Losing our baby Sophia

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  • We're finally sharing our story... for our baby girl, our angel, Sophia. And for all of you who have experienced loss, miscarriage, or who are struggling to get pregnant, our hearts are with you. We lost our baby at 22 weeks pregnant. This has been the greatest heartbreak of our lives but we’ve stayed closer than ever as a family to get through this and heal. I’m so saddened to know how many of you, thousands of you, that have reached out, have experienced a similar loss, or two, or three. So many angel babies in heaven. But hearing your stories and seeing your strength has given us so much hope. Thank you ♡ Missing you Sophia.
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ความคิดเห็น • 909

  • @jessimalay
    @jessimalay  4 ปีที่แล้ว +468

    We appreciate you more than you know. Thank you for surrounding us in love ❤️

    • @meghansteffens3100
      @meghansteffens3100 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Prayers to you and your family ❤️

    • @MsShelley
      @MsShelley 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I have one daughter who’s 21 years old now, she is my second. My husband and I lost our first in a miscarriage and we always think about him/her in heaven now. I am so deeply sorry for your loss and sending our ❤️ and prayers.

    • @konia2u
      @konia2u 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jessi Malay I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you both. Prayer’s have been sent up on behalf of your entire family. Your little one is in the arms of The Most High in His Heavenly Kingdom. 💜💗💜

    • @ItsShayWhite
      @ItsShayWhite 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I admire you and G’s courage and strength in being able to share this story with us! Sending lots of love your way during this healing process ❤️

    • @debjb5038
      @debjb5038 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ♥️🙏

  • @loreinsvlogs8389
    @loreinsvlogs8389 4 ปีที่แล้ว +335

    I had 4 miscarriages already I don’t have any kids yet I’m pregnant again and I’m almost 5 months I’m really happy and I have prayed to God that my baby stays safe. I know your pain be strong beautiful

    • @cInDeReLlA32490
      @cInDeReLlA32490 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      God is good! 🙏

    • @Ceecee123
      @Ceecee123 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Prayers are with you:)

    • @mvp1839
      @mvp1839 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      i have had 4, too... i’m so sorry you had to experience that; i unfortunately know exactly how you feel. i’m so happy to hear your pregnancy is going well ❤️ i know God has a plan for us and we’ll have our first healthy baby according to his plan.

    • @olah1417
      @olah1417 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      🙏🏻

    • @rianne8251
      @rianne8251 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      M VP God have a plan? What a nonsence

  • @wandaskeens4518
    @wandaskeens4518 4 ปีที่แล้ว +331

    You will see her again. That’s the peace and comfort of knowing our lord Jesus Christ. She’ll be waiting at the gates in heaven holding Jesus’ hand.

    • @brothertn708
      @brothertn708 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Why did he take here tho? Why? Why make the parents suffer, god is too complicated for me 😿

    • @TheFancyCandy
      @TheFancyCandy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      BROTHER TN That’s a great question and definitely understandable that you feel that way. God loves us (1 John 4:8) and does not do evil things like cause the death of our loved ones (James 1:13). We experience such heartache due to inherited sin (Romans 5:12). Our dead loved ones are no longer suffering and are conscious of nothing at all (Ecclesiastes 9:5, 10). We have a hope of seeing our loved ones again here on earth. (John 5:28,29 and Revalation 21:3, 4.) Death will soon be done away with (1 Corinthians 15:26) and is therefore not an instrument of God’s to gain an angel. I hope that you find comfort in these scriptures from God’s word knowing he’s not the cause nor does he take delight in our suffering or losing a loved one.

    • @peapotfairy
      @peapotfairy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@TheFancyCandy so, if I understand correctly, because God created beings who had no concept of good and evil or right and wrong (and therefore could not have possibly understood that disobeying God was wrong...which God would have known, of course) ate from a tree, the entirety of the human race was collectively punished and made to suffer the horrific realities of this world like the death of a baby..even though he is the omnipotent entity who created the universe knowing the entire time the amount of suffering he was creating before it happened and he had the power the entire time to create a universe with no suffering at all but chose not to? And the only thing we have to do in order to go to heaven and spend *an eternity* in worship to the entity that knowingly and willingly created all of this suffering, is to also spend our life on Earth in complete worship as well? He sounds awesome. Sign me up.

    • @natalyrausch
      @natalyrausch 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      peapotfairy this right here is why I could never be religious...

