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- What is the feeling you are feeling. Find the deep rooted question, to receive the deep rooted answer. You have just one feeling to heal, but its clouded with many words. How great would it feel to be healed. The soul wants you to go back to being a child, here is where your pain has been sitting, this is why the souls journey is a backward journey. Once you go back and heal, you can then start to walk forwards. Thank you to Bensound.com for my music.
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I wish there was radio station that spoke about stuff like this and about consciousness...I would listen to it everyday while I'm delivering pizzas haha
Start one :)
maybe download stuff off here You tube-it`s a great place !!
iEMoT1ONs go to hay house radio
iEMoT1ONs im coming lil bro just stay strong iseeusallin remember the babies and they wont fear what we did
There are podcasts if you have satellite radio!
Awakening makes you feel even more isolated and alone. I see everyone around me as a zombie drone.
that's true, you are meant to stand alone and walk the other way. walk out of the forest, and find freedom
Trevor Ilesley Thanks Trevor. I didn't expect a response from the man himself. Thanks for taking the time. I admit I have just discovered you, and now will learn some more!
Rupert Radar nice poem! Is that a haiku??
PriestKikyo - hello. Thank you. To be honest I don’t remember what makes a haiku! I didn’t actually mean it to be poetic.
Rupert Radar well i feel exactly like what you said. The world just doesn't make sense. But i guess it doesn't have to huh?..
If my gf didn’t end our relationship I wouldn’t have learnt the things I did when I was alone. I wouldn’t have been the really nice and down to earth person I am now. I wouldn’t have gained wisdom by listening to my intuition. I would t be the person I am today. Some things are just meant to happen for the greater good I guess ：）
Silent_Shadow18 I can completely relate , gave me chills reading your comment . Peace
brother i feel everything you said. seem like the only thing that could ease the pain
Exact same thing happened to me. Had to be brought back to square one so I could gain a new perspective and rebuild myself. The heartbreak was rough but in the end it was for the best.
@Paul Slevin i'm sorry but i really think you still don't get it. nobody completes you but you. you can choose wisely as to who you are with but you will never find who you are looking for because it's within you. others simply add to our experience. in your comment i see hurt. you felt the need to share this bad experience with everyone here and that it will never happen again. but nobody can hurt you without your permission. you are greater than your experiences. there will be others that may hurt you. but it's all the journey. find peace within yourself.
Ditto! Ditto! Ditto!
I'm 66 and still trying to find my way...thank you for this message... I've tried SO many things to find some peace in this long life...this feels like the right message at the right time..enough to keep me going and not suicide which is what calls me also...so tired of my own brain, reactions, pain and lonliness...
I can resonate with you.❤
Rewire your subconscious mind only way to change on a massive positive scale
Doing any better? I feel your pain
God bless you man, I sincerely hope your doing better.I personally would advise against suicide.Its a traumatic experience especially for those who know you.Just know this ,there are some good things and changes that you and others will bear witness too.
I’ve came back to this over the years and listened many times 💜🙏💜🙏
I just stumbled across this video, I don't know how but I believe it was meant for me. 🙌🏾
I am amazed by the beautiful comments. I wished I could do a live seminar for all my subscribers. Would be so cool to meet you all. I have been patient over the years trying to see where my audience are. I have a message that I have put my life on the line for. Even though it's been a tough road, I some how knew, this can't be wrong, there must be a reason I attained this message. Now I know, I feel such joy, a moment that says, I found you, as you have found me. I will do my best guys to make sure we become the best b*me beings we can be. If we all grow, we can change the energy of life for the future. My mission is to create our new identity as a race of beings. Human has served its purpose, it's made us ill, lost confused with no meaning at all. We must not go through life, not knowing who we are, that would be a waste. Welcome to the world of B me beings. I love you all. Thank u thank u for your support. Together we can make a difference, even if it's one at a time. Soon my book will come into play with the full force of why, three letters 2 words is your greatest asset to becoming the real you. From 1 b me 2 another b me. Xx
Trevor Ilesley Yes thank you so much for this, i now know how to deal with the bad vibes, why and where they come from, i hope it's not too late to make things right again. Thank you.x
What explains why, in 2 weeks, there's 132000 views of this which is 3x for any other of yours? When to think 'Magpie Baby Feeding' got just 890, and many others with a more appealing thumbnail and no less of a message getting even less stretching back for years. Mystery defying explanation.
+ Trevor Ilesley - 👍You CAN do a live seminar. There are lots of webinar services online & people can sign up. YouNow & Periscope are other apps or platforms I've seen other TH-camrs use. 🤗💞🤗
thank you Trevor! for helping me realize things. that everything that had happened to me for the past few months, every little thing and experience that came out and got my attention and i really enjoyed and learned to love all makes sense. they are all related to one message. this feeling i get now is like the feeling of being able to finally figure out the answer to a mathematical equation and realizing every bit of numbers and symbols makes sense and works together in revealing or leading you to the correct answer! and you got it right! this is the best sleepless night by far. thank you
Trevor Ilesley I have been hoping for a platform of this nature in the UK thank you I'd love to meet you in person and chat over a cup of herbal tea
the most appealing video i have come across on the topic of spiritual awakening. couldn't thank you so much for the great revelation
anny husain more to come. X
anny husain Agree 812%!! Exactly where I Am right now!
anny husain agree with you as well. I am super glad I found this post. Thank you so much Trevor. Namaste
I been feeling this way all my life I finally understand it was the dark night of the soul communicating with me 😊 thank u. I always Knew I was born to create
Depression is dark for me also it sucks , please help me get better 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻 God bless you all xx
All I can say is Oh My God! This is what I have been asking myself for a while now, what is this spiritual awakening is all about? It also took me awhile to figure out what was going on with me. This video answered so my things I have questions about and how to navigate through this experience. I have to listen to it again and again. The Universe has answered me in such a unique way, and I also asked that I am fully aware of when the answer comes and I was. You have truly blessed me today. I will always remember this pivotal moment in my life. I know that this will make a massive shift in my consciousness. My life will never be the same. Thanks again for your insight and God bless!
