Thank you all so much. You are all so lovely, caring and beautiful. I hope you all feel the love being shot at you from this crying, waffling mess of a man lol! 🫂💜 Thank you for being you
I cry on most of Rens Songs. Hi Ren and the Trilogy gets me to tears every single time, even more devastating watching reactions. the duets with Chinchilla are all fire. What makes the Renegades out the most is their Compassion to others. Hugs and wishes to get well to Ren, he will overcome the pain again!
And, of COURSE, sending all the love and best energies to @renmakesmusic and wishing him the absolute speediest of recoveries from his current struggles. We love you, brother 💪🏼❤️🫂
Saw a ren post this morning, it seems he’s in a bad way as he regresses through his illness once again. It’s so heartbreaking to see the man that has inspired and given hope to so many literally begging for a little hope and inspiration as he struggles to hold on…..
This is about mourning. Can a father remember how to be a father when their son just died? Can a husband remember how to be a husband when their wife just died? Can a friend remember how to be a friend when their best friend died? Can you remember how to you be you when those closest you you die? Everywhere they look they can hear and see the dearly departed. Chief there is much crime and turmoil in your lands. Sickness is rampant and health slow to render aid. There are many haunted by what was and uncertain of what will be and what part they play in this poisoned world. I don't feel safe in this bed There are voices in my head I've been talking to the dead And the fear baptised me My kingdom turned to dust And I watched all my riches rust Have I lost the Midas' touch? Or do sad eyes blind me? Over and over we go Over the hills and the valleys bellow Oh, and it follows me, follows me home And it suffocates me, hmmm Oh, I can't breath I said oh, I can't breath All I know is I forgot how to be me I don't feel safe in the halls There are bruises on the walls There are bodies in the floors And they breathe so loudly I wish I could move Get up and walk right out this tomb Do our saviours die too soon? For my sins surround me Over and over we go (Over and over we go) Over the hills and the valleys below (Over the hills and the valleys below) Oh, and it follows me, follows me home (Follows me, follows me) And it suffocates me, hmmm Oh, I can't breath I said oh, I can't breath All I know is I forgot how to be me Halleluja where is my God, where are you? Halleluja nothing is pulling me through Halleluja when I don't know how to be Halleluja i forgot how to be me When he gave up the fight A quick decision late in the night That stayed with me for all of my life I miss you so
I saw a reactor ages ago say in a condescending way "I don't do recreational sadness" at the start of a Ren song and I instantly gave him a thumbs down and moved on to someone else. When I saw you were doing this one Chief, I was here quick as a flash... I was like "Chief's gonna cry, I'm gonna cry, everyone is gonna cry, and it's going to be FUCKING BRILLIANT." Feel those damn feelings! It takes a badass to go into those places and come out the other side. Hugs to you Chief, and everyone here who needs one xxx
WOW! What empathy from you. I have seen so many reactions to this, and commentary from the world of reactors, but your emotion and empathy and love for others had me tearing up. Love to you brother from Texas. Peace and love
Chief, you are such a lovely guy, you just get it dont you? I knew you would find this one touches you deeply. Send extra prayers for Ren too, he seems to be really struggling again and he is so important to our community, as,of course, are you. xx
I just want to say I LOVE your heart. I needed your message tonight. Feels like I’ve spent most of my life in the dark. Now, I’m old. The time is gone but messages like this, keeps me breathing. Thank you ❤
Chief!!! Faaaawwwwwkin Hell my brother. I think I’ve listened to this one almost as many times as Chalk Outlines and it gets me deep in my feels. Forgetting how to be ourselves and that feeling of suffocating is such a terrible place to be. Life has put so many of in situations that we are now forced to live, situations we didn’t ask for but yet it’s our new reality. I just told my therapist the other day that for so many years I felt like I was constantly swimming up to the surface but couldn’t quite break through to catch a breath and how so many times I just hoped the night before I wouldn’t wake up the next morning. It’s been a tough journey through the woods but certainly find myself in a much better place. I cannot stress enough how thankful I am that I came across your channel when I was down the Hi REN rabbit hole. I Absolutely love you to bits!! Huge hug 🫂 from 5000 miles away my friend. And a big hug to all those out there facing your struggles….you got this!!!
A lot of the soul legends Billie Holiday, Nina Simone, Ella Fitzgerald lived through some of the hardest times in American history and yet their music is timeless.
Chief mate, I literally can't go past a Ren reaction vid without watching it.....but this first I've seen of yours and honestly one the best I've watched yet......your reactions mirror mine to Rens art man and you've put into words what av had in ma head but can't verbalise....thank you man, you've got heart mate and fact you willing to share it is inspiring man
Oh wow... Thank you for the shout out (it's Alyson here)... I've not sent a personal message to a reactor before after just seeing one reaction... But I genuinely felt I had to. Your reactions really do make us empaths feel less outcast and "too much"... And that's so important, especially right now ... Thank you ❤
Damn glad that you are here! You’re making a difference for many folks across the globe. We’re proud to know you and have you as a friend without ever having met you in person. Keep up the great work! Rock on!
You're such a kind person, and I always love your reactions. This song is always emotional, but it hit me harder this morning, knowing that Ren is struggling with his health decline and feeling lost right now. We all need to send love to him. 💜
I used to say life is hard, I now say life is weird. I don’t understand it, it’s confusing and scary, but it’s also fun, odd and crazy. The amount of times I now say “life is weird” for some reason it comforts me more 😅
Just rewatched all your Ren reactions last night as a form of much needed thearpy time for myself. I am so pumped to see you experience this masterful performance!