    • @vvriwvnelnblet
      @vvriwvnelnblet 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @L G That's from Ed Sheeran

  • @briialyssaa9367
    @briialyssaa9367 4 ปีที่แล้ว +195

    The way he kept looking at her admiring how strong she is. Sorry for you loss

    • @freddiestranger9783
      @freddiestranger9783 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Give your life to Jesus Christ ✝️🛐 Make Sure you do this

    • @iveeee7423
      @iveeee7423 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@freddiestranger9783 shoving religion is a sin

    • @hopeyouburn1893
      @hopeyouburn1893 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@freddiestranger9783 no

  • @everythingelisha2547
    @everythingelisha2547 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    I had my son stillborn at 34 weeks I was only 17 at the time and really didn’t know that was something that could happen to pregnant women. The pain will never go away but it will feel easier as time goes on. ❤️ my prayers are with your family.

  • @tahliavella8591
    @tahliavella8591 4 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    Omg the way he kept looking at her😢.

  • @annamuamarie1342
    @annamuamarie1342 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I understand what your going through I had two miscarriages 8 months apart. I was giving up I thought I was a failure to but we are not we are so strong I saw how hurt my fiancé was and it hurt I got a tactoo of a forever symbol and birds for forever fly. We again tried for over a year and did not get pregnant me and my fiancé fought almost broke up but then my mom passed away in October and in February I got pregannt and now we are at 26 weeks pregannt with a baby girl so don’t give up it happens when you least expect it much love for you and ur family

  • @Cutiekiwi9
    @Cutiekiwi9 4 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    "You feel like a failure as a woman" 😥 I've never gone through the tragedy of a miscarriage, so I'd never compare my situation to something as devastating. I'm currently 36 weeks with my 2nd and have been going through a lot of emotional stress/depression lately trying to get my house in order. It just seems like nothing I do is ever enough for my own standards, and I feel like I'm failing everyday.. Again, not to compare the two, but your statement got to me.
    Sending love and hoping you two get the family you deserve in the near future❤

  • @jancarlson2165
    @jancarlson2165 4 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    I'm so sorry. Hugs to you all. She's dancing with the angels. I lost my Mom 2 years ago to Alzheimer's. She loves babies. I know she'll keep an eye on her and hold her tight. Love and prayers to you. ❤️

    • @kittybriones1703
      @kittybriones1703 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      jan carlsen .. that is the sweetest think i ever heard god bless u .. i lost my mom about that time also.. i know its heard

    • @jancarlson2165
      @jancarlson2165 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@kittybriones1703 very. She was the best Mom ever. I still find myself going to call her when I have news or just bored. I'm sorry for your loss too. Mom's are so special.❤️

    • @kaylaakler3643
      @kaylaakler3643 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jan Carlson
      Come on seriously.
      You lost your baby Sophia.
      That death is not even that tragic.
      Like so many mothers lose their babies and bury them in the graveyard.
      This couple is the most weakest couple I have seen.
      This couple honestly will be defeated in the practical life.
      Nobody in this world cares about the loss of the baby.
      The loss of the baby is not even that tragic.
      Its a small death even a person can grieve with it.
      But this couple is very useless and hopeless to be honest.
      They will never get ahead by just weeping, sobbing, and grieving over the loss of the baby.
      Besides its just a baby that died.
      And that loss isn't even that big.
      So seriously get over it.
      Thank God
      Amen

  • @Molly-yv7kl
    @Molly-yv7kl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Your strength is admirable. Cannot even imagine what you’re going through, but just know there is always a rainbow after the storm

  • @mariaherna168
    @mariaherna168 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I’m sorry sorry that’s is really sad I lost two babies and nothing compared how painful it is .

  • @allalahav5492
    @allalahav5492 4 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    I don’t know why this popped up in my recommended but this touched my heart. Your words and voice are beautiful. I am truly sorry for your loss and pray for strength for you all. May your sweet voice Carey up for Sophia to hear till you meet again xox

  • @rosaisela6952
    @rosaisela6952 4 ปีที่แล้ว +201

    Sadly, I know exactly what you're going through. I lost my baby girl in May in the exact same way. It was a normal check up, my husband and my son waiting outside in the car. I had to receive the most horrible news I could ever hear alone and then break my husband's and my son's heart. I'll never forget the look on my husband's face & my son asking me to give some of my heart to his baby sister so she could have a heartbeat again. It's a pain no parent should ever feel and just so hard to recover from..fly high our angel babies Jaylin & Sophia 🤍
    I'm so sorry for your loss.

