I started doing drugs 20 years ago as a teenage. Got addicted to cocaine. Spent my whole life fighting cocaine addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Cocaine addiction actually destroyed my life. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
I only ever took coke when I was drunk or in the process of getting drunk. It's a weird one because you could spend 1, 2+ hours craving it and thinking it will make the night better but after you get it and take your first line you're just chasing that high for the rest of the night and it never comes.
In the rehab I was in, I met a man who was addicted to coke. We both spent 6 months in this rehab. Every day, he would beg people for cigarettes, coffee, snacks, extra food, and soda. I learned from the staff that he was receiving a monthly ~$600 CAD welfare check, but he was saving every penny. After 6 months, he got his "certificate", pulled out his $3600, went straight to his dealer and within a week or two he was back in rehab. The staff whispered to me that he had simply been using rehab to save $ for coke, and had been stuck in this "loop" (in save $, out coke, in save $, out coke) for 8 years.
Last thing I remember, I was Running for the door I had to find the passage back To the place I was before "Relax, " said the night man "We are programmed to receive You can check out any time you like But you can never leave"
I loved cocaine, used to get to the point some nights where I just physically couldn’t get any more coke up my nose. It took over my life, and made me one bad person!
Im currently addicted to cocaine... im trying to quit, I've already been to jail for possession of coke.. i don't have any money to get professional help
Hey mate. I’m on the edge of addiction to the cola. I’ve listened to your videos and I’m not asking for anything more so just saying that your videos relate to me... AKA... going to the pub with a ball in the packet = best feeling ever.... running out of cola... financial depression. Only financial depression to mask the real issue. The best worst drug ever.
I used cocaine for the first time about 15 years ago. Did my share of it but never more than a gram a night/day. This makes me wonder how it's even physically possible to snort 8 grams on one day. I'd be completely losing my mind then and nose. 😆
I remember I would run out at 3-4 in the morning and hit up every dealer possible and nun would answer And I’d eventually fall asleep and in the morning I would delete all the messages I would send the dealers in
I'm high on cocaine right now, I don't do it much but my best friend is addicted. You are right it makes me drink more and it's quite bad for me. I wanna talk and have no one to talk to. My weekend is Sunday Monday. I'll make sure to get this stuff away from myself (I am an alcoholic) but I need to work on the booze first and not use another drug to counter act the booze
I don't know if I was lucky or unlucky bc my dealer was available any time of day night middle of the night. I hated coke so much when I would look at my bank account and when I'm laying in bed tossing and turning and looking for something to take to knock me out and if I didn't I'd get more coke and not stop until the next night bc I had to work that next day so I'd do it all night and all day then after work I'd be tired enough to sleep for 15+ hours then do it all over again. I couldn't drink on the job or something that would be noticed so this is what I did every day for 5 months. I had a huge amount of money and this caused me to worry bc I had a family to support. Addicts are addicts and if they like something and it makes them feel good they can't stop, but they can. Even addicts have will power and if they are in too deep they have to ask for help. I've had to do it several times. If I can anybody can.
Pain meds were exactly like this for me. Did coke for years but when i came across oxycontin that was it for me. Led to a good 10 years of abuse of opiates and now to this day still dependant on methadone. The methadone can and will help you get your life back on track if you really want it. But it can also be just as hard to get away from.
