half bald white hair here and there at age 30 with a scar splitting my head in the center, my long goat beard is the hair i take proud in, feel this forever im gonna lose my beard and hair on entire body, its to much its torture complete torment, this frequensis playing are heroine you drown in the past of joy and sadness then the curse after, the empty cold and alone feeling back at it again and again and again, forever no thank you, i need a woman to save me mentally i need rest comfort someone to repair my soul and shattered oversized boldenone heart. someone to love look after protect family... you see brother ive had this damn feeling for 13 years choices, they had to be made and the best was taken in logical sense but was it? 13 years i have not lived, but learned alot about my self people the world and everything hiding in it. if it was not for the option to create magic and travel in my room total darkness with psilocybine i probably would have been dead long ago. i am asking my self often what is his plans for me? there most be something ahead.
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
@@jackieb779I love you man, if you're doing something fucking stupid please don't, this too shall pass, no good will come out of you being gone, life is pretty shit right now, Please don't make it more shit by leaving. Jesus loves you man, The world loves you, I love you, And I know for a damn fact you know at least one person who doesn't want to see you go.
@@Gavinphil413 you are being very kind... really, i like your words and the fact you care that much for the others is adorable. I hope you have the life you deserve, peace, health, love, job that you can like to do. Thank you for the kind words
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on TH-cam which is extremely lacking and rare to find Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
man, i feel the same way sometimes, even though im younger than you. glad youre happy and have a family though, a lot of people would do tremendous things just for that. personally im kind of at a point in my life where im not really sure what to do, im stuck listening to music from past years where i have good memories attached to, and i dont know what to think of the future. as you get older, ive found out that your perception of what is to come seems to keep changing as youe view of the world changes. what used to be innocent childhood dreams about growing up are now fears and anxieties of the world, of people, and of yourself. i should probably stop rambling, but i wish you the best in life and i hope you can get back to your hometown sometime soon. take care ✌️
Man this actually got me right there. I hope you actually do get to visit your childhood home, or at least make your daughter have the best childhood she could possibly have. Take care man, and hope all goes well.😄
Better to never feel it then the heartbreak of it for months. Trust me I was in your shoes but I’d take it all back. 7 months ago today and I still, think about her everyday.
Es curioso como con depresión estas canciones te hunden pero si estás alegre te hacen pensar en lo linda que ha sido la vida en esos pequeños instantes
te entiendo, cuando estas tristes se siente como si hubieras perdido lo poco que te quedaba pero cuando estas feliz se siente como nostalgia por esos momentos y sientes que porfin superaste la depresion :')
Don’t take a second for granted. I’m 23 now, I was once in your shoes thinking that I missed my childhood and all the memories I once had. The time you spend thinking about the past takes away from the present, the future, what life could be, but you sit there dwelling/ regretting about the past . Don’t make the same mistakes I made, take every second as the most valuable there is. Don’t give up
Man...do i miss the family get togethers,...the sweet hugs..the laughs..the cookouts..being with cousins, siblings..your parents...going on road trips with cousins.. laughing the whole way. . sleepovers.. staying up all night, stargazing.. playing together, Dollywood days ♥️.... going new somewhere together, game nights ..the nice feeling to experience anything that heavenly i crave so deeply..
I miss the good days.. 6th grade was fun, i had the best teachers of my fucking life and the friends would never leave me by myself if we had to do group work with only 2 people, my friends would always argue with the teacher to get us to be able to work TOGETHER and now.. when i was in 7th grade we all got split up and we never got to appreciate how fast the school year went and who knows if we will see each other again. When your young you want school to end but when it starts ending you wanna go back. No one feels the pain i go through. School is built to meet other children at your age and work together and progress till you guys are smart enough to pass school. I wish i could go back. I have a few friends, they're names are Zymir, Kayden, King, Milton, And Michael. You guys are legends. I have to say something specific for every one of you. Zymir, Your one of my best friends. Thanks for being by my side, man. Kayden, I'll never leave you, Your a good friend and always help others out, Your willing to conquer every single fear. King, I like your energy, Your always startled and you get so excited and that's what keeps me moving. Milton, Your also a good friend, You always sneaked and did bad things, But in the end, Your still fun to talk to. I remember when we were in 6th grade eating during class, It was funny. Micheal, Your a W man. You were technically my "dad" You literally fed me and milton lol, Thanks guys. Without you i dont know who i'd talk to. Im gonna be completely honest. I wanted to be popular and everything. But the things that the popular kids would laugh at wasn't funny to me and i'd just fake laugh. But when my friends stepped in, They laughed at what i laugh at. and y'know.. That was a start of our friendship, King. Sometimes you can get angry, but you never let it get to you. Y'know There was this one time when i was working with Michael in art class then a fight randomly broke out. It was with one of the popular kids, Blake. I wasn't friends with Blake and apparently my friend Zymir said that i said that Blake lost the fight(Blake is very strong) and at lunch Blake said to meet him in the bathroom. In shorter terms, He wanted to fight me. We argued over this for the entire lunch period, Then king snapped in and guess what he said. He said he'll fight Blake. He knew he didn't have a fucking chance but he took it, To protect us. Your real King. He fought Blake and he lost, Miserably, But guess what. He still smiled, He got beat badly, But it was for us. I just wish i can go back, My teachers let me play basketball in the damn classroom. Mr.Haynes W teacher, Dr.Sumo W teacher, Ms.Sosa W teacher, Ms.Guy W teacher thank you all.
Nothing can hurt worse than nostalgia, and losing the people you love most (especially if they betray your trust), they are the only way I’ll end up crying.
This kind of music makes me want to find a lover, rent the highest suite in London for the night, lay there in the sheets looking out the floor to ceiling windows whilst we talk about life and the city carries on below.
31,single,unemployed,recovering alcoholic with 182 days sobriety living in a new city with father and brother. My future is in question. I blew a lot of opportunities in the past. But I have a hunger and thirst for so much more out of life. I have a gross habit of thinking years ahead instead of focusing on myself in the now. I keep forgetting to tell myself "I'll cross those bridges of life when I come to them. Until then,its all about me in the now". I'll do what I can to make the most of what is left of this year. Bye for now.
Your have tremendous power over your life, in that you are acutely self-aware and determined to change. You can do it man! Good vibes to you, my friend!
