Funny you point this out because I always try to see things fairly and objectively if at all possible so I found myself saying “well, she had a rough childhood, she acts stuck (very delayed) in her teen years still herself, didn’t have a good role model as a teen herself, she probably always wanted to be that pretty, popular girl that got attention…” and then I realized as soon as these thoughts were coming into my head: that is EXACTLY why PDF’s often end up being PDFs!! She is the exact recipe and type that winds up doing these awful things. YIKES!!
She literally uses groomer talk. "She's mature for her age" "age is just a number" "I don't have a crush on a 15 year old girl because she's straight and we are just friends"....
Always thought her Billie obsession was gross. That's a big reason Billie dresses as she does (along with personal style) to hide her body she KNEW adults would be inappropriate and get freaks come out of the shadows
Agreed! The scooter bit is where I'm at right now and I'm like what??? 😮. That's crazy riding it for hours and making beck do all that. I never even thought of what happens if they die. Plus some other things but right now I'm stuck on the scooter 😂
Beck.. as a mother of teenage (daughters)…. I can tell you, your mum understood everything you were going through. She would also be SO PROUD of you being so true to yourself now, your strength and your growth. Any guilt you may harbour, you can be sure, your mum is just so proud that your journey has brought you to exactly where you are today. Xxx
EVERYONE, THINK ABOUT THE FACT THAT SHE WAS BEDBOUND FOR AN ENTIRE YEAR!!!!!! IMAGINE ALL THE RUNNING AROUND SHE PROBABLY MADE BECK DO FOR HER!!!! SHE LITTERALY TREATED BECK LIKE A SLAVE!!! BECK LITTERALY GOT NOTHING OUT OF THE RELATIONSHIP BESIDES HELL ON EARTH!!! SHAME ON YOU AMBER! IM SO SO SORRY BECK FOR WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH!!! YOU DIDN'T DESERVE IT. NO ONE DOES!!! #JUSTICE4BECK #PAYHER
It's honestly such a relief to hear that Twinkie wasn't actually shaking and in pain that one day, and I'm very excited to see Mr snowflakes victims of an empath episode on you. Please be sure to take care of your mental health remembering all of these hard times! We love you Beck
Yes agreed. I hope beck finds out what happened to the cat, I know that bothers her. I'd be so upset about it too. I just hope someone found the cat and gave her a loving home but since this is a niche community we might never know sadly. We can only hope for the best that the cat upgraded. I never lost a pet and it would forever break me, it bothers me if mine got sick and I wonder how long till I figured it out. That happened with my last dog when my late partner died and she was at my parents cause I was stuck temporarily at my inlaws and I got the call from my mom something wasn't right and I hurried there and I just knew smh. She would only eat for me and etc, then when I let her out I had to carry her and there was blood in her pee so I immediately took her to the vet. I just knew that was it and I was right. Just hurts I lost my last month from her when I was never separated from her that long ever. He died and then a month later my soul dog died. I have dreams of her though where she's always so happy and her coat is black, shiny and fluffy again like when she was younger. I had one last night of her. I miss her everyday and who I'm with today he hears about it but like we agreed no dog yet. I'm still grieving 3 years later of my dog and he wants to wait till we get a bigger place.
Right? Beck is interesting and engaging. I never raw dog anything in GW, but this didn’t need added commentary to make it interesting. But, I will absolutely watch Snowflake, The Ankle, and Jordy react to it too.
For real! I appreciate the thought and effort they put into each video. Also Beck is just a genuinely sweet person and I love their creativity. I’m so looking forward to seeing them grow their following even more! ❤
Don‘t let Foodie tell you, what you should do or not do. She is a hypocrite and a hateful person. She cannot understand empathy or caring for someone coz she jzst cares for herself. Love from Germany
I won’t be responding to Chantal, I disagree with what she says about me and others who have dealt with mental/verbal/financial abuse ofc but I have nothing to say about her.
Billy eilish was 13 when ocean eyes came out of I remember right. I remember because I found that song early. I was blown away when I found out a CHILD sang that song. I can’t fathom having a crush on a CHILD. I’m really stuck on the whole you confirming her creepy behavior thing. Wow. This is a great reaction so far
It's definitely disgusting, there is no excuse having a crush on a minor. I feel weird just saying i had a crush on an actor a movie or show that I loved as a kid becuse watching them as adult now feels wrong to say I had a crush on them because in the film they are minors. Her behaviour around Libby was 100%grooming becuse in Amber's eyes she was Mature for her age.
@@KaseyNlopezTHIS! My sister is a teen and she’ll show me edits of teen actors on tik tok-even young looking ones that aren’t minors-and I literally am just like…ew. That’s a whole ass child.
""she asked if Kate Winslet had come out with anything new" what. what a weird thing to ask your ex, that you abused for years. Amber thought she was so clever when she thought of that question. must have been a very lonely day for her
Damn the fact that you didn’t answer my question about if she smelled bad says a lot tbh. It tells me that she probably did but also that you’re a respectable person that won’t go for the low blows. Mad respect to you
We know the answer to that don’t we😂 you’re right, it speaks volumes about Beck that they wouldn’t answer though. I can’t lie I probably would’ve asked that too, but it was respectable of Beck not to go there even though nobody would blame them if they did
I mean... Everyone has said she smelled bad so we can infer, but the fact that Beck is gonna be mature and not comment makes me like them more. I like the repetition of people sue used to know coming out and going "She's stinky haha" but still. Destiny said she stunk, Krystle said something in the background a few times I think to imply something smelled bad, Casey said she stunk, and Amber herself said she stunk around Casey ("I shower every day now" or whatever). Plus, since she was 600 pounds and said she stops taking care of herself when she gets depressed (which seems to be just... all the time), I think we can put the pieces together.... She covers up (well, tries to) with perfume like French people did back in the day, except we all know she didn't cover it well.
