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Coz ov yak an yay I wake up 2 make up face caked in same mistake repeat making mtty295 firebarz cuming

3 daughters No son 30z looking my 3rd babymom shadey love da blond1

what is the sample??? COLD

Used to move aggressive don't u know that I was sectioned Mum dialled emergency services must of broke her My dad and brother had to pin me to my sofa Decided I need further help my mind is not cosha I grabbed a taser off the Feds n tried to shoot em up I Thought my brother was the devil like he lusifer I had lost my mind went crazy didn't know who To trust Diagnosed me den ejected me like a computer does I got cuffed an carted off but not arrested Like How dyu break it to your mates when u bin sectioned 2 many days they had me up in there wid nutcases Wanted me on meds to calm me down tru I was frustrated Can't have me sittin in chairs like I'm vegetated Found myself alone in rooms I was meditating Brought myself back to Life I was excavated Started off with weed paranoia then it escalated Pain in my brain I try force it out my tongue It's feelin like the matrix cah dey tell me I'm the one I don't feel these other rappers like I'm supposed to I just go hard all in my zone and fam I flow truth Started at the back I'll win d race cah I Wernt built to lose Feel the ute he tells the truth like cmon man what's up witchu Tell u bout my life events I wish u witnessed Beggin me 2 rap say I'm the hardest in my district In an ambulance Feds either side of me Mother sittin dere crying tears at the sight of me They had to fight to hold me down Bcah I lost the plan They tell me don't stop cz Ull go far now I got proper fans Been onda street since I left comprehensive Went college den I dropped it like its hot to get the d pence in My mother told dat she Ill she don't like workin either Dat made go a lot harder so she can retire All them nights I had to ride in side Ina single cell u man ain't had a life like mine I jus throw dese raps together I been hard from time Half these other rapper shit but they just got co-signed They should rate me like grm daily Flows too smooth like a half pint of baileys I do this rap an probably one day they gon pay Until then I be licking all my cats like its eighties So if dis industry gon sign me hurry up I get nicked wid parcels den its back to jail & its just fucked Kiss goodbye to Freedom I'll be back to bangin up Cz Jails like a sauna wen u can't wait to get up Locked in a box like a cretin 10yrs before I told em I was guilty I hope u get it Early guilty plea still got me a seven & dey handing out tag for early realease u can forget it Heard my fathers fighting cancer made my brain worst S'why I pop these mad pills to contain all the hurt Real talk, last time we spoke, we was arguing Ain't spoke to dat man since feel to talk to him I jus vocalise the things that are scary to mention Tell u all about d things man are failing to mention I fear that if he pop his cloggs Ill miss the time lost I'm holding grudges we ain't spoke for like 9 months But listen every time I'm rappin I only get i half of the story out about what happend Now I'm feelin like I never reach my own potential They don't believe the words I wrote in all my raps den u can check credentials I just talk a lot pain dats what dere feeling Went noodles outta a packet staring at the ceiling 2being freshhome felt excited like' was dreamin I guess the crazy thoughts inside my head are just the demons I rate my mother to the moon an back of course bro. She travelled up an down to prisons and them courts so. So ima do this legal ting for her. Went self employed a year back still around D curbs Aye my dons are ridin bids like it's an auction house See d depression in my face all when in walkin bout If your feelin real rap dis what u talking bout They ain't feeling me I'll head for the exit what's to talk about Mana tellin lies like its factual & All deZe Bitches say they love u like its actual Okay ur talkin hard but really could u back your talk Ur trying hard to fit in, me dont give a fuck at all. Dey tell me shake d depression ur doin so well I just look at them like oh well Cause I got pain stuck in my torso like its chest hair We get it poppin like balloons man don't get scared Went from trap blocks wid fat rocks To self employed cz dats hot Would these brudahs ride for me like ascot Nowadays I'm rappin let me interlude 1000 other people rappin but I tell d truth It's all from my thoughts if I mention curbs Box me off still I'll coffin dodge like a pensioner Start to understand my life has been domestic I try to paint dis picture for u dawg but it's just hectic If the devil shines light into my eyes I'm epileptic Still I put this pain down on page like dyslexic SB want a up session I wrote a madness Dramas in my life would make your belly do a backflip Talk but not the same in real life we call dem catfish Dropped d first vid they said im real man cz I don't chat shit Now This probably be the realist shit I wrote Now They put my words inside commas like a quote ----------------------- Old friends say they feeling me gassed over the phone But I hardly ever see them face to face and that a joke Dem man R screaming bouts dey day 1s But half of dem hit court they'd be singing like dey trey songs But they listen to my music It gon touch them ... And they gon feel me like I'm rubix I'm outta Birmingham a quarter full Of jewellers Bull ring for tourists an Chinatown for losers U losing money every time to go dere Casino or the night life will tax your pocket like old chairs.

