My grandfather told me that if you are in love, dont lock yourself inside your heart and think that this is the only one for you, dont push your friends away and dont let it ruin you. One week after he told me this, he died. He told me this because i told him i was in love. listen to your grandparents, they know best, even if you dont think they do. Rely on your feelings but dont push them too far.
Gianni Soekdew first of all its not funny being adopted sucks I would know becuz I am also adopted and yea it actually is sad very sad in fact so don't be sarcastic when u don't need to be
I haven't heard this song before, I accidentally clicked it actually, but I'm so glad I did because I relate to it so much. Two years ago my boyfriend was killed in a drunken fight when he was protecting his friend that was getting beaten up and I didn't have the chance to speak to him that day, and it's haunted me ever since. I found out two days after it happened because his family were too much in shock to let me know anything. There's so much I want to tell him, about how everything's changed and about how much I really did love him. But I can't. It's just the memories now. To all of you that have someone special; tell them you love them everyday no matter how annoying they may find it, hold them close and keep them safe. And I hope that you will never have to go through the pain of losing them, but if you do please know it never really gets better, but it does get easier. Slowly.
hellexistsidiots This really touched me... I have a girlfriend, and we are really closely connected, and we click well, and have a very healthy relationship, happy as well. We've been together for nine months, and I could not ask for anything else. But.. I've gone through severe depression and bullying, and things too complex to explain in just a few sentences. Long story short, I am really negative, (Not as much now due to my beloved girl) but I am also stubborn, easily irritated and annoyed at everything. I'm an emotional man, and because of my past, I had my childhood innocence ripped away and I had to grow up, and I'm so defensive. There are times where I snap at my girlfriend for stupid little things. On Sunday this last weekend, I snapped at her because she changed my phone lock screen and I could not access it, I didn't physically hit her or anything, I just kind of yelled at her just a tad... Reading that makes me cry... Because I regret hurting her every time I do so, and if that happened... I would be heartbroken. I tell her every day I love her, but this just reminds me of how much I despise how I snap at her... I never want to hurt her, but I just cannot control my anger sometimes. After I yelled at her, she and I sat away from each other for a while, then I started bawling into her arms, apologizing to no end. I have gotten better since we started dating, but... I still feel like such a jerk half the time...
Wolfebane try this, instead of snapping have a sign you both know, count to ten and bite your tongue and walk away until you count to ten then come back to her when your calm, if that dosnt work try physical activity or just something to get energy out, tell me if either of those works
reddragon99able Wow... That actually sounds like such a good tactic. I'll have to try this next time I am around her if I get upset, and I'll let you know! Thank you so much!
no problem this tactic help's me out all the time because apparently i have a lot of energy bottled up and the physical activity releases it, plus i don't want your relationship to crumble
***** Nobody doubts that bruh.. Sis? Idk... Also, yeah Music shouldnt be underestimated since it also helped me.. Let me tell you a storie.. There was a time when I was together with my girlfriend. We had our song, this one song which played everytime something special happened. It played when we first met, it played when we first kissed, it played when we first fucked the shit out of each other. One day, she came up to me, put that song on the speakers. And broke up with me. It killed me from the inside, fucked my heart and I lost my will to live on this planet anymore. Long story short, since that day, I tried to kill myself 3 times, two times I stood on the railing of a bridge, looking down at the nearly dried out river, ready to jump. one time, I was holding a razor at my arm, pressing so hard, a few blood drops were already building and slowly running down my arm. But in that very moment, your mind kicks in and stops you from making that bullshit. Later, this girl got dumped by her fuck-buddy. She came back to me, asking, no litterally begging for foregiveness. I turned on the music, smiled at her and told her to fuck off. Music gave me goosebumps, gave me tears of joy, tears of sadness and one of the most badass/satisfying moments in my life. So yeah, Everybody loves music, everybody loves this song, except drunk me, drunk me sees things more logically and simple... So yeah :/
I'm 190 days clean. If I can make it this far, so can you guys. Please stay strong you need to learn you're worth it. You're worth clean wrists. You're worth not having to wear long sleeves all the time. You're worth having something this big to be proud of. You're ALL WORTH IT. Of course, there will be really shitty days. There will be days you want to just dig that piece of metal so far in your arm. But you have to remind yourself you went this long without depending on something that kills you inside. You can go one more day. You guys can make it. I promise you.
@@settingmyselfup6078 Ah sorry, you getting therapy? I feel i need it too, i don't wann aunpack all my problems that keep lingering in my headspace with someone i know I feel like that would ruin a friendship and cause trauma on them. Hope you better! :)))
its been two years and i still see ghosts of her face when im not even thinking bout her like a needle in a weird spot pinching me every so often leaving me unable to forget
You see what annoys me, is that on sad songs, people do leave hate, it's like we are already in pain enough, then you decide, oh im going to ruin this persons day even more, I may not be the nicest person, but it's not cool to leave hate, this song can either be about death or heartbreak (more likely heartbreak) but this song and talking to other sad people have helped me, so ignore the haters, go outside, and smile!! Did you know that when you smile you become happier, try it! It worked on me
I sort of disagree with you. It's better for you to be sad than to force a smile because if you do force your smile, you'll lose who you really are inside. Besides, you can't make yourself happy.
+Awesome Cat Not true... You can make yourself become happy. Stopping to think about the good things in your life and being grateful for them is scientifically proven to make you happier. You don't have to force a smile, there is always something to smile about. The smell of clean laundry. A candy bar. The sunset. The fact that you have food to eat and clothes to wear... Oxygen in your lungs... Try it. Being thankful makes people happier. Fact.
+Michelle McDevitt Well, people these days can't find a way to smile. The same for me. I couldn't find myself smiling. I had to force those smiles and laughs out. Doing these forcefully made me forget who I really was outside, but it's okay to be sad because if being happy, angry etc. wouldn't have existed if sad wasn't there. You need to be sad to realize what you have, to become happy. But you know, we all have our ways to make ourselves happy, but this is my way ^^ Though I'm happy that you made it through by your own way.
A message to all girls, before you leave us, talk to us, let us know what you miss in your relationship so we can have the chance to provide it to you. Is so sad, a beautiful relationship ends up with unbearable sadness! Life is too short, when we all fall in love if both try are best we can live our life to its best, there is no beauty in living alone and search all the time for *the first love we couldn't keep it alive!* It Requires effort from *my love* and also *me*.
+Alex. Ferguson Alex, I have noticed that most separations happens because of lack of communication between him and her! I guess girls are the one who keep everything inside and suddenly "BANG" they can't live anymore and the leave! That's why I wish girls and boys keep the door of communication open for friendly advice and criticism so we all can become a better spouse for each other. Leaving a relationship suddenly is a way to scape but there is no assurance for finding a better partner!
