Part 3/3 - My Hijab Story - Life After Islam - Morocco

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  • @Minamomy1
    @Minamomy1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +855

    Omg , Sis , write a book . I just finished the 3 videos instead of studying for my exam

  • @SamanthaObrey
    @SamanthaObrey 5 ปีที่แล้ว +357

    I can relate to your story kind of , just because I also want to convert but I don't have any Muslim friends and my family would freak out but I feel like it's the right choice and I'm so happy that God lead me to Islam ❤💜

    • @naimeavdylifeta
      @naimeavdylifeta 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      consider me your friend please

    • @masudrayhan9289
      @masudrayhan9289 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      can communicate with me about islam. masudrayhan37@gmail.com

    • @SamanthaObrey
      @SamanthaObrey 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@naimeavdylifeta aw thank you very much ♥

    • @zeeshanshmad4452
      @zeeshanshmad4452 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i need ur email

    • @networkentertainment9123
      @networkentertainment9123 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      salam 3alikem make the koran (holly book)your freind and you will always find your way .

  • @lydiamansfield9002
    @lydiamansfield9002 6 ปีที่แล้ว +182

    I never would have guessed you went through all of these trials. Mashallah at your grace and integrity and imaan! Shukraan for your honesty and heart 💕

  • @mizzyuk8697
    @mizzyuk8697 4 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    And she was tested again. Majorly. My beloved sister gave birth to a still born. Yet she still came out strong and did sabr because of her faith in Allah and her strong and beautiful relationship with her husband. I cannot admire her enough mashaAllah, I pray all good things come your way Aileen, and you are blessed again with beautiful children who are the coolness of your heart and eyes. I have firm belief that when you do sabr upon all the tests you are faced in life and you come out of it in one peice, by the help of Allah, Allah will not only grant you ease and happiness and success in this world but all your previous sorrow, pain, grief etc is converted to infinity rewards in the hereafter for you and I think that's totally worth it. Now you have a beautiful child just waiting for you and your husband in jannah to come collect you on yawmul qiyama SubhanAllah. May grant you even more strength and patience and make you from amongst the sabireen and shakireen. Ameen 🤲🏼.
    I pray you have an amazing and accepted Ramadhan and a very blessed and joyful Eid Aileen. Lots of love from a fellow sister in England 🌹♥️

    • @istarlinhassan2030
      @istarlinhassan2030 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      MashAllah what a beautiful dua for our beautiful sister ❤️❤️

    • @mizzyuk8697
      @mizzyuk8697 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@istarlinhassan2030 Alhamdulillah she was blessed recently again with a gorgeous sweet baby girl mashaAllah

    • @istarlinhassan2030
      @istarlinhassan2030 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@mizzyuk8697 MashAllah that’s great news

  • @yassminaritaj5423
    @yassminaritaj5423 6 ปีที่แล้ว +192

    Words can't describe how you moved me now .. all I can say is that you're like an Ayah or a sign from God to me .
    Specially because I am going through a hard time at this point of my life and your 3rd part of your story came out on time for me :')
    While watching your video it was time for صلاة المغرب so I paused the video and went to pray and I cried but I felt your story is like a releaf or something soft telling me "it's going to be ok just be patient" ..
    Thank you for being an inspiration to us and sharing those priceless words ♡♡
    By the way .. I'm from Egypt and I pray that I will meet you one day sister♥
    ( but not in Egypt XD )

    • @ammarreda7838
      @ammarreda7838 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Sal Blasker حصل

    • @Summerdotbeauty
      @Summerdotbeauty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel the same way right now. Never have I felt like someone in a video spoke so directly to me. As if she knew exactly what I’m going through without actually saying it. SubhanAllah. The messages she said were so spot on may Allah grant us all ease and remembrance that whatever we’re being tested with will pass.

  • @livewithmusic93
    @livewithmusic93 6 ปีที่แล้ว +525

    Noo you didn't tell how you met your husband and fell in love. I wanna hear that too :D

    • @huzy.
      @huzy. 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      G MG
      Same I was dying to hear....
      InshaAllah next video I guess

    • @zebahanif5033
      @zebahanif5033 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      G MG omg that's what I was hoping to hear too lol

    • @jdaykin73
      @jdaykin73 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      There is no love in islam. Only hate

    • @zebahanif5033
      @zebahanif5033 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      james James what makes you say that? Is it the media? Everyone knows that it's all corrupt and controlled. Have you spent time with any Muslims?

