I'm Not Having Surgery Tomorrow... Final Update Of 2022
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We are Brian & Jessica, a married couple who started on a life-changing whole food, plant-based weight loss journey back in June 2018. In June 2022, our lives were flipped upside-down when Jessica was diagnosed with Stage 3 (possibly 4) ovarian cancer. We continue to share our adventures (highs, lows, struggles & everything in between) in following a plant-based diet while keeping you up-to-date on Jessica's cancer treatment.
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So sorry you are facing all this Jessica, my heart and love goes out to you. I know it isn't easy but continue to focus on your health promoting diet, try to stay positive and don't get bogged down in all the unknowns, emotions play a huge role in outcomes. We all should live from day to day... life is 100% fatal for all of us, and none of us know when, but I think just being diagnosed sets us up with morbid anticipation of that inevitable. Not having surgery is not cause to lose hope either, it can also be a blessing in disguise. As I'm sure you know, surgery also comes with myriad risks , stress, and complications, especially when you are already compromised from chemo, and can even accelerate the spread. I know how devastated you feel and how badly you want to be "rescued", but your fate doesn't just lie in the hands of the equally uncertain medical industry. Keep your chin up, don't lose hope, and find a good support group to hold your hand and help you navigate your own best course.
@@CharGC123 beautifully said, 100% agree
@@CharGC123 I agree also. There is a real good chance that not having the surgery might be a big blessing. Prayer for full recovery.
Do your drs think that your liver has cancer? If so, have you looked into the HAI pump or radiation to your liver Mets? Have they done genomics on your cancer?
Hope 4Cancer….xo…praying for you.
Sorry you are feeling down. You have 99.1 thousand people that are behind you.
Absolutely!!! 😊💜
Very true😍
Yes!
Make that 99.2
99.2 plus 1. Sending you love, Jessica and Brian. Praying for wisdom for you and your doctors as you are guided forward.
Lord please give Jessica's doctors the wisdom to make the right decisions as to her care and as always we pray for Your divine healing! ❤❤
Amen
Yes 🙌
Amen 🙏🙏🙏
AMEN 🙏🏽
Amen 🙏❤️
I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer just over a year ago. I have been involved with NOCC (National Ovarian Cancer Coalition) and OCRA (Ovarian Cancer Research Alliance) and they have been very helpful. NOCC has monthly support group online-we’d love to have you with us for one! Remember that roller coasters unexpectedly go UP, too! Take care! Hugs!
Fuck the new year pressure in all honesty, I hate that shit and I dont like the idea of new years resolutions any year, because every year is the same old stuff, ups and downs. Dont feel down on yourself for feeling down, anyone in your situation would feel the same. Please dont worry about entertaining us...we all all rooting for you Jess...sending you all the good vibes. Do something little nice for yourself.
As a breast and ovarian cancer survivor, I understand what you mean about thinking this might be the last time you do something, trying to make every minute count, etc. You're right - it puts a lot of pressure on you. It's exhausting. Chemo and the flu...kind of hard to be festive, I think. Hope you get some answers and clarity about your next steps very soon. Remember - there are so many people thinking about you and praying for you. Allow yourself to feel all that love and positive energy. We're all here for you.❤️
F*ck Cancer! I am praying and not giving up hope. My mother went on this same journey and she remained hope filled and called it her little problem. She survived and I am praying that for you!!!
Hi, how old is your mom?
Thanks
The constant pressure of ‘seizing the day’ is exhausting. Take it slowly, get some rest and just hold each other close. ❤️
I am rooting for you!!!! F--k Cancer!!!!
I don't seem to find the words. Just sending you all the love possible, hoping it can make you better.
🫂A hug for you. 🫂A hug for Brian. And much healing light and energy sent your way. May your angels soothe and protect you both during this emotionally overwhelming time.
Sending you much strength and love. I have survived 2 different cancers…and have a dear friend who like you had stage 4 ovarian cancer….15 years later, she’s doing well. Stay strong. One day at a time…❤
Wow!!!
