i rarely comment but i watch all your videos. you always make me feel like i'm not alone on this life path. thanks for being you and love and light and beauty
In my culture (in Finland) we don't really have "small talk" so if someone asks how you doing, you tell them how you really feel. But best feeling in the world is to talk with someone, with their passions or goals and just get good vibes with them!! Love it. & I'm glad I discovered your channel, you feel like a friend even though I dont know you like on a personal level.
I've been refreshing my subscription box for the past half hour and your video popped up and I'm so happy right now. I love your videos so much Hitomi, you're a gentle soul who radiates such a light. Love you girly, never stop being you.
I can't explain how grateful I am to have found this channel, it's actually so helpful, and so wholesome, that it makes me be a whole new person, something like pimp my soul completely. Also love this kind of videos from you because I get to know you better, and I know that we are so far away, I live in latinoamerica, but I feel like we are friends, and we don't even know each other in person, or something about me. Love this channel, totally waiting for the books video, and your recommendations cause I've been looking poetry books like crazy, and couldn't find one that really spoke to my soul, so, yeah, I love you girl! you are awesome!
you're honestly so refreshing to watch. so many people im surrounded by are so superficial. it's nice to be able to agree with someone even if its through a screen.
What you said about the 'wellness camp' is pretty much exactly what me and my best friend are aiming to create in the future. Our goal is to start up an animal sanctuary (we call it the 'vegan farm') where we rescue farm animals from slaughter and then invite people with mental illness and learning disabilities to come and spend time on the farm as animal therapy is one of the most effective forms of therapy. We also want to have some kind of school where children can be taught important things like sustainability, good mental health, etc. I can't think of anything more fulfilling in life. ✨
I know this comment was posted a year ago but I just saw it and WOW this sounds like the most beautiful idea and I really hope you manage to bring it to life. 💛
that reminded me that my dream a few years ago was to have an animal sanctuary in cali or upstate ny(i live in ireland lol) defiently want a donkey when im older tho
i feel like you're just a friend telling us about your day and it makes you so much better than other youtubers, you're so open and your life is still so beautiful and so are you
You are such an inspiration I just wanted to say, that without you I may not be here today you've helped me find inner peace and realize we all have a different path and that's okay Thank you ily
How did you get comfortable opening up and speaking to people? I have so much anxiety interacting with people on a personal level, especially in interviews. Also, I appreciate your words so much, they help motivate me to want to be better. Thank you c:
hitomi when u said u want to adopt kids i literally got chills! I have always thought its so wierd to have children of your own when there are tons of orphans & kids in foster care...subscribing to you was one of the best decisions I've made in a while. U absolutely radiate positivity and I wish I knew more ppl like you. It is so refreshing to see likemided people using their platform for good!! Love u girl!
You're body is trying to release the oils when you push down on you're pimples your trapping the dirt/oil/build up + add more from the oils/germs from your finger. Add some apple cider vinegar speeds up the healing which will cause the puss (white head) to rise faster so you can pop it and clear your pores Make sure to squeeze til you can see everything clogging your pores until it's just blood and you can rinse, dry and apply apple cider vinegar again it may burn but it's killing germs. Describing that process was low key gross for me but whatever helps lol
You are the purest and most beautiful soul. I feel like I resonate on so many levels with you and your experiences, especially those related to mental health, and I just really hope you can always see the very special light you bring to this universe.
I feel like your videos are always sending me deeper on a path of self exploration. Thank you for consistently being someone that makes me think about myself and the world in a deeper way than just the materialistic aspects, its so grounding and brings me sooo much positivity.
hey, hitomi! this video popped up at just the right time. while i am not nearly as spiritual as you are, listening to you talk about these things truly is a joy. your videos are very calming and pleasant to listen to and watch. anyway, i had a bad week and i've been really trying not to let other people get to me and this video about living a peaceful life is really helpful in that regard. i've been trying to meditate more and let go and clear the toxicity out of my life and stuff like this kind of helps to remind me of the kind of inner peace i am striving for. thank you.
I just started watching your videos this year and honestly thank you so much. I was struggling so much with my depression and you honestly have changed my mindset and outlook on life. I'm able to look at situations where before would just break me and take those situations and find a better way to react which I thought I was never capable of before. I would be in bed all day and not even eat and now I wake up and go look at the trees and the beautiful nature around me and be so thankful for what the universe offers me. I started going to therapy again and forgave people I never thought I would speak to again. This comment is not enough to show you how thankful I am to have found you but I just wanted to make sure you knew. Thank you for sharing your beautiful mind with me and so many others. ❤️❤️❤️
you seem so genuine and in touch with yourself and others. whenever im feeling sad I like to watch one of your videos for inspiration or just to pick me up a little. i hope to find friends like you some day ✨
thank u for this. there's a reason i stumbled upon this vlog and watched the whole way through. the message left lying at the end was one i desperately needed to hear. "happiness is right around the corner". i have all the patience in the world to receive my happiness one day, my fear is actually that it may never come, because i have been waiting so long. but thank u for this gentle reminder that i can create it myself with the right amount of peace, hard work, and self care.
