Social Media is pretty dark- art theift, tracing ect. is actually pretty common and in the end, if you're not active, people eventually lose interest. Thank you Pluvias for sharing your thoughts and feelings. I'll continue to support you in any way possible!
Yes, it's so true. But as much as it is dark, social media still gave us chances we never dreamt of having before. It's pretty much a double-edged sword. Thank you for being so kindly supportive
Pluvias, I’m sorry for what you had to go through. I’m perfectly alright if you want to post less and I’m sure others are too. I love seeing your art and the process. I remember when I had joined and you were so passionate! Your passion is what made others want to join, so don’t worry about posting a lot. Post when you feel inspired~! I loved the tips you would give on how to draw and I loved how you tried new things out. Seeing your art motivated me that I too could get better! I don’t comment much but I wanted you to know. I will be here to still support you and your channel. You’ve been through a lot, and I want you to know that I and many others will still support you!
Thank you so much for your kind support. I really appreciate it you leaving a comment despite it being a thing you don't usually do (I'm pretty much the same) so I feel very grateful for it, and that you've been following this channel all along. I want to bring back that content that both I and you guys enjoyed
Hang in there!! You're one of my art inspirations and part of the reason why I decided to pursue a fine arts career. Take all the time you need and know that we'll always be there for you!
Watching this made me cry so much...! You should never feel pressured to upload just to keep the other viewers interested, you should always draw for your own enjoyment! ^^ We are all here to support you in whatever path you choose to continue and we appreciate you connecting with us to inform us of your feelings behind the scenes. Your artwork is really inspiring and it drives me to start a TH-cam Art Career as well! I've seen you grow from the very beginning of your channel and I'll continue to watch every new step you take. Just know, we'll always be here if you need any support coming your way! We love you Pluvias!
Is all fine! We all are humans being and we deserve to rest once in a while And everyone should understand that too Take as much as rest you need We will cheer for you 😊❤
I agreed that TH-cam always encouraged quantity more than quality. And that’s make creator burn out with low quality content. I totally understand your stress and I also want to tell you how lucky you are. I am a small TH-camr who only have 114 sub after one year keep uploading drawing content!!! But when I stress out I really just keep remind myself about what is youtube to me. To me it is a place to keep my own drawing thoughts and process record also it is like a diary which can record my daily in a more comprehensive way. Just define TH-cam in your own perspective and in a comfortable way, you will find yourself able to enjoy the process more. you need to remember your followers can feel it. They won’t enjoy your video if you are not enjoy making them. They can feel your energy ! So just try to define TH-cam yourself and that’s work for me I hope it work for you too.
So many artist/content creator I followed have similar depression problem, and it's easy to fall into a vicious cycle. I'm glad you figure out your next step, because no one else can figure that out for you, do what ever makes you happy. Cheers!
I’ve loved your art ever since ur old videos! I remember watching ur speedpaints when I was young and had inspiration from ur copic marker videos. I support u so much❤️
Stay strong dear, you will overcome this things, and please. Don't force yourself to do things you don't feel like doing, if you enjoy it then that's great, but your mental and physical health is much important than numbers ♥️
That's right! Enjoy what you create and upload it, you have been doing a good job this whole time, coping with reality and social media isn't easy anyway, and as most comments said, this is for you first before your fans, something you feel proud of, of course getting your art recognized is something beautiful, but be careful, too much of work for that is stressing as you said, you'll be okay, Pluvias!
Social media always kills the joy, you start getting obssessed with numbers and you forget what you draw for, it is like you start doing things for other and not for yourself in the first place, watching this made me think about stepping away for awhile and start over when i feel better about myself and my art.
Im really sorry, nobody should have to be put through that, your true fans would support you no matter what, id be happier for you to do what you want then drag yourself down a dark depressing path, you've inspired me and helped me not quit drawing ever since ive known this channel, i hope you follow your dreams and ill always be here for you, do what you want not what social media wants, i hope you stay positive and never quit what you love! Take a break, dont pressure yourself, and never forget that you are amazing in every way possible
I can understand you very well For me i struggle with keeping up with my art... I always lose motivation and desire to draw after few weeks of getting back to it, and it makes me even more anxious not being able to draw and enjoy it I hope you get better and better Pluvias Take a rest whenever you need it and don't force yourself, espacially in this lockdown We are here supporting you no matter what ♥️♥️♥️
Damn this is the first video that I’ve seen in my sub box of yours for a while. I think the last one I saw was your flannel pattern tutorial. I used to love your content and it’s upsetting that the system isn’t letting me see it regularly.
We all love you so much !! I’ve watched you for such a long time and it’s totally okay that you want to upload less often . I hope you will soon be happy and I send all my love and support !💖💖💖💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕❤️💖
You really don't have to worry about crunching yourself into uploading for us so much!! You're one of the few pages that are blessed with understanding fans and we support you no matter which road you want to take!! If you feel pressured and worried about anything, feel free to take things your own pace and upload only when you feel you can, it's important you don't overwork yourself and if you keep up such a lifestyle eventually you'll lose your passion for drawing!
You're absolutely right, treating your passion as if it's a production machine eventually drains you out of inspiration and will. Thank you so much, I'm very grateful I have a community as understanding as you..
It's ok we are here for you and it's ok to take a break we will still love you and I kinda get it you feel as if you have to keep the people around you entertained and you feel as if you have to keep telling them i'm sorry I'm feeling really tired and I'm don't have a lot free time and then some people don't care and they only care about when you upload and the people who do that are 2 faced but I hope you are ok and don't get stressed and I hope you are ok ☺️ and WE LOVE YOU 😘 ❤️💕💜🖤💓💛💗💚💖💙💕💞💝 You were born to be real not to be perfect- Kim Namjoon 🤗
I’ve been a huge fan since 2017! You inspired me to start digital art and continue with it even though I had hard times as well. Don’t give up!! We’ll always support you Pluvias🍀💖💖
I have the same problem...and I wish I could think like you right now. I still need to discover my art style and school struggles me to continue to draw...also, I feel very unnoticed and that makes me really sad. I also wish to make videos on TH-cam, but for now I won't. However...I always loved your content, and it was You who made me love to improve. It was thanks to You that I learned how to color, and I alway felt happy when a video would come out on your channel. I followed every Drawing in Live you did and won't stop following you, because you deserve it.💚
Thank you so much for being so supportive. Life is hard, obstacles keep jumping in our way, but keeping hold of our passion is what's most important. Things will get better. I was about to give up at so many points in life, but every time was back to my passion I felt so thankful I never did that. And the same goes to you and literally everyone; never give up!
