The more I’ve done trips then reflection with acid the more I’ve realized that everything I want is somewhere in front of me and reality can morph and manifest itself in front of me depending on my emotions and thoughts, the dreaming part of my brain seems to be super active while on it and I’ve even had the phenomenon of having REM on my last trip, i remember it feeling a bit weird like my consciousness was ripping into pieces then going back together but it was absolutely amazing. Great video, im blessed to be able to try things like this
Hindu talks of the ego and a feeling separated from the smaller self to the higher ,infinite self that they call spirit crazy stuff tho I've experienced similar things
It's still your ego talking friend, heard people say things like entities telling them they have a purpose. That's all ego. If you research, the Universal lesson that the substance is trying to teach you is that we are all connected and our personal goals and wants are all not that serious or important. We are visitors, in life, in the worlds we visit with psychedelics, in everything. Be a visitor. Be humble. Enjoy your stay. Goals are fun, not important.
@@Arcanineisthebest Beautiful way of describing it man. I haven’t had any psychedelics in months as im still trying to get the absolute most out of my last experience before subjecting myself to that again, shrooms and acid are not to be toyed with
As horrifying as this trip was, it was one of the most beautiful ones ive heard so far. To think a human can go through so much suffering gives hope of our capabilities.
Good lesson: Never, ever think that you got a handle on it. Each jounrey is different. Especially in the deeper realms. No matter how much experience you have, always stay humble 🙏🏽🙏🏽🕉🕉❤❤
@@HoD999x That can be very difficult for some people to do. For some, letting go to that level is quite literally accepting that you're going to die. You won't physically die, but it certainly feels that way. Psychologically, it's the same exact feeling. It's understandable than that one would fight it. My hats off to the brave souls that have achieved that level of acceptance. It's exploration of the greatest kind.
My first Acid trip was incredible and similarly difficult. I had the full God realisation, and with it the fact that I could do anything I wanted to reality. The space around me became cube-like, as If I had been transported to the Minecraft world. Using my mind I could shift and alter the “cubes” of reality how ever I pleased…I literally felt like I had become God. Yet in changing things, I experienced the entirety of the consequences of my actions playing out for eternity. Every single small change affected so much that I froze with indecision as I realised that everything, no matter how imperfect, was exactly how it was meant to be. In that moment I understood why the nature of God often seems to be indifferent and cruel
Well said. This is why when I try to investigate an issue I alwasys look at it as best as I can from both sides and then to finish the investigation I enter God into the issue and try to understand why it is even happening in the first place.
That’s the tricky part about trying to stay humble. Big ups to him for recognizing that he didn’t feel that divine presence like he normally did cause accepting that reality and knowledge from a malevolent force disguised as something divine could’ve let something way worse.
@@kojinmaster biggest experience I had was acid and it was my first ego death I guess now that I think back on it. I tried to just go with it but there was so much going on that my mind didn’t know what was real and what wasn’t. I learned to trust my feelings ever since then.
I absolutely agree that the word belief doesn't do the experience justice. When the all loving, all-knowing, omega point, is shining in front of you, forgiving you, defining you, revealing itself, there is no room for doubt as to what it is and whether or not it's real.
The demon, attempting to make the man recognize himself as God, and that there is no forgiveness to be found outside of himself, resonates with my idea of Hell, and "demonic" spirits. They are the same fundamental entities as ourselves, but have grown intoxicated by the eternal infinite experience, we have all been given by God. Rather than recognizing themselves as sub-infinities, within an even greater and ever greater infinity, they take their power at face value, and imagine they can rule and dominate their own, and others, experience for eternity. However, nothing lasts forever, and even the darkest, most selfish, power-hungry souls, will eventually seek forgiveness and recognize the truth.
Just because you're convinced something is real doesn't mean it is. Schizophrenic people are utterly convinced their delusions are real, your experience was simply a psychedelic induced delusion.
as i was walking and listening to this after my lunch. during your talk at the end about god i walked by a car with a tiny sticker in the back window that said"trust god bro" crazy coincidence
@@cailookspersonally i've taken multiple 1kug+ doses some good some bad. it wasn't overly intense in my opinion however i wouldn't recommend. as far as memory this was years ago and i still recall almost all of these trips
Taking approx 600ug one time gave me an acute psychotic episode which took a couple of weeks to recover from. Then months after that to feel completely 'normal' again. Psychedelic drugs needs to be consumed with extreme caution and the effects on the individual can vary wildly.
At 300ug it's when You experience the full scope what acid can offer You. It's definitely a weird experience and can frighten some people, if they're not prepared for weirdness to happen.
Yeah I just had a DMT experience that seriously humbled me and it only lasted 20 minutes. I thought I was experienced. I learned these types of drugs don’t give a sh*t how experienced you think you are.
Many many years ago I did salvia divinorum several times. All my life people told me DMT would be much stronger, I finally tried it two weeks ago and it didn't even come close to how powerful my salvia trips were. Not even close. It would be like comparing a 17-year-old driver and a professional rally driver. Salvia is the scariest thing that's ever happened to me, And I've been to war twice.
I’ve never done salvia and never will. It’s not something I’m interested in. It seems to mainly give negative experiences and although I’m well aware of how much you can learn from negative experience , I’m all about positivity and growth when it comes to psychedelics.