    • @jessimalay
      @jessimalay  4 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      I am so incredibly sorry and heartbroken to hear this my love... may God bless and fill Jaylin and Sophia with eternal love and happiness. My heart is with you

    • @laflormasbella211
      @laflormasbella211 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I'm so sorry for your loss, I know how you guys feel. My husband and I lost our baby boy at 35 weeks in April and I also received the news alone 😢

    • @jaeraee3437
      @jaeraee3437 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Brought me to 😢

    • @brendaliz605
      @brendaliz605 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I lost my baby girl at 36 weeks😞 in July 29, 2020. I know how it feels...sorry for your loss❤

    • @jaeraee3437
      @jaeraee3437 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@brendaliz605 So far along... oh my was it an illness. I pray your in grievance counseling.

  • @KathrynBedell
    @KathrynBedell 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    So sorry Jessi, praying for you and your family. You are so strong ❤️

  • @lauravergara2328
    @lauravergara2328 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    I am sorry for your loss, can’t imagine what you’re going through. May god bless your family & baby Sophia 💕

  • @jaeraee3437
    @jaeraee3437 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Horrible, i couldnt imagine doing it alone. You guys are definitely in my prayers.

  • @mashlulo7230
    @mashlulo7230 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Only you know what you're heart and soul is going through, I can't even imagine. I'm so so sorry.

  • @cashparker212
    @cashparker212 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    My deepest condolences.
    Thank you for sharing your journey. I birthed my first daughter at 19 weeks, she passed during labor after my water broke prematurely. I birthed my second daughter at 25 weeks, the doctors were not able to intubate her, she passed away as well.
    The feelings you expressed are so real, raw, and true. This is journey is full of ups, downs, and in between. I pray for strength, courage, and comfort for both of you. 🙏🏻❤

    • @MissFlorenceBeauty
      @MissFlorenceBeauty 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Wooooow 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 You went through A LOT!!!! ❤️ so sorry this happened to you ❤️

    • @SoSoso-xc4rp
      @SoSoso-xc4rp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So sorry hun !

    • @Opalescenttreeshark
      @Opalescenttreeshark 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My heart breaks for you having to endure this not only once but twice. I’m so, so sorry. Sending love and peace.

    • @cashparker212
      @cashparker212 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@cynnnz ❤

    • @cashparker212
      @cashparker212 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@SoSoso-xc4rp thank you.

  • @shantij.2231
    @shantij.2231 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Never clicked so fast in my life!
    Edit: Lots of love and prayers your way during this healing process❤️❤️❤️❤️😔🥰🥰🥰

    • @bushrahussain7648
      @bushrahussain7648 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      So sorry to hear about ur lost. Sending u lots n lots of doas n loads of love. May Allah bless u both n ur darling Angel. Regards from Malaysia 🇲🇾

  • @SophieesChoice
    @SophieesChoice 4 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    My mom lost my older sister Sophia when she was born. My parents prayed and then got pregnant with me and named me Sophia.
    I remembered as a little girl, i would ask my mom the same questions, Ale asked you.
    Sending lots of hugs and kisses 🤍

  • @stephanie5173
    @stephanie5173 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    My heart breaks for you. I to know this incredible pain. My son was born at 24 weeks, after years of trying and multiple miscarriages we thought we finally made it until that day our hearts just shattered.
    I'll never forget the phone call to my husband, it was a routine check never did we think it we be a goodbye. Wasn't until then did we know how many other families suffered this incredible heartbreak, although it's common it still kills you inside, specially as a women. I send you all love and strength, may your future be happy and bright knowing an Angel is looking over you xx

  • @gc377
    @gc377 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Trauma and loss affect children deeper than we think. Check in with your daughter periodically.. I’m so sorry for your loss

  • @judi4931
    @judi4931 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I wish I could give you guys a huge hug. I can only imagine what you as a woman and as a couple are going through. It must be said thank you for sharing becuase it is not talked about enough. So thank you for showing your strength and vulnerability. Your family is in my prayers.

