I have read every one of these comments, and continue to read the new ones daily that are posted. THANK YOU so much for your kind words, your support AND for sharing a little about your own struggles. I am a private person, but have found that when we share what we are dealing with it helps to remind us that we are not alone. Aging, and the challenges is can present to us runs deeper than the wrinkles it brings. The stage we find ourselves in this time in our lives is when we need a community more than ever. I am so grateful of each of you. Please continue to share what you feel you can, because someone (such as myself) may be reading, and will relate.....and make them feel a sense of relief that they are not alone. The phrase that I have found to be my mantra throughout my life is 'this too shall pass'.... I am not the best at facing the unexpected things that have occurred in my life...as a matter of fact I have not dealt with them all that well at all! BUT we have to give ourselves grace...we are human, and as long as we don't give up on the desire to seek help, and continue to strive for the happiness we deserve...we can get through it, and come out always better for it. Not only that....our kids, and loved ones want to see us happy! ❤ Much love to you all.
Thankyou Jill I have gone through so much myself but the experiences ,have learnt me patience and hopefully more understanding of those who suffer .. possibly I've learnt with the passage of time too..I still love life and I know you will be back on board too Be good to yourself. X...
As a 56 yr old menopausal woman, I really appreciate you and your channel. I love your honesty, your helpful tips and down-to-earth nature. I wish you all the best with all that you’re going through and hope you continue to take care of yourself.💖
Diabetes is a health crisis. You are educating people about why managing diabetes is so important. God be with your family as you walk through this! I can say the same thing about depression. Management is important!
Thank you for sharing. My husband had a life altering stroke with diabetes at 52, we are now 73. Life can be challenging, life is a blessing. Anxiety is real and can make everything worse. Sending love and prayers your way.
You are such a gorgeous, kind, beautiful soul! Life is often a brutal business, and sharing your struggles will help others to persevere in healthy ways. You are so right to take your wellbeing seriously. You benefit no one if you burn yourself out, or worse. Sometimes the most heroic thing you can do is to be honest about the situation and your own limitations. Your relationship with your kids is beautiful and a testament to the good parenting they received. They sound like wonderful people. Take good care of yourself!
Jill, thank you for being so open. My mouth flew open as I listened to all you’ve been dealing with. I went through a lot for many years with my mother and it took a toll on me. Looking back, I now know I should have established more boundaries. At the time, I put her needs above mine -to no avail. She’s been gone 6 years now and I’m still angry at myself and her too! I tried several medications while dealing with her and thank God I did. All the side effects (such as weight gain and flat affect) were worth it as that’s what enabled me to accomplish everything I had to do. I got off the medication after she died and I’m fine now without it. My husband has some serious health problems but he’s taking care of himself and doing well. Hang in there, you are amazing. I’m glad you have supportive children and of course, your fur babies to help❤️
I applaud you, your openness and honesty. You are So brave to allow us in to your life to support you. Your struggles are immense but you are doing fabulous and you look amazing. Lots of love and positivity being sent to you 💕
Thank you for sharing Jill. I hope things are going better for you. I don't know if you are a person of faith but sometimes we have to just let it rest with The Lord and put things in his hands. You definitely have been blessed with a talent that you love to share and we love to watch. Just know your group will always be here when you are ready. We are all on this journey thru life and we need to help each other. May God bless you and your husband.
Thank you for sharing. You definitely take your marriage vows seriously. My Stepfather experienced personality changes that were very difficult to understand and to deal with. It turned out he was experiencing side effects from the combination of his meds. Once that was addressed, he returned to his usual easy going self. When you share your struggles, you allow others to feel less alone in their struggles. So again I thank you for being brave enough to share. And you continued optimism is encouraging. Jill, you will remain in my prayers. Stay strong and focus on your needs. ❤
Dear Jill, I have walked the walk that you are walking. I feel your pain and yet the strength and courage as well. I am a widow now, two years this month. I have learned so much from you about makeup and wigs! My very favorite wig is ignite, just want you to know you have been a mentor for me.
I held in stress from my job and my wick met in the middle. I was in a partial in patient program for 6 Wks. Depression and anxiety are a heavy load to have. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I always say, “ let go, let God”. I am glad your husband is doing better. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾.
Hi Jill I don't comment a lot. Today watching this brought back so much for me. So kind of you to help others going through anxiety and other similar things to hear what helped you. It's so touching to hear your daughter say to go someplace just for you to relax. Having had a sick mother all my life and my father always there by her side you see how it can affect the caregiver. My sisters and I helped always. My dad never complained God Blessed us with a father who loved are mother dearly. My mother in law had dementia when my father in law passed away so we( I) took care of her. It was very hard yet I would do it all over again. I lost 20 lbs and I am tiny to begin with it took so much out of me. As in I lost my hair due to stress and weight loss. My Doctor told my husband he needed help so at the end he did and we got some in home care also. A goodnight sleep was so helpful. God Bless you and your family I will keep you all in my prayers🙏🙏.❤
Appreciate your honesty. My grown kids are estranged from me, occ short visits w grandkids, thanks to my dil. Although I don’t deal w anxiety, I am guilty of lacking motivation in my life right now- alone and in my 60’s . But I face nothing that God can’t handle and nothing like what you two have been through. Pray you find God’s strength to keep the faith and the fight! ❤️🙏
I think your daughters advise is right on , I am 84 and still love makeup and wear it almost every day. It seems like so many of us are going thru challenging times.
Jill, I know that you’re going through a lot right now, and there are so many women in our age group who are dealing with similar issues. Miss you, and I’m praying for you today 💕
I want to thank you. It is no accident that I came across one of your videos today. I needed to hear your story, because it somehow blessed me as I continue in my grief journey after my older son passed away Sept 2021. I love make up even at 69 years old. Ive watched a marathon of your videos tonight. Bless you
Wow Jill it was so saddening to hear all you've been through these last couple of years! First time hearing alot of the issues & I'm sorry 😞 but it's good to know you have ur 3 lovely children that you've raised in such an Awesome way! & how u choose to stay 'positive' & see the good is amazing. Prayers for you & ur loved ones just know your Not Alone. God Bless & Keep you strengthened in His Wonderful Love.