Look l just lost myself the person who i respected when i was down. i fealt rejected This pain isn't easy being affected Hate these feelings nothing slowly healing slowly reaching where's freedom This depression isn't leaving Inside, im broken nothing healing I can't smile when i got lost feelings Want to smile, but nothing is reaching My heart left my tears weekend Hate this feeling unhappy is an under meaning Wish i can fly be sat on the celling, but magic potions isnt the reason We can't use that for every time we need an excuse or faking a healing Hearts moving mad i can feel it sometimes my heart goes cold i mean it Better believe it If you got a goal, then reach it. Don't delete it Most people fail because they never believed it Sat here writing why I should be fighting I'm not boring im focused on making people smiling. Even though my heart is tiring, wanna be admiring Like weakness is lying

Antisociaal ben een stille nigga laat me daden spreken al me mannen hebben honger dus koste wat het kost we moeten eten bitches vragen of ik wil delen denk je ik ga dom spenden op een bitch die alleen op mij wilt eten Ik heb hard gegrind voor dit kom van een achterstands leven een street nigga met wijsheid ze noemen me de meester vroeger was het waar is Jerra in de klas gebleven andere dingen on my mind veel shit wat ik beleefde ben een solo soldier niemand die zich met mij kan meten cirkel is klein geloof niks als ze me willen claimen hou niet van mensen je weet Jerra neemt de benen

Awesome Beat My Brother 🔥🔥🔥🔥❤️

Mind zit vol haat iedereen die me dingen vraagt like Jerra weet je zeker dat het gaat veel on me mind dat is de reden dat Jerra niet veel praat

yo hearts so cold but i still manage to move on mind so grown crowin up to succes like a new born if u not wid me till da end den ur gone always been prayin for my bro and mum to da lord never been a good kid and ma name was always up on da school boards i wanna be a millionaire and not be stuck on dese dark roads but for now i gotta stay locked in n stick to da g codes i was in da trap on march 10 cudnt even buy my mum one rose ive seen hell thru my mothers eyes do i leave dese roads or do i live dis life ive learnt alot from dese roads but ima roll da dice never felt pain till i seen my mama cry never felt pain till i seen my grandad died ive got my blood bro as ma right hand gotta wait in da trap till da pack lands as a kid i only had like 10 pounds now i got like 10 bands stached in my back yard i wanna help mumzy instead of havin to go to her grave yard ima work hard to get my family out dis dusty scrapyard heart goes from cold to colder hoes get switched like a sleepin disorder my heads all full of shit dese fiends always ask for tick by midnight i gotta sell a brick bad b movin like den jus for some dick i gotta get to da bando quick aint got time for dis shi all da packs r gettin flipped i make unrealitical shi like ma name was rick i make u realidtical shi like my name was rick i get 1 pack and i turn it double fiend round da corner like dey playin rumble gotta stay real to ma words cah da pack cant get fumbled feds knockin on ma door every week like im jimmy da trouble

I’ve been stressed with the weight on my chest I’m tired of waiting it’s time to go and get Dreams I dream won’t achieve if I rest Demons in my head I confess I feel like a guest Ima give it my all until I have nothing left I feel like Johnny I feel like a test If the plan don’t work out ima work on my next This ain’t gods plan been through a lot to make you go god damn I ain’t in gods hands I’m my own man I’m on my own path

This is deep

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I saved her life didn't want to see my daughter die. the dead look in her eyes truly made me mortified. I see it when I sleep daddy really thought you'd died You was so weak I could see that you weren't walking right. this story always haunts my mind . was like no one iss home you didnt even close your eyes It me who saved your life so how can't I be authorised How could we of known you never really showed the signs. a body without motion struggling for breath i filled up with emotions im glad I never lost my head. i acted in the moment I tried to follow all the steps. my heart was broken because you was so close to death. had to stay strong I couldn't show. It made me so depressed. wave a magic wand to take away the load of stress I was always by your side ya see daddy don't neglect. your daddy saved your life i wrote this so they don't forget.