Have you considered therapy? Although friends and family are extremely important, they’re also not trained to help someone deal with a very serious life situation. I suggest that not just because you said you’ve been depressed lately but this cancer journey is a marathon as you know, not a sprint, and your mental health needs supporting over many months, as does Brian’s. And knowing that someone is getting professional help for their mental health needs helps alleviate that from his and your family’s shoulder. You are seeing many different professionals for your physical health, don’t forget there are professionals to help with mental health too. Lots of love and wishing the best for you going forward.
Sending my love, Jessica and Brian. I’m sorry you are suffering. A fine time, right? This must be crushing. I wish I could take it all away. You ARE loved. I hope that helps. ❤️
So ditto!
Breast cancer survivor here, please let go the image you have in your head of the "cancer fighter" and just be yourself. It's so hard to go through everything AND feel like you have to be an inspiration all the time. Also there's no shame in taking meds to sleep, the anxiety of that diagnosis is a LOT to deal with 💕💕💕 sending lots of hugs and I wish I could send extra white blood cells too 😂 (my numbers were always so low!)
I’m so sorry Jessica.
go easy on yourself.....the flu, the news of no surgery, even the "different" holidays is alot to adjust to.....sending you so much love and prayers.
Cancer can be a rollercoaster ride, as you know. And of course, its totally understandable that you can't enjoy the holidays when you have so many pressing worries. Sending all the good vibes I can muster to you, Brian, both your families and all the doctors. I hope the docs come up with a good plan for you.
Try to remember that just because they aren’t doing surgery right now doesn’t mean they don’t have hope they can get it under control. It’s only one tool and they want to make sure they use the best tool. Putting an immunocompromised person under general anesthetic for a major surgery is a very big deal and of course brings risks so if they can achieve the same or similar result using other tools (chemo, radiation, immunotherapy or whatever else) then they don’t want to overlook it. My mom had surgery to remove a colon tumour. Was supposed to be in hospital 5 days. Had complications needing additional surgery, left 42 days later. Never got strong enough again for chemo although she did do radiation. Passed away about 6 months later. I wish they had done the chemo or radiation first.
Praying for you and Brian. Know that even in your darkest moment you are never alone. Jesus is always right beside you.
I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. I’ve been reading that the best diet to fight cancer is the keto diet since it eliminates sugar & starch which is said to feed cancer. There is a vegan version of keto which is primarily composed of non starchy vegetables, avocados & nuts. Grains and high sugar fruits are eliminated but it allows berries. If you were able to add some wild caught salmon or pasture raised eggs & butter that would be even better. I’m 66 years of age and lost 33 lbs and my arthritis pain is gone after following this for 6 months. Prayers & best wishes to you both ❤❤
If Mayo ever gets you down, I know they are big and fancy but their docs completely wrote off my son as hopeless (totally dif medical issue) and a local dr found him perfect solution and hes happy, healthy and lives on his own in a condo now. So nothing wrong with local sometimes 🥰🥰
I'm so sorry you have go through all of this
Have you discussed participating in a clinical trial with your team? That might be something to look into. You’re at one of the best hospitals in the country; I’m positive they do research there.
I am so sorry that things are going as planned. I am a cancer survivor and still I can’t imagine the mental and emotional roller coaster you are on. May I suggest that you look at this as God working in the background and perhaps He isn’t ready for your surgery yet. ❤️🙏
I’m glad to hear you are taking control of what you can control, things like food and making the best of the situation. Huge hug from me
I am sure anyone who watches your channel is praying for you to get answers to your questions and ultimately seeing you cured and free to live your life. God bless you and may you have a long happy future together.
I’m still praying for a full recovery. And for your doctors to have all the guidance they need to proceed with your treatment plan.xo
I keep coming back for updates. I hope you are doing okay. 🙏🙏🙏
Jessica, I hope that these updates can be like support groups for you. I think you have the right idea to advocate for yourself. I don't think you will make a wrong decision. After talking to the various doctors, you will make the decision that is right for you.
You are totally entitled to your feelings about this. Sadly, you have earned them. I think there is a whole bunch of us "Krocks" who really feel like we are going down this path with you.
Thank you so much for this update. I do worry about you and Brian if I do not hear from you for awhile. Yes, I would have worried about how you made it through this surgery that I knew had been tentatively scheduled for the 29th.