Your videos honestly make my day. I've been dealing with stuff lately, not feeling like myself and being able to see someone who can relate means so much. You have such positivity despite the hardships you may face and have truly inspired me to believe in myself and heal myself, and to really appreciate all the little things in life again. 😊
I found you randomly on TH-cam and since the day I clicked that video I feel so much better. I battle with depression and anxiety and to see you pass through the same thing and share your story is comforting because not everybody understands what we go through and I feel you get me and you put me in such an ease idk I just wanted to say thank you for that and that even though I don't know you I even love you 💖💖
you just sitting there talking about your life was seriously the best ever. I was watching it while I was having tea and it was like we were just catching up. You are an absolute blessing, I feel so uplifted every time I listen to you. I think you'd get a lot out of Matthew 6! So good !! So much love from Australia 💘✨
Not many of my friends have had to work as hard or as much as I do in terms of having money and surviving, and sometimes it makes me feel so isolated. I know that obviously working hard was stressful for you but it was comforting to hear a story that reflected mine 💞
Love love loveeeee just putting your videos on and listening while I'm doing work. It's like I'm talking to a best friend. You radiant such positive energy and depression sucks balls.
you inspire me so much :') Thank you for being so incredibly real and vulnerable, you have no idea how much you are helping young girls and people in general. thank you thank you thank you
i found your channel a few weeks ago and binge watched so many of your videos while working over the last few days. your spirit & energy brings so much happiness to my day. i love it! i can't wait to watch more videos.
Your my muse for starting my on TH-cam channel! Your so yourself and not afraid to be it thats truly an inspiration to me and defo make me excited! Just waiting to buy my camera!! Girl, be your the best way you can be you! And continue doing whatever makes you happy! Stay blessed!
Your videos are so comforting! thank you for sharing your thoughts as I feel less alone and even motivated to keep going in whatever I'm doing. Thank you thank you thank you 💕
aah, i love how u talked about enjoying the frickin process of getting where u wanna go and even if it's kinda sucky and hard, seeing how it aligns with your long term goals for your life. i have one more year of university left and and it is mostly really difficult and boring as hell, but i know it will open up so many doors for me to be a kickass game changer in the future and also, making my family happy and proud matters too yaknow :) thank you hitomi!
I think the best compliment to give someone is that they have amazing energy. You truly bloody radiate through my screen and inspire me. An absoute gem
this video is just what i needed. thank you so much, for being you. you're one of the only youtubers i feel like i can relate to. thank you thank you thank you. never stop making videos!! you're beautiful and so amazing ❤️
I've been binge watching your videos for the past few days, I feel like I can relate to so much of the stuff you've been through. I have really bad anxiety and depression and I thought about ending everything so many times, mainly because of my childhood. I've been feeling numb for a couple of years now and at first I thought that there was something wrong with me and I used to put myself down for having no emotions, I thought that was making me a bad person and I thought I was the only one feeling that way. I also have really poor self esteem and I hate myself to the point where I avoid all mirrors because I can't focus on anything other than my flaws. And because of this I developed an eating disorder which I've been trying to get rid of for so long. I'm currently trying to transition to a vegan diet and so far I haven't felt the urge to binge but I'm still quite scared of having too many carbs and getting "fat". Your videos give me so much inspiration and hope. It's good to know that it is possible to get better, I always thought that I was gonna be sad and lonely and depressed for ever.
satisfaction is very different from happiness, you're satisfied temporarily when you fullfil your goal but working towards something,seeing progress and seeing yourself moving towards that goal is where happiness comes from
you beautiful soul you fill me with such warmth and hope, im on my spiritual journey constantly trying to be the best version of myself daily and you are a constant inspiration. One day soon im going to make beautiful videos like you and ill thank you for all you've done unknowingly just by being the beautiful you. Sending you so much happiness and love your way 💖🌹
This is the first time I’ve commented on a video but I wanted to let you know that you are a beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your happiness and your struggles. You are so inspirational and relatable - thank you for doing what you do🌞
Your long talks are the best. I relate so hard to what you were saying about finally getting your own space again. I lived in a foreign country for two years and my mom and I shared a studio apt where we were dead ass broke. When I finally returned to the US and moved in with my Dad I cried happy tears being home and finally having a bedroom with a door and a bed to myself
I'm positively addicted to your video's Hotomi💖💖💖💖💖, you are such a breath of fresh air, you really give your all in all your video's and surprisingly, the awareness you raise around depression and anxiety never gets old, boring or tiring, I appreciate your efforts of inspiring us, as your viewers to do better and to be kinder to ourselves so that we can be better and kinder people to others🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Omg I Love you so much I just wanna give you a biig hug and tell you how helpful watching your videos is and feeling like there is someone who feels the same way as you do
I love watching your videos so much! You have such a beautiful mind and a very similar way of thinking as me. I just feel like I can relate to you so much and it's just so good to hear your opinions and your way of dealing with life because it reminds me of how to deal with it too. So thank you hitomi xx
I'm so happy your channel is the epicentre of positivity, like every time I post a comment or look at other people's, everyone is always super supportive and amazing in replying ☺️❤️ your channel is like my virtual safe space tbh & I don't actually have one in real life but this one is just as good I imagine !