Divine Intervention blessed me with a migraine that made me quit cold turkey from drinking a 1/2 gallon a day. Which in turn sent me into 7 days of extreme delirium tremens withdrawals and eventually another 7 days on the 3rd floor ICU! After ripping out my IVs and catheter from the manic state I was in, I somehow escaped through the security doors buck-naked where I was met by my family near the elevators where they finally helped settle me down. Unfortunately, what I thought was a Thursday night, turned out to be in the middle of the afternoon on a Friday lol Crazy stuff, but on a good note, I just celebrated 4 years sober a few months ago and just turned 33!! The night I almost died, I met "Death," or the Hatman. Only with Mother Mary's help, was my soul saved. Anything's possible! Always remember, we're all being watched over!🥰
The demon or entity or whatever it was disproved it's own point by tormenting the tripper. If the tripper was God then everything he did would be correct and therefore there would be nothing to be ashamed of. That being said I'd agree and disagree that the user is God. I'd say we're all a bit of God without being THE God. There's an old Nine Inch Nails song, Right Where it Belongs, that I thought about while listening to the report. It has a solipsistic bend to it but the very start of the song where the question is asked did you lock the beast inside you up or did the beast lock you up (I'm paraphrasing). The entity seems like the beast who knows everything including the nature of the user and is also willing to torment the user, something a beast does but a human doesn't. Anyways it cool song if you've never heard it. If anyone is familiar with it the trip also reminds me of the part of the Bible where Satan takes Jesus to a high place and offers him the whole world. It's a little different since Satan was asking for worship while the entity wanted the guy to admit he was God.
Do you ever think that the entities are just manifestations of novel neural pathways, that are so foreign to the constructs that create the emergence of identity/self, that the only way for the brain to incorporate it into the experience is to manifest it as another conscious entity? Like they could have access to all the information in your subconscious, and they can draw conclusions (be they logical, or not) from it, which is then represented to the self, bypassing all defense mechanisms? Or do you think they're actually real? :P I tend not to explain things with magic, since it's never actually been a useful explanation for anything. Like yea, the entities could be real... but im not a fan of unfalsifiable conjectures... they're fun to play with if your stoned, but ultimately useless toys without any objective, verifiable basis. And then if i start building my worldview from unfalsifiable claims, without any objective, verifiable justifications... then by what methodology could i differentiate my beliefs, from any abject delusion? I don't see a way to tell the difference, personally. I think epistemology is fun :D
Or Maybe The Entity that sent the Person to Hell just because the Tripper didn't admit that the Trippwr is God is a Demon disguising as an Angel with many eyes? Idk
I stumbled across you channel the day after having a hero dose of shrooms, in which the come up was so terrifying i had to have a gf talk to me on the phone because i thought my min would get lost in the simulation we live in. Once the 1st 2hrs were over it was the most trransformational experience. Having listened to others experiences, i realised i wasn't letting go. Not fully. Next time i will talk myself through and allow it to take me on the bigger journey. Thank you so much!
Oh come on, this is so cheesy. Movie scripts. People wanting their lives to be just like in the matrix, ready to be cloned but apparently (?) not ready to take the final steps to become cyborgs and connect more or less permanently to the metaverse with lenses and glasses?
I have been to hell. It lasted for like 6 hours and I felt such dread and fear but what made it worse is that while this was the worst I have ever felt in my whole life....this feeling did not leave for 6 hours.
@@jbolton4973 Depression or suicidal ideation or even addiction is nothing compared to a truly bad trip I had all of them, and the bad trip scared me so bad I went sober overnight after years of alcoholism and self harm, I learned not to long for death and to appreciate life no matter how small or meagre, because there are things far worse out there and life even a mediocre existence is wonderful in comparison.
Throughout all the years of tripping and listening to trip reports I’ve seen this pattern countless times. You just kinda have to had gone thru it yourself to know. It feels more real than this
@@xxxtonnerre because i read the Holy Bible for one. And two i take psychedelics. Ive met with Holy Spirits and was told anything that tells humanity that they are Gods is a fallen angel. And three dude was tortured for rejecting the fallen angels “wisdom”. Nothing holy has time to do that unless it was deserved. And honestly i agree. We are humans with a God given power of free will but we are humans not God or Gods.
Sounds like Obi Wan Kenobi speaking in a shock and awe of some otherworldly force based phenomenon that even the jedi and sith aren't tapped into, trying to elaborate to the best of his ability how profound a vision of reality escaped everyone but him.
i recently had a 700 ug trip on accident i meant to only do 350 but I had forgot I taken my tabs and took more when i tell you that you feel like ur going to the dmt realm and things you imagine come to life its actually crazy i thought i had had a talk with god for about an hour and the world had stopped around me there was so much to my trip but i never imagined it to be that insane
It´s been months since i haven´t seen one of yout videos. You have improved. I found answers to the questions you are asking in the words of RAMANA MAHARSHI, NISARGADATTA MAHARAJ, ...... Although the answers are not in their "words", they just are pointers ... the answer is in your Self (and the question too...).
LSD is by far my most favorite psychedelic. I took two tabs for my first time and my life hasn't been quite the same ever since in the most profound and beautiful ways. It led me to the teachings of people like Alan Watts and Timothy Leary. With that being said I'm always nervous before tripping on it. There's nothing like the fear experienced on a bad acid trip
Yeah I agree with Victoria on this acid is more controlled and less realistic more colors , shapes, and cartoon type of look where as mushrooms are more like HD vision and can really take over your trip sometimes on higher doses
• Hmm, I've personally never taken more than an eighth of shroomies. But when I'm tripping on high doses of acid I've experience sensory overload or something and I find myself in these moments of amnesia where I've completely lost all sense of time and sometimes, even myself to an extent. Idk, everyone's different I suppose
I ate 10 grams of golden teacher mushrooms a couple weeks ago, it was the most intense experience of my life. My ego died , reality came face to face with my consciousness. I had a wave of vibrational frequencies energize my body which transcended my spirit into the heavens. What a journey.
