I've a confession. I'm a retired opera singer who could care less about tractors, or ANY kind of DIY. I just love spending time with you and your whole family. From your great uncle Floyd all the way down to your little ones, you have an impact on my life. Being with you is a total privilege. Your humanity, your willingness to be real, your just plain "Mark Carrikerness." We love YOU Mark.
In this video.... He knew it was coming. He was such a good man he dedicated his last days to his family,friends and even fans on youtube. That's what i call a good man. Rest in piece.
I can’t even believe how much I’ve grown to care about a stranger who will never know how much I care about and think about him all the time. I just lost a close friend to a sudden death and this is hurting like that and I don’t know him at all. He’s just such a strong man and wonderful person my heart hurts for him and his family.
"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end." Gilda Radner We love and support you through this. Your soul is already in that tractor, and no matter who builds it, and when it gets done, it'll be your accomplishment.
I pray for you man. You need rest. Spend time with your family. The rest will fall into place. I just found your videos. I wrote to you on one few weeks back ...the one with your daughter on title page in little car. I hope you read my message. God bless.
My heart is breaking for what you are going through. I'm 68 years old, I have my children grown, I've seen my grandchildren grow up. I'm healthy. I honestly would take this from you if I could so you could enjoy the same experiences. I don't know why God allows these things to happen but I do know He has His reason. We are all destined for where you are right now, some of us will get there quicker than others so if nothing else, you have taught me how very very blessed I am and to embrace every minute. I hope it helps you to know that you are being prayed for every day that God would give you strength to finish this race with your eyes on Him and your eternal home that will have no pain or tears. I pray for your wife and especially your children. Please know in your heart that God has those babies and He will take care of them. He knew of this day long before you were ever conceived in your mother's womb. Trust Him and hold His hand through this terrible process. Better days are coming I promise. Much love to you and your family and thank you for your bravery. You will win in the end. 💖
Hobo Soup and unfortunately, folks that have not had to go thru any life altering, traumatic events in life, or chronic pain situations, really don’t understand what it’s like for us to live thru some of these things and it is a huge coping mechanism for us to have something like a tractor, woodworking projects, gardening, etc, to focus on because it does help us to “escape” or “block” the pain mentally for awhile and focus on other things that we’ve enjoyed during our lives and it’s the closest we will ever get to being “normal” again. And there’s nothing wrong with the rest of the world not understanding, I wish nobody understood it, then that would mean no one is experiencing the pain as we have. It’s brutal, it’s life altering, it affects everything we do and it affects the relationships with our friends and loved ones and I pray to God no one out there ever had to experience anything like this!! This is why it’s so important for us, even tho we may no longer have the same abilities we used to, to keep trying to put focus on tractors, making videos and other hobbies because we love to spend time on, it allows us to escape mentally from the grasp of evil pain or illness for just a bit, and that’s what keeps us going longer. I pray that no one out there that is healthy and able bodied ever had to go thru something like this! I pray everyday you all stay healthy and happy and are safe cause trust me, it has the ability to break the strongest man quickly if we were to allow it and that’s why I’m so Proud of him for not giving up, not giving in and allowing this evil to win and asking for some help when he knew he needed it. He’s a very strong man and we can all learn some very powerful life’s lessons from him and his experiences right now and it will make us all better husbands, friends, and brothers/sisters because of it. God bless every one of you and please lay your healing hands down on this man and bring him comfort and understanding Lord, he is a good man and is a man that we need many more of in this world today.
They say Mark passed away 2 or 3 days ago. He was such a brave wonderful young man, husband , father and brother. He lived life to the fullest even though he was dying. What an inspiration to everyone. God welcomed him with open arms.
14065468678 this dr matt's number. The reason the treatment failed is because you need a chemotherapy compatibility test. Look up RGCC, they are in Texas. They will hook you up with a person near you that can draw the blood. They will send it off cultivate your cancer and than test it against every chemotherapy and a wide variety of things. Dr Matt will tell you if he will have good response or not. They don't take you in if they don't think they will have success. Look I know you're in a tough spot. I cant guarantee they can cure it,but I can guarantee you'll do better there than here. Your chemo hasn't seemed to have helped at all, which is why you need that test. Chipsa has just hired one of MD Anderson's top oncologists. They hit it from all sorts of angles and they do chemotherapy there also but in a way that you don't get the side effects. You're still full of life which says your pretty resilient considering what you have. Trust me and make the call I've been there and seen people were given up on in the states make complete turn arounds.
@@rich8381 I really hope Mark sees this. I pray that he just might consider one more time. If not for him, for his family. I watched his father Dr. Lee on a video done I think this past summer. And at the end, it just broke my heart when he mentioned his son Mark. He had tears and broken up speech. Mark is in pain but, if he can recover it would be worth it. God Bless
Mark, I love you man. God bless you now and forever. I’m going to miss seeing you.♥️ Jaci, if you are able, keep us posted. Praying for you folks. Thank you for being such a testimony.
I am living (don’t know for how long) with stage 4 colon cancer. You have been an inspiration for me to keep going with my hobbies and when some of them get physically tough move on to different projects but mainly enjoy my family. Thinking of you.
I hope you all beat the odds, I hope you all enjoy every day, life is ugly, but it’s so sacred. I know things suck, but keep your heads up I’m sure it isn’t easy 🖤
The fact that you still have humor, under the circumstances, is amazing. You are a wonderful person, and you have a beautiful family. I'm so glad you have Faith! God bless you and thank you for all of your videos. 💖
@@3310-f2g I'm sure there are many great people too but is this really the time or place to start listing "yea but" names? I know you didn't have any mean or asshole'ish intent but...just saying. Much love to everyone
As others have said on here, my heart is breaking for you. I have been asking God to take away your pain and to be merciful to you. You have been so strong through this whole battle. You have not disappointed any of us. You have pushed yourself farther than most of us could. You are a strong and honorable man. You have my respect and admiration. Let your faith in God carry you. Psalm 23 reminds us that "Even when I must walk through the darkest valley, I fear no danger, for you are with me; your rod and your staff reassure me." You are my brother in Christ, and I will continue to pray for you.
beautifully said. we dont care how professional a video is -- what matters is how genuine you are in sharing your journey. you have helped many people with your humor and love. May the Lord give you comfort and peace.