i love your channel so much! you are always so positive and motivated, it is amazing. its so great to see how you smile when you talk about thinge that faszinatet you or thinge you like. stay how you are! you are an amazing person ❤️
Ugh. I love you way too much. I just love how happy you make me feel and you inspire me to do everything I've always wanted to do. I wish you were my big sister so that you could make me happy everyday!
I just want to say you've really inspired me, I feel your positivity and good vibes in every single video, you truly are a unique and beautiful youtuber and a blessing on this website. So much love xoxoxo
You and I literally sound the same. I just found your channel last night and I'm obsessed. I moved to Boston a year ago and last summer, I lost my job and had to start doing a bunch of odd jobs and was constantly paying bills, had to borrow money from my boyfriend and couldn't afford the t. Now, I'm finally in a place with a stable job again and I split rent with my boyfriend. And it's just so nice, feeling this room I've curated with my boyfriend that I an finally afford and not feel like I'm about to lose it every day. We're moving to New York next year, and I'm glad I moved to Boston first to get my feet on the ground and understand what it means to live in a city and the kind of sacrifices you have to make when the rent is through the roof. On another note, I deal with depression similar to the way you do, I feel you so much girl. I just like relate a lot and I just think your super cool
i saw you at a messy heads event at kave a few months ago but couldnt find the courage to come up to you and say hi, but hi! i'm really glad i've found your vids. you've inspired me to just get moving and stay motivated and not just fall into a ditch of laziness and despair. wishing you the absolute best, and i also work in the LES so hope we run into each other one day! x
god i fucking love you. i'm only a freshman and i really want to begin a spiritual journey and you are a big influence. i also see myself in you by the way you described your younger self/ current self. im sort of in the middle at the moment with social skills. but anyways, you're so beautiful inside and out & i love your channel!!
Hitomi you are such a beautiful person man ! I love your videos & I love your vibe, you're so different & you inspire my soul 😭💛 love you so much girl !! xoxo
i can relate on the working and not having your own room. i was a manager and worked around 20 to 30 something hours a week, 8 your shifts and i’d come home to sleep on my mother couch, floor or an air mattress, i was and still am extremely grateful for this though. yes i’d love to have my own space and an actual room to myself but some people don’t even have a roof or a place to lay their head comfortably where they’re safe so even without a room for over a year now, i’m happy and grateful for my situation 💓
Everytime I watch u my soul feels better and I start thinking much clearer I wish I could meet u u r such an inspiration my soul feels a little sad lately because of relationship problems So I'm very confused but I'm not gonna spiral into a deep depression because I watch u and feel much happier and clearer with everything Im thinking thank u!
I relate SO HARD to the sentiment of wanting to do so much and not having enough time. That feeling held me in depression for years. But I recently decided to get up earlier and start time blocking a bit so I can do as many of those things as possible, and I've stopped beating myself up if I don't get certain things done, and Ive come to a place where whatever I didn't do today I can do tomorrow or another day this week and that's okay. It's helping me to stop looking at every day like it's the only day and start appreciating all my time and looking forward to the little things like going for a walk or even hanging out the washing (that's when I listen to my podcast about empowering and Inspiring Maori women)
I love your video's ,you help me through a really difficult breakup and connect to my spirituality . I'm slowing learning to love and be true to myself. Thanks for being you , you're truly a goddess. 🌻💛
I love you Hitomi. Please share more of what the vegan nutritionist shares! I think I have candida as well but can't afford to see any more specialists at the moment
Hitmoi i really needed this. I just had my first shift at my local bar last night and was freaking out at how much I was fucking up. you're right, everything is scary when you first start. I'm being to hard on mysefl. thank you for being so woke x
Just know that you can always connect to peace, happiness, whatever you’d like. :) sending love ur way!! So glad I found ur channel! I vlog talk but don’t post my vids. Maybe one day!! Hehe
I love watching your vids to find motivation to continue with spiritual practices (whether it be going for a walk or meditating or eating something vegan). That penne pasta with broccoli looked so good I'm dreaming about it rn.
