As someone who also makes social media content for a living, and also isn't the most eloquently spoken and has a potty mouth, I appreciate you for addressing your insecurity on this! cuz I feel you on so many levels about people judging you and if they catch me on a wrong day, I will spiral... But i think how we speak is what makes us, us! If you tend to curse in your regular vocabulary, then let it be! I think thats why i gravitated towards your vlogs more and more cuz I was like OH! they have no filter, twins. It's more authentic. If you want to change, do it for yourself, not for the satisfaction of a few people. I think you're doing amazing and I only wish you the best
🥹🥹 you’re so sweet thank you so much❤️ yeah 1000% I feel this as well - I know some people find it crass or whatever but I think when people swear its quite charming (as long as their intentions are good ofc) power to you for being yourself as well🫶🌱 sending love!
One of the many reasons I love watching your videos is BECAUSE you're not afraid to cuss and as a fellow person who has a sailor mouth I love the casualness and realness you project. Like other commenters have said it feels like listening to an actual friend, and we raise our friends up here!! Keep doing you booooo ❤
I enjoy how you speak because when I watch your videos I feel like I’m listening to a friend instead of just watching a video. You speak calmly and casually and that, in turn, makes me feel calm and casual :-)
I found your channel recently from the art shop vlogs and I really enjoyed seeing the process of things being planned and finalized. But as I explored your other videos, I found that I liked the overall cozy vibe that came from just listening to you chat and seeing you live your life and going to the park, things like that. I find the way you speak rather comforting because I can tell it’s straight from your mind and not scripted - to me at least it feels human and natural. I can’t imagine how it feels to put so much of yourself and effort into creating and getting negative feedback on something that is basically a part of who you are. That is definitely hard to brush off even though you know logically it’s not something worth dwelling on. Anyways I may have rambled on too long, just wanted to leave a comment as someone who really appreciates your videos! :D
this genuinely made me tear up🥹 thank you so much - it’s 100% how I feel and just reading it back, knowing that these feelings can get through to someone watching makes me feel so seen❤️❤️ thank you thank you
i actually love your voice. you're one of my favourite vloggers because of the way you speak and the absence of music, which spotlights your way of speaking. obviously everything shared with an audience has some degree of performance even subconsciously, but with your videos all of it combines to feel really authentic.
I'm not saying this just to make you feel better, but your cadence, editing and calmness in your content is the reason why I watch it. We always look at others with criticisms and petty things to say. The internet is a crazzy and scary place, and you continue to put your trust in your audience, I know its hard to not wonder what other people will think especially when the world is made up of other people. But as long as your here for yourself, your doing the dang thing.
I love how genuine and real you are in the way you speak, including the swearing. I'm the same way, I swear a lot and am also an illustrator who is worried about making content out of fear of judgement for the way I talk. I connect with your content because of the swearing and because your content is different from the other art influencers out there. It's raw, real and not squeaky clean and I think we need more authentic content creators out there. Keep doing what you're doing!
You are so REAL in these videos, uncensored in the best way, and I want to let you know that you inspire me to become more candid in my videos moving forward. I've been a fan for awhile and while I've largely been quiet, I want you to know that I think you are superb at speaking because of your candor. Keep doing what you're doing and let us drown out the haters
Havent finished the vloggy yet but just wanted to say: you are great Leech!!! Fuck them haters. Part of why I love the stuff you put out is it's (as far as i can tell, a stranger on the internet who doesnt actually know you LOL) an authentic picture of you and your process. As a fellow Artist with Problems™, it means so much more to see someone showing their actual, whole creative process and life, imperfections and all, than an idealized product that downplays how fucking hard it is to make it all work as an artist in this capitalist hellscape. I've been really inspired by how you describe your difficulties finishing pieces or struggling with self-doubt, but still pushing through and making great art (as well as vlogs about it?? wow???) As I slowly drag myself twds my own goal of having a shop and stickers and patreon and vlogs and such, your vids have been one of the biggest inspirations to keep going even when it's a slog or i get discouraged!! YOU ARE GREAT AND DONT LET ANYBODY TELL YOU OTHERWISE send tweet
it felt so special listening to you open up and be vulnerable about your thoughts on where you are right now because it's so visible how much you care about things that may be small for others and we can see how much these parts and events in your life mean to you and its just... precious, its so precious :]]
love, you are one of the most talented and amazing people that I inspire myself. Sometimes I put your videos on and your voice helps me to feel asleep because it’s comforting…. be you do you focus on your art and your dreams and fuck the haters!
