in at least one of these girls- even a little. and to show that it's not over, that it's never the end for them despite it all is really important to show.
i'm really proud of how you approached each of the topics the girls encounter/symbolize, with both grace and rawness all at once. thank you for your art towne !! i'm so excited to see what you make from here
This is one of those songs where the artist definitely knows what they're talking about, it's honestly beautiful. The way that, near the end, the other girls singing is in the same tune as their original songs but still harmonizes really well is masterful. This isn't some empty, packaged hope. It's a type of hope that has been through hell and back, but has seen the light at the end after it's crawled out of hell. I really love this song!
btw someone said shes machine girl in the future and that makes so much sense because i was always like “if machine girl has girl at the end its confusing because she isnt part of tptm lol but maybe just cause its old” and it turns out she actually IS and i think thats cool
weevildoing, thank you so fucking much, from the bottom of my heart. i’ve been feeling extremely hopeless lately. life has been declining and my chronic illnesses have been making everything so hard. i’ve felt like im losing control. but i am genuinely (happy) sobbing over this. all the girls are so important to me, especially freyja, as i’ve dealt with chronic illness and it has ruined so much of my life. just their line of “it’s not over, it’s not like i died, and i want to call what’s rest of me alive” has me crying my eyes out. thank you for making me feel hopeful again.
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I feel similar as I’m learning to live with my chronic illnesses too... It’s amazing so many people can relate and find comfort in music together, I hope going forward you have some days free of pain/symptoms and your illness stops declining ♥️❤️
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I finally have all the TPTM Girl kanji!
残
涜
裂
怠
器
甘
被
噴
幻
綜
Tysm I've been trying to find them but I didn't know how
@@tomyv1790 you're welcome!
I'm sorry but seeing splitter's just being translated as CRACK killed me 😂
@@tomyv1790 Of course!! This was such a beautiful series
THE CHORUS HAS THE SAME MELODY AS MACHINE GIRL!!!!!! AND THE ENDING WHERE ALL OF THE GIRLS ARE SINGING PARALELLS OF THEIR ORIGINAL LYRICS BUT HAPPY AND THE ART OF RHEM TOGETHER OH MY GOD IM GONNA UGLY CRY RHANK YOU SO MUCH WEEVIL YOU'RE THE ABSOLUTE GOAT
"Hope,... which whispered from Pandora's box after all the other plagues and sorrows had escaped, is the best and last of all things." - Ian Caldwell.
I got into this project late, but what an experience it was to listen through..
something i really appreciate is how much of urself u put in ur music,, i've been following u since deviant came out, i watched audit when it had less than a hundred views and i remember the day when disposable girl first dropped. i think i was the first person to ever make fanart for u and i tweeted it out to an account with 9 followers!! ur work has inspired me so much, and it's genuinely been such a joy to see ur style and ur writing skills evolve, and how they reflect so much of you!!
i bring this up because i noticed how the vocal melody was the same in the chorus as it was in machine girl, the first song u ever posted...a song about feeling inhuman, feeling like you weren't made for happiness. seeing that melody reflected in a song about the beauty of the world and a worth that exists within humanity absolutely spoke to me. especially as someone who is also your friend!! i'm more proud of u than u could ever imagine!!! for all it took to finish this song, to finish this series, to make it HERE, and to be YOU!!
idk if u could tell or not but i relate to xiomara so heavily . like, being someone studying clinical psychology and who's so invested in making things better for people, who treasures acting as a source of support for my loved ones. i genuinely think there's nothing more beautiful than having the ability to take care of others, and i see that reflected so beautifully in this song and character. it takes a lot to love someone to the point of wanting to save them, xiomara strikes me as the type of person to love and to love so deeply, and so wholly, that it scares people, and it's lead to her feeling isolated and burned by others around her...but she never stopped loving
there's something that changes within you once you start recovery. just taking that first step, thinking to yourself, 'i want better than this', it gives you something that changes how you view the world, something that can't ever be taken from you, no matter the setbacks you experience. and there will be setbacks, because recovery is not about never feeling sad again, it's about finding purpose for yourself so that the sadness isn't so all-encompassing. and what that looks like is different for everyone, as shown in the art with the girls. and it can look different for people with D.I.D, between varying dissociative parts, as it has for me and as is depicted with xiomara
god, what a beautiful song. what a beautiful series, and what amazing art. you and feraljayce and caligi, everyone who's contributed to this album, you are one in a million!!