+Alex. Ferguson Unfortunately I did face the saddest happening in my life, there is no word which can describe my feelings at this moment! I created entire my world around her and in half an hour I lost her and I collapsed totally! And I don''t know how or when I will stand up again. I wish you feel better with your situation :-)
xgalaxyone You will feel better man, trust me I personally have been feeling heaps better, I broke up with my ex a few months ago and Ive still gotten worked up about it (So clingy aye?). A lot have fights have broken out about lies that I've been told. I'm starting to move on now and get my sh*t together. Believe me man, if I could do it. You could too man. :D
so I was just about to turn the laptop off and go to bed..., when i saw this song I thought oh i haven't heard that one before.., as i'm listening to it, i'm reading the comments and it seems like a lot off people are going through a bad patch...so i just wanted to say i know i don't know you or you don't know me, but i just wanted to say from the bottom off my heart that you're awesome and if you're a girl you're beautiful, sometimes life gets hard and it seems unfair when your girlfriend or boyfriend has just broken up with you out of no where and you are left feeling like you're nothing. but i can assure you that you are a somebody and I know your awesome, everything happens for a reason guys so just try your best to push past it and stay strong, if you want to talk just message me on here :) i'm not judgmental and just like my TH-cam name " music sets the mind free", chin up guys your all awesome and beautiful!
+Maggie it's fine honestly :) everyone beautiful in their own way :) chin up gorgeous :) if anyone wants to chat just drop me a message on facebook :) "Dale Waddington"
I showed this to my now recently deceased girlfriend, when we were still dating she fell in love with it, every time I listen to this song I don't know if I should smile or cry, I miss her every day, even after we broke up, she remained my best friend... I feel lost without her advice, and guidance God damn memories.
I know how you feel. My best friends girlfriend just passed away in December. Their song was all of me and every time it comes on the radio, he cries, but refuses to change it. All I can say is she would want you to think of her. Music is an amazing way of communication. I heard a song that made me think of his girlfriend (because she was my best friend too) and I cried so much because literally every word made me think of her. Its okay to miss the ones you love and its okay if you cry and if you don't.
I cannot even begin to tell you how much this song.. (well the whole band really. ) how much it/they have helped me. dealing with depression and suicide is extremely difficult and it is something i struggle with on a daily basis. .. this song has just been so beautiful and helpful. Mayday Parade is there when no one else is. Thank you. because being alone . . . specially during this time in my life is harder than i ever expected.
i agree the song does help, Hope you feel better soon it is very hard and i know as i understand exactly what your going through. But trust me, everything will be better soon. I promise
Just remember that you are never alone, despite how much you feel it. I won't say I know exactly what you're going through as it's different for everyone, but believe me, it does get better eventually. :)
Similar thing for me. For me, it wasn't MP mainly, considering I've only got interested in them recently. But music was and is a big thing for me as well. Paramore is my big one. FOB and a lot of post-grunge behind that.
+Emma West I am so sorry to hear that, i must say, i have only once been in a situation like that, a kid in my class, we lost him and his family to a fire :( so i dont speak from experience but i want to say... Stay strong, and be glad that there is a small chance of it happening to anyone else you know or cherish.
This actually brings up memories of the best night of my life. Me and my mom had a fight. She left for a hotel for the night. I listened to this while walking around my apartment complex and texted my best friend. He held me while I cried and then we went swimming from 3 to 6:45 am. Seems shitty, but it's the best night so far.
Bringm3hop3 x I had something like that my past boyfriend followed me home last month with a knife and he ended up trying to stab me but I got the knife and that's all I'm saying but my best friend was walking her dog and her dog was freaking out and she found me bleeding and I love her so much for finding me
Tears are escaping my eyes...because even if these things have never happened to you, music has the power to enable you to feel. To feel others' pain and to understand with something much more than sympathy.
as someone who is suffering from anxiety crazy bad at the moment, this song just makes so much sense... you're trapped in your own head, you know you'll be okay but the negative memories keep being brought up and you can't shut it off... no matter how bad you want to feel normal the memories still push thier way through and make you feel so alone and stressed...
My sister almost died two years ago. After that I cherish every thing does. Even if I'm so mad at her that I could scream, I still say that I love her. I don't know how much time I'll have with her but I don't want to have any regrets if she passes. I want to be able to say that I told her I loved her that day. Please hug all of your loved ones. You don't know how long you have with them.
This is how I thought about the song: A girl and a boy were dating. They were so happy, but then things started get bad. Everything started tearing apart, and he didn't know she was so depressed. He found her dead in her bathroom, and the thought of it and all of the heartbreak is killing him on the inside. He knows he should have valued her more, but now she is gone, and he sees her everywhere. He too is now depressed, and doesn't know what to do. He cries every night, but he can't forget the memory. The memory that caused his own death.
I think it's a little different, where things being bad in your example being elaborated on; she did something terrible like cheat, and then she commits suicide, and he then forgives her, i.e. "This is my forgiveness." He has too much time to think about it, probably blames himself even when she shouldn't have cheated, and then kills himself because of how he feels about it
I dedicate this song to my m.Cancer took her away from me just 3 short months ago. And like her love, her memory is endless. I love you mom. I miss you...
this song reminds me of my father. He died last year in November and he is on my mind a lot and his brother, my uncle, reminds me way to much of him. The only difference is that one of them is paying child support and the other wasn't.
One of the most influencial bands In my life. Mayday parade helped me stand up to my parents, about my passion to music, Mayday parade literally gave me the push that I needed, I really love this band and its style. Helped me as well as finding my own style of singing, and I can proudly say Mayday Parade played a major role in it too. never felt so broken and mended at the same time before. Please continue to help people With your music.
My best friend died augusr 23rd, 2014. I miss her with everything I have. Id give anything to give her another chsnce at life, she was onl 14"!!!!!! I miss you love. R.I.P "She is everywhere I go everything I see but still these clouds won't leave"
This song makes me think of my best friend who past away 2 years ago. I miss her so much and today is especially hard because its her birthday, or at least it should be. Its hard to think about what your missing out on but even harder thinking about what we used to have. She was only 15 and she was the most amazing person I've ever met. When or if I ever move on just know Julie, you will always be my best friend.
Stay strong. People I've truly loved have come and gone in my life and I know it's not the same as death but it still hurts me to know they're gone from my life. No matter what, she'll always be with you in your heart.