Amber's crush on 17-year old Billie Eilish is so insane, particularly her reply of "she's almost an adult." Gorlypop is bad at thinking on her feet, because she literally could have lied to you and Eric and Rickie that she "only likes her music," but she chose that moment to be *honest* about her attraction to a minor. So weird and predatory.
Very gross.. I dont understand. For instance, If I look up those one direction boys even when they were 18 years old, my mind is like " babies". Can't imagine being attracted to young people like that.. I'm 30 btw.
Honestly, I don't think Amber was giving an excuse. I think that is how Amber genuinely thinks about and understands those situations, which explains so much about Libby and that instagram account she followed. Diddy-lynn is much worse than I think we know.
*30 mins* to hang out with your friends?!?! This whole time I was thinking it would’ve been maybe a couple hrs which is already insane bc no timer should be involved in the first place. But 30 fcking minutes is just mind bogglingly short. And to ask you when you’re coming home and then choose an earlier time than that as your “curfew” … genuine psychopathic behavior. God, I’m only like 1/3 into the video,too. But if you see this, thank you so so so much for answering these questions.
@@acleanpairofsocks yes!! 30 minutes?! And she is often still in the same house, just in the basement!? It’s also odd because they were ALWAYS together since neither worked.. I’d be wanting some alone time or time with my friends / family outside the house for sure! How AMBER didn’t want that, shows me that she just wanted to control Beck and perhaps has a giant fear of being left alone or talked about behind her back. I’m sure Beck was really needing time to herself and away.. I remember the vlogs where she got out of the house and got to be with Eric and Ricky alone (in Eric’s vlogs) and we would always comment about how HAPPY she finally seemed! It was so nice to see her happy in those moments, FINALLY! What a nightmare she went through in those years. Glad she is happy now!
Amber cannot answer a single question clearly, short and to the point. You can. That's how you distinguish liars and honest people. There were a few questions in there you could have answered in a way that would have destroyed her. You did not. I have massive respect for you. ❤
Only time I could be understanding if beck was a huge cheater and etc but I don't get it cause beck never cheated or anything!!! I have been horribly cheated on in the past (not my current partner) and I never do stuff like that. Most I get is anxiety if he's gone too late and he knows that and immediately comes home and etc. I'm never mean or accuse and I do trust him to be at his best friends and etc plus I'm invited but I get tired early. But still I never do anything like that. I just say hey my anxiety is going bad you on your way home yet??
The whole ''timer thing" is so incredibly abusive. I had to pause the video after you said if you didn't hear it she would text you. My heart breaks for how such a sweet person like you were treated Beck. I am so proud of you and happy for you now. You are such a joy to watch and have so many wonderful talents. (Drawing, story telling, making people feel like we're all friends hanging out) please keep up the videos!!! ❤❤ Nothing but love from me Beck!
Thank you Beck. You don't know me, I live in Russia, but your experience helped me to leave my abusive relationship. I was watching you and thinking to myself "she doesn't deserve this". And it clicked for me, I didn't deserve this too. Thank you and good luck
Beck, just incase you do check the comments, I’d like to say to you that I hope you are as proud of yourself as we all are. It brings me to tears to hear you so happy and absolutely thriving. Good for you Beck, you deserve all the good in this world. The amount of grace you have handled this with truly shows the beautiful human you are. Thank you for speaking out on these things, you are making a difference. Please know you are speaking for some of us that can’t. Please give yourself as much grace and rest as you give others love. I wish you so much happiness, continued healing, comfort, love, peace, and closure. You are amazing, sending love always sweetheart!♥️(I’ll leave it at that as I fear I’ll write you a book)
This is such a creative way to react, I really like it. Beck.. Amber used you for content for years, and continues to bring your name up even still. You deserve all the views and revenue obtained from your content. I hope it's lucrative for you!
Now that Beck has done so much healing, there's something kinda hilarious about the nonchalance in their voice while talking about outrageous things such as the binge monster. Way to go, Beck. I am loving the reactions.
There are so many clips of Amber straight out saying "I know I should go to the gyno but I'm scared so I won't go" so the NERVE for her to blame Beck for her not going is absolutely laughable.
The logistics of a pelvic exam on someone that big… You know how they tell you to scoot forward like three times until you are basically on your back. Her laygs are each as big as a whole fat person.
I am proud of you, it takes courage to speak your truth and you are inspiring others who have walked a similar path. Please keep it up, we need voices shch as yours! Much love...Thanks!
she reached out on the anniversary OF YOUR NEPHEW'S DEATH to hoover?? i am SO sorry Beck, not only for your loss but to hear about that unacceptable behavior/hoovering.
In one clip which Amber tried to bury, she admitted she weighed 593.6 pounds *after* a 15 pound weight loss. Which would mean she was at least 608.6 pounds at one point. Great video. I knew Mr. Snowflake and his German Festive Beard would come through.
I love how you are not trying to be mean when you answer the questions. You are just stating facts and truth. I am so happy you are back! Every time I see that you posted, I drop what I am doing to go watch! Keep it up!