It's bright and smiling, happy and positive friendly pop song,
Thank you so much for this series, Weevildoing. So many of us see ourselves in these girls, and I've never seen anyone talk about these subjects in such a beautiful and creative way.
At 2:52 where the girls join in is genuinely so heartwarming to see. It really does make me happy that all the girls are getting the help they need ❤
this song...i've had it on repeat for a few hours now, but the part about suffering defining yourself makes a lot of sense now.
the girls were named after their struggles. they were defined by their suffering, literally. they were nameless and we only heard of their pain.
nurse parallel doesn’t follow the typical naming convention because she's learned not to define herself by her suffering.
through her help, the girls get their names; for example, splitter girl isn’t just splittrr girl, she's tahira. she is a person, not just her misery.
and you see this in the girls nee diary entries too... no longer do they just pertain to their "definitions," it's just them living their lives.
been here since disposable iirc. it's always bittersweet to see a projector complete but this was the perfect ending. :)
oh... just realized the noses are straight, parallel lines. 😭😭😭
the reprise of all the other girl's melodies made me start genuinely shaking. thank you WeevilDoing for doing what weevils do
I STARTED CRYING AT THE END THIS SHIT IS TOO GOOD AND WHOLESOME AND IM GONNA EXPLODE 😭
"I CAN'T STOP WINNING!!!"
nurse parallel gives me hope which was probably the intention, especially knowing her past self as machine girl
i really love these kinds of recovery stories man, this is so good
thank you so much weevildoing, i love every bit of tptm and it ended on such a high, i literally love you for making this masterpiece of an album, you're goated ❤
I genuinely need to comment how beautiful the difference between machine girl to now, in music quality, but also the general theme. The fact that its focusing on the human body and the biological, the innerworkings of a real body with no machine now and how much theyve come from then, seeing everyone AND themselves as a being, something i literally cannot type out with how beautiful this is and how far you've come as a music producer honestly ❤ im so glad this ending went this way ily weevildoing
I have not been around for the entirety of The Post Traumatic Manifesto; despite this, it is so surreal to see the series come to an end…my…
same
То же самое! Это так удивительно... Обожаю этот манифест
ugh first time writing a comment that isnt "GIRL DROPPED" but ive been into tptm since disposable girl and most, if not all, the girls have made me feel so seen. ive never related to songs more than i have in this album. disposable girl was a punch in the gut and helped me cope with freshman year. every girl is special to me in ways i will never be able to fully describe. from the bottom of my heart, i thank you for such a life changer (╥﹏╥)
OHHHHH THE NEW JOURNAL ENTRIES…….. AND NORA AND XIOMARA…….. AUUHHHHHHHHHH………….
THIS WAS AMAZING!!!! THE "it's not over, it's not like I died and I want to call what's left of me alive" LINE IS ME AT THE MOMENT!!!
omg the character journal entries changing is fucking rad dude
this litterally droped right as i was crying and by myself, flew down from heaven and kissed me atop my head
im crying im so happy there's did rep in this - as a system myself i feel so seen and genuinely so, so excited i can't wait until this premieres thank you so much
update i ugly cried the entire premiere it was beautiful i loved every moment of this thank you weevildoing
as someone who was there for the post traumatic manifesto since DISPOSABLE GIRL and with weevildoing as whole since audit blew up:
this series ending makes me so sad ohhhhh my god..... this series has helped me through so many mental issues and difficult times in my life and seeing it come to an end is just so Bittersweet in a way I can't even begin to describe.
splitter girl was there for me throughout Sophomore Year (I am refusing to elaborate for a good reason), caliber was there for me when I was stressing out over my school stuff and inherently feeling like a complete failure for not knowing things that everyone else supposedly "learned in 5th grade" (I was homeschooled and never taught it), chocolate box girl was there for me after my sa trauma last year and episodes related to my previous grooming traumas, and disposable + refraction are now there for me in my current episode as I get all sad and suicidal over me feeling like a terrible person who should Die. me and these girls go way back trust
also the whole entire monologue in the ??? section of the carrd............... YEEEEEOWCH!!!!!