Hi there Stacy, I wished I had a moment like you just did, but I never found any one. It makes my work and DNOTS so worth it all when I see people getting a benefit from what I thought was a disaster many years ago. good luck, I gather you have checked out all my other videos, lots of information there that may help you through. Lots of blessing to you. T
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Never give up....Self belief is the most powerful force , besides love and wisdom....Perseverance and determination
is the key... I send my love and courage to all...
The Real K P YAAAAAAAYYY!!!!!! THERE YA GO now i wish.... and my only pain of this world is wishing everyone had someone to really talk too.... everybody is born innocent, the atmosphere in which they live in and area is what changes them to who they turn out to be bc not everyone has the mind set to wait and see and analyze themselves so get overcome by reality
The Real K P ❤️🙏🏻❤️
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I did not search for this video, this video searched for me. I opened up my laptop and there it was. I clicked on it because my higher self-told me too. As I intensely listen throughout the entire 40 minutes, tears were streaming down my face, for this video touch the deepest part of the essence of my being. Thank you, Trevor Ilesley, for finding me. Most importantly, thank you for your words of wisdom, compassion and a better understanding, as you help guide us through this great transformational shift.
princessdingling your name made me smile. :)
That video found me too. Just at the right time. Just now. Thank you.
your soul knows best
that hell could be healed. We don't have to suffer. We will heal.
Its like you took the words from my mouth You said everything that I would have said our experiences in this were identical....amazing, and like she said thank you Trevor you are truly brilliant and I am overwhelmed with joy and enthusiasm for what you have taught me thus far I am now subscribed and will be thoroughly enjoying all of your videos to come thanks again
This confirms that I'm on the right path & everything I've been feeling & thinking is correct! Thank You!!! 🙏💪💪💪
When you said “40yrs old.” My eyes 😳😲& then I cried! 😩😭😭😭😭”LOST” is my word. LOST
Morena G. ❤️🙏🏻❤️
Clarebear1973 Cooper thank you. How funny they call me “KareBear” & I was born in 77🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽
Morena G. Hmm me too my Dark Night started a little after the Solar Eclipse in 2017 also born in 77 wonder if there is significance to this?
VehementAbyss you know what! Maybe so.
What a trip. Hmmm...now has my thinking.
Morena G. Try 57.5 years of age...🤤
This is the most beautiful resonating message I have ever heard. It's what my soul has been yearning for to receive some sort of understanding && beginning. Thank you. You are a beautiful soul.
Hi Michelle Marlowe ... I heard it once said; ''let your suffering be your guide". There is hope. Quick true story..... a friend of mine had lost millions and became homeless and an alcoholic on the streets for two years in late 80's. When he was finally ready to ask for help he walked into a 1/2 way house. A black lady running the house decided whether or not he would qualify and he did as long as he found a job and could pay the small amount. Long story short, this black lady had been a crack addict and had been in prison. She had about 5 children. She was at a crossroads back then... either F$%^ up one more time and do another term in prison or change direction. Well, she decided she wanted to be a mother to her children and change the course of her life. Once she got out of prison, she reconnected with her children and started to help others (like my friend) .....several years passed and one day my friend (the one living on the streets for 2 years) was sitting in his office cubicle at H&R Block and this black woman walked in needing help on her tax return. ( BTW..My friend sobered up, got his life back and for a short time ended up teaching tax attorneys and tax accountants how to fill out tax forms.) He immediately recognized this woman from a distance and made his way to the front of the office as he wanted to be the one to help her. When there eyes met they both embraced each other with a long hug. She was blacker than black and he was whiter than white. His co workers were speechless for the next few seconds......seeing that the two of them had tears in their eyes. He took her back into his cubicle and they caught up on their life stories. I just remembered her name, ... it was Vivianne. She went on to college and also thru a grant, started programs thru the college to help people who had found themselves in similar situations in life. She became very well respected in the community and the rest is history and a happy ending for two lives that turned tragedy into triumph. I do believe there is a triumph story waiting to play out for you too, and that you can overcome your tragedy in this life. Much love to you sweetheart!
private uno I got emotional reading this thanks for sharing
Much Love and Blessings to you and to Michelle! Huge life changes are possible when we are willing to ask for help!
private uno thank you for sharing that story. The brought to my eyes. I'm not homeless but I've been destroyed completely by a cluster B narcissist. Been abused so badly by this person going on 14 years six divorced now a custody battle she started I'm winning. I am a chiropractor but I'm overweight because my adrenals are burnt and I just don't want to do it anymore. I want to do some of the more I want to help people who have felt like I felt destroyed by someone they only loved. That was their only crime. They open their heart to someone who honed in on them only to destroy them. I just can't figure it out and I have no money to invest in it. Psychologist, energy worker, NLP, I don't know but I know I'm being called to do something about this madness that I find myself in. No one understands this type of abuse it so twisted and sick and someone has the shed light on it because it destroys your soul in the worst way. Thank you for your inspiring story maybe mine will have a good ending as well 💜
+Liberation I was dating a man on & off for 23 years. We were engaged twice, but both times his friends split us up. I went into a deep depression for 5 years. Then I shut off my emotions for about a year, until I was healed. I would have stayed in that state of mind if it wasn't for my sons. Their compassion & understanding brought back my humanity. I've realized that my exfiance was incapable of independent thought & that he was unable to feel love. I would have been miserable if we ever were married. My twin flame is out there & I'll feel unconditional love when I'm with him.
Liberation please listen to Marino Jacobi she will teach you how to do everything needed to ascend she's on utube plus she does not charge for one on one consultant
The higher beings are telling her to break away from the money system by showing us all will be answered with out the money system
All day, I was stressing about money, then my purpose, then I said I just want to be free and not care, that's when things flow, I have been going through this emotion so much for years, but the last 8 months have been the most intense, I know I have a purpose, yet trying to find my place, I don't fit in with most, I'm emotional and need purpose, I have an awesome 10 year old and all these thoughts I have guilt especially due to her, but everything your saying I'm literally going through at this moment, plus I can read and foresee things for everyone else but myself, I know I'm over explaining, obviously this video came as soon as I got home and laid down right now, bottom line it's awesome that I'm being answered
Gosh you are writing my thoughts!
Kristie Kogut Rodriguez these have been my thoughts for 2 months now.
