BERLIN, i love you

again, it's been a while (I'm months behind on videos eek!). I really really miss sharing and being consistent on youtube. I'm in space now where I genuinely want to create videos. I've been in a funky headspace for like 2 years now, and I'm so tired of having intentions for myself but not reaching them because I'm more comfortable just thinking about things, than doing things. And more comfortable being upset with myself. It's a sticky shame filled cycle and avoiding what I love worsens it. Thank you to those that have stuck around or sent me kind messages on Instagram. I hope to connect with you more, making art, sharing love, and overall being in line with what's true for me.

[@ANJAexists]

ahh excuse my typos: simpy=simply, giffy = goofy. Did I miss any other ones?

[@hannahdigitals]

“It’s temporary and I know it so everything is sweeter and more intense”

[@ressespieces8551]

I started watching when you were painting your bedroom wall.....now you are traveling the world...I am so proud just please be safe!!!❤️

[@merel3603]

The ending made me tear up a little!! I’ve been watching both you and Leah for THE longest time, and when I found out you two were friends I was so pleasantly surprised!! Loved this video<3

[@embadly]

I cannot believe people live life to this extent while I struggle to get out of bed daily and literally do not leave my house except to work and THATS why I want to cry watching this. Your life is so beautiful and you deserve it so much and I’m glad you have lovely people and experiences and I know you of all people appreciate it all. I wish you well anja 🖤

[@taylori-5719]

I get very lonely and I've never had close friends, watching your videos gives me hope one day I'll find people who also value the things I do and want friends

[@Tabsitoto]

this is so beautiful, living in germany and considering this lifestyle normal, and you made me appreciate it a thousand times more.

[@mortelicious]

In the picture, the three of you just sitting on the balcony without any clothes, just Friends enjoying the sun. This is so pure and I am really happy, that you can experience such a beautiful moment.

[@janemartin3566]

This is a lovely rendering of true friendship and human connection!! This video is truly a piece of art, and it is so affirming to see the bond between you, Leah, and Nae. And your other friends too. The world can be such a hard place and humaning is often so confusing and hard, so it is extra sweet to take refuge in your video and be reminded of love, swings, nature, nourishment (food and otherwise), and other GOOD things. xoxoxo

[@shadowsxwarrior8831]

this video was pure ART

[@kaepiper]

Every time you post about Germany I feel such a strong urge to go and learn German and visit Berlin. It makes me so happy seeing you happy there. And I love the little comment about your bisexuality, that made me very happy as someone who is also bisexual💖

[@jessmacdd]

i was just in germany a week and a bit ago and this video is such a nostalgic and sweet vibe for me. the part w leah at

[@sarinaaidi3004]

this is such a beautiful video,the idea is well executed,love the voiceover and the videography and the editing. love you ANJA ❤️

[@teawithleia]

Such a wholesome vlog ♡ Last year I was in Berlin for a week and the first day of this vlog was exactly what my friend and I also did! We even went to the same restaurant and park thingy 🧚🏻‍♀️

[@Badputzindianer]

i live in Berlin and I just want to say that life here is definetly as beautiful as shown in this video, but also has real problems, because of this image … because of the huge influx of german and international people coming here (sometimes just for the vibes/to experience that Berlin Life) housing prizes and gentrification are skyrocketing and in the central areas low income families are forced out of their longtime homes. Homelessness is really prevalent and visible in a lot of parts of the city. Even as a student it is really difficult to find something affordable.

[@Sheytopia]

I aspire a friendship where I can just naked-cuddle on the balcony to enjoy the sun... I'm a bit envious <3

[@tinat007]

i was expecting to cry. didn’t know they would be tears of joy. you’re so amazing. i’m so happy you’re experiencing life like this. it’s beautiful, and it’s well deserved.

[@korok9000]

Recently, I’ve been going through a really rough breakup and my headspace hasn’t been the best. Your videos have been such a positive constant these past few weeks, and your content never fails to inspire me to be social and active, especially at a time where I had almost lost all motivation. You are such a great creator, and I truly can’t thank you enough for what you do :)

[@Kim-dj8ci]

i so much catch myself thinking about your videos. You let me calm down and give such sweet perceptions. I was 16 when i started watching your vids and now i’m 18 still loving all your energy’s. ty anja <3

[@gogiberry9517]

need more nourishing friendships in my life like yours and Leah’s…it’s so beautiful to watch :’)