Bibi DID give Ren great support during his darkest time imaginable, she started Rens gofundme that raised enough money for him to travel abroad to see specialists, ultimately leading the the correct Lyme Disease diagnosis.
Complex situations to balance self help and helping other. Bibi slept on tbe floor next to his bed holding his hand when he thought he would die one night. Full of empathy for both of them.
Still don't know why my bf hasn't left. I got ill when we were only 6 months into a relationship. Chronic pain, hypermobility, injuries built up and complications from injuries over decades of hypermobility, surgeries, trying to figure out what's wrong, major depressive disorder (go figure, when you hurt 24/7... who'd have guessed you might get depressed lol), panic and anxiety, cptsd, adhd, and agoraphobia.... just to list some. And yet.... 10 years as of last October. I don't know where he gets the strength... and i don't know what he sees that's worth that much strength. This song is everything in a nutshell of my biggest fear. That he'll wake up one day and realize that I'm not worth it. But i love him so much. And i couldn't do it without him. I'm glad he loves me enough to stay, but I'd completely understand if he didn't. It's so terrifying. Thank you for your wonderful reactions. 💜🌻🕊💜
Please look into something called EDS syndrome. It's called The invisible disease. Because it goes undetected despite people trying to get help with doctors. Hypomobility is one of the number one signs of this condition. It is a degenerative genetic condition that causes all the collagen in your body to break down overtime. Which is the glue that holds your entire body together. My identical twin brother and I weren't diagnosed with it until we were 26 years old at a genetic clinic. At which point we had already been heavy construction and log cabin builders for over a decade. The residual damage we sustained from that period caused us unspeakable agony. We simply didn't know why. Until it was too late. I hope this can help you look in the right direction. Please be careful with the medical system. And stay the hell away from big pharma. Most the damage done to myself and brother came because of them. They are incapable of helping people like us, because all they do is give big pharma poisons while getting kickbacks. None of which helps. You need to give your body what it's missing. And find natural non chemical alternatives to help with all the pain and discomfort. I know it's difficult. But this comes after decades of suffering and misdiagnosis after misdiagnosis. The medical system is not there to help you. It's there to keep you sick while robbing you and everyone you love of what they spent their whole life working for. I don't want you to go through what I did. But there is help out there for people like us. But you have to get it from those who actually know what they're talking about. And a hospital is the last place you will find it. There's a reason why every hospital has a morgue in the basement. They kill more people than they save. And the number one cause of death on Earth is medical malpractice along with big pharma poisons. I'm not trying to be negative. Only spare you the soul crushing pain of being ignored and mistreated for decades. I wouldn't wish what my twin brother and I went through on anyone. You're worth more than that. And God bless your boyfriend for staying. That's not something even most husbands have been known to do. Which says more about him and his character than anything else ever could.
My understanding is that she was instrumental in fundraising for the first thing that actually started Ren on the road to recovery. She helped save him in a way.
Great reaction as always! As someone who has lived with depression my whole life along with being a recovering addict this song definitely hits home. The whole idea of running and moving hoping to out run my problems always sounds good too bad it doesn't work. Also your overall message at the end of the video is definitely appreciated.
Okay, I just had to resubscribe to you. This is weird because I never unsubscribed. I’ve had this happen 3 times in the last two days. Something glitchy is going on with TH-cam. Great reaction, Allie. 😉❤️✌️
So glad you did this one and gave your perspective on it. I see art and beauty in this piece. The piano,the heartbeat in 2nd verse. Even though I haven't felt the same experience personally, the beauty of this piece gets to me each time. I tear up every time I hear it. The pain and the emotion that ihe portrays is something that I can't remember ever feeling in a song. Thanks
Beautifully put and heart melting reaction. I started out a relationship turning myself into a victim with self pity living with crohns. Now in that same relationship, my now wife has been affected by sarcoidosis and I am busting my balls to support her and expensive alternative therapies as well as acting as a cheerleader for her confidence. Strange thing is I don't even feel my health is compromised anymore with my focus completely doing a 360. Thanks for reacting to this one it was raw.
As you see, this truly was Ren at the bottom at this point. He was skin and bones and knew he was close to losing it. Bibi was his girlfriend yet I'm sure the depth of this illness became too much.
Bibi DID give Ren great support during his darkest time imaginable, she started Rens gofundme that raised enough money for him to travel abroad to see specialists, ultimately leading the the correct Lyme Disease diagnosis.
Complex situations to balance self help and helping other. Bibi slept on tbe floor next to his bed holding his hand when he thought he would die one night. Full of empathy for both of them.
Still don't know why my bf hasn't left.