Is okay, Pluvias. Take your time! No need to force yourself. Everyone deserves to take a break. We're happy that you decided to reach out to us! It really helps us understanding even more. You always inspire me with your drawings, Pluvias ^^
I've been a fan for what feels like years!!! It's so nice to see this side of you!!!!!!I post on a different channel and I feel you!!!!! You really inspire me thank you for being there and please take your time to post and just know I'll be there when you post to like and comment and support you!!!!! 🤗🤭🙂💘🌹🌷😆🙂☺️☺️😄😁😃😆😃😀
I really want to talk to you guys more, thank you so much for sticking with my channel for years. I wish you the best on your channel. Don't drain yourself and keep up the hard work!
I feel you, but for now I'm not doing any video to upload on TH-cam because I need a little time to think about it. I feel very disappointed because not so many people are following me on Instagram, and when that happens, almost immediately that person leaves. (Most of them followed me, and I followed them back, but then, after one day or two, or even hours, they unfollow me. I don't understand why it happens)
TH-cam and social media don't measure our worth indeed. That's why I think we ought not to be too concerned with numbers, doing that is very toxic and mentally draining tbh. I believe that if do what we do because we love it and feel passionate about it, people eventually follow and come along. That's how I started, and that's how many others did. I've been online for over 10 years, and being where I am right now took forever. Draw because you love it, improve your skills because you enjoy it. Growth takes time, but it's worth your efforts. Actually I have so much to say about this but I don't want my comment to be too long. I hope one day I'll talk to you guys about it.
All humans have their own struggles. You have something that is really needed by beginners like me. If you want to rest for a while, do it. Do what you want to do. But please don't stop, you are one of my inspiration in drawing. I rarely found channel like yours. I will always watch what you will upload whenever it is. Thanks for sharing what you want to share with us
You are the one who taught me to draw (I joined your program at Udemy), you are my inspiration, we will always be there for you. Take your time and keep up the good work. 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼
Oh Pluvias, I’m so glad you shared that with us! 😊💕✨ I just want you to know that you’ve inspired me so much! SO MUCH! I found your channel about three years ago and have never found a better art channel since. Ever since I can remember I wanted to be an artist, but when I was about 11, I began to realize that my art wasn’t at all what I’d hoped it to be. I started to lose hope and almost gave up... until I watched your “How I Started Drawing” video which gave me so much courage! Seeing where you started and seeing where you are now really encouraged me so much! And because of that, my art has improved a ton! I love your style and everything you put into it ❤️ Even though some of your subscribers may not give you the credit you deserve, there will always be many of us who will! I hope and pray that you’ll find a perfect schedule that will be less stressful and more relaxing for you and know that me, along with many of your other subscribers, will always be here for you and enjoy and appreciate everything you’ve put into this channel! God bless 🤗😄🤩💕
Hey you should do whatever you WANT to do you should never force yourself to do something you love to do for fun because its like that that you feel like quitting what you love to do the most..:/ You should draw whenever you want to :) You can do it Stay safe
I am sorry that you had to go through all of that. Watching your videos makes my day and when I first found your channel I was watching all of your videos and they inspired me to start focusing on my art and I have improved a lot just by watching your videos ♥️✨
Hello Pluvias, I've never commented on your channel but I've been a subscriber for years. You're ny inspiration to start drawing. I just wanna say I'm so happy that you're talking to us about your struggles! ❤️ Since the view numbers were increasing I was really wondering how you must have felt. Honestly if you want to take some time of I will support you! I think it's the best solution as well. Especially now in quarantine we all need to take breaks to calm down with whatever is going on around us. Fighting!! ❤️❤️❤️
The algorithm caught me on this. What's awful is, I actually did remember you and miss your channel, but I forgot your username to find you. I subscribe to you, surely it'd be in my feed? Anyway, I admire your work, and I'll patiently await for your loved works.
😔 I’m really sorry of what you had to go through. I have watched you for over 1 and a half years now and I admire you. Time is nothing!! I can wait for your drawings. Please don’t stress yourself out. No one has the right to judge you and leave you because you didn’t upload for so long. Social media is very dark. I had depression because of it. Enjoy art if that’s what you want and don’t feel pressured to upload daily. You are the most amazing person I have ever seen on social media. You did a good job posting your thoughts and feelings on social media. Just do your best for yourself 💖 I can’t wait to see more art from you! + I’ll continue to support your art! I’m sure there are many people with me so don’t stress out 💜
Whenever i watch your videos i always wonder whats happening behind the big screen, and now i know, and i get it, cus even tho i dont post any videos i luv to draw and do art but sometimes when im not drawing i feel like im not improving and i feel like i have to force myself to draw to improve, but no.... cus to improve you have to feel like you want to do it and not just force yourself to do something you dont wanna do and that goes the same for you pluvias, you dont have to force yourself to draw all the time, and its okay to take breaks bc like u said in the video drawing is a stress reliever and not something that produces stress and pls always remember that we understand if you dont wanna post videos more often and also pls remember that even if you dont post as much videos we will still remember you, so wut im basically saying is that taking breaks and not posting much dosent mean ur a failure, we love u pluvias~♡♡♡
i understand how you're feeling. true fans will always come back to watch your videos even if its uploading randomly. don't give up, we are here for you. thank you sharing your voice
Hang in there! Do what you gotta do, and definitely take care of yourself! Enjoy the process :) I see so many artists feeling the pressure to constantly create content that they forget why they even started. Sometimes, we all just need to take a step back and find our origin/passion :)
You were and are a great inspiration Pluvias! It is part of my job to draw, and nothing could have worked that well if you weren't upload tutorials or make the udemy course. You upload when you feel like it. If you stop: I definitely will not forget you.:)
I've been following you for years,, probably since 2016 or 2017, and I've watched you improve and looked up you ever since then. I've always stuck around and watched your videos, and you've always managed to give me inspiration to keep drawing, as well. I truly hope you can come back with a great smile on your face, more motivated than ever to draw again. I love your drawings, and not just your drawings, but you as an artist. We'll be waiting for your return, so take all the time you need. And at the very very least, I'll still be here when you come back, and I'm sure many others can and will say the same :) ♡
I've been watching your channel for almost 2 years now and I really enjoy it. You are the first channel I watch for speedpaint since I return drawing back then. You are my idol. We respect your decision. I don't mind if you upload less videos. Do the things that you love 🥰
It’s okay if you want to post less and I’m so sorry you went through this. I enjoy your art and you’ve helped me so much. Hopefully you won’t keep getting stressed.
Keep doing what you love pluvias! I'm inspired by your works and just started doing arts earlier this year and I'm having fun at it! You're a great inspiration of mine so keep doing it! 💖
take your time! we will always be here for you even if you're inactive. i love your art and personality so so much!! i'll be patient always! please stay healthy and if you're stress gets too bad please do something about it because i care so much about you ♡
Take as much time as you need girl! Everyone needs time to rest and relax and figure things out and you deserve it! You are one of the artist who inspired me to pursue art as my career and you have been such a big inspiration to me so far 💕💕 I for one will be here when you get back on your feet ❤️
Take a break when you need it sweetie! I can't speak for everyone but I'll be here for when you get back. I have an injury that prevents me from drawing when I want to, despite the differences I understand the pressure of feeling like you have to upload. Your art is beautiful and inspiring, I hope you find yourself in love with drawing again. Take care!