As a first time listener, don’t change the way you speak. I’m so tired of the “influencer accent/dialect”. I really enjoyed your candidness with functioning as an artist posting online. Thank you
i've recommended your channel to all of my artist friends because of how much i love your long chatty vlogs, so you best believe i ran to get that yappy tier!!! so excited to listen to ur pod :0) - sickvicsick
EEEE!!! I can't wait to get that postcard and fishy sticky in the mail!!! 🐠 Congratz chan chan!! You've worked so hard for so long to get here ( ; v ; ) Any and all support you get is so well deserved, so don't ever second guess yourself 💪😤. I'm certain your launch will be successful (It already has been! Honestly!) There's only upwards from here! 💕 Keep going chan chan!
So excited that your business is growing, your channel is growing, and you seem like you are having fun with it! I recently got back into art after a long pause due to depression and moving and I’m so glad because art is so therapeutic to me
thank you🫶🫶🫶 I’m so happy you’ve found some space to create again🥹 art is such a joyful thing and I think while it is sometimes necessary to take time away from it, it’s always such a beautiful thing to be able to come back to and connect with🌱💗
Bruh, cuss away. One of the big reasons I like your vids is a sense of realness and showing that emotions are a powerful and beautiful thing! Keep up the good work! 🙏
To be able to write here and let you know that even after watching your videos and listening to you and how you speak. It's quite a beautiful thing. I'll be cheesy so prepare yourself, the way you speak, cuss, use filler words, the way you're being yourself, being a hooman. It's all you. And it's cool you are starting to notice how you speak to us and to others. And seeing you feel and show how you feel is heartful and warm because I can relate to that. I use to be just like you too, and how you are critically thinking about everything is just mind blowing of how much we as creatives, as artists, as ourselves think on it. One thing I want to say is that you're a human being, you're still growing. Allowing yourself to grow in more ways than others. How you do something is your way of doing it. Everyone is different and everyone is far from what 'normal' should be. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. 1 vs 100, keep this rule in mind. I get 1 bad comment, I will weight it against the 100 good comments. Because negativity for us is different from how others see it. And I implore you to enjoy the love you get from the many. Im not asking you to ignore the bad. But take the bad instead as a compliment to build yourself with. It's weird I know but stay with me lol, a bad compliment sounds better than a bad comment. Compliments are hard to accept and yet we can take them better than criticism. Take your path how you wish to take it as, don't take the advise but hold onto it for later. It'll be hard to see it differently, but I think it may help with the anxiety of it all. I hope you have a wonderful day to you and any who reads this.
Also to note to the 'trying to understand' what others think. It's good to try and understand, but don't let it be a source of anxiety. Allowing yourself to be harsh about yourself because of other peoples way of thinking. Its not within your control to understand someone else. You understand you, allow yourself to know "This is different, I don't know what this means to me. This is someone's opinion." Repeating this aloud may help change how peoples perspective can turn away from you. This is what I do when I see something bad someone said about me, it's nothing I can do to change how I say or do for that person to change their opinion. Because it's not something I can control. Knowing that may help
I’m really grateful to how raw you are with everything in the process of becoming an artist or even in all of your works❤1 hour feels like an hour chilling with a friend~ 🎉 Congratulations on your patreon launch!!!!🎉🫶❤ I’M SO HYPED FOR YOUUU
Oh, I'm always so happy when you upload. :) Thank you for sharing all the details. I've always wondered how Patreon functions. The stickers and the postcards are absolutely wonderful! I don't mind long videos, please keep them coming! Thank you so much for all the transparency. With each video I learn so much! Also, please don't focus on the criticism. I know exactly what you mean by how bothered you are by "the way you speak". I keep stumbling over words in my videos, making grammatical mistakes, and switching my thoughts mid-sentences, but I think it's more important to be your authentic self. I appreciate your vlogs, your insights and how you put your videos together. Sure, our own inner critic is always the loudest, and the negative comments stand out the most, but I just want to remind you that there are a lot of us who really love your videos and the way you speak. :)
thank you❤️❤️❤️ all these comments are reminding me of the overwhelming majority that truly enjoy what I do - heart is so warm🥹 thank you for the reminder❤️🫶❤️
I love all the video essayists that you shared in your channel, so I'll feed your addiction even more; here some of my favorites that I don't remember seeing in your channel: Folding Ideas, Action Button, Maggie Mae Fish, timmm (he has a Skyrim video!!). Loved the video as always (your voice is great).