If you don’t well up listening to this song you can’t be living.. I lost my first high school boyfriend in this way and I like listening with a reactor so I don’t cry by myself at 33 almost 20 years later 🤘 Thanks! 🖤
Big love coming your way 🥰 I'm a awkward hugger but for You. the Renegades.. Chinchilla & Ren I can easily give a massive group hug 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 ❤❤❤ Stay being you.. You have a beautiful soul 😊
Thank you for the beautiful reaction, I hope Ren and others struggling hear and feel your kind words. This reaction had me thinking of what we could do to help out Ren right now. He needs some uplifting words of encouragement and hope. There are so many reactors out there who enjoy reacting to Ren's music. Ren has been a great inspiration to many artists and reactors. So I thought that maybe reactors to Ren could put out a video dedicated to Ren with words of encouragement, or a poem, or even music for those reactors who have that talent. It doesn't all have to be sad or serious, humor is also healing. I as a Ren fan would react to those videos too. Again thank you for your heartwarming words of encouragement. ❤❤❤
I was right there with you even though I've heard the song a million times. Wow you are a beautiful human thank you for your honest reaction. I hope your Mrs had a wonderful birthday!
Chief.....You are amazing.....I've commented on your channel before. I'm sending you love, after this video. Ren and yourself have brought me into the light after 40 years in the dark. Trauma and death has woven itself into my lifeline for decades. I have a tough outer shell and soft insides. I have been at the lowest point, several times in life. Music has always been my saviour. Drumming brings out my violence and guitars bring out my calm. I fight with insecurities every second of the day. Keep up the fight. Keep inspiring. Keep hugging. Love from Glasgow...
My drumming homie 💜🫂 I appreciate you, bro. I'm so sorry that life has been handing you shit sandwiches all over the place, I truly am glad that you've got things to balance that out. I recently picked my sticks up again too, it's so therapeutic to just wail out some head shit, you know? I feel you on the fight with insecurity.. it's been a big one for me too, honestly. Thank you so much, bro. Keep being a legend and keep fighting, you got this! You truly do 💪🏼💜🫂
((HUGS)), Chief. You're a beautiful mess of a human being. Thank you for always being real, empathetic, transparent and kind. Look forward to your Chinchilla reaction(s) - she's a powerhouse!
Thank you for your honest and unfiltered reaction and commentary. It is so refreshing to not be bombarded with rhetoric and soulless babble. * (Big ol' Grizzley Bear hug lifting you a foot off the ground)* Much love Chief
What a beautiful soul you are, Chief. I needed your message, it’s not the best right now. I don’t remember the me before illness anymore. This song hits hard, but so did your motivating and loving message. Thank you ❤
Your reactions are so powerful and so underrated. I appreciate you so much. You are such a genuine soul. I'm so honored to be here watching your videos. Thank you❤️
This is one of the most saddest and beautiful videos. I always cry. Knowing what Ren is going through now, it hits even more. Love your heart, Chief. You're a special human. I hope Ren sees this reaction. ❤❤❤❤❤
Love ya man, your videos are always the best, don't ever change that beautiful heart brother!!! When I saw you were doing How To Be Me I had to immediately watch, this one just hits home sohard TY!
Chinchilla is magic on her own as well. If you want to hear more of her, Fingers Live for Hunger TV, Cut You Off, MF Diamond, Little Girl Gone are all fire to name a few. Want to smile? Pete & Bas :)
I love your true, raw, honest reaction. We don’t want you to cry but you obviously feel very deeply. Huge hugs to you from me. 💕 I’m in the best place I’ve been for years but god it was hard work to get here. It’s worth the effort. Much love to you Chief.
9:31 what you said here, reminds me of Rens song "do you believe" . That song starts (and ends) with:" Do you believe it's morning? I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind". It's one of my favorite Ren songs.
Chief your reaction and words were so heartfelt and appreciated. I think you know that Ren is really going through it right now with his health & most recent setbacks. He posted yesterday asking for people to help lift him up with their stories. Perhaps you could post on his page. Your words moved me and I’m sure anything you share could help him. 🙏❤️
This is my first video of yours, this was such a beautiful reaction. Don't apologize for the beautiful honest emotion that this song evokes. So glad i found you, you are absolutely lovely.
Thank you for you. Life can suck. This song I’ve been listening to quite a bit lately. I need to find me again. Thank you for your words. Thank you. Peace and love
Chinchilla will make you gasp, (Fingers Live for Hunger Tv) cry (1:5 live) and laugh (Little girl gone official video) She's a powerhouse not to be missed. Keep strong friend.
I came back to this one because it’s so touching. I love that you really feel the music. You don’t over analyze it, but let it move through you. I always appreciate your work. It’s been a rough month. I find it hard sometimes to cry when I need to. I found out my dad has cancer. This song and your message are beautiful. I needed to hear it will be alright. Thank you
What a beautiful soul you are❤. I had the same response to this song, I was sobbing by then end of it. I’ve seen it enough times to not be moved so bad, but you set it off again. Ren makes you feel things not only for him, but all the people you know are going through it (and Chinchilla too). The tears aren’t for me because I just haven’t gone through that.
