I am in complete awe, and tears. Through every single video you've done, that I can find. You describe and validate my entire life. Got the very unexpected ADHD diagnosis when I turned 31. I'm now 35 and everything I touch blows up in my face. I am supposed to be ending poverty and mental health cycles with my 3 children. Yet I can't even function as an adult, let alone a parent, let alone a parent trying to make a difference. Activities of daily living are pretty much non existent. You make me feel seen and heard. If only I could get this sort of care and treatment anywhere within 100s of miles of my location. I'd maintained my "perfect mom" mask for so long. When everything crashed, it freaking CRASHED. I've been off of drugs for over six years, thought it would fix everything, but as you know, it didn't. I am so incredibly lost, confused, overwhelmed, and exhausted. I have multiple other diagnosis' which only work to compound all my problems. I'm losing my house, my car is going to quit on me at any second, and my income is so low you wouldn't believe me if I told you. I need help being the momma to my kids that they deserve. I've felt paralyzed for two years and can not break this on my own. I'm unable to use my phone almost at all. No dentist or doctor's for me. Only for the kids. I know how bad that is, yet I feel completely incapable of doing anything other than what I am.
I am in complete awe, and tears. Through every single video you've done, that I can find. You describe and validate my entire life. Got the very unexpected ADHD diagnosis when I turned 31. I'm now 35 and everything I touch blows up in my face. I am supposed to be ending poverty and mental health cycles with my 3 children. Yet I can't even function as an adult, let alone a parent, let alone a parent trying to make a difference. Activities of daily living are pretty much non existent. You make me feel seen and heard. If only I could get this sort of care and treatment anywhere within 100s of miles of my location. I'd maintained my "perfect mom" mask for so long. When everything crashed, it freaking CRASHED. I've been off of drugs for over six years, thought it would fix everything, but as you know, it didn't.
I am so incredibly lost, confused, overwhelmed, and exhausted. I have multiple other diagnosis' which only work to compound all my problems. I'm losing my house, my car is going to quit on me at any second, and my income is so low you wouldn't believe me if I told you. I need help being the momma to my kids that they deserve. I've felt paralyzed for two years and can not break this on my own. I'm unable to use my phone almost at all. No dentist or doctor's for me. Only for the kids. I know how bad that is, yet I feel completely incapable of doing anything other than what I am.