Kristie Kogut Rodriguez thoughts come and go like clouds..like emotions..kids need their parents now more than ever I would say that is an important purpose rather than get stuck in a career where you don't see your own child anymore..i would take comfort in the time you spend with your children and they get to enjoy your presence ...just my thoughts
I understand and appreciate the replies...i am technically not stuck in a career...i am just starting out again...i am a single mom and will be fortunate to have a flexible schedule...however we need money while we are here just to survive...i am in need of money just for survival and i want to give my daughter the best...shes so humble and selfless , and does not ask for much, all i want is to be able for her to have....i did not clarify exactly all that...however i do appreciate the input and thank you
☝🏾😂😭You wrong for that 😂😭🤣
That was a painfully beautiful journey. One I obviously needed to revisit and am now grateful I have. Feeling stronger than ever, thank you 🙏🏻
How long were you on the journey? I'm still in it but seeing the light. It's been over a year.
So many people with depression out there that need to listen this video 😉... Thank you so much!
Face your fears, And your fears will vanish, with knowledge an understanding.
How do u face your fears when it's like we was designed too fear the unknown fear is really powerful I'm not afraid to die but I am afraid to see spirits ghost and snakes lol
Sweet On Thoughts I am not sure I can add anything but it is possible you don't think the message here is for you so I want to tell you this: It is. That is why you found it. This is special and you can use it. You can choose to operate from the fear because it will keep you in a loop of fear and seem the path of least resistance. Maybe it's time to try something else. You can also choose to be led by the you that is trying to get through the fear. Find the part of you that sees the fear. This is the seat of abundance in you that led you here and is always calling you. Meditation can help. He says so much truth here. You will hear what you are able to hear at any given time but you probably won't hear it all. Our minds are clouded with so much fear that it is hard to hear truth. Keep quieting your mind and listening. You will find your deeper self is speaking and guiding. Take faith by listening to Trevor's story and noticing others seem to have gotten through the pain. So can you. I promise.
I have passed through these stages of fear, depression and loneliness and I am now in twine with my inner self. all the pain has gone. I got it now. I really got it. I am one of the 144000.
144000?
Wow..I loove your comment Mindy, best ever
Mindy Morris i🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
What it means by 144000?
You completely missed the truth in this message. Are you sure of what 144,000 you're part of? Or are you just part of us as a whole? You know, as one!😊 Happy Awakenings
hi there. It seem like I'm only out of the dark for long enough for another to come upon me. I'm facing difficult times.....prison, no contact with my children, my daughter was 8 yesterday, and I don't even know where she is. I'm struggling to stay sober right now....sometumes i feel like"what's the fucking point" But it's all good, I guess. I'm not fearful, and I know there's a lesson to be learned in everything.
Time to change now Michelle Marlowe. Let's say where you are at is an experience. You can either carry on or choose to experience something else. You have much anger and through this, you lost love. My guess is deep down you don't want this. But your experience has forced it upon you. One life girly, don't waste it.
Trevor Ilesley ....what is it that you think I don't want? Sobriety? Spirituality? Because I know where I came from, and I feel my frequency rise daily.
Michelle, I think he means "you don't want the life you've been living and the price you've been paying for it!"
I will base my comment on the fact that you have an 8yr. old daughter, since my daughter is what means the most to me. Yours is still young so, if you love her and want to be a part of her life, then anything you need to give up is well worth giving up! What you want is up to you! When you can show (whoever) that you're makin' a real effort to make things right, it will show! I'm saying these things based on my experiences .....If I hadn't have changed my ways, I might not have a relationship with my daughter,
it's all good now .......I wish you well!
Michelle Marlowe bGod Bless You and your Family
It doesn't matter what we think. It matters what and how you are thinking. Whatever you don't want you resist. and resistance only brings it closer to you until it suffocates you and you give up your power. Your power is your energy not anyone elses. When you are balanced and healthy there isn't resistance. When you make the choice of loving yourself and directing your energy with love to you, you are then able to withstand the challenging journey or path you have chosen to walk. First baby step is to except responsiblility for your choices. Live with the decison and discover whatever you are sacrificing to that decision. Is it in your best interest to stay in the destructive behavior. What are you loosing? What are you gaining by deadning your emotions with ?????? Take a look in the mirror and look deeply into your own eyes and ask these questions and have patience. Then look into your eyes and see your daughter,,your child, your creation. Now listen to her with your intuition, your motherly intuition. What is she saying to you...Your answers will be clear as to what you will choose next for the both of you. Find the attachment, the real cause of the drinking, face it head on, then move on to healing the painful experience that is causing the resistance. With all my love and light and prayers and angels and God and Mother, be healed sister and begin again freshly, freely and lovingly........remember the system is set up to protect the children because they can not defend themselves against preditors. The preditors will have acheivement with their choices when good people do nothing to change the outcome.
OMG this man just told me all about me 🙀🙀🙀 the best audio ever. Thanks very much.
Thank you so so so very much you have brought me to tears... so many synchronicities so many things youve said that have happened in my journey and that i have been hearing...this is such confirmation i truly thank you with all my soul ❤
I hope my higher self is reading this.. Hey you... Make me rich already.
rick you will be.
astgraphicnovel your higher self wont do that bc you're already rich everything on this earth is literally made from everything on this earth only thing the Humans did was label all of it and made into pointless shit........ now this leads to greed , What was the whole point of all the country's ascension to Africa.......... the real deal money is Gold and Diamonds and Ruby's loo you wont see people trading that only if its to get the fake paper money thats literally made from trees lol so they can use it for countries md transportation which then goes to regular everyday people as ourselves ^_^ And that my friend is called "The System"
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The whole world should hear this!
Thank you Tamika Thomas
I totally agree Tamika Thomas ...
And You Trevor Ilesley ... there are no words to describe the depth (feeling) of gratitude I have by listening to your words. Thank you deeply ... thank you.
Beautiful my friend thank you :)
Tamika Thomas ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Cracks me up when I see a dislike click, see, you just cant please everyone, even though its all just my experience lol makes you wonder why they even bother to move their little mouse over to the button. lol made my day that has. x
Those like and dislike buttons are too close together, they probably meant to hit the like button but missed.. if it was intentional however, they clearly still don't get it yet. Personally I've been through this experience up to a point and everything you mention is exactly how it turned out. You have a great way of putting things Trevor i know you know this but wanted to show my appreciation for your teachings.
