My daughter was still born on August 5, 1968. Back then, when you gave birth to a stillborn child, they treated you as if you hadn't had a baby at all. I was underage, so my parents got to make the decisions regarding her. Both of my parents are gone now and I have absolutely no idea what happened to my baby girl's body. and maybe it's better that I don't know. But every time August 5th rolls around, it's is just the worst thing ever. 53 years ago and I will never ever forget my baby girl. I saw her once and I have one photo of her.
Sorry for your loss... 💝 I'm praying for you to allow yourself to grieve for your Baby Girl, so that future anniversaries aren't the "worst", maybe still hard but not the worst. My Mom had a Stillborn, they didn't allow her to even name her baby... They just did different back then.... 1980. August 5th is our Wedding Anniversary.... I will think of you and your baby girl.... I pray you know that God is the one who gives life and sustain it. We are still believing for children. I have names already. Even with miscarriages, the loss is enormous. What helped me is knowing God is in control.... whether we are young or old.... tragedy can strike. May all those seeking motherhood find it... whether it's natural, adoption, fostering, etc. 🕊
You are so well-spoken Taylor and honored your precious baby so beautifully. I’m so sorry for your loss. Heart felt and heart wrenching. She’s absolutely so adorable & precious.
@@TAYLORrene07 congratulations on this baby! and sorry for ur first one loss .. and pray for ur family to stay strong and stay in Love always. God bless.
@@TAYLORrene07 I'm so sorry for your loss. Happy your 5 month old baby girl made it and is striving in this world. May hazel rest in peace and may good things happen to you and your family, God bless you.
@@TAYLORrene07 Thank you so much for sharing Hazels story and birth with us. And thank you for updating on your new baby! I cried watching your story and just want you to know that many of us moms appreciate your bravery in sharing.
I had a live birth at 16 years old , then 15 miscarriages and a stillbirth , then a hydatiform mole pregnancy. I had no hope left but then fell pregnant with my son at 40 years of age and then my miracle last born son when I was 45 years old . My message is never give up hope
I love this Mom! She has a sense of humor and a sense of WTF about the loss of baby Hazel. I feel like when you process grief, one of the steps is saying, “This sucks.” And you do whatever you can to make it through each day. Eventually, you come to a point where you can look back and process the events and almost laugh in amazement about how horrific the situation was and wonder how you ever got through it. But she did and she’s a stronger person for it. I heard she now has a baby Earthside & that’s awesome. I wish Mom, Dad and their family lots of love, fun & memories for rest of rternity
Yeah it’s exceptionally sad for us to hear this heartbreak story. My daughter is currently expecting after a birth and 2 losses. She knows full Well this can happen but I wouldn’t want her to watch this. My sister lost a live birth shortly after giving birth to her daughter. So very sad
Hi I also had a baby girl Daniela Louise she died of Sid’s she was 4 months the loss was so prefound and there’s not a day goes by that I wonder what she look when she got married and what her children and my grandchildren would look like I do miss her so so much 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
@@StillAPartofUs hello…I just stumbled across your channel in the wee hours of the morning and I'm listening to Hazels story now... Her mom said she just wishes the pictures the now I lay me down to sleep photographer had taken were in color instead of black and white? Idk if you're able to contact her, but if you can, can you please let her know that there are apps that can change the pictures? Colorize is an app on the Apple store and for Android there are two I see.. Colorize Images and Photoshop Elements... I hope that helps... RIP Hazel.. Fly beautiful angel fly 👼🏼👼🏼💔💔🙏🙏🙏 yt
Thank you for sharing such a bittersweet story of your precious baby girl Hazel Rae….tears are flowing….She was a beautiful baby…I’m so very sorry for your losses…..My prayers 🙏🏻 for healing…I’ve had 4 miscarriages & zero live births. After my last one, I stopped…I never got pregnant again 💔💔💔💔 was enough, mentally I couldn’t go through that again. I’m praying 🙏🏻 for a live & healthy birth this time around.