I will forever think of my mom when I hear this song. Coming up on 3 yrs since she has passed, and there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about her.
every week there's no chance that I'll miss listening this song, I was in grade 6 it was my first time hearing this song. I'm 22 now. MAYDAY PARADE LIVES ON
She is everywhere I go Everyone I see Winter's gone and I still can't sleep Summer's on the way At least that's what they say But these clouds won't leave Walk away Barely breathing As I'm lying on the floor Take my heart As you're leaving I don't need it anymore This is the memory This is the curse of having Too much time to think about it It's killing me This is the last time This is my forgiveness This is endless Now spring has brought the rain But I still see your face And I can not escape the past Creeping up inside Reminding me that I Can never bring you back This is the memory This is the curse of having Too much time to think about it It's killing me This is the last time This is my forgiveness This is endless This is endless [3x] Someone help me 'Cause the memory Convinced itself to tear me apart And it's gonna succeed before long This is the memory This is the curse of having Too much time to think about it It's killing me This is the last time This is my forgiveness This is endless This is endless Someone help me 'Cause the memory Convinced itself to tear me apart And it's gonna succeed before long (This is endless) She is everywhere I go Everyone I see But these clouds won't leave
Late night road trips, late night beach walks, music we shared, deep conversations, the fights, his tears, his eyes. I just can't get him out of my mind.
You know you're totally fucked when the alcohol doesn't take effect anymore, when the drugs don't change a thing and the medicine that even the doctors prescribe you won't even work. I never should have let you go, you were my everything and now we're at the point of no return. You're happily in love with someone else and I'm left at rock bottom .
to everyone who can relate to this song, i know your pain, i know how bad it hurts to lose someone you love so much, and when youre left there alone its the most painful feeling in the world, im truly sorry for the pain you have all been caused, you are loved and i hope you things get better for each and every one of you
I'm so damn depressed. I can't even take it anymore. I used to actually do stuff but I just sit on the computer all day listening to this and I was honestly getting better from deep depression. Someone please, Let me talk to you. I need it.
If you need anyone to talk to I'll be glad to help you out. I hope you start t feel better :( stay strong and keep your head up. Kik is joshy1090 if you would like someone to talk through I've been through a lot myself and I'll be more than happy to help.
Hey kid! My names Rebekah, I'm 15 years old however I've been through it all just about. I'm a recovered selfharm, anorexic, and I've won my fights against suicide and suicidal thoughts. I still struggle with my depression but I cope and not let to get bad. I don't want you to end up in facilities like I did (I've been to 5). Kik me rebokah99 if you need someone, I promise you things get better and life's worth living
I think this is what happened A guy and a girl were dating, the guy loved the girl so much but the girl began to love another man and the guy got really depressed cause he didn't know the girl loved somebody else, the guy loved the girl with all of his heart and gave her everything she wants. The guy always remembers the girl and still loves her....
My amazing girlfriend committed suicide a year ago today and these songs have helped me so much! God bless all the broken hearted and I love you Shelby RIP! I will NEVER forget you
I usually don't post comments like this, but this song has me in tears because it reminds me so much of my best friend. She died on February 27th, 2017 in a car crash and even though it's been over a year, it still tears me apart. I blame myself for it because I was supposed to be the one in the car, but she went in my place due to me being too ill to travel. I miss her every day and no matter how much people tell me it wasn't my fault and nobody could have predicted the crash that killed her, I still blame myself. I see her in some people but it feels like this pain is endless.. I was diagnosed with a major depressive disorder not too long ago. That's where the lyric "Someone help me cause the memory convinced itself to tear me apart and it's gonna succeed before long." Living without her gets harder and harder everyday. I knew her for almost 11 years and it's so strange without her. Being without her breaks my heart because there was so much left to say and I didn't get the chance to say it. I'm lost without her. RIP Charlotte 12/20/2001 - 2/27/17
I'm sorry I couldn't save you from yourself Xavier, I hold on to your everything thank you for showing me this band ❤️ I'll never be the same after you left this Earth.....it's been 8 years and I still get sad Everytime I listen to mayday parade
I know how you feel, probably. My head's so stuck in the past shrouded by painfull moments that i feel worthless and nothing but guilt towards everything. I mean it must all be my fault, i must have caused it all..
I miss you so much.... Every single day, you're on my mind. I love you.. I just wish I had the heart to tell you before it was too late. You'll always hold a place in my heart. I will never forget you and the memories you've given me.
My gf of over a year and I broke up.. I still love her to no end, miss her.. We're meeting tomorrow and it'll probably be the last time I'll see her....
My boyfriend just dumped me this morning then I threw up and got a fever. And it turns out he's already moved on. And it's not like I don't already suffer depression and was strong only for him only him and know I'm back to stage one and am I crying mess
he has 100% not moved on. from your perspective it appears that he has moved on but he hasn't. he's hurting and is on a rebound. trust me on that. Give him space and focus on yourself and he'll be back.
I'm actually in the same situation right now, and it sucks. It really sucks. I guess it's not exactly identical, because he said we were "on a break," then told me he had a boyfriend just a few days later. I know it was a rebound to be honest, and I think they're going to break up soon. I know the feeling of only being strong because of that one person, and it's so hard to get away from that. I've made some pretty big mistakes since that day and I regret all of them, and believe me, I've had my fair share of nights crying myself to sleep. I just hope he comes back soon, but I'm going to try to just keep him in the back of my mind and focus on other things. If it's meant to be, it'll be. Just remember that. Message me if you need someone to talk to.
+Desi Slater i hope u moved on cuz i did too and im feelin' better but she is the first girl that i really loved so i will keep loving her no matter what happens but still i moved on and thinking about dont really like hurt me like before
It's not about being alone with your thoughts. It's about losing someone and feeling empty, with the pain that is NEVER-ENDING. The only thing to keep your grieving heart company during the pain is the memory of the one you lost, but that only reminds you of how you never got to do something you wanted with that person, like going to the fair, or--or seeing them! It's about the guilt, and pain, and hurt that is tearing you apart at the seams! It's called _grief,_ Sweetheart, and whether or not you lose a girlfriend/boyfriend or a brother to suicide, *_IT. STILL. HURTS._*
I'm going to sing this song for the school talent show in memory of my friend Dacie Neufeld who I recently lost to suicide on 1-28-16 I miss her so much and today is the 1 month aniversory of her death rest in piece beautiful girl
I am speechless ... there are no lies in what he said . I have no words for this . My heart forgot to beat . My lungs forgot to breath . I ALMOST PASSED AWAY !!
this describes me perfectly. my best friend passed away 2 years ago and it still hurts. He was my world, we had made plans to live together for college and always be there for one another. I'm about to start senior year and I just can't shake the feeling of it being useless and meaningless because he's not here to experience everything with me. The images of the sick alien like person he became is engraved in my memory. it pushes me to go out find a damn cure for this bitch of a disease but it also pushes me deeper into my depression. this song causes all the hospital visits to be relived, all the chemo side effects to recreate themselves in my mind. it kills me and I wish it were me
I truly believe that everyone is worth it. Everyone will live their life, and yes, some will have a better life than others. But there is nothing you can do about that. All you can do is be ready for the good. All you can do is try to be as postive as you possibly can. Cause life can be beautiful, and yes, maybe you haven't seen lots of beauty in your life yet, but that'll come. Everyone has beauty in their life, everyone can find their own purpose. And maybe some more than others, but that's okay, that's just how life is. Just try to see beauty in lots of things. I think you can find beauty all around you. Just look at the little things. When the sun shines, when it's a pretty day, long phone conversations, the best meal you've ever had, the nicest smile you've ever seen, the prettiest movie that you've ever watched. And yes, these things are maybe cliche and small things, but they are actually pretty damn wonderful if you think about it. Also, the looking at these little things won't make everything okay ofcourse, but it will get a little better bit by bit. If you just really appreciate those things, and look at life in a more wonderful way, it'll make you smile. And a smile will be that spark in all that darkness that has been surrounding you. So that's why it's worth it. Things won't get better immediately, but eventually they will. And I know that everything will be fine, everything will be okay, and you will find your happiness, you just have to hold on.