Oh Jill. As I was listening to you recount everything that has gone on in your life over the last couple of years I wanted to cry and give you the biggest hug. The strength and courage you are showing here, you really are a phenomenal woman and I admire you greatly. Sending much love to you from the UK. X
Awh Jill I can relate to EVERYTHING you are saying in this video, I’m praying for you and your husband! Hope you’re doing well, thank you so much for being so honest and real! ❤️✌️😊
Thanks so much for sharing your journey good and unique ❤🎉 I'm in the same boat at age 58. I'm a chronic MIGRAINE Sufferer thus severe Anxiety and Major Depression. I also went through a horrible divorce during Covid-19 packed on 40 lbs..It's all fantastic because I'm moving forward 1 day at a time positively ❤. I'm a Life Coach and actually become a Life Coach for myself. I've found that I have skill I wasn't aware of that have greatly benefited so many other people. Our MINDS are our POWER which Drive our bodies. Keep going because you are so beautiful inside and out. Your Spirit is soothing and welcoming ❤❤
You have had more to deal with than most of us will never have or even understand how to cope. A hug for you to go forward know how many of us love your strength and honesty. take your time and take a breath for Jill. You might try to find some sunshine away from Western Washington. I spent decades dealing with my own issues and moved to Arizona almost 20 years ago. The sun every morning was my medicine. I am approaching my lucky #77 and could not have made it without your sharing your advice and life stories, Afterall, we all have a story to tell.
Oh wow!! Lots of prayers for your husband! 🙏🏻 I must say your head must have been spinning with everything you have had to deal with, I cannot imagine! Stress can do terrible things to our health. I hope you will continue to take care of yourself. God bless you. 🙏🏻
Jill, since I found you I have learned so much about wigs and during that time I have become so attached to you! I look forward to hearing what’s going on with you and your family! I want great things for you and am praying that everything goes well for your husband so it relieves the pressure from you and helps with the medical issues you’re dealing with!! I watched at first to learn about wigs but now I watch to see how you are!! God Bless you girl! You hang in there and thank you for being so honest with us!!
OMG!! How could you not have depression and anxiety? I am so sorry..You continued with your videos even though were were going through such a rough time. I don't know how you managed. Thank you for opening up like this. You are showing trust and vulnerability. I love watching your videos. I believe many of us relate to your anxiety. I certainly do as I have been dealing with it for many years.. and the vertigo triggers it. Exercising and listening to Deepak Chopra has helped me. You have been, and are dealing with a lot. You are soo brave. You Can do it!!.. Good you have your children close by to give you emotional support :)
OMG Jill, what a story, how much pain does one have to go through, its unbelievable, your poor husband, you and your family, so so sad, you are soooo brave. I do wonder why these things happen to such wonderful people, it upsets me so much. It makes me feel like no-one is listening from above! How so very stressful for you all. But I will continue to pray for you all in the hope that God IS listening and will work miracles. You are just the loveliest person ever, so kind and caring, love you to bits, feel like I've known you forever xxx
thank you jill. i have been watching for a while now but never did subscribe, but i did today. i want to encourage you to wear that courage like armor. peace and blessings to you and your family.
Jill, you have been an inspiration to me for years. You have helped me in my wig journey so much. My heart goes out to you with all of the health issues you have been dealing with for these last few years. I just want to let you know that you have at least person here praying for you every day.
Jil, l OH girl!! I'm so very sorry for all that has happened! You are doing all the right things, and you have to have self care. ❤ Always look forward to updates and everything else you share. Keep that positive attitude. You are beautiful!!!
I suffer with vertigo and ear aches. I live alone and loosing my job and need to rework remote with a company that offers insurance. I love flowers so looking forward to Spring!
You are like many of us, who just give give give to family and work, and we push our selves away because of our love for our family and other responsibilities. My faith in the LORD has gotten me through so much, but I suffer as well. Sometimes we feel a large hug, to lean on someone will help. Sending spiritual hugs your way. Please know you and your family will be in my prayers❣️🙏🏼
I can relate with you. I too suffer with anxiety, panic attacks, vertigo, hypothyroidism, thyroiditis Hashimoto’s. I have hair loss with type 2 Diabetes and have tried to manage it with a low carb or ketogenic diet. I am 51 years old and have too many health issues to deal with. But the worst is my mental health. I can take on a physical illness as long as I am mentally healthy and that is not the case . Management is hard but doable with Gods help. Prayer has helped me tremendously. God bless!
Thank you for this open and honest video. You are so strong. We are all here for you. Take time for you. Keep us posted. We are all here for you. Bless you and your family Thank goodness for your wonderful children. ❤🙏🏻
Jill, I’m just so sorry you have been going through everything. I knew bits and pieces of your husbands health but didn’t know about what was going on! You take all the time you need sweetie. It’s so hard to go through things. I know I have went through a lot in my life too and I have anxiety also. Vertigo is also such a hard thing to go through. I have had that too on and off for 30 years. It’s so scary and I feel your anxiety just talking about it. I do hope and pray things get better with your mental health and that your husbands health also improves to the point he and you can have a wonderful life together again. ❤️🙏
I have just found you in the last couple of days and i have watched SO many of your videos already. I googled make-up for over 50 blonde and I found you. I love your make-up tutorials. But I want to thank you for this honest video. I am close to your age and I relate to so much of your experience & personal health issues. I want you to know that you are appreciated. I have subscribed. I wish you well.
Jill, you are lots stronger than you give yourself credit for. It’s a blessing you have children that love and understand you. Take care of your mental and physical health. Pray for guidance and healing. It will come. Prayers for you 🙏🏻 I care.