@@Pluvias Unfortunately it's something I have to live with, but I really appreciate your kind words. That aside, I genuinely wish you the best. You got this :D
I have been waiting The moment I saw you suddenly stop posting video I know you are struggling I simply wish you were fine and gather yourself. I have the same issue with you, about I am currently so stressful of my real life issue, that I can't draw anymore. I looked back at myself few years back, I was inspirational, daring to try new things amd doing whatever I feel like doing. You inspired me to try digital art in the past, and now I think you just saved me again. Your story truly inspired me, even though I am not a content creator myself, I think I can try gather myself once again. I hope you stay well : >
Thank you so much. The more we grow up the more responsibilities and struggles we face, and the more stress we accumulate. I think we need to accept that life stresses will keep increasing either way, so we better stay true to ourselves and not get consumed and stripped of our joys.
You do what makes you happy and comfortable!!! I love your work no matter what you do!! 💖💖 Social Media isn't worth stressing about tbh... So do what you feel comfortable and not make drawing like a chore! :)💕💕💕💕
I know exactly how you feel.. take all the time you need don’t force yourself. thank you for being such a huge inspiration to me I’ll always be here to support you❤️
For the past 3 years, you were number 1 artist! And today you are still my number 1 artist! You inspired me so much, and always make me feel like I have to go foward and keep chasing my art career💕 So i want to take this tine to say thank you Pluvias 🙏 for inspiring me till this day. And never give up ÒwÓ✊
I know I am late but Pluvias if you see this I just wanted to tell you that I understand what your going through! We all need breaks and I wish other people can understand that you are still a human just like everybody else! Your content is amazing and you deserve so much more than this! You put so much effort into all your videos! You are one of my favorite youtubers!!
If you think you need to take a break sometimes a short break can give you energy and strength, we luv u 🥺 When i first saw ur channel it was over 2 years ago and i lost u after and tryes to find you! That means i ALWAYS think that your content is amazing! I always find your channel helpfull when i draw and you are one of my all time favourite youtubers!! We all appreciate your tutorials, speedpaints and all overall just you.. dont think we are going to forget you. For me i thought of you for 2 years after finally finding you again.
I've personally never been happy. I've never felt genuine happiness. But drawing did make me feel somewhat OKAY when I was a child. I always just chose art over pretty much anything. I guess it just distracted me from alot of negative stuff. I had some type of control, I could let my imagination run wild...but I for some reason....didn't draw much when I started high school. I was miserable, but I would just cry or take a nap, I had no energy to draw. So I missed out on ALOT of possible improvement and that still haunts me now. I'm 23 now and I'm still searching for happiness, going from job to job, not knowing where I'm going in life...so my drawings may be the only gateway that I have. So I HAVE to improve. But I can definitely relate to only drawing to post rather than for fun/practice. I keep feeling like time is moving TOO fast. It is also hard to NOT pay attention to the numbers. I have to keep reminding myself that I don't have post every one of my drawings. It's a struggle, but I relate.
I actually cried when I posted my art in social media one time. It's been like 12hours and still have 20 likes (usually galing for 70 since I have 200 followers) I did the tags and stuffs but it seems I'm unnoticed. I cried hard as hell, left the acc and created a new one for a fresh start. Algorithm sucks. I even had to visit your channel just to see if you have uploads because my YT sucks asf >:00. BTW, don't feel bad if social media is pretty bad. I mean, I've been like your massive fan for 3 years and you're one of my inspirations why I'm going to pursue arts in my future .your art is so godly and I fell in love to it every. Darn. Time. 😩👌🏻💖💖
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and struggles, I know how very scary it is to be vulnerable and share personal matters like that, but I'm glad you did! It is always good to step back and reflect on our goals and stressors because it is so easy to get caught in an unhealthy wave of pressure. Wishing you the best on your journey to regain that passion and I look forward to what you create while on that journey! I have been a subscribed since the old deviantart days haha and I am happy to have seen your growth as an artist throughout the years!
You is the most important thing in your life, don't let audience be your stress. u can totally quit art, we understand. What is the best for u, choose it. Don't force u have to this or that for anyone. Sound selfish but when u feel comfortable, u can do something u want for somebody in better way. Take a true rest, enjoy the life, discover new things, do something u haven't done before. After that, u will come back this hard life but in totally different view and feeling. U might feel bettter, more positive. If there just 2%subcribers of this channel watch your content, i'm in that 2%, even no one support u anymore, i'll stay here, always support u❤
I found your channel looking for some tips of digital drawing because I owned my wacom tablet but I was scared to draw, but you are my inspiration to do this
Social media is definitely a big hurdle for artists to manage. It’s a beast on its own and I applaud you for saying you want to do things that you’re passionate about! We love your art and spirit whether you upload daily or only once in a while. Algorithms are def a problem, because this is the first video to reach my sub box from your channel. I cat wait to see more from you when you want to put it out!
It is indeed. And when you're working on your own, you need to be your own manager, producer, marketer, planner... etc. That's a drainer on its own so we need to take it bit by bit. And oh my, I was speculating maybe my content is reaching less people. Now I'm sure of it. I recently got to know that activating the notifications bell isn't enough, you must select "All" instead of "personalized" so you get notified of everything. I'm sure it wasn't like that before, it's a new complication by TH-cam folks who do everything but stand by the side of their creators :)
I love your art and content!! I understand the feeling too well as I am a full time artist now. It's very stressing but the realwards are nice! I hope you find yourself ♡ you are beautiful and so if your art!
Don't worry about it, we all have difficult times, we all get frustrated and frustrated with a lot of things, I even created a channel on TH-cam and I don't even have a subscriber yet, but I know I will achieve my dream, we all will go if we really we want, so take the time you need, but don't give up what you really love! everyone here loves you very much !!!
I feel you. Please, make sure that if you feel the need to make videos and draw, like you must even if you don't feel like doing it, it's always fine to take a step back and take a break. You don't need to feel like you have to, that's bad. I don't want anyone to feel consumed and that's all they do with their life, than worrying about the other stuff in their life like friends, family, your own health. Those are equally as important too, as is taking a breather and doing something else.