I love this song. I recently lost my Husband, my Mom & many friends.There's a time to cry & grieve & sure you will always miss them. But don't forget to live your life. Turn up the music on something that puts a smile on your face & dance it out under the stars. Sure you'll have times you'll cry again but try to reach out to others when you need help & be that help when they need you. I truly love you all & am praying for you.
i swear listening to "Stay," "Terrible Things," and "The Memory" in sequence is a terrible idea *sobbing in a corner*
It does make you feel "miserable at best."
you want to be friend with me? :O Kira Lant
lol aight guess we friends now xD Kira Lant
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_you monster_
I cryed doing that Q^Q
My grandfather told me that if you are in love, dont lock yourself inside your heart and think that this is the only one for you, dont push your friends away and dont let it ruin you. One week after he told me this, he died. He told me this because i told him i was in love. listen to your grandparents, they know best, even if you dont think they do. Rely on your feelings but dont push them too far.
My grandparents talk in Chinese I don't understand them most of the time but I'm srry that ur granddad died
True that.
i'm adopted
Shibe Doge Wow
Much adopted
very breaking the spirit
such sad
Gianni Soekdew first of all its not funny being adopted sucks I would know becuz I am also adopted and yea it actually is sad very sad in fact so don't be sarcastic when u don't need to be
I haven't heard this song before, I accidentally clicked it actually, but I'm so glad I did because I relate to it so much.
Two years ago my boyfriend was killed in a drunken fight when he was protecting his friend that was getting beaten up and I didn't have the chance to speak to him that day, and it's haunted me ever since. I found out two days after it happened because his family were too much in shock to let me know anything. There's so much I want to tell him, about how everything's changed and about how much I really did love him. But I can't. It's just the memories now.
To all of you that have someone special; tell them you love them everyday no matter how annoying they may find it, hold them close and keep them safe. And I hope that you will never have to go through the pain of losing them, but if you do please know it never really gets better, but it does get easier. Slowly.
hold on tight and keep faith. because things do get better but slowly. stay strong i know the pain of people close to you dying
hellexistsidiots This really touched me... I have a girlfriend, and we are really closely connected, and we click well, and have a very healthy relationship, happy as well. We've been together for nine months, and I could not ask for anything else. But.. I've gone through severe depression and bullying, and things too complex to explain in just a few sentences. Long story short, I am really negative, (Not as much now due to my beloved girl) but I am also stubborn, easily irritated and annoyed at everything. I'm an emotional man, and because of my past, I had my childhood innocence ripped away and I had to grow up, and I'm so defensive.
There are times where I snap at my girlfriend for stupid little things. On Sunday this last weekend, I snapped at her because she changed my phone lock screen and I could not access it, I didn't physically hit her or anything, I just kind of yelled at her just a tad... Reading that makes me cry...
Because I regret hurting her every time I do so, and if that happened... I would be heartbroken. I tell her every day I love her, but this just reminds me of how much I despise how I snap at her... I never want to hurt her, but I just cannot control my anger sometimes. After I yelled at her, she and I sat away from each other for a while, then I started bawling into her arms, apologizing to no end. I have gotten better since we started dating, but... I still feel like such a jerk half the time...
Wolfebane try this, instead of snapping have a sign you both know, count to ten and bite your tongue and walk away until you count to ten then come back to her when your calm, if that dosnt work try physical activity or just something to get energy out, tell me if either of those works
reddragon99able Wow... That actually sounds like such a good tactic. I'll have to try this next time I am around her if I get upset, and I'll let you know! Thank you so much!
no problem this tactic help's me out all the time because apparently i have a lot of energy bottled up and the physical activity releases it, plus i don't want your relationship to crumble
Why do I love these type of songs? Is something wrong with me?
Why do I listen to these,
And I don't cry,
Or shed a tear?
Teresa Falvey There's nothing wrong with you. You're just a strong person.
It could be an attraction or 'addiction' to that feeling of sadness that we all know too well. May be worth seeing your doctor about.
because its freakin music, not a heart attack, thats why
Exacly
***** Nobody doubts that bruh.. Sis? Idk... Also, yeah Music shouldnt be underestimated since it also helped me..
Let me tell you a storie..
There was a time when I was together with my girlfriend. We had our song, this one song which played everytime something special happened. It played when we first met, it played when we first kissed, it played when we first fucked the shit out of each other. One day, she came up to me, put that song on the speakers. And broke up with me. It killed me from the inside, fucked my heart and I lost my will to live on this planet anymore.
Long story short, since that day, I tried to kill myself 3 times, two times I stood on the railing of a bridge, looking down at the nearly dried out river, ready to jump. one time, I was holding a razor at my arm, pressing so hard, a few blood drops were already building and slowly running down my arm. But in that very moment, your mind kicks in and stops you from making that bullshit.
Later, this girl got dumped by her fuck-buddy. She came back to me, asking, no litterally begging for foregiveness. I turned on the music, smiled at her and told her to fuck off. Music gave me goosebumps, gave me tears of joy, tears of sadness and one of the most badass/satisfying moments in my life.
So yeah, Everybody loves music, everybody loves this song, except drunk me, drunk me sees things more logically and simple... So yeah :/
I'm 190 days clean. If I can make it this far, so can you guys. Please stay strong you need to learn you're worth it. You're worth clean wrists. You're worth not having to wear long sleeves all the time. You're worth having something this big to be proud of. You're ALL WORTH IT. Of course, there will be really shitty days. There will be days you want to just dig that piece of metal so far in your arm. But you have to remind yourself you went this long without depending on something that kills you inside. You can go one more day. You guys can make it. I promise you.
I would like for one of my friends to think that too...
Where are you now? Did it work?
Scarring memories and guilt is what drives a person to want to leave this world. Forgiveness is freeing, but the memories are still here.
This song hits it home❤️
If you wanna be on an emotional roller coaster, binge listen to Mayday Parade..
Haha perfect description lol.
I'm on an emotional roller coaster without music ;) #IHaveAnxietyHelpMe
Yea but if u can actually relate , you'll sing it by heart
Me constantly
A year later, and I still miss you. But you ruined me. So why are you still constantly on my mind..?
same...
just a bit moar than 3 years and my mind is apart of this 1 person...things happen
i know how you feel. it hurts...