    • @jdaykin73
      @jdaykin73 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      The quran and the hadith are some of the most hateful texts in human history. Muslims try to brush this off as "oh Saudi" or "oh that's not the real islam". Actually research the life of Muhammed and read the quran. The quran is essentially a war manual

  • @tawfiqseidumantani8321
    @tawfiqseidumantani8321 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Sis,lm a Muslim brother reading yr story from Ghana, Accra. It has inspired me as a Muslim n in life in general. May Allah bless u n let u enjoy d beauty of Islam.

  •  6 ปีที่แล้ว +195

    You’re so strong mashallah

    • @cyclonememes2355
      @cyclonememes2355 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oh are you another brainwashed basic white revert with no idea about the world?

    • @jdaykin73
      @jdaykin73 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So strong? For following the teachings of an ancient warlord who abused children?

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      @user-qs7ff8vc3z 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      please contact me

    • @russ8156
      @russ8156 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jdaykin73 fuck away

  • @mylifelizabeth
    @mylifelizabeth 6 ปีที่แล้ว +247

    You inspire me to be a better person. May Allah reward you for every hardship you've gone through & for every girl you've helped through sharing your story, whether it be hijab, depression or anything else. Insha'Allah we will meet in Jannah, Ameen.

    • @lailaalbarati9939
      @lailaalbarati9939 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Elizabeth R Ameen

    • @cyclonememes2355
      @cyclonememes2355 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is why islam is a death cult. All it's about is meeting in the afterlife and living the absolutely worst, most boring life on earth. You do realise Muhammed was a middle aged merchant who heard voices in his head and convinced himself they were the word of god then went on a warpath and abused many children? Brainwashed

    • @jdaykin73
      @jdaykin73 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      All converts are just extremely basic white girls with no clue about how the world works. Muslim men specifically target them as they're easily brainwashed and will produce babies for them and not question anything

    • @anonymousanonymous1993
      @anonymousanonymous1993 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

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    • @jamescooper6263
      @jamescooper6263 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      HATERS GO AWAY...THIS WORLD (LIFE)IS MERELY A TEST....

  • @amilaje6204
    @amilaje6204 6 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    What a story, you are really really brave girl!

  • @karolinelopez
    @karolinelopez 6 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    Thank you so much for sharing youre story! You are truly a inporation to me. Im a 23 year old convert from Norway, and Alhamdulillah i Found youre Chanel. I hope all of The best for you. I really feel like you are a sister that i havent meet yet. Inshallah i will meet you one day. Love you lots sister❤️😊 subhanallah 🤲🏼

    • @halimadiallo9377
      @halimadiallo9377 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      May Akkah make your path easy and bless you with loving and caring people sister:)

    • @cyclonememes2355
      @cyclonememes2355 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aww another simple brainwashed white girl with absolutely no idea about the world following the teachings of any ancient warlord who abused children. How sweet

    • @karolinelopez
      @karolinelopez 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      james Im sad for you that you dont have Allah in you’re heart.. Alhamdulillah that i do.

    • @jdaykin73
      @jdaykin73 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No, you're following the teachings of a middle aged merchant from ancient arabia who heard voices in his head then convinced himself it was the word of god. He was a very mentally ill man and would be in prison if he were alive today for what he did. A very sick and disturbed guy

    • @donjonbro1432
      @donjonbro1432 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      karoline B you go girl haters are the proof of islam

  • @Zaga33
    @Zaga33 6 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    The guy in Marrakech helped you in the middle of the night that so kind of him, you should think him and be thankful for that 💗

  • @AbdulGani98
    @AbdulGani98 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    "You made your story seems so easy, but I can feel - What you went through"
    May Allah protect us from all evil, and bless us with the best of the best..!

  • @ZelElz
    @ZelElz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Depression is a disease. You can't just decide not to be depressed. So don't ever blame yourself, if you couldn't be merry all the time.

  • @redivine88
    @redivine88 6 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    So sad to hear that Singapore gave you a bad experience! Please do come back and i would love to show you around! God bless you dear Eileen...your story is so inspiring!

    • @jmx46
      @jmx46 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Enna Jeon ...me Agreed w/Gals...me juz abit upSet w/ ms.eMilah... esp. w/ those Hijab Boutique Retail's yhoo..!