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
If you’re here it’s for a reason…whatever reason it is remember that there is always that one person who counts on you and cares about you but you don’t know it because you haven’t noticed him/her yet…
Nostalgia is something behind your soul, sth that lost in your memories, in your head, in your childhood, that laughter and everything, That's what I can call it nostalgia
Idk , but listening to these kind of music makes me want to live or to feel something i have never felt , i want to feel surreal, tbh idk what this feeling is
always made me remember his brown eyes, his laugh, his smile, his face. he is like the sun after the rain, he is like the morning fog, he is the sunset, he is like the first snow. I haven't forgotten this man, I still love him. I will forever remain his gold, and he will be my sun.
Amazing video I sent 20 minutes crying getting all my thoughts of old times together elementary, Pre-Covid, old TH-camrs, all times I hugged my family, life in general. I'm now realizing how the worst times for me became nostalgia and helped make me me.
Незнаю почему но иногда когда слушаю такую грустную музыку она иногда приносит мне позитив и надежду на хорошее будущее, будто песни немного заряжены надеждой и мотивацией что все будет хорошо) Сейчас мне 16,увы все сложилось так что у меня и друзей толком нет, но я стараюсь не унывать, ведь всю жизнь я один точно не буду
Понимаю, у меня были лучши подруги с детсва и я поняла что люди с которыми я близка уходят от меня ,перестаем общаться я стала интровертом , хочу быть одна , слушаю эту музыку вспоминаю что раньше как то все было подругому , просто настольгия ,мне будет пятнадцать , крч грустно в последнее время , иногда мне это нравится иногда нет , не могу понять смысл жизни , зачем я родилась и тогдалее
@@Nomad930 пожалуй немного откросюсь, хз зачем просто захотелось Я в детстве вообще был дружелюбный, пока в школу не пошёл... Это меня хоть не сразу но поломало(может и к лучшему, пока судить не могу, но в данный момент ну такое) В классе 1 вообще слабо че помню но бывали насмешки это точно и тогда даже какая то конкуренция за место в классе ощущалась и до класса 5 я был таким эгоцентристом если так можно выразиться, бывал кого то вместе с коллективом травил а потом на меня переключалось Но в классе 6-7 все было +- спокойно А в 8 я начал ощущать что сдесь что то не так и мои одноклассники не такие крутые и добрые как мне казалось И до класса 9 я старался всеравно быть дружелюбным несмотря на говно которое на меня лилось, но слава богу допëр где и как и хватило ума прекратить общение и общался с 2 челами(к ним чуть позже вернусь) Потом наступил 10 класс и пришли челы с паралели других школ и городов и захотелось со всеми подружиться Но в ответ получил несколько факторов: Меня либо слали нахуй Либо не было интереса у меня или у них общаться с мной или я с ними Начали угарать надо мной И убрать эти 3 фактора и в классе остаются либо дебилы с моего класса которые до 9 класса я не замечал как на меня говно льют либо люди которые были в похожей ситуации как я но этого не осозновали и у меня какое то раздржаение вызывало типа бля да пошли ты их нахуй не слушай эти издëвки(хотя скорее это что бы я на месте таких делал, жизнь у всех разная максимум похожая) А теперь вернусь к 2 челам:они были похожими на меня в плане что мало с кем общались(но они так почти всегда себя вели) но они оба отличники, я средне учусь И в 10 пришёл к нам в группу другой чел который сначала мне показался адекватным а потом я понял что он психопат мякго говоря который косит будто он нормальный А еще чуть позже я понял что наша четверка на самом деле тройка ведь один чел оказался точно таким же психом как тот чел который к нам пришел а другого чела интересовала учеба но ничего больше а я на самом деле им нахуй не нужен буду после школы но пока мы в ней еще учимся они ко мне подходят на перемене сделать вид будто я им нужен но нп деле они тебя точно не вспомнят после выпуска С другой стороны этого мрака есть доля позитива что все это временно и рано или поздно но саое место каждый найдёт Хотя в реалии это пройзойдет после школы поэтому ждать еще год, хотя может в 11 вдруг аукнется что то Но я скорее реалист и ничего не будет
@@Nomad930 кстати может быть дам совет Я не знаю точно какая у тебя жизнь, может ты одинокий человек а может и хотя бы семью имеешь Я хочу скзаать одно-не страшно не найти себя в 30 Некоторые только под старость себя находят к примеру Лесли Нильсон если знаешь кто это Да даже не страшно вообще никогда себя не найти потому что нас максимум будут помнить лет 100-200 если ты обычный человек Ну окей если ты политический деятель или ученный ну 1000 лет будут помнить, а лет через 10 000? 100 000? 1 000 000? Пыль.
nostalgia is pain, happiness, angriness and calmness mixed together. you don't know what to do, you can only stare into the infinite void outside your window.
I want to be worry-free again as I was in childhood. No exam stress, being happy, playing all day, no peer pressure, clear mind and everything nice. I want that childhood again.
You want childhood because you had a great time. It's on your memory forever. I don't know why but I am losing memories these days. Yesterday's memorys,a week ago,a decade ago, I used to remember all and suddenly it started disappearing Sometimes I remember it and that day becomes depressing day thinking about my prime life 😅
I don't Think someone will read it but dude There's Thousand Reasons to Keep Fighting To Keep Living 1:Crush your parents' expectations (in a good way). 2:Face your fears and totally win. 3. Can't wait to hang with the fam again! 4. Live to see your fav artist rock out live! 5. Music is life, gotta keep jamming. 6. Explore a new culture, eat weird food (in a good way). 7. Make some awesome new friends! 8. Be an inspiration, you've got this! 9. Maybe one day you'll have cute kiddos. 10. Rescue a furry (or feathery) friend! 11. Be proud of yourself, you deserve it! 12. Meet your idols, freak out in the best way. 13. Laugh so hard your stomach hurts, good times! 14. Happy tears are the best! 15. Devour your favorite food, nom nom nom. 16. See your siblings grow up and crush life. 17. School's tough, but you got this! 18. Get that tattoo you've always wanted, be a rebel! 19. Smile so wide your cheeks hurt, cheese! 20. Meet your online besties in real life! 21. Find someone who loves you for who you are. 22. Ice cream on a hot day? Yes, please! 23. Hot chocolate on a cold day? Pure bliss. 24. Fresh snow is like magic, gotta see it! 25. Sunsets that paint the sky with fire, breathtaking! 26. Stare at the stars, make a wish! 27. Read a book that changes your whole world. 28. Spring flowers blooming, so pretty! 29. Watch the leaves change color, nature is awesome! 30.Travel somewhere exotic, get your passport stamped! 31. Learn a new language, impress your friends! 32. Unleash your inner artist, learn to draw! 33. Share your story, inspire others! 34. Puppy kisses, the best kind of kisses! 35. Baby kisses, pure mushiness! 36. Sometimes you gotta swear it out, feels good! 37. Bounce around on a trampoline, feel like a kid again! 38. Ice cream, always a good idea! 39. Stargaze with friends, make memories! 40. Lay back and watch the clouds go by, relax! There's a lot but i am But i am Being lazy and couldn't Write more.