I relate soooo so so so hard on wanting to be able to handle all of it without closing off & especially wanting to see the good in humanity and not be focused on that little group of folx who are genuinely just being mean or bad.
🥹❤️ its a complicated thing to feel for sure - I think leading with love and empathy first yourself will always feel better regardless of how other people are moving in the world
@@leechuts yes! Agreed. Keep sharing your experience! It’s worth it, I want to build myself up on TH-cam & seeing people specifically in this space talk truthfully is very very helpful. keep being you!!!
with all the lovely paragraphs written by people who resonate with the insecurities of projecting yourself into the distorted void that is the internet, i'd like to say a.) i wholly agree with them. its a terrifying thing to be known to this scale, and receive every (unwarranted or otherwise) comment of perception, and b.) i originally subscribed to your channel BECAUSE OF your introspection and candid attitude towards presenting your craft (and by extension, yourself). i love introspection and transparency and all the self-aware confusion that comes with the human experience, and your videos hold all of those facets with such grace an respect. while my reason for watching/subscribing isnt everyone's reason, i think you deserve to hear that those traits of your channel are sometimes the exact reason people gravitate towards your personality specifically!!
I find your swearing and open dialogue very refreshing. It reminds me of the old youtube. And at this moment it looks like nearly 18 thousand people have decided to follow your channel soooo… sucks to suck for the haters 😂
I am a superb sensitive person, so i feel you! One dirt could get a f*cking better of me and forget the thousands of flowers. I like your voice actually and it is soooothing like matcha latte hahhaha. And i hope you continue to be you, keep on doing what you doing ! Btw love the artworks! I just checked that your shop is closed for now, hope it opens soon! Cheers
The way you speak is a part of your personality, so don't change just to please people who don't like or understand you. Remember, they are only hearing and witnessing what you share. Don't alter the way you speak to satisfy negative onlookers unless you genuinely want to.
Anyone who is rudely critical of you can drink wet cement. Your work is valuable, and the people who matter appreciate your candor and the realness of your presentation.
I think you speak fiiiiiine, I like your tone, register and vocabulary. I don’t think you use like too frequently. I felt very self conscious in 8th grade about how frequently I used “like”, but I came to that conclusion on my own, without hateful comments from others. And I was using it so so much. Multiple times in a sentence, every other sentence. I asked all my friends to I terupt me with the word BEEP every time I said like in a non essential way. It’s very annoying but also very effective 😂
It’s hard to put it in to practice but I have it in my head that the kind of people that feel like they want to voice unnecessary and hurtful opinions aren’t the kind of people that have opinions I care about or have valuable criticism
Don’t know if I’m making sense but the second someone puts out a hurtful comment i can automatically cancel it out as oh that’s bad person and I don’t care about pleasing bad people lol
Having dealt with negative comments on social media, some people will always find an excuse to be negative no matter what because they can hide behind their private accounts. I always felt the need to explain myself and let them get to know me and my intentions, but 9 out of 10 times, they only want to see what they want to see and hear what they want to hear. It is quite sad and makes me wonder what they have experienced in their lives to view everything from such a negative perspective. I still struggle with comments that are straight-up mean :( I'm here for you always if you need to talk
thank u unnie🥹🥹 yeah totally - now having experienced what I have as a ~creator~ or w/e i feel so sad for like everyone else who puts themselves out there online who must also struggle with stuff like this - I feel a certain level of solidarity now though in knowing that all of my fav creators must also deal with this but continue creating regardless and I think thats v beautiful🥹❤️
Some people are so miserable ..what a nitpicky thing ..your voice & personAlity is part of your charm . Def part of reason I’m subscribed ..so lame ..I wish you the best
33:21 The amount of free time people have to write such a thing🤯 Just don't watch, I mean no one's forcing you. I for example gonna go and finish watching the vlog, because it's a nice video and I like it 😌
The people that leave pointless nitpicky comments honestly need to get a life. Sh*tting on someone's confidence cos you're bored and doomscrolling on your phone doesn't give you an excuse to sew seeds of hate. If you don't like it, leave. This is not an airport, you do not need to announce your departure 👋
Girl you speak as you like !!! If people don’t like it, they can just skip the parts where you speak or not watch your videos… I really don’t understand the urge to write mean comments, that’s really weird… don’t worry about swearing and the “like” part, it’s ok ! We all talk like that ! And honestly, I prefer 100% listen to someone natural who speak as they do irl ❤ it’s more cosy
Can I honestly say that I became a sub and patreon specifically because you swore? I have been in the same boat and have been incredibly self conscious and I don't think you should change anything. Please don't. Be your true authentic self, your character will attract your audience.
