Mother's Day - We Celebrated Jenny Today- Missing Her
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Jenny Appleford or Kyle Appleford
7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
Kyle’s Channel:
/ @kyleapple9702
INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
INSTAGRAM: kyoooooapple
FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com or kyleapple66@gmail.com
DIAGNOSIS:
March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
2022: Chemotherapy
10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
Most Recent Treatment plan, prior to passing:
Whole Brain and Spine Proton Therapy (Radiation) 13 sessions
Clinical Trial Medication NOLA
The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
family.
Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.
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Winnie looks SOOOOO much like Jenny, she's her mini. And Ellis has her sweet kind Soul, what a sweet sweet Boy!! Happy Mothers Day Kyle @ Jenny, cause I have NO DOUBT Jenny is there you just can't see her...❤
This is so true and beautiful ❤
I actually think Ellis is Jenny's mini me! Beautiful little Winnie favors her dad more than Ellis does.
@@aliceschmid9697 you are soooo wrong. Well…. We can’t all be right!!!
@@aliceschmid9697 I agree. Winnie looks like Kyle and Ellis looks like Jenny.
Beautiful kids!!! So kind and sweet just like their parents! ♥️
The kids letting go of the balloons broke me. Those poor kids - it's not right that these beautiful kids should have to grow up without their mum. I'm so sorry. Thank you for being a great dad to these kids Kyle.
Me too!!
Me too 😢
Me too 😢
Oh my heart. Ellis saying its ok winnie when she is having a hard time letting the ballon go.
Sweet boy. Like his momma.
No kid deserves this.
It is my belief that all of them agreed to experience this together in this lifetime. I don't believe it is some random act of cruelty.
You are correct, you can’t be Jen, but you are showing your children the true worth of a Father. No matter the outcome of a day, an event, a break down or breakthrough, the fact that you are by their side every moment will speak into their lives forever. Keep doing what you are doing, I know you learned a lot from Jen, but the things you are walking through and handling now, it’s all you, you are learning, you are becoming wiser, more mature, more motivated in your moving forward. If you were my son, uncle brother or friend, I would give you a huge hug and tell you how proud I am of you! Lots of love, joy, peace and prayers to you and the kids!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷
I'm very proud of all of them. It's so much for each of them to bear.🙏❤️🦋🐞
Well said!!!
KYLE YOU THE CHILDREN ARE JUST SO SO AWSOME LOVE YOU ALL 😍 ❤️ 💗 💖 💕 ♥️ 😍 ❤️
MARGARET LYNCH SOUTHERN IRELAND
What a wonderful comment. It speaks for so many of us I am sure. Very well put. Thank you. ❤🇬🇧
❤xxxx. Sending Love and Massive Hugs to you All.
I was doing so good until the kids released the balloons. Now I’m bawling like a baby!!!! You are doing AMAZING Kyle. Jenny would be so proud of you all. Sending so much love, strength, healing and peace, from Country Victoria, Australia ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺
Same!!! I'm a wreck.
I just want to hug out all their sorrow. Such a sweet family.❤
I agree 100% !
Same here, I was cool until Ellis said “go to mommy” to his balloon and note. Damn why he gotta be so sweet and pure 🥹 gives me hope for the future
Oh my gosh I’m sobbing, we love you all❤😢❤❤
This whole video made me cry. Go to Mommy. Yes buddy. Mommy loves you all.
Oh, Kyle. Watching the kids at Jenny's rock garden was so emotional ❤❤❤
That’s what got to me as well. These children should have their mother and my heart is breaking for these babies. May God give you comfort and peace Kyle and your beautiful perfect children❤
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Kyle is amazing dad and be on.God bless you and your children 🙏
Beautiful
When Winnie starting crying my heart broke.:(
Kyle, thank you for showing the world how a grieving dad sets the example for his loving children. As a widow of 6 years, I can say, " you are doing an amazing job." ❤❤❤
Your children experienced a beautiful Mother’s Day because you their father loved their mother so much that he sacrificially made this day fun, remembering, her and making it so special for them. You are a wonderful daddy!