Reminds me of a friend who said one trip he did had him go to what we call “robot hell” where he said his soul was ripped out of his body and put on a conveyor belt with hundreds of others while everyone’s bodies just lay underneath in a huge heap like scrap metal.
My record is 715ug I think. My brain doesn’t react the same as other people to doses like that though. I don’t lose any sense of self or memories. Even at those doses. It’s usually just pure happiness, and it makes it possible to watch horror movies while tripping my balls off.
At minute 4, the background image is exactly what happened to me on a massage dose of DMT. Can anyone explain the meaning behind the 5 faces that judge you
@@klitzy that’s exactly right, judgement. Funny how similar the words of the Bible come out in action. They aren’t meant literally, but metaphorically. Your souls judges you
Good trips are beautiful. Bad trips are hell. But the one time a bad trip came back on me after 2 weeks, a flashback of hell, for no apparent reason, it then lasted for 3 or 4 weeks. I almost killed myself. Couldn't sleep or eat. I only came out of it when my uncle took me to a church and this black lady hugged my head and tapped on the top of my head praying in tongues, as pentecostal do, I felt the most profound since of peace replace the horror. Never used LSD since.
I've noticed a certain crystal has the effect he's describing. At the higher doses it becomes dmt like. Not the usual melting peak of most crystals. More like brings you to another level. I love it, haven't had a bad experience and don't know a single person who has.
@@southlondon86 so some backstory, im a recovering alcoholic and drug addict and i took two 350ug tabs. Some point during the trip I thought i died and didnt go to heaven or hell. First thing I thought was “i wasted my life on drugs” haven’t touched a drug since that day.
When it takes 800 mg for the guy to basically learn how to be me I mean obviously not super extreme but I've got some mental issues still undiagnosed for the majority part bc I stopped going to the doctor but I'm always just going thru stuff in my head sometimes just thoughts sometimes places or memories, fantasies or nightmares and on auto pilot like I'll be completely gone somewhere else and my body will be having conversations and working and I'll come back actually confused only kinda knowing what I've been doing
Vivec I think you would find law of one very interesting. As many who have taken high doses of psychedelics mainly claim the same thing that we are all god/one. Many near death experiences share similar reports.
We are all one, but not god. That's the arrogant nature of humanity. Because of an overwhelming experience many people got the stupid idea to be god. But we have only a part of it, our soul. So be careful and don't listen to stupid beings who lost the truth.
Great to hear your points on god . Sounds like runs parallel to mine. Well it will won’t it ! I imagine that even though it’s hard to articulate that paradox many people will know exactly what you are getting at ! If u know u know .
Everything is connected by a single thread . In some states of conscious you can observe that longer than others ! Anywzy vivec … just wait till I. Submittt some of my true 90s experiences !!!! Just need to be arsed !
I’m only 5 mins in to the video. I took 14g of dried shrooms and I fully know and believe what you saw I had the exact same experience last weekend exactly what you described about if you doubt them they torture you. Everything you’ve said is spot on how it was. I loved it but it was so terrifying
Buy a sheet and eat a 10 strip as my usual. Never had a hell experience, well, I shifted into an alternative dimension temporarily. Mostly just really nice visuals, watching photosynthesis in real time, you know the usual. Chicken Salads are amazing to eat during your trip. The vegetables are so fresh and crunchy and the vitamin C from the onion takes you to cloud 9, and Chicken has htp-5 which is good for serotonin. Psytrance all night. Smoke some good Indica on the comedown.
For the people that are into the 8D music, please checkout Max Cooper’s 3D Resynthesis binaural version. It’s better than any of the “8D Music” you’ll find anywhere on youtube
Hey Vivec, can you do longer videos every so often? Like.. longer stories, not compilations. I'm not sure how possible that would be with trip reports though
Ive seen those concetric twisting rings that are in the videos visualizer on a 3 hit acid trip. Ive heard others have seen it on their trips, does anyone know what ir means?
Most I did was maybe 450ug, had an amazing trip. Altough I had a bad one on 350ug, it felt like a fight of 'letting go'. I have a schizofrenic sister from weed, and my thoughts were much around her. It literally was a fight of me thinking I can lose my ego, but everything around me was telling me no no, I mean even when I tried to go meditate in such state I had a spider somehow on a floor and it felt like everything was stopping me from letting go of my self/ego. That fight was unbearable, I was letting everything go, but somehow my inner self was fighting unwillingly. Damn man Acid is weird and beautiful don't know which one more. Psylocibin on the other hand doesn't seem to work on me for some reason, first time did 3.5gs and not much happened, tried again few days ago only a gram, but nothing at all happened which is weird because I can feel even 50ugs of acid (obviously micro dose) but 3.5gs of shrooms and nothing. Even 60ug felt way stronger than any shroom I did
I’ve done so much acid before I did a lot of shrooms different times of course the most shrooms I’ve done at once was 14 grams and I didn’t know who , what or where I was I couldn’t see out of my eyes and I don’t know where I went for I don’t know how many hours
Acid is way better I don’t know why it’s just so fun I drove on it worked on it had sex on it and had the best times of my life by myself dancing in the woods while listening to music with it
@@Vivec Glad to hear it's still something you're planning to do, I'll be interested to hear your thoughts about the subject when the video does come out!