  • @elenagavrilova7499
    @elenagavrilova7499 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I’m crying. My daughter’s name Sofia... and I named her because of meaning...wisdom. I I truly thought I’m infertile... and was scared all the way of my pregnancy to lose her... I’m so so so sorry for your loss but please trust in good,trust in good and good things will happen..u’ll be great loving parents ...it will come to you. Believe,everything will be good. I wish you get better and I wish all the good things for you

    • @elenagavrilova7499
      @elenagavrilova7499 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      MAGGIE WONG I’m a mom, and have a daughter naturally...but I thought... IVF -the only way. that means “never lose hope”... Bad things happen, but miracles somehow happen too. Everyone wants the easy way but everyone has their own paths.

  • @atoyshabassene6273
    @atoyshabassene6273 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I had a miscarriage at 5 months 14 years ago. I struggled to get pregnant with that one and then my husband and I had our daughter in 2016 when we were 39. It is very hard. I still wonder what my son would have been like. my heart goes out to you!

  • @heidilopez3673
    @heidilopez3673 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    You're so strong I'm so sorry sending lots of love ❤

  • @hausofcolor
    @hausofcolor 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    Dear Jessi & G,
    I’m so so so sorry for your loss. The day I saw you post that you lost Sophia, my heart broke for your family. I can’t begin to imagine the pain you’ve endured as a woman, as a mother. May God give you strength and hold you and guide you through this. With all my heart... ❤️🙏🏼🕊

    • @freddiestranger9783
      @freddiestranger9783 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      GIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE LORD JESUS CHRIST ✔️🛐✝️

  • @dianauehara7454
    @dianauehara7454 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I’m so sorry for your loss! I too know the pain of losing a baby. I’m devastated, I lost my baby girl June 26, 2020 at 22 weeks pregnant! I completely broke down watching your video because everything you talked about going thru everything on your own I went thru because of COVID, my husband got there after I had delivered our baby and she had already passed. I’m living your pain. I pray that we are blessed with our rainbow 🌈 baby! Only that will help ease the pain. 🙏🏻

  • @BethFrazerx
    @BethFrazerx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I cried the whole way through. What a blessing she is to you, as are you to her. She will always watch over you and beautiful Ale ❤️

  • @francescamukama8251
    @francescamukama8251 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    So sorry for your loss,
    May Sophia's soul rest in eternal peace.
    I've been trying to concieve for 4 years ..but all in vain. i know when the is right I'll be pregnant.
    Baby dust your way for the miracle baby. AMEN

  • @jbanks9315
    @jbanks9315 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I know what your family is going through. My husband and I lost our Baby Girl Charlie at 6 months. 7/18/20... Like you said it is very devastating. Heart breaking, I never knew how much you can love a child and not even physically meet them. I Loved my daughter just as much as I love my 4 boys 😢 Our first girl ..God Bless you guys and I pray that God heal your hearts and give you peace and understanding. I know for me it was always.. Why !! What could I have done differently.. Truth is nothing , Pray, Pray and Pray some more. That is the only way you and your husband will make it through this hard time 😊 Praying for your family

  • @lcordova87
    @lcordova87 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    My heart aches for your loss. I lost my precious baby June 1st and the pain is a unreal.

    • @yenizeledon1434
      @yenizeledon1434 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost mine baby girl at 6 months pregnant 2 & half mo the ago. She was due this month. The pain and the emptiness seems like it will never end. I have a princess Name Sofia, she’s 3 years old I just keep imagining what would’ve been to see them together. I just can’t. I’m going thru depression now. Not even my husband knows about it. Be strong mama. Sending you a big hug and blessings for you

    • @lcordova87
      @lcordova87 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeni Zeledon I know the aftermath all too well. I am very sorry for your loss. Thank you for those words and just know you are not alone.

  • @ayannalee2685
    @ayannalee2685 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    My boyfriend and I lost our first daughter in January at 31 weeks and it was the hardest thing we have ever been through. My thoughts and prayers for you and your family ❤️

    • @salma02109
      @salma02109 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sending love

    • @eliskasimunkova1556
      @eliskasimunkova1556 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are so strong, honey.. So strong.

    • @saravee3474
      @saravee3474 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      oh my god.. i am so so so so sorry you had to go through that. i don’t mean to be intrusive but do you know what caused it?
      i’m 29 weeks and 2 days :/ this is my worst fear

    • @ayannalee2685
      @ayannalee2685 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sara Vee she moved around so much, swear she was doing flips and her umbilical cord twisted near her belly button and and that’s how it happened. One thing I took from what happened is when you feel like something is off , go with your gut and get it checked out. I listened to my doctor when he said I didn’t need to come in because she was still moving a little and I shouldn’t have.

