Ciao Anna, I'm an Italian girl, you know I'm writing this comment while I'm crying, I just came across on a your video from the other channel and I started watching a few, bookmarking some, then I also found this your second channel. I'm commenting to tell you that you are truly BEAUTIFUL.🌻 You have charisma, this word that not everyone knows how to give a meaning to, for me it's a person that I see as a red flower in a field of white flowers. You moved me, your story, your energy, your strength, your hope and survival instinct that got you out of a sad life. You're right, we ourselves choose what kind of life to have. It's true, but the circumstances, the things that happen to us, the environment around us, work against us and make it difficult to choose, sometimes impossible. To this day, emotions and my state of mind still decide for me, choose for me and command my life, a sad life. I understood that mental health is as important as physical health, for example it may seem that not having a leg is a much bigger tragedy than being depressed. But it is not like that, because with depression a person has both legs, yes, but their mind does not allow to use them! and so it is like not having a leg, and not only that, but for the whole body, and even for the mind itself, your mind fights with your mind, it does not let you to stand up and get out of bed, even if your mind tries to protect you by activating hope and the survival instinct and makes you think of something you could do to try to feel better, your same depressed part of mind fights to keep you still, to not let you do anything that could benefit you, it drags you into a deep hole in the ground and if you try to get out it holds you back. Depression is like living in this pit with a huge stone attached to your ankle. I really admire people who finally have the strength to defeat it, they manage to get out, and discover the world, they discover everything that is positive in life and find serenity and maybe even happiness, I really admire these people for the strength they had, because only with your own strength can you get out, no one can help you, and not everyone has this strength. Unfortunately I was born unlucky, in the wrong family from which I distanced myself. When you grow up with parents who are not on your side or are non-existent, the floor is literally missing from under your feet. And you can be 15/30/50 years old, this feeling will never go away, you will always feel lost. When those who by nature should welcome you go against nature and reject you, you will always believe that everyone will abandon you and this fear will never go away. No one can understand the emptiness that you carry inside, only those who have too can understand it. These are incurable wounds. Then I made bad choices, being alone and feeling lost and scared I became morbidly attached to my ex-boyfriend, another extremely wrong person, but the only one who was always there, and I made the mistake of staying in that toxic relationship for more than 10 years, this led to many other events and other things, which made me make other bad choices, but the most serious thing of all was getting depression, I have never been to a doctor who diagnosed it, but I know I have it (which consequently also caused me other problems such as eating disorders, complexes, zero self-esteem, and character changes). I tried to leave him for years, but between him making it difficult for me and me always having this feeling of fear of being left without any point of reference in life, I was never able to leave him, and in these years depression dug and brought me into this hole so deeply. I reached the threshold of not wanting to live anymore. But my survival instinct intervened and did not let me die. The survival instinct is something truly magical, because it is a force that you do not know you have and you do not even understand where it came from, but magically it activates and desperately tries to protect you. And it gave me the shock of seeing that even if scary, it was better to find myself in a life alone than in that life that had brought me close to dying. Thanks to this strength after so many years I was able to definitively end that relationship and I am still sure that it was the best choise for me, even if now I am alone and I feel lost. But unfortunately that force, even if strong, is not strong enough to heal me and manage to get me out of depression. Today I think I'm in the phase where I'm still in that hole, and I just raised my head and I'm seeing the sky the light the clouds and I have the hope that out there there is a world where maybe I could live and find something positive. I managed with years and effort to break the chain that tied my ankle, but this made me too weak and debilitated to get out. My willpower and hope keep me alive, but I still don't