Beck as a fellow survivor of narcissistic abuse by a partner that needed caregiving...I just want to say that you are not alone. You re brave and strong and worthy of good things. I hope that you receive so many blessings and that you continue to heal (whatever that journey looks like to you). I am sending you so much love.
Thank you Charlie, I truly hope you have been healing and growing as well. Everyone who’s been taken advantage of deserves to see their worth. I wish you all the best
@kindagoodkindabeck9358 I agree completely that we all deserve to see our worth. It's difficult after going through years of having that worth stripped down and needing to take the time to not just build back up but to even recognize that it had happened. The mind games really take their toll but we can heal! Life can be so beautiful. Thank you for your kind words! 🩷
I like watching the process of Beck making their little digital self for future reaction videos. the drawing overlays in general is a good idea, gives you something to watch.
The part where she had Beck get another scooter, take all the groceries out, and then transfer them to another scooter while Amber drives off while leaving the one scooter just sitting there. Despicable.
@@SophiaAuthentically like how do you shop at Walmart for hours? An hour tops if you're killing time waiting for your prescription and getting your shopping done and just browsing. I've had that happen cause the line was so long, then I had to wait for them to fill it At least 30 minutes then waited for the text, had to get back and wait again in a long line. Lol but that's rare to happen
Beck! You're thriving!! I love that you added your art/hobby into the videos. I love watching your creative process. I had to keep rewinding what the question and answer was because I was only paying attention to the art lol
I really like your speaking voice, it makes great calming commentary. I like that I can enjoy this video whether I’m watching or just listening - great editing
I’m amazed at how maturely and empathetically you answer these questions. You don’t have to extend her this grace but your doing so it’s a massive testament to how kind a person you are ❤
Hey beck- hope you're doing okay and I'm glad you're getting more comfortable talking about your narcissistic ex online! About 9:30 - I'm glad that you, Eric and Ricky called her out on how weird it is to be an adult crushing on a teenager. It's honestly scary hearing that she used the justification of "she's almost an adult" or "she looks older" as an excuse. Those were the exact excuses my adult abuser used to justify him grooming and sexually assaulting me when I was a minor. I'm happy to hear that the three of you said something, because sooooo many people excuse that behavior. Also, thanks for sharing your drawings with us!
Beck I am 55 and I want you to know that you are very respected for telling your truth without lying about others to make yourself look good. People recognize and commend you for that. People that are miserable in life quite often mistreat and abuse the ones that love them because it makes them feel more powerful. Much love to you Beck. Just stand on your truth and the world will stand with you!...❤
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU BECK!!! it is so nice seeing you taking your power back! You're such an inspiration and hearing you happy and healing is so refreshing ❤
I really love how you are taking great care in how you word your answers. You put a lot of thought into your answers to be honest and not spiteful. So great to know that you’re doing well and I continue to look forward to your videos! ❤
This has been such an interesting format/collaboration with Mr Snowflake and the community. Thank you for taking the time to answer these questions and shedding light on more truths. 👏
Commenting for the algorithm! Also Beck, it’s nice to see you be able to pull yourself out of that dark period of your life. It isn’t easy but continue to always put yourself first
I was in an abusive relationship for 5 years and was exploited by individuals with similar traits to Amber. Thankfully, I have regained my voice. It is incredibly liberating to stand up for myself. I applaud you, Beck. I wish you all the best! ❤️
Remember when men were talking about being excited for Billie to turn 18???? Omg....it was so gross. And Amber was right along there with them. 😢😢😢 Creepy!!!
Amber texting Beck after Jade left or before she admitted Jade broke it off (which I think was before Ankle Gate, not July 4th), was an attempt to see if Beck was desperate enough to come back again so Amber wouldn't be alone. Amber did not want to leave Kentucky or that apartment. She left bc she feels she needs a caretaker and that's bc she's afraid to be seen in public without a buffer person. Everything in her real life revolves around hiding. How miserable to be so enormous.
You’ve got such a kind soul Beck, it truly shines through! I’m so proud of you for taking your power back! Sending lots of love and light your way! 🥹❤️❤️
I don’t usually watch the screen, but your illustrations are so great! You are so talented and you should definitely be using the channel to sell your art (commissions, or at the end, show pieces that people might want to buy, as you are able)! You have a talent and a platform, take full advantage!! I love the little egg. ❤️
Great video Beck! Very classy, and humble. Many people would bash their ex, or laugh at them. You did this very well, very mature! I am glad you are safe ♡
Beck, you were the one who should have been creating content this whole time. It's been an honor to see you grow as an artist and a human being. You're doing the hard work and it shows. Stay up, my friend ❤❤❤
Just want to say how amazing it is that you're picking yourself back up after what you went through. You're such a strong person and it's awesome to see more of your art work
I don't know about cartoon characters...some of them may have copyrights and drawing them on a public forum might be an issue but I don't know any more than it threw up a red flag in my mind.
I was gonna say! I know some people aren’t on the Beck train, but this is great. Amber has been on YT for 11 years and I would argue that her content/quality is now worse.
Omg, Billie Eilish was like 14 when she first started out! That’s so messed up!!! She also didn’t look older at all! She looked her age! Amber is so sickening! Ily Beck, hope you’re having a great life away from that flabby demon.