I was a hospice nurse. Had a patient with similar problems you are have it so together just want you to know that. Have been watching for a while. No sorries necessary. I know you pain and weakness are so extreme. But your still making videos and talking to us. You amaze me. I love you and you’ve touch my heart so much. Just know I and so many are here and feel the same. Prayer for you and your family.
I will Always Regret not Having the opportunity to Meet You or be Near You as a Friend! I used to believe People were Overrated and not as good as we have been led to believe! You have Changed that! You Lived to Restore that Tractor and Your Mission has been Interrupted! Take what time is Left and Comfort Your Family! I am 72 yo and look up to you for You Optimism, Faith and Strength! I would be proud to call You "Son". I battled My own bout with Stage 4 Cancer in 1972! The Changes that makes in Your Life are Astronomical! Your Drive, Your Will Power and Compassio skyrocket to the Top! I see that in You! May God be with You and My Prayers will Contiue feverishly! Bless You, My Friend!
My husband and I drove to a Meet and Greet in Killeen TX 3 years ago and met Mark. He radiated joy and has a strong loving heart full of love you can see in his eyes. It's an honor to know him.
I can't imagine these long hellish days walking in circle in your garage unable to even sit due to the pain watching yourself being eaten away by some demonic disease. He kept a brave face all the way through, such a warrior, an inspiration to anyone facing any kind of battle in life. Thanks for keeping the videos up these are teaching moments.
They’re pushing this guys channel so hard it’s kinda weird this is like the fourth different video of his to pop up in my recommended. RIP buddy, I wish I knew about you sooner
Mark for me it never was about the tractor rebuild specifically. I want you to know what you have done is show me how to LIVE EVERY DAY EVERY MINUTE. You are a hero to so many. God Bless you and the family.
Mark I am soo sorry you’re going through this!!! I wish there was something we could say to make everything okay again. Just know you and your beautiful family are in my prayers!! Our Lord is with you!!! Please lean on Him. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Seeing how frail he is in this video, especially from the other days when he was so vibrant. Just shows the absolute damage and pain cancer does to the patient and others around them. Be thankful for those around you.
Honestly , I was never here for the tractor, I have been following your story , praying for you every day. I am so sorry , I love your family , and it hurts my heart to see you going thru this I wish you nothing but peace
Hi Mark, I'm not sure if u recall seing my comments In any prior vigiueos lol. I just realized that these projects that myself & all these flocks of people have been watching & following have not been simply fixing and overhauling of lawnmowers & general house /farm equipment. It's alot deeper than that, I belive in my heart that this tearing down tractor piece by piece to assemble again but cleaned up, new pistons, clips, sleeves, probly Lil valve work. This is all so deep, arou d the depths of " a message to you're self & all whom cares for u etc" that message is if we take the time to disect life's obstacles, rearrange using priorities as rule, purify our wrong doings and actions by replacing with brand new true & balanced parts. Once we ut it all back together the tractor will be reborn in the sence of there will be no reason for this machine to do anything but run optimal. Brother these projects are all personal art pieces, they are u speaking metaphoricaly to "YOU'RE SELF" you can not and will not give up on purifying all parts that arnt working in Harmony with ur bodies mission of love and life. Uve thought us so much, but this was all just the precursor of the class ur gonna start teaching and walking all of us through. Bro please step back to reassess ur choices. When a man is egsauhsted he tends to trickem self into folding unless the job he had took on is finely completed, at that point a man may step back to admire his craft & skill, to verify his creation certainly relays the message he so designed it to say... Either way I admire ur work and craftsmanship, may every single man or woman who watches you're videos come to extract all the wisdom and courage u continuely use as the common materials to complete any & all projects.. U are a profound artist of his own craft. GOD BLESS u and you're family & friends, may u be blessed with all ur heart desires. Thx u for opening my eyes with grand message of live and life...
okay man, we always cared about you more than tractor, we just knew you’d love playing with it. You are still so the Dude. Peace and hospice nurse help. XX
My wife was diagnosed with Leukemia about a year ago and we have been fighting it ever since. Watching you go through this hell of a nasty ride, makes me think of how life is unfair to some people - some good people - some people who absolutely don't one bit deserve any of this. I'm sure I'm preaching to the wrong person, but keep up that positivity. keep up that amazing attitude, and don't you ever give up. doing so you have accomplished 50% of the job. You and my wife have both given me the opportunity how simple and fragile life is and how to really appreciate every moment to the fullest and be grateful of the simplest to the most complex things you have in your life. My thoughts are with you from Toronto we pass on our love, positivity and encouragement to battle this together. Peace upon you friend!
“He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away”. Thank you for sharing your story and continue to pray for your comfort. I am so sorry you had to go through this.
I'm so sorry you're in so much pain Mark. You're such a fighter and I respect that. Love, blessings and strength to you and your family ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Never apologize to us, you are an amazing human being. It breaks my heart to see what you are going through. I wish I had the power to take cancer away from you!! We all love you!!!
King Ice Shard Yes! this life is like a blink of the eye compared to eternity in Heaven,where there is no pain or sickness!Hold on my brother,you are in God’s mighty,awesome,loving hand!!!
King Ice Shard A Sunday school teacher gave us an example of our time here, we 6-10 years old, in a way we could understand. She picked up a large bucket and an eye dropper. We went outside and she had us fill that large bucket with the hose. We filled it until it was all the way to the top of the bucket. Then she told us the water in the bucket stood for eternity telling us how we could live for eternity. Then she took the eye dropper, took a drop of water from the bucket and said this stands for the time we have here in our human life. She squeezed the drop of water in the bucket and said do you just want to live that small time of that drop of water or do you want to live for millions of drops of water...do you want this entire bucket of life...do you want to live for eternity? I was only 6 years old but I have never forgotten that lesson.