I CANT BELIEVE ITS FINALLY ENDING it feels very full circle that the very last song doesnt contain "girl" in it, kind of breaking that gimmick to put an end to everything. very great project man!!
AAAAAAHHHH MACHINE GIRL IS MY FAVOURITE SONG AND IT‘S HERE AS A REFERENCE OMGG😭😭😭
I think I picked up this series at around when Caliber Girl was released, and with every new song in the collection I’m over the moon. I’ve made kandi bracelets based off each song, and now I can finally make the last bracelet!! ily tptm has been so soso cool and im tearing a hole in the fabric of reality in my waiting to play this song on repeat
Update: played the song, OH MY GOD. THE REFERENCE TO MACHINE GIRL IN THE CHORUS AND SEEING ALL THE GIRLS GET THE HAPPY ENDINGS THEY DESERVE. I AM EATING DRYWALL AT THIS SONG
THIS WAS ACTUALLY WHAT I PREDICTED IN THE CHEMICAL GIRL VIDEO, IT IS KINDA OF A REMAKE OF MACHINE GIRL I AM DYINGG AAAAA
WEEVILDOING, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOUR SERIES REPRESENTED ME SO MUCH, AND I WISH THE BEST OF THE BEST FOR YOU!!!!!
the minute i heard machine girl in the tune.... like oml it all comes around full circle, paired with the chorus of all the other girls, im so sane about this!!! their healing!!
I so did not expect this! I thought the last TPTM song would also have girl at the end of the title!
i know this song literally JUST came out but it means a lot. seeing all of these characters growing and going through help really helps me think hopefully of the future, especially considering i relate to a lot of the TPTM songs. i’m very glad this ended off on a positive note
SHE COMES OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AS SOMEONE WHO HAS FOLLOWED SINCE THE BEGINNING THIS MAKES MY WHOLE LIFE BETTER. oh my god. this is already going to be so amazing, i can tell, going to be the whole soundtrack of my birthday im so happy.
Happy birthday!!?!!!!! 🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂 CONFETTI 🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
I don't know if anyone else has pointed this out, but it's so adorable how nurse parallel is both talking directly to us and to the girls. the whole point of tptm was to compartmentalize these specific pains, and for people to relate to the characters and their stories, and now nurse parallel is telling us to find ourself in her. she's empathizing with us and the girls... it's so genius?! it's genuinely the most perfect way to end the series... "i'm a parallel of you" meaning you, me, and the girls we love... thank you so much weevildoing, such a beautiful series, aah i love you xiomara!!! welcome home!!!
edit: also, "computers sing" referencing how the entire project was made using vocal synths... so cute 💛💛
HOW THE GIRLS WERE PARALLELS OF A LOT OF OUR (THE VIEWERS) STRUGGLES HHHHHHHHHHHHH
dang this premieres on my graduation day... something something breaking free from the shackles of girloserdom. getting a life thanks to nurse parallel 👍
@@dubwubwubstek244 HOW'D GRADUATION GO!!
this is so surreal, this made me cry. i love the post traumatic manifesto, and ive been dreading this ending, but it was perfect. this is a project that gave me hope i could continue with my passions and who i was despite my traumas. thank you so much weevildoing
1:45 "like a guitar eternally tuned wrong the breakup before youre performing a love song" LOOK AT HER!!!!
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH? THE LYRICAL REFERENCES TO THE OTHER SONGS AND HOW THE CHORUS HAS THE SAME MELODY AS MACHINE GIRL IS FUCKING INSANE AND THEN ALL THE OTHER GIRLS JOINED IN WITH A REPRISAL OF THEIR SONGS AND ITS BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE WHILE WE DONT KNOW WHATLL HAPPEN TO THEM WE DO KNOW THAT THEYLL BE BETTER AND ITS SO SWEET AHDHDKEBSKEBELWPDNSNWPD
i’ve been around since fainéant girl released and i can’t believe this is ending. some of your songs have spoken to me in ways i didn’t think were possible. disposable girl and taxidermy girl spoke to me especially as an unliked, unattractive, bullied, hypersexual alterhuman. i am grateful to have found your work.
