staying in berlin to avoid my problems
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 10 ต.ค. 2021
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Waltz in Sweaters - Sean Angus Watson
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I love your Air bnb lady. She seemed so kind. I teared up a little when she helped you with your suitcase 🥺
ME TOO!!! she is one of the kindest, coolest, outgoing, wisest, open hearted, creative, fun, and lively person i know! meeting her changed me ❤
yes she was like the sweetest person on earth
That's exactly what I thought! I'm from Germany and have never been to Berlin (shame on me lol) but now I wanna go and stay at her airbnb because she genuinely seems like the sweetest person!
I swear to god I teared up too!!! I came to comment it and everything but you said it best!
I full on cried and I'm still tearing up... I hope to meet souls like her one day
The kindness of your host + her little dachshund sidekick + fixing your suitcase problem makes her feel like fairy godmother vibes 🥰
She totally is fairy godmother. Lol.
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berlin seems like a good fit for you especially because it’s a smaller city but still has the urban feel - I know you portrayed feeling anxious and small in new york and you obviously love it in europe - i’m very happy to see you thriving
Berlin is actually bigger than New York area-wise
@@svo10 it's a bit more chill though. I grew up in NY, but when I was in Berlin it was so different! :)
If Berlin is a smaller city then what is the rest of Germany lmao.
-"small"
-3 million inhabitants
Berlin doesn't have this gigantic skyline and is a lot more urban than NY. Anja fits perfectly in Berlin, I think.
You should turn the line into a tree and everytime you have a meaningful experience or something you want to remember, you should add a branch. It'll be your very own tree of life.
Super idea!👏👏
That is such a great idea for a tattoo!
BEST IDEA EVER!
That is the best idea I have heard in awhile, it sounds like a thing anja would do
"Everything just feels gross and icky and not meeee"
So intensely relatable.
Wow, she just described how I've felt for the past my entire life
i thought i was the only one who felt like this with clothesss
Girl you need to spill the tea on how you effortlessly make cool friends everyday wherever you are. Or is that just how being an extrovert is like??? I NEED TO KNOW
Sincerely,
a lonely 25yo
hello lonely, introverted tøp fan, I feel you
I’m also 25years old and a big tøp fan
let’s be friends !
@@genyag359 omg yay sure!
Omg is this what I think it is.. girlss I wanna join this introverted 20s friend group lmao
@@samelis6546 oh I'm down to make a lil group, question is, will we be too introverted to even commit? 😂
I realize this is a huge thing to consider, but have you thought about staying in Berlin for a longer period of time next time? Like a month or a year? Or even moving there for a while? I know it's pretty big, but I feel like it's been a bit since we've seen you so happy in a video Anja :)
I don't know Anja's situation, but to stay in Germany for that long you need a long term visa. And believe me it's haaaard af
@@lizzik3445 she could go to university. Even if she does not want to study but she would get a Visa.
@@sollytrotz6056 sure but for that you'll need a closed bank account with 10k+ in it.
Plus every year they check if you are gonna complete your courses or time. So 3-4 years for bachelor and 2 years for master.
It isn't really an option if you are planning on taking one class a semester
@@lizzik3445 can you get a work visa? :( with like a simple job? or is that also complicated?
@@ellabrkovic sure you can:)
But you need an employer who is ready to do all the paperwork for you + pay the fees
ANJA doesn't realize this, but she is curing everyone's boredom
anja reminds me how fullfilment looked like. i mean, i know it's not all perfect and easy, but her journey, with all the highs and lows reminds me what happiness looks like. because not everything good makes you happy, sometimes crying or feeling bad makes you happy. does that make sense? i'm at a stage where i don't feel anymore and i can't even enjoy the bad moments, it's all just blank, my existence doesn't matter
edit: i can't believe i got so many likes and also a heart from Anja!!! thank you so much, this made my day!
i hope someday we, all who feel like this, will begin to think that our existence is important and we can actually do something with it. but at the moment i feel powerless, like i don't have control over my life anymore. i just need a break, need to stop fighting for a bit
Your existence defenitely matters so much! I feel connected to you in a way because you described a feeling so many of us feel.
@@ronA8te it's so nice thinking somewhere in the world there is someone who feels just like you and can understand you
Yeah, it makes sense. Being happy is not acting happy, so when you feel like crying, it's the best you can do.