Unfortunately, I'm just now finding out about this channel. It's very obvious that everyone who was fortunate enough to encounter this man, admired and cared about him very much. His bravery and ability to control his emotional state is remarkable. Rest in peace sir.
"Sorry not sorry." 🤣 Damn right man, you've got nothing to be apologizing for! You may not be the one finishing that tractor, but you are the one who got the process started! Every project and team has to start somewhere!
You're so brave and strong! It hurts my soul to see the pain in your eyes and to hear the sadness in the tone of your voice.But clearly the pain in my soul comes nowhere near as close to the pain you must be feeling physically and mentally. Yet you still have the strength to bless us by sharing such a private and personal time in your life. Not many people would be brave enough to share their cancer journey and precious moments with their family like you are. Thank you for all that you do!
No apologies needed Mark!! This cancer you're going through breaks my heart. My continued prayers for you and your family. 🙏 My love to you y'all as well!! You are an AMAZING man Mark!! 💜🙏💞☮️
It was never about tractors youngster. We are rooting for you. Right now pain management to get as much as you can out of every day is truly what matters. kindest to you and your fantastic family.
I’m proud of you for knowing when to say when and sad that you had to give up on the tractor but no one will fault you. You did what you could. As for the other channels I think people watch you because you are real, not professional. Love and prayers from Nova Scotia ❤️🇨🇦
As much as we love hearing from you and seeing what's going on with you and your family... PLEASE take care of yourself first and don't worry about us here on the interwebz! If that means not hearing from you personally, so be it! Your pain is clearly intense! Please know you are thought of with the utmost respect and love! Bless you and yours!
I miss seeing this guy..he was so awesome to watch..He had the most amazing energy so more love to give so many u tube family that loved him..RIP Mark Hope your partying with God and all your loved ones ones up in heaven...God Bless...Miss your videos..
You are probably the strongest man I have or ever will 'meet'. I admire the way you have fought through the progression of this horrific disease. I admire your choices on how you wish to live with this disease. There are so many that fear that not trying one more treatment may be the wrong choice and they dont understand why people choose not to pursue every possible chance. You decided that you preferred to spend whatever time you had available with your family. Your wife and your children, your other family members will remember every precious second of your presence and love. I say only one piece of advice. Do not fear taking advantage of every bit of pain control available to you. Everyone understands and you deserve the relief of not having pain anymore. You will leave us all with very strong and large footsteps to fill. Peace be yours.
Sometimes ya need others to be able to finish something you start. You know everything is in good hands and will be completed which is a nice feeling. Everyone thanks you for putting your all into this to this point
Thank you Mark, for reminding me how blessed I am. I just subscribed and I'll continue to support your channel. I know you have inspired everyone who comes here. Stay strong brother.
Mark I am Palliative with hospice care also because of terminal bone cancer and end stage liver failure BUT NEVER GIVE UP!!!!! I will be honored to meet you someday in heaven 💙💙💙💙💙
Hey sandy I know you dont know me but I recently read 90 minutes in heaven by don piper it's truly an amazing book and I believe I will see you there someday as well God bless you and keep fighting!
Love Ya my friend. I pray that you can find some comfort in knowing that we all care dearly for you and the family. Just take it easy and do what makes you happy. It breaks my heart knowing that you're going through this.
I feel bad for him man. Its not fair...who decides this kind of thing? Who decides who lives and dies and the ways it comes about. I feel so bad for him😞
The big man decides. All of these questions you have are questions I had prior to my return to the church. I was lost and sad and very confused. Even now being faced with this evil I find much peace because I trust the work of our God to be for the greatest good beyond my comprehension. I spent a decade actively struggle and searching for the meaning of life and it is only when I gave up my pride that it all made sense. Please attend church and listen. It’s free! And brought me to a wonderful place in my religion. I feel invincible through my relationship with God Death here is simply that and nothing more. The spirit lives on in an eternal paradise. See ya there :). GO TO CHURCH ! I love it ......Free coffee too.
@@mcarriker5 Amen buddy. The bible tells us exactly what will happen and where we are going. I was very sad to lose my mother a couple months ago, but she lived her life for God and she had incredible peace when she was diagnosed with terminal illness. We all will meet our end in this human life, but it is not the - end - of us at all, we are just moving on. I know a lot of people aren't ready for when things well outside their control are dropped into their laps, but I think what matters most is how we live with the time we are given, and who we reach out to and help along the way. Prayers are with you, friend.
Homemade Everything I wish I believed. I forget where I heard this. Someone said if you’re not sure, what harm does believing do if at the end there really isn’t a higher power. You still would have been a much happier and peaceful person for believing. I hope someday I meet up with you and my loved ones so you can say I told y’all Homie, Love and Peace to you Byeeeeeee🌻😥💕🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🌷
Man, I saw my dad go through cancer like this and I never really appreciated what it actually did to him because I couldn't see it (it was on the back of his tongue). Although I am sure it was/is hard to show what you go though it has really helped me to understand more. I am lucky my Dad is still here but his surgery and treatment left him unable to eat or drink ever again - everything goes though a peg into his stomach (not to mention other long term issues). I am sad you have decided you can't continue on with the tractor but I am glad you have found it a home with people who will love it at take care of it just as much as you do. I hope your days pick up a bit and you get some more decent family time. xx
I lost my husband to stage 4 lung cancer. He was diagnosed 3 weeks after our daughter was born. I wish we would have documented his fight. I know it must be exhausting but keep it up. Your children, family and others will cherish it all. You are strong and incredibly brave. I love you brother. I am praying for you and your family.
Hi Mark. I just received my "Build it Stronger" t-shirt. When I hold it it makes me feel that I have a little bit of you in my arms. Thank you for so many reasons. 💔
I don’t know anything about tractors. I’ve just been following your difficult path, sometimes crying for you. At this point nothing can help and you are such a trooper for keeping this going. All of us following you love you and your family.