Beautiful soul. No need to say you are sorry. I feel the same and it is so important that people can feel like this in a world that seem to get darker ❤🩹
This song comes at me particularly deeply as someone who was abused and gaslit by their spouse to the point they thought everything wrong in their life was their own fault and they were worthless. I truly forgot how to be any version of myself and how to feel anything but fear, anger, and sadness. I came within minutes of ending it before my best friend called me as I was about to walk downstairs for the knife. But I found life again. I got away from that person 6 years ago. I realized I was never actually being my true self to begin with and came out as trans. I have known since I was at least 6, and have vivid memories wishing on stars and praying to wake up as a girl...from 34 years ago and with no exposure to the fact that tran a people even existed. (Of course, now we have a government elected that may try to change that here in the USA). Now I have an amazing partner who helps support me and makes my burdens easier to carry. She accepts me for me completely, and loves me more for being true to myself. If the world would just let me be happy life could be so amazing.
Even though I know this song by heart, watching your reaction hits hard right now. I am trying to be strong and a source of positivity and light for everyone around me, but the truth is that I am really struggling mentally. The energy here in the U.S. is incredibly divisive and hostile. Hate and fear seem to be in the air, especially since the election. I am afraid for so many marginalized communities, like migrant families I work with and the LGBTQ+ community to name a few. My elderly mom is devastated that hard fought rights she worked for decades ago have already started to be stripped away from her daughter and grand daughter and it is an especially slippery slope now. Just wanted to thank you for using your platform to make people feel safe. You always make me smile… and then often make me cry, good needed tears, just like our favorite Sick Boi. And happiest of Birthdays to your sweet lady. 💔❤️🩹❤️
Chief, I need you to know that I had no idea how desperately I needed these words today! Things have been so incredibly bleak for the past couple of years, & that ever present hopelessness makes it very hard to find ‘Something to pull me through’, which is getting harder & harder everyday! I’ve found a new video to add to my, ‘Things that help me to not tap out’ PL. This video is right up there with another video, that I rewatch on my super dark days, and it helps to get me through another day. People might think it’s funny when you hear who’s, legit, SAVED MY LIFE on so many occasions, seeing as he’s known for being a FUNNY content creator. If you’re struggling, I really think you should look at something Officer Eudy made about the dancer/actor, ‘DJ Twitch’, & how sad he was. I actually started to write down the dates that I would come back & rewatch it, so he’d know how many times his WORDS/video saved my life! I really hope he knows, & really hope Chief knows that he’s saved me, too! Thank you for caring about us so deeply and genuinely. Much Love~ Erin ❤🤟🏻
🫂💜 You are so strong and capable, Erin. Please keep up that fight because the pendulum will soon swing and the light will shine on you again. I had more than a decade of.. well, shit.. and I tried to check out but I'm so happy that I didn't manage. I didn't know how much brighter and happier life could be because I had no light to guide me. Now I'm in the best place I've ever been because I just. kept. fighting. You can do this, you are never alone and I believe in you, my friend. Take a massive virtual hug from me and keep that head up. You fucking got this! 🫂💜💪🏼 (Also, that sounds like my kind of viewing, I'll absolutely check that out, thank you!) MUCH much love to you too!
Just when I think I could listen to this song with out crying my eyes out. You pull those strings. Thank you. This entire year has been a blur hoping I can find myself back in the light. It gets hard, so very hard just to get up. Thank you for your kindness ❤
Sending love right back your way Chief ❤❤❤ This song is one of my favourite ones by Ren, so beautyfull and sad. You are so right about it being a good thing to have a cry when the feelings hits you, let it out and don't push them down to become something much worse with time. Thank you for being you! You are amazing!!! Love you man ❤
Love this powerful song, beautiful reaction. Have been so incredibly sad thinking of the suffering and death that is coming, due to our recent election in America. It will come. Feel so helpless and hopeless.
It's been long overdue that men and the world talk about things that were suppressed/oppressed, ignored, downplayed, or blamed leading to generations of unresolved trauma. That trauma manifests later as abuse, silence, regret, and mixed emotions and no one is healing.
So happy I found and joined the community! Its truly a pleasure to pick you and others up when you’re down and for the times I’ve been the one needing to be picked up, I thank you all from the bottom of my heart 💙🫂💙🫂
Aw Chief. You absolute sweetheart of a man. Ren got you goin and you got me going and now im just sat here crying again. Eventhough i was a bunch of hours late to the vid. Wish i could give you a big hug but theres a bit of water between you and this Dutchie haha. I'll send you one in thought anyway. I might pop in a stream sometime if i catch it, cause you seem to have a heart of gold. Lots of love from me. ❤
Chief, you are absolutely the sweetest man. It's obvious to me that you have emotions that you need to let out. There is no safer place than with the Renegades. We love you and appreciate you so much. You can cry or rant or do whatever makes you feel better, it's pretty obvious you care about your audience. Much love Chief, if I were there I'd hug you for sure. Take care .
Awww, Chief! You got me crying, it was like you were speaking to me. Trust me you weren’t a shambles on your own!! 🥹 It’s a gorgeous song but it hits really hard. So much love heading your way. You are such a special human. I feel very privileged to be a tiny part of your beautiful community. Thank you for being you. 🫶🏻❤️🩹
Beautifully & perfectly said ❤ We love you Chief, this one is the “one” that hits hardest for me too. Hauntingly beautiful & a right gut punch to the soul at the same time 🥹❤️
; Every time bro. I haven’t even started this yet. Just wanted to say thank you for being here and I love you 🤟❤️🤛😎👍. A lot of days are really hard to get through. Artist like Ren and reaction channels like yours help the days pass and help keep the demons away. Thank you for being one of the lights in the dark. 🔥🌳🌬️💨
You are such a genuine, beautiful soul. Thank you for your beautiful words. One of the best things that has come from Ren and his work is the community that has built up around him. Sending you lots of love right back at you ❤❤❤ Edit: after seeing REN’s post earlier asking for help from his fans, to share stories of hope, this means even more. Big love to you and big love to Ren.