Sending a huge virtual hug to you and Brian.
You are so fortunate to be associated with Mayo Clinic. I know you and Brian are confident the specialists are working diligently to provide the best road to success. I can only imagine how difficult this is for you, Jessica, however you are handling it all with grace, intelligence, and awesome advocates- Brian, Peef and your sweet pups. I think of you every day, and am cheering you on! ❤
So sorry to hear about the unease that the cancellation has caused and that flu loaded extra stress on both of you at a time when they already have their fill... that's tough however you look at it. If I may add one thing to everyone's general good wishes to you both for 2023, I'd say don't put too much additional pressure on yourselves with your plant based diet. If it helps generally, then yes of course, but stressful times like this need huge areas of leeway... whatever gets you through. When you're ready for 100% of all that, you'll both knock it out of the park, but if you falter... even for one day, one meal... be kind to yourselves. Don't let it become another thing to stress about. You're both so loved. Wishing you both (sorry Peef, you too!) a happy and healthy 2023 xx
The best gift you can give yourself this Christmas is grace. You're seizing every day just by living through them. Whether that is outside having an adventure with your family or spending an entire day in bed to give your body a break. A pause on surgery may be a blessing in disguise, only time will tell. Hope is not lost. So much peace and love is being sent your way from a fellow cancer warrior. ❤
There is always hope and other options. When 1st line didn’t work for my son, we went to Hope For Cancer in Cancun and it was amazing and he became happy and lived his life again with health.
I’m sending all my prayers and intentions for hope and a direction that feels like inspiration.
You have made a pocket of love here, and I hope you can draw something from it. Sending you all my strength and love.
I am so so sorry.
Praying for you and your family. Wishing you the best. One day at a time.
May you have the peace of Christ with you knowing He's got you in the palm of His hand. Continue looking to Him with hope in your heart. Praying 🙏 for you.
Hi Jessica! You bring back memories of my own cancer journey. There are vulnerable and scary and helpless moments at times. But then you come back stronger than before.
I was diagnosed with advanced stage 3 cancer. A surgeon canceled my first surgery like yours did. I didn’t have it until months later. I had follow up radiation that also was treatment for the bits they couldn’t remove surgically. (I had a spot on my sternum, behind my heart, that they said was not a good location to attempt removal). It’s been a year and a half of treatments. My check up appointments are further and further apart and no cancer in sight. They tell me I’m cured! I’m aware every day is a gift. The course of treatment was a zig zag, not a straight line, but I reached the finish line. You’ve just started, you’ll be fine. There is a lot of treatment options and talented doctors. 🥰
My comment was respectful and I gave you resources for hope and faith. I’m sorry it got deleted. Good luck to you and Brian. 🙏🏻
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We didn't delete your comment. And it doesn't appear to be in our "held for review" folder as well. As a rule, I don't delete comments unless they cross certain lines. Suggestions don't fall into that category.
I am sorry you have had another disappointment Jessica. I am still praying for you and I will pray that the Drs will come up with the right decisions. Please keep us up to date. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
I'm sending absent healing to, both of you hoping that it helps in some way -I've been a healer for 40+ years. I really wish you a Scottish 'Guid New Year' And hoping everything will pan out for you both in the most positive way possible - Please don't lose hope - you are both lovely people who 'go together' SO well. Blessings Barbara xxx
You look very healthy & I see some hair making a comeback. Keep the faith little Missy.
Jessica, allow yourself grace. One day at a time no matter what kind of day it is for you. Rest, peace, love. 💜💜💜
Sorry this is happening!
Hi Jessica (and Brian). You are so brave to be sharing your journey! I'm also dealing with cancer and can relate to your anxiety regarding potential treatments. My husband and I have been whole food plant-based eaters for two years now. There is a book (on Amazon) called "Eat to Beat Disease" by William W. Li, MD. Dr. Li has done a tremendous amount of cancer research related to how certain foods support the immune system. I have found this book to be extremely helpful. I'm currently receiving immunotherapy infusions and am in remission (different type of cancer). Please do your best to stay positive in order to attract positive energy! :-) Praying for you and wishing you all the best! xxxooo
My sis has Stage 4 OC and my Dad swears by that book. My sis isn’t up to reading it but I’m going to.
