Why I Was Addicted To Cocaine

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  • @JamesCarmichael
    @JamesCarmichael 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I only ever took coke when I was drunk or in the process of getting drunk. It's a weird one because you could spend 1, 2+ hours craving it and thinking it will make the night better but after you get it and take your first line you're just chasing that high for the rest of the night and it never comes.

    • @SQUIDMANSCOTT
      @SQUIDMANSCOTT ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It’s like a love hate abusive relationship in which feels impossible to quit cause you love it that much but fucking hate it at the same time.

  • @splicexjms8117
    @splicexjms8117 4 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    In the rehab I was in, I met a man who was addicted to coke. We both spent 6 months in this rehab. Every day, he would beg people for cigarettes, coffee, snacks, extra food, and soda. I learned from the staff that he was receiving a monthly ~$600 CAD welfare check, but he was saving every penny. After 6 months, he got his "certificate", pulled out his $3600, went straight to his dealer and within a week or two he was back in rehab. The staff whispered to me that he had simply been using rehab to save $ for coke, and had been stuck in this "loop" (in save $, out coke, in save $, out coke) for 8 years.

    • @Ixle589
      @Ixle589 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Wow 😮

    • @Jurkss77
      @Jurkss77 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Damn he really loves coke

    • @stevejones8550
      @stevejones8550 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Not surprising. Every time I used coke or crack I'd say never again. A period would go by, cravings hit,I had money and I'd go on a bindge.

    • @ensabanor9939
      @ensabanor9939 ปีที่แล้ว

      Dam thats a vicious cycle

    • @bupoe4796
      @bupoe4796 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      😂😂😂

  • @williamlackey123
    @williamlackey123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you for sharing your truth. I’m struggling with a lot right now and I’m thankful I found your channel.

  • @dianakraft4452
    @dianakraft4452 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I'm so proud of you to share about it.I know that it will help a lot of people out there.

  • @tjburbaable
    @tjburbaable 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    When you say "i loved it", I completely understand!!! I LOVE IT!!!

  • @Ixle589
    @Ixle589 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I’m a coke addict watching videos for motivation and wanting to get clean it’s so hard 😢

    • @Shah-fh2tz
      @Shah-fh2tz ปีที่แล้ว

      ALLAAH IS THE ANSWER READ THE QURAN

    • @999tilldeath
      @999tilldeath ปีที่แล้ว

      ​​@@Shah-fh2tzhere is no Allah it's God u fool

    • @Reeseroyce0224
      @Reeseroyce0224 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same here

  • @will2594
    @will2594 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Going to rehab tomorrow morning wish me luck. You helped me get help and I thank you for that.

  • @nikkimathers9373
    @nikkimathers9373 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    i relate to you on a whole other level. jeeeez, i’m so glad i stumbled upon your channel.

    • @MarieSMS
      @MarieSMS 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I was literally just thinking this same thing while watching

    • @greenlightchronicles7198
      @greenlightchronicles7198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's ok. But I think he might be lying

  • @hellogrr877
    @hellogrr877 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Well done for recovering!

    • @EricBZink
      @EricBZink  4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thanks I appreciate that

  • @proving_them_wrong
    @proving_them_wrong ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Last thing I remember, I was
    Running for the door
    I had to find the passage back
    To the place I was before
    "Relax, " said the night man
    "We are programmed to receive
    You can check out any time you like
    But you can never leave"

  • @Roastarex
    @Roastarex 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Totally hit the nail on the head here brother 🙌

    • @EricBZink
      @EricBZink  4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Nice to know we are not alone

  • @codyjones145
    @codyjones145 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Just realized it's an issue on the verge of losing everything I've built over the last year. Ur videos are real

  • @davidjacobson178
    @davidjacobson178 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hey mate. I’m on the edge of addiction to the cola. I’ve listened to your videos and I’m not asking for anything more so just saying that your videos relate to me...
    AKA... going to the pub with a ball in the packet = best feeling ever.... running out of cola... financial depression. Only financial depression to mask the real issue. The best worst drug ever.

  • @keirgregory8619
    @keirgregory8619 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I loved cocaine, used to get to the point some nights where I just physically couldn’t get any more coke up my nose. It took over my life, and made me one bad person!

