What strikes me is how many times and for how long the ego can reform itself or come at me with a new angle or point of view to make me believe I can't let go yet. Relentless! 😅
It’s so good at it 😂. It’s like the ego is always pushing exactly the right buttons at the right time to just delay from the moment. Finds a way to try to pull you into time.
@@amarperformance That must be what's happening with me then, because I'm unawakened and very confused by all this stuff. The more I hear the more confused and bewildered I get. Yet isn't it supposed to be the opposite ? I feel like I'm in a maze, trying to find the exit. It "does my head in", as they say. It makes me want to give up on all this in frustration. And I may end up having to do that, sadly.
Hey there, there's a channel called 'jamies channel' that has a video called "what is self realization? Full explanation and walkthrough". He talks about the same phenomenon you're talking about, you guys should really do a podcast type video together
It’s so reassuring when you say you 100% know that this is something that’s available to anyone and everyone. I truly need to hear that, as I’m sure many others do to. It can feel very overwhelming, frustrating and disheartening when you just don’t feel your progressing or getting it. Whatever it is. But as you say you have to want this more than anything and believe me I do. With every fibre of my being. So I will hold on to that reassurance from you and keep walking this path until I find what I’m searching for. I know it exists. I just have to find it.🙏
Take it or leave it, but from here, it sound's clearer and clearer each time I, see's / here's you Angel o. Beside the new format of presenting the video, there's a softness that seems new, not from you, not of you, but through you, making this space almost physical through you... clearly evident. 💙🙏
This video is one of your best so far for me. For a reason I ignore, for the first time, every questions point directly to absolutely nothing, an absolute stillness. No more thought about how stupid these questions are. Wonderful, thank you! Edit: ok you made me cry
Beautiful video as always Angelo. We don't always get round to posting a comment, but just to express how profoundly grateful we are for your presence and for all your insights, advice and guidance. You are an invaluable supportive companion on our journey of self realization ❤🙏
What can be baffling about these experiences of boundless consciousness is that they are invariably states that you struggle to hold onto with permanence. They can be capricious, opening up spontaneously, shutting down your default mode network and summoning with them such an ineffable blissful awareness - only to (often) dissipate within hours and fade from your grasp. These realizations can first arise as a result of a traumatic experience (which was my case). It can be weeks or months before it reoccurs, leaving your egoic mind scrambling to wrestle it back into existence. You can't rationalize it back into existence because it did not arrive as a result of the rational mind. Rather, in spite of it. I'm 51 and have been on The Path for 8 years. For me. awakening has been harrowing. It can empty out your life. Once it grabbed a hold of me, there was literally no going back. What you are chasing is indeed chasing you. There is nothing that will, or can, mean more. And yet I would never ask to go back to sleep. At least, that has been my experience (and every path is unique). Great video. All Love and Light on your journey, brothers and sisters.
Incredible, everything is this space, including the "me" that keeps dissolving itself as the space... Thank you greatly, but then again the space noticing, appreciating itself, love it!
This one is going straight into the greatest hits playlist for sure. During this investigation I finally "saw" the "place" all your pointers lead to. And right on schedule the fear barrier smacked me in the face lol
I walked the path I walked a thousand times And the path seemed to had been walked by me The stride that was light and breezy Was made heavy by the weight of purpose The heavier it got the more I felt like me Until the weight crushed me into myself The I who walked is no more Yet the path is being walked still
I find the words/perspective in this video extremely valuable, helpful and clarifying: direct pointing to direct experience of/for this… The “super AMAZING” stock “spiritual” and “outer space” and “happy/smiling people” images, however, are SOOOOOOOO distracting, almost the antithesis of what’s being spoken. It seems from the believed story of self, consciousness gladly and ignorantly employs these images to add to the ongoing false imagination of what and how it is or will be (in the future!), (“oh, I get it; it’s like this AMAZING supernatural cosmological orgasmic experience, hmm, I guess I don’t have that. Now I know what I’m searching for…“) feeding the belief in an identity that (thinks it) knows… imaginary dog follows imaginary bone. I prefer to simply listen. It is my understanding that consciousness is primary, fundamental, that all experience arises in and as consciousness. And it’s also my belief that Angelo is pointing to the direct experience: to what is prior to, “during” and “after” all images. In other words, apparently, these images are/can be easily misleading and confusing, reifying a false narrative for a false sense of self . There is curiosity here about how strongly I feel about writing this comment. ? There’s belief here that clarity wouldn’t be so compelled to act, a belief that there is an air of detachment to fundamental awareness… still “it” can and (both) does (and doesn’t) take any and all apparent forms of experience. 🙏🏼
Hi Angelo I have this fear of the awakening process making me want to unalive because of how many people I hear this happens to, I feel like if I got to that place what if I wasn’t strong enough not to? how can I calm this fear?