I just paused at 20:33 - Hitomi, sweety, and also people from this community: I would like to hear your opinions on "letting go of people who are not benefiting your life without ghosting them". Why do it / What are the benefits? Here's my issue: I had to let go of a very old friend of mine (who at some point in our relationship used to be my bestfriend, so, we used to be very close). Time passed by and we were not close as we used to (but that's life, but I still cared about her, as I thought our friendship was real). She was resentful for the fact that we were not as close and were not together often (which I disagree, because for me a real friend will always be your friend, no matter how much or little you talk or see each other). But I talked with her through it, and said I understood her opinion, that I would make an effort to change it. Right after this conversation, we went on summer holidays together with our group friends. She was really acting resentful and her interactions with me were really negative. Never in my life someone acted so bitter towards me. And with no reason! The holidays were shitty. I did not stand up for myself at that point, I was simply ignoring those interactions (as we were all on a holiday, stuck together 24h/day, didn't want any "fights"). After this holiday I decided to simply cut contact with her, without warning (i.e., ghosting) given her very clear negative feelings towards me. I did not want change from her either, as she developed these feelings for no reason, as I never ever did anything negative towards her. I thought for sure she was not even worth a final conversation. So, it was "bye". However, now, I have mixed opinions: I do feel maybe I should have had some closure, and told her this. But I also think she really did not deserved my time and energy anymore, after the shitty way she treated me, therefore. And that "ghosting", in this case, was right. My "struggle" with this is that this happened ~3 years ago, and I think about this and even dream about the topic every now and then (it was the very first time someone I used to see as a friend, was so mean to me). However I am proud for letting go of someone who treat me badly. I would like to hear your advice or opinions on "letting go of people who are not benefiting your life without ghosting them". Why do it? / What are the benefits? Thank you! Xx
damn you're so inspiring I love watching your vids and listening to you preach those good vibes, it's so uplifting and makes me feel so nice honeslty you're the best man🌈
i love your attitude to life and its very infectious ! love the skins reference one of my all time favourite shows plus lassies my favourite character ❤️ xo
Loved this vlog (lol but I love every vlog so...love x 2? XD). Thanks for sharing the 13 Reasons Why I Didn't story! It seems like a really cool concept. I'm thinking about writing a blog post with my personal response to that! And I completely agree, take control of your mind, and don't let it take control of you. That was something that helped me with my depression tremendously. We have so much more control over ourselves and our minds than we like to give ourselves credit for. Let go of stuff that you have no control of in your life (weather, unexpected events, place you were born in, etc.) and work on what you can change and control (some of our emotions, our every day choices, our words, our actions!!
You are just so different from other youtubers. I literally feel your good ass vibes through the screen. You make me feel good as fuhhh ❣️✨❣️✨❣️
!!! same
Really? That's sad to hear. You should definitely sub to Annie Tarasova, High Carb Hannah, if you need more hmu
i rarely comment but i watch all your videos. you always make me feel like i'm not alone on this life path. thanks for being you and love and light and beauty
In my culture (in Finland) we don't really have "small talk" so if someone asks how you doing, you tell them how you really feel. But best feeling in the world is to talk with someone, with their passions or goals and just get good vibes with them!! Love it. & I'm glad I discovered your channel, you feel like a friend even though I dont know you like on a personal level.
that's so beautiful,i always had this idea that in northern countries people tend to be more distant
Ugh that is amazing to know thank you for sharing
yo if you set up a cult I would totally join
Hitomi Mochizuki I'd be down tbh no lie
We could just slo-mo run around in an overgrown field and wash our white vintage dresses with soap we made ourselves
this is golden
Same. I've binge watching all her videos. I'm already addicted
Hannah Deane hahahahah same lol
I've been refreshing my subscription box for the past half hour and your video popped up and I'm so happy right now. I love your videos so much Hitomi, you're a gentle soul who radiates such a light. Love you girly, never stop being you.
I can't explain how grateful I am to have found this channel, it's actually so helpful, and so wholesome, that it makes me be a whole new person, something like pimp my soul completely. Also love this kind of videos from you because I get to know you better, and I know that we are so far away, I live in latinoamerica, but I feel like we are friends, and we don't even know each other in person, or something about me. Love this channel, totally waiting for the books video, and your recommendations cause I've been looking poetry books like crazy, and couldn't find one that really spoke to my soul, so, yeah, I love you girl! you are awesome!
you're honestly so refreshing to watch. so many people im surrounded by are so superficial. it's nice to be able to agree with someone even if its through a screen.
What you said about the 'wellness camp' is pretty much exactly what me and my best friend are aiming to create in the future. Our goal is to start up an animal sanctuary (we call it the 'vegan farm') where we rescue farm animals from slaughter and then invite people with mental illness and learning disabilities to come and spend time on the farm as animal therapy is one of the most effective forms of therapy. We also want to have some kind of school where children can be taught important things like sustainability, good mental health, etc. I can't think of anything more fulfilling in life. ✨
Wow, this sounds amazing!