+Ryan O'Grady yeah it does
because you miss the feeling of feeling important to someone and you miss the feeling of love for a person common psychology
It's so strange how powerful a song can be, and how much you can fall in love with one....
THIS WAS ME DURING LAST YEAR BUT I MET WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN OCTOBER/NOVEMBER AND NOW I AM SO STRONG AND HAPPY, I FEEL PROUD OF MYSELF
magali I'm glad you didn't lose hope. xx
Me 2
I wish I could say the same
Same! But I know we will :)
Good and this song reminded me of my family that dyed
Mayday Parade seriously writes the best depressing breakup songs...
It's 2020 and I'm still inlove with this kind of music while sobbing in the meantime🎧😭
My life is like this
Currently laying in bed with the room dark, crying with all these songs on repeat, think I need help lol
@@settingmyselfup6078 I'm seeing them in 2 weeks! Are you?
@@GTGinley7 unfortunately, no :(
@@settingmyselfup6078 Ah sorry, you getting therapy? I feel i need it too, i don't wann aunpack all my problems that keep lingering in my headspace with someone i know I feel like that would ruin a friendship and cause trauma on them. Hope you better! :)))
its been two years and i still see ghosts of her face when im not even thinking bout her like a needle in a weird spot pinching me every so often leaving me unable to forget
Mayday parade and breaking benjamin: two bands that are good in music as well as lyrics, and don't need to be hot or cute.
they're like the opposite of SWS. Most teen girls only listen to them because of Kellin lol, but he is absolutely terrible a Capella.
I don't player hate, but that is a thought of me too :D
really...Breaking Benjamin...
Kevin Cochran
Breaking Benjamin is great though! :o
Caleb Cox
I like sleeping with sirens but not because of Kellin ._.
You see what annoys me, is that on sad songs, people do leave hate, it's like we are already in pain enough, then you decide, oh im going to ruin this persons day even more, I may not be the nicest person, but it's not cool to leave hate, this song can either be about death or heartbreak (more likely heartbreak) but this song and talking to other sad people have helped me, so ignore the haters, go outside, and smile!! Did you know that when you smile you become happier, try it! It worked on me
+GeekSimmer hey
I sort of disagree with you. It's better for you to be sad than to force a smile because if you do force your smile, you'll lose who you really are inside. Besides, you can't make yourself happy.
+Awesome Cat Not true... You can make yourself become happy. Stopping to think about the good things in your life and being grateful for them is scientifically proven to make you happier. You don't have to force a smile, there is always something to smile about. The smell of clean laundry. A candy bar. The sunset. The fact that you have food to eat and clothes to wear... Oxygen in your lungs... Try it. Being thankful makes people happier. Fact.
+Michelle McDevitt Well, people these days can't find a way to smile. The same for me. I couldn't find myself smiling. I had to force those smiles and laughs out. Doing these forcefully made me forget who I really was outside, but it's okay to be sad because if being happy, angry etc. wouldn't have existed if sad wasn't there. You need to be sad to realize what you have, to become happy. But you know, we all have our ways to make ourselves happy, but this is my way ^^ Though I'm happy that you made it through by your own way.
Instead of 'outside', it's supposed to be 'inside'. Sorry, I was in a rush to type this.
A message to all girls, before you leave us, talk to us, let us know what you miss in your relationship so we can have the chance to provide it to you. Is so sad, a beautiful relationship ends up with unbearable sadness! Life is too short, when we all fall in love if both try are best we can live our life to its best, there is no beauty in living alone and search all the time for *the first love we couldn't keep it alive!* It Requires effort from *my love* and also *me*.
+xgalaxyone Well spoken man, easily relatable too
+Alex. Ferguson Alex, I have noticed that most separations happens because of lack of communication between him and her! I guess girls are the one who keep everything inside and suddenly "BANG" they can't live anymore and the leave! That's why I wish girls and boys keep the door of communication open for friendly advice and criticism so we all can become a better spouse for each other. Leaving a relationship suddenly is a way to scape but there is no assurance for finding a better partner!
+xgalaxyone You seem to have some experience in this. But yeah I know exactly what youre talking about, faced the same kind of stuff a little ago :P
+Alex. Ferguson Unfortunately I did face the saddest happening in my life, there is no word which can describe my feelings at this moment! I created entire my world around her and in half an hour I lost her and I collapsed totally! And I don''t know how or when I will stand up again. I wish you feel better with your situation :-)
xgalaxyone You will feel better man, trust me I personally have been feeling heaps better, I broke up with my ex a few months ago and Ive still gotten worked up about it (So clingy aye?). A lot have fights have broken out about lies that I've been told. I'm starting to move on now and get my sh*t together. Believe me man, if I could do it. You could too man. :D
I used to love this band years ago, and just rediscovered them
2021.......and this song still owns a special place in my heart.
22:)
@@mangolashi2300 here here :)
I've never heard this song, yet my mind knows the words....
Same
+TheGamingLindseyTGL sameee
Gabby K. Maybe cuz it's a lyric video?
Shiro Monsutā 😂😂😂😂
Shiro Monsutā shade
i listen to these songs,
but i do not cry.
no, i am addicted to the sadness.
i want to feel some thing
after
not feeling
for so long now
Love your picture ❤️❤️❤️
So emo... me likey ',:)
Same; and that's what scares me....
Same here
Sometimes these songs can bring the feelings you suppressed for so out
so I was just about to turn the laptop off and go to bed..., when i saw this song I thought oh i haven't heard that one before.., as i'm listening to it, i'm reading the comments and it seems like a lot off people are going through a bad patch...so i just wanted to say i know i don't know you or you don't know me, but i just wanted to say from the bottom off my heart that you're awesome and if you're a girl you're beautiful, sometimes life gets hard and it seems unfair when your girlfriend or boyfriend has just broken up with you out of no where and you are left feeling like you're nothing. but i can assure you that you are a somebody and I know your awesome, everything happens for a reason guys so just try your best to push past it and stay strong, if you want to talk just message me on here :) i'm not judgmental and just like my TH-cam name " music sets the mind free", chin up guys your all awesome and beautiful!
Thanks ♥
anytime :')
Music Sets The Mind Free I really appreciate it.
+Maggie it's fine honestly :) everyone beautiful in their own way :) chin up gorgeous :) if anyone wants to chat just drop me a message on facebook :) "Dale Waddington"
Music Sets The Mind Free OkI will think about it.
I showed this to my now recently deceased girlfriend, when we were still dating she fell in love with it, every time I listen to this song I don't know if I should smile or cry, I miss her every day, even after we broke up, she remained my best friend... I feel lost without her advice, and guidance God damn memories.
you will be ok #ok
I know how you feel. My best friends girlfriend just passed away in December. Their song was all of me and every time it comes on the radio, he cries, but refuses to change it. All I can say is she would want you to think of her. Music is an amazing way of communication. I heard a song that made me think of his girlfriend (because she was my best friend too) and I cried so much because literally every word made me think of her. Its okay to miss the ones you love and its okay if you cry and if you don't.