Hi Jill I first started watching your videos when I became a wig wearer you have helped me so much so I thank you for that❤ I'm so sorry to hear all about your health issues I too have a thyroid problem and have recently been diagnosed with fibromielga I know exactly what you are going through.. you have a very supportive family by what you are telling is which is so nice to hear.. Your a very inspirational courageous lady and you have certainly helped me I wish you well for you and all your family look forward to the next video when your ready of course sending a big hug ❤
This is all so very hard. That life forces us to bear the unbearable is one of the hardest epiphanies as we age. One step, one moment at a time, the path will keep opening before you. Sending you so, SO much love and support. 💌
I am technically not in need of hair extensions etc but I was drawn to your site by your calmness and honesty. I’m sorry to hear of your life troubles. I can relate about the stress, depression and anxiety in your life. I too had thyroid issues manifesting during my high stress along with severe osteoporosis in my 50’s. There is no doubt stress caused all of this as I was very athletic before then . Thank you so very very much about your honesty of your life and your struggles. Sharing It does make a difference . Be well and take care of yourself. Know even though you are struggling there are those that think you are amazing. 🤩
Positional vertigo like you are describing plagued me for years. In 2019 I was hit with major health issue and was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis. I changed my diet drastically. (AIP) the diet lowers inflammation. While doing this I noticed I wasn’t experiencing vertigo issues. It’s been 4 years now eating different. Certain foods are huge triggers like gluten and unfortunately chocolate 😢 etc. I’m new to your channel so I’m not sure what you do dietarily but it is HUGE. I wold have never thought that had I not experienced it for myself. I’m glad today is a better day. Thanks for sharing. Big hug🌸
Jill, don’t deny yourself. Those words were the best advice I ever received when I was at the end of my rope. My husband was bipolar. I pretended to be fine and I was for the most part. I was very convincing. But I was making excuses, pretending for everyone else, loosing myself in the process. No one knew until I finally acknowledged my situation. When someone I confided in said “don’t deny yourself”, I remember being stunned a bit but knew they were right and every day I took steps forward to be better….for myself. I confided in my kids next. Glad you confided in your kids. Great first steps. Keep your happiness a priority. ❤
I love your chats. I feel like I’m sitting across the table from my best friend, who is telling me about her day, her life. Thank you for being so open and honest with us. You are a blessing. You matter.
I am so sorry for all you have to endure,, I know what you are going through, My husband left me on our 26 wedding anniversary. I developed Essential Tremor which has gotten so bad that I can hardly eat or drink anything without spilling it. I have felt quite sorry for myself for a long time but today when I listened to you talk about your problems I knew I needed to stop thinking about me so much. I will pray for you and you’re husband and I wanted to let you know how much you have helped me to keep going no matter how much I want to give up! God bless you❤️
God has healed me ,and many of my friends from many ailments. I still have anxiety issues but I'm okay. I have type 2 diabetes. I found out when I had Covid in 2019. I also have Psoritic arthritis. Good vitamins and prayer is the answer. Daily walking helps. I need to get to walking because of weight gain and it helps with the anxiety. I can relate to a lot of what you are experiencing. You're a very brave person. Jesus can help you through this all. I'm 59 years old and The Lord and my hubby is a big support to me. I so appreciate this video you made. Thank you.
Thank you for being so open and honest about your health issues, especially with your mental health. It really helps to work toward stopping the stigma and it is equally as important as any physical medical issues we may have. I commend you for making your self care a priority and taking a timeout to find a little peace and a break from caregiving.
You are a strong beauty women. Everyday do something to make you happy. You are in a down cycle now as am I. Sending you love and healing light energy.
Just take care of you! We love you … you are our friend … do not think you will lose your fan base! We are hear when ever your good! Tell the truth … I have days where I don’t watch vlogs … it’s an off day … it’s how I am feeling etc etc! But I do not delete the vlog I just have it on hold! 🌈🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️🥰🥰🇺🇸
These past 7 years been really rough. Husband cancer and diabetes then affair lost his job . Been so unbelievable so depressed plus I take care of my 82 year old mom. On Sunday in gods will be 60. God heard my prayers and my crying. On November 10 2022 god gave us. A wonderful gift my first granddaughter everything has changed.I’m so happy may god bless your family I so understand you
Hello, Jill. I watch you on TH-cam a lot, and I wanted you to know that your story hits home for me. I am turning 52 next week, I have anxiety and suffer health issues, and my husband of 19 years also has end stage renal failure. He is on peritoneal dialysis, had a quadruple bypass last April, and is also awaiting a kidney transplant. Truly, listening to your story was like listening to my inner voice. So many similarities. Thank you for sharing your story, and for your courage and positive outlook. It means so much. Take care.
Mental health is healthcare! Our brains are running the entire machine. We’ve come along wain in brain research and I’m so glad people are speaking out like you have and breaking the ridiculous stigma that used to be behind it. It makes us human and connected. 💞
Oh Jill. My heart goes out to you ❤ Your daughter is so so right. I hope with all my heart that you will create happy places for yourself whenever possible and needed. The sorrow that comes with this kind of personality change is so deep, it’s losing someone for good when they are still alive. No matter what happens, you are so right in focusing on your own future and wellbeing. Like I always tell my exhausted girlfriends, if you don’t take care of yourself and give yourself good things, you have nothing left to give to others. Rings in water 🙏🏼
Thank you for sharing your personal experiences with us subscribers. Having watched your channel for years I feel like I know you. Wishing you and your family all the best during this difficult time.
Thank you so much for sharing this very appropriate and highly important topic. Personally, suffered severe depression ups/downs all my life w/Rocky road and now 64yo & look back on all experiences that got me here. Everyone that knows me tells me I should write an autobiography because such an interesting backdrop. You are amazingly tested to limits. Dementia of a loved one is so truly difficult to deal with - other people have no idea. .....I had spinal cord stimulator implanted in my back which took much depression away since no longer feel that pain...highly suggested for chronic pain sufferers. Try having vertigo and having relocated from Miami flatlands to Tennessee mountains and living in a houseboat on the water constantly moving back and forth for 10 years: not fun to say the least...lol. Many Blessings to you.