I used to live in London during my childhood. My childhood wasnt the best. But seeing these images just makes me miss the city and how i will never have my childhood back.
i went to summer church camp a few weeks ago and i wanna go back so bad. i had a bunch of friends and at the end of the week u just kinda have to say goodbye and then it all just fades to memories until we go again. and when you go your just so caught up in the moment you dont realize its so short. ive just been longing for it ever since a few weeks ago but i know i have to wait almost a year to happen again. its very painful to say goodbye. if ur reading this have a happy day/night :)
I grew up in a small town (most of my childhood), when I was 10 I moved to the city where I was born, I can't imagine what I would be like today without that having happened, I find it very difficult to socialize and make new friends , and living in a town helped me a little to open up to new people because in the city there are no relatives or known people
Remembering the time when I was motivated to do basically anything. Now I‘m sitting alone in my room all day, sometimes working out and when I‘m not then mostly drinking, smoking, not giving a shit about anything. I have become addicted to feeing miserable. I filled the place for that lost sense of feeling happy with hatred and misery. I just want to live and not worry about it that much. To the people even reading this I wish you a good day. Stay safe y’all
I remember saying when i was younger "i can't wait to be a teenager" now i just want to be young again and play outside with random kids in the neighborhood in the street playing random games like the good days nothing to worry about with no phones all the time just the fun memories as a kid.......i want to feel that happiness again the real happiness
the real happiness is now brotha, think about yourself when you was just a kid, the kid version of you wanna see you happy and just chill about all the problems because there is a solution for all of them, the only problem that has no solution…is the death. Stay happy bro❤
This remembers me when I were at job experience center for kids. It was December and I want to feel like that forever it was snowing and my mom helped me not to get cold.
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
I listened to alot of these songs in a lot of different places and situations its more then nostalgia that some of these songs bring its a bittersweet experience listening to snowfall
nostalgia and the good days hunts me everyday I miss when life felt like life. no matter what happens im going to hold on tight with the all the good memories I had. people change but the memories stay
Nostalgia makes us go through pain and suffering as we remember the old times and think about going back in search of reliving our best moments with our family, our friends, and, That's it.
This makes me wanna cry and smile at the same time the realization times wont come back life we had wont come back but i just had a childhood menory and as of being midnight it all just hits so hard i wanna go back to the tines when evil didnt exist when anxiety sadness werent a problem the times when it was all pure fun with many friends without being hudged for everything i just would wanna go back but there is no way if there will be an option in heaven to have a wish.. i wish for going back there to the times and be like this forever while forgeting all the bad stuff forgetting the knowledge of all evil the world has.
Nostalgia makes me remember a lot of things, a lot of feelings and for a few moments I want to pause time to live again, but time does not forgive and I learned it from a very young age but for a few moments I want to pause time and enjoy this so that in a year I will miss it.
I lost a lot of my friends I called family . ❤️ Nostalgia makes me feel like I’m the Only one that exist in this world and I feel so much at peace. Every time I think about everything else, I get sad. If anyone see this , I love you mate, we’re gonna be fine.
Miss living my life in the USA messed up got sent back to my country now I’m hurting bad left my family behind my friends my business. Stay strong and keep fighting and do the Right Thing.
Hoy es un dia bastante triste y feliz a la vez, es muy increible como logre a tener muchos amigos, reirme, sentirme en confianza, demasiadas cosas a la cual me siento bastante agradecida, hoy 15 de Julio es mi despedida para salir de la primaria, cuando ya ibamos a salir vi del colegio para irnos a casa, vi como los niños de primer grado, segundo grado, tercer grado, cuarto grado y creo que quinto grado estaban parados lanzando confetis y ahi es cuando digo "lo logre" recuerdo como mi famlia paso por tanto y ahora ya voy a la secundaria, es simplemente increible y doloroso a la vez ademas es doloroso porque ya no vas a ver a tus amigos, ya no vas a estar en la misma escuela tampoco a tus maestros, es una sensacion muy dolorosa, les deseo mucho exito a mis amigos yo se que van a lograr sus sueños y si alguna vez nos volvemos a ver recuerden. "No es un adios, es un hasta luego"
My friend if you are facing depression try to make small things like listening to music that you like, drawing, painting, writing, watching a movie then repeat it day after day without doing any transition so that you don’t think about bad situation that are past and lost in the time, and finally make peace with the past by forgiving to yourself and to those who may have caused you troubles, you are not a victim but victorious believe me If you listen this music and you fall on this comment you are on the good way, have a nice journey in this adventure called life
I saw you in my sleep again, I dreamed that I finally met you again after 8 years, I saw your face, your eyes so hazel-green, your hair so brown, we started walking around aimlessly, laughing like lunatics, you put your arms around me and I felt your touch again, you were like a mirage, something that never existed, your voice deep and velvety, your hands so strong. I miss you so much, I'll always miss you in some part of my subconsciousness. My darling, I miss you.