    • @ayannalee2685
      @ayannalee2685 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      In
      April I had a miscarriage at 5 weeks and now I am pregnant again and I am 10 weeks!! I had a scare around 6 weeks and got it checked out and I have a cyst in my left ovary and a Subchorionic hematoma, but the baby is doing amazing 👏🏾

  • @larileah21
    @larileah21 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’ve lost my son at 24 weeks pregnant. We got no cause of death because he was perfect, we were told it was a cord accident and it was the first time I’ve ever lost a baby. I know how you feel and I feel for you! It’s the hardest thing to go through. My boy was born on 12/31/21

  • @gretavarga7394
    @gretavarga7394 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I’m so sorry

  • @ral6620
    @ral6620 4 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    sorry for your loss :( she is in a better place

  • @steffanydupree6441
    @steffanydupree6441 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I am sobbing for you guys 😭 my heart goes out to you. I cant imagine the pain especially going through it alone at the hospital with COVID not being able to have that support system physically with you to hug you and cry with you. I recently had my daughter during Covid and I thought it was the hardest thing to do. Since family could not see her and only were able to see her through a glass window. But this is something else. I am so so sorry ❤️❤️ praying for you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @Bananas-hx3xp
    @Bananas-hx3xp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    My heart breaks you. I can't imagine finding that out, let alone finding out alone 💔💔 All the love to the both of you and Ale as well❤️❤️❤️

  • @10kmgarcia
    @10kmgarcia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Jessi, sending you & your hubby a big hug. My heartbreaks for you all. I too have gone through a miscarriage in my second trimester. Prayer will get you through this unimaginable time.

  • @juanitahernandez341
    @juanitahernandez341 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It’s been a week since I loss my baby. I was 21 weeks. There’s so much comfort in knowing I am not alone. I’m learning how to have peace. I’m learning to accept that although I had made all these hopes and dreams with my baby boy God needed him by his side. I know I’ll see my baby boy again it’s just not right now.
    I’m sorry for your loss but you definitely gained an angel.

    • @michellesalcido1401
      @michellesalcido1401 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sorry for the loss of your baby boy.
      You will see him again ..

  • @atmaf05
    @atmaf05 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    So so sorry for your loss, losing a child is the most painful thing I have ever experienced. It’s still something I don’t discuss without becoming a mess. That you can even talk about it and keep it together so soon after your loss speaks to your strength. May she rest in peace and may you find peace too ❤️

  • @simplycandinicole
    @simplycandinicole 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This is so heartbreaking. I pray your family will find healing and strength in this time

  • @career171987
    @career171987 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    We love you!! I’m so very sorry. I am keeping you guys lifted in prayer. I can’t imagine.🙏🏾🙏🏾 You guys are not failures and God has not failed you.

  • @jenniferchavarria3094
    @jenniferchavarria3094 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    The most beautiful song. My daughter just lost her 1st baby as well. Just one month ago. She was 25 weeks pregnant. I know and am going through the pain you and your family are going through 😭😣💔the pain of losing your baby and the shock when getting the news is such a deep cut in your soul no one can prepare or handle. My pain is seeing my daughter in pain that only God and time can heal her. I saw your story and my deepest condolences we are in your storm😞. My grandson is in Heaven with Sofia. My daughter named him Forever Amado😭😞 He is in Heaven now👶🏽🦋Thank you 🙏🏽for your courage and strength. This video is and will continue to be healing for mother’s who have loss a baby. God bless your wonderful family 💞🦋✝️

  • @tulipsandroses6263
    @tulipsandroses6263 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Jesus Christ will return again. We are in the End times. Repent people and believe in him. He loves all of you.

  • @amruta410
    @amruta410 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    May god give you alot of strength in this situation.This loss have no words to calm ...but i pray you get your hapiness back soon♥️

  • @RageElixirGames
    @RageElixirGames 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I am so sorry for your loss Jessi

  • @jessicaacosta5494
    @jessicaacosta5494 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I had my 1st baby and she had anencephaly. I chose to get a d and c. Her name was anika. I carried until 7 months. I got pregó again this year. I was so excited and full of anxiety. The I found out at 10 weeks I had a missed miscarriage. I felt still feel so defeated and that I havent been gifted with an Ángel. If I ever get pregnant again IT wont be like when other people get pregnant. I Will be full of worry and doubt... I understand your saddness :(

    • @imene6622
      @imene6622 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      PpPppp!!