  • @sofialramirez
    @sofialramirez 6 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    I thank Allah for your life Eileen. You inspire me everyday, I already wake up everyday for Fayr and I feel so happy! Alhamdulillah because I found your page. Allah bless you always 💗🙏🏻

    • @cyclonememes2355
      @cyclonememes2355 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      So you're brainwashed to follow the teachings of an ancient warlord who abused many children including Aisha when she was 9?

    • @fahrizalfirmani4221
      @fahrizalfirmani4221 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@cyclonememes2355 please be respect on Islam. We never bother your belief.

    • @isaun6523
      @isaun6523 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@cyclonememes2355
      How is your information true?

    • @justasoul4228
      @justasoul4228 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cyclone Memes hello,i’m afraid that you can misunderstand this but it seems like you are the one who is brainwashed.The lack of information has mislead you.I’m not going to explain everything that you got wrong here,but I highly recommend you to google the topics.What you are doing here is called ‘prejudge’ and is not something nice.
      Have a nice day.

  • @wewinkurnia2988
    @wewinkurnia2988 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    And when im soaking with tears and depression I found your story Masya Allah it gives me strength

  • @forevergoingforward
    @forevergoingforward 6 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Asalamulaikum, I reverted at a young age as well. Your story is inspiring. Thank you so much for sharing.

  • @jodi9361
    @jodi9361 6 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    My heart has been hurting so much lately and this coming into my subscription box made me feel a little better. You’re positivity makes this lonely girl feel some hope 💕

    • @jodi9361
      @jodi9361 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      When you were just talking about loneliness, I could 100% relate. It literally destroys every part of you. I really struggle making friends and as an extrovert, that is hard. I’m hurting so much, like I feel sick getting up in the morning at the thought of having no one.

    • @MJ-dh6zx
      @MJ-dh6zx 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hello Jodi! Reading your comment I can already tell perhaps you may be going through a difficult time in life. Please let me know if you need any social media contact info from me as I’m more than happy to talk to you daily and listen to anything you may want to get off your mind! Please don’t lose hope in whatever your wishing for. Good comes to those who wait :)

    • @shezadm6300
      @shezadm6300 5 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @mik55tv22
      @mik55tv22 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jodi9361 i would like to be your friend maybe talking to people would help you feel better inshallah

  • @Dust2Turaab
    @Dust2Turaab 6 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Assalamualaykum Eileen, I honestly can't put into words how inspiring your story is.
    I currently feel lost, as though Allah has big plans for me but I can't yet envision where I'm going or how things are going to pan out, but hearing your story I realise I have sooo much to be grateful for. I'm not even being tested with a small amount of what you've been through. May Allah reward you abundantly for all the sabr you did and are still doing. Remember "Allah loves the Sabirin".
    Please keep inspiring us with your beautiful wisdom and life experiences.
    InshaAllah meet you in Jannah!❤

  • @ramasmohamed7355
    @ramasmohamed7355 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    finally it's out can't describe how I waited 4 dis part😍😍

  • @jannah0065
    @jannah0065 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Thank you for all the advice you are giving us xx may Allah reward you for all the hardships you have overcome

  • @halimap8536
    @halimap8536 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Yayyyyy another video!! Your videos are so interesting 😃

  • @farhana.l8410
    @farhana.l8410 6 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Eslimah your story is so inspiring ❤️

  • @asija9083
    @asija9083 6 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    You’re so inspiration person. Allhamdullilah i found your videos. Love from Czech Republic ❤️❤️

  • @zenobiaxxx4959
    @zenobiaxxx4959 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Oh my God, I can realy understand what you did go through, I'm still in the same Position and I'm still learning to don't hold on, on my Plans.
    I did really love the Nasa'ih you gave, they are good and based on Islam, It's that you are educated in Islamic topics.
    I wish you the best and may Allah allways steedy your Iman :)
    PS: I apologize for my writing skills , still working on that one.

  • @MJ-dh6zx
    @MJ-dh6zx 6 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    Oh my god eileeeeeeen! Ive legit been waiting for this video for years 😂 but seriously I’ve been following you since 2014/2015 and have stalked the entirety of your Instagram and wouldn’t have ever guessed that you could be going through such trials! You are seriously a good influence in my life, even if it’s just a small selfie on Instagram or an update in stories! Your story is soo damn inspiring. You are one of the few social media influencers that I know for a fact I will forever support and love 💕 inshaAllah we will one day meet! JazakAllah Khair :)))

  • @Little_MuslimNation
    @Little_MuslimNation 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your words were really inspiring probably because of how genuine they were. Thank you, I needed this

  • @razanmohamed5524
    @razanmohamed5524 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    i cried so hard watching this .. i see myself in your story :"( alhamduleAllah i ask god to grant you happiness ameeen .

