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  • @donnanewton9239
    @donnanewton9239 5 ปีที่แล้ว +329

    Hey Battle Buddy....we are sharing metastasized tumors...I have found out sharing and being truthful about your cancer makes it easier on me. I feel like I’m venting what I’m carrying around in my mind and vocalizing it makes it out there. Love you mark and we will beat this together. Mine is in my spine, collar bone, adrenal gland, and at last Pet scan no new places. Stay positive sweetheart. Maybe it’s easier for me because I’ve lived what is considered a good life, I’m 10 years older than your dad but I’m not ready to give up and don’t you do it either! Stay positive and fight! Love all the the family! God Bless!

    • @mcarriker5
      @mcarriker5  5 ปีที่แล้ว +112

      Yep! Side by side we will conquer! And I already consider my 31 years a good chunk of life. And more is borrowed time and much appreciated by me :). Keep kicking!

    • @Kathy-zx5bu
      @Kathy-zx5bu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      God bless you both. Cancer is awful. It runs wild through my family. My greatest fear is putting my family through it. I pray that doesn't happen. I am sending prayers for both of you and your families.❤️

    • @stephaniedurand7993
      @stephaniedurand7993 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Sending you some of that love and prayers too Miss Newton xxx

    • @seratonin7004
      @seratonin7004 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@Kathy-zx5bu chronic illness of any kind is always hard on those who love the person battling it, and it can make you feel guilty about what you're putting loved ones through. Frankly, I often think it's harder for them than for me. It's great to see Mark focusing on the goodness and positivity in life and facing this with such honesty, thoughtfulness and generosity in his care for others. It's uplifting and inspiring for me and I'm sure for so many others too.
      Mark, you're in my thoughts and I'm thankful to you for your vulnerability and sharing with us all. Your attitude is inspiring. 💙

    • @jorriewimmer4363
      @jorriewimmer4363 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sending much prayers and hugs and love to everyone who has had cancer touch their lives. My dad battled bladder cancer and my husband battled head & neck cancer and is in remission now. I have lost my Aunt to cancer along with a dear childhood friend. Tears will fall and hearts will break. All we can do is have faith and take each day that is given to us and make the best of them. I say a prayer every night for everyone touched by this disease. For strength and for miracles. May God bless each and everyone touched by it.

  • @007FlashJack
    @007FlashJack 5 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    Big Men DO CRY, Mark. Love You all. From Down Under. Remember, Just Keep Swimming, Mark 🐠🐳🐬🦈

    • @jarrodshipard
      @jarrodshipard 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Had me crying then giggling right at the end.

  • @anon-w9l
    @anon-w9l 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Such a young, kind person. His kids needed him, so unfair. 😢

  • @nickdanger3837
    @nickdanger3837 5 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    Mark, never lose the ability to cry nor be embarrassed over it. Crying cleanses the soul. Your capacity to love allows you to cry. Help us God!

  • @ejkk9513
    @ejkk9513 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +26

    "In case I'm not around in a year." What a prophetic and sad statement. His cancer was the most aggressive cancer that I've ever heard of. Peeweetom also had a rare and aggressive cancer, but he survived for multiple years with it.

  • @donnagoller4146
    @donnagoller4146 5 ปีที่แล้ว +170

    My heart goes out to you and your family. Praying for all of you!! 🙏❤️

    • @idrinkmilk282
      @idrinkmilk282 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Whole lot that praying did for him 😅

  • @myviewfromtheroof-laurapat2748
    @myviewfromtheroof-laurapat2748 4 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    It’s still rough to know you are gone. The kids are the hardest part😢

    • @johncage3025
      @johncage3025 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Laura Patyk 😭😭😭

    • @rickdubwatson5097
      @rickdubwatson5097 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeah that's rough.. I'll be praying for your family and friends

  • @fordtwofifty2759
    @fordtwofifty2759 5 ปีที่แล้ว +194

    Post the fu*k up Brother. We are with you and love you.