How comes this guy doesn’t tell his hallucinations that he just dosed some acid and that they aren’t real. It’s almost like lucid dreaming for me when I do that I can literally control the hallucinations after that.
😢I went down a shower drain, after I had literally just melted slowly down there..thinking a shower would’ve been a good time,as I tried to constantly stop my self from going even further into this darkness fell over an over into what became a world full of glitter that sparkled turning into singular holes all around me to become spikes drilling into my body😮…..needless to say I don’t intend to try again😅😢(lsd) Though literally still to this day feel myself as to be melting when I enter water an I dang sure don’t like drains of any kind!😂 I had tripped many times before though this time was the most I had ever taken at one time!🎉 I still use Mushrooms in micro-dose.😮 I do feel there safer though to each person is their own journey or experience! On each! All Drugs need to be Respected or they will Disrespect u! The experience being spoken of 😮 had to be a wild one that I literally just almost had a panic attack thinking of in real time😮 I get it’ visually’ and it isn’t somewhere I would’ve wanted to go’ though hell I don’t like going to McDonald’s either’ 😂
My first experience, almost 50 years ago, was what for various reasons I've always believed was about 1000; single doses back then ran about 250, so because it was liquid and no way carefully measured, I had surmised that was the approx dosage via comparison to other twice told tales, as well as from folks I've personally spoken to with similar experiences - and mainly based upon visuals, because I was very young and would not have yet had the kind of vocabulary used in this recounting. However, in listening to the intensity of this journey, perhaps mine was really short of 800 [though probably not by much]. A point of comparison would be the peak I had that night was very intense - hugging an acoustic guitar I could no longer really play to my chest where I sat as if it were a life preserver - I never felt any kind of terror. Fear, certainly, but nothing that would approach the threshold of sheer terror. Not that time anyway, haha!
"Let's get high!" Literally goes to Hell.
This is mad funny
I almost thought Candy Land Hell Salvia’😢though hours long!
I was in hell about a week ago. Life changing.
so he got low
The more I’ve done trips then reflection with acid the more I’ve realized that everything I want is somewhere in front of me and reality can morph and manifest itself in front of me depending on my emotions and thoughts, the dreaming part of my brain seems to be super active while on it and I’ve even had the phenomenon of having REM on my last trip, i remember it feeling a bit weird like my consciousness was ripping into pieces then going back together but it was absolutely amazing. Great video, im blessed to be able to try things like this
Hindu talks of the ego and a feeling separated from the smaller self to the higher ,infinite self that they call spirit crazy stuff tho I've experienced similar things
But what if we're not in control of our thoughts and emotions
It's still your ego talking friend, heard people say things like entities telling them they have a purpose. That's all ego. If you research, the Universal lesson that the substance is trying to teach you is that we are all connected and our personal goals and wants are all not that serious or important. We are visitors, in life, in the worlds we visit with psychedelics, in everything. Be a visitor. Be humble. Enjoy your stay. Goals are fun, not important.
@@Arcanineisthebest Beautiful way of describing it man. I haven’t had any psychedelics in months as im still trying to get the absolute most out of my last experience before subjecting myself to that again, shrooms and acid are not to be toyed with
My synchronicities are thru the rooooof. Speaking and manifesting just keep doing it
As horrifying as this trip was, it was one of the most beautiful ones ive heard so far. To think a human can go through so much suffering gives hope of our capabilities.
No offense but there's hardly any descriptions at all. This is incredibly tame
@@aeriagloris4211wdym?
@@aeriagloris4211the dude litteraly went to hell, tf you talking about tame
Good lesson: Never, ever think that you got a handle on it. Each jounrey is different. Especially in the deeper realms. No matter how much experience you have, always stay humble 🙏🏽🙏🏽🕉🕉❤❤
Well said
i think it's best to just go into high dose trips with an "i'll be dead and that's ok" mindset
@@HoD999x That can be very difficult for some people to do. For some, letting go to that level is quite literally accepting that you're going to die. You won't physically die, but it certainly feels that way. Psychologically, it's the same exact feeling. It's understandable than that one would fight it. My hats off to the brave souls that have achieved that level of acceptance. It's exploration of the greatest kind.
@@HoD999xmore like ill be dead and thats not ok but its ok 😂
@@andyg4929holy shit, this helped finally make sense of a 5g nightmare trip I had. Thought I was dying for most of it and couldn’t accept it.
My first Acid trip was incredible and similarly difficult.
I had the full God realisation, and with it the fact that I could do anything I wanted to reality. The space around me became cube-like, as If I had been transported to the Minecraft world.
Using my mind I could shift and alter the “cubes” of reality how ever I pleased…I literally felt like I had become God.
Yet in changing things, I experienced the entirety of the consequences of my actions playing out for eternity.
Every single small change affected so much that I froze with indecision as I realised that everything, no matter how imperfect, was exactly how it was meant to be.
In that moment I understood why the nature of God often seems to be indifferent and cruel
You h i t the nail on the head with that, for real ❤
Because of trial and error
Well said. This is why when I try to investigate an issue I alwasys look at it as best as I can from both sides and then to finish the investigation I enter God into the issue and try to understand why it is even happening in the first place.