The main negative effect of trying to be a production machine was on my mental health. Although it hasn't affected my social life, the stress has been running in the back of my mind for too long, and for what result? A low overall productivity. That's why I want to free myself from this vicious cycle. Thank you for being so supportive ^^
Hello Pluvias Senpai First of all, I'm really sorry to hear about your struggles but you know what... Your video touched me and made me tear up. For me it was very emotional as it felt like you spoke my mind. I struggled with a similar situation in another community on Instagram. I also feel a little guilty because I haven't been supporting you enough :( but you know I LOVE YOU AND YOUR DRAWING AND YOUR INSTAGRAM AND YOUR TH-cam account so much! You are one artist I could NEVER ever forget because your words on a certain day in 2017 made me pursue art as a career because you said that you believe in me & that meant the world to me. And that's exactly why I got teary eyes watching your video. Things will be okay I will always support you Senpai!!! 💛🌸 Please don't push yourself and do things at your pace. I'll be happy and so glad to watch your videos again whenever you upload next! ☺️
Thank you so much! :'0 just you being here makes me thankful. I really appreciate your support. I understand that life gets in the way and people aren't always available even if they wanted to support. So please don't feel guilty. And I'm very glad you're pursuing your passion as a career! That's the best decision you gave yourself. Please enjoy the journey
That's so sad. I got the same feeling that I don't enjoy the thing I'm good at. On my Instagram account. That's why I left painting for a while to come back as a hobby, not as a liability in And yet I don't feel like a loser compared to the rest, but I'm happy. And I'll come back whenever I get the chances. I've been talking a lot. That's why you have every right to re-energize. And I support you very much and I love you. You're a role model for me and a great person. I hope you'll be back soon. 💕💕😔
Pluvias, I'm your fan since you make a TH-cam channel.... I will always support you and I understand your struggles to make a good content...... Please keep doing what you love. And don't care what anyone thinks about your content because your content inspiring someone to be like you..... I love you.....I don't care if I have to wait for a long time to watch your video cause I know it's not easy to draw something when you are in bad mood.... Don't worry, I will always support you all also your fan who love your content....I love your drawing...do what you want....do what you love♥️♥️♥️ PS: your video this time make me cry a little bit... You had been through the hard situation and it make me more emotional....
Im so sorry for you pluvias, we all are human so you deserve to rest whenever you need please take a rest ❤️, being an artistits hard and i can understand that.. Sending hug to you ❤️ love your drawing uwu
Do what you love and in your time. Art cannot be rushed as what they say. Im not a great youtuber but I used to be stressed on uploads, now I upload when I wanted to, but it doesnt mean I don't like my subscribers. Keep the Awzum! 😎🤘🤘
Thank you so much for doing your best!! Your journey is so inspiring & i admire you for coming this far 💞💞💞💞 your content is so inspiring please stay strong & keep going~ 🤗💓💓 i wish you all the best!
We're experiencing hard times in the world, I can imagine how stressful things can be, but do not worry, my friend. Everything will be fine. Take a breath, give a time to yourself and rest, does not matter how much time you need. You are an excellent artist and I admire you. Recently I bought your course on Udemy, hoping to learn how to draw better (and your lessons are excelent!), but I guess that is not my world xD I'll keep watching artists like you doing your great job!
Yes, the current situation is definitely stressing us even more than usual :'0 Thank you so much! I totally understand you. I feel the same about graphic design, it looks super interesting but when I tried it I found that it's not for me, but I still admire watching designers doing their job. I hope you'll find that thing you really love doing!
Hi pluvia! I really wanted to say that you can keep going to upload without anyone forgeting you, because no one will and you are a very artistic and strong to go through the hate people give you, i dont understand why people hate on things that take much effort than usual, but i am sorry for those people that make you upset, keep doing your best!!
Hey darling. I can't say I've been following you since the beginning, as I just discovered your channel some months ago, but you became an inspiration for me as soon as I saw the first video of yours. Once I told you that thanks to you, I lost my fear of drawing backgrounds and full bodies, perhaps you remember it. That's why I can't put in words how painful it is for me to know you're struggling so much with your career as an artist. I understand what your going through and I want to let you know that I support you and all the decisions you make from now on. I really hope you come back, but the first thing is your mental health, so don't you dare risk it. I also want to tell you that I liked this video a lot, because you are actually communicating with us in a more direct way. If you come back someday, I think it'd be nice if you could speak more in your videos, maybe telling stories about stuff that happened to you as an artist. I think you also would do better in your numbers, because it'd draw people's attention towards the video. Anyway, that's all. Sorry for the long text, I hope you can be fine from now on. I appreciate you and your art a lot, and we'll keep waiting until you feel ready again to show your amazing work ♡
Pluvias take some time off social media and rediscover your true passion! We will all be waiting for you to come back. Not going anywhere and will not forget you! Your arts are beautiful and encouraging. If you need time off go ahead! once you come back we can't wait to see your new and polished art and self! Remember we are always here by your side and not going anywhere!!!! Love you
honestly this is what everyone goes thru , when u try to do something u dont enjoy it destorys your mental. when that happens its always better to take a deep breathe and think about how u can do this without losing motivation
don't worry pluvias choose whatever you like , follow your dreams, dont force yourself, we all love you so much , im always your big fan but i never showed up, i always recommend your videos to others and they also love your stuff , honestly you are one of my most favourite artist, i have learn many things from you... i will support you always like this so best wishes for you... and yeah again we all love u so much.
Social Media is pretty dark- art theift, tracing ect. is actually pretty common and in the end, if you're not active, people eventually lose interest. Thank you Pluvias for sharing your thoughts and feelings. I'll continue to support you in any way possible!
Yes, it's so true. But as much as it is dark, social media still gave us chances we never dreamt of having before. It's pretty much a double-edged sword.
Thank you for being so kindly supportive
I absolutely agree, quality of life > quantity of content! Actually a shame more youtubers don't see that...
Pluvias, I’m sorry for what you had to go through. I’m perfectly alright if you want to post less and I’m sure others are too. I love seeing your art and the process. I remember when I had joined and you were so passionate! Your passion is what made others want to join, so don’t worry about posting a lot. Post when you feel inspired~! I loved the tips you would give on how to draw and I loved how you tried new things out. Seeing your art motivated me that I too could get better! I don’t comment much but I wanted you to know. I will be here to still support you and your channel. You’ve been through a lot, and I want you to know that I and many others will still support you!
Thank you so much for your kind support. I really appreciate it you leaving a comment despite it being a thing you don't usually do (I'm pretty much the same) so I feel very grateful for it, and that you've been following this channel all along. I want to bring back that content that both I and you guys enjoyed
Hang in there!! You're one of my art inspirations and part of the reason why I decided to pursue a fine arts career. Take all the time you need and know that we'll always be there for you!
Oh my thank you so much :') all my best wishes on your artistic career, I hope you'll make the most of it!
Watching this made me cry so much...! You should never feel pressured to upload just to keep the other viewers interested, you should always draw for your own enjoyment! ^^ We are all here to support you in whatever path you choose to continue and we appreciate you connecting with us to inform us of your feelings behind the scenes. Your artwork is really inspiring and it drives me to start a TH-cam Art Career as well! I've seen you grow from the very beginning of your channel and I'll continue to watch every new step you take. Just know, we'll always be here if you need any support coming your way! We love you Pluvias!