How does it feel having the same or more views as gorlypop when you are considered fairly new to YT :D we all love this for you Beck - and snowflake is such a sweetheart! More of this! I wonder if a video of you AND ankle reacting together to an appropriate vlog from S4 would be a good idea? He's a gem and would be funny/patient/mindful to discuss with :D
Proud of you Beck! You’re finally ready to speak your truth and I’m sorry all you had to go through! Glad to see you’re at a better place now rooting for you all the way! ❤
You're so close to hitting 90K, Beck! Glad to have you back! Can't wait to see more of your healing journey 💖 Can I also say, your video editing is 🤌 Editing Royalty!
Ugh I was a little worried when Snowflake posted this one because I feel like so many of the questions are really heavy, but you handled them with a lot of grace! Hope this wasn’t too hard on you to film!
So proud of you Beck!! 💚 Being with an abusive narcissist is very draining mentally, emotionally, and physically. We are all so glad you’re out of that toxic relationship and thriving! Abuse is abuse no matter what form it comes in. The controlling timers for how long you could be with friends and family, the guilting, the verbal abuse, the binge monster, the gaslighting. It’s all abuse.
"She's almost an adult. She acts older and looks older"....said every sex offender ever.
Funny you point this out because I always try to see things fairly and objectively if at all possible so I found myself saying “well, she had a rough childhood, she acts stuck (very delayed) in her teen years still herself, didn’t have a good role model as a teen herself, she probably always wanted to be that pretty, popular girl that got attention…” and then I realized as soon as these thoughts were coming into my head: that is EXACTLY why PDF’s often end up being PDFs!! She is the exact recipe and type that winds up doing these awful things. YIKES!!
She literally uses groomer talk. "She's mature for her age" "age is just a number" "I don't have a crush on a 15 year old girl because she's straight and we are just friends"....
Literally heard this countless times on the TV show, To Catch a Prdtr, with Chris Hansen.
Always thought her Billie obsession was gross. That's a big reason Billie dresses as she does (along with personal style) to hide her body she KNEW adults would be inappropriate and get freaks come out of the shadows
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That was a clever arrangement - him asking and you reacting. I actually really like it. I hope it's clear skies for you from now on, Beck!
I like it, I like it A-LOT.
Agreed! The scooter bit is where I'm at right now and I'm like what??? 😮. That's crazy riding it for hours and making beck do all that. I never even thought of what happens if they die. Plus some other things but right now I'm stuck on the scooter 😂
@@johngilmore697 😂😂😂
@@rosem6604 yes I loved it!!
@@constantine9142 right! I can literally SEE Beck having to go to all of that while Amber just stares into her phone and makes tik toks 😩😭🤣
Beck.. as a mother of teenage (daughters)…. I can tell you, your mum understood everything you were going through. She would also be SO PROUD of you being so true to yourself now, your strength and your growth.
Any guilt you may harbour, you can be sure, your mum is just so proud that your journey has brought you to exactly where you are today. Xxx
Beautiful comment❤ I hope she see this.
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EVERYONE, THINK ABOUT THE FACT THAT SHE WAS BEDBOUND FOR AN ENTIRE YEAR!!!!!! IMAGINE ALL THE RUNNING AROUND SHE PROBABLY MADE BECK DO FOR HER!!!! SHE LITTERALY TREATED BECK LIKE A SLAVE!!! BECK LITTERALY GOT NOTHING OUT OF THE RELATIONSHIP BESIDES HELL ON EARTH!!! SHAME ON YOU AMBER! IM SO SO SORRY BECK FOR WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH!!! YOU DIDN'T DESERVE IT. NO ONE DOES!!! #JUSTICE4BECK #PAYHER
Beck beck beck!!!
@@Bailey3940 I yelled that in my head in Tom’s voice lol
Beck beck beck!!
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@@Bailey3940 *Tom voice* BECK! BECK! BECK!
Beck is the moment.
It's honestly such a relief to hear that Twinkie wasn't actually shaking and in pain that one day, and I'm very excited to see Mr snowflakes victims of an empath episode on you. Please be sure to take care of your mental health remembering all of these hard times! We love you Beck
Yes agreed. I hope beck finds out what happened to the cat, I know that bothers her. I'd be so upset about it too. I just hope someone found the cat and gave her a loving home but since this is a niche community we might never know sadly. We can only hope for the best that the cat upgraded. I never lost a pet and it would forever break me, it bothers me if mine got sick and I wonder how long till I figured it out. That happened with my last dog when my late partner died and she was at my parents cause I was stuck temporarily at my inlaws and I got the call from my mom something wasn't right and I hurried there and I just knew smh. She would only eat for me and etc, then when I let her out I had to carry her and there was blood in her pee so I immediately took her to the vet. I just knew that was it and I was right. Just hurts I lost my last month from her when I was never separated from her that long ever. He died and then a month later my soul dog died. I have dreams of her though where she's always so happy and her coat is black, shiny and fluffy again like when she was younger. I had one last night of her. I miss her everyday and who I'm with today he hears about it but like we agreed no dog yet. I'm still grieving 3 years later of my dog and he wants to wait till we get a bigger place.
Every time a survivor speaks on their abuse an angel gets its wings!
I really wanna know how Beck felt when Amber ditched PRIDE to go to Cheesecake Factory during their trip to Lexington. That was SO hard to watch..
She’s already answered this. She said Amber claimed it was too hot and you can tell beck was not happy about it as usual
I want to see beck react to it.