Bro where do u get your vocal samples? This one and last letter pt 2 especially are insane

th-cam.com/video/Eo48V8r3vD0/w-d-xo.html. Deep Thoughts part 1^^^^ Should I use this beat next??! Deep Thoughts pt2? Fire as hell family❤🎉

Dear lord please take me away i suffer in silence i cant face with this pain i wake up everyday fighting demons in my brain cant deal with the change because i really miss their face i speak to god at night mentioning yours and arthurs name whys life such a test i know this pain wil never fade i may aswel be dead maybe then the pain will go away im crazy and depressed is there anything left for me to say depression hits deep when u go through a break up im losing sleep but i never want to wake up you dabbed it on ur cheek everytime u did ur make up was it all for scene can i ask did you fake us? 3 years of my life i thought i was loved what a surprise she crushed my heart into crumbs you'll never give a damn for the things that youve done we was doing just fine without your dad and your mum so whos fault is it i know its not mine we had our own home we was doing just fine ima grown man i always worked to provide ul never understand cants see the world with my eyes i was alone even though my girl was by my side never felt this cold and the worst things you lied you pawned arthurs gold i wont ever let that slide when you said youd be my wife it was meant to be for life. i was a prisoner kept tret like a slave you always faded away after the day i was paid i wont do that again then its myself i can blame i stand here in pain broken hearted in the rain. im not acting religious when i say that i pray wont ask for forgivness whos aching in pain had no one to witness only my eyes and my brain dont act like the victim u already planned for this break did everything i could to try to help you as a mum i never had your trust a sign that tells us when were done we had our lovely daughter and then we had our son i wonder what youve taught them with the poison from your tunge you better treat them right i know theyl tel me when they come im glad i seen the light because you never showed me love i wont keep this inside because it wil never do me good i dont know why i tried because you never really let me open up my tracks written (y)

down to the floor he dropped, looking at her lifeless son, like what? couldn’t take the pain so he overdosed, now his mums all alone, what the fuck, all this pain in my head that i gotta confess, that was only a dream, but my head is a mess, life is a lesson, i’m failing the test, but i gotta stay strong, so i’m doing my best, talk about my ex man she let me down, gave her my love and she walked right out, now i’m insecure and i got self doubt, seeking a one night stand, what? to get some fake validation, i guess so, now i’m sat in the station, waiting on her just to be let down, i broke down when the word got around, my whole life always felt left out, but it’s okay cah i’m painting story, pain inside that i gotta let out,

(Verse 1) In the darkness, shadows cast, a tale untold, Liam's spirit soars high, his life now a fold, Taken from this world, a tragedy untamed, His memory forever, in our hearts enflamed. (Chorus) RIP Liam, your light shines bright, Gone too soon, but in our hearts, you ignite, In this cruel twist of fate, we stand united, Your legacy will live on, never to be slighted. (Verse 2) Lost in the echoes of his laughter and his smile, His absence leaves a void, our hearts reconcile, Yet we won't forget the joy he brought to our days, As we cherish his memory in countless ways. (Bridge) This rap, a tribute, a homage to his soul, A voice for the voiceless, to make us feel whole, Seeking justice, seeking peace, we'll never rest, For Liam's spirit lives on, forever blessed. (Chorus) RIP Liam, your light shines bright, Gone too soon, but in our hearts, you ignite, In this cruel twist of fate, we stand united, Your legacy will live on, never to be slighted. (Outro) As we bid farewell, our hearts heavy with pain, We'll carry Liam's essence, like a gentle rain, In the rap of remembrance, his story lives through, Rest in peace, dear Liam, forever with you. Liam's Tragic Rap Default (GPT-3.5) User Make a sad rap of liams life getting taken at 22 years old ChatGPT (Verse 1) In the city streets, where Liam roamed, At 22, his life was cruelly blown, A life full of dreams, hopes untold, Now he's gone, a tale too cold. (Chorus) Sad rap of Liam's life, cut short and taken, Innocent soul lost, hearts breaking, A future darkened, a light forsaken, Memories remain, hearts still aching. (Verse 2) He had dreams of greatness, skies to touch, But fate's cruel hand took him, oh, so much, Friends and family left with tears to weep, In this tragic loss, love runs deep. (Bridge) Life's a winding road, unpredictable and tough, A cruel reminder, nothing's ever enough, Liam's memory lives on, forever it will stay, In our hearts, he'll never fade away.