I’ve been here since the Irreverent girl release. I don’t comment much on songs as it’s hard for me to describe my feelings towards them I actually fell in love with every song’s instrumentals, lyrics and visuals too. Every song hit me in some way or another, they are forcibly opening your eyes and ears and put you in a place where the girls are, making you go through their worst feelings, thoughts, fears and hopes, and then leaving you with your own ones. It is really unfortunate that there are actually plenty of girls that I know who’s experience really remind me of the post traumatic manifesto characters and I’m not an acception. Thank you, WeevilDoing, this was a beautiful experience.
Your music and mixing has become better too, it’s scratching my brain in a good way! I’m glad you’ve been able to finish this project, it doesn’t look easy to put to the end especially when you have to work with the website, visuals and art. Thank you again and please never give up on music and art.
Being girl is hard but I think me and others can get through this. The last girl’s bio really brings some hopes
genuinely so bittersweet to see the series end,,, thank you weevildoing for your art and for telling stories that others deem "unimportant" :) this series will forever be one of my favorites for so many reasons.. for the music, the storytelling, the character designs, and the characterizations of these girls that draws people in and lets them feel important and seen and heard in a world that hates to acknowledge them. thank you again
I wanted to comment something else other than praise (even tho you deserve it
TWO GIRLS IN TWO WEEKS THANK YOU WEEVILDOING FOR FEEDING US !!!! AGHHH SHE LOOKS SO PRETTTyyyy
tptm is literally one of if not my favorite song series out there. ive been around for a few years a this point, and its incredible to have watched all the girls come and and to have watched them all grow. thank you for making this!!
edit: fainéant girl is one of my favorite song ever. it really helped me approach my disability and body and helped me accept myself. caliber girl helped me find solace in my overworking and the stress. i just- i just love this so much. i’ve been here since caliber girl and i remember how much each song i love so much much much. thank for creating this album!
been here since splitter girl, and your music has really helped me realise other people have issues with their health, and that i'm not alone. of course, we're all different, but the amount of songs i''ve listened to within the TPTM series and really resonated with is astounding, and really helped me with realising i'm not alone with how i feel, especially faineant girl; going into topics that aren't typically covered in disabilities and issues people deal with day to day, such as feeling like you aren't 'helping' out enough, or proving your worth. idk what this tangent means, but i'm so inspired to even see this project come through as a artist and aspiring creator; with how you present the lore within the ??? carrd and girls and characters- i guess all i'm trying to say is,
thank you, weevil
update
listened to the song, it really resonated with me as I got older and I attempted to get better, realising that i'm responsible for my own emotions and knowing that it's hard- that allows me to help people with their own mental struggles, such as online through moderation and so on.
thank you so much.
I can’t believe that we’ve finally the end of the post traumatic manifesto. It felt like yesterday when I first listened to disposable girl and discovered Weevildoing. No words can ever truly describe how much this whole entire album means to not just me, but to so many people as well. If they can begin healing from their trauma, so can we. 💗
BRAVO!!! I was so hyped for this one, I shed a tear, shes the one I got in the quiz and I love her!! Seeing all the girls healing bit by but just brought so much joy into my heart, and then at the end when all of them contributed to the song with a hopeful change on their previous lyrics its just AAAAA 💖💖 Also the art is amazing you two! So glad to have been part of this journey!!
EDIT: OH MY GOD THE WEBSITE CHANGED THEIR MESSAGES??? NO HELP ME THIS IS SO SWEET AADHAJ???
That was so beautiful. It was amazing to see every girl go to therapy together, finding hope again. When you hear every girl’s story in their songs, it might create a feeling of isolation. The songs are separated, girls are separated, it’s only them and the effects of the horrible things they’ve been through. When you see every girl together it makes them feel even more human, bursting the isolation bubble and showing that they’re not alone. You’re not alone. The phrase “look inside me and find yourself” sounds like the album itself is saying this to the listener. Many people find some of the girls’ stories relatable, you’re starting to see yourself in one of them. Yes, it’s really sad but it makes you feel heard. The album makes you being heard. You’re not alone and it’s not the end. The pain will always be there but we can try to reduce suffering together.