Fck anyone who has an issue w you or your way of speaking we're here for your art and I think you're cool and would hang out with you. People are just mean because they feel like sh*t about themselves >: l
loved the video! About the negative comments, I've never met anyone who leaves them that wasn't a) a looser or b) a literal child, so I wouldn't take them too seriously (easier said than done, I know). Also this is your f*cking channel, you should be able to speak how the f*ck you want
omg ily thank you🥹❤️ thats totally true I guess I never thought anyone who could sit through my videos would be super young - but something about viewing negative commenters as literal children takes a lot of the weight off it LOL
I know you know this but just in case it needs reinforcing- you do not need to change yourself for judgemental internet strangers. You are good and valid exactly as you are. Its also a huge red flag on their part that they think its okay to nitpick how you speak and act? There are *so* many channels out there people can go watch if they dont like the way you speak etc, its so easy to just... click off? Its also super understandable that this would get you down, i imagine its very exhausting trying to not let it get to you especially when your brain is also whispering unpleasant comments to you as well. I find that these funky brain states come in waves for me and even just knowing that im in one is helpful in combating the thoughts and realising i need to give myself and others more empathy and patience during it. That was a bit rambly but i hope it made some sense and hopefully help a little in knowing youre not alone with these things ❤
thank you🥹🙏🙏❤️ yeah totally - I feel like I know myself well enough at this point that I can tell when something is getting to me, so I can combat it with a lil extra love and patience with myself - I appreciate the ramblings🫶
haha everything's ok, but I was going to comment about the "like" word and then you say that and I'm LIKE haha.... just try to forget about the word 😂😂😂😂
Tbh, I don't like how many people speak with the "TH-cam peppy talk" on TH-cam, it sounds so fake and unnatural. It puts me off watching videos like that. I'm not from a country of English speaking so to me you speak like a normal American accent person? Maybe more natural and softer TBF. Don't let those few comments get you down, I know us with anxiety focus too much on just a few bad comments instead of the good sweet and kind ones. Just try to focus on yourself and what you want for the channel and f*ck the rest ya know? You're sweet and soft and kind but sometimes you have to get a bit of hard skin to those comments or else this will be such a hard job for you and will slowly destroy your kind soul. I say this with the best intentions I can. ❤
You can always pay someone to check for your comments or get someone you trust to go through them first before you do when you're really low and sensitive. They can remove all the nasty unnecessary comments for you and you'll never see them and they will never ruminate in your mind. It will help you keep your sanity and mental health in check.
thank you🥲🙏🙏 yeah as much as stuff like this can get me down for a little while for the most part I’ve forgotten about it in a couple of days/weeks, and each time I’m hurt but comforting myself with self-compassion I think I get better and better at dealing with things that hurt my silly lil sensitive soul - plus yall are so sweet with all these comments it just makes me feel so loved🥹❤️
Continue to do what you do for you and us as your community. Don't listen to the haters. Your channel brings us all together. I appreciate you and your channel as well as the amazing new Patreon! Thank you for the shout out! It means the world! 🫶 💯🫶
As someone who also makes social media content for a living, and also isn't the most eloquently spoken and has a potty mouth, I appreciate you for addressing your insecurity on this! cuz I feel you on so many levels about people judging you and if they catch me on a wrong day, I will spiral... But i think how we speak is what makes us, us! If you tend to curse in your regular vocabulary, then let it be! I think thats why i gravitated towards your vlogs more and more cuz I was like OH! they have no filter, twins. It's more authentic. If you want to change, do it for yourself, not for the satisfaction of a few people. I think you're doing amazing and I only wish you the best
🥹🥹 you’re so sweet thank you so much❤️ yeah 1000% I feel this as well - I know some people find it crass or whatever but I think when people swear its quite charming (as long as their intentions are good ofc) power to you for being yourself as well🫶🌱 sending love!