  • @jaynagle1719
    @jaynagle1719 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Deserves way more subs

    • @EricBZink
      @EricBZink  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thanks I appreciate that

  • @user-pn9zm8nn2e
    @user-pn9zm8nn2e 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Im currently addicted to cocaine... im trying to quit, I've already been to jail for possession of coke.. i don't have any money to get professional help

  • @telepathtee50
    @telepathtee50 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for your personal share - I am getting out of a 6 month relationship with a cocaine addict -

    • @EricBZink
      @EricBZink  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @datg2715
    @datg2715 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Did u get any health problems after ?

  • @natalijafilinova
    @natalijafilinova 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I lost my partner to cocain and fentanyl. 5 months ago. No addiction is ok

    • @alanluscombe8a553
      @alanluscombe8a553 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are correct. Anything can be a destroyer. Sorry for your loss

  • @kevinchristiaens
    @kevinchristiaens 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I used cocaine for the first time about 15 years ago. Did my share of it but never more than a gram a night/day. This makes me wonder how it's even physically possible to snort 8 grams on one day. I'd be completely losing my mind then and nose. 😆

  • @A553N
    @A553N 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm high on cocaine right now, I don't do it much but my best friend is addicted. You are right it makes me drink more and it's quite bad for me. I wanna talk and have no one to talk to. My weekend is Sunday Monday. I'll make sure to get this stuff away from myself (I am an alcoholic) but I need to work on the booze first and not use another drug to counter act the booze

  • @mmucc073
    @mmucc073 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I don't know if I was lucky or unlucky bc my dealer was available any time of day night middle of the night. I hated coke so much when I would look at my bank account and when I'm laying in bed tossing and turning and looking for something to take to knock me out and if I didn't I'd get more coke and not stop until the next night bc I had to work that next day so I'd do it all night and all day then after work I'd be tired enough to sleep for 15+ hours then do it all over again. I couldn't drink on the job or something that would be noticed so this is what I did every day for 5 months. I had a huge amount of money and this caused me to worry bc I had a family to support. Addicts are addicts and if they like something and it makes them feel good they can't stop, but they can. Even addicts have will power and if they are in too deep they have to ask for help. I've had to do it several times. If I can anybody can.

  • @walterwhite3143
    @walterwhite3143 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    How much is an 8 ball in the states where you live?
    It’s £200 in England where I live.

    • @craigmc9979
      @craigmc9979 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You get high purity here in Liverpool for that price.

    • @us3d263
      @us3d263 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bruh it’s 100 a g for “pure” in ireland

    • @walterwhite3143
      @walterwhite3143 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      US3D2 I’m taking a trip to Colombia when this all blows over. I’ve heard it’s $5 a gram. And it’ll be a as pure as can be.

    • @burningknuckle26
      @burningknuckle26 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      $180 Northern California

    • @JohnM_816
      @JohnM_816 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      $200 - $250 for uncut fish scale here in Kansas City depending on how good of plug you have.

  • @markusminny9472
    @markusminny9472 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm only doing a gram a day, and really loving it. Just damn expensive

  • @jonhutchinson2902
    @jonhutchinson2902 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Pain meds were exactly like this for me. Did coke for years but when i came across oxycontin that was it for me. Led to a good 10 years of abuse of opiates and now to this day still dependant on methadone. The methadone can and will help you get your life back on track if you really want it. But it can also be just as hard to get away from.

  • @stig649
    @stig649 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    watch all your videos looking for motivation ....struggling massively with coke addiction ..do you still have a discord?

  • @gohardp.776
    @gohardp.776 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    A DAY BRUH Your DEALER LOVED YOU !!!

  • @juliantovar255
    @juliantovar255 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I remember I would run out at 3-4 in the morning and hit up every dealer possible and nun would answer And I’d eventually fall asleep and in the morning I would delete all the messages I would send the dealers in

  • @tylerjames7015
    @tylerjames7015 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    How the hell are your sinuses still
    Intact?? I did coke for a couple years (2g every 2x months or so), and one day after I did a couple lines, my nose congested up and would be that way for a couple days. From that moment on, every time I did coke (regardless of how much) my nose would be completely plugged for days after.

    • @EricBZink
      @EricBZink  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      They are wrecked

  • @dghost198
    @dghost198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    8 g a day?? How did u not od?

  • @godofdestuction1152
    @godofdestuction1152 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey I have one question how did you get out of the addiction I have a very attractive personality I've been addicted to drugs like triple C's weed and cocaine I just was curious on how you got out of the addictive cycle because I am trying to get out of it as well and I won't be able to do it alone

  • @chriswizo9891
    @chriswizo9891 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    What should your bpm be when you do blow? Mine always goes to 140-160, is that bad?