Jill, I want to give you a hug. My heart aches for you. I won't give you my life story, but I've seen a lot and I've been through a lot. Makes me wish that we could sit down and have a cuppa tea or some of that wonderful coffee. You're a wonderful lady surrounded by a great group of people talking about your family and your family online. It takes a village to get through all this never thought I'd be using that line but I am lol I'll be praying for you
Been there. Last year I had a lot of stress. I pretty much had a nervous breakdown. Had anxiety, insomnia, lost interest in the things I love, bad fatigue and internal shaking. Got my hormones checked and sure enough my hormones were in the toilet and my adrenals were fried! Get your hormones checked. I'm guessing your estrogen is very low, so is your progestrone and your Adrenals are fried. Estrogen will help with energy, sleep and joints pain. Progesterone will help with anxiety and sleep and your brain. Getting your adrenals under control will help with your ability to handle stress better. Since I've been on bio identical hormones I have my energy back, the joint pains are gone, I've gone back to doing the things I love and my anxiety is gone! Hope you feel better soon. ❤
You are an amazing strong lady! I can relate to your feelings . I don't have the issues you have with your husband but your other issues are relateable! I will continue with you on your journey. My words sound empty but hang in there, you can see the end of the tunnel. Know you,'re not alone. I will continue to follow you in your new adventure. I can't remember the name of the program you're going to start Hang in there!
Jill,,,you are indeed a lovely woman, obviously upon seeing your beauty but even greater than the external. Your soul essence is truly so very warm, loving and even generous. i also so enjoy your sense of humor as evidenced in many of your vlogs/tutorial. My praters are for healing and support fot you and yours.
Hi Jill...My mum died in October . I had looked after her for 10 years..5 yrs of dementia...and my anxiety symptoms were just awful. I had internal tremors and random body movements when sleeping..racing heart beat. The day her ashes were delivered was the first time in my life I got vertigo..just awful . The dcotor changed my meds but nothing worked. My friend suggested I try CBD oil...the improvement was amazing. I am Scottish living in spain. Not sure if CBD is available over the counter in the U.S. Just wanted to share what worked for me.Your strength is an inspiration. Keep going ❤
Jill im so.sorry. I didnt know you were going threw all this. So sorry. Sending you prayers, hugs and love❤❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 My brother has the same kind of dementia. He too has changed in his personality at times. Things I never thought he would say. Jill sending your husband prayer, hugs and love. ❤❤❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼. Jill never give up your faith. God is with all the time He gives us strength when we think we don't have any. When you are a caretaker of someone you put them first and ourselves last. Been there with my mom. We all have to realize we got to take care of ourselves too. Thank God you have. Its so hard I so understand. My mom.had dementia also. Jill i too have aniexty, depression and panic attacks. Sometimes I get so down and God lifts me up. Jill all we can do is just keeping praying. Sounds like are on a great road to get back to yourself im so happy for. Sick can bring us all down. God gives us courage and we have our faith. Thank you for sharing your story. Better days are ahead for you both in 2023. Love you Jill
I am so very sorry that your husband is dealing with so many health issues. And I assume he’s not that old. And while dealing with all that and dealing with your health issues you still put out videos that are inspiring. I truly pray that you and your husband find relief in your pain. I will follow you as long as you put out videos. Bless you and your family.
We are twins girl So you are ministering to me …. We are way to much a like so you are helping me ❤ Praying for you & me . I’m tried cymbalta years ago & it made me feel worse & gave up but maybe if I start with a lower dose it would help so thank you sweetie for YOU ‼️
I'm so sorry you are going through this, Jill. It isn't surprising that your anxiety is becoming difficult to control. Your husband's personality changes sound like symptoms of the dementia. My mother and aunt both had dementia and had to be prescribed medication because they became combative. Have you shared this with your husband's doctor? I'm so thankful you are practicing self-care. You need to listen to your daughter's advice, it's sound. You won't be good to anyone if you aren't good to yourself first. Thank you for sharing with us. It's very humbling and soulful to reach out.
I have read every one of these comments, and continue to read the new ones daily that are posted. THANK YOU so much for your kind words, your support AND for sharing a little about your own struggles. I am a private person, but have found that when we share what we are dealing with it helps to remind us that we are not alone. Aging, and the challenges is can present to us runs deeper than the wrinkles it brings. The stage we find ourselves in this time in our lives is when we need a community more than ever. I am so grateful of each of you. Please continue to share what you feel you can, because someone (such as myself) may be reading, and will relate.....and make them feel a sense of relief that they are not alone. The phrase that I have found to be my mantra throughout my life is 'this too shall pass'.... I am not the best at facing the unexpected things that have occurred in my life...as a matter of fact I have not dealt with them all that well at all! BUT we have to give ourselves grace...we are human, and as long as we don't give up on the desire to seek help, and continue to strive for the happiness we deserve...we can get through it, and come out always better for it. Not only that....our kids, and loved ones want to see us happy! ❤ Much love to you all.
Thankyou Jill I have gone through so much myself but the experiences ,have learnt me patience and hopefully more understanding of those who suffer .. possibly I've learnt with the passage of time too..I still love life and I know you will be back on board too
Be good to yourself. X...
Thank you for taking the time Jill lynn to write such a thoughtful response❤️ it means more than you can imagine.
You are in my thoughts video girlfriend. I appreciate everything you do
As a 56 yr old menopausal woman, I really appreciate you and your channel. I love your honesty, your helpful tips and down-to-earth nature. I wish you all the best with all that you’re going through and hope you continue to take care of yourself.💖
Thank you so much for sharing these things with all of us. You are so very brave. Sending you lots of love from Bellingham, WA. ❤
Jill, you’re Beautiful inside and out. Keep smiling that beautiful smile. Never give up. ❤
Diabetes is a health crisis.