My heart goes out to them ,to deliver a perfect beautiful girl and then not being able to discover what caused her premature death must be heart breaking 💔 I suffered 4 miscarriages but finally had a girl and then a boy so there is always hope and a happy ending 🥰
I had a tubal pregnancy and was told I could never have kids and I didn’t. I was only pregnant the one time. I didn’t know I was pregnant until I almost died. My eggs were multiplying in my tube and tried to implant instead of traveling to the womb. I would have had more than one or at least three. The pain never goes away. RIP Hazel Rae 👼💐
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost 3 babies during pregnancy and had 6 children. The pain never goes away, but you will get through it. I pray you have a successful pregnancy and another beautiful baby someday. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family and sweet Hazel. 💓🙏
Although I’ve left several comments for the mothers and fathers that have shared their beautiful stories since I have found this channel. I just wanted to take a moment to leave a comment for Winter and Lee you guys have just amazingly calming voices. You both have beautiful voices very much meant for podcasts, TH-cam, TV etc. but you guys also just were meant to do this clearly God has taken your grief and pain and given you an amazing voice and platform to share that with others and allow other parents a place to share as well. And to allow listeners that might be going through this at home an outlet too. Words just cannot express what a beautiful job both of you do as I listen to you both you always just say the perfect thing you know when to be quiet and let the person talk and you know when to ask questions or when to comfort or when to say things it’s just really cool and I am kind of rambling (which I am known to do lol) but I just wanted to let you guys know that you really do an amazing job you have a great gift and are definitely a blessing I hope you continue this journey I feel like it’s a beautiful ministry and it’s awesome to make sure that the world knows that just because somebody has lost a baby either by stillborn or early infant death that they are still a part of their family and it should certainly be shared so thank you. Although this comment was supposed to be a joyous one complementing you both on the amazing work you’re doing I do want to send my condolences prayers and love on the loss of your son thank you for sharing your personal story as well. My heart truly aches for your family pray for continued healing for you both. 🙏🏻
Thank you. When we were talking about how we can help other parents who have lost children, we were hesitant to do this (we started the podcast first) and have parents talk about something so dear and special to them. Now that we have talked with so many parents and have read how these children have touched the lives of so many people, we have come to the realization these children and parents will continue on in life and bless everyone they have influence on. Thank you, and thank you for reaching out. SAPOU
I can't even begin to imagine the pain and trauma this family has been and continues to go through. There truly is nothing comparable to losing a child. My thoughts and prayers are with you all, and I wish you nothing but the best for your current pregnancy, and for your future. I'm sure Hazel will be right there with you watching over you and her sibling though. God bless ❤️
I was truely touched by your personal story and I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter Hazel Rae. I hope that the memories of the life she had within you for 36 weeks bring you joy and comfort and the precious days when you held her ease your heartache. God bless you all ❤️
What a perfect little Angel, my heart breaks for you,mom and dad💔😭😭 Please accept my deepest condolences. "Fly high,Hazel,'till we meet again,sweet girl"🌈🌈🌈
Oh my, so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story. I cannot fathom the shock and being unprepared for the unthinkable. I’m currently 19 weeks pregnant with a trisomy 13 son who is deemed incompatible with life. Even though mine will result in a loss shortly after birth, at least I have some time to accept and process. I hope you found some peace. The photo of mom holding Hazel in her hands with the bow is so beautiful. She’s beautiful🕊
Oh hun so so sorry I just lost my little boy to stillbirth 2 months ago I hope your doing ok although I’m glad you are able to prepare there is still nothing to help with the loss of any child I hope our hearts will heal in time.
She is a beautiful angel for sure!!! My heart breaks for you and your family. I pray that your now pregnancy goes smoothly and you will have the sweet little one you so much deserve. Baby Hazel has her wings and is in paradise with the other little angels. My prayers for you!! ❤️🙏
We are currently asking the same question, why us? My perfect granddaughter was born sleeping on July 30, 2022 at 38 weeks and 3 days due to an unexplained placental abruption. We are longing and grieving tremendously for our sweet Sadie.
My Aunt who has passed, had four still birth daughters. Single births. At the age of 35 she gave birth to my cousin, a boy at 7 months along. He made it and is healthy to this day. There is hope for you.
She is absolutely the most beautiful baby!!!! I am so very sorry for your loss. I want to thank you for sharing her with me. You are so gracious, so brave and strong. I will keep you and your baby in my prayers. I feel like I want to know the rest of your story... like I need to know that you and your baby are well and happy. I would love to see you holding your new born, a healthy baby I would love to see the joy on your faces when you finally get to hold and take home your healthy baby!! May God bless you and keep you. Thank you so very much for sharing yours and Hazel's story. And Tad"s.
Oh sweet Taylor, I wish there was something I could do to help ease your pain. Hazel is such a cutie pie. I can definately see why you are so proud of her. God Bless You and your family. May Angel Hazel Mae rest peacefully in the arms of Jesus 🙏🏼💖
Hazel 'Rae' as she had her uncle's middle name. Sorry to point it out but I think it's important for little Hazel to be named properly for her parents' sake too.....
So sorry mommy and praying for a healthy 🙏 baby! My youngest daughter and son-in-law lost their baby girl, Lynnlee Kyra to a rare neural tube defect in April 2021. We are now eagerly waiting and trusting God for a healthy baby boy, Ryker this April. 🙏 💙 I'll pray for your sweet baby on the way. 😇😇
I felt so emotional listening to this.i send all my condolences to Hazel rae,s parents and the rest of her family.xx.may god rest Hazel rae,s soul in peace.xx.i send all my love to the family.xxx
I completely understand what Hazel‘s mom meant about please get this dead baby out of me when I was told there was no heartbeat and that I needed to go home and let things just happen I just had the willies about having a dead baby in me I thought this is creepy but it’s a natural thought for something that is unnatural. I’m so very sorry for your loss Hazel was so beautiful! ♥️💔♥️
I've never been pregnant, so I've never experienced anything like this, but I cry for you and your sweet, precious little girl, she was very beautiful too, when losses like this happen do parents ever get a reason why? I've asked my friend who's a PICU nurse, she thinks that something is not right somewhere within these little babies, then nature takes it's course, still, to me, this is an human being, she or he is still your child, always, please let us know how you're doing and hope for this pregnancy and future ones, your babies will be born alive, I struggle to say the right words for you and others who've also lost their babies.
Thank you Justelle for asking these questions. Some parents are able to know what has caused the death of their child and these can range from a cord around the neck, to chromosomal defects, to and infection that transfers to the child. With our own son Brannan, the partial autopsy showed that there wasn't any one thing that could point to his death. He did have a single umbilical artery, which is a slight increase of chance of stillbirth. He did have a circumvallate placenta, which also has a slightly higher chance of stillbirth. The report listed about 15 thing that all cause a slightly higher chance of stillbirth, but there was no specific cause for us.
Thank you for your sympathy and kind words. I think for many who have had a stillborn, there are findings that stray from normal, but not one specific thing that they can pinpoint as cause of death. As for my pregnancy, we did have a healthy baby girl who is now 5 months old.
