STORY TIME: CONSCIOUS DURING SURGERY - MY ANESTHESIA AWARENESS PROBLEM
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 13 มี.ค. 2017
- This is all about my experience with anesthesia awareness - when you are accidentally conscious during surgery. In 2011 I had a right adrenalectomy for a Pheochromocytoma, and this is how it went...
Side note: I'm all better now! Tumor free since then!
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Woah I'm so sorry
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Bath! Bømb Bøøty first person I saw that didn't say that they weren't from shane
Well I know what my biggest fear is now.
It's mine too I'm only 13 so I am trying my best to avoid ever having to get surgery in the future
Samee
It’s hard to avoid surgery because some things are just genetic and some are just random
Same
Leor Greenfield It’s genetic so if your parents don’t have it then your good.
Okay. Shane needed to mention that it was genetic. I think I'm safe. Not so freaked out anymore.
Subscribed btw ❤
Brittany Veronica it could still happen if you have a crappy anesthesiologist and they don't give you the adequate doses but that's super rare.
its not rare. are u kidding me?
Rebecca Spratling I don't think 1 in 700 is that rare, to think you could be that 1 is enough to extremely freak you out of having surgery done
I experienced Anesthesia Awareness when they took out my appendix. It was horrible....it just goes on and on...things that take two minutes felt like eight hours and the pain was so unbearable that for a second I truly felt like I should just stop myself from breathing and die....it was a horrible experience and I'm sorry you had to go through that. Your surgery was probably 10x more painful than a stupid appendix surgery. I also had a moment where it seemed like I was out of my body. For a full minute or two it seemed like I was outside of my body, watching myself and for that minute I couldn't feel the pain...I was never presented with the option to die or live though other than wanting to kill myself. (don't read the rest if you don't believe in God, because I don't wanna offend you or your religion)
I think God didn't give me the option in that moment because he knows I would've chosen to die. I think God knew you wanted to live, and he wanted to give you the strength to go on by giving you the choice to live. And for that you are the strongest woman I have ever seen.
xx
Rosa
Rosa omg that sounds so horrible.did you tell them after?
Damm that sound so terrible. Hope you're better.
Was it just enflamed or did it burst
You can’t stop breathing when your under anaesthesia it’s your brain automatically doing it, that would probably be the reason you couldn’t stop breathing
Im so sorry. I wish things were different for all the people who have to suffer around the world
WHOS FROM SHANE! HOLY MOTHER OF GOD, I AM STILL SHAKING
Ilayda lucky I AM TOO!!!!!
i am from shanes channel
Ilayda lucky im here from shane
Ilayda lucky same
Ilayda lucky It sounds like a nation.
Here from Shane's channel. Holy crap, I'm so so sorry for what you had to go through.
Kay Smith me to
Me too
Kay Smith me too like I don't even like getting shots and I think it hurts the fact that their inside her body is just a...idk how to explain it
Kay Smith same
me too
In my opinion I feel like hospitals should start numbing the area they are gonna do surgeries on just Incase someone has anesthesia awareness and/or when that hospital doesn’t have the machines to detect the brainwaves because this is just crazy ppl don’t need to go through this at all😭😭🤞🏽💔😫
The Straight Family No some hospitals do have the machines to detect brainwaves. Watch Shane Dawson’s videos he explains it better than me.
If it was that simple i think they’d of done it by now, maybe its dangerous like it might stop blood flow in that area cos theres to much anaesthetic. Idk im not a professional
Bryknee It is that simple, that’s why I said some hospitals do it. And how would it stop the blood flow? They aren’t gonna stick a tube up the damn brain.
___s i n a i___ z a b a l e t a___ loool sorry i was high and was chatting waffle 😂don’t even remember
@@bryknee8326pain doesnt work like that..cant just ..numb it youll still feel it elsewhere
I cannot even IMAGINE being awake while all of this is happening. If i would've been in your position, I would've left my body without thinking twice about it.
85% of the comments "Who's here from Shane??"
Robbie Rotten
We are number one
Robbie Rotten so fucking annoying
Robbie Rotten yessss 😐😐😑😑
sufro de tetanitis stfu this vid was posted 1 1/2 week ago??