I love all of the heartfelt things you said in this reaction. I am so glad you feel strong enough to leave in your emotions and how hard it was to speak at times. It is healing. I was thinking a lot of Ren and everything he has been going through during your reaction.
I feel love from you. I hope you feel it from me. I struggle as Ren does with some of the same things and some different. But I found his music when I needed it. Let’s all just love a little more. I love your channel because I love your true reactions. I hope you are having a good day also.
❤ ❤❤ ME AGAIN 😂. Love you beautiful human you. Squishy hugs from ND. ❤ P.s. you really really should do my fav Fred Again Mashup by Ren. You are missing out my friend!!! ❤
I will accept the love and return it to anyone else suffering. I’ve suffered withFibromyalgia, MDD, Severe Anxiety, LYME, Deg, Disc/ Stenosis now I have Rods in my neck and lower back and a list of other issues that have made me disabled and watching from the sidelines or bed for years sometimes at 52. I’ve I’m currently feeling the best I’ve felt in 12 years and” taking it just in case “. I haven’t been this close to me in years and I’m terrified😢 I always appreciate your heartfelt, empathetic Ren reactions. Ren and Chinchilla together are beyond a perfection together. On this new album they will have a ballad , and rock song! Exciting. I think they should do a duet to LED Z. Babe, I’m gonna leave you🤯👏👏👏👏👏👏🤯
This one got you good. That's when you know it's art, not entertainment. Like you said, it's life. I hope you never forget how to be you, because you're a real one. Regarding light and dark and working through it... I watched a reaction of Seven Sins... and at the part where Ren was talking about having lost faith and cursing God and the world... the reactor was like "yeah, i dont mess with that" as if Ren was suggesting he's a Satanist or something rather than telling of his past struggle with faith, which we all have. It floored me that a supposed Christian might turn away from someone having a difficult time holding onto faith and believing that the light WILL come again. That's when it's a Christian's time to shine, or ANYone of ANY faith that promotes the Light. If faith was easy to be always perfect in, then Heaven would be no prize. I heard that somewhere once. I feel that.
Chief, thank you for pushing on through your own personal struggles to keep putting yourself out here and sharing great reactions, great music and yourself. I appreciate you and your perseverance, it's encouraging and much welcomed. Thank you. Big Love & Lots of Hugs!
#ren 🤍 #chinchilla 🌼 Sending a big squishy hug from Scotland 🏴 This one is emotional, like most. Goimg through a crappy time also so was bubbling along with you 🩷
Thank you all so much. You are all so lovely, caring and beautiful. I hope you all feel the love being shot at you from this crying, waffling mess of a man lol! 🫂💜 Thank you for being you
I cry on most of Rens Songs. Hi Ren and the Trilogy gets me to tears every single time, even more devastating watching reactions. the duets with Chinchilla are all fire.
What makes the Renegades out the most is their Compassion to others.
Hugs and wishes to get well to Ren, he will overcome the pain again!
And, of COURSE, sending all the love and best energies to @renmakesmusic and wishing him the absolute speediest of recoveries from his current struggles. We love you, brother 💪🏼❤️🫂
Saw a ren post this morning, it seems he’s in a bad way as he regresses through his illness once again. It’s so heartbreaking to see the man that has inspired and given hope to so many literally begging for a little hope and inspiration as he struggles to hold on…..
😞 Thank you so so much❣️ Love you to bits my friend❣️ I really needed this today. Big hugs 🤗
This is about mourning. Can a father remember how to be a father when their son just died? Can a husband remember how to be a husband when their wife just died? Can a friend remember how to be a friend when their best friend died? Can you remember how to you be you when those closest you you die? Everywhere they look they can hear and see the dearly departed. Chief there is much crime and turmoil in your lands. Sickness is rampant and health slow to render aid. There are many haunted by what was and uncertain of what will be and what part they play in this poisoned world.
I don't feel safe in this bed
There are voices in my head
I've been talking to the dead
And the fear baptised me
My kingdom turned to dust
And I watched all my riches rust
Have I lost the Midas' touch?
Or do sad eyes blind me?
Over and over we go
Over the hills and the valleys bellow
Oh, and it follows me, follows me home
And it suffocates me, hmmm
Oh, I can't breath
I said oh, I can't breath
All I know is I forgot how to be me
I don't feel safe in the halls
There are bruises on the walls
There are bodies in the floors
And they breathe so loudly
I wish I could move
Get up and walk right out this tomb
Do our saviours die too soon?
For my sins surround me
Over and over we go (Over and over we go)
Over the hills and the valleys below
(Over the hills and the valleys below)
Oh, and it follows me, follows me home
(Follows me, follows me)
And it suffocates me, hmmm
Oh, I can't breath
I said oh, I can't breath
All I know is I forgot how to be me
Halleluja where is my God, where are you?