Lol this is summed up by the god episode of futurama
Damn that’s deep
Opening a freshly posted Vivec vidja is like cracking open a nice cold beer
I only liked for the 69th like I did not in fact like your comment you’re not special the amount of likes is 😘
I think there’s a very fine line between understanding your divinity, and thinking that you’re in control.
That’s the tricky part about trying to stay humble. Big ups to him for recognizing that he didn’t feel that divine presence like he normally did cause accepting that reality and knowledge from a malevolent force disguised as something divine could’ve let something way worse.
It was a projection of him. Read The Tibetan Book of the Dead.
Any experience or just something you researched?
@@kojinmaster biggest experience I had was acid and it was my first ego death I guess now that I think back on it. I tried to just go with it but there was so much going on that my mind didn’t know what was real and what wasn’t. I learned to trust my feelings ever since then.
@blakeyedmonk1435 I mean I have seen crazy stuff. Are there entities that disguise themselves as devine to mess with you?
maybe they try to make you blasphemus towards the most high so the consequences might be much worse for that@@kojinmaster
Loved your take on these subjects after the story. It’s great to hear your perspective.
I absolutely agree that the word belief doesn't do the experience justice. When the all loving, all-knowing, omega point, is shining in front of you, forgiving you, defining you, revealing itself, there is no room for doubt as to what it is and whether or not it's real.
The demon, attempting to make the man recognize himself as God, and that there is no forgiveness to be found outside of himself, resonates with my idea of Hell, and "demonic" spirits. They are the same fundamental entities as ourselves, but have grown intoxicated by the eternal infinite experience, we have all been given by God. Rather than recognizing themselves as sub-infinities, within an even greater and ever greater infinity, they take their power at face value, and imagine they can rule and dominate their own, and others, experience for eternity. However, nothing lasts forever, and even the darkest, most selfish, power-hungry souls, will eventually seek forgiveness and recognize the truth.
Beautifully articulated mate
yeah
something impossible to convey to anyone who hasn't had the experience
@@jd35711agreed. Only seen it briefly, but it was something else.. always keeps me going in life, no matter how distracted I get..
Just because you're convinced something is real doesn't mean it is.
Schizophrenic people are utterly convinced their delusions are real, your experience was simply a psychedelic induced delusion.
as i was walking and listening to this after my lunch. during your talk at the end about god i walked by a car with a tiny sticker in the back window that said"trust god bro" crazy coincidence
I’ve done over 1,000ug, 3 times. I don’t recommend anything over 200ug, ever, if at all.
u remember anything from those 3 times?
@@cailookspersonally i've taken multiple 1kug+ doses some good some bad. it wasn't overly intense in my opinion however i wouldn't recommend. as far as memory this was years ago and i still recall almost all of these trips
Taking approx 600ug one time gave me an acute psychotic episode which took a couple of weeks to recover from. Then months after that to feel completely 'normal' again. Psychedelic drugs needs to be consumed with extreme caution and the effects on the individual can vary wildly.
At 300ug it's when You experience the full scope what acid can offer You.
It's definitely a weird experience and can frighten some people, if they're not prepared for weirdness to happen.
Yeah I just had a DMT experience that seriously humbled me and it only lasted 20 minutes. I thought I was experienced. I learned these types of drugs don’t give a sh*t how experienced you think you are.
Many many years ago I did salvia divinorum several times. All my life people told me DMT would be much stronger, I finally tried it two weeks ago and it didn't even come close to how powerful my salvia trips were. Not even close.
It would be like comparing a 17-year-old driver and a professional rally driver. Salvia is the scariest thing that's ever happened to me, And I've been to war twice.
I’ve never done salvia and never will. It’s not something I’m interested in. It seems to mainly give negative experiences and although I’m well aware of how much you can learn from negative experience , I’m all about positivity and growth when it comes to psychedelics.
Truth
@@aeriagloris4211if you don’t mind sharing, what did you experience?
just found out what 8D music is and its pretty interesting how the simple audio processing can give a whole new feel to a song
Divine Intervention blessed me with a migraine that made me quit cold turkey from drinking a 1/2 gallon a day. Which in turn sent me into 7 days of extreme delirium tremens withdrawals and eventually another 7 days on the 3rd floor ICU! After ripping out my IVs and catheter from the manic state I was in, I somehow escaped through the security doors buck-naked where I was met by my family near the elevators where they finally helped settle me down. Unfortunately, what I thought was a Thursday night, turned out to be in the middle of the afternoon on a Friday lol Crazy stuff, but on a good note, I just celebrated 4 years sober a few months ago and just turned 33!! The night I almost died, I met "Death," or the Hatman. Only with Mother Mary's help, was my soul saved. Anything's possible! Always remember, we're all being watched over!🥰
The demon or entity or whatever it was disproved it's own point by tormenting the tripper.
If the tripper was God then everything he did would be correct and therefore there would be nothing to be ashamed of. That being said I'd agree and disagree that the user is God. I'd say we're all a bit of God without being THE God. There's an old Nine Inch Nails song, Right Where it Belongs, that I thought about while listening to the report. It has a solipsistic bend to it but the very start of the song where the question is asked did you lock the beast inside you up or did the beast lock you up (I'm paraphrasing). The entity seems like the beast who knows everything including the nature of the user and is also willing to torment the user, something a beast does but a human doesn't. Anyways it cool song if you've never heard it.
If anyone is familiar with it the trip also reminds me of the part of the Bible where Satan takes Jesus to a high place and offers him the whole world. It's a little different since Satan was asking for worship while the entity wanted the guy to admit he was God.