Yeah that sounds so fun! Can I join?
I know this comment was posted a year ago but I just saw it and WOW this sounds like the most beautiful idea and I really hope you manage to bring it to life. 💛
that reminded me that my dream a few years ago was to have an animal sanctuary in cali or upstate ny(i live in ireland lol) defiently want a donkey when im older tho
i feel like you're just a friend telling us about your day and it makes you so much better than other youtubers, you're so open and your life is still so beautiful and so are you
You are such an inspiration I just wanted to say, that without you I may not be here today you've helped me find inner peace and realize we all have a different path and that's okay
Thank you ily
How did you get comfortable opening up and speaking to people? I have so much anxiety interacting with people on a personal level, especially in interviews. Also, I appreciate your words so much, they help motivate me to want to be better. Thank you c:
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hitomi when u said u want to adopt kids i literally got chills! I have always thought its so wierd to have children of your own when there are tons of orphans & kids in foster care...subscribing to you was one of the best decisions I've made in a while. U absolutely radiate positivity and I wish I knew more ppl like you. It is so refreshing to see likemided people using their platform for good!! Love u girl!
You're body is trying to release the oils when you push down on you're pimples your trapping the dirt/oil/build up + add more from the oils/germs from your finger. Add some apple cider vinegar speeds up the healing which will cause the puss (white head) to rise faster so you can pop it and clear your pores Make sure to squeeze til you can see everything clogging your pores until it's just blood and you can rinse, dry and apply apple cider vinegar again it may burn but it's killing germs. Describing that process was low key gross for me but whatever helps lol
love the relaxing in bed and having a chat part's atmosphere-super cozy!
You are the purest and most beautiful soul. I feel like I resonate on so many levels with you and your experiences, especially those related to mental health, and I just really hope you can always see the very special light you bring to this universe.
I feel like your videos are always sending me deeper on a path of self exploration. Thank you for consistently being someone that makes me think about myself and the world in a deeper way than just the materialistic aspects, its so grounding and brings me sooo much positivity.
hey, hitomi! this video popped up at just the right time. while i am not nearly as spiritual as you are, listening to you talk about these things truly is a joy. your videos are very calming and pleasant to listen to and watch. anyway, i had a bad week and i've been really trying not to let other people get to me and this video about living a peaceful life is really helpful in that regard. i've been trying to meditate more and let go and clear the toxicity out of my life and stuff like this kind of helps to remind me of the kind of inner peace i am striving for. thank you.
I just started watching your videos this year and honestly thank you so much. I was struggling so much with my depression and you honestly have changed my mindset and outlook on life. I'm able to look at situations where before would just break me and take those situations and find a better way to react which I thought I was never capable of before. I would be in bed all day and not even eat and now I wake up and go look at the trees and the beautiful nature around me and be so thankful for what the universe offers me. I started going to therapy again and forgave people I never thought I would speak to again. This comment is not enough to show you how thankful I am to have found you but I just wanted to make sure you knew. Thank you for sharing your beautiful mind with me and so many others. ❤️❤️❤️
you seem so genuine and in touch with yourself and others. whenever im feeling sad I like to watch one of your videos for inspiration or just to pick me up a little. i hope to find friends like you some day ✨
thank u for this. there's a reason i stumbled upon this vlog and watched the whole way through. the message left lying at the end was one i desperately needed to hear. "happiness is right around the corner". i have all the patience in the world to receive my happiness one day, my fear is actually that it may never come, because i have been waiting so long. but thank u for this gentle reminder that i can create it myself with the right amount of peace, hard work, and self care.
Your videos honestly make my day. I've been dealing with stuff lately, not feeling like myself and being able to see someone who can relate means so much. You have such positivity despite the hardships you may face and have truly inspired me to believe in myself and heal myself, and to really appreciate all the little things in life again. 😊
I found you randomly on TH-cam and since the day I clicked that video I feel so much better. I battle with depression and anxiety and to see you pass through the same thing and share your story is comforting because not everybody understands what we go through and I feel you get me and you put me in such an ease idk I just wanted to say thank you for that and that even though I don't know you I even love you 💖💖
you just sitting there talking about your life was seriously the best ever. I was watching it while I was having tea and it was like we were just catching up. You are an absolute blessing, I feel so uplifted every time I listen to you. I think you'd get a lot out of Matthew 6! So good !!
So much love from Australia 💘✨
Not many of my friends have had to work as hard or as much as I do in terms of having money and surviving, and sometimes it makes me feel so isolated. I know that obviously working hard was stressful for you but it was comforting to hear a story that reflected mine 💞
You are the only youtuber that makes me happy and can actually change my mood. Your aura is sooo positive!!