I like to imagine that this album is a part of their treatment. Every girl gets a chance to write her own song, tell her story. And this song was created by all of them together. The positive versions of the past songs’ lyrics made me tear up. To be a girl is to be strong.
Thank you, WeevilDoing! This album affected me a lot. This is definetly one of my most favourite vocaloid albums ever. Thank you for your music, thank you for your art and thank you for the way you put words so beautiful together. Thank you everyone who worked on this project
I was not here for much of it, yet it still surprises me that its ending. This one's gonna be good, I know it :3
thank you weevildoing. Thank you thank you thank you.
will update when i listen to the song
i've been here since splitter girl and i cannot thank you enough for this series. it will always be there to remind me that someone else can feel pains similar to mine and get a happy ending. as the series and quality has grown i feel that i've grown myself, and that the ending reflects my growth despite the struggles. im sitting here ugly crying at this and couldnt be happier, thank you :)
also i find it nice how xiomara's colors are black and white, yet is represented with rainbows of the other girls, because you cant have acceptence without the good and the bad. i love her representing duality visually
I’ve been here since the very first song and its making me emotional to see it come to a close.. these girls and their experiences mean so much to me and knowing they find support and recovery is so important to me
I'm pleasantly suprised that Sora is used here :j
Also, since this album is coming to a closure, I want to share that I've started listening to it when Splitter Girl came out, or more accurately I've been listening to just that song, I thought that it was a stand alone song. Later I stopped listening to it, and I came back a few day after Taxidermy Girl was released. I don't have as, close? of an attachment to this series like some people here had, but it still was a good thing that I stumbled upon it again. Hope everyone is having a good day. :j
Edit: Peace and love on planet earth.
HARUKO HARUHARA RIFF AT THE START???? JUMPING WITH GLEE
This was a beatiful ending to the series, I may have cried. The song sounding like machine girl is so cool. Just wow.
Ive been here since the gap between disposable and irreverent and i dont think there are enough words in the english langauge to be able to fully communicate how much this album means to me. This somg was the perfect send off to the series, i started tearing up when i heard the machine girl melody.
Ive also found friends who are willing to connect with this album as deeply as i do, and being able to discuss it with them instead of being dismissed has been unfathomably healing. Thank you, towne, from the bottom of my heart.
i cried
thanks for this series 🙏
I’ve been here since the beginning and I kind of thought I’d never see the end, and I am actually doing really good for myself nowadays and have been slowly working through the trauma from the past few years. I’m glad to be here and I’m excited for the future no matter how scary it seems
Oh and the line “I can be more than what you want” is making me cry but I’m not sad, I’m actually really proud of myself because that’s something I’ve been working on for awhile now. It’s nice to cry and not be upset
OH THE MACHINE GIRL MELODY! THATS WHAT IT IS! I KNEW I RECOGNIZED IT BUT IT TOOK A SEC OH MY GOD 💜💜💜 edit: also the fact she references much more Biological concepts (veins, blood cells, organelles) when Machine Girl was. Well. Machine... Growth......... 🥺🥹
I've kept track of TPTM for literal years, and knowing that it's going to end soon makes me feel sad and happy. It contains some of the few songs out there I've ever really related to. It's hard to find much music that actually resonates with me, so finding an entire album I resonate with was amazing. Thank you so much for making TPTM
The way the same melody for machine girl is used in the chorus... chefs kiss
This is so cute :0 I loved this since I first heard splitter girl and I have related to a lot of the lyrics of most of the songs as I haven't had the best life. But this song is a fitting end. It seems like they're all getting therapy together and honestly, that's really wholesome. No matter what you've gone through, no matter how you think of yourself, you can get help if needed,you can find a way out of the pain. Thank you weevil for this series.