You are educating people about why managing diabetes is so important.
God be with your family as you walk through this!
I can say the same thing about depression.
Management is important!
Thank you for sharing. My husband had a life altering stroke with diabetes at 52, we are now 73. Life can be challenging, life is a blessing. Anxiety is real and can make everything worse. Sending love and prayers your way.
I agree with Iris whole heartily! Just want to reach right through the screen and give a comforting hug. You are admired by many.
You are such a gorgeous, kind, beautiful soul! Life is often a brutal business, and sharing your struggles will help others to persevere in healthy ways. You are so right to take your wellbeing seriously. You benefit no one if you burn yourself out, or worse. Sometimes the most heroic thing you can do is to be honest about the situation and your own limitations. Your relationship with your kids is beautiful and a testament to the good parenting they received. They sound like wonderful people. Take good care of yourself!
I love you Jill. That's all. My heart is with you. No matter what. I am a praying person,and I am commited to praying for you daily. Don't give up.
God Bless you Jill. Your video was touching , brave and helpful to so many of us. Wishing you continued healing and peace. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you Jill for your honesty and sincerity. You are a strong woman. ❤❤
Thank you ❤️
Jill, thank you for being so open. My mouth flew open as I listened to all you’ve been dealing with. I went through a lot for many years with my mother and it took a toll on me. Looking back, I now know I should have established more boundaries. At the time, I put her needs above mine -to no avail. She’s been gone 6 years now and I’m still angry at myself and her too! I tried several medications while dealing with her and thank God I did. All the side effects (such as weight gain and flat affect) were worth it as that’s what enabled me to accomplish everything I had to do. I got off the medication after she died and I’m fine now without it. My husband has some serious health problems but he’s taking care of himself and doing well. Hang in there, you are amazing. I’m glad you have supportive children and of course, your fur babies to help❤️
God bless you Jill. So glad you are ok. Praying for you. You are a beautiful and amazing person. Stay strong and I hope you feel better soon.
Thank you for sharing. Many blessings to you.
I applaud you, your openness and honesty. You are So brave to allow us in to your life to support you. Your struggles are immense but you are doing fabulous and you look amazing. Lots of love and positivity being sent to you 💕
Take care of yourself Jill, you are not alone❤ Thank you for sharing 🌈🦋
Thank you for sharing Jill. I hope things are going better for you. I don't know if you are a person of faith but sometimes we have to just let it rest with The Lord and put things in his hands. You definitely have been blessed with a talent that you love to share and we love to watch. Just know your group will always be here when you are ready. We are all on this journey thru life and we need to help each other. May God bless you and your husband.
Thank you for sharing. You definitely take your marriage vows seriously. My Stepfather experienced personality changes that were very difficult to understand and to deal with. It turned out he was experiencing side effects from the combination of his meds. Once that was addressed, he returned to his usual easy going self. When you share your struggles, you allow others to feel less alone in their struggles. So again I thank you for being brave enough to share. And you continued optimism is encouraging. Jill, you will remain in my prayers. Stay strong and focus on your needs. ❤
Please don’t stop telling us everything, you help so many and you are just absolutely beautiful ♥️
Dear Jill, I have walked the walk that you are walking. I feel your pain and yet the strength and courage as well. I am a widow now, two years this month. I have learned so much from you about makeup and wigs! My very favorite wig is ignite, just want you to know you have been a mentor for me.
Bless your heart ❤️ you have been thru it. You're so strong. God bless you Sis.
I held in stress from my job and my wick met in the middle. I was in a partial in patient program for 6 Wks. Depression and anxiety are a heavy load to have. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I always say, “ let go, let God”. I am glad your husband is doing better. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾.
You hit the nail on the head, Jill! This was a great idea for a video! Thank you for talking about these important subjects!!!
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Hi Jill I don't comment a lot. Today watching this brought back so much for me. So kind of you to help others going through anxiety and other similar things to hear what helped you. It's so touching to hear your daughter say to go someplace just for you to relax. Having had a sick mother all my life and my father always there by her side you see how it can affect the caregiver. My sisters and I helped always. My dad never complained God Blessed us with a father who loved are mother dearly. My mother in law had dementia when my father in law passed away so we( I) took care of her. It was very hard yet I would do it all over again. I lost 20 lbs and I am tiny to begin with it took so much out of me. As in I lost my hair due to stress and weight loss. My Doctor told my husband he needed help so at the end he did and we got some in home care also. A goodnight sleep was so helpful. God Bless you and your family I will keep you all in my prayers🙏🙏.❤
Thank you prayers in AR
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Jill thank you for what you shared on this vlog. You have a whole lot of friends out here rooting for you, empathizing and send love! ☝️💕❤️
Appreciate your honesty. My grown kids are estranged from me, occ short visits w grandkids, thanks to my dil. Although I don’t deal w anxiety, I am guilty of lacking motivation in my life right now- alone and in my 60’s . But I face nothing that God can’t handle and nothing like what you two have been through. Pray you find God’s strength to keep the faith and the fight! ❤️🙏
I think your daughters advise is right on , I am 84 and still love makeup and wear it almost every day. It seems like so many of us are going thru challenging times.
Jill, I know that you’re going through a lot right now, and there are so many women in our age group who are dealing with similar issues. Miss you, and I’m praying for you today 💕
I want to thank you. It is no accident that I came across one of your videos today. I needed to hear your story, because it somehow blessed me as I continue in my grief journey after my older son passed away Sept 2021. I love make up even at 69 years old. Ive watched a marathon of your videos tonight. Bless you
Wow Jill it was so saddening to hear all you've been through these last couple of years! First time hearing alot of the issues & I'm sorry 😞 but it's good to know you have ur 3 lovely children that you've raised in such an Awesome way! & how u choose to stay 'positive' & see the good is amazing. Prayers for you & ur loved ones just know your Not Alone. God Bless & Keep you strengthened in His Wonderful Love.