Do you ever think that the entities are just manifestations of novel neural pathways, that are so foreign to the constructs that create the emergence of identity/self, that the only way for the brain to incorporate it into the experience is to manifest it as another conscious entity?
Like they could have access to all the information in your subconscious, and they can draw conclusions (be they logical, or not) from it, which is then represented to the self, bypassing all defense mechanisms?
Or do you think they're actually real? :P
I tend not to explain things with magic, since it's never actually been a useful explanation for anything.
Like yea, the entities could be real... but im not a fan of unfalsifiable conjectures... they're fun to play with if your stoned, but ultimately useless toys without any objective, verifiable basis.
And then if i start building my worldview from unfalsifiable claims, without any objective, verifiable justifications... then by what methodology could i differentiate my beliefs, from any abject delusion?
I don't see a way to tell the difference, personally.
I think epistemology is fun :D
Or Maybe The Entity that sent the Person to Hell just because the Tripper didn't admit that the Trippwr is God is a Demon disguising as an Angel with many eyes? Idk
@@Linguae_Musicqliphothic tunnels is what your looking for
@@Linguae_Musichumans just always feel like they have to grasp on to somethingggg anything to “make sense of it all”
They are very real,
I stumbled across you channel the day after having a hero dose of shrooms, in which the come up was so terrifying i had to have a gf talk to me on the phone because i thought my min would get lost in the simulation we live in.
Once the 1st 2hrs were over it was the most trransformational experience.
Having listened to others experiences, i realised i wasn't letting go. Not fully.
Next time i will talk myself through and allow it to take me on the bigger journey.
Thank you so much!
Keep up the good work bro. Love these videos on long drives at night.
Babe wake up!!! Vivec posted a new trip report
Real : You're on a trip and you're hallucinating your girlfriend
@@Jay-gs7sp🔥
“Babe! Time for bed, Vivec posted a new trip report!” For me😂
@@NoCytbeI be listening to these trip reports like bedtime stories
Oh come on, this is so cheesy. Movie scripts. People wanting their lives to be just like in the matrix, ready to be cloned but apparently (?) not ready to take the final steps to become cyborgs and connect more or less permanently to the metaverse with lenses and glasses?
I have been to hell. It lasted for like 6 hours and I felt such dread and fear but what made it worse is that while this was the worst I have ever felt in my whole life....this feeling did not leave for 6 hours.
What happened there?
I feel that way everyday so what
@@jbolton4973 CRAWLING INNN MY SKINNN NN THESE WOUUUNDSS THEY WILLLL NOT HEALLLLLL
@@jbolton4973 cope
@@jbolton4973 Depression or suicidal ideation or even addiction is nothing compared to a truly bad trip I had all of them, and the bad trip scared me so bad I went sober overnight after years of alcoholism and self harm, I learned not to long for death and to appreciate life no matter how small or meagre, because there are things far worse out there and life even a mediocre existence is wonderful in comparison.
Best trip video, I can totally relate at figuring everything out.
> spends centuries in hell
> has an amazing time with everyone that was over that night
Thankfully I stumbled upon this video. Subscribed.
Always appreciate your commentary 🤘🏻
you always have to take the good and the bad. that’s just life
Reading the title made me laugh loud, but damn this must've been terrifying
I want to add one additional comment: I really, really love this channel.
Love hearing him talk esp. when you just got some fresh weed 😂
😂😂😂😂
Throughout all the years of tripping and listening to trip reports I’ve seen this pattern countless times. You just kinda have to had gone thru it yourself to know. It feels more real than this
Bro doesn’t get the recognition he deserves
Sounds like dude met a fallen angel.
Yes!
agreed
how do you know that ?
@@xxxtonnerre because i read the Holy Bible for one. And two i take psychedelics. Ive met with Holy Spirits and was told anything that tells humanity that they are Gods is a fallen angel. And three dude was tortured for rejecting the fallen angels “wisdom”. Nothing holy has time to do that unless it was deserved. And honestly i agree. We are humans with a God given power of free will but we are humans not God or Gods.
@@xxxtonnerre i believe even in Genesis it is told that we are humans and not Gods. Very important reminder for anyone taking psychedelics
16:32 really sticking with me
Sounds like Obi Wan Kenobi speaking in a shock and awe of some otherworldly force based phenomenon that even the jedi and sith aren't tapped into, trying to elaborate to the best of his ability how profound a vision of reality escaped everyone but him.
The visuals in this are amazing.
i recently had a 700 ug trip on accident i meant to only do 350 but I had forgot I taken my tabs and took more when i tell you that you feel like ur going to the dmt realm and things you imagine come to life its actually crazy i thought i had had a talk with god for about an hour and the world had stopped around me there was so much to my trip but i never imagined it to be that insane
Always lead life with zero expectations of what you’ll experience. Especially on drugs
It´s been months since i haven´t seen one of yout videos. You have improved. I found answers to the questions you are asking in the words of RAMANA MAHARSHI, NISARGADATTA MAHARAJ, ...... Although the answers are not in their "words", they just are pointers ... the answer is in your Self (and the question too...).