En la travesía hacia tus sueños, recuerda que la verdadera grandeza no se encuentra solo en los logros finales, sino en la perseverancia y la determinación que muestras en cada paso del camino. Aunque el camino pueda parecer empinado y lleno de desafíos, es en esos momentos de dificultad donde encuentras la fuerza para superarte a ti mismo. No midas tu éxito únicamente por los resultados visibles, sino por la valentía de enfrentar cada obstáculo y la resiliencia de seguir adelante, incluso cuando la tentación de rendirse se presenta. Tus sueños merecen la lucha, y cada esfuerzo que inviertas te acerca un paso más a la realización de tus anhelos. La victoria no siempre es rápida ni fácil, pero la verdadera recompensa está en la transformación personal que experimentas en el proceso. ¡No te rindas, porque cada paso que tomas cuenta en la construcción de tu propio camino hacia el éxito! -ChatGPT
Pain is a physical and mental feeling, physical pain is caused by discomfort, injury and ilness, meanwhile, mental pain, is worse... It is caused by thing's like guilt, anguish, fear, panic, angst, loneliness, and helplessness. But to me, Pain is caused by what this feeling called nostalgia
I told my crush, that i liked her ,and she told that we should stay friends better. Now , after 2 years and a half, we aren't even that close as friends , we don't speak to each other in months, she has a bf , and i still love her.
I don't have the time and it's impossible. You're very persistent. This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Spotify: open.spotify.com/playlist/52RdNCBEcsKvqlNDHDMIaV?si=8bf6cc6b66ff43f7
Bruuuuh
Bruuunna 0:03
Antent pulse ?
Nostalgia is the most beautiful form of pain..
Fax!
Agreed 🥲🥺
well said
I love this!!!!
And only lonly people can feel such music with it's real feelings that creators wanted you to feel
I hate how good nostalgia feels, I want to live in that feeling forever.
Yeah I think nostalgia is almost the weirdest part of reality to be honest. We are super attached to whatever that feeling is.
half bald white hair here and there at age 30 with a scar splitting my head in the center, my long goat beard is the hair i take proud in, feel this forever im gonna lose my beard and hair on entire body, its to much its torture complete torment, this frequensis playing are heroine you drown in the past of joy and sadness then the curse after, the empty cold and alone feeling back at it again and again and again, forever no thank you, i need a woman to save me mentally i need rest comfort someone to repair my soul and shattered oversized boldenone heart. someone to love look after protect family... you see brother ive had this damn feeling for 13 years choices, they had to be made and the best was taken in logical sense but was it? 13 years i have not lived, but learned alot about my self people the world and everything hiding in it. if it was not for the option to create magic and travel in my room total darkness with psilocybine i probably would have been dead long ago.
i am asking my self often what is his plans for me? there most be something ahead.
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person 💕 Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
Thank you for this.
4.to meet your friend from high school when u turn 30 to talk about good old memories with a beer in ur hand
I apreeciate your words and most of them make sense. But i failled the most of them...
I hope you have a really good life. You and yours.
Thanks
@@jackieb779I love you man, if you're doing something fucking stupid please don't, this too shall pass, no good will come out of you being gone, life is pretty shit right now, Please don't make it more shit by leaving.
Jesus loves you man, The world loves you, I love you, And I know for a damn fact you know at least one person who doesn't want to see you go.
@@Gavinphil413 you are being very kind... really, i like your words and the fact you care that much for the others is adorable.
I hope you have the life you deserve, peace, health, love, job that you can like to do.
Thank you for the kind words
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.
I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago.
It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on TH-cam which is extremely lacking and rare to find
Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all.
The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.
Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.
Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.
But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.
Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
Hablou
man, i feel the same way sometimes, even though im younger than you. glad youre happy and have a family though, a lot of people would do tremendous things just for that. personally im kind of at a point in my life where im not really sure what to do, im stuck listening to music from past years where i have good memories attached to, and i dont know what to think of the future. as you get older, ive found out that your perception of what is to come seems to keep changing as youe view of the world changes. what used to be innocent childhood dreams about growing up are now fears and anxieties of the world, of people, and of yourself. i should probably stop rambling, but i wish you the best in life and i hope you can get back to your hometown sometime soon. take care ✌️
Sure you will
Man this actually got me right there. I hope you actually do get to visit your childhood home, or at least make your daughter have the best childhood she could possibly have. Take care man, and hope all goes well.😄
Holy this is just beautiful. The music "oneheart - this feeling" playing and reading this made me cry. This song fits this comment so perfectly
nostalgia for something I've never felt.....
that nostalgia you’re feeling is actually just life itself.. :’)
So it's not nostalgia, it's longing for something better.
That’s called “anemoia”
y'all srsly need to stop copy-pasting this comment in every dark/nostalgic music compilation vid
Better to never feel it then the heartbreak of it for months. Trust me I was in your shoes but I’d take it all back. 7 months ago today and I still, think about her everyday.
I lost my mom I am hurting deeply
Sorry for your lost
😢
I'm so sorry for you loss❤🙏🏻
❤
Do not be sad, in Islam there is an afterlife that you will meet there
Es curioso como con depresión estas canciones te hunden pero si estás alegre te hacen pensar en lo linda que ha sido la vida en esos pequeños instantes
@@taufikouannes2298 brother there are more spanish countries than mexico, thats because u lost geography. Racista de mierda
@@taufikouannes2298 go cry to other place thanks
te entiendo, cuando estas tristes se siente como si hubieras perdido lo poco que te quedaba pero cuando estas feliz se siente como nostalgia por esos momentos y sientes que porfin superaste la depresion :')
Mente Alta bro. No estas solo. Saludos desde Florida 🤝
@@taufikouannes2298 perdón mi parsero no habló masacre estudiantil, ni ignorancia geográfica
Im only 18yrs old but i already miss my little childhood memories, bc i know i will never get them back
tysm for this playlist 🖤
😪💙
Don’t take a second for granted. I’m 23 now, I was once in your shoes thinking that I missed my childhood and all the memories I once had. The time you spend thinking about the past takes away from the present, the future, what life could be, but you sit there dwelling/ regretting about the past . Don’t make the same mistakes I made, take every second as the most valuable there is.
Don’t give up
А мне 15
@@Divxinity u right, tysm! ❤️
Im 17 as well,yes we miss our childhood fr,but don't forget that we have much time to be still a young 😊
Man...do i miss the family get togethers,...the sweet hugs..the laughs..the cookouts..being with cousins, siblings..your parents...going on road trips with cousins.. laughing the whole way.
. sleepovers.. staying up all night, stargazing.. playing together, Dollywood days ♥️.... going new somewhere together, game nights ..the nice feeling to experience anything that heavenly i crave so deeply..
