pedestal (by me)

wrote this one soooooo long ago but have always loved it! Shoutout to my girl Penelope in bridgerton bc what she goes through in season 2 clearly stuck with me hahaha. i keep saying this but i am trying to memorize my new stuff idk why i can’t! i feel bad recycling all my old music but oh well! hope you guys dig this one!

[@emmaebrown]

Lyrics:
the night was fresh
i felt the evening air
on my skin
and i waited for you to walk in
i prepared for another night
of trying to catch your eye
from across the room
and you walk in your eyes go to someone else
someone who isn’t me
and you walk right to her
almost walking through me
but you danced with her
and then looked at me
a windowpane for you
even if you don’t mean it
see right through my heart
even though it’s on display for you
sitting on a pedestal
waiting to be loved
every night after that
i’ll spend it
trying to catch your attention
and i’ll wallow in secret grief
waiting for the moment
you say you love me
but you walk away with her
and you say
there’s no way
you’d ever want me
but you danced with her
and then looked at me
a windowpane for you
even if you don’t mean it
see right through my heart
even though it’s on display for you
sitting on a pedestal
waiting to be loved
am i waiting too long
for too little
will this be worth
in the end
you say i’m just a friend
will you ever see different
because i have spent
the better half of my life
loving you
and you don’t even notice
and i sit in every room
watching you
enjoy your life
that i’ll watch from the sidelines
but you danced with her
and then looked at me
a windowpane for you
even if you don’t mean it
see right through my heart
even though it’s on display for you
sitting on a pedestal
waiting to be loved
waiting to be loved
oh it’s waiting just waiting
to be loved
be loved
be loved
by you

[@namhom_lojorm516]

you gonna be popular one day trust me

[@imzebb]

hey, this is pretty good and bridgerton is a good show

[@emmaebrown]

@@imzebb hahaha right?!?! And thank you!!

[@omeedentezari]

You really have something special. Thanks for sharing this.

[@emmaebrown]

@@omeedentezari of course! Thank you for your kind words😊😊

[@FidelCasted]

Cool song!!!

[@emmaebrown]

@@FidelCasted Thanks!! :)

[@hasriothman8548]

Talented song writer

[@emmaebrown]

@@hasriothman8548 thank you!!!

[@ErasmoBarros022]

👏👏👏🤌