    • @nancylape3718
      @nancylape3718 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I understand, I lost my first baby at 22 weeks over a year ago I can't still imagine being pregnant again... I don't it will be something happy or normal!!

    • @jessicaacosta5494
      @jessicaacosta5494 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nancylape3718 its so awesome how some ladys have babies easily! Thats great. But sometimes I think those who lose them in a way have a different awarness/perspectiva of a the abilty to give life. Not saying those who do have them easily dont at all! Its just s different awareness we have..

  • @Irenehern
    @Irenehern 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This made me ball my eyes out 😭, I pray God keeps healing your little family & giving you the strength to get through this ✨❤️

  • @YadiraElizabeth
    @YadiraElizabeth 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    you guys are very strong 💓 i am so sorry for your loss, sending lots of prayers your way 💕

  • @natalyaanpilogov7685
    @natalyaanpilogov7685 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You’re not alone for sure, this happens so often. I have 2 girls and 1 boy and lost 2 babies in between my other pregnancies at 3 months.... it’s definitely the saddest 😢 But you will still have your girl at the right time, God’s time😊 when I had my 2nd miscarriage,It was a boy ( that I had in my dream) then I got pregnant after 2 months again and had a healthy baby boy ( exactly the one in my dreams 🥰) I’m so thankful to God. He knows best. May God bless your family 😘

  • @justvicky3625
    @justvicky3625 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    To the 76 people who disliked this video. You lot have no heart. Lots of love, hugs and support to you both and your families during this difficult time xx

    • @annarocha3254
      @annarocha3254 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I think people who dislike these videos often do so because this situation is too hard for them. It is hard to "like" a video like this. While I did so to be supportive, other people may feel that they are disliking it to be supportive in that no one 'likes' losing a child. ♥️

    • @jennaleigh5782
      @jennaleigh5782 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@annarocha3254 Yes, this. 1000000000%. ❤️♥️

    • @Pppp10101
      @Pppp10101 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Shame on them

    • @patricias5122
      @patricias5122 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      They're basically just bots.

    • @Valentina-Steinway
      @Valentina-Steinway 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Shame on anyone who disliked this video.
      You are heartless.

  • @janelieeg240
    @janelieeg240 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Sending lots of love and prayers during this healing process for you guys! You are so so strong; May God bless your family always and I pray that the great Lord heals you 🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️

  • @kalyanideepali
    @kalyanideepali 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm in tears. Lost my baby boy on Sunday at 17 weeks. He wouldn't have been able to survive because of a defect. Holding him in my arms is the only memory I have of him and I understand your pain.

    • @raejaes
      @raejaes 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Keeping you and baby boy in my prayers 💙

  • @NadiaGThomas
    @NadiaGThomas 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I have experienced this at the beginning of the year. It’s a pain that never goes away but trust and believe there is always a rainbow after the storm ❤️

  • @lizzettemoreno2439
    @lizzettemoreno2439 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    My heart 💔 The sadness is Jessi’s eyes just broke my heart. I pray for peace over you and your family and that you’re Angel Sophia watches over you 3 🙏🏽👼🏼

  • @lazaromachado5679
    @lazaromachado5679 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Jessi!!!! God, husband and Ale are the support for this hard moments you going through, beautiful song, our prayers and love ❤ are with you. Kisses and blessings. Gloria.🥰 😘❤🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @Thats_So_Rachel
    @Thats_So_Rachel 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I still keep you in my thoughts to this day, I can’t imagine going through that. You’re so strong & courageous! God has an amazing plan for your family, stay strong 🙏🏼🤍🕊

  • @YesturdayWasYourLast
    @YesturdayWasYourLast 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I’m so sorry ):

  • @fanessfirstplace70
    @fanessfirstplace70 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    So Sorry For Your LosS Mija! I myself had went through thee same exact thing by myself about 15 year's ago,And even it has been that long ago,I can remember like as if it was yesterday! So "MEDICALLY-They call it "SPONTANEOUS-ABORTION"....I was 3 1/2 months pregnant,My Dear! And I lost my baby which I had to come up With a name for my baby,And I came up With "ANGEL"! Cuz I know "ANGEL" is in "HEAVEN" With so many other "ANGEL'S"...I know hun how you feel,I was there once upon a time! What helped me heal was counseling,for me and my already 2 1/2 yr. old @ that time! I was so scared to get pregnant there after,but dont fear to get pregnant again! I now have 6 beautiful,healthy babies now...My eldest is 17 yrs. old,@ that time he was only 2 1/2 yrs old...I will keep you and ur family in my prayers,my dear! Try to take it day by day,@ least that's what I did daily W/thee help of seeking counseling! Be Safe,Ur Beautiful,And so is ur Family! God Bless,xOxOxOxO From Cali...!