Me too
I miss the good days.. 6th grade was fun, i had the best teachers of my fucking life and the friends would never leave me by myself if we had to do group work with only 2 people, my friends would always argue with the teacher to get us to be able to work TOGETHER and now.. when i was in 7th grade we all got split up and we never got to appreciate how fast the school year went and who knows if we will see each other again. When your young you want school to end but when it starts ending you wanna go back. No one feels the pain i go through. School is built to meet other children at your age and work together and progress till you guys are smart enough to pass school. I wish i could go back. I have a few friends, they're names are Zymir, Kayden, King, Milton, And Michael. You guys are legends. I have to say something specific for every one of you. Zymir, Your one of my best friends. Thanks for being by my side, man. Kayden, I'll never leave you, Your a good friend and always help others out, Your willing to conquer every single fear. King, I like your energy, Your always startled and you get so excited and that's what keeps me moving. Milton, Your also a good friend, You always sneaked and did bad things, But in the end, Your still fun to talk to. I remember when we were in 6th grade eating during class, It was funny. Micheal, Your a W man. You were technically my "dad" You literally fed me and milton lol, Thanks guys. Without you i dont know who i'd talk to. Im gonna be completely honest. I wanted to be popular and everything. But the things that the popular kids would laugh at wasn't funny to me and i'd just fake laugh. But when my friends stepped in, They laughed at what i laugh at. and y'know.. That was a start of our friendship, King. Sometimes you can get angry, but you never let it get to you. Y'know There was this one time when i was working with Michael in art class then a fight randomly broke out. It was with one of the popular kids, Blake. I wasn't friends with Blake and apparently my friend Zymir said that i said that Blake lost the fight(Blake is very strong) and at lunch Blake said to meet him in the bathroom. In shorter terms, He wanted to fight me. We argued over this for the entire lunch period, Then king snapped in and guess what he said. He said he'll fight Blake. He knew he didn't have a fucking chance but he took it, To protect us. Your real King. He fought Blake and he lost, Miserably, But guess what. He still smiled, He got beat badly, But it was for us. I just wish i can go back, My teachers let me play basketball in the damn classroom. Mr.Haynes W teacher, Dr.Sumo W teacher, Ms.Sosa W teacher, Ms.Guy W teacher thank you all.
This is rlly making u think of that smh
Oh come on@@isaiahnoe2145
Nostalgia is something which we can't forget. It is hiding beneath our soul.
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Nostalgia is a double-edged sword, it is a sharp knife for those who have depression and a caress to the soul for those who are happy...
Nothing can hurt worse than nostalgia, and losing the people you love most (especially if they betray your trust), they are the only way I’ll end up crying.
They betray trust
🥺😔
Just happened to me few days ago... Worst pain I've ever felt.. 😢
@@Iamhealed222 Bro, that sucks. Hope things for ya get better 😇
just know, everything changes, everything has lifetime, and will end... so if you feel bad, good news it will be end. just be water and go on
It's nice to hear music like this, it's addictive but gives you enough space to think about something of your own.
Thank you for the playlist!
It's nice to have people who think the same way as me. Thanks for your precious comment. 🙂
Piatw
Nostalgia hits you like a mountain dropped on your head.
💙
@@whiteway9712 it's because of my earlier years. They were so perfect. What i'd give to have them back. 😭😭😭
Yes, I wish we could go back to the good old days 😔😪@@kristelvidhi5038
@@whiteway9712 2016 was the best year of my life. Although the best day of my life was in 2009.
... 😮💨😔
This kind of music makes me want to find a lover, rent the highest suite in London for the night, lay there in the sheets looking out the floor to ceiling windows whilst we talk about life and the city carries on below.
I feel it
Quiero lo mismo, y no creo que sea malo ello ✨.
Absolutely beautiful….
I find peace in these vibrations resonating through my ears.
Hopelessness is not feared but revered. As hope dwells in my heart and never fear. ❤
31,single,unemployed,recovering alcoholic with 182 days sobriety living in a new city with father and brother. My future is in question. I blew a lot of opportunities in the past. But I have a hunger and thirst for so much more out of life. I have a gross habit of thinking years ahead instead of focusing on myself in the now. I keep forgetting to tell myself "I'll cross those bridges of life when I come to them. Until then,its all about me in the now". I'll do what I can to make the most of what is left of this year. Bye for now.
I am sure you can do well , just believe in yourself ❤ , find what you love most
Your have tremendous power over your life, in that you are acutely self-aware and determined to change. You can do it man! Good vibes to you, my friend!
There’s light at the end of the tunnel just stay focused…
I relate to you and very proud of you.❤
You will break this habit and will be more present, grateful towards life n yourself soon. I believe in you.
Bro join the military
Snowfall one of the best songs that force your brain to make up scenarios that never happened.
this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FR
For me it brings out painful memories of happiness, I don't need to make stuff up.
I just get an ethereal feeling of nostalgia the moment I hear this song
Comment section is so amazing here
lm aloneeeee ldont have best friend 😔😔😔😔
I can be ur best friend ❤❤
Be your own best friend. People come and go, but you are stuck with yourself forever.
How about we be friends?😴
@@Archangelie Thanks for the advice, I will try to implement it
@@NarasYT Thank you, my dear
Nostalgia and disturbia puts me to sleep every night. Thank you for putting me to sleep.
Thanks for your precious comment. 🙂
What is Disturbia ?
@@no-ld6mt Google it
Snowfall is like an evergreen song to take some time and reflect on your life.
Hello, which city is the one that appears in the photo?
@@Laperchaenflowlondon
My dog died in 2017, this playlist reminds me of him of all the moments we lived...we will always be together
rest in peace loved one....
Thanks bro...;)
:)@@wildsonicdani7328
I'm so sorry for you❤
My pet died at my 11 years old birthday. I was too young for this. I miss him so much.
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
Sencillamente vengo a escuchar estas músicas para recordad escenarios ficticios que nunca sucedieron por cosas del destino.
Maravilloso
real...
Real...
Tan real....
i actually remember my child hood days i want to go back i actually missed it
You have a lot of good memories.1 I have a lot of bad memories. I don't want to return.
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
If you’re here it’s for a reason…whatever reason it is remember that there is always that one person who counts on you and cares about you but you don’t know it because you haven’t noticed him/her yet…
Nostalgia is something behind your soul, sth that lost in your memories, in your head, in your childhood, that laughter and everything, That's what I can call it nostalgia
Whoever is reading this rn... We're all together ❤.