Oh Jill. As I was listening to you recount everything that has gone on in your life over the last couple of years I wanted to cry and give you the biggest hug. The strength and courage you are showing here, you really are a phenomenal woman and I admire you greatly.
Sending much love to you from the UK. X
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Awh Jill I can relate to EVERYTHING you are saying in this video, I’m praying for you and your husband! Hope you’re doing well, thank you so much for being so honest and real! ❤️✌️😊
Thanks so much for sharing your journey good and unique ❤🎉 I'm in the same boat at age 58. I'm a chronic MIGRAINE Sufferer thus severe Anxiety and Major Depression. I also went through a horrible divorce during Covid-19 packed on 40 lbs..It's all fantastic because I'm moving forward 1 day at a time positively ❤. I'm a Life Coach and actually become a Life Coach for myself. I've found that I have skill I wasn't aware of that have greatly benefited so many other people. Our MINDS are our POWER which Drive our bodies. Keep going because you are so beautiful inside and out. Your Spirit is soothing and welcoming ❤❤
You have had more to deal with than most of us will never have or even understand how to cope. A hug for you to go forward know how many of us love your strength and honesty. take your time and take a breath for Jill. You might try to find some sunshine away from Western Washington. I spent decades dealing with my own issues and moved to Arizona almost 20 years ago. The sun every morning was my medicine. I am approaching my lucky #77 and could not have made it without your sharing your advice and life stories, Afterall, we all have a story to tell.
So good to see your face. Glad to hear you are feeling better. Take care of yourself. I enjoy your channel from London. ❤️❤️
Oh wow!! Lots of prayers for your husband! 🙏🏻 I must say your head must have been spinning with everything you have had to deal with, I cannot imagine! Stress can do terrible things to our health. I hope you will continue to take care of yourself. God bless you. 🙏🏻
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Jill, I hope you’re doing ok and feeling better. Prayers and love for you💕
Jill, since I found you I have learned so much about wigs and during that time I have become so attached to you! I look forward to hearing what’s going on with you and your family! I want great things for you and am praying that everything goes well for your husband so it relieves the pressure from you and helps with the medical issues you’re dealing with!! I watched at first to learn about wigs but now I watch to see how you are!! God Bless you girl! You hang in there and thank you for being so honest with us!!
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OMG!! How could you not have depression and anxiety? I am so sorry..You continued with your videos even though were were going through such a rough time. I don't know how you managed. Thank you for opening up like this. You are showing trust and vulnerability. I love watching your videos. I believe many of us relate to your anxiety. I certainly do as I have been dealing with it for many years.. and the vertigo triggers it. Exercising and listening to Deepak Chopra has helped me. You have been, and are dealing with a lot. You are soo brave. You Can do it!!.. Good you have your children close by to give you emotional support :)
OMG Jill, what a story, how much pain does one have to go through, its unbelievable, your poor husband, you and your family, so so sad, you are soooo brave. I do wonder why these things happen to such wonderful people, it upsets me so much. It makes me feel like no-one is listening from above! How so very stressful for you all. But I will continue to pray for you all in the hope that God IS listening and will work miracles. You are just the loveliest person ever, so kind and caring, love you to bits, feel like I've known you forever xxx
thank you jill. i have been watching for a while now but never did subscribe, but i did today. i want to encourage you to wear that courage like armor. peace and blessings to you and your family.
Jill, you have been an inspiration to me for years. You have helped me in my wig journey so much. My heart goes out to you with all of the health issues you have been dealing with for these last few years. I just want to let you know that you have at least person here praying for you every day.
OMG. Thank you for this video. My daughter has diabetes etc. I’m overwhelmed and you have helped me tremendously 🙏🙏🙏
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Thank you for sharing! Stay strong! We love you❤❤❤
Jil, l OH girl!! I'm so very sorry for all that has happened! You are doing all the right things, and you have to have self care. ❤ Always look forward to updates and everything else you share. Keep that positive attitude. You are beautiful!!!
Thank you so much for sharing. I really relate to your story! ❤
I suffer with vertigo and ear aches. I live alone and loosing my job and need to rework remote with a company that offers insurance. I love flowers so looking forward to Spring!
You are like many of us, who just give give give to family and work, and we push our selves away because of our love for our family and other responsibilities. My faith in the LORD has gotten me through so much, but I suffer as well. Sometimes we feel a large hug, to lean on someone will help. Sending spiritual hugs your way. Please know you and your family will be in my prayers❣️🙏🏼
So sorry you have so much to deal with. Praying for you and your husband for wellness and peace!
My heart goes out to you. ❤
I can relate with you. I too suffer with anxiety, panic attacks, vertigo, hypothyroidism, thyroiditis Hashimoto’s. I have hair loss with type 2 Diabetes and have tried to manage it with a low carb or ketogenic diet. I am 51 years old and have too many health issues to deal with. But the worst is my mental health. I can take on a physical illness as long as I am mentally healthy and that is not the case . Management is hard but doable with Gods help. Prayer has helped me tremendously. God bless!
Thank you for this open and honest video. You are so strong. We are all here for you. Take time for you. Keep us posted. We are all here for you.
Bless you and your family Thank goodness for your wonderful children. ❤🙏🏻
Jill, I’m just so sorry you have been going through everything. I knew bits and pieces of your husbands health but didn’t know about what was going on! You take all the time you need sweetie. It’s so hard to go through things. I know I have went through a lot in my life too and I have anxiety also. Vertigo is also such a hard thing to go through. I have had that too on and off for 30 years. It’s so scary and I feel your anxiety just talking about it. I do hope and pray things get better with your mental health and that your husbands health also improves to the point he and you can have a wonderful life together again. ❤️🙏
Prayers. So much to go through. Have a wonderful Easter. God bless.