  • @cherylgrace2744
    @cherylgrace2744 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You will be in my prayers. She's with the angels looking down on You both.

  • @norahn4078
    @norahn4078 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you for sharing - can only imagine how you must be feeling and trying to carry on with everyday life and raising your daughter, but keep holding onto each other, your families and seek out help and comfort where you need it. No one and no couple should have to go through this all on their own. ❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @amarinarichards2358
    @amarinarichards2358 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so sorry to hear about your loss.
    But it not your fault you are a amazing great parents out there so much and you guys are very strong.
    ( PLEASE STAY STRONG TOGETHER).

  • @rocioruiz6626
    @rocioruiz6626 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Sorry for you’re loss may god grant you the peace you need in you’re heart ❤️ sending love and comfort from TX

  • @shamalanaidoo6447
    @shamalanaidoo6447 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had to terminate my pregnancy at 5 months.. Most painful experience ever emotionally and physically. I named my baby girl Aishwarya which means prosperity. Thank you for sharing your story. It is such a lonely journey but I realise I'm not alone in this.

  • @destineeblanco
    @destineeblanco 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Lord father in heaven I lift up this beautiful family! I pray that your will be done in their life as it is in heaven, only you know the hurt they are going through and I pray that you continue mend their hearts. We praise you in Jesus holy holy name, amen 🤍🤍🤍🤍

  • @Landis_Grant
    @Landis_Grant 20 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    This couple was overly confident.

  • @beautiful0070
    @beautiful0070 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Praying for your family that God gives you a comfort and a peace that transcends all understanding through your loss. There is always a rainbow 🌈 after the storm ⛈!

  • @beautifuldiva0208
    @beautifuldiva0208 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I had my baby girl in January she passed away in her sleep at 6 weeks old. I’m still hurting

  • @bxlladoll
    @bxlladoll 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    lifting you & your family in prayers ♥️ God bless you!
    (I think you may want to edit out a clip @10:39)

  • @jasminesnellen
    @jasminesnellen 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This truly touched my heart. I’m writing this with tears on my face. I’ve more recently subscribed in the past few months, and binged on your beautiful family’s life and journey. I am sending my heart, grace, and the healing of the universe to you and your family today and forever more. 🤎🌊🧸

  • @biancam.ritter5352
    @biancam.ritter5352 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Praying for y’all. I’ve had 2 miscarriages and the pain is unbearable ♥️ I totally get you in the sense of feeling like a failure, but know that you are an amazing momma and that your rainbow baby will come ♥️

  • @gloriagarcia9505
    @gloriagarcia9505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    So sorry for your loss Jessi. Stay strong for your husband and ale. (Might want to edit out 10:40)

  • @MissFlorenceBeauty
    @MissFlorenceBeauty 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Heartbreaking ❤️ all the best to you guys 😘

  • @mychelletenmatay8719
    @mychelletenmatay8719 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hi. I'm a NICU NURSE. I just came across your video. I have a soft spot for babies especially newborn and preterm. It's really heartbreaking to lose a child. It's unbearable I think. I pray that both of you will find healing and hope in God's name and grace. Just keep praying. 🙏

  • @christinajones4190
    @christinajones4190 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You two are such beautiful human beings, thank you for opening up like this and giving more families a moment to feel less lonely going through this.

  • @donahobarcopinayinjapan5803
    @donahobarcopinayinjapan5803 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I can feel the pain.. me too lost my 1st baby on my pregnancy before. Too painful you can be depressed just stay vocal towards your partner i will help a lot .. just cry it all. And as days passes and in time you will be okay just think god has reasons and god will give you something Better soon.. love you guyzz stay strong

  • @heathermanhardt5113
    @heathermanhardt5113 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I can see that familiar pain in your eyes. At moments I had to stop watching so I could take a deep breath and swallow that lump in my throat. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks just recently and it was very, very hard and traumatizing, yet alone, emotional. I can't even imagine at 22 weeks what that was like for you. You are NOT a failure, that baby only knew love and you gave her that love. I know there is nothing I can say to make it better, just know you are in my prayers. I'm so very sorry for your loss.