    • @zachhickey5887
      @zachhickey5887 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      This! All emotions attached! We're all here for you, Mark! #FUCKCANCER

    • @jgjg3848
      @jgjg3848 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@zachhickey5887 I'll second that Zach...#FuckCancer

    • @deibert1
      @deibert1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Im all for that. #FuckCancer

    • @4nn13h7
      @4nn13h7 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ford Twofifty damned right

    • @GlockRevolver
      @GlockRevolver 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      #fuckcancer #imagonnawin

  • @puddysue
    @puddysue 4 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    Looking back on this video... This shows the true courage and guts that Mark showed throughout his journey, no matter how hard it was for him. God bless you up there, Mark. I'm glad you are no longer suffering. I will miss looking for and watching your videos every day. What a man...❤

  • @jackphillips1383
    @jackphillips1383 5 ปีที่แล้ว +182

    I’m a 70 year old, 6’3”, 400 lb Marine and I just cried like a baby. You are as tough as any guy I know. Keep your head up, Bud. It ain’t over ‘til it’s over! ❤️

    • @lisaatkins9879
      @lisaatkins9879 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      You are beautiful, and we love you.

    • @TOP4GOLD
      @TOP4GOLD 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Jacob [#SealTeamFour] thats a very insensitive thing to say. he's not over he still lives in the heart of too many people for it to be over with. He has impacted lives. Trust me he is no where done with being over with.

    • @TOP4GOLD
      @TOP4GOLD 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Jacob [#SealTeamFour] it's alright man, you were man enough to comment back with your apologizes most wouldn't that shows your courage, I can tell it wasn't intentional and writing my comment I was still contemplating if I was taking it out of context. But, yes it's never over not even when it is! There is always more to everything in life. If the road ends there is an ocean to cross next it never ends.

    • @evelynb9679
      @evelynb9679 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      400lbs at 70...you got your own problems here bud

    • @MrLeastAviation
      @MrLeastAviation 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      God damn how are you 70 and still alive at 400 pounds?!

  • @jaynecobb6949
    @jaynecobb6949 5 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    I'm a single father of a little boy and girl. I'm not ashamed to admit I was bawling like a baby. I wish you and your family the best, from the bottom of my heart.

  • @chrishelms1967
    @chrishelms1967 5 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    Im down on my knees taking to God for you....

    • @Danielm-hq3eb
      @Danielm-hq3eb 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      That is the best cure for cancer brother. 👍

    • @run-cnc
      @run-cnc 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Danielm-hq3eb how naive.

    • @jaredarias1239
      @jaredarias1239 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@run-cnc Really man he is trying to be positive. Dont be a dick

    • @Danielm-hq3eb
      @Danielm-hq3eb 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@run-cnc That was not supposed to be hurtful in anyway.

    • @BornAgainFarmGirl
      @BornAgainFarmGirl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Amen 😇 !

  • @micalah8282
    @micalah8282 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Laying here crying at 3:55 am because he's gone. He suffered so much and that hurts. These babies and his precious wife lost their sweetie. I held off on watching this for over a month for a reason.

    • @johncage3025
      @johncage3025 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Micalah 😭😭😭

  • @1CherryTree
    @1CherryTree 5 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    Please don't apologize for your tears. We'll shed tears right along with you. I pray that God will be with you and your dear family during this next course of treatment and after. Tears are also a gift from God and crying is nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed of. Remember the shortest verse in the Bible is "Jesus wept." Your children are darling and you are a great father to them.

    • @texasthib2029
      @texasthib2029 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just stop

    • @BS-dq1kz
      @BS-dq1kz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Longhorn57 You stop. I love his comment and I’m certain it would be appreciated by the man in the video as well considering he is also a Christian. So don’t come to a channel where people are believers, including the owner of the channel and tell them to “Just stop”.
      That’s incredibly rude. If he were an atheist then I would be able to understand your comment. He isn’t though.

  • @doxiemom95
    @doxiemom95 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I love this guy. We needed him. And more men like him. 😢

  • @sttvoyager1727
    @sttvoyager1727 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I’m so happy to here from you Mark. I have been praying for you, Jaci, your children and the entire family. God bless you. Prayers work miracles brother! Hugs, love and Prayers Doc David

  • @kaitlynfox3105
    @kaitlynfox3105 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Wish things would have worked out better. But your story of strength keeps your memory alive. Thanks Mark

  • @JROCKTC
    @JROCKTC 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Geeeeeessshhhh..... Mark! You’re a damn HERO!! 😘🇺🇸❤️🎉🙏😇. You give it to us straight! No BS. Thank you for all your love you share with us. We are all praying for you and yours. Byyeeeeee!😘👍🏻🇺🇸😘

  • @AngieThier
    @AngieThier 4 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    You did it, Mark. You have fought your fight, you have finished your race, you have kept the faith. I'm so proud of you and that you are my brother in Christ. I know the day you posted this you could see the writing on the wall, and leaving your precious wife and kids were among the hardest parts to accept. But you have left a legacy to them and to your TH-cam followers. Your example will live on. And we will love your family to the best of our ability. Godspeed, brother. I know you are now among the "great cloud of witnesses" who cheer us on to run our race and keep our faith as well. I can't wait to see you again, healed and whole, and reunited with your family. What a great day that will be!