  • @karim5216
    @karim5216 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You're such an inspiration sister. You're so strong, genuine and lovely person. Would love to hear more stories from you.

  • @michelleriskin8252
    @michelleriskin8252 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am considering converting to Islam, hearing your story, and watching all 3 videos have helped my soul and mind. I'm from a jewish family that isn't very accepting of other religions, as well as not having many muslim friends and people around me. But hearing your story and how you felt uncomfortable to wear a hijab in estonia, gives me some strength that slowly I will go down the path as you did of putting it on. Thank you so much for sharing. Mashallah.

    • @parentsof3238
      @parentsof3238 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      If you have any questions or just want to talk let me know :) Islam is in reality the religion of peace

    • @sarahk8565
      @sarahk8565 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hello Michelle! I’m so happy to see that you are interested in Islam 😊 May I suggest something ?
      I have been following an account on Tumblr called Reverthelp. Their Instagram is revert_help. Their website is:reverthelp.com/
      I met a couple of recent revert friends they mentioned to me that the admin is a professional life coach, who helps them with their questions and supports them through their process. They are very happy with the support they get from them and they have a very nice community. Seeing your comment, I thought they might be very helpful for you as well. 😊 Do hit them up, Best ^^

  • @amandacastillo5501
    @amandacastillo5501 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your story is so moving! I love this. Brought tears to my eyes. Keep sharing please.

  • @latishamaria8187
    @latishamaria8187 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This video made me cry😭 you are such an inspiration❤️❤️ May allah swt keep you safe and grant you jannah

  • @nicolemanuel1822
    @nicolemanuel1822 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    wow! Your testimony of faith and trust in God is encouraging. just hearing how you struggled to find your way and not even knowing if you would and yet, here you are. You are inspiring. I am a Christian and like you, I do believe that God is one not a trinity but I hold high respect for people of true faith, by that I mean people who are true to what they believe in. May your path continue to be enlightened as you journey through this life. Blessings!

  • @alinalinalina6825
    @alinalinalina6825 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Masha Allah, i just found your channel. 2 am now and i'm battling with my depression although I'm not particularly challenged by any life hardship. I can't for the life of me understand what i'm going through, i just know that i'm constantly tired and not wanting to meet anyone etc. But when i listen to your story, i kind of find a relief. This may sound stupid, but i just cried my eyes out listening to you. Can't go to sleep, might as well prepare sahoor and pray. Thank you for sharing.

  • @HaiderH1
    @HaiderH1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    So inspiring, thank you for sharing your story. May God bless you and your family.

  • @ImaneSerg
    @ImaneSerg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I somehow can relate to ur story and I'm so thankful to Allah for coming across ur channel !! Ur so inspiring.. every single tip of advice u gave is what I need to hear now ! Thank u & keep up !

  • @hananeerrafik6408
    @hananeerrafik6408 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm so proud of the woman you are today. Thank you for this beautiful serie you have no idea what a positive impact you have on so many girls. I wish you and you're family good health and happiness. Much love and respect from morocco 😘

  • @rabiaayse1826
    @rabiaayse1826 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    When I watched these series of videos, you gave me the desire to pray more and be more and more greatful for what I have. Thank you!! You were like an power button for starting to pray again! Thank you!!

  • @uminabihah
    @uminabihah 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m all teary when you’re ending this vid! Can listen to your journeys for daysss cuz they are so pure and heartfelt 🤧 thank you for putting up all the efforts to tell us what you’ve been tested with 💖 Very inspiring indeed!

  • @silentpashtolover4662
    @silentpashtolover4662 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Marshallah I watched all parts of your story thank you for sharing xx

  • @lair21
    @lair21 6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Thank you so much for your reminders with faith: hearing your story gives me a bit more strength to stand through my hardships and depression. Ma'sha'Allah ...never stop smiling Eileen! ☺️

  • @mahamuneir9672
    @mahamuneir9672 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I have a completely different story of life and I'm just watching bc I love watching you and I want to know you better, but you have completely boosted a spark of inspiration and satisfaction in my mind and my heart too. Your words are so helpful and sympathetic. May Allah relief and heal your heart.