know if, how, and when I will be able to get out. My heart is alive, I have so much love inside but I have no one to give it to, and I don't mean just a man, but simple friends. After all, the need to receive and give love is human, in fact not only human, it's the same for animals too. You, your empathy, your story and your journey shared in your videos are truly a source of inspiration and have given me emotions. This is why I think you are beautiful! If I lived in Berlin I would love to be your friend. I live in Milan but work in Munich and I go back and forth between these two cities. I really hope to be able to heal one day... and to be able to take care of myself, and to meet and know beautiful people who could become true friends for life. Thanks to those who have had the patience to read, and a hug to all the people who suffer.❤️🍀
I immediately liked the video because I read the caption and I just took myself out on a date for my birthday yesterday 🥳✨ thank you for your beautiful energy 💗
It feels good watching you enjoy life so simply and to the fullest each day... You're beautiful and inspiring ; you give me strength and motivation to face my inner "demons". Thank you for being you and sharing your kindness with us 🥰🥰🥰
OMG.... You won't believe this Anna when I say that today I was upset that I am not mingling with others and had too much of self doubt like if we are being too selfish and that's why people don't be around me but you know what I found the answer through your video today that nobody cares... Absolutely a big hug 🫂 this vlog made my day a very big 🎉❤🎉. Thank you and looking for more of such types 🙏
Hii Anna, I just want to say you are one of my favourite TH-camrs you make me feel less self conscious and you make me motivated to workout and get moving!! Thanks for what you do here!! Xx
Hi Anna, unglaublich, dass ich seit Jahren deine Workouts mache und erst JETZT deinen anderen Account entdeckt habe! Ich liebe es und werde öfter vorbeischauen. Du bist so toll ❤
I go to the museums by myself or I do long walks to recharge or I just go and shop for new books or artcrafts and I discover so new many... Super comfy. Sending you hugs.
I love your videos, thanks for making these, I live by myself and sometimes it's hard to feel happy about being alone, other times I'm glad for it, it's all in your mindset 🥰
Oooh I absolutely love this, need to try more solo dates ❤😊 thanks for this inspiration, I also would live to go to cinema by myself and do a picnic, go for a hike, I thought about it & now you gave me encouragement to really do it! You are amazing 😍😍🎉
I loved this vlog!! It always makes me so happy to watch your videos, you are such a positive role model for me❤❤ Also, I loved to do that twirly thing on the swing when I was a kid too😂
Such an inspiration 😍 it's so cool. It's motivating me to do more alone! Since i havw a boyfriend im doing almost everything with him which i reaaaaallly like but now im motivated to have some alone times too😍 and i love your hair 😍 i hope you show one day how you are doing them 🤭
In my early 20s I went to the movies by myself because I moved and did not know anyone. It was wonderful; everyone watches the Movie not you. When I see a woman on her own some place I look at her because I admire her independence and confidence. Hope you have more wonderful solo dates!!!😊
Wow, an edible spoon-that must take the ice cream experience to another level! 🤩🍦By the way, I'm googling the recipe for chili sin carne now, sounds like a great idea for my weekly meal prep 💚
Anna, Today is a stretch day for me. I'm following your 14 day back to basics challenge, it's been 2-3 months journey with you, starting with beginner workout for 30 days, 7 days level challenge(2 times) and now 14 day challenge(2nd time). I'm touching my toes for the first time in the seated position and other variations. I'm so proud of finding your channel. Thank You Anna ❤❤❤. Request 🙏🏻: Find a girl like you for my date(I'm 23, Indian, slim guy with growth mindset)
Hi Anna , i feel a lot of feeling with ending this video like now my eyes get tears as i feel the same you , really i want to hug you and be your friend ❤❤
When you say come to the cinema with me I don't know why I'm so excited 😊 Anna you don't know how much I love you 😘❤ please always be happy my princess 😊
Those last 3 minutes of German ASMR, aaaar🤤 You are awesome, Anna❤ I practice solo dates a while and try to bring my sketchbook to draw people. This is interesting and funny experience 😀
Anna, could you do some videos in German too? It's my second language and I like your accent to emulate. Btw I always do a double take when you say "get" your hair and make-up done, because it means when you pay somebody else to do it for you (beim Frisör) and sounds pretentious/ expensive lol, then I see you mean "do" your *own* hair and make-up.