@@TAYLORrene07 Congratulations on finally getting your happy ending. Your baby in Heaven will be looking down on you, keeping you all safe, and especially her little sister.🙏🏻
I know from reading different studies they think if their is no reason found it could be the placenta deteriorating too early. With my little boy it was a placenta abruption due to high blood pressure.
I’m so very sorry for the loss of your precious Hazel 😔. My first daughter was stillborn at 39 weeks... she stopped moving and I went in and there was no heartbeat. My baby was born with what’s known as a three time nuchal wrap. I’m telling my story because this happened in the early 80’s and I felt utterly on my own with what happened. I had no way of talking to someone who had had this happen... no internet and no personal stories like this one. I hope you know that your sharing your story is helping countless women who have experienced a stillbirth. I found myself sobbing reliving my daughter Rebekah Grace’s birth. It still hurts after all these years. 🙏 Thank you so much. 😔💜
Thank you for sharing your very personal story and sharing your sweet Hazel with us. I am so sorry for yours (and your hubby and families loss). Like you I am a nurse ( I am NICU nurse) and like you I have also had my own journey of loss on my road to having 3 children on earth and yet to spite of my personal and professional experience I never know what to say times feel like a broken record repeating that same exact phrase but I don’t know what to say and I’m never a big fan of all of the clichés that people say with great intentions but yet it’s personally never made me feel any better so I work really hard not to see them instead I just remind people that they are loved that it is OK to feel any emotions at any time make sure you take care of yourself and know that it is not your fault and I pray that God blesses you and your family and that you have peace and joy and I pray for healing hearts. We all know that the pain never goes away it is always a part of our story and a part of who we are going forward but I always pray that the Lord heals peoples hearts in a way that only He can do and then he will continue to put people in your life that you’ll be able to share Hazel’s story with and people that will encourage and uplift you. Again, I am so very sorry, lots of prayers, lots of hugs and love coming your way. 🙏🏻
Hazel really suits her name. So adorable looking!!! Big hugs. Truly heart breaking. My friend lacked a vitamin. I got the opportunity to adopt a bright 7 year old girl but sadley her mom died of cancer before she signed the papers and I missed out. She now lives with a cousin. The child now 14. Still feel a sense of loss.
I am grateful for this story. I've lost two babies in 12 and 8 weeks. I remember thinking it would be better to lose them later in the pregnancy so I would have something to remeber them by. I was ashamed of this thought because stillbirth is considered to be much more tragic than miscarriage. Well, I almost wished they were stillborn instead of just lost, with everone around me dismissing my pain, making claims they were not even real babies yet. When this mother said she feels blessed because she had this time with Hazel and didn't with the other babies it was like a stab in my heart. I somehow always felt unworthy to even compare my loses to someone who lost a baby that was 'ready' to be born. It gives me peace to have my grief acknowledged by this mother. I always wanted to tell everyone about my son and daughter Charlie and Suzie (we did genetic testing), even though their story is so short, but it's just uncomfortable even for my closest family. Thank you for giving those parents a safe space to share the stories of their children.
I just want to say to you you were the mother of the two lost baby's and you always will be there mum.they may have been small but they were yours and they were real humans growing so they are just as important.when my son was born at 28 weeks he lived a week only people kept saying get over it and have another which I considered offensive.hope your ok my dear bless you❤
Awww Hazel is beautiful 🤍 These stories break my heart, and I wish this type of stuff was around in 2003. I lost my son (I was 21 and first stillborn pt of my doctors)- I thought this was a 1 and 200million that this ever happens so i kept to myself. Fell deep into depression. Autopsies are frustrating- i didnt get an answer but from the report and a crazy ad on TV about short umbilical cords. I looked back at his exam and placentas- his was just under 30cm. Since it was 18yrs ago, statute of limitations is up. Not that any lawsuit would bring by baby boy back, but still. He was also 10lbs even and almost 42 weeks- Im struggling now yet. I don’t wish this on anyone. Thank you mama for sharing your story of Hazel. I hope you can give an update on your rainbow baby on its way 🌈
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It is something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. I definitely struggle with anxiety and PTSD now, but God and therapy help. This was actually recorded awhile back and our little rainbow was born healthy. She’s 5 months old now 💕
absolutely heartbreaking 💔 Hazel was beyond beautiful 💖 thank you for sharing your story. you're very brave and I hope the future brings joy to your hearts xx
Thank you for sharing your story! Your baby was beautiful and I thought your hubby was sooo sweet when it came to the funeral. I am happy he got to walk her down the aisle and got to look nice for her. I am also so happy you all had a little family car ride!! Best wishes!
Sweet Taylor & Tad, I am so so very sorry for the loss of your absolutely gorgeous baby girl Hazel Rae👼🏻 & your other two precious Angel 👼🏻👼🏻 babies as well. I pray nothing but great things for you & your husband from now on. I pray you have a safe & uneventful pregnancy with a healthy bundle of joy with your pregnancy now. You both deserve nothing but the very best this World has to offer. Love from another Mother who has lost her Angel 👼🏻
Thank you so much for sharing. So very sad but also beautifully and humbly told. How precious those photos must be to you both. I have four sons but miscarried twins at 12 weeks and was lucky enough to hold them..although very small. The Genetic Team ran tests on them but like yourselves...there was nothing obviously wrong. I also miscarried a single baby but had to have a little operation to remove him or her as I didn't miscarry spontaneously. We won't ever forget these babies that we lost but there is joy in the privilege of being pregnant with them and acknowledging them and telling our boys about them. Thank you again and God bless. Hazel looked so beautiful. Xx
My son and daughter-in- law have miscarried 4 times. I can't even imagine the heartbreak that they or you all feel. Thank you for telling your story!!!!!