    • @mariejr8808
      @mariejr8808 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Angie Thier I’m guessing you haven’t heard mark passed away on Friday his wife and the guy that took the tractor to fix posted that he passed; his brother Matt hasn’t posted anything on his channels yet just wanted to let you know

    • @AngieThier
      @AngieThier 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@mariejr8808 thanks for letting me know. Actually this was kinda my tribute to him since he had passed. I know my grammar probably made it seem odd, being in present tense "you are my brother...". Hope that makes sense.

    • @gillypen2698
      @gillypen2698 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Angie Thier loved your tribute to Mark. I posted (on another video) that Mark has finished the race. I too look forward to meeting him in heaven. I only knew him from TH-cam, but I believe, like you, that he is my brother in Christ. I don’t know if you saw his wife, Jackie’s video, announcing Mark’s death? She said that when he died, he had a smile on his face, and that she believed he was with Jesus.
      He truly has run, and won, the race!

    • @mariejr8808
      @mariejr8808 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Angie Thier his brother Matt posted a video today and when he realized how bad this was he talked to his dad and his brother Matt that he wanted to be baptized and so not only mark but matt and their dad; which they also had not been baptized; all three got baptized at the same day he put it in the video. It was hard to watch at the end cause Matt started to cry, it’s on his off the ranch channel

    • @AngieThier
      @AngieThier 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@gillypen2698 thanks, Gillian! What a great day it'll be when we see him in eternity!

  • @cindyloo056
    @cindyloo056 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    You are a wonderful person, husband and father. You have my prayers and love. Hang in there, love your family and have faith. 💕

  • @FreedomsLife1776
    @FreedomsLife1776 5 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    Daddies don’t die. Even when they leave this earth they forever live in the hearts of their children and those they touched.

  • @josediaz3451
    @josediaz3451 5 ปีที่แล้ว +178

    Isaiah 41:10
    👏🏼
    Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.👏🏼

  • @jason3714
    @jason3714 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Man i miss Mark, i find myself coming back to these old videos like going to see an old friend. This one is especially hard.

  • @BornAgainFarmGirl
    @BornAgainFarmGirl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Tough road my friend , but your savior and Lord has you in His arms . You’ll never walk it alone , we pray fervently in Jesus’ name everyday for your physical healing and so thankful for your spiritual healing . If only everyone knew everyday was a gift , they’d love harder and rejoice continually . Love Trusty 😇 !

  • @marcospadilla1133
    @marcospadilla1133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    This video is changing my way to look at life right now and cherish life even more WHAT A POWERFUL BLOG to watch love you Matt and Mark

  • @patriciabilinkas3911
    @patriciabilinkas3911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I am praying for you, Mark. My mom had cancer over 45 years ago and is 92 today. My sister had it over 28 years ago and is 68 now. Keep fighting, man!!!🙏🙏🙏 You can beat it.

  • @Bloodreign137
    @Bloodreign137 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    The positively, love, and kindness you put into this world, even when you were at your darkest truly speaks encyclopedias about your character. You’re loved and missed Mark

  • @michaelcook768
    @michaelcook768 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Mark, if you weren't emotional, you wouldn't be human. I almost died in 2017...and am disabled from my issue. While it is no way a comparison, I understand the emotional rollercoaster. Anderson us one of the best. They are pioneers in treatment. Ultimately, it's up to God. Trust Him.