Literally showing certain people how to do a job they still can’t do after 11 years within weeks. Be proud!
Right? Beck is interesting and engaging. I never raw dog anything in GW, but this didn’t need added commentary to make it interesting. But, I will absolutely watch Snowflake, The Ankle, and Jordy react to it too.
For real! I appreciate the thought and effort they put into each video. Also Beck is just a genuinely sweet person and I love their creativity. I’m so looking forward to seeing them grow their following even more! ❤
Don‘t let Foodie tell you, what you should do or not do. She is a hypocrite and a hateful person. She cannot understand empathy or caring for someone coz she jzst cares for herself. Love from Germany
Foodie is mad cause Beck's courage can inspire victims of Foodie as well..
She wont be around much longer, 40 years old, diabetic and constantly red in the face.
Shital is so jealous of Beck's real subscribers,unlike her paid for subs 😂
@@ChantalsBackPainthis part
I won’t be responding to Chantal, I disagree with what she says about me and others who have dealt with mental/verbal/financial abuse ofc but I have nothing to say about her.
Did anyone trash talk her, like Eric and Ricky?
"I don't know anyone who didn't."
Beck I fucking LOST it laughing 😂
This!! 😂😂😂😂😂
Billy eilish was 13 when ocean eyes came out of I remember right. I remember because I found that song early. I was blown away when I found out a CHILD sang that song. I can’t fathom having a crush on a CHILD. I’m really stuck on the whole you confirming her creepy behavior thing. Wow. This is a great reaction so far
It's definitely disgusting, there is no excuse having a crush on a minor.
I feel weird just saying i had a crush on an actor a movie or show that I loved as a kid becuse watching them as adult now feels wrong to say I had a crush on them because in the film they are minors.
Her behaviour around Libby was 100%grooming becuse in Amber's eyes she was Mature for her age.
Yes!! She was very young I remember that omgg
Jesus. I didn’t even realize ocean eyes came out that long ago. You’re right, she was literally a CHILD. It’s a horrific pattern coming to light
All kinds of wrong 🤬
@@KaseyNlopezTHIS! My sister is a teen and she’ll show me edits of teen actors on tik tok-even young looking ones that aren’t minors-and I literally am just like…ew. That’s a whole ass child.
"She asked if kate winslet had come out with anything new" 🤣
Beck skipped over answering the question about Amber smelling bad. Class Act 👍
Although, the silence is telling🙊
"if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all" 😬
Destiny(?) I think that’s the one that made a few videos. Said amber stunk, that could just be her being mean but i believe her.
""she asked if Kate Winslet had come out with anything new"
what. what a weird thing to ask your ex, that you abused for years. Amber thought she was so clever when she thought of that question. must have been a very lonely day for her
It is weird! Especially since she obviously knows how to Google lol!
She clearly wanted or needed something. What a pathetic and transparent way to try to weasel herself back into Beck’s life. Embarrassing.
Zero rizz Lynn
Damn the fact that you didn’t answer my question about if she smelled bad says a lot tbh. It tells me that she probably did but also that you’re a respectable person that won’t go for the low blows. Mad respect to you
We know the answer to that don’t we😂 you’re right, it speaks volumes about Beck that they wouldn’t answer though. I can’t lie I probably would’ve asked that too, but it was respectable of Beck not to go there even though nobody would blame them if they did
I mean... Everyone has said she smelled bad so we can infer, but the fact that Beck is gonna be mature and not comment makes me like them more. I like the repetition of people sue used to know coming out and going "She's stinky haha" but still. Destiny said she stunk, Krystle said something in the background a few times I think to imply something smelled bad, Casey said she stunk, and Amber herself said she stunk around Casey ("I shower every day now" or whatever). Plus, since she was 600 pounds and said she stops taking care of herself when she gets depressed (which seems to be just... all the time), I think we can put the pieces together.... She covers up (well, tries to) with perfume like French people did back in the day, except we all know she didn't cover it well.
And the fact that she was free bleeding. You know period blood smells weird and gross 🤢
Choker Cheese smells like parmesan 😂. Poor Beck 😢
tbh it’s been answered plenty of times by other witnesses 😂
Amber's crush on 17-year old Billie Eilish is so insane, particularly her reply of "she's almost an adult." Gorlypop is bad at thinking on her feet, because she literally could have lied to you and Eric and Rickie that she "only likes her music," but she chose that moment to be *honest* about her attraction to a minor. So weird and predatory.
Billie started when she was 14 so she could’ve even liked her younger than 17. She’s gross
Very gross.. I dont understand. For instance, If I look up those one direction boys even when they were 18 years old, my mind is like " babies". Can't imagine being attracted to young people like that.. I'm 30 btw.
Honestly, I don't think Amber was giving an excuse. I think that is how Amber genuinely thinks about and understands those situations, which explains so much about Libby and that instagram account she followed. Diddy-lynn is much worse than I think we know.
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She could have just kept that to herself, but she doesn’t see the problem with it and assumed everyone else would think it’s fine too
*30 mins* to hang out with your friends?!?! This whole time I was thinking it would’ve been maybe a couple hrs which is already insane bc no timer should be involved in the first place. But 30 fcking minutes is just mind bogglingly short. And to ask you when you’re coming home and then choose an earlier time than that as your “curfew” … genuine psychopathic behavior. God, I’m only like 1/3 into the video,too. But if you see this, thank you so so so much for answering these questions.