Robbie Rotten omg ikr!!!!!😋but I am here from Shane!!!!!
Came from Shane! Subscribed!
Journey with Jules mentor
Journey with Jules me too
Same
Journey with Jules same
Same
I too had anesthesia awareness when I was only 2 years old. I could see and smell everything when they were operating on me to remove two hernias. Though I do not recall feeling physical pain, I was completely paralyzed and could not communicate and the surgeon did not seem to notice I was awake and conscious. At a certain point I felt I was out of my body watching the surgeon and nurse! Everything was so bright and vivid and yet dreamlike...I should say nightmarish. It traumatized me. I had nightmares after that and all my life have suffered from anxiety. It's truly an awful thing to happen to a person and I'm so sorry you experienced this. I would think that since 1982 (when mine occurred) things have advanced enough in medicine that AA would not happen. Hugs and healing to you
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Rachel Johnson I'm so sorry that happened to you.
The truth is that scientists don't fully understand HOW anaesthesia works. They know what it does, but not how it does it. Even still.
How the hell can you remember something that happened to you when you were 2 YEARS OLD??
It definitely can happen in a way that you don't experience pain, so it's possible you actually didn't. There are three components to anaesthetic; paralysis drug, pain reliever and one to make you fall unconscious. Sometimes both of the latter two fall short, sometimes only the last one, so you can have an experience where you are aware of what's happening around you but don't feel anything physically. It would still be terrifying though, people who have reported this type of awareness say that they woke up a few minutes into their surgery and thought they were being buried alive. I'm sorry that happened to you!
@@Kira1Lawliet Some people can. Both me and my dad can remember as far back as around 18 months.
Let me apologize on behalf of anyone who tries to illegitimate your experience. I'm thankful you went through therapy that was helpful, and that it lead to you sharing this with all of us. You're so beautiful, I love your videos and when you'd have Mike with you, too. Bless you! ❤
You say you smelled everything,... how? You are breathing from a tube. You also likely had a temperature probe in one nose and an nasogastric suction in the other. You said you tasted, but like what did you taste?
Swan ganz does not measure blood pressure. Brachial A line? Wtf?
Pheo has great survival....... like what?
You said anesthesia was great, but he didn’t ask you for any anesthesia complication? And your dad didn’t speak up? What?
Your table is never just metal. Ever.
So you don’t remember being intubated but you do remember being stuck?
We tape the eyes to protect your eyes.
The arm cannula is no bigger than an IV... the central line can be done on an awake patient, fyi.
Insufflation of the abdomen is the most painful, and only one camera is used.
You cannot taste the smell of bovie.
So idk if I believe this...
mizzu M this wasnt a recent event..
@@BugGutzzz s-so?
@@mizzum478 taste is 75-95 percent smell……….. 😂😂😂😂😂 if you look up Anastasia stories everyone can smell it. You didn’t go through this. She did. So therefore you don’t know. SHE does.
I just came over straight after Shane's video. Oh My God!!!! That was incredibly terrifying. I had spinal fusion surgery on May 31 2016. My surgery was 18 hours long. I had 2 titanium rods screwed on to my spine with 30 screws. I was cut shoulder blades down into my butt crack. And they drilled a hole in each vertebra then put a screw thru that hole in the rod then into the vertebra then put a washer on to hold the screw and rod in place. I'm so relieved I didn't know this was possible before my surgery otherwise I may have backed out. I had a bit of memories after anesthesia. But nothing like that. As they extended my right arm that had the IV in it the IV got caught on something and it pulled and hurt really really bad. I said OW really loud and a female voice said she's still here give her more. Or at least something along those lines. And my Doctors assistant backed that up. After surgery when I was back in my room his assistant came in and was looking at my hand. And I asked her why she said well the IV tube was caught on a tray and pulled and hurt you. She said thank god I said something otherwise they may not have noticed. So IDK!!! If she meant the fact that it hurt and I wasn't out completely or if it hurt and they hadn't noticed the IV was stuck and pulling on my skin on the top of hand. I'm just glad that is the only part I was kind of awake for. Thank God. I'm so glad you are able to cope with this horrible event. I'm glad you got help. Good luck with life!!!