Thank you so much for sharing. Been indulging in your videos whenever I need help to reflect lately. You are inspiring. Gratitude
Love love loveeeee just putting your videos on and listening while I'm doing work. It's like I'm talking to a best friend. You radiant such positive energy and depression sucks balls.
you inspire me so much :') Thank you for being so incredibly real and vulnerable, you have no idea how much you are helping young girls and people in general. thank you thank you thank you
i found your channel a few weeks ago and binge watched so many of your videos while working over the last few days. your spirit & energy brings so much happiness to my day. i love it! i can't wait to watch more videos.
Your my muse for starting my on TH-cam channel! Your so yourself and not afraid to be it thats truly an inspiration to me and defo make me excited! Just waiting to buy my camera!! Girl, be your the best way you can be you! And continue doing whatever makes you happy! Stay blessed!
Your videos are so comforting! thank you for sharing your thoughts as I feel less alone and even motivated to keep going in whatever I'm doing. Thank you thank you thank you 💕
aah, i love how u talked about enjoying the frickin process of getting where u wanna go and even if it's kinda sucky and hard, seeing how it aligns with your long term goals for your life. i have one more year of university left and and it is mostly really difficult and boring as hell, but i know it will open up so many doors for me to be a kickass game changer in the future and also, making my family happy and proud matters too yaknow :) thank you hitomi!
I think the best compliment to give someone is that they have amazing energy. You truly bloody radiate through my screen and inspire me. An absoute gem
this video is just what i needed. thank you so much, for being you. you're one of the only youtubers i feel like i can relate to. thank you thank you thank you. never stop making videos!! you're beautiful and so amazing ❤️
I've been binge watching your videos for the past few days, I feel like I can relate to so much of the stuff you've been through.
I have really bad anxiety and depression and I thought about ending everything so many times, mainly because of my childhood.
I've been feeling numb for a couple of years now and at first I thought that there was something wrong with me and I used to put myself down for having no emotions, I thought that was making me a bad person and I thought I was the only one feeling that way.
I also have really poor self esteem and I hate myself to the point where I avoid all mirrors because I can't focus on anything other than my flaws. And because of this I developed an eating disorder which I've been trying to get rid of for so long. I'm currently trying to transition to a vegan diet and so far I haven't felt the urge to binge but I'm still quite scared of having too many carbs and getting "fat".
Your videos give me so much inspiration and hope. It's good to know that it is possible to get better, I always thought that I was gonna be sad and lonely and depressed for ever.
satisfaction is very different from happiness, you're satisfied temporarily when you fullfil your goal but working towards something,seeing progress and seeing yourself moving towards that goal is where happiness comes from
you beautiful soul you fill me with such warmth and hope, im on my spiritual journey constantly trying to be the best version of myself daily and you are a constant inspiration. One day soon im going to make beautiful videos like you and ill thank you for all you've done unknowingly just by being the beautiful you. Sending you so much happiness and love your way 💖🌹
This is the first time I’ve commented on a video but I wanted to let you know that you are a beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your happiness and your struggles. You are so inspirational and relatable - thank you for doing what you do🌞
Your long talks are the best. I relate so hard to what you were saying about finally getting your own space again. I lived in a foreign country for two years and my mom and I shared a studio apt where we were dead ass broke. When I finally returned to the US and moved in with my Dad I cried happy tears being home and finally having a bedroom with a door and a bed to myself
i love that you said "i'll remember to ask her" instead of "i'll TRY to remember to ask her"
i see u manifesting bb. i see u.
I'm positively addicted to your video's Hotomi💖💖💖💖💖, you are such a breath of fresh air, you really give your all in all your video's and surprisingly, the awareness you raise around depression and anxiety never gets old, boring or tiring, I appreciate your efforts of inspiring us, as your viewers to do better and to be kinder to ourselves so that we can be better and kinder people to others🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
Omg I Love you so much I just wanna give you a biig hug and tell you how helpful watching your videos is and feeling like there is someone who feels the same way as you do
I love watching your videos so much! You have such a beautiful mind and a very similar way of thinking as me. I just feel like I can relate to you so much and it's just so good to hear your opinions and your way of dealing with life because it reminds me of how to deal with it too. So thank you hitomi xx
I'm so happy your channel is the epicentre of positivity, like every time I post a comment or look at other people's, everyone is always super supportive and amazing in replying ☺️❤️ your channel is like my virtual safe space tbh & I don't actually have one in real life but this one is just as good I imagine !
I'm listening to this while I do my new moon ritual. Love you girl 💗💗💗
Melissa Mermaid what is your new moon ritual ? I'm curious 💚💚
i love your channel so much! you are always so positive and motivated, it is amazing. its so great to see how you smile when you talk about thinge that faszinatet you or thinge you like. stay how you are! you are an amazing person ❤️
Ugh. I love you way too much. I just love how happy you make me feel and you inspire me to do everything I've always wanted to do. I wish you were my big sister so that you could make me happy everyday!