Next title please : A day in Embracing romantic solitude life
oh yeah love thissss!
Wer es mag der es mag aber lieber nich verjessen dass die Einsamkeit besonders mit anhaltenden Erkrankungen nur sterben beschleunigt
I agree !
@annaengelschallqs. Vcbh🎉drfvxyadZ🎉zdia
I take myself on dates all the time: movies, concerts,fairs,picnics etc. my favorite days, so extremely relatable 😊
😍love that
Ciao Anna, I'm an Italian girl, you know I'm writing this comment while I'm crying, I just came across on a your video from the other channel and I started watching a few, bookmarking some, then I also found this your second channel.
I'm commenting to tell you that you are truly BEAUTIFUL.🌻
You have charisma, this word that not everyone knows how to give a meaning to, for me it's a person that I see as a red flower in a field of white flowers. You moved me, your story, your energy, your strength, your hope and survival instinct that got you out of a sad life. You're right, we ourselves choose what kind of life to have. It's true, but the circumstances, the things that happen to us, the environment around us, work against us and make it difficult to choose, sometimes impossible.
To this day, emotions and my state of mind still decide for me, choose for me and command my life, a sad life.
I understood that mental health is as important as physical health, for example it may seem that not having a leg is a much bigger tragedy than being depressed. But it is not like that, because with depression a person has both legs, yes, but their mind does not allow to use them! and so it is like not having a leg, and not only that, but for the whole body, and even for the mind itself, your mind fights with your mind, it does not let you to stand up and get out of bed, even if your mind tries to protect you by activating hope and the survival instinct and makes you think of something you could do to try to feel better, your same depressed part of mind fights to keep you still, to not let you do anything that could benefit you, it drags you into a deep hole in the ground and if you try to get out it holds you back. Depression is like living in this pit with a huge stone attached to your ankle.
I really admire people who finally have the strength to defeat it, they manage to get out, and discover the world, they discover everything that is positive in life and find serenity and maybe even happiness, I really admire these people for the strength they had, because only with your own strength can you get out, no one can help you, and not everyone has this strength.
Unfortunately I was born unlucky,
in the wrong family from which I distanced myself.
When you grow up with parents who are not on your side or are non-existent, the floor is literally missing from under your feet. And you can be 15/30/50 years old, this feeling will never go away, you will always feel lost. When those who by nature should welcome you go against nature and reject you, you will always believe that everyone will abandon you and this fear will never go away. No one can understand the emptiness that you carry inside, only those who have too can understand it. These are incurable wounds.
Then I made bad choices, being alone and feeling lost and scared I became morbidly attached to my ex-boyfriend, another extremely wrong person, but the only one who was always there, and I made the mistake of staying in that toxic relationship for more than 10 years, this led to many other events and other things, which made me make other bad choices, but the most serious thing of all was getting depression, I have never been to a doctor who diagnosed it, but I know I have it (which consequently also caused me other problems such as eating disorders, complexes, zero self-esteem, and character changes).
I tried to leave him for years, but between him making it difficult for me and me always having this feeling of fear of being left without any point of reference in life, I was never able to leave him, and in these years depression dug and brought me into this hole so deeply. I reached the threshold of not wanting to live anymore. But my survival instinct intervened and did not let me die. The survival instinct is something truly magical, because it is a force that you do not know you have and you do not even understand where it came from, but magically it activates and desperately tries to protect you. And it gave me the shock of seeing that even if scary, it was better to find myself in a life alone than in that life that had brought me close to dying. Thanks to this strength after so many years I was able to definitively end that relationship and I am still sure that it was the best choise for me, even if now I am alone and I feel lost.
But unfortunately that force, even if strong, is not strong enough to heal me and manage to get me out of depression.