Precious Winnie, I think your mama felt that kiss so perfectly, God bless your precious, heartbroken family Kyle, we love you.
Now I am sitting here crying.
Watching Ellis and Winnie and thinking about Jenny is emotional. Mother's day is so special! Happy Mother's Day In Heaven, Jenny. ❤️
In case no one told you today, Kyle, you are doing an amazing job with the kids. They are so lucky to have you as a Father. You are so strong and will make it through this. We all believe in you. Jenny was an Angel on Earth as she is now in Heaven. Sending love to you all from the 🇬🇧
It’s so 💔💔 Jenny was taken too soon. But all the videos you took of her before her passing will be FOREVER precious to you all.
Winnie having trouble letting go of that balloon started to make me cry. My heart breaks for all 3 of you. So many of us have memories of our moms on Mother's Day and remember how much we miss them. I'm glad that you guys had a wonderful Mother's Day. That first one is always the hardest because it's the 1st time the kids have Mother's Day with their mom. Just makes me cry wishing those babies still had their mom.
Happy Heavenly Mother's Day Jenny! ❤️ Kyle you are doing a fabulous job nurturing your precious children! 🙏
I'm in floods ...., it's so heartbreaking but when the kids were outside at the rock garden I imagined Jenny stood right behind them smiling .... I'm sure she was ❤
Such a very special day honoring Jenny. Kyle you are such an inspiration for parents who are facing sickness while raising young children. Jenny can certainly rest in peace knowing that you will take good care of her precious children. Such a gem of a dad.
I agree, Jenny was blessed knowing their children would be taken well care of by Kyle when she went to Heaven .
Keep going brother
This video brought me to tears..Winnie & Ellis are so beautiful and strong. Hugs & Kisses🤗💋❤️
I cryed so much when little Winnie let her balloon go. So glad you guys did all those wonderful things for Jenny. ❤❤
One year ago today i lost my dear brother to cancer...😢. He was the most amazing brother ever. Forever missed and loved ❤❤❤❤.
So sorry for your loss 😢
Sending hugs ❤
@@janvan4424 Thank u so much .
I am crying my eyes out watching the balloons released with letters to mommy. This was brilliant and I'll remember it forever.
The rock garden is amazing. Jenny is watching over you and the children
Your children are so very precious !!!!!!
My heart is broken for your beautiful children, well done Kyle for getting Ellis and Winnie through such a difficult day, you are just the best daddy. I love you all. Xxx
Jenny will always be special!❤😊
It's a year today since we lost my sister to younger onset dementia really miss her xx
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Sending you love and hugs on this difficult anniversary.❤🫂
So sorry for your loss. ♥️🇨🇦
Sorry for ur loss 😢
You’re an amazing dad and such a kind gentle human being! I wish every child was lucky enough to have a dad like you.
Yes. I wish my dad had been like Kyle. Kyle is kind of perfect. He’s raising very kind, well adjusted kids. ❤
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What a beautiful tribute to your lovely Jenny!! ❤️💝💙💓🙏
What a gift you are to Ellis and Winnie. You are guiding them just as Jenny would want. I'm so heart broken that you and the kids have to even go through this ♡
Jenny’s babies are so beautiful, they made her a special special day to be proud of. Life is truly so unfair!
Oh I’m bawling… absolutely beautiful. Wonderful, amazing job Kyle.
He said “she’s very kind.” Present. And that just made me cry lots of tears. 😭 Those adorable kiddos. 💕
I thought it was beautiful how when the kids were standing in front of the rock garden you could see Jenny's picture looking over their shoulders. 🌈♥
Miss you Jenny ❤🌈🐞💐🍀
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Absolutely precious celebration for their Mommy. Winnie is such a great artist! Ellis releasing his balloon and letter in the sky, “go to Mommy” so touching! ❤ Thank you Kyle for sharing your beautiful family with us. xo Jenny is missed by all. 🐞 🌈 🦋
You do Jenny justice every day xx
When Winnie cried I broke down, just seeing how sad she was and how strong she was being having to let the balloon go. Kyle, you did an amazing job yesterday and they are just so fortunate to have you as their dod.