Is all fine!
We all are humans being and we deserve to rest once in a while
And everyone should understand that too
Take as much as rest you need
We will cheer for you 😊❤
Poetic
I agreed that TH-cam always encouraged quantity more than quality. And that’s make creator burn out with low quality content.
I totally understand your stress and I also want to tell you how lucky you are. I am a small TH-camr who only have 114 sub after one year keep uploading drawing content!!!
But when I stress out I really just keep remind myself about what is youtube to me. To me it is a place to keep my own drawing thoughts and process record also it is like a diary which can record my daily in a more comprehensive way.
Just define TH-cam in your own perspective and in a comfortable way, you will find yourself able to enjoy the process more. you need to remember your followers can feel it. They won’t enjoy your video if you are not enjoy making them. They can feel your energy ! So just try to define TH-cam yourself and that’s work for me I hope it work for you too.
You're absolutely right about defining what it means to me. Thank you, good luck on your channel too!
So many artist/content creator I followed have similar depression problem, and it's easy to fall into a vicious cycle. I'm glad you figure out your next step, because no one else can figure that out for you, do what ever makes you happy. Cheers!
I’ve loved your art ever since ur old videos! I remember watching ur speedpaints when I was young and had inspiration from ur copic marker videos. I support u so much❤️
Thank you so much for being here all this time
Yay! I've admired your art for so long, it's nice to see a bit of you!❤️
Stay strong dear, you will overcome this things, and please.
Don't force yourself to do things you don't feel like doing, if you enjoy it then that's great, but your mental and physical health is much important than numbers ♥️
I know. Many people have had pressure on social media, and I understand you. I support you!
That's right! Enjoy what you create and upload it, you have been doing a good job this whole time, coping with reality and social media isn't easy anyway, and as most comments said, this is for you first before your fans, something you feel proud of, of course getting your art recognized is something beautiful, but be careful, too much of work for that is stressing as you said, you'll be okay, Pluvias!
Social media always kills the joy, you start getting obssessed with numbers and you forget what you draw for, it is like you start doing things for other and not for yourself in the first place, watching this made me think about stepping away for awhile and start over when i feel better about myself and my art.
I don't have a problem if you think you will feel so better , YOU HAVE TO DO IT !
Im really sorry, nobody should have to be put through that, your true fans would support you no matter what, id be happier for you to do what you want then drag yourself down a dark depressing path, you've inspired me and helped me not quit drawing ever since ive known this channel, i hope you follow your dreams and ill always be here for you, do what you want not what social media wants, i hope you stay positive and never quit what you love! Take a break, dont pressure yourself, and never forget that you are amazing in every way possible
You are right with every word you said 😭😭😭, I have the same feelings
I can understand you very well
For me i struggle with keeping up with my art... I always lose motivation and desire to draw after few weeks of getting back to it, and it makes me even more anxious not being able to draw and enjoy it
I hope you get better and better Pluvias
Take a rest whenever you need it and don't force yourself, espacially in this lockdown
We are here supporting you no matter what ♥️♥️♥️
الله يعينكي على كل خير ولنا جميعا......💕
Inchallah I hope you have your spirits back and keep going don't give up!
Damn this is the first video that I’ve seen in my sub box of yours for a while. I think the last one I saw was your flannel pattern tutorial. I used to love your content and it’s upsetting that the system isn’t letting me see it regularly.
We all love you so much !! I’ve watched you for such a long time and it’s totally okay that you want to upload less often . I hope you will soon be happy and I send all my love and support !💖💖💖💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕❤️💖
You really don't have to worry about crunching yourself into uploading for us so much!! You're one of the few pages that are blessed with understanding fans and we support you no matter which road you want to take!! If you feel pressured and worried about anything, feel free to take things your own pace and upload only when you feel you can, it's important you don't overwork yourself and if you keep up such a lifestyle eventually you'll lose your passion for drawing!
You're absolutely right, treating your passion as if it's a production machine eventually drains you out of inspiration and will. Thank you so much, I'm very grateful I have a community as understanding as you..
@@Pluvias of course, whenever you want we're here for you and we understand!
It's ok we are here for you and it's ok to take a break we will still love you and I kinda get it you feel as if you have to keep the people around you entertained and you feel as if you have to keep telling them i'm sorry I'm feeling really tired and I'm don't have a lot free time and then some people don't care and they only care about when you upload and the people who do that are 2 faced but I hope you are ok and don't get stressed and I hope you are ok ☺️ and
WE LOVE YOU 😘 ❤️💕💜🖤💓💛💗💚💖💙💕💞💝
You were born to be real not to be perfect- Kim Namjoon 🤗
I’ve been a huge fan since 2017! You inspired me to start digital art and continue with it even though I had hard times as well. Don’t give up!! We’ll always support you Pluvias🍀💖💖
I have the same problem...and I wish I could think like you right now. I still need to discover my art style and school struggles me to continue to draw...also, I feel very unnoticed and that makes me really sad. I also wish to make videos on TH-cam, but for now I won't. However...I always loved your content, and it was You who made me love to improve. It was thanks to You that I learned how to color, and I alway felt happy when a video would come out on your channel. I followed every Drawing in Live you did and won't stop following you, because you deserve it.💚
Thank you so much for being so supportive. Life is hard, obstacles keep jumping in our way, but keeping hold of our passion is what's most important. Things will get better.
I was about to give up at so many points in life, but every time was back to my passion I felt so thankful I never did that. And the same goes to you and literally everyone; never give up!
@@Pluvias Thank you for your kind words, Pluvias 💚
Is okay, Pluvias. Take your time! No need to force yourself. Everyone deserves to take a break. We're happy that you decided to reach out to us! It really helps us understanding even more. You always inspire me with your drawings, Pluvias ^^
I've been a fan for what feels like years!!! It's so nice to see this side of you!!!!!!I post on a different channel and I feel you!!!!! You really inspire me thank you for being there and please take your time to post and just know I'll be there when you post to like and comment and support you!!!!! 🤗🤭🙂💘🌹🌷😆🙂☺️☺️😄😁😃😆😃😀
I really want to talk to you guys more, thank you so much for sticking with my channel for years. I wish you the best on your channel. Don't drain yourself and keep up the hard work!
@@Pluvias thank you so much 💗
My struggle as an TH-cam artist is that no one watches my videos ._.
IKR! You spend so much time on making videos just to have no one watch them!
That's how everyone starts out. Growing is a very slow process that kind of sucks. But it will be worth it in the end. I believe in you.