The money would help But it wouldn’t cure the pain Like an umbrella it protects But it don’t stop that rain N it’s a shame Cos I wanna make it rappin But I don’t want that fame

Sample lyric ?

bro can u add available for purchase one more time i was able to concentrate

I've got you on this one.

This is fire

Wurde Der Neue Beat Gelöscht?

Yeh, And now I’m writing till the phones off I gotta make this gold proff I know when they don’t know loss No pennies to be nice what your soul cost Doing it on my solo like my own boss Christmas times you feel the home frost Cold days w my smokers That’s bro and we stay focused

I want to know what part of me to blame it on, They SHamed me gone, SO THTAS WHY I GOT THIS song, To his HOLY DAYS HAS COME, Feed the old n Young,

Story so deep now I can't even speak loud Walking down a lonely road Feeling like I been kicked out So don't blame me if you see me tripping out losing people Got me feeling down Getting high living in the clouds Heading down tranquility Lane Life been like a merry go round It's suffercating me it's insane Like I got bloodclots in my brain Losing blood from the pain Came from the mud They told us one person can't make a change Well...I made a pretty good start If I die young Don't judge me I have a hole in my heart 💔 Nobody could recreate my work of art cos its picture perfect Until you start losing things Making you feel worthless Heart beating without a purpose Head drowning under the surface Like I been given this verdict Like they don't even respect me In my place of worship Constantly trying to look down on me like bird shit Not gonna say that it hurt but... Was it really worth it??

It’s not the life I thought I’d have What you know about sittin in your house on your couch with a spinner on your lap I miss my dad the conversations we had

Promo SM 🙄

Seeing her lifeless son Her heart dropped to the floor As she fell t his feet 17 years of raising a kid Took less than a minute For him to become a memory He Didn’t care about education system failed him But naa he wasn’t fazed He was more like Fuck the system Age 14 started carrying blades Man they really lined him No XI no starting 11 By who by his own bredrin Woken up by his bredrin bellin Same one who said yo bro where we headin Make sure u don’t got no shank when u step in Now wishing that he slept in Stopped down the alleyway yo akh what u reppin Bam You know the story

I was broke.nearly took an overdose could of been ghost but im here to show i made it out off roads that most didn't take should of escaped goat I don't fake I don't waste I don't chase gold I wanna taste I wanna embrace my goals raise up the glass make a high toast I'm as high as I can go I ain't looking down no my backs against the ropes no time to fail no time to choke No one around that's okay I guess that's how the story goes I dun made it out of holes before il do my life you do yours I ain't never rolling the dice like I refused the cards iv been drawn light the fuse get ready for a holy storm I can harness thoughts I couldn't controll before Now I wake up at the crack of dawn thinking why the fuck I let the slack be drawn down to the tension no mention my intervention an own incentive I got potential force through my veins of courses if I said then I ment it call me mentalist you don't even know what mental is you can't tell me the part inside your brain at the center is pineal gland lecture over divs As it stands it is what it is goverment taking food from.mouths of starving kids the chasm and scale is larger than you can actually argue you pricks But who really cares whos really there when lifes full of crack and tares the facts are there and its backed by gears that actually work for the backs of rich when it actually hurts the backs of our kids the weight they cant take but it is what it is got the whole world in a spin nobodys using there own initiatives there equipted with gifted i know im a misfit on mission but the stars in the sky follow a path if you listen tackle any problem on your path its a ride but make the right decisions have a right laugh make memorys in this life youv been given free your self from this mental prison your living in