  • @crystalinabacteria3430
    @crystalinabacteria3430 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I only came across Mark a month before he passed. I was so amazed at his personality just watching the few videos I watched. I realised he was suffering & in pain & he was the bravest warrior. He lived life for his family. I decided after Dr Lees video to go through all of Marks journey. This man battled hard & although his cancer took him away. He leaves behind a legacy. His children can watch him & see how special he truly was. They will also see how much he loved them. Mark was pure gold & heart was full of love. Bless you Mark for sharing your life. We are proud of you & your family. Love from the UK ❤❤❤❤

  • @lynnelawry3236
    @lynnelawry3236 5 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    Crying is therapeutic! I’m so sorry you are going through this. You’re strength is amazing! I’ll be praying for you❣️

  • @doreenrossi7684
    @doreenrossi7684 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Miss this guy and his positive vibes. May you RIP. You will be sorely missed.

  • @aarrkk6
    @aarrkk6 5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Life is uncertain, as we never know what tomorrow will bring. Live each day....love big....pray hard...embrace every single moment! Know that you all remain in my heart and my prayers.

  • @wandaroberts7954
    @wandaroberts7954 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Miss this man, happy to see his children and Jackie are dealing well.

  • @crimsonflutter1
    @crimsonflutter1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    My heart is with you and your family. Been through a lot of cancer in my family and it is such an emotional roller coaster and so hard. Many many prayers 😢😢❤️

  • @haydencook682
    @haydencook682 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Tough watching this...he changed a lot as he passed. You can tell before he passed that he knew it was over. It seems like right here he still has some hope but is loosing it. It's crazy that we can all experience this...it's horrible to see, but important as it helps put things into perspective for us.

  • @paulkick7870
    @paulkick7870 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    I Always admire you staying strong for your family. I will keep praying for you.

  • @TWEEK0423
    @TWEEK0423 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Rest in peace brother you will be missed greatly. Strongest man i never got to meet but you be damn sure i will one day. But until then you keep my seat warm up there. Peace bro.

  • @momandmemakeup6676
    @momandmemakeup6676 5 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I can’t even imagine how hard this must be for you and your family. Stay strong man. It’s pretty incredible that your actively encouraging and inspiring other people while your going through this awful situation yourself. God bless you and your family. May He carry you through the bad and walk with you in the good days. 🙏🏻

  • @terrypen
    @terrypen 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God Bless you and your family Mark! Yep, men do cry! Just be sure to 'breach" every possible difficult conversation with your wife and family. Act like you'll be gone tomorrow (for planning and enjoying each other) and fight like you're going to be here FOREVER!

  • @jbuggy3845
    @jbuggy3845 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I wake up in the middle of the night and start praying for you, and your family! Mark.....we love you, SO many folks I know are very sick. ( my own daughter, too). I pray and pray.......I will not stop! Storming heaven, and I know that we are heard. ......" the hairs of our head are numbered", please remember that!

  • @margaritamiller1672
    @margaritamiller1672 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I'm crying with you I wish I could make the cancer disappear. Man cry when ever you want. We love you all your subscribers, friends and family, GODSPEED 🥰♥️🙏

  • @eleanormarshall3873
    @eleanormarshall3873 5 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    Wow that hit real hard, especially as the whole time you can see your little ones in the back. There is so so much love and good wishes coming your way from so many people all over the world. I hope you feel it and maybe in a very small way it helps.

    • @lisaatkins9879
      @lisaatkins9879 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      God will take care of you! You were raised in faith, and your family will see you again.

  • @Iloveidiots1
    @Iloveidiots1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Every time Homemade Everything pops up on my youtube feed I watch whatever video it is. I miss him, and I really hope his wife and family are doing well. He was such a positive part of my week.

  • @paulbboyle3714
    @paulbboyle3714 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    God bless mark from your friends in Scotland 🙏🙏❤❤ love ya so much brother praying hard for you 🙏 x

  • @marieharrison150
    @marieharrison150 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What grace and honor you have. What a beautiful strength. You are an inspiration. God bless you and prayers for to your family

  • @melissa69bruins
    @melissa69bruins 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Just take one day at a time and one moment at a time. You are in my prayers and my heart.

  • @animalsx5
    @animalsx5 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I still come back and watch his videos. I miss him so much. It’s sad, he was so young.

  • @ChristaErika
    @ChristaErika 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Lord we need a miracle... the power of prayer works. We love you! Never lose hope.