I just want to say you've really inspired me, I feel your positivity and good vibes in every single video, you truly are a unique and beautiful youtuber and a blessing on this website. So much love xoxoxo
You and I literally sound the same. I just found your channel last night and I'm obsessed.
I moved to Boston a year ago and last summer, I lost my job and had to start doing a bunch of odd jobs and was constantly paying bills, had to borrow money from my boyfriend and couldn't afford the t. Now, I'm finally in a place with a stable job again and I split rent with my boyfriend. And it's just so nice, feeling this room I've curated with my boyfriend that I an finally afford and not feel like I'm about to lose it every day.
We're moving to New York next year, and I'm glad I moved to Boston first to get my feet on the ground and understand what it means to live in a city and the kind of sacrifices you have to make when the rent is through the roof.
On another note, I deal with depression similar to the way you do, I feel you so much girl. I just like relate a lot and I just think your super cool
First!!I love u girl🌹❤peace&love🙌
Everything you said in this video resonated with me so well, I feel like I could listen to you talk for hours
you're such a beautiful soul
Hitomi :) your energy is intoxicating! you are amazing and you honestly inspire so many people. your presence matters
Yes I've never been this early!! Just wanna say thank you Hitomi for transforming my life with your videos❤️ love ya keep vibing
HITOMI! You are a goddess!1 Thanks for inspiring me everyday to be my own person, you are so loved
i saw you at a messy heads event at kave a few months ago but couldnt find the courage to come up to you and say hi, but hi! i'm really glad i've found your vids. you've inspired me to just get moving and stay motivated and not just fall into a ditch of laziness and despair. wishing you the absolute best, and i also work in the LES so hope we run into each other one day! x
god i fucking love you. i'm only a freshman and i really want to begin a spiritual journey and you are a big influence. i also see myself in you by the way you described your younger self/ current self. im sort of in the middle at the moment with social skills. but anyways, you're so beautiful inside and out & i love your channel!!
I aspire to be this spiritually awaken🖤 seriously you're everything I want to be. Such a beautiful soul thank you
i'm so picky w my youtubers & you're definitely so relatable & one of my favorites!! so much peace with you sister.
I am living from these uploads!!! Thank you 🌺
you spread so inspiring vibes. i always watch your videos if i feel down and you motivate me to keep on fighting. i love you. stay strong🌌💓🌞
Hitomi you are such a beautiful person man ! I love your videos & I love your vibe, you're so different & you inspire my soul 😭💛 love you so much girl !! xoxo
i love u!!! ur videos inspire and radiate off incredible energy!! keep on keepin on man❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
i can relate on the working and not having your own room. i was a manager and worked around 20 to 30 something hours a week, 8 your shifts and i’d come home to sleep on my mother couch, floor or an air mattress, i was and still am extremely grateful for this though. yes i’d love to have my own space and an actual room to myself but some people don’t even have a roof or a place to lay their head comfortably where they’re safe so even without a room for over a year now, i’m happy and grateful for my situation 💓
WERE U SINGING ALONG TO CONAN'S COVER OF RADIO OH MY GOD MY FAVORITES
Sophia Francesca Conan is so cute and that cover gives me all the vibes❤️I luv it ...and hitomi...her voice 🙏🏻
Hitomi Mochizuki OH NY GOFB IM CRYINF
Sophia Francesca wait what song is she singing at the start? I really want to knowwww
Leslie Sanchez THANK YOU XX
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Everytime I watch u my soul feels better and I start thinking much clearer I wish I could meet u u r such an inspiration my soul feels a little sad lately because of relationship problems So I'm very confused but I'm not gonna spiral into a deep depression because I watch u and feel much happier and clearer with everything Im thinking thank u!
Thank you! beautiful vlog and beautiful soul. Makes this path less lonesome
I just love how woke you are. Learned so much from this one video. I feel like you're my soul sis. 💞
I relate SO HARD to the sentiment of wanting to do so much and not having enough time. That feeling held me in depression for years. But I recently decided to get up earlier and start time blocking a bit so I can do as many of those things as possible, and I've stopped beating myself up if I don't get certain things done, and Ive come to a place where whatever I didn't do today I can do tomorrow or another day this week and that's okay. It's helping me to stop looking at every day like it's the only day and start appreciating all my time and looking forward to the little things like going for a walk or even hanging out the washing (that's when I listen to my podcast about empowering and Inspiring Maori women)
ah I love you hitomi I swear you bring so much light to this planet. thank you for existing and inspiring me everyday ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Just wanted to say your vids help and inspire me so much !!! You're truly a beautiful soul and have taught me a lot actually, keep doing you boo 💕💕💕
This came at a perfect time for me. Times are so hard right now and I needed this so much.