I was broke.nearly took an overdose make no mistake i was a joke could of been ghost but im here to show i made it out off roads that most didn't take should of escaped goat I don't fake I don't waste I don't chase gold I wanna taste I wanna embrace my goals raise up the glass make a high toast I'm as high as I can go I ain't looking down no my backs against the ropes no time to fail no time to choke No one around that's okay I guess that's how the story goes I dun made it out of holes before il do my life you do yours I ain't never rolling the dice like I refused the cards iv been drawn light the fuse get ready for a holy storm I can harness thoughts I couldn't controll before Now I wake up at the crack of dawn thinking why the fuck I let the slack be drawn down to the tension no mention my intervention an own incentive I got potential force through my veins of courses if I said then I ment it call me mentalist you don't even know what mental is you can't tell me the part inside your brain at the center is pineal gland lecture over divs As it stands it is what it is goverment taking food from.mouths of starving kids the chasm and scale is larger than you can actually argue you pricks But who really cares whos really there when lifes full of crack and tares the facts are there and its backed by gears that actually work for the backs of rich when it actually hurts the backs of our kids the weight they cant take but it is what it is got the whole world in a spin nobodys using there own initiatives there equipted with gifted i know im a misfit on mission but the stars in the sky follow a path if you listen tackle any problem on your path its a ride but make the right decisions have a right laugh make memorys in this life youv been given free your self from this mental prison your living in

Fuck knows why you don’t get many views. It’s a messed up world. Seriously you’re better than any of these Uk rappers on the radio.

Skinny Boy ~ B Yo look b I’m that skinny boy with that a rude manner They called me light when they can’t move matter My thoughts are on the right path but i hear chatter Cah i’m that skinny boy with all that loose swagger Took two to the face but i just move faster Got a broken heart but i just moved past her Found a new part now my moods glamour I’m on the right path but took the wrong turner Struggling with my purpose so i pick up the burner Torching up my armour cah it makes me feel warmer Sticking with my bros i feel like i’m warner Lion in disguise my heart filled with lies Picking up the pieces of my life it’s demise She made me feel special but put tears in my eyes *2 secs break* What kind of bitch does that to the love of her life Got these thoughts in my head but they collide I feel like i’m on a ride with the ticket reading life What’s my purpose what’s my mission im lost in this life I wake up and then i wanna die If sorrow had a weight i’d be that big lad Got hurt on my back but it’s all packed I take tokes of zoot and it’s easier to carry B finds it funny that he needs bud to act easy It just gets harder when no one can see me I’m that skinny boy with that a rude manner They called me light when they can’t move matter My thoughts are on the right path but i hear chatter Cah i’m that skinny boy with all that loose swagger Took two to the face but i just move faster Got a broken heart but i just moved past her Found a new part now my moods glamour I’m on the right path but took the wrong turner If sorrow had a weight i’d be that big lad Got hurt on my back but it’s all packed I take tokes of zoot and it’s easier to carry B finds it funny that he needs bud to be happy It just gets harder when no one can see me

Careful what you wish for cause you might just get it I regret it 'll admit it no sentences or sentiments to ever fill up the feeling of never being enough So I put up a cold front like winstar so close to me killin my liver with jackey D

DINO!!!

Yeah look listen it’s the end of the discussion Don’t talk ends on about my name, you mean nothing to me No arm responses cause the money keep doubling up No losses, you create your own life problems Welcome to the life of the bosses Work till 12 get bands in abundance I scream your name while they calling a mosh pit Don’t talk like your bad bro, just stop it Working hard for my permit Yeah, I flex hard because I’ve earned it Cause I came a long way from Bandos Look at my bankroll g, pushing p stacked that Talking all for the snap, step back bro you’re a waste man Figured out the plan and I ran it back Two steps forward cause I can’t with the backchat Play like a gangster, but your just into combat Said it with the chest like I ain’t taking it back And he still talks shit on the low I’ve won so I’m letting it go I Invest in my money and watch it grow Why respond when I roll in with the dough? I don’t do my shit to be liked Why fuss and fight when I do my shit right? My visions to clear in the night You don’t understand what I’ll do for the life I’ve got sights and money to make And goodbye to all of the snakes Cause I just can’t deal with fakes Got dreams so I take no breaks Watch you get put on a shirt Watch you dead in the church Woo back for pain and the hurt Step back with a Glock and reverse

what drum sounds did you use for this masterpiece

Bars at 2.30 an that background track is righteous 💯💥💥💥

Have u ever seen your mum try just to go home and see her fucking cry and then she has to lie and say she’s okay but deep down she’s praying to never see another day my life’s so peak to the point it’s getting deep

Discovered you through Chaari.

Simple with a lot of room to the artist for the vocals. Noice! Well done.