After my dark night, I rapidly experienced a shift in my external reality in conjunction with my internal perception / way of thinking, it was this that blew my ego apart and the more i questioned reality, the more (like you) i felt like i was going insane (thanks for responding to and clearing up my earlier question)
With regards to the dislikes, i have always been a caring and empathetic person, i understand what its like to be a people pleaser, to not fit in in this world and to have others take my kindness for weakness, yet as i discovered then and again recently, in order to meet the 2nd wave of enlightenment (as all is connected and all is one) we cannot have true enlightenment until everyone on the planet has reached the first phase of awareness... when we are all enlightened at the same time only then can THE oneness be truly liberated?
makes sense to me, what are your thoughts on this? sorry for the long messages :)
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Trevor Ilesley I experienced trauma as a child, and, I have this yearning to write a book about what happened. I feel my soul calling me to heal through my writing in this way. I feel stuck in indecision, like I can't move until I heal.
Next one u see no reaction, practice the kabbalstic principle of non reaCtion=let in light . Love your video so far. So cool. Ive entered this duality, embraced this jouney, pains. So cool im a bodyworker and same with clients they call pain different things... wow i only listened to 5 minutes of this so far.. im subscribing to u.. thank u!!
Trevor Ilesley Nigga this shit looks Demonic!
you have a new subscriber this is the 1st video I have watched but it resonates with me thank you
I appreciate what you do for people. Thank you for your service to humanity.
I am on social security disability for depression. This is exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you.
This is the best message I've heard on the topic of awakening. He described perfectly what I'm right in the middle of - a confusing time made less confusing by listening to this! I'm going straight to his other videos now!! He's definitely created another fan!!
Hi pam blankenship welcome to the clan. I think you will be presently surprised with my other videos. I think you may have many eureka moments. Good luck Pam and enjoy.
pam blankenship this is the man that helped me to understand what I went through, he also showed me that I was not the only one to know the dark night the way I did when everyone was telling me it was "evil" , " negative" yet while I was there, it was where I learnt many truths about myself and others aalso, what is relevant to and in my life.
Trevor, that's an amazing , intelligent and encouraging message. Never heard anything like it. Please, do continue making these videos. I guarantee your audience will grow BIG - because it's spot on.
Serendipity Neo he sure does he hit it right on the spot and I will be forever thankful
Amazing
Absolutely true
Never give up....Self belief is the most powerful force , besides love and wisdom....Perseverance and determination
is the key... I send my love and courage to all...
Owh shit ...you just tought me a new thing awsome...a very posative powerful force...i knew it i just needed reasurrance
Self belief? Why believe self? It’s illusion
AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING! God bless you. I’ve learnt a lot. I can’t believe people who clicked unlike. I have now subscribed... iam growing....I say yes to this moment.
Thank you
I wasn't sure if I was going to like this, but I'm pleasantly suprised thank you for sharing. 💜
I believe I was meant to hear your video.... amazing...😢let the journey begin...💚🙏🏼🌟
Motu Proprio begin being the being you want to be. Awake, conscious and healed. T
I must say, people that comment on my photography, its true a picture speaks a thousand words. I created this look because it demonstrates how I was feeling at the time when my dark night was upon me. I remember at the time as always in this position, thinking, I am so lost, confused and broken, with the weight of the world on my shoulders. It was through connecting with what I call my higher self B*me, did I find answers to know my self. It was in that moment I realised, that it was my reaction to my experiences that made me the being that I became. Once I realised I was just an experience of unconsciousness, I begun to unravel the pain that I had been carrying that had been imposed upon me by others. I taught myself to know how to heal, and to empty myself of the programing, until, I revealed my true self. My true self being was the being I should have become, before it was all confused by beings, that were confused and blind to their own ways of judgements. T
Trevor Ilesley bloody hell Trev bang on point to me. Oh why couldn't u live next door to me. Your words ate illustrating my own be me moment. Life's in turmoil but soul is healing with knowing I'm right and on the journey meant to be. Can't take another day dealing with anything untrue, even if it may not suit the conscious reality of most ( a corrupted vision ) Those eyes in ur picture have been shown to me in the clouds over my house, HOW BIZARRE. I felt it was the strength of part lion part bull coming to my aid at this time of the Leo gateway opening ? That's my feelings but love to hear others especially as at moment trying to intergrate this new found into my 3D life. Got signs, messages, visions and knowledge and feel strongly this Phoenix of the flame is about to raise and burn. While for my sinners it's time to suffer and for all to learn. Guess we shall see, peace out to all 👼🏼
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Amazing~ the CORE~ of the best way to HEAL ~° THANK YOU, FOR YOUR TIME~ HELP~ WITH / THIS VERY FACT THAT YOU HAVE SHARED. XOXO MOJO XOXO~°T.
Trevor Ilesley Brother.... there's plenty I'd like to say, but I'll just commend you on your contribution and soak up that which you have been kind enough to put together for us. May your journey bring you all that you seek my friend.
Tracey West Sending you love and encouragement from Down Under, Tracey!!
I am still sitting with my mouth wide open. I have no other reason to believe that my higher self has popped this video up on my phone tonight, after two nights of the weirdest scariest dreams which I got after Three days ago, When I tried really hard to empty my mind and Connect with my higher self. After an hour, I thought I failed. After watching this, I know I have not. I always seen the signs, the syncronocities when I was younger, but I have lost that ability for so many years. I have to share... about two years ago, while combing my hair, getting ready and thinking of so many things I had to do, my lips moved automatically and I said " Mathusula". I was shocked and did not know where it came from. I will never forget that experience. Just thought I'd share that as you are talking about a name here too. This piece was as if it was specifically targeted at me. Even the age is about right. I'm two years before forty, but this is damn close. And the detail is exactly where I find myself. I am in shock how spot on this is to my situation. Just needed to share and say thank you. Even though deep down I knew this all already, I did need to hear it to catch a real wake up. Wow! Just wow
Beautiful Eileen van der Schyff
Eileen van der Schyff you see something happened for a reason
You explain my thoughts and anxiety is dwindling the more I seek . And by seeking I mean shouting down my 5 senses. And turn inward thank you brother
The dark night of the soul feels like this heart wrenching Sadness. Such a scary thing honestly. Its wretched.