Thx for the video bro sober for 4 weeks dint think i did come sober also have adhd weird way i dont want use becuss i met a new girl weird that smal things can change a person
I hear that same question,, why did I get addicted?,, For myself,, there are many reasons.. the other question I get is""" why did it take so long for you to stop? "" Both questions have multiple answers.. pushing 60 yrs old.. I watched my husband and 2 sisters die from drugs! I spread my message every chance I get! RipJeff2009(heroin od) RipJamy2013(Mrsa iv drug) RipGeorgia2005(opiate/benzo od)
Your body build a tolerance to where u need more than the average person for example I have a buddy that would smoke raw fentanyl constantly and never had a problem cause he built a tolerance quick
Hey I have one question how did you get out of the addiction I have a very attractive personality I've been addicted to drugs like triple C's weed and cocaine I just was curious on how you got out of the addictive cycle because I am trying to get out of it as well and I won't be able to do it alone
Idk if its similar but a few months ago i would take 5-7 times my prescribed dose of ritalin (adhd) and one thing i noticed was the confidence and bravery i had and idk if bc coke is a stimulant too im curious if it was similar for you
How the hell are your sinuses still Intact?? I did coke for a couple years (2g every 2x months or so), and one day after I did a couple lines, my nose congested up and would be that way for a couple days. From that moment on, every time I did coke (regardless of how much) my nose would be completely plugged for days after.
I'm hear in Toronto the yayo hear is okay wicked good but when I'm coming down off it I am nervous scared to be in public I really hate this drug the devil it's the devil behind all this BS
Purity is dependent on chemical process not the source. The gigo principle ( garbage in garbage out). It’s an ignorant comment to say there’s no pure anything. A real chemist could get pure anything knowing the mechanism and reaction conditions.
I loved cocaine to and have done alot of drugs but the only one i have not been able to stop is kratom. Idk why it may be the ease of availability. Ive tries talking to the va for 3 years and veen laughed out the door every single time.
I need help:( I fell in love with this girl that had an addiction to it before we met. She stopped doing it and hated everything about that drug because of how it left her feeling in the past. I moved to the other side of the world and we became distant, she started taking it again and I don’t know what to do. She doesn’t want to listen to me that it’s really bad for her and we both know where that path takes you. I really love this girl and want the girl I fell in love with back, but I don’t know how to get her help when I’m on the other side of the world.
Bro.... You must have had a good ass job. I couldn't possibly get addicted to coke, because I didn't have the money. Like...at most I could afford like a g a day. So...I feel like you have to have a good financial situation to get addicted to it like that. Is that just me? I mean... Sure I spent money on it whenever I could. But I was only able to do it once or twice every two weeks (it would be a bindge).
Tried coke for the first time 2 weeks ago. Just like you I have ADHD and it felt fucking amazing. even though I knew going into it that I have a really addictive personality and I’ll probably end up abusing it, I did it anyways. 2 weeks later now and I just bought a gram of it about 2 hours ago. It drove me insane just the 3 or 4 days in between having the last half gram I got and this gram I just got. kinda nervous for what’s to come… absolutely love your videos man. hope you’re doing alright
Stop please.. your comment really went to my heart and I felt the same, but it really REALLY takes over your life and you think ah it‘s ok to do it and yo‘ll will start it doing everyday and you stiöl think it‘s ok but in reality it already took over.. Please leave that drug to your dealers and stop it, it destroyed me and many many others too!
YEAH I ENJOY UPPERS IT HELPS MY ADD BUT I NEVER DONE COCAINE BEFORE BUT ANYWAYS ARE YOU SAVED ? I COULDNT IMAGINE HEAVEN WITHOUT YOU YOU SEEM LIKE AN AWESOME CHILL FUNNY PERSON TYPE OF DUDE I LIKE TO HANG WITH LOVE YOUR COCAINE VIDEOS THERE GOOD I LIKE THE ONES YOU MADE ME LAUGH YOUR PERSONALITY IS AWESOME AND FUNNY YOUR AN AWESOME DUDE MY FRIEND KEEP UP WITH THE GOOD WORK MAN
Man, I love to snort pills I can’t do it now because ones too many and 1000 is never enough man I did 3 1/2 years because of my drug problem I was never arrested I was always rescued may the light of the universe guide us on this galactic journey I did a video about wine and spirits. How what happens when we use drugs in our multi dimensional body God woke me up about three years ago and I’ve been down the rabbit hole ever since then it’s been crazy out here lightWarriors.❤
I started doing drugs 20 years ago as a teenage. Got addicted to cocaine. Spent my whole life fighting cocaine addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Cocaine addiction actually destroyed my life. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
Yes Pedroshrooms
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Where do I reach this dude? If possible can I find him on Google
I only ever took coke when I was drunk or in the process of getting drunk. It's a weird one because you could spend 1, 2+ hours craving it and thinking it will make the night better but after you get it and take your first line you're just chasing that high for the rest of the night and it never comes.