Jessica, we are here for you! Don’t be concerned about plans changing upsetting us. If you feel like sharing your possibilities and then they change, we want to be here for you.
Hullo, Jessica, My name is Hugh, I’m an Australian and six months ago I finished the major part of my cancer adventure. I had a low grade bladder cancer, during the treatment 3 tumours were found in my liver. This liver cancer was an aggressive monster. At first a surgeon was convinced that he could deal with it. However it was decided not to operate because of the tumour having metastasised in the right side of my liver, so Chemo to extend life was the next option. Of course I took that on and amazingly The Chemo worked so well, unexpectedly well, I had University professors reviewing my case, I was told that now the surgical option was viable and half my liver was removed and I’m currently cancer free. I’ve found that things change continually and there will come some low points but they don’t last, there are good people doing their best for you and it sounds like You and Brian are finding ways to keep things in proportion. One thing I found useful was to apply the idea that some feelings and questions are absurd. Like the horrible “ why me ?” No one can really answer that truthfully so it’s an absurd thing to contemplate. You’ll find other things that are not worth spending the intellectual or emotional effort on. I found increasing joy in small things and used all my friends as support and sounding boards, I’m sure you’ve got all that happening for you, I’m on your team now too. My Snr oncologist told me “ everyone reacts differently to every treatment”. So there’s lots of good things that can happen yet. He also said as Chemo started “welcome to your new normal.” Where you are and what you are doing doesn’t seem normal to those on the outside of it, but as it normalises for you guys you’ll find yourself coping better, treating yourself better and having a much more positive and healthy outlook. Now I can only relate my experiences and clinically they’re very different from yours, but I am convinced that a good attitude is one of the major contributors to any outcomes.
I wish you the best, it can be a remarkable adventure if you let it be as you will learn so much about yourself and how tough and resilient you are.When things looked bad I found solace in knowing that.
So Jessica, there’s still lots to come.
Travel well, have fair winds and smooth seas to carry you along.
hugh❤
Can't wait to see you guys in 2023. Keep up the fight!
I'm only part-way through... but why is surgery not happening? Drs don't think it's necessary? I don't think I've ever seen someone's cancer treatment so up in the air on how to treat it! Hope you get some answers and peace of mind soon. The confusion has gone on for too long! x
Yeah. Toward the end it doesn’t sound like no surgery is a good thing. 😢
@@michelle-plantbaseddogmom2935 I thought that, but it's hard to know. No surgery could mean a good thing in that they think it can treated without the surgery. Must be awful to be in limbo for so long, with no clear plan 😥
cancer treatment is not always clear cut. They're trying to figure out if cancer has spread to her liver -(because if so they can't remove the cancer anymore but then they switch treatment towards trying to slow down/stop it from spreading further or put it into remission)
@@willowwinkle ah gotcha. I was hoping that it was because they think they can get it without surgery. 😢
@@willowwinkle I understand that, but surely after all this time they should have some answers and with the quality of today's scans it seems odd that they can't see if it has spread to the liver. It's been 6 months! And still no clear answers or plan.
Thanks!
Your raw and honest updates are really helpful. I am really sorry you have to end the year like this, it's very normal to feel the way you do.
Praying for answers and prayers for healing
sending you and Brian lots of love, positivity , and healing. Holding you up! I believe you will beat this! F*CK Cancer!
We can relate to your struggles. Hubby had kidney cancer 20 yr ago & prostate cancer 16 & now his kidney cancer's come back in his other kidney after 20 yr. We're going thru infusion therapy & immunotherapy but the side effects were so bad he had to be taken off both. He had radiation this summer & dr put him back on lower dose of immunotherapy drug. I pray every nite that he's going to be ok, but it's hard. We try to keep up our spirits but sometimes no matter what, it's just plain hard, no matter all the support from MDAnderson & Stanford Cancer Centers. Will add you & yours to my nightly prayers🙏🏼
❤ keep the faith and hope, Brian, And Jessica. Jessica, I love how your voice is so strong and beautiful.