I'm just starting it! How are you doing now? Hope all is well
Omg😭this so beautiful, I needed this!!!!💞💞💞
+Trevor Ilesley...thank you so much for sharing these videos. I believe we come across you for a reason when we find you on youtube. That we are ready to hear what we need to hear to be able to understand and move forward in our lives. May yours and everyones days be Blessed...x
Beautiful! And a timely message, as usual. :-)
Yes, I agree
My life does have a meaning and purpose... Glory be to God!!!
Thank you so much
Man I DEFLY shed a few of them things. Lol. But no, in all seriousness, I felt like this was what the universe wanted me to see today. I have been struggling these past months with just finding my niche. I'm now 30 and I wanna be financially stable and walking my truth. I believe that I am here to spread love with my Mystikal spirit. But I just haven't found the right path that will lead to where I should be at. I have been stripped of everything materially as far as means to live. Went for a plumbing job and was excused from the program cause just like the video said. It was what I asked for. Now I am trying to figure out my next move. I believe in being positive and manifesting what it is you want, but I guess I need to really be in tune with my inner self. I faulter sometimes get sad over past circumstances and what could have been. I don't want to but I'm only human. I took lots of notes. I feel led here and I feel a shift coming soon. Be happy with my journey. Embrace it and love it. I gotta be my own best friend. I need to pay attention to the signs more. I have so much I want to accomplish. How can I know that's it's the right thing im doing ?? Or do I just control my thoughts and realize that certain decisions aren't mine ?? Just a confused soul who wants understanding. Blessings to you all.
Life can be a process of illumination. Try everything you feel is right at that moment
Wow reading your story I was brought to tears because it was like I wrote it are you a virgo? Man I all of a sudden had a hunger for things I didn't understand I lost everything the whole getting up at 3 or 3 15 I have worked all my life this all of a sudden became stupid to me I'm like at 40?? What the!!? No matter what I do I can't seem to get back!! My car my money what is going on?? Someone please help me understand this
@@BEMEISM man you are awesome !!! Love ya this is really helpful I don't think you know how much I thank the universe for you!!
I need to know when I Am gonna come out on the other side... not saying IF..still sayin when.. THE WORD is MELANCHOLY and exhaustion of waiting..sadness... I am 46, in and out of recovery, alot of trauma... lost my leg,, i am just existing when I want to live.....LIVE!!
I DO WALK NOW....Deespite all my rage//// .. i do want healing , love, and it to be my turn.. for what?? i guess just be happiness, not bitterness, and resesntment and ... ugh!!!
Jennifer Wasnick perfect love casteth out all fear. KJV
Jennifer Wasnick ummm what it sounds like to me is that you need a laugh and to feel comfortable and open and to do that , "watch try not to laugh" videos and challenge yourself but feeling comfortable means your not meant to feel comfortable but other are supposed to be comfortable around you bc your heart is kind let others cherish your energy and spirit with you dont be afraid to be around and let people in bc thats your speciality you make people wanna enjoy with you ^_^ or idk its just my opinion to you lol
Trever thank u. I think others may feal like me my words was anger an abanded i raised myself yes an never felt love all my exsperence tsught me how to be angry an abandoned an empty iam 55
You know i still look for answers i have always did my best an still got kicked in my face i feal if god truly loved me he would have protected me just like a mom who would catch their chield from running in the street
If god loved us so much why does he not protected us its like a mother she would catch her chield befor running in the street
Thank you so much for this... this vid may have saved my life like no one will ever understand...
Derrick Sumiel I understand
I understand! Words alone can't even begin to express what impact it has on my existence. It's more than the difference of night and day. The difference between nothingness...and everything.
I understand. ❤️ To u
I can identify with this.
I keep hearing this inner voice, that’s telling me, if I want healing, I must face my painful past, overcome fear, my higher self is pulling me out!
I just burst into tears. I don’t know what the feeling is, but I know I’ve felt it since I was a little girl, a feeling as being trapped, stuck in my misery for eternity with no escape, I miss and love my inner child. My heart breaks when I look at pictures of her now look at me. I’m an addict. Deep suffering. Pain. They say I’m depressed, bipolar and have ptsd but even that doesn’t describe this feeling!
Your not any of those things your just finding guidance, much love and I hope your doing much better a year later
Dear Trevor..another great vid again ! ..so true and so beautiful as a proces...go into the dark..and let your higher self take over...trust.....trust spirit...heal your soul...it happens with a reason, otherwise it would nor happen to you...been through it with your help Mr T...thanks a lot ! ..E
Hi Erik Damhof glad you like it mate. Trust is the greatest feeling we have. Trust in the process. Trust that you can become. T.
DO NOT TRUST SPIRITS!!!!
Brutally Honest Then perhaps we shouldn't trust ourselves. WE ARE SPIRIT!
That was incredible, absolutely amazing. Totally resonated with me, I was nodding and smiling all the way through. Thank you Trevor Ilesley.
This is exactly how I felt about my life for 543/4 of my years. Up until a few months ago I came across a few people who have been showing teaching helping me regain control over my life and taught me that we have control over our own lives( happiness and misery both ) we decide ourselves what to do and have to decide what to do and feel during both good and bad times in our lives. We can't let how people feel and treat us affect our lives. We have to get rid of all negative people and things including family and friends ( people in general ) out of our lives hard and unpleasant it is out. Don't let anyone else control us no matter how much we may love them even though they treat us like shit and that's why we feel like we do about ourselves and think feel and act like we do today. As soon As I got rid of all negative people and things including my blood family I started to feel think and fill my life with nothing but the positive people and things my entire life changed forever. I was shown how to love and accept myself today UNCONDITIONALLY! People love me for me and who and what I am UNCONDITIONALLY!!!! I As well love and not judge others UNCONDITIONALLY NO MATTER WHAT AND HOW OR WHAT THEY SAY DO TREAT FEEL ABOUT ME!!!! I LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY NO STRINGS ATTACHED NO MATTER WHO OR WHAT YOU ARE!! For teaching me about the dark night as well as my higher self too!!