@@acleanpairofsocks right that’s insane. My lunch breaks at my part time job is 30 mins and that ain’t even enough time to eat without rushing.
@@acleanpairofsocks yes!! 30 minutes?! And she is often still in the same house, just in the basement!? It’s also odd because they were ALWAYS together since neither worked.. I’d be wanting some alone time or time with my friends / family outside the house for sure! How AMBER didn’t want that, shows me that she just wanted to control Beck and perhaps has a giant fear of being left alone or talked about behind her back. I’m sure Beck was really needing time to herself and away.. I remember the vlogs where she got out of the house and got to be with Eric and Ricky alone (in Eric’s vlogs) and we would always comment about how HAPPY she finally seemed! It was so nice to see her happy in those moments, FINALLY! What a nightmare she went through in those years. Glad she is happy now!
Amber cannot answer a single question clearly, short and to the point. You can. That's how you distinguish liars and honest people. There were a few questions in there you could have answered in a way that would have destroyed her. You did not. I have massive respect for you. ❤
Good grief, Beck. This is all crazy but the timer thing is INSANE. I'm so glad you got away from that hellscape.
Only time I could be understanding if beck was a huge cheater and etc but I don't get it cause beck never cheated or anything!!! I have been horribly cheated on in the past (not my current partner) and I never do stuff like that. Most I get is anxiety if he's gone too late and he knows that and immediately comes home and etc. I'm never mean or accuse and I do trust him to be at his best friends and etc plus I'm invited but I get tired early. But still I never do anything like that. I just say hey my anxiety is going bad you on your way home yet??
@@constantine9142there is zero circumstance where it would be understandable for someone to set a time for another adult like they were a damn child.
@OBM2018 not a actual timer no but a agreement of a time like hey don't come home at 1 am please is what I should of clarified.
The whole ''timer thing" is so incredibly abusive. I had to pause the video after you said if you didn't hear it she would text you. My heart breaks for how such a sweet person like you were treated Beck. I am so proud of you and happy for you now. You are such a joy to watch and have so many wonderful talents. (Drawing, story telling, making people feel like we're all friends hanging out) please keep up the videos!!! ❤❤ Nothing but love from me Beck!
Classy of you to avoid answering the “did she smell” question. But the lack of an answer kind of gives it away 😂🙊
We been knew 😂
Beck! Your editing is already so fun, and the visual style for your channel is giving me such cute vibrant 90s vibes.
It reminds me of the Rugrats & i love it!
Thank you! I’m glad people like the vibes! (I love Rugrats too lol)
Thank you Beck. You don't know me, I live in Russia, but your experience helped me to leave my abusive relationship. I was watching you and thinking to myself "she doesn't deserve this". And it clicked for me, I didn't deserve this too. Thank you and good luck
I’m so glad you left, I’m glad we both got out! You didn’t deserve it at all.
Beck, just incase you do check the comments, I’d like to say to you that I hope you are as proud of yourself as we all are. It brings me to tears to hear you so happy and absolutely thriving. Good for you Beck, you deserve all the good in this world. The amount of grace you have handled this with truly shows the beautiful human you are. Thank you for speaking out on these things, you are making a difference. Please know you are speaking for some of us that can’t. Please give yourself as much grace and rest as you give others love. I wish you so much happiness, continued healing, comfort, love, peace, and closure. You are amazing, sending love always sweetheart!♥️(I’ll leave it at that as I fear I’ll write you a book)
Don’t be a dork face allisa. 🤮
This is such a creative way to react, I really like it.
Beck.. Amber used you for content for years, and continues to bring your name up even still. You deserve all the views and revenue obtained from your content. I hope it's lucrative for you!
Now that Beck has done so much healing, there's something kinda hilarious about the nonchalance in their voice while talking about outrageous things such as the binge monster. Way to go, Beck. I am loving the reactions.
Holy shit beck. I'm so happy you are taking your power back. You are amazing
I was also the victim of a narcissistic and Beck one thing I learned is that staying quiet protects their peace, not yours. Proud and happy for you! ❤
There are so many clips of Amber straight out saying "I know I should go to the gyno but I'm scared so I won't go" so the NERVE for her to blame Beck for her not going is absolutely laughable.
The logistics of a pelvic exam on someone that big… You know how they tell you to scoot forward like three times until you are basically on your back. Her laygs are each as big as a whole fat person.
I am proud of you, it takes courage to speak your truth and you are inspiring others who have walked a similar path. Please keep it up, we need voices shch as yours! Much love...Thanks!
Amber having a crush on an underage Billie and saying “she acts older” is absolutely disgusting
And she absolutely did not act older either 💀 she acted like a teenager! Billie talks about that all the time!
common pdf reasoning, pretty telling and disgusting
@@bootslawless it is common. That's what's so scary. It IS common.
Wow ngl I’m impressed that your original video came up on my recommended page for the first time. Congrats, you’re being pushed by the algorithm!
Same! I can't wait for Beck to surpass Hamber in subs!!
Thanks for engaging with it!
she reached out on the anniversary OF YOUR NEPHEW'S DEATH to hoover?? i am SO sorry Beck, not only for your loss but to hear about that unacceptable behavior/hoovering.
Narcs always wait till a time they know you’ll be feeling vulnerable and then pretend to care about how you’re doing. It’s so calculated and creepy.
In one clip which Amber tried to bury, she admitted she weighed 593.6 pounds *after* a 15 pound weight loss. Which would mean she was at least 608.6 pounds at one point.