❤ hope to "see you on the other side" one day young man. You are such an inspiration to us subscribers and those who know you. You put up a valiant heroic fight. Bless you my dear.
I am a 70 year old lady and came back to watch you again. It is February 2, 2022. I am still so sad that you had to go through this. You were a very special man.
Wow, I'm the first one to view and comment! It's always good to see you. I'm so sorry for all the pain and suffering. I don't know how you do it. Still praying for you to have some good days, and of course for a miracle. You are simply a genius about everything.
"Therefore, my brothers, you whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, that is how you should stand firm in the Lord, dear friends! ... And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Phillipians 4:4--- Stay strong Mark. Don't worry, the Lord is watching. He sees your struggle and your deeds, and he will take care of it all. 🙏💪
I'm simply speechless. My heart has sunk just watching you go throughout this. I follow your dad's channel. What a sweet man he is and, as a father myself with two boys and a girl, I know exactly how he is feeling. I pray for you always, wear your shirt often, think about your kids. I cry. You are an awesome individual.
98% of us didn't donate to see a tractor. I know nothing of tractors. I donated to share in your life. I struggle sometimes with feeling like a voyeur, but the humanity you personally restored to a great many of us may be the legacy you will not live to see but I promise to carry your goodness with honor.
Agreed. Watching Mark's strength and wit through all of this makes me strive to be a better person. He's shown me it's not what I'm going thru that matters but rather how I can be the best person possible despite it.
When Mark said “God I need to stop talking this hurts” my heart shattered into a million pieces and I can’t stop crying. FUCK YOU Cancer!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I've a confession. I'm a retired opera singer who could care less about tractors, or ANY kind of DIY. I just love spending time with you and your whole family. From your great uncle Floyd all the way down to your little ones, you have an impact on my life. Being with you is a total privilege. Your humanity, your willingness to be real, your just plain "Mark Carrikerness." We love YOU Mark.
Same. The tractor didn't really mean much to me either. I just like Mark and his wonderful family.
Mark thank you and your family , for letting us all in to you life. I have watched all your videos , my prayers are always with you and your family.
Susan Vaughan I cannot love this comment enough!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you
Ditto! I am just so sad and have been all day. ❤😪
In this video.... He knew it was coming. He was such a good man he dedicated his last days to his family,friends and even fans on youtube. That's what i call a good man. Rest in piece.
Rest easy mark. Stay safe slayer. Rip and care
@@nawwafhusein6702 rip with care?
Keep ripping those demons apart
Dedication to family and friends is just average, and anyway we don't need to be calling each other names, especially after death!
Agreed. ❤
I can’t even believe how much I’ve grown to care about a stranger who will never know how much I care about and think about him all the time. I just lost a close friend to a sudden death and this is hurting like that and I don’t know him at all. He’s just such a strong man and wonderful person my heart hurts for him and his family.
Same...
I feel the same way 😔🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Same here..
Rodger that
Yes, I feel the same. 💔
"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end." Gilda Radner
We love and support you through this. Your soul is already in that tractor, and no matter who builds it, and when it gets done, it'll be your accomplishment.
Perfect.
Paul T yes,that is perfect! That is going to be one amazing tractor!
Awesome quote. Perfect.
I pray for you man. You need rest. Spend time with your family. The rest will fall into place. I just found your videos. I wrote to you on one few weeks back ...the one with your daughter on title page in little car. I hope you read my message. God bless.
Paul T I love your comment Paul.
This is what bravery looks like in flesh and blood. Rest easy ...
I just pray for you being as comfortable as possible. Prayers for strength and peace dear God.
My heart is breaking for what you are going through. I'm 68 years old, I have my children grown, I've seen my grandchildren grow up. I'm healthy. I honestly would take this from you if I could so you could enjoy the same experiences. I don't know why God allows these things to happen but I do know He has His reason. We are all destined for where you are right now, some of us will get there quicker than others so if nothing else, you have taught me how very very blessed I am and to embrace every minute. I hope it helps you to know that you are being prayed for every day that God would give you strength to finish this race with your eyes on Him and your eternal home that will have no pain or tears. I pray for your wife and especially your children. Please know in your heart that God has those babies and He will take care of them. He knew of this day long before you were ever conceived in your mother's womb. Trust Him and hold His hand through this terrible process. Better days are coming I promise. Much love to you and your family and thank you for your bravery. You will win in the end. 💖
You have won. You are saved. The way you ✍ write these words are hiw U feel too. Just COULD NOT say it like you t.y.
Well said!
Amen
Amen
Beautifully said! I pray for peace, no pain and that his wife and children truly know how much they are loved by dad. Cancer sucks always.
Nobody gives a damn about the tractor, Mark. Everyone is upset and worrying about you.
I like the tractor... I like that he still likes the tractor
I give several damns about that tractor, solely because this man does. Well, that and I do have a thing for tractors.
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Hobo Soup and unfortunately, folks that have not had to go thru any life altering, traumatic events in life, or chronic pain situations, really don’t understand what it’s like for us to live thru some of these things and it is a huge coping mechanism for us to have something like a tractor, woodworking projects, gardening, etc, to focus on because it does help us to “escape” or “block” the pain mentally for awhile and focus on other things that we’ve enjoyed during our lives and it’s the closest we will ever get to being “normal” again. And there’s nothing wrong with the rest of the world not understanding, I wish nobody understood it, then that would mean no one is experiencing the pain as we have. It’s brutal, it’s life altering, it affects everything we do and it affects the relationships with our friends and loved ones and I pray to God no one out there ever had to experience anything like this!! This is why it’s so important for us, even tho we may no longer have the same abilities we used to, to keep trying to put focus on tractors, making videos and other hobbies because we love to spend time on, it allows us to escape mentally from the grasp of evil pain or illness for just a bit, and that’s what keeps us going longer.