Wow

My fav producer

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Ik weet niet meer wat ik zeggen moet. Je leert beseffen met de tijd dat Deze wereld bloed. Wat is goed zijn. In een wereld vol leugens. Hoe moet ik mij blij voelen. In een wereld zonder vreugde. Ik zie niemand met een doel. Dus hoe vind ik me motivatie. Teveel Nep influencers. Dus hoe vind ik me inspiratie. Weinig oprechte mensen over. ik weet niet wie ik kan vertrouwen. Ik zie bijna geen voorbeelden. Waar je echt op kan bouwen. Je hoort me stem. Het duurde lang. Maar ik word gek. We lijken op een kudde schapen. Niemand loopt zn eigen weg. Ik moet met sommigen gaan praten. Ik weet jullie doen je best. Hou je sterk. Het leven is een test. Zoveel tegenslagen. Maar ik zie Het als een les. Ik moet het echt maken. Niemand gaat het voor me doen. Ik zal alleen overblijven. Dus ik moet zorgen dat ik zoek. Naar geluk, naar me rust. Blijf op me pad. Ik heb lust. Dus ik kan niet meer stoppen. Ik moet de scene overnemen. Want ik heb alles laten vallen. De jongen die is traumatised. Tis moeilijk om te lachen. Nu maak ik grote stappen. Maar ik weet nog ik had nachten. Dat ik ff niet meer wou. Dus geen tijd meer om te wachten. Introduceer mezelf. Ik zeg wat je van me kan verwachten. Ik ben de stem. Die we allemaal hebben hebben. Maar niemand zou het ooit zeggen. Want hier is alleen maar ellende. Kan me mening niet geven. Want iedereen wil reageren. Als een ander gaat spreken. Mensen zonder mening. We lopen elkaar achterna. Heeft geen besef. Van realiteit. Maar iedereen wil boven aan. Gunt een ander niet De plek. Waar ze zellef willen staan. Mensen hebben geen respect. We zijn eerlijk. Zogenaamd. Ik zeg wat ik wil zeggen. Sorry ik ben zo gemaakt. Ik zet mezelf niet Te hoog. Iedereen mag de troon. Maar ik hoop. Dat ik in jou geheugen sta als een idool. Ik ken de struggle echt waar. Ik ging ook niet school. Ik weet je kan niet functioneren want Je hoofd die zit zo vol. hij werkt zich in de klote. Want de family moet eten. Fastlife snelle doekoe want hij moest wel bewegen. Begon met racen. Heeft teveel Op zn geweten. Hij zal nooit meer vergeten. Alle schade voor een klein beetje paper. Maar het is moeilijk hier. Iedereen heeft honger. Leeft al dagen in het donker. Neem het niet persoonlijk. Wwant de jongen die had honger. Moest longen voor zn brood. Is al jaren op de hossel. Mij is zoveel shit beloofd. We leven hier die struggle. Kom uit tijden van nood. Ik zweer het ging zo slecht mama ik was bijna dood. Verkeerde in verkeerde situaties. Ik ben geklomen uit de bodem en i did in on my own. Soms neem ik het je kwalijk. Mama ik was ook jou zoon. Onze band is ijzersterk. Maar vroeger was ik niks. 3 kids. Maar ik was het vergeten kind. Het is niet gek dat ik zo ben. Zag dennis lopen met bricks. Als een hele kleine jongen. Werd ik altijd gelinkt. Aan problemen van een ander. Maar die shit heeft me gemaakt. Want ik ben wijs ik ben verstandig Heb geleerd van alle fouten. Wat ik deed dat was niet handig. Hoor nog stemmen in me hoofd. Ze zeggen binky jij gaat branden. Andere soort. Ik heb een ander verhaal. Ik heb een andere story. Ik zag iedereen vallen we moeten zoeken naar glory. Ik had niks in me zakken. Nu blijf ik zoeken naar money. Hier geen woorden maar daden. Had vaak ruzie met me vader. Maar nu zie ik in. De lasten dat die draagt. Die zou niemand kunnen dragen. Het is tijd om te winnen. Heb zoveel tranen gelaten.