I lost my mom at 11 yrs old to long cancer also and 20 plus years later it still hurts. You can’t replace their loss of Mom, but you are helping to soften their pain with the building of new memories celebrating Jenny’s amazing life. Prayers to you all. 🩷
You are a great father and are handling this very well and strong. God bless you all❤
Kyle you're truly one of the most amazing dads I've seen. I think all of this happened the way it did because it was supposed to, Jenny was always going to go when she did, but you were meant to be here to take care of those kids and no one could be doing it better.
Kyle, you are such a wonderful father. This day could have been very hard and you made sure you made this day for Jenny. You made sure to talk to your beautiful children in advance. Made sure you were present all day and spent the day with activities designed for them. Because of your love and care, they had a good day on this first Mother’s Day since Jenny’s transition. ❤
Oh this was so special. You made it a good day for them. Releasing the balloons and notes made me cry. You are such a great Daddy.
She was a brave lady..life is cruel..I'm from Ireland.
Winnies cries shattered my heart💔 I picture Jenny squatting down to Winnies level, right in front of her wiping away her tears and telling her she is so brave❤ You are doing amzing Kyle 💗
Kyle, what a beautiful and touching tribute you did to honor Jenny on her first Mother’s Day in Heaven. ❤
You are an amazing dad and your children are adorable and very lucky to have you. 🙏❤️
🐞 Beautiful tribute to an incredible woman Kyle. You did it with grace 🦋❤️
Hugs from 🇨🇦
I love what you did with the kids, Kyle. You're doing such an amazing job.
Happy Mother's Day Jenny. We all miss you.
You made it so special for the kids on their first Mother’s Day without their mom.
Kyle I have to tell you although it is beautiful for you keep Jenny's presence in Winnie & Ellis's life, just being you, a warm and compassionate person and Dad, goes a long way and speaks volumes of who you are and the roll model for your children❤
OMG the note from Ellis to his mom just killed me and this was just a beautiful video!! 😭😭❤❤❤
Tears in my eyes because I see a beautifull little family so gentle,sweet and kind....just like jenny is❤❤❤❤
You are doing an amazing job with Ellis , Winnie and honoring Jenny.
Can’t stop crying, so many emotions. Kyle, great job Dad. Low key but what the kids wanted, meaningful and special. Hearing precious Winnie cry…I think she held that balloon like it was Mommy, kissed her and physically sent a piece of her to Heaven. Usually ppl just hold the string but she hugged that mommy balloon. God bless y’all. Everyone’s art was beautiful! Winnie surprised me with her creativity & artistry! Something else struck me that y’all have been so good at accepting…all of it. Many would be stuck. Y’all are healthily pressing on. We need more Applefords in this world ❤
Jennys rock garden wow , so many beautiful .
Just adorable❤️ sending all the love to you guys💕🫶
What a beautiful tribute . You are amazing dad❤️ I’m sure Jen was with you enjoying her day along all of you 💕💕💕💕💕
I can't imagine how difficult this is for you. You're doing such a good job, Dad!
I think letting the balloons go was so sweet. Like letting your heart sail up. Love all that you have accomplished. Cindy M. 🦋❤️
Kyle, I know firsthand how difficult mothers day is without physically having her. You and the kids did an amazing job celebrating Jen.
Beautiful Jenny is there and waiting for her family one day. I have no doubt she is right there and waiting. In the meantime, you are doing an excellent job even if you feel you aren’t at times, Kyle. Jenny’s babies are lucky to have such an incredible dad! 🩷🌸💐💕 🐞
This was a beautiful celebration for Jenny on Mother’s Day. I like someone else wrote I lost it when the balloons went up and I heard Winnie crying. You are a good Dad Kyle. ❤️🙏🏻 we all miss Jenny
Awww😢 Ellis broke my heart saying bye to mummy so emotional 💔🎈your are such a special family obviously Jenny was so so special to .your kiddos are just so resilient and amazing .
Just lost my first cousin two days ago, and we were very close. Grief is debilitating at times. RIP Jenny, and Stevie.