I pray that no one out there that is healthy and able bodied ever had to go thru something like this! I pray everyday you all stay healthy and happy and are safe cause trust me, it has the ability to break the strongest man quickly if we were to allow it and that’s why I’m so Proud of him for not giving up, not giving in and allowing this evil to win and asking for some help when he knew he needed it. He’s a very strong man and we can all learn some very powerful life’s lessons from him and his experiences right now and it will make us all better husbands, friends, and brothers/sisters because of it. God bless every one of you and please lay your healing hands down on this man and bring him comfort and understanding Lord, he is a good man and is a man that we need many more of in this world today.
I get you were trying to be nice but you're shitting on his passion
I don't come to see the tractor, I come to see you. I love your voice, your calm, your up-beat-ness! God bless you today. Praying for you!
I am so sorry you are dealing with this. I understand and validate your decision to receive palliative care. Continued prayer for pain control.
*He had a huge tumor in his head and he like: i wanna show u my tractor xD*
RIP Mark :(
It´s savage af
@Микс Тейпъра same here i balled more for him then i did for my grandma
You’re such a good man, husband and father! Sending prayers snd love! 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻❤️
Don’t you dare be sorry, sending love and strength to you as you are one amazing bloke x ❤️🇬🇧
They say Mark passed away 2 or 3 days ago. He was such a brave wonderful young man, husband , father and brother. He lived life to the fullest even though he was dying. What an inspiration to everyone. God welcomed him with open arms.
Your level of bravery, optimism and humor under these painful circumstances is awe inspiring!!! God bless you!
He is amazing. Damn good guy.
Czech Warrior & AK Devers... I totally agree!
I'm sitting here watching your video and sad, not for the tractor, but for your pain. Praying!
14065468678 this dr matt's number. The reason the treatment failed is because you need a chemotherapy compatibility test. Look up RGCC, they are in Texas. They will hook you up with a person near you that can draw the blood. They will send it off cultivate your cancer and than test it against every chemotherapy and a wide variety of things. Dr Matt will tell you if he will have good response or not. They don't take you in if they don't think they will have success. Look I know you're in a tough spot. I cant guarantee they can cure it,but I can guarantee you'll do better there than here. Your chemo hasn't seemed to have helped at all, which is why you need that test. Chipsa has just hired one of MD Anderson's top oncologists. They hit it from all sorts of angles and they do chemotherapy there also but in a way that you don't get the side effects. You're still full of life which says your pretty resilient considering what you have. Trust me and make the call I've been there and seen people were given up on in the states make complete turn arounds.
@@rich8381 I really hope Mark sees this. I pray that he just might consider one more time. If not for him, for his family. I watched his father Dr. Lee on a video done I think this past summer. And at the end, it just broke my heart when he mentioned his son Mark. He had tears and broken up speech. Mark is in pain but, if he can recover it would be worth it. God Bless
Mark, I love you man. God bless you now and forever. I’m going to miss seeing you.♥️ Jaci, if you are able, keep us posted. Praying for you folks. Thank you for being such a testimony.
Amen!
I am living (don’t know for how long) with stage 4 colon cancer. You have been an inspiration for me to keep going with my hobbies and when some of them get physically tough move on to different projects but mainly enjoy my family. Thinking of you.
From one cancer fighter to another - prayers for you my friend♥️
Pray for you all when the going gets tough keep on fighting it’s hard but try hang in there keep strong
My grandma quit treatment and has colon cancer. My world will crash forever the day she leaves it. I pray for you and her both.
God bless you!!!!!!
I hope you all beat the odds, I hope you all enjoy every day, life is ugly, but it’s so sacred. I know things suck, but keep your heads up I’m sure it isn’t easy 🖤
The fact that you still have humor, under the circumstances, is amazing. You are a wonderful person, and you have a beautiful family. I'm so glad you have Faith! God bless you and thank you for all of your videos. 💖
Thank you for allowing us to follow you on your life’s journey. You have touched many. Peace and decrease pain.
Strongest Man I’ve ever seen. I’ll pray for you and your family.
David goggins would whimper
For real he is a beast
@@3310-f2g I'm sure there are many great people too but is this really the time or place to start listing "yea but" names? I know you didn't have any mean or asshole'ish intent but...just saying. Much love to everyone
As others have said on here, my heart is breaking for you. I have been asking God to take away your pain and to be merciful to you. You have been so strong through this whole battle. You have not disappointed any of us. You have pushed yourself farther than most of us could. You are a strong and honorable man. You have my respect and admiration. Let your faith in God carry you. Psalm 23 reminds us that "Even when I must walk through the darkest valley, I fear no danger, for you are with me; your rod and your staff reassure me." You are my brother in Christ, and I will continue to pray for you.
beautifully said. we dont care how professional a video is -- what matters is how genuine you are in sharing your journey. you have helped many people with your humor and love. May the Lord give you comfort and peace.
He speaks for us all.
@@dothatch5147 amen
Amen Steve!
I was a hospice nurse. Had a patient with similar problems you are have it so together just want you to know that. Have been watching for a while. No sorries necessary. I know you pain and weakness are so extreme. But your still making videos and talking to us.
You amaze me. I love you and you’ve touch my heart so much. Just know I and so many are here and feel the same. Prayer for you and your family.
Rest in peace Mark. You may not have had one million subscriber's but you certainly have one million followers. Your inspiration lives on Thank you.
I will Always Regret not Having the opportunity to Meet You or be Near You as a Friend! I used to believe People were Overrated and not as good as we have been led to believe! You have Changed that! You Lived to Restore that Tractor and Your Mission has been Interrupted! Take what time is Left and Comfort Your Family!
I am 72 yo and look up to you for You Optimism, Faith and Strength! I would be proud to call You "Son".
I battled My own bout with Stage 4 Cancer in 1972! The Changes that makes in Your Life are Astronomical! Your Drive, Your Will Power and Compassio skyrocket to the Top! I see that in You! May God be with You and My Prayers will Contiue feverishly! Bless You, My Friend!
amen
My husband and I drove to a Meet and Greet in Killeen TX 3 years ago and met Mark. He radiated joy and has a strong loving heart full of love you can see in his eyes.
It's an honor to know him.
Yep Amen
Your a good kind man Mr. Kurzhals.