LSD is by far my most favorite psychedelic. I took two tabs for my first time and my life hasn't been quite the same ever since in the most profound and beautiful ways. It led me to the teachings of people like Alan Watts and Timothy Leary. With that being said I'm always nervous before tripping on it. There's nothing like the fear experienced on a bad acid trip
I took 2 tabs as well for my first time back in September '23
I’ve learned you can control it way more on acid then mushrooms, at least for me
Yeah I agree with Victoria on this acid is more controlled and less realistic more colors , shapes, and cartoon type of look where as mushrooms are more like HD vision and can really take over your trip sometimes on higher doses
• Hmm, I've personally never taken more than an eighth of shroomies. But when I'm tripping on high doses of acid I've experience sensory overload or something and I find myself in these moments of amnesia where I've completely lost all sense of time and sometimes, even myself to an extent. Idk, everyone's different I suppose
I ate 10 grams of golden teacher mushrooms a couple weeks ago, it was the most intense experience of my life. My ego died , reality came face to face with my consciousness. I had a wave of vibrational frequencies energize my body which transcended my spirit into the heavens. What a journey.
Reminds me of a friend who said one trip he did had him go to what we call “robot hell” where he said his soul was ripped out of his body and put on a conveyor belt with hundreds of others while everyone’s bodies just lay underneath in a huge heap like scrap metal.
Me on 2 tabs as soon as the pre-existing mental disorders kick in 😎
8D music is actually rlly simple reverb and stereo plugins but they rlly give a song a new replayability
I was about to ask wtf the fuck "8D" music is...
I going to assume its still stereo though lmao
@@Linguae_Musicit just pans around your headphones like a circle
Im addicted to these videos
Finally someone used the correct notation for “Micro”
My record is 715ug I think. My brain doesn’t react the same as other people to doses like that though. I don’t lose any sense of self or memories. Even at those doses. It’s usually just pure happiness, and it makes it possible to watch horror movies while tripping my balls off.
Your crazy bro
@@texassniping1718 😂😂😂
800 µg is crazy
much love❤
I'd reply, "yeah, I'm God but a mortal one" 🤣 but this is why I'm a Pantheist, aha
The ultimate paradox: what if everything is true? If everything is true, then nothing really matters.
Or rather everything matters equally great :)
@@krzysiekklb I can dig that! 😊
@@guaromiami sure thing 😇
Ultimately we really don't know how it is, so we can only speculate 😅
What I’ve learned from any psychedelic is that every trip is going to be different no matter how experienced you are with it
At minute 4, the background image is exactly what happened to me on a massage dose of DMT. Can anyone explain the meaning behind the 5 faces that judge you
Your inner judges
@@klitzy that’s exactly right, judgement. Funny how similar the words of the Bible come out in action. They aren’t meant literally, but metaphorically. Your souls judges you
love ur vids bro
Good trips are beautiful. Bad trips are hell. But the one time a bad trip came back on me after 2 weeks, a flashback of hell, for no apparent reason, it then lasted for 3 or 4 weeks. I almost killed myself. Couldn't sleep or eat. I only came out of it when my uncle took me to a church and this black lady hugged my head and tapped on the top of my head praying in tongues, as pentecostal do, I felt the most profound since of peace replace the horror. Never used LSD since.
Great story, cheers man
I've noticed a certain crystal has the effect he's describing. At the higher doses it becomes dmt like. Not the usual melting peak of most crystals. More like brings you to another level. I love it, haven't had a bad experience and don't know a single person who has.
Crystal meth?
@@BlakeHall1 LSD crystal
I’ve witnessed purgatory on a 700ug trip
Please describe, sir.
@@southlondon86 so some backstory, im a recovering alcoholic and drug addict and i took two 350ug tabs. Some point during the trip I thought i died and didnt go to heaven or hell. First thing I thought was “i wasted my life on drugs” haven’t touched a drug since that day.
When it takes 800 mg for the guy to basically learn how to be me I mean obviously not super extreme but I've got some mental issues still undiagnosed for the majority part bc I stopped going to the doctor but I'm always just going thru stuff in my head sometimes just thoughts sometimes places or memories, fantasies or nightmares and on auto pilot like I'll be completely gone somewhere else and my body will be having conversations and working and I'll come back actually confused only kinda knowing what I've been doing
are you ok?
Wonderful comment vivic 🙏
Vivec I think you would find law of one very interesting. As many who have taken high doses of psychedelics mainly claim the same thing that we are all god/one. Many near death experiences share similar reports.
I've read it before. Great book with a lot of food for thought and deep insights.
We are all one, but not god. That's the arrogant nature of humanity. Because of an overwhelming experience many people got the stupid idea to be god. But we have only a part of it, our soul. So be careful and don't listen to stupid beings who lost the truth.
Great to hear your points on god . Sounds like runs parallel to mine. Well it will won’t it ! I imagine that even though it’s hard to articulate that paradox many people will know exactly what you are getting at ! If u know u know .
Everything is connected by a single thread . In some states of conscious you can observe that longer than others ! Anywzy vivec … just wait till I. Submittt some of my true 90s experiences !!!! Just need to be arsed !
I’m only 5 mins in to the video. I took 14g of dried shrooms and I fully know and believe what you saw I had the exact same experience last weekend exactly what you described about if you doubt them they torture you. Everything you’ve said is spot on how it was. I loved it but it was so terrifying
Been there, i was young, it changed everything
how so
You need to make a podcast it would do so well
It's in the works
@@Vivecyeasur
Please don’t
being punished for sins is only evil to bad people
Beautiful!
Gods there brother. The music is the proof
Buy a sheet and eat a 10 strip as my usual. Never had a hell experience, well, I shifted into an alternative dimension temporarily. Mostly just really nice visuals, watching photosynthesis in real time, you know the usual. Chicken Salads are amazing to eat during your trip. The vegetables are so fresh and crunchy and the vitamin C from the onion takes you to cloud 9, and Chicken has htp-5 which is good for serotonin. Psytrance all night. Smoke some good Indica on the comedown.