I lost my baby girl, Jasmine, stillborn full term 36 weeks. Her heart stopped on her due date. Nov 27, 2005. My placenta stopped working 2 weeks before her due date. She was perfect, looked like she should just open her eyes and be OK.
How truly awful for you; the timing of this devastating event is just so..... unbelievably heartbreaking. I offer my sincerest sympathies to you and your family.😞
Your words ring so clearly .why her..why us. My daughter lost her first born son in 2009. It was the most awful, horrendous thing we have ever experienced as a family. I do not understand why you or her had this happen. I never will. It sickens me. I am so sorry for your loss.
I’ve watched many of these videos but this video has truly broke me especially listening to what the Dad has had to say. I’m so use to the Moms having such heartfelt words to say but Dads seldom have so much to say.
So sorry for your loss . My grandson is suppose to be born tomorrow and he will only be 34 weeks . My daughter in laws water broke the day after her shower at 32 weeks and has been in the hospital since . I have been praying so much for my grandson and son and daughter-in-law. This just popped up and mad me so sad . I have been so worried about him and then this comes up and he is only 34 weeks . My prayers for this family and my own .
I know the pain and heart break i lost my baby at 38wks still born in 2005 the pain never goes away i know he's looking down on me he's in my heart forever.
I have two sons, with Jesus, it is a long story and they were grown, however to loose one so young breaks my heart as well!!! She is an Angel and a blessed one.
I know the pain .I am 79,and still cry for my babies that died .God bless..
We are so sorry.
Have faith in the resurrection
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I am so very sorry 🥺❤️❤️🪶🪶❤️❤️
My daughter was still born on August 5, 1968. Back then, when you gave birth to a stillborn child, they treated you as if you hadn't had a baby at all. I was underage, so my parents got to make the decisions regarding her. Both of my parents are gone now and I have absolutely no idea what happened to my baby girl's body. and maybe it's better that I don't know. But every time August 5th rolls around, it's is just the worst thing ever. 53 years ago and I will never ever forget my baby girl. I saw her once and I have one photo of her.
Thank you for sharing your daughters story. We are so sorry for your pain.
So sorry for your loss of your baby girl. Things were very different back then.
So sorry
Sorry for your loss... 💝
I'm praying for you to allow yourself to grieve for your Baby Girl, so that future anniversaries aren't the "worst", maybe still hard but not the worst. My Mom had a Stillborn, they didn't allow her to even name her baby... They just did different back then.... 1980.
August 5th is our Wedding Anniversary.... I will think of you and your baby girl.... I pray you know that God is the one who gives life and sustain it. We are still believing for children. I have names already. Even with miscarriages, the loss is enormous. What helped me is knowing God is in control.... whether we are young or old.... tragedy can strike.
May all those seeking motherhood find it... whether it's natural, adoption, fostering, etc. 🕊
Im so sorry. What a heavy burden for your heart. Id like to think we will be all knowing some day soon. Hugs i cant imagine.
You are so well-spoken Taylor and honored your precious baby so beautifully. I’m so sorry for your loss. Heart felt and heart wrenching. She’s absolutely so adorable & precious.
This picture of Mom holding her baby looking down at her while laying on the bed is absolutely PRICELESS!
Hazel is so beautiful. So sorry for your loss.
I hope that her current pregnancy and future birth goes well, God knows she deserves it. The story of Hazel was beautiful. God Bless.
Thank you so much.
Hi! My pregnancy after loss was so difficult, but we made it! Our daughter is 5 months old now and Hazel would be 1.5 years old.
@@TAYLORrene07 congratulations on this baby! and sorry for ur first one loss .. and pray for ur family to stay strong and stay in Love always. God bless.
@@TAYLORrene07 I'm so sorry for your loss. Happy your 5 month old baby girl made it and is striving in this world. May hazel rest in peace and may good things happen to you and your family, God bless you.
@@TAYLORrene07 Thank you so much for sharing Hazels story and birth with us. And thank you for updating on your new baby! I cried watching your story and just want you to know that many of us moms appreciate your bravery in sharing.
I had a live birth at 16 years old , then 15 miscarriages and a stillbirth , then a hydatiform mole pregnancy. I had no hope left but then fell pregnant with my son at 40 years of age and then my miracle last born son when I was 45 years old . My message is never give up hope
I love this Mom! She has a sense of humor and a sense of WTF about the loss of baby Hazel. I feel like when you process grief, one of the steps is saying, “This sucks.” And you do whatever you can to make it through each day. Eventually, you come to a point where you can look back and process the events and almost laugh in amazement about how horrific the situation was and wonder how you ever got through it. But she did and she’s a stronger person for it. I heard she now has a baby Earthside & that’s awesome. I wish Mom, Dad and their family lots of love, fun & memories for rest of rternity
God truly created perfection. Your baby is beautiful. Stay strong.
She truly is an absolutely beautiful baby. Bless this family for all they have been through. 💕
Thank you so much.
Your daughter was perfect and beautiful.
I’m currently 36 weeks pregnant I can’t even imagine going through this my heart absolutely breaks for you guys! I’m so sorry for your loss!!