Amen as well!
No apologies needed. You are such an inspiration. Please take care of you and enjoy your precious family! Sending love and hugs!
I can't imagine these long hellish days walking in circle in your garage unable to even sit due to the pain watching yourself being eaten away by some demonic disease.
He kept a brave face all the way through, such a warrior, an inspiration to anyone facing any kind of battle in life.
Thanks for keeping the videos up these are teaching moments.
This is heartbreaking; honestly, I don't watch for the tractor stuff, just like you and your sense of humor and grace. Hugs and prayers...byeeeeee!
This breaks my heart. You’re an amazing person and i hope you can be pain free and enjoy the time you have with your wife and kids.
They’re pushing this guys channel so hard it’s kinda weird this is like the fourth different video of his to pop up in my recommended. RIP buddy, I wish I knew about you sooner
Same I watch demo ranch and drewski not every video but I still had no idea this is sad and I will remember this for my whole life
Watch his older videos.
Enough with the "recommended" crap it's an ALGORITHM and you clicked the first video so it recommened the others
If you watched all his videos plus his family videos you get to know him. He is a true hero. RIP.
Father in Heaven I pray,mercy,peace, comfort and strength for Mark and his family! 🙏
Amen.
Amen
Amen
Amen!
Amen 🙏🏼
Mark for me it never was about the tractor rebuild specifically. I want you to know what you have done is show me how to LIVE EVERY DAY EVERY MINUTE. You are a hero to so many. God Bless you and the family.
When he said “it’s hard because its 5 in the morning and Im hurting” I really felt bad
Mark I am soo sorry you’re going through this!!! I wish there was something we could say to make everything okay again. Just know you and your beautiful family are in my prayers!! Our Lord is with you!!! Please lean on Him. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
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royan thegoat love this quotation
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Is that Shakespeare?
Tracy Ball - Do not go gentle into that good night by Dylan Thomas
Thank you. I have heard and loved this quote for years but I didn’t know it’s origin.
Seeing how frail he is in this video, especially from the other days when he was so vibrant. Just shows the absolute damage and pain cancer does to the patient and others around them. Be thankful for those around you.
Prayers sweet soul!!!! You're amazing! Your attitude is so powerful!!!
Honestly , I was never here for the tractor, I have been following your story , praying for you every day.
I am so sorry , I love your family , and it hurts my heart to see you going thru this
I wish you nothing but peace
I am like his sweet wife Jackie who doesn't care anything about mechanics but cares everything about Mark. We watch Mark but not the tractor.
Hi Mark, I'm not sure if u recall seing my comments In any prior vigiueos lol. I just realized that these projects that myself & all these flocks of people have been watching & following have not been simply fixing and overhauling of lawnmowers & general house /farm equipment. It's alot deeper than that, I belive in my heart that this tearing down tractor piece by piece to assemble again but cleaned up, new pistons, clips, sleeves, probly Lil valve work. This is all so deep, arou d the depths of " a message to you're self & all whom cares for u etc" that message is if we take the time to disect life's obstacles, rearrange using priorities as rule, purify our wrong doings and actions by replacing with brand new true & balanced parts. Once we ut it all back together the tractor will be reborn in the sence of there will be no reason for this machine to do anything but run optimal. Brother these projects are all personal art pieces, they are u speaking metaphoricaly to "YOU'RE SELF" you can not and will not give up on purifying all parts that arnt working in Harmony with ur bodies mission of love and life. Uve thought us so much, but this was all just the precursor of the class ur gonna start teaching and walking all of us through. Bro please step back to reassess ur choices. When a man is egsauhsted he tends to trickem self into folding unless the job he had took on is finely completed, at that point a man may step back to admire his craft & skill, to verify his creation certainly relays the message he so designed it to say... Either way I admire ur work and craftsmanship, may every single man or woman who watches you're videos come to extract all the wisdom and courage u continuely use as the common materials to complete any & all projects.. U are a profound artist of his own craft. GOD BLESS u and you're family & friends, may u be blessed with all ur heart desires. Thx u for opening my eyes with grand message of live and life...
okay man, we always cared about you more than tractor, we just knew you’d love playing with it. You are still so the Dude. Peace and hospice nurse help. XX
No worries, it's a mature man who can make a tough call.
So sad to here of Marks passing my God bless him and his wife kids and family and friends you will be missed God Rest your soul love light and peace.
The " things" left behind mean nothing. Your comfort and family mean everything. Peace be with you.
I,m so sorry Mark , my heart goes out to you, Jackie and your little ones😥❤️
My wife was diagnosed with Leukemia about a year ago and we have been fighting it ever since. Watching you go through this hell of a nasty ride, makes me think of how life is unfair to some people - some good people - some people who absolutely don't one bit deserve any of this. I'm sure I'm preaching to the wrong person, but keep up that positivity. keep up that amazing attitude, and don't you ever give up. doing so you have accomplished 50% of the job. You and my wife have both given me the opportunity how simple and fragile life is and how to really appreciate every moment to the fullest and be grateful of the simplest to the most complex things you have in your life. My thoughts are with you from Toronto we pass on our love, positivity and encouragement to battle this together. Peace upon you friend!
I hope you are doing okay now
“He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away”. Thank you for sharing your story and continue to pray for your comfort. I am so sorry you had to go through this.
Beautiful comment! ❤️🙏🏻💔
I agree with every word. Amen
Trying alternative treatment in Mexico. DO NOT give up!
Well said, mixmasterjt. Thank you. We love you, Mark.
So sorry. You have been doing great on this tractor really loved seeing how much you were enjoying this project. God bless and you and your family.
I'm so sorry you're in so much pain Mark. You're such a fighter and I respect that. Love, blessings and strength to you and your family ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Never apologize to us, you are an amazing human being. It breaks my heart to see what you are going through. I wish I had the power to take cancer away from you!! We all love you!!!
Your in my prayers man whatever happens Earth is just the beginning of life.