I once felt like you described, it will change. Whole life is change. Just listen to yourself. (This is kind of paradox, because by doing this you listen to me, but you shouldn't listen to others.. xD)
@@t.a.yeah. i totally agree, but if i could listen to my heart, i wouldn't have to do what everyone else wants. but we live in a society where some give orders and some just execute. and i don't want to be either, i want to be free. it's hard to wait or keep fighting when you realise your ideals are impossible
@@mayakiskasza9175 wow, i feel this very deeply however I think I am currently trying to ignore that feeling bc I KNOW what makes me sad is not in my hands and I am doomed to powerlessness... Hope for better days, a good outcome is what keeps me going and honestly just ignoring and pretending as if life is just going from one day to the other but deep down we all know its not.
ANJA - person that changed me drastically in very good way. I started watching your videos 2 or 3 years ago and since then I feel like I met really good friend who always comforts me with her videos and teaches me life
Wie schön! Grüße aus Deutschland!😊
Same?? I just completed my A1 level
And ive never considered myself to be good at art but ive started drawing like i enjoy doing it?? Its amazing
@@Adnia22 yeah exactly , these things became my favorite activities actually .
I just completed A2 btw
@@lizibegheladze7749 thats great!!
I love that anja is so vocal about when she’s feeling anxious bc it’s like “wow I thought I was weird for feeling that way” and it’s just so nice to actually see someone else talk about it the way I experience it
It really looks like you belong to Berlin. I am from Berlin, was born here and i see that immediately. You fit in perfectly. You should really think about moving here, become an artist and just go with the typical berlin vibe. You seem so happy :)
I agree 100%!
I thought the same
you loving berlin so much makes me happy, it's my fav city. so excited to be back for Halloween
I love it!
anja lives the life i want, i wish i could be so open with people and just make friends so easily 😐
Exactly what I was thinking. I'm so introverted and did not make good experiences with making friends. It seems so hard to really find people that understand me, like me for who I am. I Wish I was so open to connect to people so easily
@@Chaleen exactly me 😐
i wish i could live like her
@@Chaleen plot twist, you're not introverted if you seek experiencing those kind of moment, you just have to find yourself and build confidence on who you are and your worth, you'll be surprised how many people find themselves in the same mindset , it's crazy aha we just need to accept that we can't control it, we'll meet, assholes but amazing people too, the only way is to try and accept that it's part of life and that you won't remember it in few weeks if it's bad, but will remember those moments forever if it's good... the ratio looks good to me :)
She has a large following. So it's very easy for her to meet people.
literally when you were talking abt magic movie scenes i wanna say anja ur new like way of filming ur videos is kinda like inspiring me to make videos like that like ur so talented and creative and relatable just
thank you so SO MUCH! i love experimenting with new styles. i'm glad it inspires you!!!
@@ANJAexists I agree!! It’s very cinematic, I’ve just caught up on a couple of your videos and in each one I have thought ohh nice shot and editing!! 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻❤️
You are literally like the older sister that acts like a mother to me I love your channel and your personality so much
Im just shocked how you are able to do this? i have always wanted to go to another country and just be there? but ofcourse i have to worry about money, a place to stay, how to get there etc. You seem so freeing and i love it! love how you are just making friends with random people too
Anja, have you thought about moving there? It’s a big urban city but much smaller than New York. Maybe that’s more your thing 👍
100% !! maybe in a couple years i'll move to berlin :)
You’d look amazing with red hair! Especially with your skin tone and eyes
Damn.. your vids are always so deep .. make me think about my life for real ..
haha that's how my mind works 24/7, it can be tiring sometimes. i'm glad it helps you!
"Literally no thought of mine, is mine" that's a damn deep and great quote!
Your content makes me feel a little better about myself. Things don’t always go perfectly, but you still try your best, and seeing that makes me feel inspired to try harder in my own life. I want to read a book and do a painting and hang out with my friends and I want to go somewhere alone and be okay with being with myself.
I would be so interested in your style of painting
@@kleinerkobold1917 I'm gonna be honest man, all I paint is scarecrows, frogs and sad clowns. Is it fun though? Absolutely.
@@frogperhapsyes6152 oh great that’s what it’s all about Right?🥰
The "emotional baggage at home"
Thank you Anja for putting into words! Recently, I've been away from home, for just 3 days. And I didn't want to go back, because these 3 days and everything that happened; it was it's own little world. Without any baggage. And I really really miss that.
Just watched your last video and was bummed at the cliff hanger 😂 perfect timing!! Love following you and your adventures! All the good vibes from Indiana!! 💜
Awesome! Thank you!
I don’t like anything that I own. But I don’t need more.