Ngl this doesn't make me depressed. This makes me calm and grateful of life 💙
عندما اسمع هذه الأغنية اشعر بالغربة.....
This song definitely makes us feel a lot of things which we never had♥️
Hearing this amazing playlist remembering my young days back in 2000s before the end of our existence on a ww3 😢
😔😪
Ur watching from heaven
🥺
Relajante, Paz, Tranquilidad, nostalgia, Recuerdos, 🤗
Idk , but listening to these kind of music makes me want to live or to feel something i have never felt , i want to feel surreal, tbh idk what this feeling is
always made me remember his brown eyes, his laugh, his smile, his face. he is like the sun after the rain, he is like the morning fog, he is the sunset, he is like the first snow. I haven't forgotten this man, I still love him. I will forever remain his gold, and he will be my sun.
😢😢 felt it so deep
I hope everything gets better for you. ❤
I love depression in a song
I still remember my memories in that city in a region in Italy.....😢😢😢😢😢 I'm crying 😭😭😭😭 I wanna live those moments forever❤❤❤❤😭😭
I want to go back to 2014
listen dont be sad you cant go back be happy it whas a part of your life and make yourself happy even if its in a different way never give up
@@whats.the.matterX thank you😢❤️❤️❤️
Essas músicas me traz uma paz tão profunda ❤
Uma paz junto com lembranças, momentos felizes, tristes, nostalgia...
@@tk_drill exatamente assim!
breathe, darling.
this is just a chapter.
it's not your whole story.
i love you whoever you are.
But this chapter one day will be my whole story
@@Essential_soul288what do you mean ?
Amazing video I sent 20 minutes crying getting all my thoughts of old times together elementary, Pre-Covid, old TH-camrs, all times I hugged my family, life in general. I'm now realizing how the worst times for me became nostalgia and helped make me me.
Listening to these tracks in a quiet room while looking at the ceiling hits different
Незнаю почему но иногда когда слушаю такую грустную музыку она иногда приносит мне позитив и надежду на хорошее будущее, будто песни немного заряжены надеждой и мотивацией что все будет хорошо)
Сейчас мне 16,увы все сложилось так что у меня и друзей толком нет, но я стараюсь не унывать, ведь всю жизнь я один точно не буду
Понимаю, у меня были лучши подруги с детсва и я поняла что люди с которыми я близка уходят от меня ,перестаем общаться я стала интровертом , хочу быть одна , слушаю эту музыку вспоминаю что раньше как то все было подругому , просто настольгия ,мне будет пятнадцать , крч грустно в последнее время , иногда мне это нравится иногда нет , не могу понять смысл жизни , зачем я родилась и тогдалее
Знаешь я в первые написала такие коменты :]
@@Nomad930 пожалуй немного откросюсь, хз зачем просто захотелось
Я в детстве вообще был дружелюбный, пока в школу не пошёл... Это меня хоть не сразу но поломало(может и к лучшему, пока судить не могу, но в данный момент ну такое)
В классе 1 вообще слабо че помню но бывали насмешки это точно и тогда даже какая то конкуренция за место в классе ощущалась и до класса 5 я был таким эгоцентристом если так можно выразиться, бывал кого то вместе с коллективом травил а потом на меня переключалось
Но в классе 6-7 все было +- спокойно
А в 8 я начал ощущать что сдесь что то не так и мои одноклассники не такие крутые и добрые как мне казалось
И до класса 9 я старался всеравно быть дружелюбным несмотря на говно которое на меня лилось, но слава богу допëр где и как и хватило ума прекратить общение и общался с 2 челами(к ним чуть позже вернусь)
Потом наступил 10 класс и пришли челы с паралели других школ и городов и захотелось со всеми подружиться
Но в ответ получил несколько факторов:
Меня либо слали нахуй
Либо не было интереса у меня или у них общаться с мной или я с ними
Начали угарать надо мной
И убрать эти 3 фактора и в классе остаются либо дебилы с моего класса которые до 9 класса я не замечал как на меня говно льют либо люди которые были в похожей ситуации как я но этого не осозновали и у меня какое то раздржаение вызывало типа бля да пошли ты их нахуй не слушай эти издëвки(хотя скорее это что бы я на месте таких делал, жизнь у всех разная максимум похожая)
А теперь вернусь к 2 челам:они были похожими на меня в плане что мало с кем общались(но они так почти всегда себя вели) но они оба отличники, я средне учусь
И в 10 пришёл к нам в группу другой чел который сначала мне показался адекватным а потом я понял что он психопат мякго говоря который косит будто он нормальный
А еще чуть позже я понял что наша четверка на самом деле тройка ведь один чел оказался точно таким же психом как тот чел который к нам пришел а другого чела интересовала учеба но ничего больше а я на самом деле им нахуй не нужен буду после школы но пока мы в ней еще учимся они ко мне подходят на перемене сделать вид будто я им нужен но нп деле они тебя точно не вспомнят после выпуска
С другой стороны этого мрака есть доля позитива что все это временно и рано или поздно но саое место каждый найдёт
Хотя в реалии это пройзойдет после школы поэтому ждать еще год, хотя может в 11 вдруг аукнется что то
Но я скорее реалист и ничего не будет
@@Nomad930 кстати может быть дам совет
Я не знаю точно какая у тебя жизнь, может ты одинокий человек а может и хотя бы семью имеешь
Я хочу скзаать одно-не страшно не найти себя в 30
Некоторые только под старость себя находят к примеру Лесли Нильсон если знаешь кто это
Да даже не страшно вообще никогда себя не найти потому что нас максимум будут помнить лет 100-200 если ты обычный человек
Ну окей если ты политический деятель или ученный ну 1000 лет будут помнить, а лет через 10 000? 100 000? 1 000 000? Пыль.
Важно просто быть счастливым или хотя бы чтобы что то приносило удовольствие и надежду на какую никакую но жизнь
nostalgia is pain, happiness, angriness and calmness mixed together. you don't know what to do, you can only stare into the infinite void outside your window.
snowfall always reminded me of him. Things were good back then but people change. I wish things could’ve really worked out for us.
😔💙
I can be him
I lost my parents 15 years ago, a month apart. I miss them so much, and I wish I could have done more for them.
I hope you are okay now
The picture and the music hit the spot...