Mary Allison SAME !!!! I CAME AFTER SHANES VIDEO
I hope you're okay and I'm sorry you had to go through that :'C x
same!
Mary Allison my birthdays may 31st lol but I'm sorry that they had to do that to you
Mary Allison me too, about shane
You told this entire traumatic story with a smile on your face. Your positivity is inspiring. ❤️
IKR? Tell me about it!
She’s lying
Well after that i would always be happy that its over until I die
Your pfp is godlike
And that is the exact reason I had to dislike the video. It paints a picture like this is just what happens, it's okay. It gives the medical industry (who thinks they are God) the idea they can get away when after people just have a cool story to share with smiling and jokes.
How can anyone dislike this. She went through hell and back and those people just can't say that this is fake also who cares if you came from Shane. This is about her. That kind of pain and torture is the worst thing that sb can experience and she did it. She stand on her feet and fight back. If you read this I am so sorry for what you have been through.
The way you smile through the most of the video... you're so beautiful! You smile as if it wasn't painful at all, but the way describe it tells an entire different story. You are so brave, I can't imagine going through what you had to go through. I'm so happy Shane brought me here.
I should have styled my hair for this video...
Hahaha you look great!! I love your ginger locks!
Katrinaosity you look beautiful!
Katrinaosity nahh it looked good
I think. it looks cute
Katrinaosity nah it looked beautiful, everything about you is, you're beautiful inside and out :)
who's here from Shane ?
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I experienced this when I had my heart transplant. It was a living hell, I thought of committing suicide,but I couldn’t.
I was happy that I couldn’t because I would have. You see, I felt *everything*. I can’t explain how scared I was and left me a mental scar.
Now I’m a loner, who is scared to talk, but never walked into the hospital, and also could never be alone.
I was paralysed and was not able to do anything
Please don’t hate me, and if you are having a surgery, don’t worry. I was just a very unlucky and unfortunate person.
It was horrible when I experienced Anaesthesia awareness , about 2 years ago, and I was 10 - 11 years old at the time. I was too young to experience this feeling.
Love yourself and never change yourself, you are:
Beautiful,funny,interesting,popular,smart,lucky,nice,caring and
Have a nice day and never give up
Are you sure.. it seems your kind of to young for a heart transplant
@@RawrxD23 why would she make that up and u can have a heart transplant at any age if ur heart stops working they’re not gonna wait for u to grow up to save u pls mind your own business and stop invalidating ppls pain
I’m so sorry you went through this..💔 I hope that you’re on the path to recovery now:) It sucks that you were receiving such an amazing gift of life, only to have it marred by this tragic situation. I lost my little sister last November due to complications from major heart problems, that would have been solved had she gotten a heart transplant. You’re very lucky to be alive.. albeit the circumstances..♥️
I wish the very best for you:)✨✨✨
@@RawrxD23 that’s incredibly ignorant. Many young children need, and receive heart transplants
@@RawrxD23 oh my god dumb fuck shut your mouse and go educate yourself, yeah you can have a heart transplant at 10 y.o
My worst nightmare omg I don't know how I would go on after that
I'm from Shane's video. Omg I am so sorry this happened to you! ❤️😔
All respect ✊
saame
Same
Nick Bruno same
Nick Bruno I came from him to
shane brought me here
ariana mendoza Same
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Berlin Manor ya
I has anesthesia awareness when I was 2 years old when I had ear tubes. It wasn’t very painful, but so so so uncomfortable because the tubes were almost touching my brain. I can’t even imagine what you had to go through.
I'm so sorry you needed to go trough that,I didn't know this could hapend. 💕💕'
Here from Shane. I too am anesthesia aware. I remember feeling completely paralyzed. I could feel them cutting and digging into my leg. I could see out of the bottom of my eyes because they were mostly shut. I could feel my tears running down my face.. It was a nightmare.
Mimi Murdaa I'm so sorry
Mimi Murdaa 100th Like
did they put you back to sleep? or were you awake for the whole time?
Mimi Murdaa Omg I am so sorry. I cannot imagine. That has to be the most traumatic thing ever. Did you ever make a video sharing your experience or write about it?