I have just found you in the last couple of days and i have watched SO many of your videos already. I googled make-up for over 50 blonde and I found you. I love your make-up tutorials. But I want to thank you for this honest video. I am close to your age and I relate to so much of your experience & personal health issues. I want you to know that you are appreciated. I have subscribed. I wish you well.
Jill, you are lots stronger than you give yourself credit for. It’s a blessing you have children that love and understand you. Take care of your mental and physical health. Pray for guidance and healing. It will come. Prayers for you 🙏🏻 I care.
Hi Jill I first started watching your videos when I became a wig wearer you have helped me so much so I thank you for that❤ I'm so sorry to hear all about your health issues I too have a thyroid problem and have recently been diagnosed with fibromielga I know exactly what you are going through.. you have a very supportive family by what you are telling is which is so nice to hear.. Your a very inspirational courageous lady and you have certainly helped me I wish you well for you and all your family look forward to the next video when your ready of course sending a big hug ❤
I’m so sorry for you both. I hope you have a close relationship with God to help you through all of this. Prayers for you. ❤️
Thanks for your openess - wishing you all the best from a viewer in Denmark 🇩🇰👍🏼👍🏼
This is all so very hard. That life forces us to bear the unbearable is one of the hardest epiphanies as we age. One step, one moment at a time, the path will keep opening before you. Sending you so, SO much love and support. 💌
I am technically not in need of hair extensions etc but I was drawn to your site by your calmness and honesty. I’m sorry to hear of your life troubles. I can relate about the stress, depression and anxiety in your life. I too had thyroid issues manifesting during my high stress along with severe osteoporosis in my 50’s. There is no doubt stress caused all of this as I was very athletic before then .
Thank you so very very much about your honesty of your life and your struggles. Sharing It does make a difference . Be well and take care of yourself. Know even though you are struggling there are those that think you are amazing. 🤩
Positional vertigo like you are describing plagued me for years. In 2019 I was hit with major health issue and was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis. I changed my diet drastically. (AIP) the diet lowers inflammation. While doing this I noticed I wasn’t experiencing vertigo issues. It’s been 4 years now eating different. Certain foods are huge triggers like gluten and unfortunately chocolate 😢 etc. I’m new to your channel so I’m not sure what you do dietarily but it is HUGE. I wold have never thought that had I not experienced it for myself. I’m glad today is a better day. Thanks for sharing. Big hug🌸
Jill, don’t deny yourself. Those words were the best advice I ever received when I was at the end of my rope. My husband was bipolar. I pretended to be fine and I was for the most part. I was very convincing. But I was making excuses, pretending for everyone else, loosing myself in the process. No one knew until I finally acknowledged my situation. When someone I confided in said “don’t deny yourself”, I remember being stunned a bit but knew they were right and every day I took steps forward to be better….for myself. I confided in my kids next. Glad you confided in your kids. Great first steps. Keep your happiness a priority. ❤
I love your chats. I feel like I’m sitting across the table from my best friend, who is telling me about her day, her life. Thank you for being so open and honest with us. You are a blessing. You matter.
I am so sorry for all you have to endure,, I know what you are going through, My husband left me on our 26 wedding anniversary. I developed Essential Tremor which has gotten so bad that I can hardly eat or drink anything without spilling it. I have felt quite sorry for myself for a long time but today when I listened to you talk about your problems I knew I needed to stop thinking about me so much. I will pray for you and you’re husband and I wanted to let you know how much you have helped me to keep going no matter how much I want to give up! God bless you❤️
God has healed me ,and many of my friends from many ailments. I still have anxiety issues but I'm okay. I have type 2 diabetes. I found out when I had Covid in 2019. I also have Psoritic arthritis. Good vitamins and prayer is the answer. Daily walking helps. I need to get to walking because of weight gain and it helps with the anxiety. I can relate to a lot of what you are experiencing. You're a very brave person. Jesus can help you through this all. I'm 59 years old and The Lord and my hubby is a big support to me. I so appreciate this video you made. Thank you.
So sorry to hear your story. You have been through so much. I hope life begins to treat you better. ❤ stay well!
Thank you for sharing. You are precious. Sending you kind thoughts and positivity and blessing to your husband.🙏🙏
Please don’t stop🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
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Wow you poor thing, I had no idea! What a strong woman you are!!!! Sending you all the peaceful healthy contented vibes I can from Sydney Australia xx
Thank you for being so open and honest about your health issues, especially with your mental health. It really helps to work toward stopping the stigma and it is equally as important as any physical medical issues we may have. I commend you for making your self care a priority and taking a timeout to find a little peace and a break from caregiving.
You are a strong beauty women. Everyday do something to make you happy. You are in a down cycle now as am I. Sending you love and healing light energy.
Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry to hear all your troubles. It really pains my heart 😢 Bless your heart ❤️.
Just take care of you! We love you … you are our friend … do not think you will lose your fan base! We are hear when ever your good!
Tell the truth … I have days where I don’t watch vlogs … it’s an off day … it’s how I am feeling etc etc! But I do not delete the vlog I just have it on hold!
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These past 7 years been really rough. Husband cancer and diabetes then affair lost his job . Been so unbelievable so depressed plus I take care of my 82 year old mom. On Sunday in gods will be 60. God heard my prayers and my crying. On November 10 2022 god gave us. A wonderful gift my first granddaughter everything has changed.I’m so happy may god bless your family I so understand you
Hello, Jill. I watch you on TH-cam a lot, and I wanted you to know that your story hits home for me. I am turning 52 next week, I have anxiety and suffer health issues, and my husband of 19 years also has end stage renal failure. He is on peritoneal dialysis, had a quadruple bypass last April, and is also awaiting a kidney transplant. Truly, listening to your story was like listening to my inner voice. So many similarities. Thank you for sharing your story, and for your courage and positive outlook. It means so much. Take care.