It’s like a love hate abusive relationship in which feels impossible to quit cause you love it that much but fucking hate it at the same time.
In the rehab I was in, I met a man who was addicted to coke. We both spent 6 months in this rehab. Every day, he would beg people for cigarettes, coffee, snacks, extra food, and soda. I learned from the staff that he was receiving a monthly ~$600 CAD welfare check, but he was saving every penny. After 6 months, he got his "certificate", pulled out his $3600, went straight to his dealer and within a week or two he was back in rehab. The staff whispered to me that he had simply been using rehab to save $ for coke, and had been stuck in this "loop" (in save $, out coke, in save $, out coke) for 8 years.
Wow 😮
Damn he really loves coke
Not surprising. Every time I used coke or crack I'd say never again. A period would go by, cravings hit,I had money and I'd go on a bindge.
Dam thats a vicious cycle
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When you say "i loved it", I completely understand!!! I LOVE IT!!!
Thank you for sharing your truth. I’m struggling with a lot right now and I’m thankful I found your channel.
I’m a coke addict watching videos for motivation and wanting to get clean it’s so hard 😢
ALLAAH IS THE ANSWER READ THE QURAN
@@Shah-fh2tzhere is no Allah it's God u fool
Same here
I'm so proud of you to share about it.I know that it will help a lot of people out there.
Well done for recovering!
Thanks I appreciate that
i relate to you on a whole other level. jeeeez, i’m so glad i stumbled upon your channel.
I was literally just thinking this same thing while watching
It's ok. But I think he might be lying
Going to rehab tomorrow morning wish me luck. You helped me get help and I thank you for that.
How was rehab?
Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
"Relax, " said the night man
"We are programmed to receive
You can check out any time you like
But you can never leave"
Totally hit the nail on the head here brother 🙌
Nice to know we are not alone
I loved cocaine, used to get to the point some nights where I just physically couldn’t get any more coke up my nose. It took over my life, and made me one bad person!
Im currently addicted to cocaine... im trying to quit, I've already been to jail for possession of coke.. i don't have any money to get professional help
Hey mate. I’m on the edge of addiction to the cola. I’ve listened to your videos and I’m not asking for anything more so just saying that your videos relate to me...
AKA... going to the pub with a ball in the packet = best feeling ever.... running out of cola... financial depression. Only financial depression to mask the real issue. The best worst drug ever.
Deserves way more subs
Thanks I appreciate that
Just realized it's an issue on the verge of losing everything I've built over the last year. Ur videos are real
I used cocaine for the first time about 15 years ago. Did my share of it but never more than a gram a night/day. This makes me wonder how it's even physically possible to snort 8 grams on one day. I'd be completely losing my mind then and nose. 😆
Thanks for your personal share - I am getting out of a 6 month relationship with a cocaine addict -
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I lost my partner to cocain and fentanyl. 5 months ago. No addiction is ok
You are correct. Anything can be a destroyer. Sorry for your loss
I'm only doing a gram a day, and really loving it. Just damn expensive
I remember I would run out at 3-4 in the morning and hit up every dealer possible and nun would answer And I’d eventually fall asleep and in the morning I would delete all the messages I would send the dealers in
I'm high on cocaine right now, I don't do it much but my best friend is addicted. You are right it makes me drink more and it's quite bad for me. I wanna talk and have no one to talk to. My weekend is Sunday Monday. I'll make sure to get this stuff away from myself (I am an alcoholic) but I need to work on the booze first and not use another drug to counter act the booze
I don't know if I was lucky or unlucky bc my dealer was available any time of day night middle of the night. I hated coke so much when I would look at my bank account and when I'm laying in bed tossing and turning and looking for something to take to knock me out and if I didn't I'd get more coke and not stop until the next night bc I had to work that next day so I'd do it all night and all day then after work I'd be tired enough to sleep for 15+ hours then do it all over again. I couldn't drink on the job or something that would be noticed so this is what I did every day for 5 months. I had a huge amount of money and this caused me to worry bc I had a family to support. Addicts are addicts and if they like something and it makes them feel good they can't stop, but they can. Even addicts have will power and if they are in too deep they have to ask for help. I've had to do it several times. If I can anybody can.