While waiting for answers, and to deal with the anxiety of not knowing what lies ahead, I am trying to focus on what God's will is for me today, in my current situation. How would he want me to spend this day? I look no further ahead than that. Usually, it results in a simple list of 'to-do's' for the family that are manageable based on how I'm feeling(do one load of laundry, make dinner, be thankful, say prayers for people worse off). I do as many as I can. Then, on to the next day. Sending love and prayers your way!
I think you are stumping the doctors because your diet is so good that you are giving your body everything it needs to fight this off and it is winning!
Jessica as a fellow ovarian cancer survivor who the docs had a hard time figuring out I wish you the best and may God provide you comfort and strength to get you through this. It's so hard to be upbeat when there is so much uncertainty. I had hoped family would try to make holidays and birthdays special not knowing but they didn't lol it was just like any other year. It will be 2 years In April since I had my surgery and in Sept 2 years fir chemo and I prat I don't have to go back into treatment. Take one day at a time and try to remain positive and know that miracles do happen. Hugs
Thank you for helping me to put my mild challenges into perspective. I needed it today. Take care and know my prayers are with you still.♥️
My sentiment exact❤ Prayers going up.
Your feelings are totally understandable and to be expected. Dealing with cancer is not easy. ❤ you are doing as well as one could hope. Go with your feelings. Hopefully 2023 will bring clarity. Not knowing is the hardest past. You are in my prayers.
Praying for clear direction in your journey . I admire your strength!
Tara H
Oh I’m sorry this is happening to you. You are resilient. Fingers crossed for a better 2023. You deserve it!
May you receive the answers needed to make decisions for future treatment. Blessings and love.
So sorry to hear you and Brian got the flu...and that these last few weeks have been rough for you. Hope things start to look up and go in the direction you want them to go. Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers for you to get the answers you are seeking and the treatment you need. Hugs
I'm so sorry. Please hang in there and know that so many people are loving you.
I just wish you all the best for your health!
I'm so sorry that you're having to wait on the surgery. I hope you get a new sense of direction & hope soon! You have been through so much this year. I hope the new year brings a new path forward and good news to you both.
I hope it helps to know a lot of people are saying prayers for you both and that all will be well in 2023. GB
I think that not knowing is one of the hardest things to deal with. Continued prayers for you and also your medical team ❤🙏
Big hugs your two. Our thoughts and prayers are with you as you navigate this very difficult time in your lives. My heart truly breaks for you and Josh at "Bois D'Arc Kiko goats" and everyone going through cancer. I started following both you and Josh at about the same time. I think you both have had about the same number of chemo treatments.
2022 has been one of the most challenging years I have been through in my 63 years on this earth. I thought I was going to loose my husband of 42 years he was so sick (not covid) and our 36 year old son had to have a valve replaced in his heart and it all started one year ago today when we had to say goodbye to our beloved 14 years old dog.
It is hard sometime not to sink down that rabbit hole, pull the cover over your head and want the rest of the world to go way even if just for a short time. Jessica you need to talk to your doctors and let them know how you are feeling. You are not alone. We are all here for you praying for you and praying for wisdom and answers for your medical team. You have some of the best in the world there at Mayo, know that. There is so much more I would like to say, that rabbit hole, been there a few times. Stay safe.
Praying for Complete Healing for you ❤🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️🙏❤️❤️🙏🙏
Best wishes for you both for the new year.
STAY POSITIVE. I have every confidence that this is NOT your last Christmas. You are a survivor!! 💝
Sending prayers to you and Brian. I hope you get more answers soon.
Prayers continue to go up for you. 🙏🏼💜
Prayers for answers!
You are carrying so much on your shoulders and in your hearts right now. Everyday is such a challenge and you battle with fear, pain and hope.
I think of you both so much. Your strength, willingness to share your battle and love for each other will keep you going!
Praying sweetie! I do understand your sadness about Christmas, as I did my 1st round of chemotherapy for multiple meyloma the day before Christmas. We stayed away from people over Christmas, and that meant not having sons or granddaughter over. Cancer is o erwhelming. I’m much older than you. I’ve enjoyed raising my family…. Married nearly 50 years. Yet the uncertainty of an often incurable cancer is depressing no matter what age. I’m sorry you guys had the flu too.