King Ice Shard Yes! this life is like a blink of the eye compared to eternity in Heaven,where there is no pain or sickness!Hold on my brother,you are in God’s mighty,awesome,loving hand!!!
@@robinsaba3888 Amen, we all are.
Seriously!! The BEST is YET to COME!!😊
The Lord has you, my friend!!♥️❤️♥️❤️♥️😘
@@Nan-59 Thank you, indeed he has all of us!
King Ice Shard A Sunday school teacher gave us an example of our time here, we 6-10 years old, in a way we could understand. She picked up a large bucket and an eye dropper. We went outside and she had us fill that large bucket with the hose. We filled it until it was all the way to the top of the bucket. Then she told us the water in the bucket stood for eternity telling us how we could live for eternity. Then she took the eye dropper, took a drop of water from the bucket and said this stands for the time we have here in our human life. She squeezed the drop of water in the bucket and said do you just want to live that small time of that drop of water or do you want to live for millions of drops of water...do you want this entire bucket of life...do you want to live for eternity? I was only 6 years old but I have never forgotten that lesson.
Unfortunately, I'm just now finding out about this channel. It's very obvious that everyone who was fortunate enough to encounter this man, admired and cared about him very much. His bravery and ability to control his emotional state is remarkable. Rest in peace sir.
Keep watching them; we all need to keep watching them bc every time we watch them, Mark's channel gets money for Jacki and the babies.
@@joanhagemier784 exactly i watch at least 4 videos a day
@@understandingautism1389 👍❤🤗
i hate that i didn't know about this channel before he passed too it hurts
"Sorry not sorry." 🤣 Damn right man, you've got nothing to be apologizing for! You may not be the one finishing that tractor, but you are the one who got the process started! Every project and team has to start somewhere!
Absolutely!! I've enjoyed watching it come together!! You did it!!
I'm not gonna lie..a wave of relief always follows seeing your posting of another video. Keep kicking ass man.
This man..makes me feel ashamed bout myself! God bless you....what an awesome person!
You're so brave and strong! It hurts my soul to see the pain in your eyes and to hear the sadness in the tone of your voice.But clearly the pain in my soul comes nowhere near as close to the pain you must be feeling physically and mentally. Yet you still have the strength to bless us by sharing such a private and personal time in your life. Not many people would be brave enough to share their cancer journey and precious moments with their family like you are. Thank you for all that you do!
No apologies needed Mark!! This cancer you're going through breaks my heart. My continued prayers for you and your family. 🙏
My love to you y'all as well!!
You are an AMAZING man Mark!!
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R.I.P. happy your home in heaven with no more pain. God bless your family and help them get through this 😢
You've been such an inspiration to me, more than you'll ever know. Sending love from the UK to you and your family. X
It was never about tractors youngster.
We are rooting for you.
Right now pain management to get as much as you can out of every day is truly what matters.
kindest to you and your fantastic family.
You are right. It's not about the tractor.....
There are times we hate life, THIS IS ONE OF THEM.
"Go rest high on that mountain..."
It's ok to say goodbye, Mark. Thank you for everything you've given us. Be with God...
I’m proud of you for knowing when to say when and sad that you had to give up on the tractor but no one will fault you. You did what you could. As for the other channels I think people watch you because you are real, not professional. Love and prayers from Nova Scotia ❤️🇨🇦
I wasn't here for the tractor I am here for the inspiration that you are by just being you. Your soul shines bright.
As much as we love hearing from you and seeing what's going on with you and your family...
PLEASE take care of yourself first and don't worry about us here on the interwebz!
If that means not hearing from you personally, so be it!
Your pain is clearly intense!
Please know you are thought of with the utmost respect and love!
Bless you and yours!
Feel the hugs and holds...we have you in our arms and hearts!! We embrace you and hold you up, we are your family. Love you always!
I miss seeing this guy..he was so awesome to watch..He had the most amazing energy so more love to give so many u tube family that loved him..RIP Mark Hope your partying with God and all your loved ones ones up in heaven...God Bless...Miss your videos..
I’m so sorry to hear this Marc, you are loved so much more than you will know.
Sending love to u all from Scotland xx
And from Denmark. 🙏🏻
At a loss for words. You're such a good man, person, human being. Sad day.
You are probably the strongest man I have or ever will 'meet'. I admire the way you have fought through the progression of this horrific disease. I admire your choices on how you wish to live with this disease. There are so many that fear that not trying one more treatment may be the wrong choice and they dont understand why people choose not to pursue every possible chance. You decided that you preferred to spend whatever time you had available with your family. Your wife and your children, your other family members will remember every precious second of your presence and love. I say only one piece of advice. Do not fear taking advantage of every bit of pain control available to you. Everyone understands and you deserve the relief of not having pain anymore.
You will leave us all with very strong and large footsteps to fill. Peace be yours.
Sometimes ya need others to be able to finish something you start. You know everything is in good hands and will be completed which is a nice feeling. Everyone thanks you for putting your all into this to this point
Your journey has touched so many people. You’re an inspiration. That’s rare. I pray God holds you in his loving arms.
Mary Jette ❤️
It would be nice if a “god” would heal people. Fairytales don’t work.
@@logicwurx Agreed but this isn't really the time nor place.
I ain't a religious man but I know in my soul that there will be peace at the end of this journey.
Thank you Mark, for reminding me how blessed I am. I just subscribed and I'll continue to support your channel. I know you have inspired everyone who comes here. Stay strong brother.
Mark you have changed my life for the better forever...you are one special man...always praying for you and your family...God bless you
Continued prayers for you and your family, brother.
What an extraordinary man. I can’t believe what a strong, courageous and beautiful soul. RIP.
I’m thinking of ya! Rest up and enjoy that beautiful family of yours, sending love and prayers from Australia 🇦🇺 💜
Mark I am Palliative with hospice care also because of terminal bone cancer and end stage liver failure BUT NEVER GIVE UP!!!!! I will be honored to meet you someday in heaven 💙💙💙💙💙
It would be an honour to meet you also. In jesus name. Amen ✝️💗
@@sampeck9235 That u so much Sam💙💙
@@sandymcinalty8427 god bless you Sandy 🙏🏼😇🌍💗
Hey sandy I know you dont know me but I recently read 90 minutes in heaven by don piper it's truly an amazing book and I believe I will see you there someday as well God bless you and keep fighting!