I cried tears of joy and sadness while listening to this message. thank you so much
Break through from your heart Camille Muldrow
My Brethren. ...... long have we searched in realms world's and Dreams......... I am home and the beginning of Eternity the beginning of My Love of Me..... Here I find ALL I've former seeked.... joy love fullness and the reason is is ME.... I have cried in the Depth of my Being .... Friends Wives Children. ...... The P A I N....... pain so deep so all consuming........over and over and OVER...... I AM ME & WILL BE SO TILL ETERNITY..... I LOVE I LIVE I HURT I LEARN AND I "F E E L" that the best is IN ME.... IN YOU.....IN US ....... bottom line is I love me 1st and as such, my mother, my father, my children, siblings and family DOES NOT EXIST as usual........... I am blessedly blessed to Know, to Love and Hug my baby ME...... CRY FOR IT IS RAIN FOR YOUR SOUL... read it over..... how do you feel after a good CRY !!! HUG YOURSELF AND KNOW U ARE A UNIVERSE. ... Leslie... mate the MUSIC ON THIS IS WHAT PLEASE...... CHEERS.....
You got your BREAK THOUGH
This message literally brought tear's to my eyes. Absolutely beautiful ❤
Wow just wow, like so many others this video found me and I too sat intently listening with tears strolling down my face. It was everything I needed to hear to get over my last hurdle. I can not express my gratitude for this video and the work you do. Bless you for this video! Eternally grateful Alexandra 🙏🏼🙌🏼😘
Such an inspiration literally brought tears to my eyes as this touched my core being, at a time of such confusion, anger and disappointment this helped me release so much tension. I intend to listen over and over until I fully understand how to reach my higher self. Thank you so much, would like to see you in person speak one day!
And such comforting voice to listen to... lovely. Thx again B-me ! :-)
mishimi thank you. T.
I read all the comments here and some folks have it so much worse than I do. May seem silly, but that is what keeps me away from the bottle and away from just pissing away the rest of my life. Out of work for 7 months now, no one is hiring me, not even temp company. I have a Masters but you would never know it by looking at the picture of what I have produced. Thread running through it all is to trust, it all goes to teach us faith and I can still see it in my minds eye. Now is the time to hone and temper and sharpen the edge of "press on". And wield the sword.
Nothing in the world can take
the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than
unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost
a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts.
Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan Press On!
has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.
President Calvin Coolidge
Fight against me with all you have, for tenacity is my constant and never-ending ally. The two of us are one and we'll wrestle you into the pits of hell if we must... and I must.
One must always create in the positive my friend.
Manifest your dream job with a positive mindset pure intentions thank god it is already in existence just align your spirit thru gratitude focus on what you have
Steve, I echo the positive comments made by Lyda and Takia. Stay positive and send out the positive intention that you are connected to your dream position, then it will appear. Don't use your energy (tenacity) to fight with reality of "what is" at the present moment, instead use it to be your mountain climbing tools to ascend to your predestined summit. I love guides such as Wayne Dyer and even Steve Jobs who encourage us to think about the dots connecting. When you look back, you will be grateful for every job you didn't get as that would have taken you off of your natural unique path. I applaud your strength; but the battle at the bottom of your valley is over, you are now climbing my brother. It truly is amazing and when we pass through that dark night of fear and doubt, the other side which waited for us to awaken, is ignited and we then have power & focus that we never imagined. Thank you Trevor - great teaching. You are helping so many souls awaken to finally live their destiny & radiate love.
so much worse ? what's that love an light
BHUDDA SAID BEFORE DEATH : - STRIVE ON ! COOL ^^/
Love this video! Thanks for sharing. You explained all I’ve been feeling.
Outstanding
Never give up....Self belief is the most powerful force , besides love and wisdom....Perseverance and determination
is the key... I send my love and courage to all...
😔Trying not to give up...why is it that I can help other people but can't help myself??? Still watching videos, reading books...still searching....maybe this video message can help me...🤔
Helping others will lead you to your higher-self. It's the only thing that brings me joy these days. I feel empty inside if otherwise. i'm not sure what my purpose is yet, but I know what makes my soul sing for now. Helping others expecting nothing in return. Napping when I feel tired. eating when I feel hungry. It seems simple. Less is more =)
I really do want to go back to being a child because I remember everything was better than it is now. I was happy healthy free always doing what I wanted, feeling good, no worries, outside a lot, being who I wanted to be. My parents were proud of me and happy. They were together. We were a family. I was with my brother. I was Being supported and loved and cherished and treated well and if I wasn't it didn't matter to me. I was living my talents and skills creating things an I was taken care of. I was admired and seen an loved for the amazing and beautiful person i truly am. I got along with many people and was always peaceful. I was living an adventure and knew who I was an what I wanted. I had friends and one best friend. We were the best friends doing lot of fun things together. My dad loved me very much and I loved him. He taught me many amazing things which I am so grateful for up to this day. I do not want to live life all by myself. I do not like responsibility, complications, hardship,fighting just to get along. I just want to do what I want and enjoy my life and helping others by being an inspiration an healing to others but I can't seem to find a way to do it that makes me truly happy. Now I'm just depressed lonely and in mental pain. I think I'm a failure and worthless. I feel like there is no way out and that no matter what I start it won't work any way an won't make me happy and I will be alone. And nobody cares. I feel ugly and useless an old. Ans I'm tired of feeling like this wasting my life selfloathing and feeling unappreciated. I know I need to give myself the love but that pisses me off so much. I don't wan to be th only one that loves me and that I feel loved and respected by fighting for others respect. It feels phony and fake. I want people who work in my best interest just like I do and try. to respect everyone and truly appreciate me and care about me and what I love ans need just like I've done it for other people so much vs walking over me, invalidating me, insulting me, ignoring me. Gosh I wish I could go back in time.
I was also happy with who I was and how I looked and feel. I was confident an bold going for my dreams and desires. No fear about speaking up and demonstrating who I was.
