AvPD & ADHD vlog - a hard day, but a little step forward (VERY lofi lol)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 4 ต.ค. 2024
- Hey guys - honestly, the sound and video quality are even worse than I thought they would be hahahaha. So I'm sorry about that... one day I'll have better equipment but this is what I'm working with right now. I considered not even sharing, but I figured I might as well.
If this is very boring or otherwise unwatchable, I totally understand lol. Back to our regularly scheduled programming later this week. Thanks. :)
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Lol the emo girl is upset shocker.
I am nothing if not unpredictable 🤪
I ❤ Dogs 🐕
Me too 😭❤️
i love how youre keeping it real- youre absolutely right, its about the little ad-ons and not so much about completely changing bad habits. aint nobody saying that mental illness is fun 🫠 and you showing off your work is appreciated, this is super cool 🤩
also your goofy pets are SOO ADORABLE PLEASE GIVE THEM SOME PETS FOR ME
Thank you so much!! 🏃♀️💨 (me running off to give extra pets rn)
Sound and video are fine for me. It's not like I'm watching a movie in the theater. Keep going with the setup you have.
Thank you 🙌🏻❤️ excellent point, it looked like garbage on my computer while editing but playing it back on my phone is like 🤷🏻♀️ good enough hahahahah
Same-
every time evie (evy?) made an appearance it put such a huge smile on my face
She’s so silly 😂 just wants to be involved lol
You've got a healthy amount of mindfulness about what you need to do, and you're not putting unreasonable pressure to make it happen all at once, like someone else I know. Me. "Someone else I know" is me. So, you're on a mangeable track there. You're doing what I, at 40, am still struggling to learn: being reasonable about self-progress.
Nothing to sweat about the basement. It's got nothing on the disaster that is my disused workshop. Your craft seems to have some carryover from when I used to develop film, with attention to light exposure and special care always taken to never allow cross contamination of chemicals. Very interesting. Looking forward to the results
And, once again, *do not* sweat the audio quality, or anything like that; you're audible enough, even in the car, and your video quality is also adequate. It's wabi sabi at worst, an aesthetic in its own right (as you likely meant by lo-fi) and that's never a bad thing, really. Keep doing what you're doing.
Appreciate you ❤️🙏🏻 I was lucky enough to be one of the last classes in my high school to use an actual darkroom for film photography, and I’ve been chasing that high ever since lol.
That was a nice change-up, from the usual production, thank you for taking us along! Cheers- ☮ :❤ ☀
I really enjoy watching your videos, hope you can keep posting them every now and then 👍
I have been in my sweatpants the entire day, glad that there are others doing the same aswell 😂
That was fun, I enjoyed that, but I screamed at my monitor when you didn't come home from the store with any chocolate or other dessert-y items!
Hahahahahah I’m a salty crunchy cheesy girl!! I actually rarely crave sweet foods and almost never chocolate 😬 but now that you mention it I might make some cinnamon sugar toast tonight 🤭
Potential PMDD…cat was like yeahhh 😂 Your cat is cracking me up. Look at my bum, Mom. Conversational narcissist kitty. 😂 oh and I laughed at the big achievement part. The stomach cancer part was morbidly funny too. 👀 I love the art portion. I can’t speak for everyone, but I’d be happy to learn more. If you wanted to share.
Hahahaha 😅 Very cool, I’ll definitely share more soon. ❤️
Oh man look at you! How cool is this? Thank you 🙏😇
Emotional support cat! 😻Thanks so much for sharing your day and honestly, I think the sound and video is fine (fellow perfectionist here!) in fact the vérité is really appreciated!
❤️❤️❤️ thank you!
I like the vlog and it's a motivated one seems like tiny steps could make a huge change in ourselves and our reality it gives hope thanx . Don't worry about equipments it's fine keep going you making deference.
There's a salad place in San Jose that i love called Sweetgreen. It's like 45 minutes away from me but I've gone there a few times just to get salad. At least i got like 5 of them so i can save some for later
Id love to know more about cyanotype photography (is that what you called it?) Looks pretty cool! I'm looking for a new hobby so I'm really interested to see how it's done : )
You did great considering you were having a down day! I have them too and many days I'm thrilled if I can get anything at all accomplished. *sigh*
Be kind to you!
I will happily share more of the process in the future! And thank you - full disclosure, I was motivated by the fact that I wanted to follow through with the video and felt like that helped me be more accountable than I otherwise would have been lol. And I still skipped a lot of the daily tasks I would otherwise be doing if I felt better... But! Every little bit counts. ☺️
@@anxious_and_avoidant Yes, every little bit does count and getting back into your studio where you can be creative and play around with your art is a step in the right direction for sure!
I needed this today. I’ve been avoiding my studio for 3 years and it’s been a rough week gynecologly.
I’m cracking up at your phrasing but 😩 I feel you lol. It feels good to get back at it though honestly, whenever you’re ready. ❤️
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I appreciate that you showed a whole new facet of your life. Applaud your courage!
Thank you for your beautiful videos. ❤
Thanks for the peak into your life. As people have said, sound and image quality are just fine. Looks like a nice neighbourhood you live in. Looking forward to the follow up. How is going being sober?
Thank you ☺️ It’s going well - I’ve had the craving still occasionally in the face of certain emotions (especially boredom) but they’re fleeting. I wouldn’t be doing any of this stuff if I hadn’t made that choice, so I know it was the right one. It’s also shocking me to think of how much money I’ve saved already. 😅
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Glad you are keeping off the stuff and saving the money. Good work! You should do a house tour at some point.
Cat butt 😂
She has no shame 😂
@@anxious_and_avoidant they never do. Must be nice to be as carefree as a cat lol
You have animals and you say you are avoidant? Maybe you just don't like people? xD