I feel old (even tho i'm turning 14)
I want to be worry-free again as I was in childhood. No exam stress, being happy, playing all day, no peer pressure, clear mind and everything nice. I want that childhood again.
You want childhood because you had a great time. It's on your memory forever. I don't know why but I am losing memories these days. Yesterday's memorys,a week ago,a decade ago, I used to remember all and suddenly it started disappearing
Sometimes I remember it and that day becomes depressing day thinking about my prime life 😅
Ami me da mucha tristeza 😢mis recuerdos
Lo que tú dices es verdad yo también lol extraño 😢 esos viejos tiempos 😢
I don't Think someone will read it but dude There's Thousand Reasons to Keep Fighting To Keep Living
1:Crush your parents' expectations (in a good way).
2:Face your fears and totally win.
3. Can't wait to hang with the fam again!
4. Live to see your fav artist rock out live!
5. Music is life, gotta keep jamming.
6. Explore a new culture, eat weird food (in a good way).
7. Make some awesome new friends!
8. Be an inspiration, you've got this!
9. Maybe one day you'll have cute kiddos.
10. Rescue a furry (or feathery) friend!
11. Be proud of yourself, you deserve it!
12. Meet your idols, freak out in the best way.
13. Laugh so hard your stomach hurts, good times!
14. Happy tears are the best!
15. Devour your favorite food, nom nom nom.
16. See your siblings grow up and crush life.
17. School's tough, but you got this!
18. Get that tattoo you've always wanted, be a rebel!
19. Smile so wide your cheeks hurt, cheese!
20. Meet your online besties in real life!
21. Find someone who loves you for who you are.
22. Ice cream on a hot day? Yes, please!
23. Hot chocolate on a cold day? Pure bliss.
24. Fresh snow is like magic, gotta see it!
25. Sunsets that paint the sky with fire, breathtaking!
26. Stare at the stars, make a wish!
27. Read a book that changes your whole world.
28. Spring flowers blooming, so pretty!
29. Watch the leaves change color, nature is awesome!
30.Travel somewhere exotic, get your passport stamped!
31. Learn a new language, impress your friends!
32. Unleash your inner artist, learn to draw!
33. Share your story, inspire others!
34. Puppy kisses, the best kind of kisses!
35. Baby kisses, pure mushiness!
36. Sometimes you gotta swear it out, feels good!
37. Bounce around on a trampoline, feel like a kid again!
38. Ice cream, always a good idea!
39. Stargaze with friends, make memories!
40. Lay back and watch the clouds go by, relax!
There's a lot but i am But i am Being lazy and couldn't Write more.
Only one reason needed. If you continue living, God will help you.
It's an purgatory.
I used to live in London during my childhood. My childhood wasnt the best. But seeing these images just makes me miss the city and how i will never have my childhood back.
I miss winter in 2010s
Thanks so much for this atmospheric video, I watched it in full
i went to summer church camp a few weeks ago and i wanna go back so bad. i had a bunch of friends and at the end of the week u just kinda have to say goodbye and then it all just fades to memories until we go again. and when you go your just so caught up in the moment you dont realize its so short. ive just been longing for it ever since a few weeks ago but i know i have to wait almost a year to happen again. its very painful to say goodbye. if ur reading this have a happy day/night :)
People and moments in time will come and go just never stop living in the moment and spreading love. Many more beautiful moments to come for you.
I am carrying a broken heart and listing this music.
Don't give up
I grew up in a small town (most of my childhood), when I was 10 I moved to the city where I was born, I can't imagine what I would be like today without that having happened, I find it very difficult to socialize and make new friends , and living in a town helped me a little to open up to new people because in the city there are no relatives or known people
I miss childhood
Remembering the time when I was motivated to do basically anything. Now I‘m sitting alone in my room all day, sometimes working out and when I‘m not then mostly drinking, smoking, not giving a shit about anything. I have become addicted to feeing miserable. I filled the place for that lost sense of feeling happy with hatred and misery. I just want to live and not worry about it that much. To the people even reading this I wish you a good day. Stay safe y’all
Uh huh..good day ? No, with me all worst..anyway, you wanna hear the music i upload. Music is share
Real.
Don’t know you but praying for you right now!!!!!!💯🙏🏽
@@MNHarriel thanks that makes me feel somehow protected eventhough I don’t know you either. 🙏
@@salzlord WE are in this life as a team!
bro these songs helped me take my last tour of gta 5 thanks
I remember saying when i was younger "i can't wait to be a teenager" now i just want to be young again and play outside with random kids in the neighborhood in the street playing random games like the good days nothing to worry about with no phones all the time just the fun memories as a kid.......i want to feel that happiness again the real happiness
Dude I feel the same way it just hurt's knowing you can’t go back to see old memories…
the real happiness is now brotha, think about yourself when you was just a kid, the kid version of you wanna see you happy and just chill about all the problems because there is a solution for all of them, the only problem that has no solution…is the death.
Stay happy bro❤
This song sometimes makes me feel comfortable and peaceful, sometimes it relaxes my brain and my mental health, and sometimes it makes me cry :((
This kind of videos takes me to another world, it's really beautiful. 🖤✨
it always makes me remember the great memories that I had with my family
This remembers me when I were at job experience center for kids.
It was December and I want to feel like that forever it was snowing and my mom helped me not to get cold.
Saudades quando era apenas um menino. Saudades do 9° ano. Saudades daquela época. Tinha 16 anos 😢. #ETERNOCOLEGIOSANTANA.
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
This made my day, thanks :)
You don't have to have a hundred reasons to stay alive. Even one is enough, even none at all. Everything will be all right if you make it out alive.
Right.
I listened to alot of these songs in a lot of different places and situations its more then nostalgia that some of these songs bring its a bittersweet experience listening to snowfall
The ads ruin it
You should use the navigation brave
WEE. LITERAL, YA NO AGUNTO AAAHH XD
A mi no me salen los anuncios 🤔
Sometimes, the people that we loved and cared about so much leave us away.. but that must not stop us..the show must go on, cuz.. that's LIFE
These are powerful words.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it.
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
@@SOUEIYAMAOKA yeah what?
@@trapbeatz710 Please search and listen.
nostalgia and the good days hunts me everyday I miss when life felt like life. no matter what happens im going to hold on tight with the all the good memories I had. people change but the memories stay
Nostalgia makes us go through pain and suffering as we remember the old times and think about going back in search of reliving our best moments with our family, our friends, and, That's it.