One of the many reasons I love watching your videos is BECAUSE you're not afraid to cuss and as a fellow person who has a sailor mouth I love the casualness and realness you project. Like other commenters have said it feels like listening to an actual friend, and we raise our friends up here!! Keep doing you booooo ❤
I enjoy how you speak because when I watch your videos I feel like I’m listening to a friend instead of just watching a video. You speak calmly and casually and that, in turn, makes me feel calm and casual :-)
I found your channel recently from the art shop vlogs and I really enjoyed seeing the process of things being planned and finalized. But as I explored your other videos, I found that I liked the overall cozy vibe that came from just listening to you chat and seeing you live your life and going to the park, things like that. I find the way you speak rather comforting because I can tell it’s straight from your mind and not scripted - to me at least it feels human and natural. I can’t imagine how it feels to put so much of yourself and effort into creating and getting negative feedback on something that is basically a part of who you are. That is definitely hard to brush off even though you know logically it’s not something worth dwelling on. Anyways I may have rambled on too long, just wanted to leave a comment as someone who really appreciates your videos! :D
this genuinely made me tear up🥹 thank you so much - it’s 100% how I feel and just reading it back, knowing that these feelings can get through to someone watching makes me feel so seen❤️❤️ thank you thank you
i actually love your voice. you're one of my favourite vloggers because of the way you speak and the absence of music, which spotlights your way of speaking. obviously everything shared with an audience has some degree of performance even subconsciously, but with your videos all of it combines to feel really authentic.
😭😭😭 what a kind thing to say thank you🫶 I’m so glad I come across that way🙏🥹
I'm not saying this just to make you feel better, but your cadence, editing and calmness in your content is the reason why I watch it. We always look at others with criticisms and petty things to say. The internet is a crazzy and scary place, and you continue to put your trust in your audience, I know its hard to not wonder what other people will think especially when the world is made up of other people. But as long as your here for yourself, your doing the dang thing.
thank you for this reminder🫶🫶🙏🥹
I love how genuine and real you are in the way you speak, including the swearing. I'm the same way, I swear a lot and am also an illustrator who is worried about making content out of fear of judgement for the way I talk. I connect with your content because of the swearing and because your content is different from the other art influencers out there. It's raw, real and not squeaky clean and I think we need more authentic content creators out there. Keep doing what you're doing!
You are so REAL in these videos, uncensored in the best way, and I want to let you know that you inspire me to become more candid in my videos moving forward. I've been a fan for awhile and while I've largely been quiet, I want you to know that I think you are superb at speaking because of your candor. Keep doing what you're doing and let us drown out the haters
aw thank you🥹🥹🥹🫶 I appreciate this so much - and same to you good luck with your vids!!❤️
Havent finished the vloggy yet but just wanted to say: you are great Leech!!! Fuck them haters. Part of why I love the stuff you put out is it's (as far as i can tell, a stranger on the internet who doesnt actually know you LOL) an authentic picture of you and your process. As a fellow Artist with Problems™, it means so much more to see someone showing their actual, whole creative process and life, imperfections and all, than an idealized product that downplays how fucking hard it is to make it all work as an artist in this capitalist hellscape. I've been really inspired by how you describe your difficulties finishing pieces or struggling with self-doubt, but still pushing through and making great art (as well as vlogs about it?? wow???) As I slowly drag myself twds my own goal of having a shop and stickers and patreon and vlogs and such, your vids have been one of the biggest inspirations to keep going even when it's a slog or i get discouraged!! YOU ARE GREAT AND DONT LET ANYBODY TELL YOU OTHERWISE send tweet
LOL WAHHH ugh you’re such a sweet human thank you for your encouragement🥹🫶🫶🫶
it felt so special listening to you open up and be vulnerable about your thoughts on where you are right now because it's so visible how much you care about things that may be small for others and we can see how much these parts and events in your life mean to you and its just... precious, its so precious :]]
❤️🫰❤️ appreciate you thank you🥹
love, you are one of the most talented and amazing people that I inspire myself. Sometimes I put your videos on and your voice helps me to feel asleep because it’s comforting…. be you do you focus on your art and your dreams and fuck the haters!
you’re so sweet thank youuuu😭🫶
As a first time listener, don’t change the way you speak. I’m so tired of the “influencer accent/dialect”. I really enjoyed your candidness with functioning as an artist posting online. Thank you
i've recommended your channel to all of my artist friends because of how much i love your long chatty vlogs, so you best believe i ran to get that yappy tier!!! so excited to listen to ur pod :0) - sickvicsick
aaah thank you for your support!!😭❤️ I hope you like it🫶🫶
I love your art and videos!! congrats on opening up your Patreon, it looks pretty awesome!
EEEE!!! I can't wait to get that postcard and fishy sticky in the mail!!! 🐠 Congratz chan chan!! You've worked so hard for so long to get here ( ; v ; ) Any and all support you get is so well deserved, so don't ever second guess yourself 💪😤. I'm certain your launch will be successful (It already has been! Honestly!) There's only upwards from here! 💕 Keep going chan chan!