Sometimes you say things that sum up my struggle. And I appreciate it, bc it means I am not the only one thinking about this stuff
i love how she's always wearing a suit now, they look amazing on her
My question is why have you not already moved to Germany yet? It obviously makes you your happiest self.
I need to go to Berlin.
By the way, the whole identity thing, I really feel like everyone goes through that around 20-25ish give or take a few years on each side. You are transforming, it’s natural as our minds grow the more we see of the world 🦋
They host was so sweet, I love how she made sure your ok and helped you. You make me wanna go to Berlin even more 😭
i am crying so much from when i think you host came and help you with your suitcase, it was so sweet and emotional idk whyy, i will remember it forever
i wanna love a city like how anja loves berlin. it really made me tear up...
Anja I am so inspired by you. I love that you go after what you want in life, you’re a fighter and I respect that so much🧡
I found Anja's channel when she was making art videos but she really has grown as a person and shows us what you can become ❤️
I love the vibe and style of your recent videos. Like little short films; so beautiful, emotional, inspirational, personal, genuine and raw.
I love the way you portray life the way it is. Not only the fancy parts, but breaking down over broken suitcase, exploring, experimenting, busy train of thoughts, happy moments, sad moments,... I watch it and I am like "this is life". And I am glad we are exploring life with you through your videos
Thank you for posting Anja! You inspire me. Thank you for being your authentic self.💗
I love popping in on your videos.
Makes my ND brain feel less “weird”; I love seeing you grow and what’s going on in your life.
I feel like I might used to envy you and your life but now I feel nothing but elated joy and hopefulness.
Sometimes getting your life started doesn’t always go to plan or is a lot more difficult than you expected; and that’s okay.
Wishing nothing but the best, and thank you for showing us sometimes trusting yourself and following your heart/gut is the best you can do.
anja you always say things I feel but can't articulate. it is so refreshing to see someone else feeling the way I do about life and growing up!
hey Anja - your videos help me SO much. You have a similar emotionality to me, like your constant analysis of your identity, and seeing the way you deal with all those heavy thoughts is so comforting and helps me feel less alone, I appreciate your videos so much ❤️
your host lady seems like the sweetest person ever. such a kind soul. 🥺
Thank you Anja for existing! You inspire me so much because I often see myself in you and that helps me a lot, that gives me ideas and power!
the lines are such a simple but also meaningful statement, I like how you arranged them ✨🤍also I can relate a lot with this feeling of not wanting to "look lost".....✌🏼🙈so beautiful how you always try to step out of your comfort zone and develop through that ✨
AGHHH Im loving the new vids, so good to be able to see you living it up in this new stage of life
Anjaaaa another video in 4 days? That's great! Thanks for your videos! Luv u! xx
More to come!
i actually tried the humming for anxiety but chrismtas carols with each intrusive thoughts, and it really helped out. thanks man
Girl I’m just so proud of you. You really seem like you are finding yourself and the ✨zest✨ in life. It makes me so happy to see you happy! God bless you!
also, watching these videos really resonates with a way i feel about my life. i love the place im in now but iv always felt a sense of void and unfitness here, almost like i belong somewhere else with other people and different streets and a city that smells like plants but somehow air pollution. i earn to go after the life i wanna live! and these videos remind me exactly why.
So true, about observing the world and appreciating it when you pull yourself out of your own world and head. I think that’s what it means to be present. You enjoy more because you’re there, not in your head.🙏
I'm so thankful we have someone like you here on TH-cam.
watching your videos is like hanging out with your best friend.
your pure humor, vulnerability and honesty... your honesty makes things feel so much lighter!!!
You are randomly talking about topics that I think about all the time but never say out loud.
only this makes me feel so loved and understood.
You always say what comes to mind, without thinking too much. you truly do not understand how much I appreciate it and need that. without people like you, who say everything that's on their mind, I would feel completely alone.
please never stop being yourself!
thank you for sharing your life journey with us, you truly do make a difference.
Loving all your videos, please please never stop sharing them!! 🦋
hey anja
normally i don't write comments under videos (anxiety things) but your last videos touched me in a special way. I've struggled with similar thoughts over the past year and it's just so touching to see you meeting new people, getting yourself out of the comfort zone or do other things and it just motivates people like me to do the same and not stay in the vicious circle.
thanks u :)
God bless you authenticity - it is somehow always what I need the day your videos drop
it’s going to be so cool to look back at these videos of yourself 10 years from now. that’s got to be my favorite thing about creating. and I can’t believe that was really your first tattoo lol very impulsive like u said but I love it lol. keep living your best life girl. can’t wait for the next vlog!