Great video. I knew Mr. Snowflake and his German Festive Beard would come through.
As a German, I so love this misheard running Gag 😂
🇩🇪🎉🧔♂️
@awsome182 I'm part German and lived there for a bit. So it always makes me smile too. 😃
I love how you are not trying to be mean when you answer the questions. You are just stating facts and truth. I am so happy you are back! Every time I see that you posted, I drop what I am doing to go watch! Keep it up!
Beck as a fellow survivor of narcissistic abuse by a partner that needed caregiving...I just want to say that you are not alone. You re brave and strong and worthy of good things. I hope that you receive so many blessings and that you continue to heal (whatever that journey looks like to you). I am sending you so much love.
Thank you Charlie, I truly hope you have been healing and growing as well. Everyone who’s been taken advantage of deserves to see their worth. I wish you all the best
@kindagoodkindabeck9358 I agree completely that we all deserve to see our worth. It's difficult after going through years of having that worth stripped down and needing to take the time to not just build back up but to even recognize that it had happened. The mind games really take their toll but we can heal! Life can be so beautiful. Thank you for your kind words! 🩷
I like watching the process of Beck making their little digital self for future reaction videos. the drawing overlays in general is a good idea, gives you something to watch.
The part where she had Beck get another scooter, take all the groceries out, and then transfer them to another scooter while Amber drives off while leaving the one scooter just sitting there. Despicable.
I never even thought of anyone doing anything like that! And what's sad if amber was walking that whole time she would of benefitted so much.
@@SophiaAuthentically genuinely shocking
@@constantine9142, so true!!!
@@SophiaAuthentically like how do you shop at Walmart for hours? An hour tops if you're killing time waiting for your prescription and getting your shopping done and just browsing. I've had that happen cause the line was so long, then I had to wait for them to fill it At least 30 minutes then waited for the text, had to get back and wait again in a long line. Lol but that's rare to happen
That made me so mad.
She didn't like living with Eric and Ricky because she couldn't completely isolate you
Beck! You're thriving!! I love that you added your art/hobby into the videos. I love watching your creative process. I had to keep rewinding what the question and answer was because I was only paying attention to the art lol
Got into the habit there of watching only reaction channels I had to stop and come on to yours - what a blissful change ❤
came here for tea originally but stayed cuz beck's videos are actually very chill and comfy, hope you keep going! sending
Beck makes me feel like I'm chilling with an old high school bff listening to her vids!
I can't stress how happy I am that you continue to share your perspective. I love ALL of your content.
You always keep it real, Beck. Wishing you the best and excited for new videos from you.
Narcissistic are the worst. Been there done that. Proud of you fr. Can’t wait for paranormal content. Keep your chin up BECK!!!
Some people can be on YT for 11 years and not edit their videos, some people can be brand new to the game but EATTTT with the edits. Well done Beck!
Right!! Exactly what I was thinking!!
I really like your speaking voice, it makes great calming commentary. I like that I can enjoy this video whether I’m watching or just listening - great editing
I’m amazed at how maturely and empathetically you answer these questions. You don’t have to extend her this grace but your doing so it’s a massive testament to how kind a person you are ❤
Hey beck- hope you're doing okay and I'm glad you're getting more comfortable talking about your narcissistic ex online!
About 9:30 - I'm glad that you, Eric and Ricky called her out on how weird it is to be an adult crushing on a teenager. It's honestly scary hearing that she used the justification of "she's almost an adult" or "she looks older" as an excuse. Those were the exact excuses my adult abuser used to justify him grooming and sexually assaulting me when I was a minor. I'm happy to hear that the three of you said something, because sooooo many people excuse that behavior. Also, thanks for sharing your drawings with us!
Ok but production quality is top tier ! Editing, music, etc…. Ok Beck!!!
Beck! it's so nice seeing you working on your channel and improving with every video! Also you drawing in the background while speaking is so soothing
The Billie Eilish portion turned my stomach because it’s the same stuff she’s been saying forever.
Thank you!!! for including my art ❤ 41:18
Thank you for sending it in!
your artwork is so cute!!
If your channel is not already monetised, please do so. You deserve to make bank off this piping hot tea ☕
That one comment about you sounding better was spot on! You truly do sound so much livelier and happier now! So proud of you Beck!
Beck I am 55 and I want you to know that you are very respected for telling your truth without lying about others to make yourself look good. People recognize and commend you for that. People that are miserable in life quite often mistreat and abuse the ones that love them because it makes them feel more powerful. Much love to you Beck. Just stand on your truth and the world will stand with you!...❤
I'm so happy to hear the confidence in your voice. Thanks for answering my question. I wish you continued success.
There is more love and care in the editing of this video than any video Amber has produced ever. Love seeing you bloom, Beck!
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU BECK!!! it is so nice seeing you taking your power back! You're such an inspiration and hearing you happy and healing is so refreshing ❤
I really love how you are taking great care in how you word your answers. You put a lot of thought into your answers to be honest and not spiteful. So great to know that you’re doing well and I continue to look forward to your videos! ❤
This has been such an interesting format/collaboration with Mr Snowflake and the community. Thank you for taking the time to answer these questions and shedding light on more truths. 👏
I'm so proud of you Beck! You've come so far and you're thriving and living your best life 💜
Commenting for the algorithm!