Halleluja nothing is pulling me through
Halleluja when I don't know how to be
Halleluja i forgot how to be me
When he gave up the fight
A quick decision late in the night
That stayed with me for all of my life
I miss you so
I saw a reactor ages ago say in a condescending way "I don't do recreational sadness" at the start of a Ren song and I instantly gave him a thumbs down and moved on to someone else. When I saw you were doing this one Chief, I was here quick as a flash... I was like "Chief's gonna cry, I'm gonna cry, everyone is gonna cry, and it's going to be FUCKING BRILLIANT." Feel those damn feelings! It takes a badass to go into those places and come out the other side. Hugs to you Chief, and everyone here who needs one xxx
I cried too, even if I was a month late!
WOW! What empathy from you. I have seen so many reactions to this, and commentary from the world of reactors, but your emotion and empathy and love for others had me tearing up. Love to you brother from Texas. Peace and love
Chief, you are such a lovely guy, you just get it dont you? I knew you would find this one touches you deeply. Send extra prayers for Ren too, he seems to be really struggling again and he is so important to our community, as,of course, are you. xx
I just want to say I LOVE your heart. I needed your message tonight. Feels like I’ve spent most of my life in the dark. Now, I’m old. The time is gone but messages like this, keeps me breathing.
Thank you
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🫂💪🏼❤️ I believe in you very much, my friend. Keep fighting your battles and don't back down, you can do this!
Chief!!! Faaaawwwwwkin Hell my brother. I think I’ve listened to this one almost as many times as Chalk Outlines and it gets me deep in my feels. Forgetting how to be ourselves and that feeling of suffocating is such a terrible place to be. Life has put so many of in situations that we are now forced to live, situations we didn’t ask for but yet it’s our new reality. I just told my therapist the other day that for so many years I felt like I was constantly swimming up to the surface but couldn’t quite break through to catch a breath and how so many times I just hoped the night before I wouldn’t wake up the next morning. It’s been a tough journey through the woods but certainly find myself in a much better place.
I cannot stress enough how thankful I am that I came across your channel when I was down the Hi REN rabbit hole. I Absolutely love you to bits!! Huge hug 🫂 from 5000 miles away my friend. And a big hug to all those out there facing your struggles….you got this!!!
More of our tears for Rens bucket - he collects them you know... 😂
Sending you hugs xoxo Happy birthday to your lovely wife
Empathy, Is a super power. And you've got that in spades Chief.
God bless every single one of you out there that's struggling right now
A lot of the soul legends Billie Holiday, Nina Simone, Ella Fitzgerald lived through some of the hardest times in American history and yet their music is timeless.
Chief mate, I literally can't go past a Ren reaction vid without watching it.....but this first I've seen of yours and honestly one the best I've watched yet......your reactions mirror mine to Rens art man and you've put into words what av had in ma head but can't verbalise....thank you man, you've got heart mate and fact you willing to share it is inspiring man
Oh wow... Thank you for the shout out (it's Alyson here)... I've not sent a personal message to a reactor before after just seeing one reaction... But I genuinely felt I had to.
Your reactions really do make us empaths feel less outcast and "too much"... And that's so important, especially right now ...
Thank you ❤
Alison ❤❤🫂🫶🏻🫶🏻
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Damn glad that you are here! You’re making a difference for many folks across the globe. We’re proud to know you and have you as a friend without ever having met you in person. Keep up the great work! Rock on!
🥹🫂 Damn, thank you so much, friend 💜 This means a hell of a lot to me. You're a star, truly thank you 🫂
@@Chief322so true Chief ❤️🫶🏻🫶🏻🫂 your just so real and so genuine and it’s palpable ❤️❤️👏👏👏
You're such a kind person, and I always love your reactions. This song is always emotional, but it hit me harder this morning, knowing that Ren is struggling with his health decline and feeling lost right now. We all need to send love to him. 💜
I used to say life is hard, I now say life is weird. I don’t understand it, it’s confusing and scary, but it’s also fun, odd and crazy. The amount of times I now say “life is weird” for some reason it comforts me more 😅
Big Hug ❤
Just rewatched all your Ren reactions last night as a form of much needed thearpy time for myself.
I am so pumped to see you experience this masterful performance!
You're are such a treasure Chief ❤ thank you, big hug back, and a birthday hug to your wife too.
Chief , when will you realize that we love this crying , waffling mess of a man ❤ Thank you for being you.
This xxxx❤
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If you don’t well up listening to this song you can’t be living..
I lost my first high school boyfriend in this way and I like listening with a reactor so I don’t cry by myself at 33 almost 20 years later 🤘
Thanks! 🖤
Big love coming your way 🥰 I'm a awkward hugger but for You. the Renegades.. Chinchilla & Ren I can easily give a massive group hug 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 ❤❤❤ Stay being you.. You have a beautiful soul 😊
Thank you for the beautiful reaction, I hope Ren and others struggling hear and feel your kind words. This reaction had me thinking of what we could do to help out Ren right now. He needs some uplifting words of encouragement and hope. There are so many reactors out there who enjoy reacting to Ren's music. Ren has been a great inspiration to many artists and reactors. So I thought that maybe reactors to Ren could put out a video dedicated to Ren with words of encouragement, or a poem, or even music for those reactors who have that talent. It doesn't all have to be sad or serious, humor is also healing. I as a Ren fan would react to those videos too. Again thank you for your heartwarming words of encouragement. ❤❤❤
Such a great idea!!
@@charleenk71Yup 👍 brilliant idea 👏👏👏👏👏👏❤️❤️🫂
I really think you should react to Patience by Ren after this. We all need hope and kindness, and you never stop telling us❤
I was right there with you even though I've heard the song a million times. Wow you are a beautiful human thank you for your honest reaction. I hope your Mrs had a wonderful birthday!
