you know, i am a guy who enjoys rhythm a lot and i love rapping to a rhythm what makes it's own beat, a new beat and want to listen too it. so the person who created this, this was my first beat tune i came across from your channel, keep up the work person and makes beats like this what reach out too the heart and soul. Makes me want too Rhythm with it, 10/10 person i say
Wish I weren't always on the deepest vibe Feeling weak of mind and sleep deprived The sheen of life's depleted Sleeping underneath the bleakest skies You've seen me run, retreating, at my weakest from these evil times And me become a beast, I weren't a decent guy, at least I tried You just repeat til you believe the lie But he's a paraplegic, and she heaves another feeble sigh As it gets to screaming, cos she really doesn't need the fight And there musta been a reason why your son would wanna leave your side Man I'm sick of all this self hate Sifting through your pictures while I'm sitting in this hellscape And Wiz, I really miss ya and I really need your help mate But you give me your indifference Guess your mother taught you well mate Apologies, excuse me, but the bitterness consumed me I just stupidly assumed that you would never choose to lose me And boozing in this room with my reflection to abuse me Had me picturing a noose All while your mother didn't lose sleep So now I rest my head with spectres Half remembered memories and venomous conjecture Cos I'm past pretence I'll ever be your father and protector I'm just praying that your safe and that her darkness can't infect ya How my family just got over it, I don't know Suppose it goes to show that only you can walk your own road I just received a photo, and the location was so close, it kills to know we're worlds apart but share a fucking postcode So I'm sinking brandy by the boatload Til I'm comatose Alone, hoping that I don't choke Cos court's around the corner, but I'm told she'll be a no show She's longing out the torture, soul's broke, I know I won't cope It's no joke, to try and live your life with no hope Cos the wound you've got inside You know it won't close I spit a million lyrics on a single situation Only spirits can placate em when you're haunted by those old ghosts So my life feels like it's dangling by a thread That's why I'm terrified that I'll be hanging by my neck Scratching up the walls as I regret it last second, light flickers out my eyes The breath's strangled out my chest I don't wanna die and leave my family behind, but I don't wanna live a life just being angry and depressed And full of sadness and regret Like did I handle this the best But this was always gonna happen Didn't matter what I said It didn't matter what I felt It didn't matter what I done And, I ain't got the strength to keep on battling his mum I paid for every bout I won And it's been blacking out my sun I don't feel like I'm a man I'm just a dad without his son These thoughts are too intrusive I've fought em but it's useless To you it's probably stupid that I've put em all to music But when I try ignore it, then I'm awful and abusive, and I can't afford to lose it, it's important that I do this Searching for the answer but it's proved to be elusive And I'm clueless what the future holds, or who can get me through this I'm hurting in my heart and nothing ever seems to soothe it Cos it's blue from lacking you and black and blue from all the bruises Decade with my boy, was just a night when we were two ships If court just comes to nothing, least I know that I pursued it Just hope someone informed can one day tell you what the truth is That I loved you from the start and every chance I got I proved it
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you know, i am a guy who enjoys rhythm a lot and i love rapping to a rhythm what makes it's own beat, a new beat and want to listen too it. so the person who created this, this was my first beat tune i came across from your channel, keep up the work person and makes beats like this what reach out too the heart and soul. Makes me want too Rhythm with it, 10/10 person i say
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Wish I weren't always on the deepest vibe
Feeling weak of mind and sleep deprived
The sheen of life's depleted
Sleeping underneath the bleakest skies
You've seen me run, retreating, at my weakest from these evil times
And me become a beast, I weren't a decent guy, at least I tried
You just repeat til you believe the lie
But he's a paraplegic, and she heaves another feeble sigh
As it gets to screaming, cos she really doesn't need the fight
And there musta been a reason why your son would wanna leave your side
Man I'm sick of all this self hate
Sifting through your pictures while I'm sitting in this hellscape
And Wiz, I really miss ya and I really need your help mate
But you give me your indifference
Guess your mother taught you well mate
Apologies, excuse me, but the bitterness consumed me
I just stupidly assumed that you would never choose to lose me
And boozing in this room with my reflection to abuse me
Had me picturing a noose
All while your mother didn't lose sleep
So now I rest my head with spectres
Half remembered memories and venomous conjecture
Cos I'm past pretence I'll ever be your father and protector
I'm just praying that your safe and that her darkness can't infect ya
How my family just got over it, I don't know
Suppose it goes to show that only you can walk your own road
I just received a photo, and the location was so close, it kills to know we're worlds apart but share a fucking postcode
So I'm sinking brandy by the boatload
Til I'm comatose
Alone, hoping that I don't choke
Cos court's around the corner, but I'm told she'll be a no show
She's longing out the torture, soul's broke, I know I won't cope
It's no joke, to try and live your life with no hope
Cos the wound you've got inside
You know it won't close
I spit a million lyrics on a single situation
Only spirits can placate em when you're haunted by those old ghosts
So my life feels like it's dangling by a thread
That's why I'm terrified that I'll be hanging by my neck
Scratching up the walls as I regret it last second, light flickers out my eyes
The breath's strangled out my chest
I don't wanna die and leave my family behind, but I don't wanna live a life just being angry and depressed
And full of sadness and regret
Like did I handle this the best
But this was always gonna happen
Didn't matter what I said
It didn't matter what I felt
It didn't matter what I done
And, I ain't got the strength to keep on battling his mum
I paid for every bout I won
And it's been blacking out my sun
I don't feel like I'm a man
I'm just a dad without his son
These thoughts are too intrusive
I've fought em but it's useless
To you it's probably stupid that I've put em all to music
But when I try ignore it, then I'm awful and abusive, and I can't afford to lose it, it's important that I do this
Searching for the answer but it's proved to be elusive
And I'm clueless what the future holds,
or who can get me through this
I'm hurting in my heart and nothing ever seems to soothe it
Cos it's blue from lacking you and black and blue from all the bruises
Decade with my boy, was just a night when we were two ships
If court just comes to nothing, least I know that I pursued it
Just hope someone informed can one day tell you what the truth is
That I loved you from the start and every chance I got I proved it
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That’s cold bro 👑
Nice one 👍