Today I think I'm in the phase where I'm still in that hole, and I just raised my head and I'm seeing the sky the light the clouds and I have the hope that out there there is a world where maybe I could live and find something positive. I managed with years and effort to break the chain that tied my ankle, but this made me too weak and debilitated to get out.
My willpower and hope keep me alive, but I still don't know if, how, and when I will be able to get out.
My heart is alive, I have so much love inside but I have no one to give it to, and I don't mean just a man, but simple friends. After all, the need to receive and give love is human, in fact not only human, it's the same for animals too.
You, your empathy, your story and your journey shared in your videos are truly a source of inspiration and have given me emotions. This is why I think you are beautiful! If I lived in Berlin I would love to be your friend. I live in Milan but work in Munich and I go back and forth between these two cities.
I really hope to be able to heal one day... and to be able to take care of myself, and to meet and know beautiful people who could become true friends for life.
Thanks to those who have had the patience to read, and a hug to all the people who suffer.❤️🍀
❤
I know this video is meant for an adult, but I am 11 years old and this video has made my day! Thanks so much!
you’re amazing, Anna!! your one of my favorite TH-camrs💗💗
thank you so much, love you !!
If I have time, I often go to the library, grab one or two books. Then I go grocery shopping and cook some good food for dinner😅
same here 😂
that sounds so nice 😍haven't been to a library in sooo long omg I need to go
@@annaengelschall it is absolutely worth it, and it costs only 10 Euros per year in Berlin. Plus, you can even stream films online via filmfriend :)
I immediately liked the video because I read the caption and I just took myself out on a date for my birthday yesterday 🥳✨ thank you for your beautiful energy 💗
😍happy birthdayyy! hope you had the best day ❤
It feels good watching you enjoy life so simply and to the fullest each day... You're beautiful and inspiring ; you give me strength and motivation to face my inner "demons". Thank you for being you and sharing your kindness with us 🥰🥰🥰
you have no idea how happy it makes me to hear that 🥺❤thank you so much for watching
Im 29 single and child free.. try to love myself more and more.. be happy all❤❤
I have solodated my whole life, because I need to be alone to fuel myself. I never felt lonely. I always fewl at peace. Its amazing.
agreed 😍
ANNNAAAAAA we need an update on your dating life and the guy you had a successful date with in the other video!!! 🩷🧚🏼♀️🧚🏼♀️
The hug and the kiss are my favorite parts of your videos 😁
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OMG.... You won't believe this Anna when I say that today I was upset that I am not mingling with others and had too much of self doubt like if we are being too selfish and that's why people don't be around me but you know what I found the answer through your video today that nobody cares... Absolutely a big hug 🫂 this vlog made my day a very big 🎉❤🎉. Thank you and looking for more of such types 🙏
omg I love that ❤big hugs from germanyyy🫂
I love to watch your videos when I wake up feeling down or not good about myself. I always finish the videos feeling positive ❤
You are my absolute favorite TH-camr! You are an inspiration in so many ways.
Hii Anna, I just want to say you are one of my favourite TH-camrs you make me feel less self conscious and you make me motivated to workout and get moving!! Thanks for what you do here!! Xx
❤🥺thank you
Hi Anna, unglaublich, dass ich seit Jahren deine Workouts mache und erst JETZT deinen anderen Account entdeckt habe! Ich liebe es und werde öfter vorbeischauen. Du bist so toll ❤
I go to the museums by myself or I do long walks to recharge or I just go and shop for new books or artcrafts and I discover so new many... Super comfy. Sending you hugs.