For the people that are into the 8D music, please checkout Max Cooper’s 3D Resynthesis binaural version. It’s better than any of the “8D Music” you’ll find anywhere on youtube
Another bangerrrrrrrr
song is song of healing from majoras mask
Sounds like you met Tzeentch from 40k.
I was literally thinking the same thing too.
Hey Vivec, can you do longer videos every so often? Like.. longer stories, not compilations. I'm not sure how possible that would be with trip reports though
The level of quality is exceptional and appreciated.
one day 😔
ah - such fond memories
I thought he was gonna record himself doing it
Looks way safer than London these days to be honest.
luv lsd reports
Ive seen those concetric twisting rings that are in the videos visualizer on a 3 hit acid trip. Ive heard others have seen it on their trips, does anyone know what ir means?
Read Ezekiel 1:15-17.
It’s from God of War 2018
welcome to the club boiii
Most I did was maybe 450ug, had an amazing trip. Altough I had a bad one on 350ug, it felt like a fight of 'letting go'. I have a schizofrenic sister from weed, and my thoughts were much around her. It literally was a fight of me thinking I can lose my ego, but everything around me was telling me no no, I mean even when I tried to go meditate in such state I had a spider somehow on a floor and it felt like everything was stopping me from letting go of my self/ego. That fight was unbearable, I was letting everything go, but somehow my inner self was fighting unwillingly. Damn man Acid is weird and beautiful don't know which one more. Psylocibin on the other hand doesn't seem to work on me for some reason, first time did 3.5gs and not much happened, tried again few days ago only a gram, but nothing at all happened which is weird because I can feel even 50ugs of acid (obviously micro dose) but 3.5gs of shrooms and nothing. Even 60ug felt way stronger than any shroom I did
I’ve done so much acid before I did a lot of shrooms different times of course the most shrooms I’ve done at once was 14 grams and I didn’t know who , what or where I was I couldn’t see out of my eyes and I don’t know where I went for I don’t know how many hours
Acid is way better I don’t know why it’s just so fun I drove on it worked on it had sex on it and had the best times of my life by myself dancing in the woods while listening to music with it
6 grams of shrooms will most certainly get you then
I had a very similar experience in a few minutes. I had eaten three ten strips of l, and had done a sizable pile of K
I was JUST thinking about how I might just be living in hell. Is someone reading my thoughts??????
Time dilation. It's like forever. Endless.
I hope you are well too
Much love my friend
Hand on chest feeling every organ working in harmony lmk I was alright.
Excited for your "What is God?" video, man!
It's coming eventually...
@@Vivec Glad to hear it's still something you're planning to do, I'll be interested to hear your thoughts about the subject when the video does come out!
How comes this guy doesn’t tell his hallucinations that he just dosed some acid and that they aren’t real. It’s almost like lucid dreaming for me when I do that I can literally control the hallucinations after that.
I never wanna do more than a single tab. Even that's a little over my limit.
When some archangel asks you if you’re God YOU SAY YES!!
Damnit, Ray!!!!
had my fridt ever trip in class n was terrifying
Was a guy t shirt shorts bare feet buying ice cream in a blizzard..rumor was he a dealer ate his inventory to avoid being busted...honest😅
I took 425ug and smoke a really strong weed, almost went crazy... It was horrible, cant imagine how 800ug bad trip is
😢I went down a shower drain, after I had literally just melted slowly down there..thinking a shower would’ve been a good time,as I tried to constantly stop my self from going even further into this darkness fell over an over into what became a world full of glitter that sparkled turning into singular holes all around me to become spikes drilling into my body😮…..needless to say I don’t intend to try again😅😢(lsd)
Though literally still to this day feel myself as to be melting when I enter water an I dang sure don’t like drains of any kind!😂
I had tripped many times before though this time was the most I had ever taken at one time!🎉
I still use Mushrooms in micro-dose.😮
I do feel there safer though to each person is their own journey or experience! On each!
All Drugs need to be Respected or they will Disrespect u!
The experience being spoken of 😮 had to be a wild one that I literally just almost had a panic attack thinking of in real time😮
I get it’ visually’ and it isn’t somewhere I would’ve wanted to go’ though hell I don’t like going to McDonald’s either’ 😂
My first experience, almost 50 years ago, was what for various reasons I've always believed was about 1000; single doses back then ran about 250, so because it was liquid and no way carefully measured, I had surmised that was the approx dosage via comparison to other twice told tales, as well as from folks I've personally spoken to with similar experiences - and mainly based upon visuals, because I was very young and would not have yet had the kind of vocabulary used in this recounting.
However, in listening to the intensity of this journey, perhaps mine was really short of 800 [though probably not by much]. A point of comparison would be the peak I had that night was very intense - hugging an acoustic guitar I could no longer really play to my chest where I sat as if it were a life preserver - I never felt any kind of terror. Fear, certainly, but nothing that would approach the threshold of sheer terror.
Not that time anyway, haha!
Back ground has to be an// ADD o for FAR CRY6 lol I loved how they added that into the game lol
"If someone asks you if you are a God, you say YES!"
Bryan Melvin's NDE testimony book "A Land Unknown Hell's Dominion" should be read by everyone.
coming back from a gnarly mushroom trip... I'm now watching Willy Wonka to try to recover
Great story demonic encounter