I feel you, but for now I'm not doing any video to upload on TH-cam because I need a little time to think about it. I feel very disappointed because not so many people are following me on Instagram, and when that happens, almost immediately that person leaves. (Most of them followed me, and I followed them back, but then, after one day or two, or even hours, they unfollow me. I don't understand why it happens)
being a youtube artist sometimes doesnt give you enough credit which is sad
TH-cam and social media don't measure our worth indeed. That's why I think we ought not to be too concerned with numbers, doing that is very toxic and mentally draining tbh. I believe that if do what we do because we love it and feel passionate about it, people eventually follow and come along. That's how I started, and that's how many others did. I've been online for over 10 years, and being where I am right now took forever.
Draw because you love it, improve your skills because you enjoy it. Growth takes time, but it's worth your efforts.
Actually I have so much to say about this but I don't want my comment to be too long. I hope one day I'll talk to you guys about it.
Your voice is cute so you could literally just talk about nothing and we are happy lol
All humans have their own struggles. You have something that is really needed by beginners like me. If you want to rest for a while, do it. Do what you want to do. But please don't stop, you are one of my inspiration in drawing. I rarely found channel like yours. I will always watch what you will upload whenever it is.
Thanks for sharing what you want to share with us
You are the one who taught me to draw (I joined your program at Udemy), you are my inspiration, we will always be there for you. Take your time and keep up the good work. 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼
Oh Pluvias, I’m so glad you shared that with us! 😊💕✨ I just want you to know that you’ve inspired me so much! SO MUCH! I found your channel about three years ago and have never found a better art channel since. Ever since I can remember I wanted to be an artist, but when I was about 11, I began to realize that my art wasn’t at all what I’d hoped it to be. I started to lose hope and almost gave up... until I watched your “How I Started Drawing” video which gave me so much courage! Seeing where you started and seeing where you are now really encouraged me so much! And because of that, my art has improved a ton! I love your style and everything you put into it ❤️ Even though some of your subscribers may not give you the credit you deserve, there will always be many of us who will! I hope and pray that you’ll find a perfect schedule that will be less stressful and more relaxing for you and know that me, along with many of your other subscribers, will always be here for you and enjoy and appreciate everything you’ve put into this channel! God bless 🤗😄🤩💕
It’s ok,
Upload when you like!Glad to see you let it out instead of keeping it in!^_^
Stay strong Pluvias.. you inspired me alot..I love you and I will always support you..❤
It's ok, we'll be waiting for you! ♥️
Hey you should do whatever you WANT to do you should never force yourself to do something you love to do for fun because its like that that you feel like quitting what you love to do the most..:/ You should draw whenever you want to :) You can do it Stay safe
I know how you feel my dear...
Please, do what you love and leave the pressure behind.
We love you 💞
I am sorry that you had to go through all of that. Watching your videos makes my day and when I first found your channel I was watching all of your videos and they inspired me to start focusing on my art and I have improved a lot just by watching your videos ♥️✨
Hello Pluvias, I've never commented on your channel but I've been a subscriber for years. You're ny inspiration to start drawing. I just wanna say I'm so happy that you're talking to us about your struggles! ❤️ Since the view numbers were increasing I was really wondering how you must have felt. Honestly if you want to take some time of I will support you! I think it's the best solution as well. Especially now in quarantine we all need to take breaks to calm down with whatever is going on around us. Fighting!! ❤️❤️❤️
I can't disagree that quarantine has definitely messed us up even more :'0 but we'll get through this!
Thank you for sticking with this channel!
The algorithm caught me on this. What's awful is, I actually did remember you and miss your channel, but I forgot your username to find you. I subscribe to you, surely it'd be in my feed?
Anyway, I admire your work, and I'll patiently await for your loved works.
😔 I’m really sorry of what you had to go through. I have watched you for over 1 and a half years now and I admire you. Time is nothing!! I can wait for your drawings. Please don’t stress yourself out. No one has the right to judge you and leave you because you didn’t upload for so long. Social media is very dark. I had depression because of it. Enjoy art if that’s what you want and don’t feel pressured to upload daily. You are the most amazing person I have ever seen on social media. You did a good job posting your thoughts and feelings on social media. Just do your best for yourself 💖
I can’t wait to see more art from you!
+ I’ll continue to support your art! I’m sure there are many people with me so don’t stress out 💜
Your art is amazing and I'm always happy to see it whenever you post!
Don’t worry I still support you and watch your videos! I’m excited whenever you upload
Whenever i watch your videos i always wonder whats happening behind the big screen, and now i know, and i get it, cus even tho i dont post any videos i luv to draw and do art but sometimes when im not drawing i feel like im not improving and i feel like i have to force myself to draw to improve, but no.... cus to improve you have to feel like you want to do it and not just force yourself to do something you dont wanna do and that goes the same for you pluvias, you dont have to force yourself to draw all the time, and its okay to take breaks bc like u said in the video drawing is a stress reliever and not something that produces stress and pls always remember that we understand if you dont wanna post videos more often and also pls remember that even if you dont post as much videos we will still remember you, so wut im basically saying is that taking breaks and not posting much dosent mean ur a failure, we love u pluvias~♡♡♡
i understand how you're feeling. true fans will always come back to watch your videos even if its uploading randomly. don't give up, we are here for you. thank you sharing your voice
Hang in there! Do what you gotta do, and definitely take care of yourself! Enjoy the process :) I see so many artists feeling the pressure to constantly create content that they forget why they even started. Sometimes, we all just need to take a step back and find our origin/passion :)
You were and are a great inspiration Pluvias!
It is part of my job to draw, and nothing could have worked that well if you weren't upload tutorials or make the udemy course.
You upload when you feel like it.
If you stop: I definitely will not forget you.:)
I've been following you for years,, probably since 2016 or 2017, and I've watched you improve and looked up you ever since then. I've always stuck around and watched your videos, and you've always managed to give me inspiration to keep drawing, as well. I truly hope you can come back with a great smile on your face, more motivated than ever to draw again. I love your drawings, and not just your drawings, but you as an artist. We'll be waiting for your return, so take all the time you need. And at the very very least, I'll still be here when you come back, and I'm sure many others can and will say the same :) ♡
Thank you so much
I've been watching your channel for almost 2 years now and I really enjoy it. You are the first channel I watch for speedpaint since I return drawing back then. You are my idol. We respect your decision. I don't mind if you upload less videos. Do the things that you love 🥰
It’s okay if you want to post less and I’m so sorry you went through this. I enjoy your art and you’ve helped me so much. Hopefully you won’t keep getting stressed.
It's ok! I totally understand how you feel. The most important that you are happy! You don't have to stuggle by yourself, we are here for you!
