When niki said “everyone is having a bit of a struggle right now” I thought about how me(an American) is at an all time high from the past 3-4 years. I’ve been doing so much better this past month.
honestly? same. everyone else in the world has been struggling and its awful, and i've had some bad days or moments too, but right now, I'm actually probably the most happiest and content I've ever been in my life, ever. I'm glad even amidst the hardships of the world, there are people who are still living well
I’m glad your doing better! I honestly have had the same but not for as long. Only the past couple of years since COVID. But I’m glad your doing better and hope it continues!
Aww bless Niki, Hope you get better and I hope you find a way to be happy, Omg i am so sorry for you and you are great and i want you to be happy and safe with the people around you
Same. Even though I don't really know where they are now, being off youtube/twitch seems like a good break for them. I hope they are much happier wherever they are
If Niki would ever read this (lame ik), here's a message that probably speaks for a big portion of this audience: As you've mentioned it's a good feeling knowing someone understands your feeling. This affection of empathy shows that people care, not blindly, but actually care, or at least fills the hole of loneliness. Niki, you've read book for that - and this stream is probably just for your own sake, because it may feel better to speak about it online, and open about it (and I get that), but with this, you've unintentionally made this kind of empathic content for people that feel the same as you. However cheesy this may sound, your confession on your mental health, is the same for people that struggle on mental health and read that kind of books. Your stream is the same as the book you've read. With this stream, you not only helped me, but also helped probably thousands of people, that needed to hear that they are not alone in this struggle. For that; thank you!
Her talking about how our life stopped but the world still spun is so true. I'm gonna be 20 yrs old I don't even know how and I feel like 18 through 19 didn't even exist for me. Edit: Also, what a rude ass dono lmao. People feel so entitled to other peoples time it's insane
You may be going through something right now but if you have a family, a home and friends who care for you then try your best to take a moment to appreciate what you have right now because you could lose it all in the matter of a day. I’m not saying just just deal with those bad things and be happy because it’s never as simple as that. But I felt like I had everything at some point in my life. The problem was I was too focused on being upset with the bad things. Now I don’t have any of it. I live in a hostel, I’m not nearby to my family so I cannot see them and I lost all of my irl friends. I cannot just go and meet a friend anymore. Lucky for me I’m still grateful because I have 2 friends I met online and one of them got me through my alcohol addiction. As of now I’m working on getting out of this hostel with the little money I have to even survive on food. I’m still able to smile every single day. I work on what I love which is to make silly little videos because making things is what I was made for. And when I’m ready I plan to find another friend group. Hopefully an online friend group that loves gaming as much as I do because I used to have that. It’s just hard at this point in my life to find friends that are of similar age to me. I am now 20 years old and at the lowest point of my life but even I know that there’s people out there. I just haven’t found them yet
I thought this Video was really beautiful. Respect to Niki for being brave enough to talk about this; personally, I think with me and a lot of others it will definitely take it's time...School draining so much of my social battery, I prefer to just shun engagement with others in my spare time and take comfort in solace. I know that might be unhealthy, but mental health and anxiety prevent any further improvement. Even so, your stream has "helped" a great deal 💙🙃
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When niki said “everyone is having a bit of a struggle right now” I thought about how me(an American) is at an all time high from the past 3-4 years. I’ve been doing so much better this past month.
honestly? same. everyone else in the world has been struggling and its awful, and i've had some bad days or moments too, but right now, I'm actually probably the most happiest and content I've ever been in my life, ever. I'm glad even amidst the hardships of the world, there are people who are still living well
I’m glad your doing better! I honestly have had the same but not for as long. Only the past couple of years since COVID. But I’m glad your doing better and hope it continues!
She needs to have a podcast. I would listen to her all day. She’s so real but not over sharing, she’s relatable she’s amazing!
This stream had such a good vibe, dispite the topic- but thats probably just Niki tbh. I just love her, I think she's great
that one dono was so unfair. the last thing she needs is someone to be angry at her. couldn’t they have read the room?!!!
Time stamp?
@@adastra8681 1:06:34
yeah like why bring that up in this stream or even at all
Aww bless Niki, Hope you get better and I hope you find a way to be happy, Omg i am so sorry for you and you are great and i want you to be happy and safe with the people around you
other people: *not crying while other ppl are expressing there emotions*
me and myself: *balling my eyes out*
I have bpd to and she really has helped me overcome it her and minx have
Same. Even though I don't really know where they are now, being off youtube/twitch seems like a good break for them. I hope they are much happier wherever they are
I feel like since technoblade everyone's mental health has gone down hill definitely for the members of dsmp that was freinds with him
I was in this stream and I started crying. God this really helped me deal with a hard time. I'm currently listening to this to help me sleep :)
If Niki would ever read this (lame ik), here's a message that probably speaks for a big portion of this audience:
As you've mentioned it's a good feeling knowing someone understands your feeling. This affection of empathy shows that people care, not blindly, but actually care, or at least fills the hole of loneliness.
Niki, you've read book for that - and this stream is probably just for your own sake, because it may feel better to speak about it online, and open about it (and I get that), but with this, you've unintentionally made this kind of empathic content for people that feel the same as you. However cheesy this may sound, your confession on your mental health, is the same for people that struggle on mental health and read that kind of books. Your stream is the same as the book you've read. With this stream, you not only helped me, but also helped probably thousands of people, that needed to hear that they are not alone in this struggle.
For that; thank you!
Oh my goodness Niki, thank you for having the courage to share your journey, you are a strength to so many people and I hope you are doing well
😭this is so sad i almost cried.
Lots hugs and love to Niki! 💖 🤗 💖
Her talking about how our life stopped but the world still spun is so true. I'm gonna be 20 yrs old I don't even know how and I feel like 18 through 19 didn't even exist for me.
Edit: Also, what a rude ass dono lmao. People feel so entitled to other peoples time it's insane
Timestamp please?
@@SeverusSnek 1:05:29 i assume
@@galacticat7144 thank you
You may be going through something right now but if you have a family, a home and friends who care for you then try your best to take a moment to appreciate what you have right now because you could lose it all in the matter of a day. I’m not saying just just deal with those bad things and be happy because it’s never as simple as that. But I felt like I had everything at some point in my life. The problem was I was too focused on being upset with the bad things. Now I don’t have any of it. I live in a hostel, I’m not nearby to my family so I cannot see them and I lost all of my irl friends. I cannot just go and meet a friend anymore. Lucky for me I’m still grateful because I have 2 friends I met online and one of them got me through my alcohol addiction. As of now I’m working on getting out of this hostel with the little money I have to even survive on food. I’m still able to smile every single day. I work on what I love which is to make silly little videos because making things is what I was made for. And when I’m ready I plan to find another friend group. Hopefully an online friend group that loves gaming as much as I do because I used to have that. It’s just hard at this point in my life to find friends that are of similar age to me. I am now 20 years old and at the lowest point of my life but even I know that there’s people out there. I just haven’t found them yet
I thought this Video was really beautiful. Respect to Niki for being brave enough to talk about this; personally, I think with me and a lot of others it will definitely take it's time...School draining so much of my social battery, I prefer to just shun engagement with others in my spare time and take comfort in solace. I know that might be unhealthy, but mental health and anxiety prevent any further improvement. Even so, your stream has "helped" a great deal 💙🙃
i love her so much
I really hope Niki is better now
its so easy to bully her