  • @sleepynidzyy
    @sleepynidzyy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Such and inspirational story mashAllah! I myself feel a void in my heart like you felt and I can't find a way out of this pit I fell into but your story has given me some motivation to keep fighting. Salam alaikum from Bosnia and Herzegovina 🇧🇦🇪🇪

  • @tasneemrabin1303
    @tasneemrabin1303 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Oh wow watching this now after knowing what test you’ve just been though 💔 May Allah grant you ease, Ameen ❤️

    • @kaaffkaaff3734
      @kaaffkaaff3734 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Anyone who wants to discuss Islam and religion should contact me. Thank you

  • @m.faizansari993
    @m.faizansari993 6 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Masha Allah... may allah bless you.. you are the true believer, I'm very impressed. Most of the revert or convert videos are very long and boring but your story is really interesting, i couldn't stop watching once i started. If anyone make a movie based on of life it would be super hit😂😂😂... And I'm really motivated by the way you believe in Allah, The way you keep praying, the way you were kept struggling...😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 May Allah give you opportunity to do Haj or Ummrah.

  • @salmanurulhuda5963
    @salmanurulhuda5963 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your words resonate with my soul on so many levels and I hope Allah puts blessings in every aspect of your life. Thank you for sharing, Eileen you're the definition of an empowering woman.

  • @midnightsky9985
    @midnightsky9985 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your story is such an inspiration, I'm a in phase of life where I'm surrounded by people but still lonely, I have a home but I feel lost and you just gave the courage to fight and become a better person. May Allah Bless You!

  • @JasmineCheema92
    @JasmineCheema92 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I have been waiting for the third part. Thank you for sharing your story, Eslimah. I'm sorry, I forgot your real name. I would honestly give you a hug if I was with you. You're such a strong woman. You've been through so much in life and now that you're in a better place, you can afford to laugh at the bad things that have happened to you. Like, you're so so strong that the bad things that happened to you seem so little now. Allah definitely loves you, Eslimah. I am confident He saved a spot for you in Jannah. You have no worries. Just continue doing good and you will be helping yourself nail that spot in Jannah. I love you xx All the best, girl.
    P.S. I love your videos x

  • @-ihhssan-9062
    @-ihhssan-9062 6 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    Mashaallah! You don't know how inspiring and relatable your story is to me. I'm currently going through the loneliness you are talking about, being lost an not knowing why so much hardships are happening. I pinpointed so many similarities between you and me, personnality wise and, Although i can't talk to you in person , it's so comforting to know that someone knows how it feels to go through what you're going through, and how you feel, and that's it's going to be okay, and you'll understand if you keep having faith in God. As I said in another comment, you're my new favorite person! May Allah reward you for all the good you've done through sharing your story! Thank you! I hope to see more videos from you inshallah! Much love from France

    • @halimadiallo9377
      @halimadiallo9377 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      @ _ihsane_ Salam Ihsane ukhty, pour moi aussi les temps sont dur si t'as envie d'en parler, n'hésites pas(je vis aussi en france lol)

    • @-ihhssan-9062
      @-ihhssan-9062 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      halima diallo oh c'est gentil, barakallaufiki ukhty 😊 Avec plaisir :)

  • @sarahyats2940
    @sarahyats2940 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for sharing,I’m loving you being back on TH-cam and hearing your story is so inspiring. May Allah bless you always xx

  • @greatman4770
    @greatman4770 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am strongly exited with this story of yours Eslimah, I laughed where possible and shed ties where necessary. Its so nice. Masha Allah you survived all these trials!

  • @mkaa1627
    @mkaa1627 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This girl impresses me all the time her story vaccinated me thanks Sis for sharing this important journey towards finding true purposes of life. Awesome awesome awesome

  • @bettywith2girls
    @bettywith2girls 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Yes, you have to believe in yourself and your abilities. You've been through a lot...my goodness! This is the first time I've met you or seen your channel. You should be proud of what you have accomplished or overcome. Yes, get rid of the toxic people in your life...it's not worth it. Thank God (Allah) for the angels on earth that help us on our way, or our journey, in life...I've seen all 3 of these videos; excellent videos! I wish you well and happiness...

  • @rubamasal1516
    @rubamasal1516 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    you just taught us SO MUCH for life.. Thank you, sis!

  • @aaqeelahfloris6552
    @aaqeelahfloris6552 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Masha Allah. This story had me in tears. It really moved and uplifted me as I'm sure it has done for many others who have watched it. I saw that South Africa is on your bucket list. If you do come Insha Allah, it would be amazing to meet you! May Allah bless you abundantly. Ameen.