Keep doing what you love pluvias! I'm inspired by your works and just started doing arts earlier this year and I'm having fun at it! You're a great inspiration of mine so keep doing it! 💖
take your time! we will always be here for you even if you're inactive.
i love your art and personality so so much!! i'll be patient always!
please stay healthy and if you're stress gets too bad please do
something about it because i care so much about you ♡
Take as much time as you need girl! Everyone needs time to rest and relax and figure things out and you deserve it! You are one of the artist who inspired me to pursue art as my career and you have been such a big inspiration to me so far 💕💕 I for one will be here when you get back on your feet ❤️
Take a break when you need it sweetie! I can't speak for everyone but I'll be here for when you get back. I have an injury that prevents me from drawing when I want to, despite the differences I understand the pressure of feeling like you have to upload. Your art is beautiful and inspiring, I hope you find yourself in love with drawing again. Take care!
Oh dear, so sorry for your injury, I wish you a speedy recovery. Take care of yourself as well and thank you for your warm and supportive comment!
@@Pluvias Unfortunately it's something I have to live with, but I really appreciate your kind words. That aside, I genuinely wish you the best. You got this :D
I have been waiting
The moment I saw you suddenly stop posting video
I know you are struggling
I simply wish you were fine and gather yourself.
I have the same issue with you, about I am currently so stressful of my real life issue, that I can't draw anymore. I looked back at myself few years back, I was inspirational, daring to try new things amd doing whatever I feel like doing.
You inspired me to try digital art in the past, and now I think you just saved me again. Your story truly inspired me, even though I am not a content creator myself, I think I can try gather myself once again.
I hope you stay well : >
Thank you so much. The more we grow up the more responsibilities and struggles we face, and the more stress we accumulate. I think we need to accept that life stresses will keep increasing either way, so we better stay true to ourselves and not get consumed and stripped of our joys.
You do what makes you happy and comfortable!!! I love your work no matter what you do!! 💖💖 Social Media isn't worth stressing about tbh... So do what you feel comfortable and not make drawing like a chore! :)💕💕💕💕
I know exactly how you feel.. take all the time you need don’t force yourself. thank you for being such a huge inspiration to me I’ll always be here to support you❤️
For the past 3 years, you were number 1 artist! And today you are still my number 1 artist! You inspired me so much, and always make me feel like I have to go foward and keep chasing my art career💕 So i want to take this tine to say thank you Pluvias 🙏 for inspiring me till this day. And never give up ÒwÓ✊
I hope you find a way to make art that is sustainable and enjoyable for you! Thank you for this insightful video.
I've been following you since 2018 and I support your work. So no matter which way you take I'm gonna stick with you and always gonna support you.
I know I am late but Pluvias if you see this I just wanted to tell you that I understand what your going through! We all need breaks and I wish other people can understand that you are still a human just like everybody else! Your content is amazing and you deserve so much more than this! You put so much effort into all your videos! You are one of my favorite youtubers!!
If you think you need to take a break sometimes a short break can give you energy and strength, we luv u 🥺
When i first saw ur channel it was over 2 years ago and i lost u after and tryes to find you! That means i ALWAYS think that your content is amazing! I always find your channel helpfull when i draw and you are one of my all time favourite youtubers!! We all appreciate your tutorials, speedpaints and all overall just you.. dont think we are going to forget you. For me i thought of you for 2 years after finally finding you again.
I've personally never been happy. I've never felt genuine happiness. But drawing did make me feel somewhat OKAY when I was a child. I always just chose art over pretty much anything. I guess it just distracted me from alot of negative stuff. I had some type of control, I could let my imagination run wild...but I for some reason....didn't draw much when I started high school. I was miserable, but I would just cry or take a nap, I had no energy to draw. So I missed out on ALOT of possible improvement and that still haunts me now. I'm 23 now and I'm still searching for happiness, going from job to job, not knowing where I'm going in life...so my drawings may be the only gateway that I have. So I HAVE to improve. But I can definitely relate to only drawing to post rather than for fun/practice. I keep feeling like time is moving TOO fast. It is also hard to NOT pay attention to the numbers. I have to keep reminding myself that I don't have post every one of my drawings. It's a struggle, but I relate.
thank you for being honest
your video are a motivation for me to draw, thank you 😢💜 i hope you feel better soon ❣
I actually cried when I posted my art in social media one time. It's been like 12hours and still have 20 likes (usually galing for 70 since I have 200 followers) I did the tags and stuffs but it seems I'm unnoticed. I cried hard as hell, left the acc and created a new one for a fresh start. Algorithm sucks. I even had to visit your channel just to see if you have uploads because my YT sucks asf >:00. BTW, don't feel bad if social media is pretty bad. I mean, I've been like your massive fan for 3 years and you're one of my inspirations why I'm going to pursue arts in my future .your art is so godly and I fell in love to it every. Darn. Time. 😩👌🏻💖💖
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and struggles, I know how very scary it is to be vulnerable and share personal matters like that, but I'm glad you did! It is always good to step back and reflect on our goals and stressors because it is so easy to get caught in an unhealthy wave of pressure. Wishing you the best on your journey to regain that passion and I look forward to what you create while on that journey! I have been a subscribed since the old deviantart days haha and I am happy to have seen your growth as an artist throughout the years!
You is the most important thing in your life, don't let audience be your stress. u can totally quit art, we understand. What is the best for u, choose it. Don't force u have to this or that for anyone. Sound selfish but when u feel comfortable, u can do something u want for somebody in better way.
Take a true rest, enjoy the life, discover new things, do something u haven't done before. After that, u will come back this hard life but in totally different view and feeling. U might feel bettter, more positive.
If there just 2%subcribers of this channel watch your content, i'm in that 2%, even no one support u anymore, i'll stay here, always support u❤
I'm sorry u feel that way Pluvias-chan 😭💔
I think ur a great artist still & I recently bought ur drawing course at Udemy so it was fun learning 😆💖💖💖
I found your channel looking for some tips of digital drawing because I owned my wacom tablet but I was scared to draw, but you are my inspiration to do this
U can do it !! I will be waiting for all ur new videos !!
We want the best for u Pluvias! I struggle with art/career decisions too!
Social media is definitely a big hurdle for artists to manage. It’s a beast on its own and I applaud you for saying you want to do things that you’re passionate about! We love your art and spirit whether you upload daily or only once in a while. Algorithms are def a problem, because this is the first video to reach my sub box from your channel. I cat wait to see more from you when you want to put it out!
It is indeed. And when you're working on your own, you need to be your own manager, producer, marketer, planner... etc. That's a drainer on its own so we need to take it bit by bit.
And oh my, I was speculating maybe my content is reaching less people. Now I'm sure of it. I recently got to know that activating the notifications bell isn't enough, you must select "All" instead of "personalized" so you get notified of everything. I'm sure it wasn't like that before, it's a new complication by TH-cam folks who do everything but stand by the side of their creators :)
@@Pluvias I didn't know that! I'll make sure I change my settings so I don't miss anymore videos from you!
Thank you for your honesty, really refreshing to hear 💜💜💜
I love your art and content!! I understand the feeling too well as I am a full time artist now. It's very stressing but the realwards are nice! I hope you find yourself ♡ you are beautiful and so if your art!