Thank you so much. We pray for you and your delivery
It happens but you do get over it and live a happy life
Yeah it’s exceptionally sad for us to hear this heartbreak story. My daughter is currently expecting after a birth and 2 losses. She knows full
Well this can happen but I wouldn’t want her to watch this. My sister lost a live birth shortly after giving birth to her daughter. So very sad
I had a baby son who died of SIDS at 8 weeks 34 years ago. You always feel the loss and I never stop wondering how life would be if he lived.
We are so sorry for your loss. The pain never leave us, but the love is always there.
Hi I also had a baby girl Daniela Louise she died of Sid’s she was 4 months the loss was so prefound and there’s not a day goes by that I wonder what she look when she got married and what her children and my grandchildren would look like I do miss her so so much 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
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@@StillAPartofUs hello…I just stumbled across your channel in the wee hours of the morning and I'm listening to Hazels story now... Her mom said she just wishes the pictures the now I lay me down to sleep photographer had taken were in color instead of black and white? Idk if you're able to contact her, but if you can, can you please let her know that there are apps that can change the pictures? Colorize is an app on the Apple store and for Android there are two I see.. Colorize Images and Photoshop Elements... I hope that helps...
RIP Hazel.. Fly beautiful angel fly
👼🏼👼🏼💔💔🙏🙏🙏 yt
Best wishes
😢 I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl 😢. I can't even imagine..Sending Virtual Hugs, And love
What a perfect special little girl. I am so sorry for your loss.
Thank you for sharing such a bittersweet story of your precious baby girl Hazel Rae….tears are flowing….She was a beautiful baby…I’m so very sorry for your losses…..My prayers 🙏🏻 for healing…I’ve had 4 miscarriages & zero live births. After my last one, I stopped…I never got pregnant again 💔💔💔💔 was enough, mentally I couldn’t go through that again. I’m praying 🙏🏻 for a live & healthy birth this time around.
Thank you so much. And we are so sorry for your losses. The heartbreak and mental strain is so real and so hard. We hope that you are doing well.
Don't give up! It took me 15 yrs to have mine🤗
My heart goes out to them ,to deliver a perfect beautiful girl and then not being able to discover what caused her premature death must be heart breaking 💔 I suffered 4 miscarriages but finally had a girl and then a boy so there is always hope and a happy ending 🥰
I had a tubal pregnancy and was told I could never have kids and I didn’t. I was only pregnant the one time. I didn’t know I was pregnant until I almost died. My eggs were multiplying in my tube and tried to implant instead of traveling to the womb. I would have had more than one or at least three. The pain never goes away. RIP Hazel Rae 👼💐
@@suzannaj3834 that must have been devastating news for you and you have my sincerest sympathies.😞💔😢
She’s beautiful u should be proud of her she is ur angels looking down on her family she loves you also much
Thank you so much.
What a precious perfect little angel so sorry for your loss Sending Love and Prayers
Thank you so much.
Your baby was beautiful,so sorry.Sending positive vibes for the safe delivery of your baby💕
Thank you so much.
Thank you so much! The baby I was carrying when this was recorded was born healthy and is 5 months old now ❤️
She’s absolutely beautiful, perfect angelic doll… I’m so sorry for your loss. May you be blessed with your current pregnancy with a beautiful baby. 😊
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost 3 babies during pregnancy and had 6 children. The pain never goes away, but you will get through it. I pray you have a successful pregnancy and another beautiful baby someday. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family and sweet Hazel. 💓🙏
What a perfect, beautiful little girl she was. I'm so sorry for your loss♡♡
Although I’ve left several comments for the mothers and fathers that have shared their beautiful stories since I have found this channel. I just wanted to take a moment to leave a comment for Winter and Lee you guys have just amazingly calming voices. You both have beautiful voices very much meant for podcasts, TH-cam, TV etc. but you guys also just were meant to do this clearly God has taken your grief and pain and given you an amazing voice and platform to share that with others and allow other parents a place to share as well. And to allow listeners that might be going through this at home an outlet too. Words just cannot express what a beautiful job both of you do as I listen to you both you always just say the perfect thing you know when to be quiet and let the person talk and you know when to ask questions or when to comfort or when to say things it’s just really cool and I am kind of rambling (which I am known to do lol) but I just wanted to let you guys know that you really do an amazing job you have a great gift and are definitely a blessing I hope you continue this journey I feel like it’s a beautiful ministry and it’s awesome to make sure that the world knows that just because somebody has lost a baby either by stillborn or early infant death that they are still a part of their family and it should certainly be shared so thank you.
Although this comment was supposed to be a joyous one complementing you both on the amazing work you’re doing I do want to send my condolences prayers and love on the loss of your son thank you for sharing your personal story as well. My heart truly aches for your family pray for continued healing for you both. 🙏🏻
Thank you. When we were talking about how we can help other parents who have lost children, we were hesitant to do this (we started the podcast first) and have parents talk about something so dear and special to them. Now that we have talked with so many parents and have read how these children have touched the lives of so many people, we have come to the realization these children and parents will continue on in life and bless everyone they have influence on.
Thank you, and thank you for reaching out. SAPOU
Hazel is a beautiful little girl and tour pictures are so precious. I’m just so sorry. God bless your family. 💖
Thank you so much.
I can't even begin to imagine the pain and trauma this family has been and continues to go through. There truly is nothing comparable to losing a child. My thoughts and prayers are with you all, and I wish you nothing but the best for your current pregnancy, and for your future. I'm sure Hazel will be right there with you watching over you and her sibling though. God bless ❤️
Thank you so much for those sweet words.