  • @helenholt1161
    @helenholt1161 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    I am going to make a suggestion, one that I hope winds up being a waste of time. Make a journal for your kids. I lost my dad to cancer when I was 7 years old. He left a journal for me. It isn't organized, kind of free thought, but it means everything to me. Other than my wedding ring it is my single most valued possession. He put so much of himself in there. He wrote about his parents, growing up, meeting my mom, etc. He put in some recipes for dishes he was known for, his Irish stew, Baked beans, how to cook perfect baby back ribs. He talked about car maintenance and red flags to look for when I started dating boys. A few entries were just him writing that he was thinking about me or watching me play. Anyway, it is just a thought. And it hopefully might be something you never actually have to leave for your kids. But my mom said writing it gave my dad some peace and lord knows it has been my saving grace a few times. I am sending you as many positive thoughts as I can.

    • @cwatson42785
      @cwatson42785 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Great idea Helen and I believe he took your suggestion. I'm 99% positive he did that.

    • @crowtein6104
      @crowtein6104 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It sounds like you had a great Daddy.

  • @phowwy
    @phowwy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    It's a frightening time, lean hard on your support system. Always keeping you in my thoughts.

  • @rener44
    @rener44 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Mark was so dam strong and huge inspiration to me. Por Siempre

  • @ibcnu4982
    @ibcnu4982 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Hang in there Mark I can’t even imagine what you are feeling or going through. I just want to let you know we are still praying 🙏 everyday for you. I also have to tell you I don’t know why but I am feeling this powerful push to pray for you several times throughout the day.
    JUST REMEMBER ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE THROUGH JESUS CHRIST OUR GOD AMEN BROTHER....

  • @jessicawilson2772
    @jessicawilson2772 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so glad he documented the journey for his kids. I haven't remembered my mom's voice for the majority of the 25 years since she passed, and still talk about it.

  • @timothyolson6350
    @timothyolson6350 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    We love you brother. Praying and believing. May the Heavenly Father give you strength and guidance through this all.

  • @chefrarestones1960
    @chefrarestones1960 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so sorry Mark. Thank you so much for sharing I know it was hard. I'm not a Religious man but I have been and will continue to pray for you.Try to stay strong.

  • @christinafreeani2149
    @christinafreeani2149 5 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Gosh darn it 😑
    But bro... I lost my dad when I was super young, but lemme tell ya..
    I remember so much of my time with him, it literally blows my mom's mind... I feel so connected with him, and literally anything I do has him in mind. No matter what happens. I can tell you from a child's perspective, your kids will always know and love their dad!
    My dad is 100% the reason I made the right choices at 17 years old when "things" come up, cause I know my dad would literally find a way to return from the grave and drag my ass through mud if I wasn't careful 🤣
    He loved me as much as you love your kids!

    • @Ranstone
      @Ranstone 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      True 'dat.

    • @Lisa_Uncensored
      @Lisa_Uncensored 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love this!!!!! Your dad has always been with you. In all the sadness it’s also a beautiful thing they don’t really leave. I lost my dad 3 years ago. My brother passed when he was 5 (1 yr before I was born) and I always felt very connected to him

    • @BS-dq1kz
      @BS-dq1kz 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Christina Freeani I love this comment.

  • @Informal_Weapons
    @Informal_Weapons 4 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    Rip Mark we'll all miss you

    • @Mig-nr8hc
      @Mig-nr8hc 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Matt Moorhead Mark..did he die?

    • @elwoodblues8878
      @elwoodblues8878 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mig 2020 yeah last week

  • @Shez7557
    @Shez7557 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Sorry to hear and praying there's a med out there with your name on it. Love to you, your wife and those two beautiful littles in the back seat.

  • @ErinRaciell
    @ErinRaciell 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    People like you continue to inspire me on my quest for graduating from a bachelors in biotechnology with emphasis on working creating biological drugs for patients like yourself.

  • @kathwes51
    @kathwes51 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Mountains of love and prayers from Ottawa Canada coming to you Mark, and your family 💗🙏

  • @jl-np3hr
    @jl-np3hr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I remember watching this video and thinking there’s no way he’d pass less than a year after this. I miss you mark. Love and prayers from my family.

  • @brendaanne0810
    @brendaanne0810 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hang in there Mark!! Continued prayers for you and your family. WITH YOU through the good and the bad. Tears and laughter go hand and hand. So let's do what we have to do!! 🙏❤

  • @mindydodd2579
    @mindydodd2579 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    So very sorry Mark! Just keep your chin up and keep fighting!! I think positive attitude is a huge chunk of healing!! Meanwhile, we'll certainly keep praying for you and for the doctors to find the right combination to knock this cancer out!!!