I cannot even begin to tell you how much this song.. (well the whole band really. )
how much it/they have helped me. dealing with depression and suicide is extremely difficult and it is something i struggle with on a daily basis. .. this song has just been so beautiful and helpful. Mayday Parade is there when no one else is. Thank you. because being alone . . . specially during this time in my life is harder than i ever expected.
i agree the song does help, Hope you feel better soon it is very hard and i know as i understand exactly what your going through. But trust me, everything will be better soon. I promise
Just remember that you are never alone, despite how much you feel it. I won't say I know exactly what you're going through as it's different for everyone, but believe me, it does get better eventually. :)
man like good for you like i no its hard in bad times i no this song helped me to
Similar thing for me. For me, it wasn't MP mainly, considering I've only got interested in them recently. But music was and is a big thing for me as well. Paramore is my big one. FOB and a lot of post-grunge behind that.
Thanks guys
This song goes out to one of my best friends who I lost to suicide. RIP 12/03/15
+Emma West im so sorry for your loss.
+Emma West I am so sorry to hear that, i must say, i have only once been in a situation like that, a kid in my class, we lost him and his family to a fire :( so i dont speak from experience but i want to say... Stay strong, and be glad that there is a small chance of it happening to anyone else you know or cherish.
I'm sorry for your loss.
you will be fine love others
+Emma West I'm sooo sorry for your loss I hope she is happy where ever they are right now 💋
This actually brings up memories of the best night of my life. Me and my mom had a fight. She left for a hotel for the night. I listened to this while walking around my apartment complex and texted my best friend. He held me while I cried and then we went swimming from 3 to 6:45 am. Seems shitty, but it's the best night so far.
Bringm3hop3 x I had something like that my past boyfriend followed me home last month with a knife and he ended up trying to stab me but I got the knife and that's all I'm saying but my best friend was walking her dog and her dog was freaking out and she found me bleeding and I love her so much for finding me
your life sucks
@@abry6152 rude
Tears are escaping my eyes...because even if these things have never happened to you, music has the power to enable you to feel. To feel others' pain and to understand with something much more than sympathy.
*Take My Heart As Your Leaving ... I Dont Need It Anymore ;~;*
I guess I'm not the only one who listened to terrible things
And then this.....
FØB! At The Disco I did.
Lol yeah. Love both of the songs
FØB! At The Disco yep you're not
both are greatttttt songs
I used terrible things to play along to on piano then listened
this afterwards
I cannot escape that past... Reminding me that I can never bring you back
Aww, I'm sorry.
You're among friends. I know that feel.
we can all swap stories.
sucks..really does....sorry man :(
thanks
as someone who is suffering from anxiety crazy bad at the moment, this song just makes so much sense... you're trapped in your own head, you know you'll be okay but the negative memories keep being brought up and you can't shut it off... no matter how bad you want to feel normal the memories still push thier way through and make you feel so alone and stressed...
Xzavier Gurule yeah, I’m sorry
1:55 1:57
It is sad when the person who gave you the best memories become a memory...
Everyone else has these horribly tragic moments and here I am crying my eyes out over an anime girl.
don't worry, emotions are emotions. it doesn't matter what they are attached to
we feel you and is same for anime boys ;-; ..
You're not wasting your time bro, everyone has different ways to show their emotions it's all good
+renocide same here budy ....crying for kanade here TT_TT .... WHY THE FUCK DID SHE DIE?!?!!?!GODDAMIT !!!!
Phyra 😭😭😭 idk if I spelt it right rhough
My sister almost died two years ago. After that I cherish every thing does. Even if I'm so mad at her that I could scream, I still say that I love her. I don't know how much time I'll have with her but I don't want to have any regrets if she passes. I want to be able to say that I told her I loved her that day. Please hug all of your loved ones. You don't know how long you have with them.
+Heather Diley my sister did die...
Kylie Mccostlin I'm extremely sorry for your loss and though that doesn't make it better, I hope you can be happy again someday.
+Heather Diley thank you.❤️
+Heather Diley chin up and try to be strong you can do it! read my comment above!
First time listening from a scale from 1-10(10 being the highest)
I'd say about...
9,999,999,999!
Love it!
ERROR
That is not how numbers work.
HarryPotterIsAlways GoingToBeInOurBlood Who cares. lol
Must agree :)
I don't want my heart anymore. Someone please take it
i'll take it! :)
Okie
How much ya selling it for
+Ian Duffy you can have it for free
NIceeee
This is how I thought about the song:
A girl and a boy were dating.
They were so happy, but then things started get bad. Everything started tearing apart, and he didn't know she was so depressed. He found her dead in her bathroom, and the thought of it and all of the heartbreak is killing him on the inside. He knows he should have valued her more, but now she is gone, and he sees her everywhere. He too is now depressed, and doesn't know what to do. He cries every night, but he can't forget the memory. The memory that caused his own death.
go watch shigastu wa kimi no uso, then maybe that anime will fit to this song
i know i shouldn't laugh but lol
Jesus, I thought about a break up!
OUCH THAT ANIME HURTS SO MUCH
I think it's a little different, where things being bad in your example being elaborated on; she did something terrible like cheat, and then she commits suicide, and he then forgives her, i.e. "This is my forgiveness." He has too much time to think about it, probably blames himself even when she shouldn't have cheated, and then kills himself because of how he feels about it
I dedicate this song to my
m.Cancer took her away from me just 3 short months ago. And like her love, her memory is endless. I love you mom. I miss you...
:(
I think I just really felt in love w/ this song.
I think I just fell in love with your gorgeous face.
ohmygod thank you :o
LOLgirl2806 No, Thank you!
gorges well her and the song C;
same
Take my heart as youre leaving...i dont need it anymore
This is the memory
This is the curse of having too much time to think about it
It's killing me.
this is endless
+lmfaoalex convinced itself to tear apart
don't listen to this after terrible things … ouch my heart
Just did :/
why did i do this im listening to this after terrible things
i just did
Just did in the year 2019 now it’s 2020
its 2021
13 years and this masterpiece are never ending ❤️
Who is here in 2024?? ❤
Present
Hello! But why’s this not on Spotify?!
This was my favourite song back in like 2011 wish it was on Spotify 😢
After 10 years... Please let me move on.
Mee
this song reminds me of my father. He died last year in November and he is on my mind a lot and his brother, my uncle, reminds me way to much of him. The only difference is that one of them is paying child support and the other wasn't.
One of the most influencial bands In my life.
Mayday parade helped me stand up to my parents, about my passion to music, Mayday parade literally gave me the push that I needed, I really love this band and its style. Helped me as well as finding my own style of singing, and I can proudly say Mayday Parade played a major role in it too.
never felt so broken and mended at the same time before. Please continue to help people With your music.