I actually do like responsibility just not doing useless shit that I don't agree with just to make others happy and get their approval
Tips for Chicks on Bikes peace unto you brother 💚🙏🏾
The child is there. It maybe injured but still wants the adventure. Go in and save you and bring the child through
Thank you for replying Trevor. Im not sure how I can save me and how I can bring the child through. But I have faith ill figure it out. I feel much more positive than I did when I wrote this! Thank you so much
You speak to my soul. Thank you
Wow! You have called me out and i am forever grateful for you. my journey re begins but on the right path. I really wish i could have a one on one with you. Ive been asking the universe to bring someone to me who is genuine and truthful and truly cares to help others on this insane journey. I feel this is you
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Surprised, you're here!
I like the way you talk, its like listening to poetry containing wisdom.
my guide sent me here. I've been experiencing so much and I've been so proud within. tysm for doing this..💫🌸💕
How did you connect strongly enough to sense your guide? There's nothing I want more than that right now..
kitty kat Keep Shining ☝️❤️✌️😊🐯🦁🐯🦁💥🛎🛎❤️🙏💥🛎🛎🛎🛎🛎🛎
🙏Namaste
@@voices4dayz469 your guides are always with you. we feel unheard but we aren't. all we have to do is think and we are heard. we don't have to connect one on one with a spirit since we have spirits within others all around us. but meditation can bring you to a peaceful and higher level. it can also bring knowledge that you may have shut out otherwise. it may only be a whisper but it's still there. and it all come from source.
Thank you for this video!
I'm only 21 years old and I've been dealing with really bad anxiety and sadness for half of my life.
I've struggled a lot and there were many days where I just felt so overwhelmed with my sadness and I thought the only way it could possibly end was to not exist anymore... but over time I realized that's not what I really wanted. I craved living and being alive because I have so much I want to experience.
4 months ago I decided to go onto a "road to recovery." it's honestly one of the hardest things I've ever done.
I've dealt with anxiety & sadness for so long it became a huge part of me, it was like comfort and home in a way. It was easier to just feel sad then to try my hardest to be happy just to be kicked down again.
But I realized through this small journey of self healing that I wanted and truly could feel joy and happiness.
It's a struggle still and there are many days where I feel tired and break down but I get right back up again.
Anxiety & sadness took a lot away from me because I allowed it to consume me. I don't regret it because it made me stronger.
I thought because I dealt with these struggles for so long I lost who I was... but in reality, because I experienced these struggles... I learned who I wanted to be.
Fears are seen as a bad thing, but they make us stronger and show us more about ourselves as people.
Fear, anxiety and sadness will always be here, they're apart of life.... but that doesn't mean that you have to let them consume you. You can go through it, acknowledge it and move on.
Because I've gone through this sadness & anxiety, I have a huge appreciation for life.
Again, thank you for this video!
I say this to others including myself... Thank you for posting this comment, you just reminded me. I have been in a funk for 3 days now, no one can tell me as they're to consumed with the b.s. I have to push past this. Thank you again for this comment. It was what I needed... I skimmed past all others and just stopped at yours, started reading... Truly amazing how the define works.
Get a room you 2!😘
Wow what a beautiful message. My story is very similar to yours . 🌻❤🌱
Thanks so much for sharing your story,of your journey. It seems we find these comments that lift us up the most, and there is no looking, we are drawn right to them. You should be very proud of your self, you are very special and strong to have gotten all this knowledge at such a young age and did not give up but stayed the course and used it to overcome the terrible thing call anxiety and sadness. I'm now 51, I've been on my journey since 2012, the past year has been just crazy, but ive made it and im becoming the person i always new i was meant to be. ive come so far, I really am a new awakened, enlightened me. The one thing that was the hardest to overcome, get a grip on, and let go of was my own battles with anxiety, sadness and of course with them came fear. out of all the things ive over come, all that i've learned, the things i gave up. all that i lost, nothing was as hard as letting go of that damn anxiety and fear!! But reading your story combined with Trevor's video has given me just what i needed. Hmm imagine that.!! with Thanks for your story it has helped me so much. Ya just never know where a answer, or sign may lay. All the love and light be with you through out your journey,!! Just think of all that you will have learned and accomplished by the time your my age. We got this.!!!!
ughkook I m 25 now undergoing all the symptoms mentioned above , I am a deep empath too , I m scared , I don't know what to do , I HV a feeling of merging with divine , I m extremely depressed , plz guide me ? anyone
1 year ago i was sent this. I listened and cryed bc its all true so true. 1 yr into this journey it got my attention in got me to go and rip open wounds dig deep and own them, sit with them and choose love with every situation i could not let go, i could not face or understand. Presence surely made it known. Ive forgiven my callused self by going into my pains and healing...ive learned so much and came back to this to tell others there is another side to this sit feel love release and love more and the other side is like no other ❤
Am I going to die younger because I'm chronically ill and there is no cure? I've tried every medication, therapy modality and I'm pretty damn sure I've already been through a dark night of the soul. I felt nothing.........a vast nothingness that was comforting in a way. I don't know how to heal. And I'm exhausted, I want to go. The only reason that keeps me from leaving is I have the most wonderful husband in the Universe. He showed me I was lovable, I was cherished for who I am. Otherwise, I am miserable in my head and in my body.
You have to truly believe in your soul that you are heeled I'm serious in the name of Jesus
cbpapp I'm so sorry you.havebeen suffering so much in your life--(I can relate and I don't understand it!),. Bless your Heart!
fasting🙌
cbpapp.
Google the book called the healing code by Dr. Alex Loyd
There are some videos about this on TH-cam as well.
Thank you. You've helped bring peace into my world.
Fabian Vangeli your welcome
such clear language...thank you
mishimi you must have been ready to listen. T
Im so thankful for you Trevor. I literally was sitting here tryiny to remember your name because my higher self reminded me to complete your vids on the dark night of the soul. 5 mins later, your vid is in my recommended vids. I don't believe in coincidences. I manifested through listening to my higher self.!!! Ty for your sacrifices and service to those awakening! May love and light forever be upon you ❤️🌍☘️✌🏽
WOW!!!! This is so powerful!!! I really needed to hear that. Thank you thank you thank you 🙌❤️.
I read many comments below and the overall theme was pain both emotional and/or spiritual. When I get that way I usually listen to Mumford & Sons, British group who have discovered their higher self. When I'm really in bad shape and need to laugh, then I listen to George Carlin.