I don’t know weather your telling the truth, but since you probably are and I don’t want to be disrespectful I’m so sorry that happened to you, and I simply cant imagine what it must have been like for you
I'm here from Shane's video JESUS FUCKING Christ this is horrible
yes
Ayesha N me 2
Ayesha N me 2
Ayesha N me too
ikr
I would've felt nauseous and probably threw up from just knowing I'm about to experience pain and trauma so I dont know how you got through it but I cant help but commend you. You are so brave. I can not imagine what you've been through
you are so strong
I'm here from Shane, I am so sorry that this happened to you:(
me too
102% of the comments: I'M HERE FROM SHANE
jackie_1979 who's Shane I keep hearing about?
Lol same
Who cares about ppl coming from Shane's channel?! This is about a real terrifying experience, and not about Shane.
EVERY surgeon and anesthesiologist should have to watch this video! I'm so sorry you went thru this!
this is heartbreaking. you and everyone who has suffered through this is amazingly strong ❤️
Thank you for sharing. It's a scary experience
Lisa D u have it too?!
Heighton 720 thank goodness no. I'm very sensitive to anesthesia.
They tape your eyes shut so your eyes stay wet not dry
Jesus girlie , i am so sorry you had to go through this oomg :( im happy it’s over && done w now !!! 💛 so happy you’re okay now ! xox
You're so great at telling stories even though it's so sad and heart breaking. I love this video
Shane brought me here
trang nguu SAME😦😦😦
trang nguu same
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trang nguu Same
trang nguu yup
Shane sent me ❤
this is horrible :(
Jaquie Reign same
So very sorry this happend to you! Thats beyond scary! Glad you are better and healthy ever since. Hope you will stay healthy and happy as long as possible!
My heart goes out to you I can't even imagine how you felt 😭❤️
I came from Shane and you are so pretty oh my god.
CallMeDadde same
Same here
really? thats what u notice?
gigi Mulheren IKR I was like... you gotta be kidding me
we get it, Shane brought you guys. Please stop commenting it.
*you say it like it’s a bad thing. shane has helped a copious amount of youtubers build their sub count just by linking their video in his description or mentioning them. maybe the comments are annoying, but i’m sure katrina appreciates shane for giving her channel so much traffic.*
We can do whatever we want a$$
SOS but u ain't the Boss of anyone so we can do what we want without you saying so.
Not are fault he’s better than you
Angela Alton lmfao she said please she aint telling you to do shit
Your an inspiration of what you gone through..sooo happy and glad your alive too share this.
This was so horrible. I am so sorry you went through this. I just found your page and I am now following you. Such a brave woman!
All the comments are about people being here from Shane..alright ppl we get it
yoyooyasmin I'm here from Shane 😏
yoyooyasmin but thats a great thing, because now shes gonna get more followers
JinsuJae well that's too bad
yea i understand that but i think not only her but everyone else already knows we're here from shane we dont gotta repeat it......
Ya it's kind of annoying like there are already comments about them came from Shane's channel so why the need to comment the exact same thing?!
100% of the comments
SHANE SHANE SHANE SHANE SHANE SHANE
This is one of the most amazing things I've ever seen on TH-cam. Thank you for sharing your [traumatic] story.
I love how you talk about this so freely, and you laugh and smile. You are such a strong woman. I'm sorry you had to experience this!❤️
this is a fear of mine now ahh
OMG this is so freaky! I also had a right adrenalectomy for pheochromocytoma in 2011 like you! do you know how rare that is! It's one of the most dangerous and tricky surgeries ever, I was in agony after mind for weeks! You must have been in Hell on that table!! Wow, you're one tough bish 💪🏽.. What happened to you in honestly my worst nightmare xx
Amazing! I'm so glad you're okay! We're definitely a rare breed.
HCC I love your channel.
My husband also had a feocromocytoma, 2009 he was on adrenal suppressors to stabalize him untill they got him into surgery 3 months later. It was a very scary and depressing time in our lives.
@@Katrinaosity ohh ur so beautiful.. May life keep u happy nd keep enjoying it every min of it that is, ur internal emotions is what u must keep 2 the most and u will always have a enjoyable moment, ur belief nd present internal emotion is all that is thr so keep that as blessed nd blisded 😍😍😍😍❤️😉
I have no words what so ever. And you are so strong........