I'm so intimidated by writing nowadays, because words are all signs and labels (?) I was gonna say something, but I can just boil it down to Thank You aye
When you say "you have to realise it" and that we definitely can realise it.... How? Is it not consciousness that wakes up to itself, and not that "the ego" wakes up?
I'm not feeling the new stock images. For me, it completely distracts from your message. I stop listening to you to focus on the image😆 This new way seems a little corny. Anyway. I still Love to listen with the screen off. Just my two cents of course. So much love to you and thank you for all your do❤
A video as a video. An audio is an audio. On TH-cam you can enjoy content either way, watching or listening. For me, the visuals, although they are not essential to the message, yet they add something to the way I can understand it, they often suggest a kind of space or openness, they remind me to listen also with the heart.
Bahahaha. I was just thinking this morning that the editing is beautiful. Wanted to thank the editor for the graceful choices. And I love Angelo’s face.
Every time I’m fully present people start showing up & the mind challenges me I’m able to catch it when it happens But it also brings me back to thoughts by thinking why does this always happen the further I get
You've lost me with the questions you asked towards the end of the video. Can you have consciousness without anyone / anything in it ? No I don't see that you can. I cannot see beyond what is in my present environment. And even if I gained some kind of universal insight how does that tangibly benefit me ? How is that exciting to the senses ? Being pure consciousness from my unawakened perspective, seems dull and boring. Surely we need mental stimulation of SOME KIND to challenge us, to make us feel physically and mentally alive ? Yes you will say we're not truly FULLY alive UNTIL we experience pure consciousness. And that is where a substantial divide occurs for me. Or at least it's one of the divides. It's very frustrating for me, and probably for you also, because you're probably thinking "Gee this guy's dumb, he STILL doesn't get it". And yes I agree i must be dumb. But that's where I'm currently at. 🤔😔😕 Back to the drawing board for me then.....
What strikes me is how many times and for how long the ego can reform itself or come at me with a new angle or point of view to make me believe I can't let go yet. Relentless! 😅
It’s incredible innit?
It’s baffling. One of the greatest, most cunning, shape shifters ever.
It’s so good at it 😂. It’s like the ego is always pushing exactly the right buttons at the right time to just delay from the moment. Finds a way to try to pull you into time.
@@amarperformance That must be what's happening with me then, because I'm unawakened and very confused by all this stuff. The more I hear the more confused and bewildered I get. Yet isn't it supposed to be the opposite ?
I feel like I'm in a maze, trying to find the exit. It "does my head in", as they say. It makes me want to give up on all this in frustration. And I may end up having to do that, sadly.
@@gribwitch who’s confused?
@@amarperformance I just told you - I am !
Hey there, there's a channel called 'jamies channel' that has a video called "what is self realization? Full explanation and walkthrough". He talks about the same phenomenon you're talking about, you guys should really do a podcast type video together
It’s so reassuring when you say you 100% know that this is something that’s available to anyone and everyone. I truly need to hear that, as I’m sure many others do to. It can feel very overwhelming, frustrating and disheartening when you just don’t feel your progressing or getting it. Whatever it is. But as you say you have to want this more than anything and believe me I do. With every fibre of my being. So I will hold on to that reassurance from you and keep walking this path until I find what I’m searching for. I know it exists. I just have to find it.🙏
You’re such a gift to me. To so many of us really. ❤
Take it or leave it, but from here, it sound's clearer and clearer each time I, see's / here's you Angel o. Beside the new format of presenting the video, there's a softness that seems new, not from you, not of you, but through you, making this space almost physical through you... clearly evident. 💙🙏
I completely agree❤
This video is one of your best so far for me. For a reason I ignore, for the first time, every questions point directly to absolutely nothing, an absolute stillness. No more thought about how stupid these questions are. Wonderful, thank you!