I love how genuine your channel, videos and community are. it cracks me up how your videos just END but I love it
you inspire me sm 🥺 love u anja!!!
These people are my favourite kind of people, but I could never have friends like this cause I'm shy and boring as hell.. sad life :'D
going on an ANJA binge of your last few vids and ughhh i wish i could stay here forever like just watching ur vids make me feel so calm and optimistic for my life. I wish I could meet you in person, your energy is just wonderful and i just love how adventurous you are.
Just got goosebumps when you talked about remembering the moment and living it in the present and not getting it over with to have the next one.
You are so awesome!! I love your personality!! Continue to do what makes you happy and comfortable!!!
6:20 this made my heart so happy💖💖💖
you inspire me to be the greatest version of myself. I think I forget it most of the time because I don’t take as much time for myself that I should. Everytime that I see a video of yours I feel so inspired to do more, enjoy more and live more.! Thank you so much.
Girl in every single one of your Berlin videos you're literally right in front of my dooooor what. How have I never met you
I’ve now watch your 2 latest uploads at least 5 times each cuz I’m so happy to see you posted again and I missed you 🥲 like seeing an old friend
You are literally me when I have to leave a trip, I want to keep staying and wish to live there because it feels like a literal dream! 😭 finally someone I can relate to!
these videos are like therapy for me, thanks, love u
I would love to see an updated skincare/makeup routine from you. You look very pretty
Loving these vlogs so much and the Air bnb lady is the cutest 🥺🥺 Also the tattoo looks so cool 🥺🥺
i love you dearly ! and i will never not feel inspired by u ! this made me go into my living room and sit in the sun spot on my floor and im not mad abt it !!!!
I think you are one of my favorite humans 🤍 thank you for sharing this time with us!!
You have inspired me ever since I started watching you back in 2030, and I got to watch your journey along the way, your truly amazing and hope the best for you ❤️
This was so inspiring to watch. Thank you ❤️
Oh Anja.. you really inspire me so much!!! I hope you are doing okay 💕
This video makes me so inspired and want to cry of all emotions idk I love this video Anja you’re so cool
you're so inspiring i love your videos!!
i love your vlogs so much, especially in germany, they make me feel so peaceful
I teared up when the person helped you with your suitcase!! You're making incredible memories and we love to see it ❣️
You hair looks sooooooooooo good, never have been more jealous of someone’s hair style🔥🔥🔥🔥
Anja, you make the world a better place. Thank you for your videos. ❤️
Your videos make me so happy
Anja maybe you should consider living in berlin full time it feels like you belong there💘
if u didn't let urself give in to your impulsivity, what do you think you'd be doing rn and do u think you're as happy as u are now? i'm sooo happy when u upload and i always rewatch your vids when i need comfort aaaahh you're such a ray of sunshine anja
I love the way you live your life!!
this whole video is so relatable ughh i love it
Absolutely loved it, felt so relatable. So many times have I put on clothes that I love and take them off because they feel gross, wrong. Finally someone who understands my struggles
Yet again Anja, when I need you, you don't disappoint. 🤗 Another amazing video. Thank you for being YOU! Love you. ❤️ x
okay I'm a little late, but seeing you happy makes me happy, you are such an amazing human being and you inspiring me so, so much
Ur videos make me so happy aiiii I love it that u making more videooos ahhh
THANK YOUUU ME TOOO!!!
i feel with you so much Anja. I feel like i am in the exact same headspace as you and things that are happening to me seem to be happening to you like 2 weeks later... anyway, wish u the best 🤍
i adore you, Anja. you're a precious human being.
Berlin brings out the best in you! I feel like that too for myself
I didn't expect another video, i'm glad to be here
She is the most clear seeing, kind, brave and fairy like gal i've ever seen. I feel encouraged and soo goood after this video
I simply adore your videos
ANJA! you are living my dream I’m staying in Germany for a month next year and you are inspiring me in to many ways to just be present, meet people and do whatever makes my heart happy.
you inspire me to get out in the world and try new place even if im anxious about looking like I'm stupid. I found out about the Germany exchange program that you did through you. I did go, but has pushed me to do something now that I'm in college. I know it isn't always easy, but we love you and support you!
you give off such relaxing vibes :))
Your videos are always so aesthetic
You are such a cool human being. You really inspire me
I am so so so happy to see you happy. ❤❤
I am obsessed with your style / aesthetic!! 😍 Your hair cut, your hair color, the way you dress. Love it
Of course, do whatever makes you happy and feel yourself though