This is so heartbreaking, I hope their rainbow baby is having a healthy beautiful life with them! 💔
I lost twins and hemorrhaged nearly died am so sorry for the loss my heart goes out to you xxx
I was truely touched by your personal story and I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter Hazel Rae. I hope that the memories of the life she had within you for 36 weeks bring you joy and comfort and the precious days when you held her ease your heartache. God bless you all ❤️
Thank you so much.
She is absolutely beautiful ❤
What a perfect little Angel, my heart breaks for you,mom and dad💔😭😭 Please accept my deepest condolences. "Fly high,Hazel,'till we meet again,sweet girl"🌈🌈🌈
Thank you so much.
Oh my, so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story. I cannot fathom the shock and being unprepared for the unthinkable. I’m currently 19 weeks pregnant with a trisomy 13 son who is deemed incompatible with life. Even though mine will result in a loss shortly after birth, at least I have some time to accept and process. I hope you found some peace. The photo of mom holding Hazel in her hands with the bow is so beautiful.
She’s beautiful🕊
Oh hun so so sorry I just lost my little boy to stillbirth 2 months ago I hope your doing ok although I’m glad you are able to prepare there is still nothing to help with the loss of any child I hope our hearts will heal in time.
Your baby was beautiful, you will see her again
Such a heartbreaking story!! Sending prayers and love!! I pray that this pregnancy gives you a precious rainbow baby!!!🙏❤
Thank you so much.
Thank you! We did have our rainbow baby and she is 5 months old now!
Such a sweet beautiful baby. My heart goes out to you and Tad. God bless the 3 of you.
You are so kind
Thankyou for sharing your pain Taylor, lm so glad that Tad got his new suit and walked his little Girl down the aisle.
May God carry you through life🙏
They are such proud parents to their little Hazel. Thank you.
I am so sorry for your loss of Hazel and I grieve for you and your family.
Thank you so much.
@@StillAPartofUs you’re welcome.
She is a beautiful angel for sure!!! My heart breaks for you and your family. I pray that your now pregnancy goes smoothly and you will have the sweet little one you so much deserve. Baby Hazel has her wings and is in paradise with the other little angels. My prayers for you!! ❤️🙏
We are currently asking the same question, why us? My perfect granddaughter was born sleeping on July 30, 2022 at 38 weeks and 3 days due to an unexplained placental abruption. We are longing and grieving tremendously for our sweet Sadie.
Be assured she is alive in heaven. And you all will meet her after your physical deaths.
This story brought tear to my eyes😢God bless the family I hope everyone is excellent
Thank you so much.
My Aunt who has passed, had four still birth daughters. Single births. At the age of 35 she gave birth to my cousin, a boy at 7 months along. He made it and is healthy to this day. There is hope for you.
We are so happy to hear this, thank you for sharing.
She is absolutely the most beautiful baby!!!! I am so very sorry for your loss. I want to thank you for sharing her with me. You are so gracious, so brave and strong. I will keep you and your baby in my prayers. I feel like I want to know the rest of your story... like I need to know that you and your baby are well and happy. I would love to see you holding your new born, a healthy baby I would love to see the joy on your faces when you finally get to hold and take home your healthy baby!! May God bless you and keep you. Thank you so very much for sharing yours and Hazel's story. And Tad"s.
Thank you so much.
I'm so sorry for your loss of hazel she was a beautiful baby may she rest in peace
Oh sweet Taylor, I wish there was something I could do to help ease your pain. Hazel is such a cutie pie. I can definately see why you are so proud of her. God Bless You and your family. May Angel Hazel Mae rest peacefully in the arms of Jesus 🙏🏼💖
Thank you so much.
Hazel 'Rae' as she had her uncle's middle name. Sorry to point it out but I think it's important for little Hazel to be named properly for her parents' sake too.....
She's a beautiful!! So sorry for your loss.🙏💖🙏
Thank you so much.
So sorry mommy and praying for a healthy 🙏 baby! My youngest daughter and son-in-law lost their baby girl, Lynnlee Kyra to a rare neural tube defect in April 2021. We are now eagerly waiting and trusting God for a healthy baby boy, Ryker this April. 🙏 💙
I'll pray for your sweet baby on the way.
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We are so sorry for the loss in your family. We are praying for you and your children.
What a beautiful child she was.
Your baby is beautiful! Sorry for your loss of Hazel.
Thank you so very much.
I am so sorry for your loss. This deeply touched my heart ❤️. Rest in peace, pretty little Hazel ❤️.
I felt so emotional listening to this.i send all my condolences to Hazel rae,s parents and the rest of her family.xx.may god rest Hazel rae,s soul in peace.xx.i send all my love to the family.xxx
Thank you so much.
Hazel Rae is such a beautiful perfect little baby girl. I so feel your pain. Sending you love and hope for your future, stay strong ❤️xx
Thank you so much.
Such a perfect little gitl ..who will stay forever in your hearts🙏❤..
Thank you so much.
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us. Praying for you and Tad and your family. 🛐⚓🛐
Thank you so much.
I completely understand what Hazel‘s mom meant about please get this dead baby out of me when I was told there was no heartbeat and that I needed to go home and let things just happen I just had the willies about having a dead baby in me I thought this is creepy but it’s a natural thought for something that is unnatural. I’m so very sorry for your loss Hazel was so beautiful! ♥️💔♥️
What a beautiful little girl 💕I’m praying for you both 🙏🏼
Thank you so much.
Thank you for sharing with us your baby girl Hazel
Thank you so very much.