THE PART AT 2:57 WHERE THE OTHER GIRLS SONGS CAME IN??!?!?!?! I LOVE IT AAAAAAA
I’ve struggled through so much lately and I’ve finally been able to get out of my 3 (nearly 4 month endless suffering and guilt and shame spiral) and it just so happens this released as soon as that happens, I’ve finally learned to be kind to myself and a large part of that is thanks to this series, thank you so much weevildoing even if it’s just an album to some this really may have saved my life, thank you so much
Been here since the beginning, listening to the songs as soon as I can after they release, following the lore religiously, having the album on repeat when I’m in class- it’s been such an aspect of my life for the past 2 years, and while seeing it come to an end is sad in its own respect, it’s also incredibly satisfying. I can’t wait for the album to be on Spotify and for the TPTM merch to be released. The girls and their songs are very important to me, and you’re so amazing Towne. I want you to know how much your music and characters have meant to me and will continue to mean.
This whole series is so meaningful. Thank you WeevilDoing for writing such incredible songs about such heavy subjects.
Also- took the quiz and got Faineant Girl. Too damn accurate.
UWWAAAHH I JUST WATCHED IT AND ITS SOO CUTEE... SEEING ALLNTHE GIRLS INTERACTING AND MACHINE GIRLS MELODY (maybe not the right term?) BEING INCLUDED... I LOVE MACHINE GIRL AND HOLY SHIT. NURSE PARRALLEL BEING SOMEONE WHO EXPERIENCED THE SAMED BUT HELPING THEM.... UUUWAHH. IM CRYING. THE BACKGROUND BEING ONE PATH BECAUSE THIS IS THE PATH TO HEALING AND. EVERYONE SINGING A HAPPIER VERSION OF THEIR LYRICS TO SHOW THAT THEYRE GETTIN BETTER... UWAHH.
crying. i love this song. i love this album. stuff like chemical girl, splitter girl and disposable girl really helps me.. the fact that others have survived and lived through this all gives me hope. even if i forget this ill just rewatch these songs a and hope again. god. haruna soras voice is so nice. all of the girls are great, i wish the best for all of us.
thank you, weevildoing. i hope you the best in your future projects.
Also I just realized, nurse parallel has parts of all of the other girls in her outfit! the black latex (?) glove for taxidermy girl, the low waisted skirt for disposable girl, and probably more. her design is so cool :)
This Is Really Making Me Tear Up… “Look Inside Me, And Find Yourself” ❤️
Been here since irrelevant girl was considered the most recent, crazy how this series will come to an end(I still remember this series going to contain 12 songs instead of 10 cause that’s how far I’ve been keeping up with this series-)
Thank you Weevil for creating such a project and keeping up with your health in the progress. Stay safe and always motivated to do such things like this(the mix of other songs to this final one is such a “final episode ending song” it makes me cry…)
something i noticed compared to the other amvs>the video is ONLY the walk on the bridge>nothing else. which could possibly symbolize xiomaras stable/happy mental state>the only overlay is of her helping people [specifically the girls]
Lowkey though, I cried lol. Checking the PTM site too, the details are amazing. I love that you gave them all actual names and that they're getting better. Thank you for making this album Weevil.
this song honestly reminds me a lot of undertale, machine girl is my favourite song of yours as well so it's cool hearing its melody as a happy song
IM SORRY ALSO THE MERCH ALL BEING UNIQUE ITEMS???? tahiras being a sticker, joys being tattoos, noras being a pen, AUGHHH. THEYRE ALL SO FITTING TO THEIR GIRLS IT MAKES ME CRAZY /VERY POSITIVE.
hopefully i can get the irreverent bracelet for christmas, one has always been my favorite girl
machine girl reference makes this song even more perfect.
I love the lyric "science advances, time goes marching onward, computers sing" and her comparing herself to "the intravenous fluid, the count of your blood cells." That's all machine based stuff, or things you can only find out through a machine... she still hasn't fully let go of her past thought processes from Machine Girl, but she's integrated them into her new mindset....... i'm gonna frow up i love the lyrics in this series
My meds don’t really let me cry about myself but I just know I should be crying. Thank you
The tuning is LOVELY oh goodness
The Post-Traumatic Manifesto series was so amazing to be a part of. I related to some, and empathized with the others. This ending was the mast amazing thing that I've seen, and (lorewise) I'm so happy the other girls got the help they needed! That they've begun to make the progress towards feeling better. It's difficult, but not impossible.