If I hear this music I feel like I'm in heaven 🤍
The songs that introverts like❤
Listening to this makes me remember my non existent memories
È da anni che volevo qualcosa del genere... una playlist o qualcosaltro. Ma questo video mi è servito tantissimo. Davvero. 😢😢😢😢😭😭
thank you making this music it gives me a flashback of my childhood memories.
missing the old times 🥲
You're right
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
When I see these videos I feel something that I cannot understand
This makes me wanna cry and smile at the same time the realization times wont come back life we had wont come back but i just had a childhood menory and as of being midnight it all just hits so hard i wanna go back to the tines when evil didnt exist when anxiety sadness werent a problem the times when it was all pure fun with many friends without being hudged for everything i just would wanna go back but there is no way if there will be an option in heaven to have a wish.. i wish for going back there to the times and be like this forever while forgeting all the bad stuff forgetting the knowledge of all evil the world has.
I don't want to give up
Nostalgia makes me remember a lot of things, a lot of feelings and for a few moments I want to pause time to live again, but time does not forgive and I learned it from a very young age but for a few moments I want to pause time and enjoy this so that in a year I will miss it.
I just want to go back 2014~2020
I lost a lot of my friends I called family . ❤️ Nostalgia makes me feel like I’m the Only one that exist in this world and I feel so much at peace. Every time I think about everything else, I get sad.
If anyone see this , I love you mate, we’re gonna be fine.
This is the last sound I wanna hear before I die
This wont be your last dream. Many more dreams better than reality await you. But dont worry my friend im rooting for you to find what you seek.
I like people make music about old feeling n memory 🥺
💙
We have travelled really so far, and there's no point of return as all great memories we had those days will be always a nostalgia...
2014 will be in my memories
Just thinking about Nostalgia makes me sad.
😔
Miss living my life in the USA messed up got sent back to my country now I’m hurting bad left my family behind my friends my business. Stay strong and keep fighting and do the Right Thing.
Your life is just beginning.
Make every day of your new life a good one.
please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
This one literally bring back my childhood memories and old friends in roblox😭
Me too 😢
Hoy es un dia bastante triste y feliz a la vez, es muy increible como logre a tener muchos amigos, reirme, sentirme en confianza, demasiadas cosas a la cual me siento bastante agradecida, hoy 15 de Julio es mi despedida para salir de la primaria, cuando ya ibamos a salir vi del colegio para irnos a casa, vi como los niños de primer grado, segundo grado, tercer grado, cuarto grado y creo que quinto grado estaban parados lanzando confetis y ahi es cuando digo "lo logre" recuerdo como mi famlia paso por tanto y ahora ya voy a la secundaria, es simplemente increible y doloroso a la vez ademas es doloroso porque ya no vas a ver a tus amigos, ya no vas a estar en la misma escuela tampoco a tus maestros, es una sensacion muy dolorosa, les deseo mucho exito a mis amigos yo se que van a lograr sus sueños y si alguna vez nos volvemos a ver recuerden.
"No es un adios, es un hasta luego"
How can life be so difficult? Memories kill a person and dreams are destroyed if they are not fulfilled
Ностальгия очень больно бьет, прямо в сердце
My friend if you are facing depression try to make small things like listening to music that you like, drawing, painting, writing, watching a movie then repeat it day after day without doing any transition so that you don’t think about bad situation that are past and lost in the time, and finally make peace with the past by forgiving to yourself and to those who may have caused you troubles, you are not a victim but victorious believe me
If you listen this music and you fall on this comment you are on the good way, have a nice journey in this adventure called life
I saw you in my sleep again, I dreamed that I finally met you again after 8 years, I saw your face, your eyes so hazel-green, your hair so brown, we started walking around aimlessly, laughing like lunatics, you put your arms around me and I felt your touch again, you were like a mirage, something that never existed, your voice deep and velvety, your hands so strong. I miss you so much, I'll always miss you in some part of my subconsciousness. My darling, I miss you.
En la travesía hacia tus sueños, recuerda que la verdadera grandeza no se encuentra solo en los logros finales, sino en la perseverancia y la determinación que muestras en cada paso del camino. Aunque el camino pueda parecer empinado y lleno de desafíos, es en esos momentos de dificultad donde encuentras la fuerza para superarte a ti mismo. No midas tu éxito únicamente por los resultados visibles, sino por la valentía de enfrentar cada obstáculo y la resiliencia de seguir adelante, incluso cuando la tentación de rendirse se presenta. Tus sueños merecen la lucha, y cada esfuerzo que inviertas te acerca un paso más a la realización de tus anhelos. La victoria no siempre es rápida ni fácil, pero la verdadera recompensa está en la transformación personal que experimentas en el proceso. ¡No te rindas, porque cada paso que tomas cuenta en la construcción de tu propio camino hacia el éxito!
-ChatGPT
Pain is a physical and mental feeling, physical pain is caused by discomfort, injury and ilness, meanwhile, mental pain, is worse... It is caused by thing's like guilt, anguish, fear, panic, angst, loneliness, and helplessness. But to me, Pain is caused by what this feeling called nostalgia
i love this playlist so much. it gives me chill and makes me relax
You wanna hear the music i upload ? Just want to share
feels like i'm transported back in time with every beat of this nostalgia vibes 🎵✨
Mas bien tristeza 😢
I told my crush, that i liked her ,and she told that we should stay friends better.
Now , after 2 years and a half, we aren't even that close as friends , we don't speak to each other in months, she has a bf , and i still love her.
I don't have the time and it's impossible.
You're very persistent.
This is amazing. I'm not confident that I can do it.
Still, please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
@@SOUEIYAMAOKA Keep inspiring everyone, I'm not going to stop you.
"Never give up, that's the only path to success"
@@TriforceLegacyOfficial I will never give up.
Thank you for your words that give me courage.
I would like to express my heartfelt gratitude.
لقد مرت علي سنة 2024 سنة سوداوية بحيث لقد مات جدي وضاع حلمي للسفر الى الخارج و ازمة مادية كبيرة و انا اتمنى ان يكون هذا مجرد حلم ....
Thank you for always putting a smile on faces. The content is pure joy.