  • @sttvoyager1727
    @sttvoyager1727 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I’m crying to here this. I love you, Jaci, and your beautiful children. You will get an experimental clinical trial that has been successful in terms of treatment for known cancers of this subtype. Its devastating but God works miracles and I believe IN YOU MARK. Cry, cry, cry, cry some more.....now I’m crying with you. Get it out and let’s get this cancer extricated from your body. I love you for having the guts to post this video. This takes guts that I wish most had. If everyone was so blessed to have such wonderful parents this world would be a better place. 😭😭😭😭 Doc david

  • @chevymanll2402
    @chevymanll2402 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    A testament to live life like every day is your last. You never know it just may be.

  • @kellyg3768
    @kellyg3768 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Good news or bad news I've been praying for you, your children, your wife, and your family. I will continue to do so until you WIN!!

  • @dawncarnell7029
    @dawncarnell7029 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I learned of your channel recently from your brothers channel dropping in my feed! No Mistake!! I’m praying for you Mike and and your wife!! You two are precious and your in my thoughts and prayer constantly, I’m just so sorry this is your journey! 🤗

  • @myalaskalife1815
    @myalaskalife1815 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you Mark. For a moment I felt like I was hearing my own dad again. He said so much the similar when he was battling his cancer. Help, knowledge, spreading what you know is so important. Fear of the unknown can be so tough. Thank you for sharing

  • @BRose1133
    @BRose1133 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Where do I start, the Wonder and Blessing of your kids says everything. I went through 2 rounds of treatment for Cancer a few years back but never faced what you are now. To repeat others, "Prayers are with You and Family"!! Yep, even in times like this we Love laughing with our children. (grandkids in my case) God Bless...

  • @terrisloper7664
    @terrisloper7664 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Crying with you! Praying you get positive responses from your treatments! I love that your open about your cancer treatments and wish you didn’t have it!!!! Stay positive and God Bless all of you!!!

  • @mamaamo5429
    @mamaamo5429 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Bless you Mark! With you and your family during this journey!

  • @nevillebartos2143
    @nevillebartos2143 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is heavy... i just stumbled upon Mark tonight, i am going through his journey and im truely heartbroken, rest easy friend!

  • @deannawheeler4362
    @deannawheeler4362 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    LOVE and Miss this Man so much!!!!

  • @zachhickey5887
    @zachhickey5887 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Much love to you and your family, Mark! I wish I could do more for you, man. Mom and I have been keeping up to date on everything and keeping you in our thoughts and prayers! I found this prayer online and thought I'd leave it here for you. I hope it finds you well!
    Lord of all the earth,
    You hold the universe in Your hands
    You place the stars in the sky
    And lay the deep foundations of each planet.
    You have created all things large and small with intricate beauty and life.
    You have all authority and power to diminish tumour growths, to destroy cancer cells, to restore and heal each amazing part of our human bodies.
    Father, we call upon You now to come and heal this cancerous growth, to holt this invasion of the body in the name of the King of Kings and the Lord of Lord, our healer and redeemer Jesus Christ.
    Amen.

  • @debrawilcox7550
    @debrawilcox7550 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is so real. God bless this beautiful family as we lift up prayers for new insights and answers and healing for Mark.

  • @tmalcolm6138
    @tmalcolm6138 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Watching these videos is literally heartbreaking ❤️

  • @jdhorton1432
    @jdhorton1432 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you for willingness - & courage - to share such difficult news.

  • @jenniferrodriguez3828
    @jenniferrodriguez3828 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    My heart goes out to you and your family. Stay strong my niece was 18 when she past away from cancer. god bless wishing you the best.

  • @cwigi
    @cwigi 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Real men show emotions! Sending prayers and love to you and your family from NC.

  • @marycollier8000
    @marycollier8000 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Sending much love and light your way, Mark.. you are courageous and I am sending prayers to you and your family. God bless you. ❤️

  • @matthewchapes2967
    @matthewchapes2967 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Mark, You got this man. I cant imagine what you are feeling, I watched my mom come back from stage 4 cancer when I was young. I know how your kids, nieces and nephews must be feeling.
    Stay positive and keep kicking ass. My mom wears her scars with pride and buddy i know you will too, for a long time.