Don't worry about it, we all have difficult times, we all get frustrated and frustrated with a lot of things, I even created a channel on TH-cam and I don't even have a subscriber yet, but I know I will achieve my dream, we all will go if we really we want, so take the time you need, but don't give up what you really love! everyone here loves you very much !!!
I feel you.
Please, make sure that if you feel the need to make videos and draw, like you must even if you don't feel like doing it, it's always fine to take a step back and take a break. You don't need to feel like you have to, that's bad. I don't want anyone to feel consumed and that's all they do with their life, than worrying about the other stuff in their life like friends, family, your own health. Those are equally as important too, as is taking a breather and doing something else.
The main negative effect of trying to be a production machine was on my mental health. Although it hasn't affected my social life, the stress has been running in the back of my mind for too long, and for what result? A low overall productivity. That's why I want to free myself from this vicious cycle.
Thank you for being so supportive ^^
Hello Pluvias Senpai
First of all, I'm really sorry to hear about your struggles but you know what... Your video touched me and made me tear up. For me it was very emotional as it felt like you spoke my mind. I struggled with a similar situation in another community on Instagram.
I also feel a little guilty because I haven't been supporting you enough :( but you know I LOVE YOU AND YOUR DRAWING AND YOUR INSTAGRAM AND YOUR TH-cam account so much! You are one artist I could NEVER ever forget because your words on a certain day in 2017 made me pursue art as a career because you said that you believe in me & that meant the world to me. And that's exactly why I got teary eyes watching your video. Things will be okay I will always support you Senpai!!! 💛🌸 Please don't push yourself and do things at your pace. I'll be happy and so glad to watch your videos again whenever you upload next! ☺️
Thank you so much! :'0 just you being here makes me thankful. I really appreciate your support. I understand that life gets in the way and people aren't always available even if they wanted to support. So please don't feel guilty.
And I'm very glad you're pursuing your passion as a career! That's the best decision you gave yourself. Please enjoy the journey
That's so sad. I got the same feeling that I don't enjoy the thing I'm good at. On my Instagram account. That's why I left painting for a while to come back as a hobby, not as a liability in
And yet I don't feel like a loser compared to the rest, but I'm happy.
And I'll come back whenever I get the chances.
I've been talking a lot.
That's why you have every right to re-energize.
And I support you very much and I love you.
You're a role model for me and a great person.
I hope you'll be back soon.
💕💕😔
First thing what i said as a new subscriber i like, i love this and it's motivating
Pluvias, I'm your fan since you make a TH-cam channel.... I will always support you and I understand your struggles to make a good content...... Please keep doing what you love. And don't care what anyone thinks about your content because your content inspiring someone to be like you..... I love you.....I don't care if I have to wait for a long time to watch your video cause I know it's not easy to draw something when you are in bad mood.... Don't worry, I will always support you all also your fan who love your content....I love your drawing...do what you want....do what you love♥️♥️♥️
PS: your video this time make me cry a little bit... You had been through the hard situation and it make me more emotional....
Im so sorry for you pluvias, we all are human so you deserve to rest whenever you need please take a rest ❤️, being an artistits hard and i can understand that.. Sending hug to you ❤️ love your drawing uwu
Take your time to refind your passion. Just stay safe❤👍
I get how you feel.it is frustrating for me to
Do what you love and in your time. Art cannot be rushed as what they say. Im not a great youtuber but I used to be stressed on uploads, now I upload when I wanted to, but it doesnt mean I don't like my subscribers. Keep the Awzum! 😎🤘🤘
Thank you so much for doing your best!! Your journey is so inspiring & i admire you for coming this far 💞💞💞💞 your content is so inspiring please stay strong & keep going~ 🤗💓💓 i wish you all the best!
We're experiencing hard times in the world, I can imagine how stressful things can be, but do not worry, my friend. Everything will be fine. Take a breath, give a time to yourself and rest, does not matter how much time you need. You are an excellent artist and I admire you. Recently I bought your course on Udemy, hoping to learn how to draw better (and your lessons are excelent!), but I guess that is not my world xD I'll keep watching artists like you doing your great job!
Yes, the current situation is definitely stressing us even more than usual :'0
Thank you so much! I totally understand you. I feel the same about graphic design, it looks super interesting but when I tried it I found that it's not for me, but I still admire watching designers doing their job. I hope you'll find that thing you really love doing!
Hi pluvia! I really wanted to say that you can keep going to upload without anyone forgeting you, because no one will and you are a very artistic and strong to go through the hate people give you, i dont understand why people hate on things that take much effort than usual, but i am sorry for those people that make you upset, keep doing your best!!
don't push and force yourself, enjoy yourself, dont make fun something sad and stressful
Hey darling. I can't say I've been following you since the beginning, as I just discovered your channel some months ago, but you became an inspiration for me as soon as I saw the first video of yours. Once I told you that thanks to you, I lost my fear of drawing backgrounds and full bodies, perhaps you remember it. That's why I can't put in words how painful it is for me to know you're struggling so much with your career as an artist. I understand what your going through and I want to let you know that I support you and all the decisions you make from now on. I really hope you come back, but the first thing is your mental health, so don't you dare risk it.
I also want to tell you that I liked this video a lot, because you are actually communicating with us in a more direct way. If you come back someday, I think it'd be nice if you could speak more in your videos, maybe telling stories about stuff that happened to you as an artist. I think you also would do better in your numbers, because it'd draw people's attention towards the video.
Anyway, that's all. Sorry for the long text, I hope you can be fine from now on. I appreciate you and your art a lot, and we'll keep waiting until you feel ready again to show your amazing work ♡
Pluvias take some time off social media and rediscover your true passion! We will all be waiting for you to come back. Not going anywhere and will not forget you! Your arts are beautiful and encouraging. If you need time off go ahead! once you come back we can't wait to see your new and polished art and self! Remember we are always here by your side and not going anywhere!!!! Love you
honestly this is what everyone goes thru , when u try to do something u dont enjoy it destorys your mental. when that happens its always better to take a deep breathe and think about how u can do this without losing motivation
don't worry pluvias choose whatever you like , follow your dreams, dont force yourself, we all love you so much , im always your big fan but i never showed up, i always recommend your videos to others and they also love your stuff , honestly you are one of my most favourite artist, i have learn many things from you... i will support you always like this so best wishes for you... and yeah again we all love u so much.
Thank you so much, it means a lot that you recommend my videos. I really appreciate your kind support :')
Omg pluvias ☹ its okey i enjoy ur content alot and u are amazing dont be so harsh to urself u dont deserve that💗💗💗
we will support you no matter what ty for sharing
Idk that u have that so much stress full and i hope u can make it better and don't have stress anymore
I support u always senpai UwU
Pluvias, know we're always here for you even if you are far aparr :)