    • @olereliable8961
      @olereliable8961 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Eh kinda but that almost normal if you also drinking

  • @michellewilfong
    @michellewilfong 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hear that same question,, why did I get addicted?,, For myself,, there are many reasons.. the other question I get is""" why did it take so long for you to stop? "" Both questions have multiple answers.. pushing 60 yrs old.. I watched my husband and 2 sisters die from drugs! I spread my message every chance I get!
    RipJeff2009(heroin od)
    RipJamy2013(Mrsa iv drug)
    RipGeorgia2005(opiate/benzo od)

  • @keekbake7756
    @keekbake7756 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thx for the video bro sober for 4 weeks dint think i did come sober also have adhd weird way i dont want use becuss i met a new girl weird that smal things can change a person

  • @mikehunt4437
    @mikehunt4437 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love youuuuuu💙

  • @mrlolpop14ify
    @mrlolpop14ify 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    so fucking true what he is saying. this guy have helped me a little

  • @derekdavis8054
    @derekdavis8054 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Coke is up there but h will make you leave your body..

  • @ericmays45
    @ericmays45 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I feel you man exactly what you are saying to a T

  • @PaulO-td1gb
    @PaulO-td1gb 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Starting again today one day at a time, goin to try stop for year, if I tel myself never again I can't cope so I tel myself one year.

  • @epimetran1698
    @epimetran1698 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Idk if its similar but a few months ago i would take 5-7 times my prescribed dose of ritalin (adhd) and one thing i noticed was the confidence and bravery i had and idk if bc coke is a stimulant too im curious if it was similar for you

    • @EricBZink
      @EricBZink  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If I take to much of my adhd meds it actually makes me hyper focused

  • @S489_20mg
    @S489_20mg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Purity is dependent on chemical process not the source. The gigo principle ( garbage in garbage out). It’s an ignorant comment to say there’s no pure anything. A real chemist could get pure anything knowing the mechanism and reaction conditions.

  • @RonaldRagn
    @RonaldRagn 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This guy is the dopest

  • @kristinesanta6971
    @kristinesanta6971 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    H.B. rocks!!

  • @elliotwragg6938
    @elliotwragg6938 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i think opiates are way more dangerous

  • @ColdStarr
    @ColdStarr ปีที่แล้ว

    I could never imagine doing 4g's in 1 session! 1 is enough for me!

  • @justentertainment5405
    @justentertainment5405 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm hear in Toronto the yayo hear is okay wicked good but when I'm coming down off it I am nervous scared to be in public I really hate this drug the devil it's the devil behind all this BS

  • @haridavies7599
    @haridavies7599 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hi Eric

    • @EricBZink
      @EricBZink  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi how are you

    • @haridavies7599
      @haridavies7599 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dr1ven Industries I’m better how about you

  • @sativadominant7914
    @sativadominant7914 ปีที่แล้ว

    My drug of choice was some good hard seltzer and a marijuana cigarette 😂

  • @alfredoaviles9470
    @alfredoaviles9470 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    If cocaine wasn't so expensive the story would be different.

  • @greenlightchronicles7198
    @greenlightchronicles7198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The question is
    . How pure was the coke!!!!!???.. sounds like he got some cut junk

  • @terr6546
    @terr6546 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    YEAH I ENJOY UPPERS IT HELPS MY ADD BUT I NEVER DONE COCAINE BEFORE BUT ANYWAYS ARE YOU SAVED ? I COULDNT IMAGINE HEAVEN WITHOUT YOU YOU SEEM LIKE AN AWESOME CHILL FUNNY PERSON TYPE OF DUDE I LIKE TO HANG WITH LOVE YOUR COCAINE VIDEOS THERE GOOD I LIKE THE ONES YOU MADE ME LAUGH YOUR PERSONALITY IS AWESOME AND FUNNY YOUR AN AWESOME DUDE MY FRIEND KEEP UP WITH THE GOOD WORK MAN

    • @adammorris2265
      @adammorris2265 ปีที่แล้ว

      You sound like youre high on it right now.