My best friend died augusr 23rd, 2014. I miss her with everything I have. Id give anything to give her another chsnce at life, she was onl 14"!!!!!! I miss you love. R.I.P
"She is everywhere I go everything I see but still these clouds won't leave"
I'm so sorry about your loss. She's safe now...Safe from the pain, the drama, and the horrible cruel world.
Everyone like, "I SHOULDN'T HAVE LOVED"
And me:
"Love the font!"
Eva Kat so true xD
Quality 😂
That's how I write now XD
if you think a can't listen to this song 400 times in a row you're wrong
Nice Joke
iBrHoM23
Whoever said she was joking?
I for some reason did the math online...and it would take you 25(almost 26) consecutive hours to do this...
Kayla Buzgo you're right, of course.
Listening to 76 Mayday Parade songs in a 'Top Hits' album is great, but I've been crying for almost every song.
This song makes me think of my best friend who past away 2 years ago. I miss her so much and today is especially hard because its her birthday, or at least it should be. Its hard to think about what your missing out on but even harder thinking about what we used to have. She was only 15 and she was the most amazing person I've ever met. When or if I ever move on just know Julie, you will always be my best friend.
Im sorry...that must be tough going through that....my friend had passed away and it was a horrible thing to ever happen...I'm sorry
Thank you
Stay strong. People I've truly loved have come and gone in my life and I know it's not the same as death but it still hurts me to know they're gone from my life. No matter what, she'll always be with you in your heart.
I will forever think of my mom when I hear this song. Coming up on 3 yrs since she has passed, and there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about her.
every week there's no chance that I'll miss listening this song, I was in grade 6 it was my first time hearing this song. I'm 22 now. MAYDAY PARADE LIVES ON
First Mayday Parade song I listened to and still my favorite 💜
"This is the curse of having to much time to think about it"
She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
Winter's gone and I still can't sleep
Summer's on the way
At least that's what they say
But these clouds won't leave
Walk away
Barely breathing
As I'm lying on the floor
Take my heart
As you're leaving
I don't need it anymore
This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless
Now spring has brought the rain
But I still see your face
And I can not escape the past
Creeping up inside
Reminding me that I
Can never bring you back
This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless
This is endless [3x]
Someone help me
'Cause the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before long
This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless
This is endless
Someone help me
'Cause the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before long
(This is endless)
She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
But these clouds won't leave
Late night road trips, late night beach walks, music we shared, deep conversations, the fights, his tears, his eyes. I just can't get him out of my mind.
More than 12 years ago..?
Damn, my inner child would definitely try to fix the life I'm having from 2021, it's..strange how I ignore the child..
The song came out back in 2009. I was just looking at it on Google good times.
THIS SONG IS BETTER THAN MY EXISTENCE
Ermagad brownies xD
LOL. 😂😂
XD
HAHAHAHAHA *claps*
hahahahaha best comment xD
why the hell am I going on TH-cam at almost 1 am to make myself cry with mayday parade?!
Used to listen to this song sooo much when I was like 13
You know you're totally fucked when the alcohol doesn't take effect anymore, when the drugs don't change a thing and the medicine that even the doctors prescribe you won't even work. I never should have let you go, you were my everything and now we're at the point of no return. You're happily in love with someone else and I'm left at rock bottom .
ʇuǝlnɹᴉʌ hugs you tigily
+Alyssa Marie swag (princess swag) 💕
ʇuǝlnɹᴉʌ ouch...
im sorry
it's going to be okay. it was fate. and fate always has something planned for you.
2023 nostagia hits me again ❤
this is endless👌💔😔👏 thanks for breaking my heart again and again.
Growing up listening to every mayday parade's song back in good old days..now im here again in 2020 i can still feel the vibes😭🥺💙
June 2021, let's see how many people are listening to this masterpiece.
listened to this song again. i think it has been 3 yrs since the last
to everyone who can relate to this song, i know your pain, i know how bad it hurts to lose someone you love so much, and when youre left there alone its the most painful feeling in the world, im truly sorry for the pain you have all been caused, you are loved and i hope you things get better for each and every one of you
This song really hits hard can't believe how many tears I can cry listening to one song
normally when I hear songs for the first time I don't like it but when I hear it over and over again I love them!!
I'm so damn depressed. I can't even take it anymore. I used to actually do stuff but I just sit on the computer all day listening to this and I was honestly getting better from deep depression. Someone please, Let me talk to you. I need it.
If you need anyone to talk to I'll be glad to help you out. I hope you start t feel better :( stay strong and keep your head up. Kik is joshy1090 if you would like someone to talk through I've been through a lot myself and I'll be more than happy to help.
You can kik me at _.rawrrcx i got through the same things
Hey kid! My names Rebekah, I'm 15 years old however I've been through it all just about. I'm a recovered selfharm, anorexic, and I've won my fights against suicide and suicidal thoughts. I still struggle with my depression but I cope and not let to get bad. I don't want you to end up in facilities like I did (I've been to 5). Kik me rebokah99 if you need someone, I promise you things get better and life's worth living
Toy Bonnie same here
Kik:bruhigothis your not alone .-.
When I first heard this song a year ago I thought it was the worst song ever. But then I looked up it and it means so much to me right now..
Same..
It's funny how a song that meant nothing so long ago can mean everything now.
You must've had a long time to think about it.. Heh..
is funny how time and emotions change the meaning of a song
lol saammee.
Back then when I was like 14 this song was so meaningful to me, and anow after a long time without listen to this song... I recall that girl
I was jamming to this 8 years ago and still am what memories this band brings back into my forever broken heart...
I want you, but I can't have you. It's killing me.
Sorry fam, I keep telling you, I'm married
ah yes 2021 still here, lol I miss you so much.
I think this is what happened
A guy and a girl were dating, the guy loved the girl so much but the girl began to love another man and the guy got really depressed cause he didn't know the girl loved somebody else, the guy loved the girl with all of his heart and gave her everything she wants.
The guy always remembers the girl and still loves her....
Noifty & Quiefty karkat!
Noifty & Quiefty or see terrible things
RadioJhJorge21 why would you make that reference 😭😭
Noifty & Quiefty or it could be the other way around....the girl loving him forever while he...chooses others..
Noifty & Quiefty my legit fucking life..
My amazing girlfriend committed suicide a year ago today and these songs have helped me so much! God bless all the broken hearted and I love you Shelby RIP! I will NEVER forget you
I usually don't post comments like this, but this song has me in tears because it reminds me so much of my best friend. She died on February 27th, 2017 in a car crash and even though it's been over a year, it still tears me apart. I blame myself for it because I was supposed to be the one in the car, but she went in my place due to me being too ill to travel. I miss her every day and no matter how much people tell me it wasn't my fault and nobody could have predicted the crash that killed her, I still blame myself. I see her in some people but it feels like this pain is endless.. I was diagnosed with a major depressive disorder not too long ago. That's where the lyric "Someone help me cause the memory convinced itself to tear me apart and it's gonna succeed before long." Living without her gets harder and harder everyday. I knew her for almost 11 years and it's so strange without her. Being without her breaks my heart because there was so much left to say and I didn't get the chance to say it. I'm lost without her. RIP Charlotte 12/20/2001 - 2/27/17
CakeMaker656 its okay. I hope you're fine.