Edit: ok you made me cry
No more thoughts = a mental lobotomy. Not sure I want that.
Beautiful video as always Angelo. We don't always get round to posting a comment, but just to express how profoundly grateful we are for your presence and for all your insights, advice and guidance. You are an invaluable supportive companion on our journey of self realization ❤🙏
beautifully said.
I totally agree with every single word.
Fantastic. Thank you Angelo. Watching from South-Africa.
I feel ya/feel It/feel Us/Just feeling💧
I love this new format, music and visuals. This video seems good for watching more times.
The insight is trance-eñding :)
Just found this site yesterday 😊. What a timing 🤦♀️. Thank you 🙏❤️🙏
Blessings to all 💗
What can be baffling about these experiences of boundless consciousness is that they are invariably states that you struggle to hold onto with permanence. They can be capricious, opening up spontaneously, shutting down your default mode network and summoning with them such an ineffable blissful awareness - only to (often) dissipate within hours and fade from your grasp. These realizations can first arise as a result of a traumatic experience (which was my case). It can be weeks or months before it reoccurs, leaving your egoic mind scrambling to wrestle it back into existence. You can't rationalize it back into existence because it did not arrive as a result of the rational mind. Rather, in spite of it. I'm 51 and have been on The Path for 8 years. For me. awakening has been harrowing. It can empty out your life. Once it grabbed a hold of me, there was literally no going back. What you are chasing is indeed chasing you. There is nothing that will, or can, mean more. And yet I would never ask to go back to sleep. At least, that has been my experience (and every path is unique). Great video. All Love and Light on your journey, brothers and sisters.
Incredible, everything is this space, including the "me" that keeps dissolving itself as the space... Thank you greatly, but then again the space noticing, appreciating itself, love it!
Great talk!! Never ending connection to the communication that flows through the body called Dr. Dilullo!
Deep gratitude 💜✨✨🙏
This one is going straight into the greatest hits playlist for sure. During this investigation I finally "saw" the "place" all your pointers lead to. And right on schedule the fear barrier smacked me in the face lol
Awesome 🔥
Wow incredibly powerful! Thank you 🤍
💗
Thanks you for the videos, Angelo! You and Lisa Cairns have just been setting me on fire lately!
I walked the path I walked a thousand times
And the path seemed to had been walked by me
The stride that was light and breezy
Was made heavy by the weight of purpose
The heavier it got the more I felt like me
Until the weight crushed me into myself
The I who walked is no more
Yet the path is being walked still
Beautiful
Beautiful meditation on the last part Angelo. Thank you so much!❤
Amazing as always Angelo! We are very grateful for you 🙏🤗❤
“Consciousness just is.”In that space of knowing.”❤
This made me fall asleep 🙏
Beautiful descriptions and Beautifully depicted ❤
gold gold GOLD! thanks :)
Thank you
Welcome!
Loved this format thank you
Very powerful my friend.
I keep catching myself putting words to describe the thoughts
I find the words/perspective in this video extremely valuable, helpful and clarifying: direct pointing to direct experience of/for this…
The “super AMAZING” stock “spiritual” and “outer space” and “happy/smiling people” images, however, are SOOOOOOOO distracting, almost the antithesis of what’s being spoken. It seems from the believed story of self, consciousness gladly and ignorantly employs these images to add to the ongoing false imagination of what and how it is or will be (in the future!), (“oh, I get it; it’s like this AMAZING supernatural cosmological orgasmic experience, hmm, I guess I don’t have that. Now I know what I’m searching for…“) feeding the belief in an identity that (thinks it) knows… imaginary dog follows imaginary bone.