  • @annettemartin4287
    @annettemartin4287 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Thank-you for the inspiration I watched 1 thru 3. It really helped me being in the midst of trials and test as a Christian to hear other believers testimonies.

  • @jediaaass5076
    @jediaaass5076 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You just made me cry and cry, I can relate all now in this moment of my life. I wanna hug you and cry just cry. I have a lot of struggles, every morning when wake up I just feel so empty, I feel that I have no one, I feel that the struggles will never end, but you now you give me hope I wish one day all this what I been trough now will be inshallah a beautiful memory. Ameen

    • @sumbulakhtar1885
      @sumbulakhtar1885 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jediaa A'ss rasool Allah used to pray and remember his Lord when sad. Try praying tahajjud and cry your heart out.

  • @mfk1234567890
    @mfk1234567890 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing flow to the story telling. MashaAllah very sweet and straight from the heart. May Allah bless you. Aameen!

  • @mymunachocco
    @mymunachocco 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    MashaAllah. I just found you today after seeing a post about your loss..so unfortunate that such sad event lead to be you. You went through so much to reach here and I cannot comprehend you going through another big loss.
    But like you said ,Allah is the master planner and he knows best.. I wish you and your family the best and May Allah grant you the patience and faith to overcome this.
    Ameen.

  • @suleimanomipidan8012
    @suleimanomipidan8012 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Jazakumullah for the story you narrated. It resonates so well with me. You went through a lot and the negatives were enough to throw you off the path of Islam but you persisted. You persisted because your imam was substantive. May Allah continue to strengthen you, open more doors of grace and barakah and means of access to everything, amin. Jazakumullah and regards to your spouse and family. Waaalam

  • @sondossnassar
    @sondossnassar 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you very much Elieen for sharing your story , thanks very much for these advises , your words have really touched my heart and inspired me , so thanks for that . ❤❤❤❤
    May Allah bless you ❤❤🌸

  • @ranaahmed4487
    @ranaahmed4487 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mashallah incredibly inspiring Eileen! I’ve been following you for years (before Morocco) and would have never ever imagined that behind your instagram account were all these trials and tribulations. This is again another reason why once should never take people’s social media life at face value and should be grateful for whatever they have at hand. You have also inspired me so much with your strengh, perseverance and undying willingness to build a life for yourself amidst all that loneliness in countries you’re not familiar with / people and cultures you were being introduced to for the first time in your life. Another thing I think when you’re born in a Muslim majority country and surrounded by Muslims all your life, sometimes you lose your strong iman along the line and forget to fight every signle day to know more, be more and do more for your faith.. Your experience and how much you had to put in/ the struggles you had to endure to be where you are as a Muslim just remind me that I need to do much much more with my own faith and re-think where I want to be as a Muslim..I could go on forever.. but your videos have touched me deeply and I hope that because of you this “effect” will remain and drive a lasting change/shift in my mentality and actions that Allah can reward you for inshallah. I will you the best in life and in the afterlife.. may Allah shower you with his peace and blessings :)

  • @sabrinak6134
    @sabrinak6134 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg subhanallah your words are so wise, It’s certainly a reminder for all of us. Every time we go through trials and tribulations in our life everyone thinks that their problems are the worst so we are not as sympathetic towards others whose problems seem frivolous. Peoples capacity to endure certain difficulties and stressful situation maybe be contrary to others but that doesn’t mean their stress is any less . Our coping mechanism vary from person to person. So we must learn to be sympathetic towards their struggles. Thank you sis your vid is certainly food for thought.

  • @nafissaghanem3308
    @nafissaghanem3308 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Salam alykum, sister. Finally your 3rd part.. Definitely interested about your story. 💕🌸

  • @mohammadnagati5682
    @mohammadnagati5682 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    May Allah bless and reward you for your perseverance during your journey

  • @hebasaad8673
    @hebasaad8673 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh my God .. the last part of this video made me cry alot like a message or something i needed to hear right now ... Mashallah you are so inspiring and motivational ❤️
    I always think that people who was non muslims and converted are so lucky to have such a great level of faith than a born and raised Muslim in an arab muslim country “ Egypt” By the way 😄
    I love you so much and i wish that i could be strong like you and never take my Islam as an ID religion
    Thank you so much for this video .. your words meant so much for me and really touched me
    May Allah bless you a d always guide you ❤️❤️❤️

  • @ainslengebacen
    @ainslengebacen 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Alhamdulillah! I just came upon your videos on this day where I am feeling down! You seriously help me reflect on myself and knows that this is my test from Allah! MasyaAllah! You are such a great person! Alhamdullilah!