Chief.....You are amazing.....I've commented on your channel before. I'm sending you love, after this video. Ren and yourself have brought me into the light after 40 years in the dark. Trauma and death has woven itself into my lifeline for decades. I have a tough outer shell and soft insides. I have been at the lowest point, several times in life. Music has always been my saviour. Drumming brings out my violence and guitars bring out my calm. I fight with insecurities every second of the day. Keep up the fight. Keep inspiring. Keep hugging. Love from Glasgow...
My drumming homie 💜🫂 I appreciate you, bro. I'm so sorry that life has been handing you shit sandwiches all over the place, I truly am glad that you've got things to balance that out. I recently picked my sticks up again too, it's so therapeutic to just wail out some head shit, you know? I feel you on the fight with insecurity.. it's been a big one for me too, honestly.
Thank you so much, bro. Keep being a legend and keep fighting, you got this! You truly do 💪🏼💜🫂
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Geeez, now I'm crying 🙂. Love to you Chief. My favourite reactor by a country mile.
🫂 Much much love, Mary. I hope your Tuesday, and the week, treats you well and that this cry was a cathartic one, should you have needed it 💜
That was the best waffle you’ve ever went on. What a great message coming from a big open heart. Thank you Chief!
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((HUGS)), Chief. You're a beautiful mess of a human being. Thank you for always being real, empathetic, transparent and kind. Look forward to your Chinchilla reaction(s) - she's a powerhouse!
Thank you for your honest and unfiltered reaction and commentary. It is so refreshing to not be bombarded with rhetoric and soulless babble. * (Big ol' Grizzley Bear hug lifting you a foot off the ground)* Much love Chief
I will happily accept that hug any day, my friend. Thank you so much 🥹 and thank you for your kind words.
Chief, I love your warm, kind heart.
Prayed for the human you were, Chief... love the man you've become 💗
Oh why do we do this to Chief, making him cry? His heart is big enough for us all and he shares it willingly, that's why.
Such a lovely soul you are Mr 😊
What a beautiful soul you are, Chief. I needed your message, it’s not the best right now. I don’t remember the me before illness anymore. This song hits hard, but so did your motivating and loving message. Thank you ❤
Your reactions are so powerful and so underrated. I appreciate you so much. You are such a genuine soul. I'm so honored to be here watching your videos. Thank you❤️
🥹🫂 Thank you, Bridget. This is so awfully kind of you. I'm very glad that you're here and watching too 💜
Thanks for your genuine reaction and your kind heart.
And happy birthday to your partner.
This is one of the most saddest and beautiful videos. I always cry. Knowing what Ren is going through now, it hits even more. Love your heart, Chief. You're a special human. I hope Ren sees this reaction. ❤❤❤❤❤
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I hope he sees it also!!
Love ya man, your videos are always the best, don't ever change that beautiful heart brother!!! When I saw you were doing How To Be Me I had to immediately watch, this one just hits home sohard TY!
Chinchilla is magic on her own as well. If you want to hear more of her, Fingers Live for Hunger TV, Cut You Off, MF Diamond, Little Girl Gone are all fire to name a few. Want to smile? Pete & Bas :)
I love your true, raw, honest reaction. We don’t want you to cry but you obviously feel very deeply. Huge hugs to you from me. 💕 I’m in the best place I’ve been for years but god it was hard work to get here. It’s worth the effort. Much love to you Chief.
You're such a beautiful human being....we're right here with you.❤
9:31 what you said here, reminds me of Rens song "do you believe" . That song starts (and ends) with:" Do you believe it's morning?
I'm alive but that's the last thing on my mind". It's one of my favorite Ren songs.
This is such beautiful song. Thank you for such kind and loving comments. I wish you much same kindness and love to you to ❤
Ren's dropping Slaughterhouse this coming Thursday, Nov 21st. Hope you and other reactors will hit it hard and help show the love
Chief your reaction and words were so heartfelt and appreciated. I think you know that Ren is really going through it right now with his health & most recent setbacks. He posted yesterday asking for people to help lift him up with their stories. Perhaps you could post on his page. Your words moved me and I’m sure anything you share could help him. 🙏❤️
This is my first video of yours, this was such a beautiful reaction. Don't apologize for the beautiful honest emotion that this song evokes. So glad i found you, you are absolutely lovely.
Beautiful & emotional reaction. Sending you hugs Chief. Also, send love to Ren at this time. Love & light.
This is my personal favorite Ren song, and you're my favorite Ren reactor. I felt your love, and I needed it this morning.
Thank you for you. Life can suck. This song I’ve been listening to quite a bit lately. I need to find me again. Thank you for your words. Thank you. Peace and love
Oh man Chief, you better strap yourself in for this one
Chinchilla will make you gasp, (Fingers Live for Hunger Tv) cry (1:5 live) and laugh (Little girl gone official video) She's a powerhouse not to be missed. Keep strong friend.
Whatever the question is, love is the answer. 🙏❤️🕊️
Hugs hugs hugs hugs ❤❤❤❤
You are such a precious empath 🥹 sending you lots of love and healing energy 🥹💜
I came back to this one because it’s so touching. I love that you really feel the music. You don’t over analyze it, but let it move through you. I always appreciate your work. It’s been a rough month. I find it hard sometimes to cry when I need to. I found out my dad has cancer. This song and your message are beautiful. I needed to hear it will be alright. Thank you
What a beautiful soul you are❤. I had the same response to this song, I was sobbing by then end of it. I’ve seen it enough times to not be moved so bad, but you set it off again. Ren makes you feel things not only for him, but all the people you know are going through it (and Chinchilla too). The tears aren’t for me because I just haven’t gone through that.