I prefer to simply listen.
It is my understanding that consciousness is primary, fundamental, that all experience arises in and as consciousness. And it’s also my belief that Angelo is pointing to the direct experience: to what is prior to, “during” and “after” all images.
In other words, apparently, these images are/can be easily misleading and confusing, reifying a false narrative for a false sense of self .
There is curiosity here about how strongly I feel about writing this comment.
?
There’s belief here that clarity wouldn’t be so compelled to act, a belief that there is an air of detachment to fundamental awareness… still “it” can and (both) does (and doesn’t) take any and all apparent forms of experience. 🙏🏼
Hi Angelo I have this fear of the awakening process making me want to unalive because of how many people I hear this happens to, I feel like if I got to that place what if I wasn’t strong enough not to? how can I calm this fear?
These videos are such high quality! I feel like I’m watching a movie. Amazing :)
I'm so intimidated by writing nowadays, because words are all signs and labels (?)
I was gonna say something, but I can just boil it down to
Thank You
aye
Damnit, quotations needed to point out the subjectivity (?) of it
Correction: "words are all signs and labels"
Huhuhu
I love this beautiful music at the end. Can we have the title and the name of the artist, please ?
16:30 🔥 19:18 🔥 21:33 …game over 😂😂😂
🧡
🙏🙏🙏
Thank you Angelo! Lovely! You said that you did some kind of meditation a handful of years in the beginning. May I ask you which kind of meditation?
I'm pretty sure it was transcendental meditation
When you say "you have to realise it" and that we definitely can realise it.... How?
Is it not consciousness that wakes up to itself, and not that "the ego" wakes up?
Check out the awakening approaches playlist for the how
@@SimplyAlwaysAwake thanks Angelo, I will go over them again soon :)
Where do you get your backgrounds from? Love you!
🙏❤♾
Thank you. Uh. Me?
I'm not feeling the new stock images. For me, it completely distracts from your message. I stop listening to you to focus on the image😆 This new way seems a little corny. Anyway. I still Love to listen with the screen off. Just my two cents of course. So much love to you and thank you for all your do❤
A video as a video. An audio is an audio. On TH-cam you can enjoy content either way, watching or listening. For me, the visuals, although they are not essential to the message, yet they add something to the way I can understand it, they often suggest a kind of space or openness, they remind me to listen also with the heart.
Same here. I have requested to not have the edits. Angelo's natural presentation is very powerful. Very authentic.
Bahahaha. I was just thinking this morning that the editing is beautiful. Wanted to thank the editor for the graceful choices. And I love Angelo’s face.
@@KristinShepherd 😄haha just goes to show that even though we're all the same, our avatars can be completely different. And that's beautiful.♥
@@kebobscat 💜
I enjoy your videos but sometimes it feels like everyone just talks in circles Not really saying it 🥺
Every time I’m fully present people start showing up & the mind challenges me I’m able to catch it when it happens But it also brings me back to thoughts by thinking why does this always happen the further I get
💜💎🌙🌞⛲️🙏
This need we have to explain everything all the time, so weird 😵💫😂
You've lost me with the questions you asked towards the end of the video. Can you have consciousness without anyone / anything in it ? No I don't see that you can. I cannot see beyond what is in my present environment.
And even if I gained some kind of universal insight how does that tangibly benefit me ? How is that exciting to the senses ? Being pure consciousness from my unawakened perspective, seems dull and boring. Surely we need mental stimulation of SOME KIND to challenge us, to make us feel physically and mentally alive ?
Yes you will say we're not truly FULLY alive UNTIL we experience pure consciousness. And that is where a substantial divide occurs for me. Or at least it's one of the divides. It's very frustrating for me, and probably for you also, because you're probably thinking "Gee this guy's dumb, he STILL doesn't get it". And yes I agree i must be dumb. But that's where I'm currently at. 🤔😔😕 Back to the drawing board for me then.....
Showing perfect body girls in perfect meditation postures goes against everything you say.
It’s just stock videos bro not that serious