sounds so gooood 😍hugs to you too🫂
You’re beautiful, smart, thoughtful. Thank you for sharing! ❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much for creating such inspiring videos Anna! Truly needed this right now. You are so amazing, we all appreciate you so much ✨
you make me so happy. between these vlogs and your fun workouts, i just love you
🥺❤
Love u Anna ❤
This is a big project, but can u try a week in my life, that would be so cool to see❤
Love the way you make simple cool vlogs and give out such motivation
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5:40 nostalgia for me🫂 7:30 Eat strawberries(5 star) and do nothing😂 19:03 We too have a special place for you in our heart and life❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you. Could you do a series on Romanticizing your life pls. It was my fav topic ❤❤❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏
looove this topic, will make more romanticizing videos for sure😍I also have a podcast episode about it on my podcast Today I'm Growing ❤
When I'm alone in the city I love listening to your podcast... I literally listen it on repeat 😅❤
lol me 2🫶
I love it !!!! ❤ you are such an Inspiration!
you somehow inspired me and I am going to grab a cup of coffee by myself, send you love♥
💞
I love your videos, thanks for making these, I live by myself and sometimes it's hard to feel happy about being alone, other times I'm glad for it, it's all in your mindset 🥰
absolutely that is so trueee ❤
I love going out for myself and enjoy life.
I love solo picnic, and going to cinema by myself. those are two of my fav self-care activities! really love your vlogs, always have good vibes🥰
I always go to the cinema by myself ❤ i really love it ❤
now that I tried it I wanna do it more often 😍
This was amazing .so relatable and beautiful and simple ❤
Aww love u Anna! Ur video could come at a better time! It makes my day🥰
love you too ❤
It’s Φέτα (feta) from 🇬🇷 and it’s fits everywhere ❤
I love itt 😍
Came across your channel yesterday and I love it❤
Hi Anna, when will you have the YOU GROW GIRL Diary and Planner back in English? I really want it. ❤❤
I love you , Anna! 🫶😘❤️
love you too ❤❤❤
Your videos really inspire mee thankks you so much ❤️🔥✨️
thank you for being here❤
Appreciate this little insight into your solo life ❤ Love how you embrace more balance ⚖️
you are so brave and confident and i love getting inspired by you ❤
Oooh I absolutely love this, need to try more solo dates ❤😊 thanks for this inspiration, I also would live to go to cinema by myself and do a picnic, go for a hike, I thought about it & now you gave me encouragement to really do it! You are amazing 😍😍🎉
for realll solo dates are one of the best things ever❤have fun on yours!! I promise it will be so goood
Your video was amazing as always ❤
And your cloths were gorgeous 😍
thank youu ❤
I loved this vlog!! It always makes me so happy to watch your videos, you are such a positive role model for me❤❤
Also, I loved to do that twirly thing on the swing when I was a kid too😂
Such an inspiration 😍 it's so cool. It's motivating me to do more alone! Since i havw a boyfriend im doing almost everything with him which i reaaaaallly like but now im motivated to have some alone times too😍 and i love your hair 😍 i hope you show one day how you are doing them 🤭
yass you inspired me to go to the cinema by my own (never done this before!!)
I absolutely love your videos and workouts, not a week without them! Could we have the zucchini muffin recipe pls!
omg hey anna I really support you and never stop believing in yourself and in true love love you so much
thanks so much 🥺love you and thanks so much for being here❤
@@annaengelschall I love you you are my idol❤️❤️❤️
Du bist einfach wundervoll 🥰🙏🏻
dankeee
I am recovering from a DCA and i start to enjoy solo dates so much ❤
In my early 20s I went to the movies by myself because I moved and did not know anyone. It was wonderful; everyone watches the Movie not you.
When I see a woman on her own some place I look at her because I admire her independence and confidence. Hope you have more wonderful solo dates!!!😊
Wow, an edible spoon-that must take the ice cream experience to another level! 🤩🍦By the way, I'm googling the recipe for chili sin carne now, sounds like a great idea for my weekly meal prep 💚
I just love the video! It's everythinv that i believe! Thank you! A hug for you too!
Anna, Today is a stretch day for me. I'm following your 14 day back to basics challenge, it's been 2-3 months journey with you, starting with beginner workout for 30 days, 7 days level challenge(2 times) and now 14 day challenge(2nd time). I'm touching my toes for the first time in the seated position and other variations. I'm so proud of finding your channel. Thank You Anna ❤❤❤.