Pain meds were exactly like this for me. Did coke for years but when i came across oxycontin that was it for me. Led to a good 10 years of abuse of opiates and now to this day still dependant on methadone. The methadone can and will help you get your life back on track if you really want it. But it can also be just as hard to get away from.
How much is an 8 ball in the states where you live?
It’s £200 in England where I live.
You get high purity here in Liverpool for that price.
Bruh it’s 100 a g for “pure” in ireland
US3D2 I’m taking a trip to Colombia when this all blows over. I’ve heard it’s $5 a gram. And it’ll be a as pure as can be.
$180 Northern California
$200 - $250 for uncut fish scale here in Kansas City depending on how good of plug you have.
Did u get any health problems after ?
I love youuuuuu💙
Thx for the video bro sober for 4 weeks dint think i did come sober also have adhd weird way i dont want use becuss i met a new girl weird that smal things can change a person
A DAY BRUH Your DEALER LOVED YOU !!!
Starting again today one day at a time, goin to try stop for year, if I tel myself never again I can't cope so I tel myself one year.
I hear that same question,, why did I get addicted?,, For myself,, there are many reasons.. the other question I get is""" why did it take so long for you to stop? "" Both questions have multiple answers.. pushing 60 yrs old.. I watched my husband and 2 sisters die from drugs! I spread my message every chance I get!
RipJeff2009(heroin od)
RipJamy2013(Mrsa iv drug)
RipGeorgia2005(opiate/benzo od)
I feel you man exactly what you are saying to a T
so fucking true what he is saying. this guy have helped me a little
Coke is up there but h will make you leave your body..
watch all your videos looking for motivation ....struggling massively with coke addiction ..do you still have a discord?
8 g a day?? How did u not od?
Your body build a tolerance to where u need more than the average person for example I have a buddy that would smoke raw fentanyl constantly and never had a problem cause he built a tolerance quick
Hi Eric
Hi how are you
Dr1ven Industries I’m better how about you
Hey I have one question how did you get out of the addiction I have a very attractive personality I've been addicted to drugs like triple C's weed and cocaine I just was curious on how you got out of the addictive cycle because I am trying to get out of it as well and I won't be able to do it alone
Idk if its similar but a few months ago i would take 5-7 times my prescribed dose of ritalin (adhd) and one thing i noticed was the confidence and bravery i had and idk if bc coke is a stimulant too im curious if it was similar for you
If I take to much of my adhd meds it actually makes me hyper focused
How the hell are your sinuses still
Intact?? I did coke for a couple years (2g every 2x months or so), and one day after I did a couple lines, my nose congested up and would be that way for a couple days. From that moment on, every time I did coke (regardless of how much) my nose would be completely plugged for days after.
They are wrecked
H.B. rocks!!
I could never imagine doing 4g's in 1 session! 1 is enough for me!
This guy is the dopest
i think opiates are way more dangerous
Cocaine is more health wrecking
IS IT JUST ME OR DOES HE SOUNDED LIKE SETH ROGEN AT 8:38
I'm hear in Toronto the yayo hear is okay wicked good but when I'm coming down off it I am nervous scared to be in public I really hate this drug the devil it's the devil behind all this BS
Hi Eric how are you? Xxxx
I’m good how are you
Dr1ven Industries I’m struggling a bit with lockdown but otherwise I’m ok thanks xxx
That’s good and here for you
Purity is dependent on chemical process not the source. The gigo principle ( garbage in garbage out). It’s an ignorant comment to say there’s no pure anything. A real chemist could get pure anything knowing the mechanism and reaction conditions.