TYY TANCHAN🥹🫶 its crazy thank you thank you🥲❤️
So excited that your business is growing, your channel is growing, and you seem like you are having fun with it! I recently got back into art after a long pause due to depression and moving and I’m so glad because art is so therapeutic to me
thank you🫶🫶🫶 I’m so happy you’ve found some space to create again🥹 art is such a joyful thing and I think while it is sometimes necessary to take time away from it, it’s always such a beautiful thing to be able to come back to and connect with🌱💗
OH WE OUT HERE DOIN IT. LIKE REALLLLLYY DOOOIINNNN ITTTT.
WE DOIN IT BABYYYY🤩🤩🤩🤩
Bruh, cuss away. One of the big reasons I like your vids is a sense of realness and showing that emotions are a powerful and beautiful thing!
Keep up the good work! 🙏
To be able to write here and let you know that even after watching your videos and listening to you and how you speak. It's quite a beautiful thing. I'll be cheesy so prepare yourself, the way you speak, cuss, use filler words, the way you're being yourself, being a hooman. It's all you. And it's cool you are starting to notice how you speak to us and to others. And seeing you feel and show how you feel is heartful and warm because I can relate to that. I use to be just like you too, and how you are critically thinking about everything is just mind blowing of how much we as creatives, as artists, as ourselves think on it.
One thing I want to say is that you're a human being, you're still growing. Allowing yourself to grow in more ways than others. How you do something is your way of doing it. Everyone is different and everyone is far from what 'normal' should be. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
1 vs 100, keep this rule in mind. I get 1 bad comment, I will weight it against the 100 good comments. Because negativity for us is different from how others see it. And I implore you to enjoy the love you get from the many. Im not asking you to ignore the bad. But take the bad instead as a compliment to build yourself with. It's weird I know but stay with me lol, a bad compliment sounds better than a bad comment. Compliments are hard to accept and yet we can take them better than criticism.
Take your path how you wish to take it as, don't take the advise but hold onto it for later. It'll be hard to see it differently, but I think it may help with the anxiety of it all. I hope you have a wonderful day to you and any who reads this.
Also to note to the 'trying to understand' what others think. It's good to try and understand, but don't let it be a source of anxiety. Allowing yourself to be harsh about yourself because of other peoples way of thinking. Its not within your control to understand someone else. You understand you, allow yourself to know "This is different, I don't know what this means to me. This is someone's opinion." Repeating this aloud may help change how peoples perspective can turn away from you.
This is what I do when I see something bad someone said about me, it's nothing I can do to change how I say or do for that person to change their opinion. Because it's not something I can control. Knowing that may help
I’m really grateful to how raw you are with everything in the process of becoming an artist or even in all of your works❤1 hour feels like an hour chilling with a friend~ 🎉 Congratulations on your patreon launch!!!!🎉🫶❤ I’M SO HYPED FOR YOUUU
TYY😭❤️❤️ grateful for you & ur kindness & support🥹🙏
Oh, I'm always so happy when you upload. :) Thank you for sharing all the details. I've always wondered how Patreon functions. The stickers and the postcards are absolutely wonderful!
I don't mind long videos, please keep them coming! Thank you so much for all the transparency. With each video I learn so much! Also, please don't focus on the criticism. I know exactly what you mean by how bothered you are by "the way you speak". I keep stumbling over words in my videos, making grammatical mistakes, and switching my thoughts mid-sentences, but I think it's more important to be your authentic self. I appreciate your vlogs, your insights and how you put your videos together. Sure, our own inner critic is always the loudest, and the negative comments stand out the most, but I just want to remind you that there are a lot of us who really love your videos and the way you speak. :)
thank you❤️❤️❤️ all these comments are reminding me of the overwhelming majority that truly enjoy what I do - heart is so warm🥹 thank you for the reminder❤️🫶❤️
I love all the video essayists that you shared in your channel, so I'll feed your addiction even more; here some of my favorites that I don't remember seeing in your channel: Folding Ideas, Action Button, Maggie Mae Fish, timmm (he has a Skyrim video!!). Loved the video as always (your voice is great).
omg yay TY i love video essayist reccos!! checking these out for sure🙏🙏🙏 (thank you🥹)
I relate soooo so so so hard on wanting to be able to handle all of it without closing off & especially wanting to see the good in humanity and not be focused on that little group of folx who are genuinely just being mean or bad.