I look forward to you reactions. Thank you for being so much yourself. Big hugs 🤗 ❤
Beautiful soul. No need to say you are sorry. I feel the same and it is so important that people can feel like this in a world that seem to get darker ❤🩹
Hits the feels ❤
Don't let your sad eyes blind you, change is the only constant ❤
Your kind heart always shines thru, much love your way Chief ❤️
This song comes at me particularly deeply as someone who was abused and gaslit by their spouse to the point they thought everything wrong in their life was their own fault and they were worthless. I truly forgot how to be any version of myself and how to feel anything but fear, anger, and sadness. I came within minutes of ending it before my best friend called me as I was about to walk downstairs for the knife.
But I found life again. I got away from that person 6 years ago. I realized I was never actually being my true self to begin with and came out as trans. I have known since I was at least 6, and have vivid memories wishing on stars and praying to wake up as a girl...from 34 years ago and with no exposure to the fact that tran a people even existed. (Of course, now we have a government elected that may try to change that here in the USA). Now I have an amazing partner who helps support me and makes my burdens easier to carry. She accepts me for me completely, and loves me more for being true to myself. If the world would just let me be happy life could be so amazing.
Even though I know this song by heart, watching your reaction hits hard right now. I am trying to be strong and a source of positivity and light for everyone around me, but the truth is that I am really struggling mentally. The energy here in the U.S. is incredibly divisive and hostile. Hate and fear seem to be in the air, especially since the election. I am afraid for so many marginalized communities, like migrant families I work with and the LGBTQ+ community to name a few. My elderly mom is devastated that hard fought rights she worked for decades ago have already started to be stripped away from her daughter and grand daughter and it is an especially slippery slope now.
Just wanted to thank you for using your platform to make people feel safe. You always make me smile… and then often make me cry, good needed tears, just like our favorite Sick Boi. And happiest of Birthdays to your sweet lady.
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❤❤❤❤ hugs from Canada for you and to Ren ❤❤❤❤
Chief, I need you to know that I had no idea how desperately I needed these words today! Things have been so incredibly bleak for the past couple of years, & that ever present hopelessness makes it very hard to find ‘Something to pull me through’, which is getting harder & harder everyday! I’ve found a new video to add to my, ‘Things that help me to not tap out’ PL. This video is right up there with another video, that I rewatch on my super dark days, and it helps to get me through another day. People might think it’s funny when you hear who’s, legit, SAVED MY LIFE on so many occasions, seeing as he’s known for being a FUNNY content creator. If you’re struggling, I really think you should look at something Officer Eudy made about the dancer/actor, ‘DJ Twitch’, & how sad he was. I actually started to write down the dates that I would come back & rewatch it, so he’d know how many times his WORDS/video saved my life! I really hope he knows, & really hope Chief knows that he’s saved me, too! Thank you for caring about us so deeply and genuinely.
Much Love~ Erin ❤🤟🏻
🫂💜 You are so strong and capable, Erin. Please keep up that fight because the pendulum will soon swing and the light will shine on you again. I had more than a decade of.. well, shit.. and I tried to check out but I'm so happy that I didn't manage. I didn't know how much brighter and happier life could be because I had no light to guide me. Now I'm in the best place I've ever been because I just. kept. fighting.
You can do this, you are never alone and I believe in you, my friend. Take a massive virtual hug from me and keep that head up. You fucking got this! 🫂💜💪🏼
(Also, that sounds like my kind of viewing, I'll absolutely check that out, thank you!)
MUCH much love to you too!
Just when I think I could listen to this song with out crying my eyes out. You pull those strings. Thank you. This entire year has been a blur hoping I can find myself back in the light. It gets hard, so very hard just to get up. Thank you for your kindness ❤
Sending love right back your way Chief ❤❤❤
This song is one of my favourite ones by Ren, so beautyfull and sad.
You are so right about it being a good thing to have a cry when the feelings hits you, let it out and don't push them down to become something much worse with time.
Thank you for being you! You are amazing!!! Love you man ❤
Love this powerful song, beautiful reaction. Have been so incredibly sad thinking of the suffering and death that is coming, due to our recent election in America. It will come. Feel so helpless and hopeless.
Brilliant reaction. Thank you
Hugs for all that need it. Thankyou Chief for being you
It's been long overdue that men and the world talk about things that were suppressed/oppressed, ignored, downplayed, or blamed leading to generations of unresolved trauma. That trauma manifests later as abuse, silence, regret, and mixed emotions and no one is healing.
I waited a few days before watching this as I knew it was gonna be a tough one. Such an emotional and beautiful reaction burv! 💙🫂
So happy I found and joined the community! Its truly a pleasure to pick you and others up when you’re down and for the times I’ve been the one needing to be picked up, I thank you all from the bottom of my heart 💙🫂💙🫂
My brother 🫂💜
They did that song at the bridge where his mate jumped. They did it live with his parents there with them.