Also Beck, it’s nice to see you be able to pull yourself out of that dark period of your life. It isn’t easy but continue to always put yourself first
The editing is so cute!! Awesome job Beck! :)
I was in an abusive relationship for 5 years and was exploited by individuals with similar traits to Amber. Thankfully, I have regained my voice. It is incredibly liberating to stand up for myself. I applaud you, Beck. I wish you all the best! ❤️
The way this was set up with snowflake asking you in a way you can just reply was really good. Loving the artwork 🫶🏼
Here to make Beck rich.
*claps credit card on the table repeatedly*
Remember when men were talking about being excited for Billie to turn 18???? Omg....it was so gross. And Amber was right along there with them. 😢😢😢 Creepy!!!
Amber texting Beck after Jade left or before she admitted Jade broke it off (which I think was before Ankle Gate, not July 4th), was an attempt to see if Beck was desperate enough to come back again so Amber wouldn't be alone. Amber did not want to leave Kentucky or that apartment. She left bc she feels she needs a caretaker and that's bc she's afraid to be seen in public without a buffer person. Everything in her real life revolves around hiding. How miserable to be so enormous.
They broke up 2023 she contacted beck on 2022
You’ve got such a kind soul Beck, it truly shines through! I’m so proud of you for taking your power back! Sending lots of love and light your way! 🥹❤️❤️
I don’t usually watch the screen, but your illustrations are so great! You are so talented and you should definitely be using the channel to sell your art (commissions, or at the end, show pieces that people might want to buy, as you are able)! You have a talent and a platform, take full advantage!! I love the little egg. ❤️
Great video Beck! Very classy, and humble. Many people would bash their ex, or laugh at them. You did this very well, very mature! I am glad you are safe ♡
Really like watching you draw as the audio plays over. Its a nice format for the videos 😊👍🎨
Beck, you were the one who should have been creating content this whole time. It's been an honor to see you grow as an artist and a human being. You're doing the hard work and it shows. Stay up, my friend ❤❤❤
Just want to say how amazing it is that you're picking yourself back up after what you went through. You're such a strong person and it's awesome to see more of your art work
Love when Beck laughs ❤ glad to see their mental health improved after all the ARMber stuff…. Mr. Snowflake looking hot as always 😍
I know, isn’t it a joy to hear her voice sounding so light!
You did a nice job producing this Beck! I’m really liking seeing you drawing while you talk
I would like to know about the food aggression! Like the cereal incident!
Thank you so so much for mentioning me/using my music Beck. You're so kind and awesome and deserve the best!
beck you are absolutely killing this youtube thing i love it.
Beck kinda reacts is Suuuuuchh a clever name! Omg all the series names you can make out of Kinda.
Genius!
I love the little art sketches throughout this video, it helps my ADHD brain pay attention😊
WOOOWW!! Beck! What an upgrade in editing and thumbnail! It looks outstanding, great work!
I love the channel styling!! I have a drawing suggestion, marvin the martian!!
I don't know about cartoon characters...some of them may have copyrights and drawing them on a public forum might be an issue but I don't know any more than it threw up a red flag in my mind.
Pretty pathetic to try and use the anniversary of your nephew’s passing as a way to weasel her way back into your circle.
Good on beck for not replying! 🙌🏼
@@jaaaybells🙌🏻
Dumplin', you put more effort in one video then Amber does in a years worth. Proud of you!
Babe wake up, beck just dropped!
this quality of production is TOP TIER, love you beck!
I was gonna say! I know some people aren’t on the Beck train, but this is great. Amber has been on YT for 11 years and I would argue that her content/quality is now worse.
I love the Q&A, Beck, and the collaboration with Mr. Snowflake, and the art/music at the end. The whole thing makes me happy. Well done! ❤️
Omg, Billie Eilish was like 14 when she first started out! That’s so messed up!!! She also didn’t look older at all! She looked her age! Amber is so sickening! Ily Beck, hope you’re having a great life away from that flabby demon.
Thank you for taking the time to respond Beck! Proud of you for being able to talk about your past. Can’t wait for more cryptid videos!
How does it feel having the same or more views as gorlypop when you are considered fairly new to YT :D we all love this for you Beck - and snowflake is such a sweetheart! More of this! I wonder if a video of you AND ankle reacting together to an appropriate vlog from S4 would be a good idea? He's a gem and would be funny/patient/mindful to discuss with :D
Another great video Beck. The way you are taking your power back is absolutely badass. Keep going, you’re doing so well. 🖤
Proud of you Beck! You’re finally ready to speak your truth and I’m sorry all you had to go through! Glad to see you’re at a better place now rooting for you all the way! ❤
You're so close to hitting 90K, Beck! Glad to have you back! Can't wait to see more of your healing journey 💖 Can I also say, your video editing is 🤌 Editing Royalty!
Ugh I was a little worried when Snowflake posted this one because I feel like so many of the questions are really heavy, but you handled them with a lot of grace! Hope this wasn’t too hard on you to film!
So proud of you Beck!! 💚
Being with an abusive narcissist is very draining mentally, emotionally, and physically. We are all so glad you’re out of that toxic relationship and thriving! Abuse is abuse no matter what form it comes in. The controlling timers for how long you could be with friends and family, the guilting, the verbal abuse, the binge monster, the gaslighting. It’s all abuse.
You need to know, dear Beck🌸
Many of us care very much about you♥️
your cadence is so nice, i love hearing your perspective and responses! wish you the best ❤️