Thank you Hitomi!!! 🙏🏼
I love your video's ,you help me through a really difficult breakup and connect to my spirituality . I'm slowing learning to love and be true to myself. Thanks for being you , you're truly a goddess. 🌻💛
i loved how i thought the video was gonna end, but it didnt and you dropped more gems.
Apple cider vinegar really helps for acne! Applying some to problem areas and rinsing it off before cleansing really helps!
I love you Hitomi. Please share more of what the vegan nutritionist shares! I think I have candida as well but can't afford to see any more specialists at the moment
I'm a nanny and it's amazing, every day is different and fun and the pay is great! Definitely look into it :)
you're so inspiring and have such a beautiful soul! your videos send me such good vibes every time awwwwww
Hitmoi i really needed this. I just had my first shift at my local bar last night and was freaking out at how much I was fucking up. you're right, everything is scary when you first start. I'm being to hard on mysefl. thank you for being so woke x
to me, listening to you or just watching one of your videos is similar to earing a nice old jazz song or a happy french song outside my window
This is so fucking beautiful :)
Hitomi! Would you ever do a "draw my life"???
Hitomi you're such a beautiful being and you give me so much hope
You are a shining light girl. I relate to you so much.
Your videos always brighten my day, thank you
you're such a beautiful soul! i feel like i can learn sm from you ily
Just know that you can always connect to peace, happiness, whatever you’d like. :) sending love ur way!! So glad I found ur channel! I vlog talk but don’t post my vids. Maybe one day!! Hehe
I feel like shit most times and have negative thoughts alot but when I watch your videos I see that life is great.
Thank you for your positive energy 😌💓✨
Yes!!🌸 you're my favorite TH-camr.. i'm always so happy to see you post😂💛
I love watching your vids to find motivation to continue with spiritual practices (whether it be going for a walk or meditating or eating something vegan). That penne pasta with broccoli looked so good I'm dreaming about it rn.
I just paused at 20:33 - Hitomi, sweety, and also people from this community: I would like to hear your opinions on "letting go of people who are not benefiting your life without ghosting them". Why do it / What are the benefits?
Here's my issue:
I had to let go of a very old friend of mine (who at some point in our relationship used to be my bestfriend, so, we used to be very close). Time passed by and we were not close as we used to (but that's life, but I still cared about her, as I thought our friendship was real). She was resentful for the fact that we were not as close and were not together often (which I disagree, because for me a real friend will always be your friend, no matter how much or little you talk or see each other). But I talked with her through it, and said I understood her opinion, that I would make an effort to change it.
Right after this conversation, we went on summer holidays together with our group friends. She was really acting resentful and her interactions with me were really negative. Never in my life someone acted so bitter towards me. And with no reason! The holidays were shitty. I did not stand up for myself at that point, I was simply ignoring those interactions (as we were all on a holiday, stuck together 24h/day, didn't want any "fights").
After this holiday I decided to simply cut contact with her, without warning (i.e., ghosting) given her very clear negative feelings towards me. I did not want change from her either, as she developed these feelings for no reason, as I never ever did anything negative towards her. I thought for sure she was not even worth a final conversation. So, it was "bye".
However, now, I have mixed opinions: I do feel maybe I should have had some closure, and told her this. But I also think she really did not deserved my time and energy anymore, after the shitty way she treated me, therefore. And that "ghosting", in this case, was right.
My "struggle" with this is that this happened ~3 years ago, and I think about this and even dream about the topic every now and then (it was the very first time someone I used to see as a friend, was so mean to me). However I am proud for letting go of someone who treat me badly.
I would like to hear your advice or opinions on "letting go of people who are not benefiting your life without ghosting them". Why do it? / What are the benefits? Thank you! Xx
I typically don't like blogs but I'm obsessed with yours you are so cute AND LANA and then again you and sammi are my fav
Hey, you've got a beautiful soul. & You make me so peaceful !
damn you're so inspiring I love watching your vids and listening to you preach those good vibes, it's so uplifting and makes me feel so nice honeslty you're the best man🌈
i was laying in my bed watching your video and my cat came up, laid right in front of the screen and watched with me:)
You are amazing
i love your attitude to life and its very infectious ! love the skins reference one of my all time favourite shows plus lassies my favourite character ❤️ xo
you remind me so much of shay mitchell!!!
Loved this vlog (lol but I love every vlog so...love x 2? XD). Thanks for sharing the 13 Reasons Why I Didn't story! It seems like a really cool concept. I'm thinking about writing a blog post with my personal response to that! And I completely agree, take control of your mind, and don't let it take control of you. That was something that helped me with my depression tremendously. We have so much more control over ourselves and our minds than we like to give ourselves credit for. Let go of stuff that you have no control of in your life (weather, unexpected events, place you were born in, etc.) and work on what you can change and control (some of our emotions, our every day choices, our words, our actions!!