I've never been pregnant, so I've never experienced anything like this, but I cry for you and your sweet, precious little girl, she was very beautiful too, when losses like this happen do parents ever get a reason why? I've asked my friend who's a PICU nurse, she thinks that something is not right somewhere within these little babies, then nature takes it's course, still, to me, this is an human being, she or he is still your child, always, please let us know how you're doing and hope for this pregnancy and future ones, your babies will be born alive, I struggle to say the right words for you and others who've also lost their babies.
Thank you Justelle for asking these questions. Some parents are able to know what has caused the death of their child and these can range from a cord around the neck, to chromosomal defects, to and infection that transfers to the child. With our own son Brannan, the partial autopsy showed that there wasn't any one thing that could point to his death. He did have a single umbilical artery, which is a slight increase of chance of stillbirth. He did have a circumvallate placenta, which also has a slightly higher chance of stillbirth. The report listed about 15 thing that all cause a slightly higher chance of stillbirth, but there was no specific cause for us.
Thank you for your sympathy and kind words. I think for many who have had a stillborn, there are findings that stray from normal, but not one specific thing that they can pinpoint as cause of death. As for my pregnancy, we did have a healthy baby girl who is now 5 months old.
@@TAYLORrene07 Congratulations on finally getting your happy ending. Your baby in Heaven will be looking down on you, keeping you all safe, and especially her little sister.🙏🏻
I know from reading different studies they think if their is no reason found it could be the placenta deteriorating too early. With my little boy it was a placenta abruption due to high blood pressure.
She’s beautiful!!❤
So so sorry for your loss. Hazel was a beauty and my heart breaks for you and your husband. May you find peace in the future 🙏🏼
I’m so very sorry for the loss of your precious Hazel 😔.
My first daughter was stillborn at 39 weeks... she stopped moving and I went in and there was no heartbeat. My baby was born with what’s known as a three time nuchal wrap.
I’m telling my story because this happened in the early 80’s and I felt utterly on my own with what happened. I had no way of talking to someone who had had this happen... no internet and no personal stories like this one.
I hope you know that your sharing your story is helping countless women who have experienced a stillbirth. I found myself sobbing reliving my daughter Rebekah Grace’s birth. It still hurts after all these years. 🙏 Thank you so much. 😔💜
I lost my baby girls 2 days before her due date. I never got to see her and no photos.😢 so glad the times have changed for,the better.
This was so sad😔😪😪😪i cried so much.
You deserve to be happy and may god bless you.
Thank you so much.
Thank you for sharing your very personal story and sharing your sweet Hazel with us. I am so sorry for yours (and your hubby and families loss). Like you I am a nurse ( I am NICU nurse) and like you I have also had my own journey of loss on my road to having 3 children on earth and yet to spite of my personal and professional experience I never know what to say times feel like a broken record repeating that same exact phrase but I don’t know what to say and I’m never a big fan of all of the clichés that people say with great intentions but yet it’s personally never made me feel any better so I work really hard not to see them instead I just remind people that they are loved that it is OK to feel any emotions at any time make sure you take care of yourself and know that it is not your fault and I pray that God blesses you and your family and that you have peace and joy and I pray for healing hearts. We all know that the pain never goes away it is always a part of our story and a part of who we are going forward but I always pray that the Lord heals peoples hearts in a way that only He can do and then he will continue to put people in your life that you’ll be able to share Hazel’s story with and people that will encourage and uplift you. Again, I am so very sorry, lots of prayers, lots of hugs and love coming your way. 🙏🏻
Such a beautiful little baby.
She flew to Jesus and lives❤️❤️!
Thank you so much.
Hazel really suits her name. So adorable looking!!! Big hugs. Truly heart breaking. My friend lacked a vitamin. I got the opportunity to adopt a bright 7 year old girl but sadley her mom died of cancer before she signed the papers and I missed out. She now lives with a cousin. The child now 14. Still feel a sense of loss.
Thank you so much.
Oh she's so beautifull so sorry for your loss bless her she's an angel looking down on you both xx
Thank you so much.
I am so sorry for the loss of your children!
Thank you so much.
I just want to send all my warmest wishes for you and your family ❤
Thank you so much.
sorry for your loss she is angel baby god bless you.
Thank you so much.
I am grateful for this story. I've lost two babies in 12 and 8 weeks. I remember thinking it would be better to lose them later in the pregnancy so I would have something to remeber them by. I was ashamed of this thought because stillbirth is considered to be much more tragic than miscarriage. Well, I almost wished they were stillborn instead of just lost, with everone around me dismissing my pain, making claims they were not even real babies yet. When this mother said she feels blessed because she had this time with Hazel and didn't with the other babies it was like a stab in my heart. I somehow always felt unworthy to even compare my loses to someone who lost a baby that was 'ready' to be born. It gives me peace to have my grief acknowledged by this mother. I always wanted to tell everyone about my son and daughter Charlie and Suzie (we did genetic testing), even though their story is so short, but it's just uncomfortable even for my closest family. Thank you for giving those parents a safe space to share the stories of their children.
I just want to say to you you were the mother of the two lost baby's and you always will be there mum.they may have been small but they were yours and they were real humans growing so they are just as important.when my son was born at 28 weeks he lived a week only people kept saying get over it and have another which I considered offensive.hope your ok my dear bless you❤
Awww Hazel is beautiful 🤍
These stories break my heart, and I wish this type of stuff was around in 2003. I lost my son (I was 21 and first stillborn pt of my doctors)- I thought this was a 1 and 200million that this ever happens so i kept to myself. Fell deep into depression.