I love how even though she went through so much she is still blessed and thankful! That's a great positive attitude! That's so hard to go through!
The blue "paper towel" was a sterile drape that does have a hole in it for them to see where they are working.
I'm here from Shane and oh my god.... I'm so so sorry that this happened to you. I'm crying
After everything you've been the through u still smile ur an inspiration😮
You are so strong , and you glow with a peaceful radiance. This must have been very difficult especially dealing with the continuing PTSD. Very inspirational. I wish you all the best! Thank you for sharing this💖
My dad passed away two years ago during surgery and I always wonder about his consciousness during it. I assume anesthesia worked properly with him because after many surgeries he hadn't mentioned this experience, so I wonder if he even had a choice to stay or if he didn't even know and he was just gone. And I wonder had he had this state of consciousness would things be different. This was a very powerful video and you seem like such a sweet girl. I'm so happy Shane's video brought me here (:
VeronicaBBeauty I am so sorry for your loss of your dad. *hugs*❤️
That is truly horrible, I'm so sorry you went through that.... I'm a nursing student so I've been an observer during surgeries and to think someone can feel all that...omg. I have a couple of questions if that's ok: Were you connected to a regular EEG? And since your mind was awake and panicking, wouldn't that make your adrenalin rush and heart beat really fast? Didn't they notice that?
Gina Aa. Z she said that there wasn't an eeg because it's more of a newer technology
Gina Aa. that's exactly what i was thinking. even if there was no eeg, wouldnt your heart start racing?
The EEG for these situations is still only in testing phases. I had a Pheochromocytoma, so they expected some shenanigans from that, so any heartrate problems they probably chalked up to that expectation. They did have to use a different type of anesthesia than usual because the surgery was so risky due to the nature of the tumor.
Wow. Thats all i can say. U are really remarkable to be able to have gone thru this and deal with it so well and be so positive about it. You are an incredibly strong person to have overcome the experience and working thru therapy with such a good positive and greatful attitude. You chose to have gratitude for being alive and faced this nightmare experience with strength and courage and fought your way thru and didnt let it keep you from living your new chance at life fully with joy and happiness and i find that to be so inspirational. I look at myself and my depression from past experiences and it all seems so insignificant after hearing what you have been thru. I am truly in awe of you right now. God bless and keep you well.
You are so strong, you are an inspiration.
I would of just made myself throw up so I could die
Same XD
GG Creations same tbh it's too frightening
Same, but I wonder if you actually could do that since your body is paralyzed? Seems like you wouldn't actually be able to control it.
me to
GG Creations same, there's no fucking way I would be able to stand this
Here from Shane's wish you the best of luck hope you never have to experience this type of thing again
This is UNREAL i'm so so sorry for you that you had to go true this..
I admire your strength and positive vibes. Thanks for sharing your experience. I hope you the best.
you are literally the bravest and strongest human being ever. I am so sorry you had to go through this.
The part where you detached is a pretty common experience for people with mental and physical pain. It's called disassociation, except that your experience was a lot more extreme because of what you were going through in the moment. It was your body and mind's way of trying to get you through that pain and to keep you away from that pain for long enough that you could make the decision whether to stay or leave.
Wow this is honestly so sad and I am so sorry you had to go through this most people don’t even think about these things. You’re so blessed & look like such a sweetheart! may God continue to bless your life 💕
Thank you for telling your story. You are such a positive person. You show everyone that being positive and thankful can change anything
Shane brought me here and I'm so sorry this happened
sasha same #shane dawson
Omg this is like sleep paralysis but way worse I'm so sorry this happened to you
Holy cow, what a nightmare! I'm so sorry that happened to you. The way you detailed everything without getting scared or freaked out really amazed me. It's honestly inspiring seeing someone going on in life and happily sharing traumatic stories with others. You are a freaking hero!!!
You’re such a sweetheart I’m so sad this happened to you 😭
I'm crying, this is such a sad story. I really cried when you were saying you had the desicion to stay in your body or to stay out of your body and let yourself die. It's so sad, I couldn't imagine it, the pain,emotional and pysical pain😢😭It's making me feel scared about me and the ppl around me.
there has been studies that red heads need more anesthesia, i wonder if that has anything to do with your situation especially since you said its genetic
NicoleDast Ya I have heard of those I really want to know why.
dna and genes man
OMG i a redhead. CRAP
Dog Lover 10 whats a red head?
its when someone has redish hair. it kinda looks like the color of a penny.