You took a sad and difficult day and made it a very memorable day for your children. You did good daddy Kyle. God bless you. Thank you for sharing this special time with your viewers. 🎈
Miss you jenny. Kyle you made mom's day perfect for the kids. The balloon release has me sobbing like a baby. ❤
You’re doing an amazing job, Kyle!! Your family is so sweet!!
Beautiful artwork from those talented kids! I remember how I felt after I got my kids through the first Father's Day after my husband died. I was emotionally exhausted and just felt, "I did it and survived". You did it and thrived! Happy Mother's Day Jenny! 🌷🌷
So beautiful. You’re right Kyle…Jenny was a great mom and wonderful person. We will always celebrate having known such a special woman. Thank you for sharing.
God Bless you and your children. You are handling this with nothing but love, grace and dignity.
Wow Kyle what an absolutely beautiful Mother’s Day dedicated to Jenny😢 Ellis and Winnie are the sweetest and most loving children. What a beautiful idea to release the ballon’s to Jenny in heaven with the letters. And doing all the things Jenny love to do. I was crying remembering Jenny and what an incredible way to honor and celebrate Mother’s Day.
We love you Jenny 🌈🐞🪽🦋❤️🙏
SENDING LOVE & PRAYERS TO ALL OF YOU❤❤❤FROM SOUTH OF 🇫🇷 FRANCE!! JENNY IS LOOKING DOWN&& SAYING WOW❤❤
Kyle, you continue to impress me with how well you and your children navigate through this. The balloons, the art work. Everything in Jenny’s memory. Great job Dad. Happy Mother’s Day to you as well Because you’re now being both parents ❤
What a beautiful tribute to Jenny. From breakfast to bedtime. Activities for the children to write letters to mom and to draw pictures. The pictures were beautiful. Having Jenny's favorite meal...great idea. Winnie and Ellis are such kind and loving children. They are able to express their feelings succinctly.
Much love for a beautiful day.
Oh my heart those sweet babies have been robbed Kyle you’re incredible. Jenny must be so so proud of you. I hope one day she walks an angel in to your lives.
Big hugs from Austria for you and your Kids 😇🍀
This video hit me hard to watch. It will be 6 years tomorrow that my fiance passed away. #gonetoosoon. Thank you for sharing this special video!
What a wonderful tribute to Jenny, she is so proud, I am sure. You are doing such a great job listening to your kids and meeting them where they are. You are an amazing father.
Miss ya Jenny Happy Mother's Day in Heaven
What a SPECIAL FAMILY YOU ARE❣️❣️💝💝💝💝🙏🙏🙏🙏HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY JENNY.🙏💝🐞🦋💐🌻Kyle praying for YOU.🙏🙏❤️❤️
Kyle you made this day so special for the kids about Jenny. I’m so so sorry she had to leave us so early in life, but know she was with you every moment of the day enjoying it with you. Good job dad…you made today perfect 🩷
Just you and the kids not a lot of noise just doing things that were quiet and special the ballon’s as hard as it is it was needed bc they know mom was up there to catch the. Letters and the kisses T this was what wa needed just a private day for all the balloons were hard but they were special bc mom was there. We don’t know why things happen the way they do we wonder why our loved one didn’t get healed why the babies have to experience something so hard so young why you have to lose you soul mate
We r not God he always does what’s best even if we don’t see how can this be a good thing. He makes a promise to us that if we trust him all things will work together for good Trust God and one day you will see all that is good and all the good that comes from this
I cried watching the kids omg I dnt even want to think how jenny felt😢
JENNY WE LOVE YOU❤
Absolutely beautiful!
What a great way to honor Jenny! She would be so proud!!