Because life can do terrible things.
Don't hurt my already broken heart.
The beginning of this song reminds me of another song, but I just don't know which one!
Carina i'd say aaron lili but very quickly !
Carina Dark On Me by Starset?
Jason walker - down
I'm sorry I couldn't save you from yourself Xavier, I hold on to your everything thank you for showing me this band ❤️ I'll never be the same after you left this Earth.....it's been 8 years and I still get sad Everytime I listen to mayday parade
Heard
I love Mayday Parade, their songs speak to me
All I have are the memories and even them I want to get rid of
I know how you feel, probably. My head's so stuck in the past shrouded by painfull moments that i feel worthless and nothing but guilt towards everything. I mean it must all be my fault, i must have caused it all..
I miss you so much.... Every single day, you're on my mind. I love you.. I just wish I had the heart to tell you before it was too late. You'll always hold a place in my heart. I will never forget you and the memories you've given me.
this band was in my recommendations & ever since found them, they've been my favorite band every since..so glad they were in my recommendations.. ❤
My gf of over a year and I broke up.. I still love her to no end, miss her..
We're meeting tomorrow and it'll probably be the last time I'll see her....
Aww....
Well if your going to mis her try to make it not the last time
My boyfriend just dumped me this morning then I threw up and got a fever. And it turns out he's already moved on. And it's not like I don't already suffer depression and was strong only for him only him and know I'm back to stage one and am I crying mess
he has 100% not moved on. from your perspective it appears that he has moved on but he hasn't. he's hurting and is on a rebound. trust me on that. Give him space and focus on yourself and he'll be back.
Jamie Wood maybe. And I will try to just focus on myself and my mental state for know .
I'm actually in the same situation right now, and it sucks. It really sucks. I guess it's not exactly identical, because he said we were "on a break," then told me he had a boyfriend just a few days later. I know it was a rebound to be honest, and I think they're going to break up soon. I know the feeling of only being strong because of that one person, and it's so hard to get away from that. I've made some pretty big mistakes since that day and I regret all of them, and believe me, I've had my fair share of nights crying myself to sleep. I just hope he comes back soon, but I'm going to try to just keep him in the back of my mind and focus on other things. If it's meant to be, it'll be. Just remember that. Message me if you need someone to talk to.
Levi The Weird if you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me.
we can talk about Dan and Phil (:
Levi The Weird I see you everywhere! And that sucks
rest in paradise Cody you are still the best thing that has ever happened to me I love and miss you. if I could bring you back I would I'm a second.
*in
+Hoody Princeofallsaiyans dude fuck off
Night Walkers dude, I wasn't being mean, spelling mistakes just bug me.
I knew this song way back High School. My mother died four days ago and I keep repeating it
Balling my eyes out dont want him to leave today but he has to ❤️😔
This song reminds me of my mother's almost suicide. I'm thankful everyday that she is still with me.
its killin' me thinkin' about my ex
love ruined my life
+PancakeX G4mER Same
+Desi Slater i hope u moved on cuz i did too and im feelin' better but she is the first girl that i really loved so i will keep loving her no matter what happens but still i moved on and thinking about dont really like hurt me like before
love will always be the best thing in the world but is also the worst.
it tore me up
Love will rebuild the ruins of your life as well...
how did you move on?
Your music is the only thing I love hurting myself with. Oh god, never stop making your music. ❤❤❤
yeah being by yourself alone with only your thoughts..can really suck..
It's not about being alone with your thoughts. It's about losing someone and feeling empty, with the pain that is NEVER-ENDING. The only thing to keep your grieving heart company during the pain is the memory of the one you lost, but that only reminds you of how you never got to do something you wanted with that person, like going to the fair, or--or seeing them! It's about the guilt, and pain, and hurt that is tearing you apart at the seams!
It's called _grief,_ Sweetheart, and whether or not you lose a girlfriend/boyfriend or a brother to suicide,
*_IT. STILL. HURTS._*
I don't know why, but this song makes me think about old seasons of The Vampire diaries.
I'm going to sing this song for the school talent show in memory of my friend Dacie Neufeld who I recently lost to suicide on 1-28-16 I miss her so much and today is the 1 month aniversory of her death rest in piece beautiful girl
Adison Phillips how did it go?
update?
I am speechless ... there are no lies in what he said .
I have no words for this . My heart forgot to beat . My lungs forgot to breath . I ALMOST PASSED AWAY !!
this describes me perfectly. my best friend passed away 2 years ago and it still hurts. He was my world, we had made plans to live together for college and always be there for one another. I'm about to start senior year and I just can't shake the feeling of it being useless and meaningless because he's not here to experience everything with me. The images of the sick alien like person he became is engraved in my memory. it pushes me to go out find a damn cure for this bitch of a disease but it also pushes me deeper into my depression. this song causes all the hospital visits to be relived, all the chemo side effects to recreate themselves in my mind. it kills me and I wish it were me
I truly believe that everyone is worth it. Everyone will live their life, and yes, some will have a better life than others. But there is nothing you can do about that. All you can do is be ready for the good. All you can do is try to be as postive as you possibly can. Cause life can be beautiful, and yes, maybe you haven't seen lots of beauty in your life yet, but that'll come. Everyone has beauty in their life, everyone can find their own purpose. And maybe some more than others, but that's okay, that's just how life is. Just try to see beauty in lots of things. I think you can find beauty all around you. Just look at the little things. When the sun shines, when it's a pretty day, long phone conversations, the best meal you've ever had, the nicest smile you've ever seen, the prettiest movie that you've ever watched. And yes, these things are maybe cliche and small things, but they are actually pretty damn wonderful if you think about it. Also, the looking at these little things won't make everything okay ofcourse, but it will get a little better bit by bit. If you just really appreciate those things, and look at life in a more wonderful way, it'll make you smile. And a smile will be that spark in all that darkness that has been surrounding you. So that's why it's worth it. Things won't get better immediately, but eventually they will. And I know that everything will be fine, everything will be okay, and you will find your happiness, you just have to hold on.
MP always knows how to hit the heart with lyrics
I love this song. I recently lost my Husband, my Mom & many friends.There's a time to cry & grieve & sure you will always miss them. But don't forget to live your life. Turn up the music on something that puts a smile on your face & dance it out under the stars. Sure you'll have times you'll cry again but try to reach out to others when you need help & be that help when they need you. I truly love you all & am praying for you.
Now its 2021 but im still inlove myday parade songs.