🥹❤️ its a complicated thing to feel for sure - I think leading with love and empathy first yourself will always feel better regardless of how other people are moving in the world
@@leechuts yes! Agreed. Keep sharing your experience! It’s worth it, I want to build myself up on TH-cam & seeing people specifically in this space talk truthfully is very very helpful. keep being you!!!
i really loved this vlog 💓
so proud of youuuuuuuuu
with all the lovely paragraphs written by people who resonate with the insecurities of projecting yourself into the distorted void that is the internet, i'd like to say a.) i wholly agree with them. its a terrifying thing to be known to this scale, and receive every (unwarranted or otherwise) comment of perception, and b.) i originally subscribed to your channel BECAUSE OF your introspection and candid attitude towards presenting your craft (and by extension, yourself). i love introspection and transparency and all the self-aware confusion that comes with the human experience, and your videos hold all of those facets with such grace an respect. while my reason for watching/subscribing isnt everyone's reason, i think you deserve to hear that those traits of your channel are sometimes the exact reason people gravitate towards your personality specifically!!
🥲🥲 wow imma cry what a beautiful thing to hear thank you so much❤️🥹
yay for the long videos :D
I find your swearing and open dialogue very refreshing. It reminds me of the old youtube. And at this moment it looks like nearly 18 thousand people have decided to follow your channel soooo… sucks to suck for the haters 😂
ahaha you’re so sweet thank you😭🫶❤️
Nice video! I like your Vlogs. Good luck with your Patreon! -Atlanta, Georgia USA
I am a superb sensitive person, so i feel you! One dirt could get a f*cking better of me and forget the thousands of flowers.
I like your voice actually and it is soooothing like matcha latte hahhaha.
And i hope you continue to be you, keep on doing what you doing !
Btw love the artworks! I just checked that your shop is closed for now, hope it opens soon!
Cheers
thank you🥹🥹🫶 I’m hoping to open it back up in the next couple of months I think!🙏
The way you speak is a part of your personality, so don't change just to please people who don't like or understand you. Remember, they are only hearing and witnessing what you share. Don't alter the way you speak to satisfy negative onlookers unless you genuinely want to.
لطيفة جدا ومبدعة وجميلة ❤
وبالتوفيق في جميع مشاريعك القادمة وننتظر المزيد من الإبداع🌿🌟
Anyone who is rudely critical of you can drink wet cement. Your work is valuable, and the people who matter appreciate your candor and the realness of your presentation.
I think you speak fiiiiiine, I like your tone, register and vocabulary. I don’t think you use like too frequently.
I felt very self conscious in 8th grade about how frequently I used “like”, but I came to that conclusion on my own, without hateful comments from others. And I was using it so so much. Multiple times in a sentence, every other sentence. I asked all my friends to I terupt me with the word BEEP every time I said like in a non essential way. It’s very annoying but also very effective 😂
It’s hard to put it in to practice but I have it in my head that the kind of people that feel like they want to voice unnecessary and hurtful opinions aren’t the kind of people that have opinions I care about or have valuable criticism
Don’t know if I’m making sense but the second someone puts out a hurtful comment i can automatically cancel it out as oh that’s bad person and I don’t care about pleasing bad people lol
this totally makes sense, thank you for your perspective🫶🫶 i’ll try to remind myself of this next time
Having dealt with negative comments on social media, some people will always find an excuse to be negative no matter what because they can hide behind their private accounts. I always felt the need to explain myself and let them get to know me and my intentions, but 9 out of 10 times, they only want to see what they want to see and hear what they want to hear. It is quite sad and makes me wonder what they have experienced in their lives to view everything from such a negative perspective. I still struggle with comments that are straight-up mean :( I'm here for you always if you need to talk
thank u unnie🥹🥹 yeah totally - now having experienced what I have as a ~creator~ or w/e i feel so sad for like everyone else who puts themselves out there online who must also struggle with stuff like this - I feel a certain level of solidarity now though in knowing that all of my fav creators must also deal with this but continue creating regardless and I think thats v beautiful🥹❤️
Some people are so miserable ..what a nitpicky thing ..your voice & personAlity is part of your charm .