  • @greenlightchronicles7198
    @greenlightchronicles7198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    If your buying multiple 8 balls a day like you said.. I question your story as to just getting the views

    • @jasonmaxwell8633
      @jasonmaxwell8633 ปีที่แล้ว

      Real or fake it doesn’t much matter to be honest it’s all bout what he saying and what you take from it

  • @redline9579
    @redline9579 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    O. Gave a like

  • @officialpharsyde
    @officialpharsyde 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Tried coke for the first time 2 weeks ago. Just like you I have ADHD and it felt fucking amazing. even though I knew going into it that I have a really addictive personality and I’ll probably end up abusing it, I did it anyways. 2 weeks later now and I just bought a gram of it about 2 hours ago. It drove me insane just the 3 or 4 days in between having the last half gram I got and this gram I just got. kinda nervous for what’s to come… absolutely love your videos man. hope you’re doing alright

    • @Kas1645
      @Kas1645 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stop while you can mate it gets worse and worse and worse

    • @Lvca-lm3kh
      @Lvca-lm3kh ปีที่แล้ว

      Stop please.. your comment really went to my heart and I felt the same, but it really REALLY takes over your life and you think ah it‘s ok to do it and yo‘ll will start it doing everyday and you stiöl think it‘s ok but in reality it already took over.. Please leave that drug to your dealers and stop it, it destroyed me and many many others too!

  • @HeatherBilliesversion
    @HeatherBilliesversion 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hi Eric how are you? Xxxx

    • @EricBZink
      @EricBZink  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m good how are you

    • @HeatherBilliesversion
      @HeatherBilliesversion 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dr1ven Industries I’m struggling a bit with lockdown but otherwise I’m ok thanks xxx

    • @EricBZink
      @EricBZink  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That’s good and here for you

  • @iReepd
    @iReepd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    ❣️

  • @terr6546
    @terr6546 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    IS IT JUST ME OR DOES HE SOUNDED LIKE SETH ROGEN AT 8:38

  • @walterwhite3143
    @walterwhite3143 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Answer my question bro??
    COCAINE IS HELL OF A DRUG

  • @dD-iv9tz
    @dD-iv9tz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Why do people admit to fake addiction to seem cool

  • @MadAdz64
    @MadAdz64 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey, atleast it's not crack

  • @stevejones8550
    @stevejones8550 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bro.... You must have had a good ass job. I couldn't possibly get addicted to coke, because I didn't have the money. Like...at most I could afford like a g a day. So...I feel like you have to have a good financial situation to get addicted to it like that. Is that just me? I mean... Sure I spent money on it whenever I could. But I was only able to do it once or twice every two weeks (it would be a bindge).

  • @kristianholopainen9194
    @kristianholopainen9194 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I need help:( I fell in love with this girl that had an addiction to it before we met. She stopped doing it and hated everything about that drug because of how it left her feeling in the past. I moved to the other side of the world and we became distant, she started taking it again and I don’t know what to do. She doesn’t want to listen to me that it’s really bad for her and we both know where that path takes you. I really love this girl and want the girl I fell in love with back, but I don’t know how to get her help when I’m on the other side of the world.

  • @michaelmorrison9127
    @michaelmorrison9127 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You can’t be addicted to cocaine it’s not a physical addiction drug

    • @Moon_Presence
      @Moon_Presence ปีที่แล้ว

      You can be addicted to literally anything, you fucking ignorant dumbass.

  • @samt797
    @samt797 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love/hate cocaine.

  • @alanluscombe8a553
    @alanluscombe8a553 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I loved cocaine to and have done alot of drugs but the only one i have not been able to stop is kratom. Idk why it may be the ease of availability. Ive tries talking to the va for 3 years and veen laughed out the door every single time.

  • @blackiechan573
    @blackiechan573 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Did coke make you lose your hair?

  • @sarahzhd1138
    @sarahzhd1138 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Kisses Belgium 🇧🇪

  • @greenlightchronicles7198
    @greenlightchronicles7198 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    At 3:40 .. your wrong.. you don't.. how you gonna say .. not pure

  • @Recovery-lightworker
    @Recovery-lightworker ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Man, I love to snort pills I can’t do it now because ones too many and 1000 is never enough man I did 3 1/2 years because of my drug problem I was never arrested I was always rescued may the light of the universe guide us on this galactic journey I did a video about wine and spirits. How what happens when we use drugs in our multi dimensional body God woke me up about three years ago and I’ve been down the rabbit hole ever since then it’s been crazy out here lightWarriors.❤