Thank you for making such an amazing project!!
a few days ago was the first anniversary of the the worst day of my life. i felt so lonely and lost, like i would never know what to do. it's difficult to cope, when my trauma and anger just manifests in feeling horrible and buzzy like im going to explode half the time.
ive been desperate to cry. i even googled how to. ive felt so pent up like theres no way to let out everything i felt. but i could never express it properly. no matter how much i hinted at it, no matter how heavily i implied it, i would never say it outright. never let it out, never really felt it.
this song made me SOB. and it was the best thing to happen to me all year. i relate to chocolate box girl so much that i couldnt listen to her song again after the first time. couldn't bear to. but seeing her just getting to do normal shit with her new friends made me feel like i can be better. like that part of me doesn't have to be ruined forever. like theres other things to find peace in, people who will understand.
im rambling a lot and writing this has taken me through three more loops of this song lmao
thank you, weevildoing. i think this song might have changed my life?
I WAS HERE!!!!!!!! WAVES (shes so beautiful!!! i love the rainbows, reminds me of prisms)
ive followed the tptm since irrevent/splitter release and it feels weird how it has come to an end now. the songs are so cool and im super happy u were able to finish it through all the struggles, thx weevil!!!!
I’m FWEAKING OUT.. oh me goodness…
The way that they all come together to sing lyrics akin to but growing from whay they said in their original songs.. the little drawings of them all hanging out.. chat. This found family is making me wanna cry…. /vpos
I only got into this series a few months after chocolate box girl was posted, and it was the first song from the album I listened to. And honestly I’ve loved seeing the release of each song that I was here to see come onto TH-cam!!
The characters and their songs have helped me find things that help me feel seen and comforted with the things I deal with, and I love each and every one of these characters and what they’ve done for everyone who’s listened and felt seen !!
Your album has touched my heart, and I ended up making my own TPTM OC !! (I honestly love looking into different problems/struggles people face, and exploring how that effects life since it allows me to understand and learn more about what I don’t know, so it’s no wonder I love this album 😭)
I can safely say that I really love the Post-Traumatic Manifesto album and hope to maybe get the new merch at some point !! I love how they each have their own unique merch item
sobbing crying… thank you weevildoing
splitter girl was my #1 song of 2023, i related heavily
im glad to see tahira is doing better now just like i am
I needed this tonight i think, it might’ve been my last night alive if I got worse
It might be overdramatic and I might change my mind, but this song saved me
I want to get better because of it,
Thank you for this album
as someone who is both a survivor, and someone currently pursuing my psychology masters, this was HUGEEE. this series has been so near and dear to me in finding words for a lot of the hurt i felt before i fully understood my cptsd. seeing a character who was a mental health professional, i was so ready to see a critique of how often these systems fail those who are vulnerable. Which is entirely understandable! so many stories to tell there, something me and those close to me have experienced repeatedly. instead it ended out on so much hope, and something that really resonates with me as a future practitioner, and as someone learning to truly live again after trauma. ughahahaha no words really. cried bad. explodes
i’ve been watching since the very first trauma manifesto song. i’m so happy.
this is so lovely
genuinely, thank you so much, towne, for this whole project and all you do. i really want to say how much these girls really mean to me bc this album has got me through seriously hard times, and all those times when i was bedridden and lonely listening to it, i just kept thinking of the words: “whatever brought you here, i hope you get something out of this album and these girls, and i think everything is gonna be okay”.
being able to hear these stories about these characters so reflective of real people has, at least personally, made me feel so so much less alone when it’s as if nobody can really get what you’re going through. over the course of the project, being able to hear the improvement song by song and growing with the album has been such a blessing and privilege. truly, telling these stories and letting people really be heard through them is so much more than i can ever express my gratitude for. you and your work is so so dear to so many people. no matter how much shit you have to trudge through, how hard you work to get up in the morning, genuinely. it is gonna be okay. thank you so much, towne!! ❤