I was scared to weigh 100 or more too, but I’m a soccer player, and was super skinny. My parents said every time I stepped on to the field they’d be afraid I’d get hurt. I didn’t want to gain weight. They tried feeding me rice but I would throw it away. It came to the point where they almost took me out because I was so skinny. But you were so helpful for me. I used to compare myself to others as well. But now I eat when I’m hungry and am stronger and faster in soccer because the food I eat gives me more energy! Thank you! ❤️
Wow your story is so relatable. Especially the 100 pound limit thing. Gosh I remember checking the scale everyday multiple times a day trying not to go over 100. Was 11 or 12 when it all started 😪
You’re amazing. Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are so real, and I appreciate your honesty! I’ve only watched three of your other videos but you have a subscriber for life now, girl! I can relate to your feelings with your anorexia so much. I’m in recovery but I’ve really been struggling and borderline relapsing. Your videos help me tons ❤️ stay strong, beautiful!
I’m at the point where school teachers have noticed, and have called my parents up and they are now forcing me into recovery. I’m scared to gain the 10kg I need to though
Raven Scamander don’t be scared!! You need to gain the weight in order to get your life back!! I need to gain still too and sometimes I get scared, but NO!! Are you truly happy now? Do you think about food ALOT? For me, I am not happy with just surviving, I want to LIVE! So I’m fighting, and I hope you do too ❤️
I relate to the 100 pound thing except I would make sure I wasn’t over 85. Like 85 was my “safe number” if I was over 85 pounds I would either starve myself for two days or exercise for like 2 hours. I’m 5’3 so if I was 100 pounds I’d think I was fat even though that’s still underweight for my height.
i really like your videos but i don’t think you should call yourself selfish!! u were suffering as well, maybe didn’t act the best all the time...but suffering nonetheless, don’t put so much blame on yourself please! ❤️ u are too lovely for that.
I was scared to weigh 100 or more too, but I’m a soccer player, and was super skinny. My parents said every time I stepped on to the field they’d be afraid I’d get hurt. I didn’t want to gain weight. They tried feeding me rice but I would throw it away. It came to the point where they almost took me out because I was so skinny. But you were so helpful for me. I used to compare myself to others as well. But now I eat when I’m hungry and am stronger and faster in soccer because the food I eat gives me more energy! Thank you! ❤️
Wow your story is so relatable. Especially the 100 pound limit thing. Gosh I remember checking the scale everyday multiple times a day trying not to go over 100. Was 11 or 12 when it all started 😪
5’8 70 pounds... my heart dropped. That is so heartbreaking wow. It’s a miracle you’re doing better now ❤️
Your hair is gorgeous!
wow, I can really relate. Felt the same way. Thanks for having shared this. It is nice to know that I was/am not alone.
Wow, I just discovered this channel and you are a warrior and such a great role model for recovery. Thank you for helping me not feel so alone!!
I love the paint in your room. watching for 1st time.
thanks for sharing
I do the same thing with Splenda sadly. I really related to that little story about your Splenda.
Oh my gosh I've never met anyone else who has binged on splenda packets before...yep those were bad times. I used to go through 200 packets a day.
So did I. My mom would buy the boxes of 1000 packets and I would go through them weekly. I thought I was alone.
Ugh :( I wish I couldn't relate but I can. It was a scary obsession
You’re amazing. Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are so real, and I appreciate your honesty! I’ve only watched three of your other videos but you have a subscriber for life now, girl! I can relate to your feelings with your anorexia so much. I’m in recovery but I’ve really been struggling and borderline relapsing. Your videos help me tons ❤️ stay strong, beautiful!
TheHopefulThoughts THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SWEET WORDS!! I’m glad my videos help!! Best of luck to you on your journey ❤️
Love and hugs! x
I’m at the point where school teachers have noticed, and have called my parents up and they are now forcing me into recovery. I’m scared to gain the 10kg I need to though
Raven Scamander don’t be scared!! You need to gain the weight in order to get your life back!! I need to gain still too and sometimes I get scared, but NO!! Are you truly happy now? Do you think about food ALOT? For me, I am not happy with just surviving, I want to LIVE! So I’m fighting, and I hope you do too ❤️
I relate to the 100 pound thing except I would make sure I wasn’t over 85. Like 85 was my “safe number” if I was over 85 pounds I would either starve myself for two days or exercise for like 2 hours. I’m 5’3 so if I was 100 pounds I’d think I was fat even though that’s still underweight for my height.
i really like your videos but i don’t think you should call yourself selfish!! u were suffering as well, maybe didn’t act the best all the time...but suffering nonetheless, don’t put so much blame on yourself please! ❤️ u are too lovely for that.
I love your videos, you're amazing !!!!! I love you so much!!!!😍
The treatment in Arizona...was it Remuda ranch?
Ellewoods 24 yes!
Much love for you ❤️ helping me so much
Lotty Sutton knowing that makes my heart so happy!! Best wishes for you❤️❤️
Stephanie Marie Thankyou so much❤️
Stephanie Marie Thankyou so much❤️
Christian camp motivation = boys lol I remember the days