@@simonphoenix5768 I have. Read the book and seen the movie. It's great!! I know someday we'll meet!!💜💜
Praying for God's will to be done. Praying for your healing, comfort, and strength.
Sending much love, strength and thoughts from Australia. Xxx
Love Ya my friend. I pray that you can find some comfort in knowing that we all care dearly for you and the family. Just take it easy and do what makes you happy. It breaks my heart knowing that you're going through this.
I feel bad for him man. Its not fair...who decides this kind of thing? Who decides who lives and dies and the ways it comes about. I feel so bad for him😞
The big man decides. All of these questions you have are questions I had prior to my return to the church. I was lost and sad and very confused. Even now being faced with this evil I find much peace because I trust the work of our God to be for the greatest good beyond my comprehension. I spent a decade actively struggle and searching for the meaning of life and it is only when I gave up my pride that it all made sense. Please attend church and listen. It’s free! And brought me to a wonderful place in my religion. I feel invincible through my relationship with God Death here is simply that and nothing more. The spirit lives on in an eternal paradise. See ya there :). GO TO CHURCH ! I love it ......Free coffee too.
@@mcarriker5 Amen buddy. The bible tells us exactly what will happen and where we are going. I was very sad to lose my mother a couple months ago, but she lived her life for God and she had incredible peace when she was diagnosed with terminal illness. We all will meet our end in this human life, but it is not the - end - of us at all, we are just moving on. I know a lot of people aren't ready for when things well outside their control are dropped into their laps, but I think what matters most is how we live with the time we are given, and who we reach out to and help along the way. Prayers are with you, friend.
@@mcarriker5 you are a stronger man than most and i wish you the best in your endeavors my man
@@harleygarcia8943 He passed a couple days ago. Thought you'd like to know that he went to go be with God and Jesus. RIP.
Homemade Everything I wish I believed. I forget where I heard this. Someone said if you’re not sure, what harm does believing do if at the end there really isn’t a higher power. You still would have been a much happier and peaceful person for believing. I hope someday I meet up with you and my loved ones so you can say I told y’all
Homie, Love and Peace to you
Byeeeeeee🌻😥💕🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🌷
Man, I saw my dad go through cancer like this and I never really appreciated what it actually did to him because I couldn't see it (it was on the back of his tongue). Although I am sure it was/is hard to show what you go though it has really helped me to understand more. I am lucky my Dad is still here but his surgery and treatment left him unable to eat or drink ever again - everything goes though a peg into his stomach (not to mention other long term issues).
I am sad you have decided you can't continue on with the tractor but I am glad you have found it a home with people who will love it at take care of it just as much as you do.
I hope your days pick up a bit and you get some more decent family time. xx
Thoughts & Prayers sent your way. Sounds like you have some pretty amazing friends willing to help finish your project😊
I lost my husband to stage 4 lung cancer. He was diagnosed 3 weeks after our daughter was born. I wish we would have documented his fight. I know it must be exhausting but keep it up. Your children, family and others will cherish it all. You are strong and incredibly brave. I love you brother. I am praying for you and your family.
Hi Mark. I just received my "Build it Stronger" t-shirt. When I hold it it makes me feel that I have a little bit of you in my arms. Thank you for so many reasons. 💔
I pray for peace, Heavenly peace in your heart, in your mind, in your soul. Perfect peace ♥️
I don’t know anything about tractors. I’ve just been following your difficult path, sometimes crying for you.
At this point nothing can help and you are such a trooper for keeping this going.
All of us following you love you and your family.
😭 aweeee mark... I feel broken for you. I'm lost for words your really struggling with this. We are all loving and supporting you. ❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️
❤ hope to "see you on the other side" one day young man. You are such an inspiration to us subscribers and those who know you. You put up a valiant heroic fight. Bless you my dear.
I am a 70 year old lady and came back to watch you again. It is February 2, 2022. I am still so sad that you had to go through this. You were a very special man.
Wow, I'm the first one to view and comment! It's always good to see you. I'm so sorry for all the pain and suffering. I don't know how you do it. Still praying for you to have some good days, and of course for a miracle. You are simply a genius about everything.
"Therefore, my brothers, you whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, that is how you should stand firm in the Lord, dear friends! ... And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Phillipians 4:4--- Stay strong Mark. Don't worry, the Lord is watching. He sees your struggle and your deeds, and he will take care of it all. 🙏💪
Amen! We love you, Mark, and are praying for you! 💓
Your entire disposition, the way you carry yourself under these circumstances, to me seems almost superhuman. Inspiring.
Oh my heart... Your courage and strength to keep us updated when you are hurting so...! Praying earnestly for you and your family!
Oh my goodness Mark, my heart breaks for you, your wife and your two beautiful children. Sending so much love to you you brave, strong man xxx
I'm simply speechless. My heart has sunk just watching you go throughout this. I follow your dad's channel. What a sweet man he is and, as a father myself with two boys and a girl, I know exactly how he is feeling. I pray for you always, wear your shirt often, think about your kids. I cry. You are an awesome individual.
Strongest of the strong!💪 Make every minute count. We are with you.
98% of us didn't donate to see a tractor. I know nothing of tractors. I donated to share in your life. I struggle sometimes with feeling like a voyeur, but the humanity you personally restored to a great many of us may be the legacy you will not live to see but I promise to carry your goodness with honor.
Beautifully said 💕
Agreed! Perfectly said!
I third that motion!
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Agreed. Watching Mark's strength and wit through all of this makes me strive to be a better person. He's shown me it's not what I'm going thru that matters but rather how I can be the best person possible despite it.
Bless you sir, what a gentleman. Rip.
I’ve thought about you and your beautiful family every day since I discovered your channel. I hope comfort and relief from pain finds you today.