  • @samarchemlali3243
    @samarchemlali3243 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Your Story is so incredible. With your experience you make it so inspirational

  • @SondosShapsogh90
    @SondosShapsogh90 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You are truly inspirational. I love watching your videos and was sooooo happy to have met you in Dubai. I actually went to DMFW just to see you :) I pray for Allah to grant you all of the happiness and success in the world because you really deserve all the best. Looking forward to your next video❤️

  • @itschaimae7370
    @itschaimae7370 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    the timing of this video couldn't be anymore perfect for me ! i feel like i am going through a quarter life crisis these days, and seeing how my peers either found the perfect job or started building their own family and then there is me still jobless and clueless about what i want to do in life ..... let's just say it wasn't the best combination :) !
    you are such a courageous and strong women and a great role model for many of us. it's amazing to know the behind of scene of what we see in social media , i know am one of probably many girls who looked at your pictures and thought " whoa lucky her traveling the world " or " i wish i had the same opportunities as her " , but knowing now the situation that you were in ,it blew my mind !
    honestly am moroccan and i gotta tell the " 2 am marrakech " story sent shivers down my spine ! i love my country but i know for sure it can't always be safe especially for a young women at 2 am with a random taxi guy ! i would have gladly invited you to tangier if i knew what was going on , but alhamdulillah as you said GOD is the best of planners and i'm truly happy for you and for what you've become after these hardships !
    love you and may Allah bless you
    ps :sorry for this long message :)

  • @nirvana3895
    @nirvana3895 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the experiences you've lead is truly fascinating...thanks for sharing

  • @husanzibahs.447
    @husanzibahs.447 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    It's amazing how i can't explain my feeling after watching this video , so many positivity in only one video .. I really love it , i swear i can spend 24hours listening to your stories , thnks for your advices ,, it's truly relatable alhamdulillah.. ❣

    • @itzzara_6985
      @itzzara_6985 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mee tooooo 🥺💚🤲 subhanallah

  • @zaynaba62
    @zaynaba62 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Assalamualaikum :) Thank you so much for sharing your story....I feel like you left it at a cliff hanger lol! Would love to see a part 4- Qatar story! :)

  • @user-ug9hc6lt4s
    @user-ug9hc6lt4s 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow Eileen. I remember your pictures of Morocco and i thought you were SO happy. It just goes to show that we only show what we want people to see. Only Allah knows what we conceal. You're a true inspiration, just amazing. God bless you ❤

  • @humming_words_on_the_tree9934
    @humming_words_on_the_tree9934 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    U have travelled sooo much... Learnt so much... Explored so much... Went through so much pain... U inspire ♥

  • @fatimabejticjusic5039
    @fatimabejticjusic5039 6 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    May Allah bless you and your family. Thank you. 🥀

    • @user-qs7ff8vc3z
      @user-qs7ff8vc3z 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i am muslim from morocco i am looking for a woman to marry

  • @alo2a1019
    @alo2a1019 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m so glad I came across this video elhamdulilah! I’m going through a divorce with a 2 year old daughter and life has been quite difficult but I know this is my test. Watching your video has given me such a sense of hope, thank you for the great advice ❤️❤️

  • @ann-mariehabkouk8513
    @ann-mariehabkouk8513 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    SubhanAllah! This was such an amazing video. I stayed up all night watching most of your videos of all of your journeys and in particular watching this 3 part serious on your journey through Islam.
    Alhumdulillah you really are an inspiration to many revert and Muslim women all over the world!
    You have inspired me to become a better Muslim and truly immense myself in what I believe, And not have to worry about what others think or say InshAllah
    Thank you so much for these videos. May Allah reward you and forever grant you guidance and ease in times of hardship.
    Assalamualaikum

  • @nadamoustafa2274
    @nadamoustafa2274 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel so much of your words even though I'm going through a completely different situation,thank you for posting this and for putting my feelings into words.❤

  • @MatiullahAhamad
    @MatiullahAhamad 6 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Love the way you narrate your story it makes more interesting to watch anyway good luck for the rest of your life I pray Allah make it easy for you :)

  • @AmirAmir-cp1qo
    @AmirAmir-cp1qo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Your husband is a lucky man and I think he knew it the moment he married you. Just a question: how did you're parents react when they found out about your faith ? Would be interesting to be included in part 4.