I got ill when we were only 6 months into a relationship. Chronic pain, hypermobility, injuries built up and complications from injuries over decades of hypermobility, surgeries, trying to figure out what's wrong, major depressive disorder (go figure, when you hurt 24/7... who'd have guessed you might get depressed lol), panic and anxiety, cptsd, adhd, and agoraphobia.... just to list some.
And yet....
10 years as of last October.
I don't know where he gets the strength... and i don't know what he sees that's worth that much strength.
This song is everything in a nutshell of my biggest fear. That he'll wake up one day and realize that I'm not worth it. But i love him so much. And i couldn't do it without him. I'm glad he loves me enough to stay, but I'd completely understand if he didn't.
It's so terrifying. Thank you for your wonderful reactions.
💜🌻🕊💜
The proof is in the pudding, The evidence is that he is still still there with you, you may have trouble seeing why, But I bet he doesn't.
Please look into something called EDS syndrome. It's called The invisible disease. Because it goes undetected despite people trying to get help with doctors. Hypomobility is one of the number one signs of this condition. It is a degenerative genetic condition that causes all the collagen in your body to break down overtime. Which is the glue that holds your entire body together. My identical twin brother and I weren't diagnosed with it until we were 26 years old at a genetic clinic. At which point we had already been heavy construction and log cabin builders for over a decade. The residual damage we sustained from that period caused us unspeakable agony. We simply didn't know why. Until it was too late. I hope this can help you look in the right direction. Please be careful with the medical system. And stay the hell away from big pharma. Most the damage done to myself and brother came because of them. They are incapable of helping people like us, because all they do is give big pharma poisons while getting kickbacks. None of which helps. You need to give your body what it's missing. And find natural non chemical alternatives to help with all the pain and discomfort. I know it's difficult. But this comes after decades of suffering and misdiagnosis after misdiagnosis. The medical system is not there to help you. It's there to keep you sick while robbing you and everyone you love of what they spent their whole life working for. I don't want you to go through what I did. But there is help out there for people like us. But you have to get it from those who actually know what they're talking about. And a hospital is the last place you will find it. There's a reason why every hospital has a morgue in the basement. They kill more people than they save. And the number one cause of death on Earth is medical malpractice along with big pharma poisons. I'm not trying to be negative. Only spare you the soul crushing pain of being ignored and mistreated for decades. I wouldn't wish what my twin brother and I went through on anyone. You're worth more than that. And God bless your boyfriend for staying. That's not something even most husbands have been known to do. Which says more about him and his character than anything else ever could.
Bibi left the relationship for the sake of her own mental health. She did help Ren raise some money for his stem cell treatment before she left.
Having to leave for your own health doesn’t always mean you don’t care. We all have to look after ourselves first and foremost.
My understanding is that she was instrumental in fundraising for the first thing that actually started Ren on the road to recovery. She helped save him in a way.
@@joshuawiedenbeck6944 Yes that is what I heard, she definitely cared about Ren, just had to leave for her own reasons.
Great reaction as always! As someone who has lived with depression my whole life along with being a recovering addict this song definitely hits home. The whole idea of running and moving hoping to out run my problems always sounds good too bad it doesn't work. Also your overall message at the end of the video is definitely appreciated.
Okay, I just had to resubscribe to you. This is weird because I never unsubscribed. I’ve had this happen 3 times in the last two days. Something glitchy is going on with TH-cam. Great reaction, Allie. 😉❤️✌️
Well thank you so very much for resubbin, I am grateful for your support and lovely words.
when this song came out Bibi was Ren girlfriend but they broke up little after this song came out
So glad you did this one and gave your perspective on it. I see art and beauty in this piece. The piano,the heartbeat in 2nd verse. Even though I haven't felt the same experience personally, the beauty of this piece gets to me each time. I tear up every time I hear it. The pain and the emotion that ihe portrays is something that I can't remember ever feeling in a song. Thanks
On a side note, I absolutely love those glasses on you!!! They suit so well
Beautifully put and heart melting reaction. I started out a relationship turning myself into a victim with self pity living with crohns. Now in that same relationship, my now wife has been affected by sarcoidosis and I am busting my balls to support her and expensive alternative therapies as well as acting as a cheerleader for her confidence. Strange thing is I don't even feel my health is compromised anymore with my focus completely doing a 360. Thanks for reacting to this one it was raw.
Thank you for the wonderful reaction!
Whose crying 😢.. I'm not crying
As you see, this truly was Ren at the bottom at this point. He was skin and bones and knew he was close to losing it. Bibi was his girlfriend yet I'm sure the depth of this illness became too much.