Soms weet ik niet meer wat ik voel, zit ik vast on me gedachtes. Bro ik weet niet voel. Elke nacht is superlastig. En ik weet niet wat ik moet. Met zoveel lasten nog te maken. Ik voel me echt niet goed. Ik sit met zoveel aan me hoofd. Ik heb me moeder het belooft. Ik moet het maken. Want hoe het was. Dat wil ik nooit meer. Slapen in een caravan we waren echt skeer. Heb zoveel dingen nu gezien, het doet me exht zeer. Heb moeite met die dingen. Ik wil niemand meer vertrouwen. Veel trauma”s zo traumitised. Heb geleerd op mezelf te bouwen. Hoe ik moet healen. Zoveel dinggen die ik niet heb verdiend. 8 maanden gesloten want was mezelf verloren. Maar is het gek dat ik zo was. Ik zag alleen maar verlies. Ik werd gevuld met verdriet. Maar ik heb toch gedaan. Nu wil ik niemand meer horen. Ik heb me strepen verdiend. Alsof ik was in een oorlog. Maar kreeg teveel voor ke keizen. Dat kan ik never vergeven. Al op een hele jonge leeftijd. Zag ik iedereen breken. Stiefvader was niet aardig. We zoveel geleden. Op me kamer zat in tranen. ik werd kwader ik kreeg stemmen in me hoofd. ik was kapot door alle schade. echt ik kon het niet meer hebben. elke dag ik zat in tranen. ik vraag god is dit hoe ik moet leven. ben niet je beste soldaat. kan ik even rust nemen. ik was deadbroke. ik deed alles om te overleven. werd verleidt door die paper. we willen allemaal eten. man er was niemand die er was. ik kan het never vergeten. ik was alleen in het spel. vecht niet tegen de demonen. ik sta voor de duivel zelf. ik vraag me af hoe ging het mis. en wrm iedereen me kwelt. was een hele lieve jongen maar ik zag alleen geweld. ik wou ook nieuwe schoenen maar me moeder had geen geld. ik had problemen met mezelf. maar ik heb het nooit verteld. want er was niemand die me zag. ik nam allemaal op me. werd bozer en bozer me lontje die werd korter. ik wou niemand geloven. ik zag alleen motherfokkers.kon me nergens verstoppen. kon me gevoelens niet uiten. dus ik ging alles opfokken. ik ging niet meer naar school. maar wat kon ik anders doen. ik verloor me idool. heb zoveel stemmen in me hoofd. ze zeggen me je gaat dood. maar ik ben altijd blijven staan. ondanks alle stress. ik deed me best . ik had pijn. ze zeiden me je bent slecht. maar ga terug in de tijd. zeg mij wat moet je doen. verloorde alles om me heen.broertje ik ben zo gemaakt. comfortabel in de

wat is liefde deze tijd. Het doet me pijn. Dat ik niet met jou kan zijn. K kan niet altijd praten. Heb zoveel dingen op me mind. Zoveel dingen op me chest. Geloof me echt ik doe me best. Maar het is moeilijk. ik zie tegenslagen. Zit met mezellef in gevecht. En ik weet ik ben geblest met jou. Zoveel mensen die zijn slecht. Maar bij jou vind ik me rust. Ik ben niet goed in de liefde. Maar kan Je zeggen ben oprecht. Gedachtes in me hoofd. hopelijk gaan ze ooit weg. Ik kan er niet over liegen. Ik ben tijden niet gelukkig. Dus nu blijven we vliegen. Maar ik moet stoppen met vluchten. Ik zie iedereen liegen ik ga echt laten lukken. Ik wil niet terug naar hoe het was. Ik had geen knaken in me zak. De jongen kwam op school Maar had geen boeken in de tas. De jongen was aanwezig maar hij was niet in de klas. Ik blowde om me hoofd te koelen. Want ik had een moeder. Zonder huis. Ik had haar zolang niet gezien. Ik kwam haar tegen bij een huis. Met de verkeerde Mensen. Iedereen die was op zoek naar buit. maar laat dit. Dit is een ander verhaal. We gaan terug naar jou. Ik wil je zeggen dat ik van je hou. want je geeft me echt de warmte. Ookal is de jongen koud. Je hebt me trust. Terwijl ik niemand echt vertrouw. Ik kan alles bij Je zeggen. Terwijl ik op niemand bouw. We zijn nog jong, maar jij gedraagd je als een vrouw. Ik doe nog zoveel dingen fout. Heb nog lessen om te leren. Ben nog lang niet waar ik moet zijn. Maar ik blijf het proberen. Het doet me zeer. Want je bent een goed persoon. En alles wat Ik wil. Is dat ik tip aan je niveau. Ik heb je hoog zitten. Want je bent echt uniek. Hoe je bent hoe je praat. En hoe je dingen ziet.

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