Praying that you find hope to hold onto. Praying for peace. Loving you guys. Martha in Indiana
I don't know why or how I know this, but better times are coming for you. Hang in there ❤️
I hope you get well love .
Thank you for this update. I was thinking of you while going through what has been forced on me lately. Your attitude and adjustments to your situation is helping me, actually. I lost my mother almost 3 weeks ago and found out my brother had already given her estate away to a cousin. This is "in a nutshell" info. Everything had been arranged and must have blown up when I moved away. I cannot tell you my feelings, I'm thinking of you now. I do want to let you know my aunt was diagnosed with stage 3C Ovarian cancer and did everything mentioned to her. Many, many rounds of chemo and she lived with it for 16 years. You keep going, tiger. You seriously are.
We will see you and Brian again next year! My best wishes for the both of
you, many greetings from the Netherlands, Enny.
Continuing to pray. I am sending hugs and admiration for you and Brian. Your voice is strong and you are very loved by many.
My heart is so saddened for the burden you are dealing with. I will be praying for you.
I'm so sorry that you're feeling so down, especially during the holidays. Doctors are probably just being cautious before making you go through surgery. You will be in my prayers 🙏
My thoughts and prayers are with you. You and Brian are awesome people.
Cancer blows goat chunks. Will pray for you and the doctors as you suggest.
I cannot begin to imagine what you are going through. I have no great words of encouragement because you are fighting a good fight and doing all you can to hold yourself together in the process. My wish is that you feel the love, wishes, comfort and prayers of your community as you grieve and walk this difficult uncertain road. You Krocks are precious to many 💕
Cancer SUCKS. Anytime of year but even more so over Christmas. I’m so sorry you and Brian are having this experience. ♥️
Jessica, I am so sorry you are struggling. Just know you have all of us praying for you and Brian and hopefully your Doctors will come together with a plan to heal you! Big hugs to you from your friend you have never met, love from South Carolina ❤🙏
Dearest Jessica and Brian, I too am so sorry to hear this news about your surgery cancelled. A total meltdown in a puddle of tears is so therapeutic with everything you two have been through. I had my own “breakdown” last night over my own health issues. I will keep praying for you both. As a cancer survivor I can imagine what you are going through💔. ((Hug))❤️🙏❤️🙏
I am so sorry you are having a hard end of the year. Sending my love and prayers to you and your family.
There's a TH-camr channel named I Allegedly, the guy's name is Dan. He said something interesting a few videos back. His girlfriend beat cancer odds for many years longer than the doctors thought she would survive. It was a rare form of metastatic breast cancer. Anyway, he talked about how the cancer had spread to her liver. They found a German doctor who did some sort of hydration treatment. It was very expensive, but the liver was healed. You might email him and see if he can give you some contacts. He also is well connected in the medical field.
I think adjusting your expectations is an excellent approach. I can't imagine how hard it has been for you both to stay afloat and positive. Keep fighting until you can't. 2023 will do what it will do - I'm confident that you both will do the best you can, and that's all you CAN do.
Sorry that you were sick with the flu and are feeling so down. I understand how you feel, after having a TIA three years ago. The feeling "could this be my last" is often on my mind. Hope this feeling passes for you. Hang in there! ❤️
Praying for y'all and the doctors that you are on the best path for you. I understand the frustration and the depression, praying for your mental health as well. This grandma in Texas is praying for you and wishing you ❤️🩹
I can’t even begin to imagine how difficult it has to be to not see the path forward.
When I am depressed I take brief cold showers during my regular showers and laugh at the cold. I know it sounds silly but it helps lift my spirits.
Praying for you and Brian to find your way, and for you to find joy in the the nooks and crannies of life. ❤
Don’t feel bad for not wanting to do anything, this is hard and you’re doing the best you can with the circumstances being what they are. Our prayers are with you both and your family! One day at a time. ❤
Jessica I pray for you , for your healing and for the best outcome for you and for your health 💕🙏 You are strong , brave and courageous 🌟🌟