  • @zwischenburkaundbikini2418
    @zwischenburkaundbikini2418 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Alhamdoulillah, it is so great to have you back! I missed you after you disappeared!

  • @lilisshezleena243
    @lilisshezleena243 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for being so inspiring..i'm now facing difficulties and hard time too..u remind me to put a trust on myself and hold on to what i believe..in shaa ALLAH i will get up and fight for myself!

  • @mcsteely19
    @mcsteely19 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i wish i had sources like TH-cam for inspiration when I was going through my most difficult times as a young adult finding my place in this world.

  • @lauragermangirl
    @lauragermangirl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I loved this video! I'm Christian but nonetheless I found your story so inspirational! Thank you for sharing! :)

  • @mohamedmufeed5958
    @mohamedmufeed5958 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for sharing your journey!
    Salaam from Maldives ❤

  • @sheilaroc
    @sheilaroc 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    MashaAllah what an amazing and very adventurous story. I have been following you on instagram for more than a year and never even knew that you had a TH-cam channel. It is only yesterday, as you mentionned in your stories that we might be interested to watch how you converted to Islam, that I discover your channel. I watched all 3 parts in a day and all I can say is "mashaAllah what a story!". Watching you on instagram, I would have never thought you went through so much experience and hardship. You were very courageous to travel all alone in all these foreign countries, not knowing where this was going to lead you next. Your faith in God is surely what must have protected you from any serious danger and what must have guided you alhamdulillah to the path you are now. I am very happy that you ended up in Qatar and that your life seems blessed and finally settled. Thanks for sharing so openly your story. There is a purity and glow on your face, on top of your constant beautiful smile, that are both very striking and unique. I can tell that mashaAllah your heart is pure and honest. May Allah continue to shower you with His Light, His Guidance, His Protection and His Endless Blessing. Ramadan Kareem to you and to your family in Qatar 🙏🌸⭐💕🌙

  • @nehadee8719
    @nehadee8719 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Your story should be turned into a movie! So inspiring!❤️ Your story telling skills are amazing too x

  • @milenamancic8367
    @milenamancic8367 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I feel your depression... i was there also... i just wanted to say how stupid i was... out of long way depression, feeling loneliness and like all alone in this world... i made the biggest mistake - i got married... which did not end up well, as expected ...
    Stay strong, God bless you and your family. Regards from Serbian revert 😚💕

  • @YA-ju7op
    @YA-ju7op 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow. You are truly inspirational. I honestly respect your method of communicating to us only the positive of horrible experiences. You do not open up to details (that would essentially attract more viewers). You do something much more important than that, you integrate islam in your past and future as a beautiful variable that provides resolution to problems and the perfect system for every stage in your life. Thank-you for sharing these experiences.

  • @enchanted_wildflower_
    @enchanted_wildflower_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are so strong and brave! Very inspiring!

  • @sikandartajammul4970
    @sikandartajammul4970 6 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    You are such an inspiration sister. God bless u

  • @shafatima6130
    @shafatima6130 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Subhana’Allah , very inspiring! May Allah SWT bless you always Eslimah 💖 Aamiin. Thank you so much for sharing this. Beneficial reminder. ✨

  • @lynazie7641
    @lynazie7641 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Masyallah sis... I cried seeing all your 3 videos. Thank you for sharing your story... Motivates me to be a better Muslim...

  • @unknownuser7491
    @unknownuser7491 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You are shining in and out ! 😍😊

  • @troysmith8215
    @troysmith8215 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    All I can say alhamdulillah.
    Thank you for your videos truly shaded some light on my situation about second guessing things and wondering what people would say . But wearing the complete hijab still I am struggling . Getting out to meet other sisters as well . So I understand the loneliness. But thanks for the again .

  • @sawlenghocksalimshariff9535
    @sawlenghocksalimshariff9535 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Luv ur revert story and the way you present it.Even lt last for 45 minutes but it doesn't bored me at all. May ALLAH SWT grant you jannah.

  • @willywonka7582
    @willywonka7582 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much for posting this video I am Muslim and I was born Muslim and I also live in the same city u live in but I felt kind of distant towards Allah and I stopped praying and doing a lot of things but thx to your videos it did make me feel motivated again thank u for your time and your stories ❤️❤️❤️

  • @zinnersat3859
    @zinnersat3859 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    salam wbt. dear eslimah..may Allah bless you, always..syukran for sharing your moments..you're another strong person..i get to know about