I like what you said about fear/negativity/ self loathing being a "human" not spiritual construct. It's amazing, and disgustingly being played out in our government, that we obsess and create our own fears of worthlessness, inferiority, and insecurity, and then spend our whole lives perpetuating these fears and running from ourselves. In our entirety, for all that we are and have been and will be. Thank you so much for reminding us that we're our own worst critic and we have the responsibility to live better, healthier well deserved lives.
Hi dear Trevor your words are beautiful and I have loved every word you have said in your video it spoke right to my core being! I would love to have your signs in written words as I love to reread them as when time goes by I have a tendency to forget so I usually write them down! Do you have any written information about your words! Thank you 🙏🏼❤️
Omg your a genius. I've listen to this video many times and I don't remember hearing the part when you said when you feel you want to leave your job and aren't sure what to do and battle with yourself trying to figure out what to do nxt the universe then decides for you. I've been thinking of leaving the job not bc I hated what I did bc I love what I did but I just didn't like the energy there as soon as I walk in there I feel such a heavy weight on my shoulders and I felt depressed. Even my fiancé who's worked there with me felt the same and left after I got fired. Mind you my fiancé is a spiritual and he has a very high energy all the time may God bless him he's about the only thing good thing that came out of the job and the experience I have I will forever be grateful for that. Now I'm in school like I had planed years ago before I even decided I wanted to leave my job and I just got comfortable and stood at the job until I transferred to another department and I got fired there mind you I've work for this hospital for 15 yrs I have more then enough experience and I did my job well not bc I had to but bc I loved saving lives and I know that's my purpose in life. Now I'm back in school to become a Patient Care Specialist + Dialysis Technician + PRE-LPN when before I was just a ER Patient Care Tech/ Nurses tech. I'm doing so well is school. I didn't think I'd do so well and working a full time job. Thank you for making it clear to me your an angle. I've prayed to God many times why did this happen to me if I was such a good worker and Patients loved me and requested for me to be their tech. God only knows how much I suffered and cried for two yrs. thanks for sending me the message I know it was thru God that sent you to give me the message. May God bless you.. 🙏🏻
Took me 2.5 years I got rid of a lot of my possessions. Found more time for myself and my animals. I learnt I’d rather be cheap than an asshole and this is coming from a person who once worked in a very high up position. People cannot understand why I’m nice and I say because when I die I want to have a clear conscious. I believe I have always had good karma and everyone took from me and made me into someone that I didn’t want to be.
Love what you have to say. Love yourself is very important. I wrote my autobiography titled Falling in Love With Myself. It got published and is now on Amazon. I have gone through depression,lost my oldest son age 20, had an abusive childhood. But all this has made me a more loving and compassionate person. I have grown from all this pain. Thank you, this makes so much sense to me. Life is always teaching us beautiful lessons!!
I believe your past helped you to write the book you were meant to Savina Redpath
Savina Redpath ✨🙏🏽✨Much LOVE ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️, PEACE and MANY Blessings to you, Savina. 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘✨🙌🏾✨
WOW!! So much wisdom in such a short time. I have to say I experienced everything you said. There was one piece that was missing inside of me and that is I feel empty. It never dawned on me to use that as a blank state to start anew, create a new me as the old self has slipped away. Thank you for that. They say when the student is ready the teacher appears, and today you are that teacher. I have subscribed as I look forward to hearing more from you. Again, thank you!!!!!!
This is the best description of the Holy Spirit ive heard amazing video it will definitley help when trying to explain this to others thankyou very much
I diffinantly know how to do this. My mother taught me how. She wrote an entire book listening to her higher self. And 1 of her writings talk about How thoughts just drop in your head with no though before or after comes from your higher self or I call God.
“You gonna save yourself” very powerful statement. A little scary to be honest.
It’s true. At the end we’re all alone. No one can save you but you.
Sorry English is my third fronds.
We all learn from our own mistakes.
Hopefully nov055
Some do
You have to stay away from negative energy and negative things just in general in order to accomplish you're higher mind
Phenomenal Trevor... thank you for sharing your Great Message.. it was truly enlightening and inspiring...I look forward to learning more. peace, love, light 🌻
Omg 😳.. that’s so right on .. unbelievable!! Thank you Trevor!!!
Thanks for this video,😃 I been going through my spiritual journey for a year and a half, and it's the greatest time of my life and I am now 42 years old, feeling like I was just born again. I love my new self.😃
This truly is a video not to be taken for granted thank you so much I'm pretty sure I have just started the new and final chapter of who I am!
Thank you for sharing.. bless u
Thank you we never stop learning their is always someone or something in the universe that has answers or guidance so thank you for contributing to help others God Bless You
Trevor........ ur video was amazing..... I’ve been going through this for years and I’m finally having an awakening and I can’t stop. It’s the feeling of being so high. This feeling it’s like I never want it to stop. I’ve felt so alone until I listened to you. And I have been opening my eyes. To what’s around us. But there’s also a feeling of aloness cuz I can’t talk to people about it. Today’s society is full of ignorance and ur labeled crazy...... I’m never going back to where I was. I’ll never look at the world the same. I see what’s going on in the world... and all the lies we’ve been programmed. Thku Trevor. From the bottom of my heart. Thku .... God Bless You .. me..and anyone who is on this journey ...,,, most amazing feeling
I have ADHD and I really didnt want to pay attention and listen to this I kept wanting to get distracted and have no idea why because I also really wanted to listen to this more than what my ADHD was doing, so I ignored my ADHD and continued listening and I'm glad I did you talked about so much that I am going through. Thank you for this.
me too!
Healing never stops. Proud of u
How do you ignore your adhd
@@yoyoholck that was simply put, i if noticed I was drifting of off Id come back. Cool update on this though I've done it so much my focus has increased 10x. P.S. The "I don't know why" was kind of redundant as I do know why.
Fantastically Accurate Information which Resonates with me on all levels... Thank You Trevor 11
My God, He's right.
A man with great wisdom.
You're so right ! now i feel the peace in me. Thank you for this great video !
This video was amazing thank you so much for making it. I feel better than I have in years so if anyone just started watching the video and came to the comments to see what everyone said well I promise if you stay and listen to the whole video carefully it will be one of the smartest decisions you could make. ~distant