What should your bpm be when you do blow? Mine always goes to 140-160, is that bad?
Eh kinda but that almost normal if you also drinking
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If cocaine wasn't so expensive the story would be different.
The question is
. How pure was the coke!!!!!???.. sounds like he got some cut junk
My drug of choice was some good hard seltzer and a marijuana cigarette 😂
O. Gave a like
I loved cocaine to and have done alot of drugs but the only one i have not been able to stop is kratom. Idk why it may be the ease of availability. Ive tries talking to the va for 3 years and veen laughed out the door every single time.
If your buying multiple 8 balls a day like you said.. I question your story as to just getting the views
Real or fake it doesn’t much matter to be honest it’s all bout what he saying and what you take from it
I need help:( I fell in love with this girl that had an addiction to it before we met. She stopped doing it and hated everything about that drug because of how it left her feeling in the past. I moved to the other side of the world and we became distant, she started taking it again and I don’t know what to do. She doesn’t want to listen to me that it’s really bad for her and we both know where that path takes you. I really love this girl and want the girl I fell in love with back, but I don’t know how to get her help when I’m on the other side of the world.
Why do people admit to fake addiction to seem cool
Bro.... You must have had a good ass job. I couldn't possibly get addicted to coke, because I didn't have the money. Like...at most I could afford like a g a day. So...I feel like you have to have a good financial situation to get addicted to it like that. Is that just me? I mean... Sure I spent money on it whenever I could. But I was only able to do it once or twice every two weeks (it would be a bindge).
Tried coke for the first time 2 weeks ago. Just like you I have ADHD and it felt fucking amazing. even though I knew going into it that I have a really addictive personality and I’ll probably end up abusing it, I did it anyways. 2 weeks later now and I just bought a gram of it about 2 hours ago. It drove me insane just the 3 or 4 days in between having the last half gram I got and this gram I just got. kinda nervous for what’s to come… absolutely love your videos man. hope you’re doing alright
Stop while you can mate it gets worse and worse and worse
Stop please.. your comment really went to my heart and I felt the same, but it really REALLY takes over your life and you think ah it‘s ok to do it and yo‘ll will start it doing everyday and you stiöl think it‘s ok but in reality it already took over.. Please leave that drug to your dealers and stop it, it destroyed me and many many others too!
Hey, atleast it's not crack
YEAH I ENJOY UPPERS IT HELPS MY ADD BUT I NEVER DONE COCAINE BEFORE BUT ANYWAYS ARE YOU SAVED ? I COULDNT IMAGINE HEAVEN WITHOUT YOU YOU SEEM LIKE AN AWESOME CHILL FUNNY PERSON TYPE OF DUDE I LIKE TO HANG WITH LOVE YOUR COCAINE VIDEOS THERE GOOD I LIKE THE ONES YOU MADE ME LAUGH YOUR PERSONALITY IS AWESOME AND FUNNY YOUR AN AWESOME DUDE MY FRIEND KEEP UP WITH THE GOOD WORK MAN
You sound like youre high on it right now.
You can’t be addicted to cocaine it’s not a physical addiction drug
You can be addicted to literally anything, you fucking ignorant dumbass.
I love/hate cocaine.
Answer my question bro??
COCAINE IS HELL OF A DRUG
Kisses Belgium 🇧🇪
At 3:40 .. your wrong.. you don't.. how you gonna say .. not pure
Did coke make you lose your hair?
Man, I love to snort pills I can’t do it now because ones too many and 1000 is never enough man I did 3 1/2 years because of my drug problem I was never arrested I was always rescued may the light of the universe guide us on this galactic journey I did a video about wine and spirits. How what happens when we use drugs in our multi dimensional body God woke me up about three years ago and I’ve been down the rabbit hole ever since then it’s been crazy out here lightWarriors.❤