God bless you y’all! 🩷🌷
Adorable, Jenny would be so proud 💚
Jenny is not gone. I lost my son in January 15 2022 and I feel him, he comes and goes but when he is here the fragrance he would wear lingers in the air. You are so awesome, so great with your children and the way you speak with them is so beautiful. Yes, mommy loves you all and is watching over you. Do they have teddy bears I sent my niece who is 18 and struggling with life a bear to hold on to. Much love and you are doing great. Hugs, loads of hugz. You need them too. (late at night put your head in a pillow scream, sob, let it out. Tears must flow it somehow mends the wound. )
I'm truly sorry you lost your precious son. 😔 You are so very right tho. He is not gone and Jenny is not either ❤
HAPPY HEAVENLY MOTHER'S DAY JENNY 😇😇😇😇❤❤❤❤!!!! RIP JENNY 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Jenny will never be forgotten she'll always be in our hearts ❤❤❤ RIPJENNY🙏
@@kimh207 a babysitter once in a while and go out with some friends and reenergize look after your mental physical spiritual health. If I was closer i would volunteer to babysit.
@@kimh207 Jenny would be in all their hearts and souls ❤❤❤
And the balloons into heaven … oh my goodness. 💕
Awwwwww you and your babies are so gorgeous, thinking of you all lots of love hugs and prayers 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
This video brought me to tears..OMG❤. Winnie and Ellis are so beautiful and strong. Happy Jenny Day❤
Hugs & Kisses💋🤗
I bet Jenny saw everything you guys did for her on mothers day ❤
I cried. I felt emotional watching you, Kyle, and especially the children through this video. It was all very beautiful! Our loved ones are never forgotten, but it does get easier with time.
You did a great job at remembering and honouring Jenny today. The kids paintings were beautiful. There’s some talent there. A bittersweet day for sure, but handled so sensitively and meaningfully.
I sit and cried like a baby. What a special day you and the kid had. Jenny was smiling down on you all. Kyle you are a great Dad.
You are a soldier in life. You found love so young and it will carry you through the rest of your life. Mommy left two of herself for you to love. She is complete.
"go to mommy" 🥺😢❤ I'm so sorry it's this way. You're doing an amazing job with the kids. We all hold you in love and prayers.
Kyle, I don’t know if u read my comment one day on the balloon n letter release , or if someone else told you to do it , however , it was so beautiful. I buy those helium balloons and put the note inside the balloon. Ofcourse I write real small but I insert the letter inside the balloon before it’s blown up. Tell the kids when u can’t see it anymore , mommy received the letter. It’s heartbreaking but also very therapeutic. I too ball my eyes out but it’s good bc it helps release all the pain to make room for more joy in her memory 🙏 you are doing an amazing job n the kids are so beautiful and handling this well bc of YOU! God bless you 🥰❤️
Releasing balloons is not good for wild and domestic animals.
@@Barb4351 you are correct. I’m just trying to help little children feel better who lost their mommy. But yes, u are correct
What a beautiful day in honor of Jenny. Such love ❤
What an amazing day!!! You are the master planner for what you did.WOW...the way you and your kids honour Jenny, is beyond anything I have ever seen. Just no words...the letters to heaven, brought tears to my eyes, but it was pure magic!
Happy Heavenly Mother’s Day Jenny ❤❤❤
You touched our hearts with this mother's day special vlog. Really sweet to see you all doing things for Jenny,in memory of her. Lovely paintings, the rock garden has grown so much. I'm sure Jenny was there in spirit ❤. Love and hugs for you Kyle and your loving kids.
Just a beautiful day! Everything was perfect! Jenny would be so proud of the way you are raising your kids Kyle!
Hi Kyle. What a great loving video. Great artwork everyone! The garden is beautiful. Such a beautiful tribute. I wanted to hug Winnie so bad and tears are coming to my eyes. Your babies will get through this with a great dad as you Kyle. Any man that can speak of his wife in a way that you do is man of the year Kyle. You all are blessed to have each other. You all are so loved by your followers Kyle. Jenny is beaming with pride at her family. You may not be able to touch her but you will feel her in places you don't realize. Winnie baby, your mommy is in a happy place and knows how much you, Ellis and Daddy loves her. So glad you had a happy day!!! Hugs and ❤❤❤
What a beautiful Mother’s Day Jenny had the things that the children did and you did awesome. Yes, it brought tears in my eyes when the balloons went up. Love to you all💕🐞🐞