Mental health is healthcare! Our brains are running the entire machine. We’ve come along wain in brain research and I’m so glad people are speaking out like you have and breaking the ridiculous stigma that used to be behind it. It makes us human and connected. 💞
Beautiful soul. One of my FAVOURITE channels. Thank you. ❤
Oh Jill. My heart goes out to you ❤ Your daughter is so so right. I hope with all my heart that you will create happy places for yourself whenever possible and needed. The sorrow that comes with this kind of personality change is so deep, it’s losing someone for good when they are still alive. No matter what happens, you are so right in focusing on your own future and wellbeing. Like I always tell my exhausted girlfriends, if you don’t take care of yourself and give yourself good things, you have nothing left to give to others. Rings in water 🙏🏼
Thank you for sharing your personal experiences with us subscribers. Having watched your channel for years I feel like I know you. Wishing you and your family all the best during this difficult time.
Thank you so much for sharing this very appropriate and highly important topic. Personally, suffered severe depression ups/downs all my life w/Rocky road and now 64yo & look back on all experiences that got me here. Everyone that knows me tells me I should write an autobiography because such an interesting backdrop. You are amazingly tested to limits. Dementia of a loved one is so truly difficult to deal with - other people have no idea. .....I had spinal cord stimulator implanted in my back which took much depression away since no longer feel that pain...highly suggested for chronic pain sufferers. Try having vertigo and having relocated from Miami flatlands to Tennessee mountains and living in a houseboat on the water constantly moving back and forth for 10 years: not fun to say the least...lol. Many Blessings to you.
Jill, I want to give you a hug. My heart aches for you. I won't give you my life story, but I've seen a lot and I've been through a lot. Makes me wish that we could sit down and have a cuppa tea or some of that wonderful coffee.
You're a wonderful lady surrounded by a great group of people talking about your family and your family online. It takes a village to get through all this never thought I'd be using that line but I am lol
I'll be praying for you
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Sometimes, it takes a bit longer than you want Jill. Just be kind to you. I ve been learning how good podcasts are. I m enjoying them. Xx
Been there. Last year I had a lot of stress. I pretty much had a nervous breakdown. Had anxiety, insomnia, lost interest in the things I love, bad fatigue and internal shaking. Got my hormones checked and sure enough my hormones were in the toilet and my adrenals were fried! Get your hormones checked. I'm guessing your estrogen is very low, so is your progestrone and your Adrenals are fried. Estrogen will help with energy, sleep and joints pain. Progesterone will help with anxiety and sleep and your brain. Getting your adrenals under control will help with your ability to handle stress better. Since I've been on bio identical hormones I have my energy back, the joint pains are gone, I've gone back to doing the things I love and my anxiety is gone! Hope you feel better soon. ❤
You are an amazing strong lady! I can relate to your feelings . I don't have the issues you have with your husband but your other issues are relateable! I will continue with you on your journey. My words sound empty but hang in there, you can see the end of the tunnel. Know you,'re not alone. I will continue to follow you in your new adventure. I can't remember the name of the program you're going to start Hang in there!
Jill,,,you are indeed a lovely woman, obviously upon seeing your beauty but even greater than the external. Your soul essence is truly so very warm, loving and even generous. i also so enjoy your sense of humor as evidenced in many of your vlogs/tutorial. My praters are for healing and support fot you and yours.
Hi Jill...My mum died in October . I had looked after her for 10 years..5 yrs of dementia...and my anxiety symptoms were just awful. I had internal tremors and random body movements when sleeping..racing heart beat. The day her ashes were delivered was the first time in my life I got vertigo..just awful . The dcotor changed my meds but nothing worked. My friend suggested I try CBD oil...the improvement was amazing. I am Scottish living in spain. Not sure if CBD is available over the counter in the U.S. Just wanted to share what worked for me.Your strength is an inspiration. Keep going ❤
You are NOT alone sweet friend.
You have so much on your plate Jill, give yourself credit for what you do do and don't be so hard on yourself. Best wishes for you and your family
3 words for you Jill I love you.
Jill im so.sorry. I didnt know you were going threw all this. So sorry. Sending you prayers, hugs and love❤❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 My brother has the same kind of dementia. He too has changed in his personality at times. Things I never thought he would say. Jill sending your husband prayer, hugs and love. ❤❤❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼. Jill never give up your faith. God is with all the time
He gives us strength when we think we don't have any. When you are a caretaker of someone you put them first and ourselves last. Been there with my mom. We all have to realize we got to take care of ourselves too. Thank God you have. Its so hard I so understand. My mom.had dementia also. Jill i too have aniexty, depression and panic attacks. Sometimes I get so down and God lifts me up. Jill all we can do is just keeping praying. Sounds like are on a great road to get back to yourself im so happy for. Sick can bring us all down. God gives us courage and we have our faith. Thank you for sharing your story. Better days are ahead for you both in 2023. Love you Jill
I am so very sorry that your husband is dealing with so many health issues. And I assume he’s not that old. And while dealing with all that and dealing with your health issues you still put out videos that are inspiring. I truly pray that you and your husband find relief in your pain. I will follow you as long as you put out videos. Bless you and your family.
We are twins girl So you are ministering to me …. We are way to much a like so you are helping me ❤ Praying for you & me . I’m tried cymbalta years ago & it made me feel worse & gave up but maybe if I start with a lower dose it would help so thank you sweetie for YOU ‼️
I'm so sorry you are going through this, Jill. It isn't surprising that your anxiety is becoming difficult to control. Your husband's personality changes sound like symptoms of the dementia. My mother and aunt both had dementia and had to be prescribed medication because they became combative. Have you shared this with your husband's doctor? I'm so thankful you are practicing self-care. You need to listen to your daughter's advice, it's sound. You won't be good to anyone if you aren't good to yourself first. Thank you for sharing with us. It's very humbling and soulful to reach out.