Aw Chief. You absolute sweetheart of a man. Ren got you goin and you got me going and now im just sat here crying again. Eventhough i was a bunch of hours late to the vid. Wish i could give you a big hug but theres a bit of water between you and this Dutchie haha. I'll send you one in thought anyway. I might pop in a stream sometime if i catch it, cause you seem to have a heart of gold. Lots of love from me. ❤
Big love to you from a friend in 🇨🇦🙂💛
Love the reactions man, and of course Ren …….. he’s just something so incredibly special .
Keep it going
You're such a gentle soul🌻
Chief, you are absolutely the sweetest man. It's obvious to me that you have emotions that you need to let out. There is no safer place than with the Renegades. We love you and appreciate you so much. You can cry or rant or do whatever makes you feel better, it's pretty obvious you care about your audience. Much love Chief, if I were there I'd hug you for sure. Take care .
Hugs back - love your quiet heartfelt contemplation
Big hug and lots of love to you Chief. I love watching your reactions and shed some tears with you every now and then ❤️
Awww, Chief! You got me crying, it was like you were speaking to me. Trust me you weren’t a shambles on your own!! 🥹 It’s a gorgeous song but it hits really hard.
So much love heading your way. You are such a special human. I feel very privileged to be a tiny part of your beautiful community. Thank you for being you. 🫶🏻❤️🩹
Beautifully & perfectly said ❤ We love you Chief, this one is the “one” that hits hardest for me too. Hauntingly beautiful & a right gut punch to the soul at the same time 🥹❤️
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Every time bro. I haven’t even started this yet. Just wanted to say thank you for being here and I love you 🤟❤️🤛😎👍.
A lot of days are really hard to get through. Artist like Ren and reaction channels like yours help the days pass and help keep the demons away. Thank you for being one of the lights in the dark.
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You are a legend man. 💪
Thank you Chief. You are so good for my soul...
Thanks, needed a good cry....struggling to understand the chaos here in the U.S. right now. This week has been terrible
Big hugs from Texas ❤️❤️❤️✌️
🤗🤗🤗 to you Chief, you’re a beautiful soul. So glad you’re here and in a better place. You have a lot of folks out here who love you 💜💜
🥹🫂💜 Thank you so much. You're so awfully kind to say this. Massive hugs and much love right back to you also 🫂💜
You are such a genuine, beautiful soul. Thank you for your beautiful words. One of the best things that has come from Ren and his work is the community that has built up around him. Sending you lots of love right back at you ❤❤❤ Edit: after seeing REN’s post earlier asking for help from his fans, to share stories of hope, this means even more. Big love to you and big love to Ren.
you apologise too much. never apologise for being emotional 💜
Thanks man
I love all of the heartfelt things you said in this reaction. I am so glad you feel strong enough to leave in your emotions and how hard it was to speak at times. It is healing.
I was thinking a lot of Ren and everything he has been going through during your reaction.
I feel love from you. I hope you feel it from me. I struggle as Ren does with some of the same things and some different. But I found his music when I needed it. Let’s all just love a little more. I love your channel because I love your true reactions. I hope you are having a good day also.
We‘re all hugging you, Chief. To be honest I was a bit worried about you watching this one. You‘re a beautiful guy.
Such a lovely human you are!!! Thank you for the reaction!
Virtual Hugs to you.
"Your walls are up, but your guard is down" Interesting concept, something Ren might write.
Thanks.
❤ ❤❤ ME AGAIN 😂. Love you beautiful human you. Squishy hugs from ND. ❤ P.s. you really really should do my fav Fred Again Mashup by Ren. You are missing out my friend!!! ❤
Big hug for you. ❤
I will accept the love and return it to anyone else suffering. I’ve suffered withFibromyalgia, MDD, Severe Anxiety, LYME, Deg, Disc/ Stenosis now I have Rods in my neck and lower back and a list of other issues that have made me disabled and watching from the sidelines or bed for years sometimes at 52. I’ve I’m currently feeling the best I’ve felt in 12 years and” taking it just in case “. I haven’t been this close to me in years and I’m terrified😢 I always appreciate your heartfelt, empathetic Ren reactions. Ren and Chinchilla together are beyond a perfection together. On this new album they will have a ballad , and rock song! Exciting. I think they should do a duet to LED Z. Babe, I’m gonna leave you🤯👏👏👏👏👏👏🤯
❤❤ straight back at you, you are so empathetic sending you great big hug 🤗 🤗
This one got you good. That's when you know it's art, not entertainment. Like you said, it's life.
I hope you never forget how to be you, because you're a real one.
Regarding light and dark and working through it...
I watched a reaction of Seven Sins... and at the part where Ren was talking about having lost faith and cursing God and the world... the reactor was like "yeah, i dont mess with that" as if Ren was suggesting he's a Satanist or something rather than telling of his past struggle with faith, which we all have. It floored me that a supposed Christian might turn away from someone having a difficult time holding onto faith and believing that the light WILL come again. That's when it's a Christian's time to shine, or ANYone of ANY faith that promotes the Light.
If faith was easy to be always perfect in, then Heaven would be no prize. I heard that somewhere once. I feel that.
Chief, thank you for pushing on through your own personal struggles to keep putting yourself out here and sharing great reactions, great music and yourself. I appreciate you and your perseverance, it's encouraging and much welcomed. Thank you. Big Love & Lots of Hugs!
#ren 🤍 #chinchilla 🌼
Sending a big squishy hug from Scotland 🏴
This one is emotional, like most.
Goimg through a crappy time also so was bubbling along with you 🩷
Deep and meaningful reaction to this amazing track, it gets me every time as well. Keep strong our friend.