Autopsies are frustrating- i didnt get an answer but from the report and a crazy ad on TV about short umbilical cords. I looked back at his exam and placentas- his was just under 30cm. Since it was 18yrs ago, statute of limitations is up. Not that any lawsuit would bring by baby boy back, but still. He was also 10lbs even and almost 42 weeks- Im struggling now yet. I don’t wish this on anyone.
Thank you mama for sharing your story of Hazel. I hope you can give an update on your rainbow baby on its way 🌈
We are so sorry for your loss.
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It is something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. I definitely struggle with anxiety and PTSD now, but God and therapy help.
This was actually recorded awhile back and our little rainbow was born healthy. She’s 5 months old now 💕
O my she's so beautiful and perfect.❤️
Thank you so much.
absolutely heartbreaking 💔 Hazel was beyond beautiful 💖 thank you for sharing your story. you're very brave and I hope the future brings joy to your hearts xx
Thank you so much.
Thank you for sharing your story! Your baby was beautiful and I thought your hubby was sooo sweet when it came to the funeral. I am happy he got to walk her down the aisle and got to look nice for her. I am also so happy you all had a little family car ride!! Best wishes!
I'm so very sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl ❤️ Hugs and prayers 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌸🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺
Thank you for sharing. I went through the same thing last August (31 weeks). The pain is unbearable but God knows why. ❤️❤️❤️
We are so sorry for your loss.
She was so beautiful ❤️
Sweet Taylor & Tad, I am so so very sorry for the loss of your absolutely gorgeous baby girl Hazel Rae👼🏻 & your other two precious Angel 👼🏻👼🏻 babies as well.
I pray nothing but great things for you & your husband from now on. I pray you have a safe & uneventful pregnancy with a healthy bundle of joy with your pregnancy now. You both deserve nothing but the very best this World has to offer. Love from another Mother who has lost her Angel 👼🏻
Thank you so much. And we are so sorry for your own loss.
@@StillAPartofUs Thank you so very much 🙏🏻❤️
She was beautiful
Thank you so much.
Thank you so much for sharing. So very sad but also beautifully and humbly told. How precious those photos must be to you both. I have four sons but miscarried twins at 12 weeks and was lucky enough to hold them..although very small. The Genetic Team ran tests on them but like yourselves...there was nothing obviously wrong. I also miscarried a single baby but had to have a little operation to remove him or her as I didn't miscarry spontaneously. We won't ever forget these babies that we lost but there is joy in the privilege of being pregnant with them and acknowledging them and telling our boys about them. Thank you again and God bless. Hazel looked so beautiful. Xx
Thank you for sharing your story.
My son and daughter-in- law have miscarried 4 times. I can't even imagine the heartbreak that they or you all feel. Thank you for telling your story!!!!!
I lost my baby girl, Jasmine, stillborn full term 36 weeks. Her heart stopped on her due date. Nov 27, 2005. My placenta stopped working 2 weeks before her due date. She was perfect, looked like she should just open her eyes and be OK.
We are so sorry.
How truly awful for you; the timing of this devastating event is just so..... unbelievably heartbreaking. I offer my sincerest sympathies to you and your family.😞
I am soooo sorry. You will meet your Girl in a later Time in Heaven 😇❣
Thank you so much.
Your words ring so clearly .why her..why us. My daughter lost her first born son in 2009. It was the most awful, horrendous thing we have ever experienced as a family. I do not understand why you or her had this happen. I never will. It sickens me. I am so sorry for your loss.
I’ve watched many of these videos but this video has truly broke me especially listening to what the Dad has had to say. I’m so use to the Moms having such heartfelt words to say but Dads seldom have so much to say.
Hazel is a beautiful baby xxx a true angel
So sad 😞 😔So sorry you guys lose your beautiful baby girl. Those pictures is awesome to have and memories.
Thanks so much, and it is so nice to have these photos.
I am also sorry for your other losses.may they rest in peace.xx
You are so brave. And what a lovely name for a sweet little angel♥️💔
You are so kind, thank you.
@@StillAPartofUs Thank you...prayers and blessings from Germany♥️
At the end I lost it I can't stop crying 😢
Though it is sad, we hope you can feel the love that loss parents have for their own children and celebrate with us.
I definitely do
Hazel is perfectly beautiful so sorry for your sad loss xx 🙏💞
She was definitely a beauty. So perfect ❤️
Fly high, sweet hazel. I hope you and tad have your rainbow baby one day! Sorry so she passed. She was absolutely beautiful
So sorry for your loss . My grandson is suppose to be born tomorrow and he will only be 34 weeks . My daughter in laws water broke the day after her shower at 32 weeks and has been in the hospital since . I have been praying so much for my grandson and son and daughter-in-law. This just popped up and mad me so sad . I have been so worried about him and then this comes up and he is only 34 weeks . My prayers for this family and my own .
And our prayers are with you and your family.
God will take care of you and this precious baby
I know the pain and heart break i lost my baby at 38wks still born in 2005 the pain never goes away i know he's looking down on me he's in my heart forever.
I am so sorry for there loss.... I can't even begin to know how they feel. Story told beautifully... God Bless ✝
Thank you so very much.
Send you all love x
iam so sorry for yall and yall family. God bless and may she R.I.P. and may God bless yall with a baby to keep
SOOOOOOOO SORRY for your loss
God bless you both!!!
Thank you.
I have two sons, with Jesus, it is a long story and they were grown, however to loose one so young breaks my heart as well!!!
She is an Angel and a blessed one.