Def part of reason I’m subscribed ..so lame ..I wish you the best
How about "ticket" instead of "token"? I love that tier idea. Very creative 😊
33:21 The amount of free time people have to write such a thing🤯 Just don't watch, I mean no one's forcing you. I for example gonna go and finish watching the vlog, because it's a nice video and I like it 😌
The people that leave pointless nitpicky comments honestly need to get a life. Sh*tting on someone's confidence cos you're bored and doomscrolling on your phone doesn't give you an excuse to sew seeds of hate. If you don't like it, leave. This is not an airport, you do not need to announce your departure 👋
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Girl you speak as you like !!! If people don’t like it, they can just skip the parts where you speak or not watch your videos… I really don’t understand the urge to write mean comments, that’s really weird… don’t worry about swearing and the “like” part, it’s ok ! We all talk like that ! And honestly, I prefer 100% listen to someone natural who speak as they do irl ❤ it’s more cosy
thank you for your reassurance🥹🫶❤️ I feel much better about all of this now I think 8)
@@leechuts I’m glad !
Can I honestly say that I became a sub and patreon specifically because you swore? I have been in the same boat and have been incredibly self conscious and I don't think you should change anything. Please don't. Be your true authentic self, your character will attract your audience.
aa thank you😭🫶 I know this is true deep down, but hearing it validated by yall helps so much🥲❤️🌱
Is that a Wacom?
Ipad pro!
Fck anyone who has an issue w you or your way of speaking we're here for your art and I think you're cool and would hang out with you. People are just mean because they feel like sh*t about themselves >: l
A Like and a Comment to keep your yt alive and a positive experience aswell ❤
loved the video! About the negative comments, I've never met anyone who leaves them that wasn't a) a looser or b) a literal child, so I wouldn't take them too seriously (easier said than done, I know). Also this is your f*cking channel, you should be able to speak how the f*ck you want
omg ily thank you🥹❤️ thats totally true I guess I never thought anyone who could sit through my videos would be super young - but something about viewing negative commenters as literal children takes a lot of the weight off it LOL
I know you know this but just in case it needs reinforcing- you do not need to change yourself for judgemental internet strangers. You are good and valid exactly as you are.
Its also a huge red flag on their part that they think its okay to nitpick how you speak and act? There are *so* many channels out there people can go watch if they dont like the way you speak etc, its so easy to just... click off?
Its also super understandable that this would get you down, i imagine its very exhausting trying to not let it get to you especially when your brain is also whispering unpleasant comments to you as well. I find that these funky brain states come in waves for me and even just knowing that im in one is helpful in combating the thoughts and realising i need to give myself and others more empathy and patience during it.
That was a bit rambly but i hope it made some sense and hopefully help a little in knowing youre not alone with these things ❤
Also aaaa those icons are SO cute!!!!
thank you🥹🙏🙏❤️ yeah totally - I feel like I know myself well enough at this point that I can tell when something is getting to me, so I can combat it with a lil extra love and patience with myself - I appreciate the ramblings🫶
haha everything's ok, but I was going to comment about the "like" word and then you say that and I'm LIKE haha.... just try to forget about the word 😂😂😂😂
Tbh, I don't like how many people speak with the "TH-cam peppy talk" on TH-cam, it sounds so fake and unnatural. It puts me off watching videos like that.
I'm not from a country of English speaking so to me you speak like a normal American accent person? Maybe more natural and softer TBF.
Don't let those few comments get you down, I know us with anxiety focus too much on just a few bad comments instead of the good sweet and kind ones.
Just try to focus on yourself and what you want for the channel and f*ck the rest ya know?
You're sweet and soft and kind but sometimes you have to get a bit of hard skin to those comments or else this will be such a hard job for you and will slowly destroy your kind soul.
I say this with the best intentions I can. ❤
You can always pay someone to check for your comments or get someone you trust to go through them first before you do when you're really low and sensitive. They can remove all the nasty unnecessary comments for you and you'll never see them and they will never ruminate in your mind. It will help you keep your sanity and mental health in check.
thank you🥲🙏🙏 yeah as much as stuff like this can get me down for a little while for the most part I’ve forgotten about it in a couple of days/weeks, and each time I’m hurt but comforting myself with self-compassion I think I get better and better at dealing with things that hurt my silly lil sensitive soul - plus yall are so sweet with all these comments it just makes me feel so loved🥹❤️
Continue to do what you do for you and us as your community. Don't listen to the haters. Your channel brings us all together. I appreciate you and your channel as well as the amazing new Patreon! Thank you for the shout out! It means the world! 🫶 💯🫶
thank you😭🫶 I’m so glad you’re liking the patreon so far! YOUR support means the world to me🥹🙏🙏🙏
You’re welcome and thank you!