Request 🙏🏻: Find a girl like you for my date(I'm 23, Indian, slim guy with growth mindset)
Love you Anna❤❤
You are such a Lovely and body positive person 😊😊
And your videos are super therapeutic.
Lots of love from India ❤❤
I'm something between a city and a country girl... Depending on my mood I want to be in a city and then I want to be in a village or the woods 😅❤
Hi Anna , i feel a lot of feeling with ending this video like now my eyes get tears as i feel the same you , really i want to hug you and be your friend ❤❤
Such a calming voice ❤
Omg i love this video!!! You are like so amazing, strong and beautiful woman💗 you are a huge inspiration for me, thank you so muuch💋💌
Anna Engelschall, awesome content I loved it
You are the best anna ✨️❤️
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Hi Anna. Today is my birthday. I love you very much and you are my biggest inspiration to start living a healthier and happier life. ☺️🎂🤍🫂
It would mean a lot to me if you wished me a happy birthday!! 🥹
Happy Birthday! 🎉@@korinahorvat1630
Hi Korina 🙂 I'm not Anna, but wish you ALL THE BEST for your birthday & lots of happiness and luck 😍
@@Federchen Thank you sooooooo much!!!!! ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
omg happy birthday ❤hope you had the BEST BEST day 🫂big hugsss
When you say come to the cinema with me I don't know why I'm so excited 😊 Anna you don't know how much I love you 😘❤ please always be happy my princess 😊
😘love you tooo
Anna Engelschall, I turned on notifications!
Love you so much Anna💗
Boaaaah, thaaaaank you, so so very important what you say and it is so so helpful!!!!
Anna i feel so bad when i wake up late... All my motivation to workout is usually gone when i don't wake up early
Thank you so much❤❤❤❤
Those last 3 minutes of German ASMR, aaaar🤤
You are awesome, Anna❤
I practice solo dates a while and try to bring my sketchbook to draw people. This is interesting and funny experience 😀
omg stop that sounds sooo cool 😍❤
Hab dich auch lieb! Du bist wie die große Schwester die ich nie hatte ❤🥹
I did the same thing with swing when I was young 😂 it used to feel so dizzy 🥴😅 btw love the vlog ❤
I'm obsessed!❤
Anne l love your videos you inspire me ❤❤
Can't waittttt ❤❤❤
It is so incredible😍💘
You inspired me to go on a solo date tomorrow 💪☕ Thank you
I’ve been going to the cinema by myself since I was 12 😂
The swing part is so true😂
Great inspirational video- Can we PLEASE get the exact recipe for the zucchini muffins??? THX from USA.
I love your channel ❤
Your videos motivated me❤
Does anyone else also want the muffin recipe?? 😭🙏 Pls Anna!!
My fave ❤
Love watching this🩷🫰
"A special heart in my place"
I open YT just because of you
I think in your chanel there are most women topics. But I also love to look your videos from time to time. You are a wonderful and mysterious woman.
I need the recipe for the muffins❤
I too really like Mama Mia. It's one of my favorite film
Can you share the recipe for muffin??❤
Can you share your vegan chile and muffin recipes? Thanks!!!
I'm a big fan of you❤❤❤❤
Do you speak english or german in berlin(when you not filming
plssss do a Q＆A
So subtle so beautiful ❤
Hi. Lovely to see ❤❤🎉🎉
Hi Anna, I’m trying to learn German, any recomendation?
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Anna, could you do some videos in German too? It's my second language and I like your accent to emulate. Btw I always do a double take when you say "get" your hair and make-up done, because it means when you pay somebody else to do it for you (beim Frisör) and sounds pretentious/ expensive lol, then I see you mean "do" your *own* hair and make-up.
Wonderful❤