You're a beautiful person! You're so upbeat I was surprised you were able to talk about your experience so well. I'm so very sorry you went through what you did. Prayers and love 🙏❤️
You`re so brave, I`m so sorry this happened to you. You tell your story with such bravery. Plus, you`re so gorgeous & intelligent xxx
Shane brought me here! I'm so sorry that you had to go through this.
Hey I'm from Shane. I'm very sorry this happened too you
AnticipatingUploads same
It's to not too but same😞❤️
You brave brave girl, be proud you managed through that pain and suffering you are powerful and strong, well done 💗
I (of course) don't even know you but I just want to give you the biggest hug and thank you for sharing your story! You seem like such a genuinely sweet soul and I am so sorry you had to go through that torture. You are so inspiring to come out of it with a positive light.
Shane sent me here and God bless you, you are a survivor and a warrior❤️👏🏼
Wow! To go through that ... crazy. But to have the experience of facing death and realizing it wasn't going to be full of fear and that you are more than your body ... not everyone has to or gets to experience that ... a spiritual experience for sure!!! Maybe god gave you the choice so you could be happy in life ... mysterious life! Life doesn't spare anyone if suffering - but not everyone gets to understand what a blessing life is - amazing story - thank you!
Okay this has to be my worst fear, you're so unbelievably brave ❤️ I'm so sorry this happened
I'm really glad you have recovered from this. I hope you have a great life and never encounter anything remotely close to this again.
I'm very courteous what the Anastasia Dr said when you told him? I've had so many surgeries I can't imagine Feeling them!
He apologized profusely and said he was very sorry. I explained that it seemed to be a genetic problem, and he thanked me for the information and assured me that we would do things differently if I ever needed another surgery.
Katrinaosity have you had to have any surgeries since this experience? I am terrified of going under the knife. The only anesthetic I've ever had was an epidural.
This is so terrifying, I'm so sorry this happened to you
This simply breaks my heart, I am so sorry. It's lovely how you maintain perks of optimism and radiate your beautiful smile through such a traumatic situation which shows so much strength and power in your personality. I'm so sorry this has had to happen, but I just want to say that all my respect goes out to you for this, and you will always be in my memory when I feel like giving up but need a boost of living through life. Thankyou.
Honestly you are so brave for smiling and laughing through this, or even talking about it. Most people would just want to kill themselves.This is the worst thing that could ever happen to someone, I can't even imagine. I'm proud of you for deciding to stay, that's brave.
i saw her on shanes channel
Wow even the thought of your story literally makes me feel awful inside, I can't even begin to think what you went through, you must be so strong to come out this as positive as you are right now God bless you. ❤️
You are so strong for sharing your story with us. I pray that it doesn’t happen to you again. ❤️
You’re such an inspiration. I’ve had surgery and never encountered this problem but I did have a traumatic surgery that I go to a therapist for now. You’re so powerful. Thank you for posting this video and giving strength to people.
You poor woman, that was terrible. Thank you for sharing this.
I just came from Shane's video , but this is so horrifying. I don't think if I can ever be mentally stable after that. You're very strong ! And also going into the OR knowing the possibilities of dying is so traumatizing.
After therapy. Lots of therapy.
I am sensitive to these things but yet I got through the whole video I cant imagine how you felt , I'm so sorry that happened to you. god bless you
I cried during this video twice, I cant even imagine how you felt or what you were going through
All the comments are Shane
you're a very strong person to push through all of that and to put your mind in a different state. most people would have freaked out or not know what to do. I'm glad everything went okay I'm just so sorry you had to experience it all.
Ok this video literally had me twitching around in my chair and my heart was beating crazy. I’m so so sorry this happened to you.
Here from Shane's video..just wanted to say that I'm amazed at how positive you are, even after everything you went through... I truly hope that the night terrors go away..& that you are able to heal completely. .I think you are such an inspiration..thank you for sharing you experience, & letting people know how real this is. I wish you the best ♡