    • @BS-dq1kz
      @BS-dq1kz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Matt Chapin Wow! That’s incredible and I’m so happy she is ok.

  • @unclebuzz6913
    @unclebuzz6913 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    CLINICAL TRIALS ,IS THE WAY TO GO ,KIDDO.
    WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU ,JACI, AND THE WHOLE FAMILY
    (I HAVE A RARE NEUROLOGICAL SYNDROME IT IS NOT FATAL BUT CLINICAL TRIALS WILL FIND A CURE IF NOT FOR ME FOR SOMEONE ELSE,)I HAVE NOT MENTIONED MY LITTLE PROBLEM AS IT IS TRIVIAL..
    I PRAY FOR YOU EVERYDAY ,YOU HANG IN THERE ,MARK
    JACI YOU TOO
    LEE GOD BLESS ALL OF Y'ALL,
    WE LOVE Y'ALL

  • @lisaayres675
    @lisaayres675 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are in my prayers. Thank you for sharing this journey with all of us.

  • @heidivlf5646
    @heidivlf5646 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Praying for you! I have had that brain surgery twice from a cerebral cyst. Those headaches are no joke. I hope and pray for a full recovery 🙏

  • @janesanders3330
    @janesanders3330 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I watched Emily Hayward, with wonder. I watched Pee Wee Tom with sadness. And Mark, my man. There’s something surreal watching this. You stripped every last ounce of life out of a failing body and posted it out into the ether. You don’t need to leave a journal for your kids. You posted pieces of your soul, captured for posterity with every video for those babies. What a testament to you and your family 💪

  • @catherinebowers3654
    @catherinebowers3654 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love you and yours Mark sending all the positive vibes and light and prayers I can muster! I know everyone out here feels the same.

  • @anitasmith6726
    @anitasmith6726 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    My heart goes out to you and your family. My prayers 🙏 will go up daily day and night.
    Enjoy each and everyday with your family.

  • @livingauthenticallyonmyownterm
    @livingauthenticallyonmyownterm 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    You're so brave Mark. Much love, blessings and strength to you and your family ♥️♥️♥️

  • @kayleenfeher4341
    @kayleenfeher4341 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I know you are scared, we are all scared for you too. You are very loved and you have a lot of people praying for you and thinking good healing thoughts for you. I know you want to document this for others, but sometimes you have to just take care of you. We will be here with you and your family and we will be cheering and crying right along with you every day. I keep having you put on different prayer chains and I light candles for you. *HUGS to you and your family*

    • @shay7090
      @shay7090 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kayleen 💜🙏✝

  • @marianhoblyn1901
    @marianhoblyn1901 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    No words. Lots of tears. Sending love.

  • @samantharowan2956
    @samantharowan2956 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Mark, we love you and we are continuing to pray for you and your family. It is okay. Real men cry

  • @samtrujillojr
    @samtrujillojr 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your bravery is astounding. I pray for you, your family, and your medical team a lot.

  • @TANKWIRE
    @TANKWIRE 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Praying...sorry that you have to go through this...

  • @chantelvanderberg3391
    @chantelvanderberg3391 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are awesome for sharing. Thank you.

  • @ImHeadshotSniper
    @ImHeadshotSniper 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    4:15 heart shattering.

  • @trigger918
    @trigger918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Mark u are one solid dude my prayers go out to u and ur family ,God bring this young man a miracle

  • @virginiareid5336
    @virginiareid5336 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You and your family have my most heartfelt prayers. It's alright to be emotional. You have been through a tremendous amount already. Praying for your strength to endure the trials. 🙏🙏🙏♥️♥️♥️

  • @nickywilks7928
    @nickywilks7928 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Beautiful man inside and out.

  • @susansollee1839
    @susansollee1839 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Homie
    I’m looking forward to COMPLETE REMISSION after your next regimen of treatment!
    I wish I could make the hell you’re going through, go away.
    I really love you, Jaci, and those precious babies.
    By the way, crying is good.
    In my time of troubles, it has always helped.
    Also, screaming into my pillow!
    Byeeee 🤗👍🏻💪🌻💕💕💕💕

  • @matthewlee8917
    @matthewlee8917 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love you Mark and our family is praying, begging God your healing. Thank you for sharing, cry all you need, love those babies and that wife.