    • @Opalescenttreeshark
      @Opalescenttreeshark 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I lost at 9 weeks. I’m so sorry you have to go through this. Even though it was a few years ago and I have my rainbow baby, it still hurts. Sending you love and peace. ❤️

  • @e.a.5361
    @e.a.5361 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I have had 2 miscarriages; currently TTC. Praying to God that I’ll conceive soon and that this time everything will be OK. I’m also praying for you guys so that God gives you strength and hopefully your next pregnancy will be a success. God bless

  • @theonlycoreyj
    @theonlycoreyj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Giving you & your family my condolences! I am so sorry you're going through this. 😭💔🤍🕊

  • @freddiestranger9783
    @freddiestranger9783 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    PLEASE GIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE LORD JESUS CHRIST ✔️🛐✝️ IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO GO TO HEAVEN TO BE WITH ANY BABY WHO HAS GONE THERE ✔️ I

  • @marymumbi8330
    @marymumbi8330 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Be strong dear I really understand you, happened to me too dear, be strong but God is a faithful God.

  • @jaemarie5555
    @jaemarie5555 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so sorry for your loss! I lost my sweet boy at 17 weeks on May 26, 2020. Its been the hardest thing my husband and I have ever gone through. Continue to lean on one another and trust in God! He has a plan for you guys!

  • @EwciaMa
    @EwciaMa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm 25 week pregnant and I'm really sorry for your loss....that must be hard...

  • @sarahengelstad3356
    @sarahengelstad3356 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I understand how you feel, my first miscarriage was at 9 1/2 weeks and my boyfriend was able to be in the room with me. & then I got pregnant 3 months later and everything was doing so good, my OBGYN was worried about my babies growth but just said he would be small. Which was fine with me and my boyfriend. I just had another miscarriage at 18 weeks on July 28th and my boyfriend was not allowed to be in there for the procedure I had to get. It was heart breaking. I was torn. I haven’t really talked about it at all, and I’m still struggling but it does get better. You take day by day. And you heal . It doesn’t get easy, but as long as you keep faith you will get through it. I pray every night my two angel babies are staying together . 💙 that they are not afraid. & now they have another friend up there with them. I pray for you as your family. May you heal ,

  • @angiecsoto
    @angiecsoto 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My deepest condolences I have gone thru it n it’s devastating sending you.both virtual hugs 🙏🙏😢

  • @BrayZoJaxxEllaM0M
    @BrayZoJaxxEllaM0M 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I lost my baby at 28 weeks. I can feel your pain and I’ll pray for your family everyday 💙👼🏼🙏🏻 our angels are watching .

  • @itsra1ning
    @itsra1ning 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so sorry your family went through. I can’t imagine how hard it must have been when you found out she went to heaven especially because you were alone.
    I pray for your family and your sweet angel Sophia. Sophia loves you and she is watching over all of us.

  • @noaw1133
    @noaw1133 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My heart breaks learning of the loss of your baby girl. I loss two kids to miscarriage. It was the toughest thing I’ve ever been through outside of the death of my mother. But, I find comfort in knowing that one day I’ll see my kids in heaven. Sending prayers to you and your beautiful family.

  • @bevsbundle9452
    @bevsbundle9452 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My condolences, I truely know this feeling by far the hardest thing to go through . My heart goes out to your family ❤️

  • @freddiestranger9783
    @freddiestranger9783 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    For Those of You Who Say "I'm Sorry" ARE YOU REALLY ❓ 🤨🤔Sympathy is Different From Empathy. Sympathy Says "I'm Sorry" And Then I Forget About You As I
    Go On With My Life BUT EMPATHY Says "I Feel What You Feel"😫

  • @amanyirelynn2806
    @amanyirelynn2806 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm so sorry for your loss guys. May God comfort you and fill your hearts with hope and joy. Grief can be hard but you'll ge through this. So sorry

  • @jazzy679
    @jazzy679 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    No one ever fully understands this type of pain unless you go through it yourself. Ive gone through 2 Stillbirths within 5 months of eachother about 2yrs ago and it STILL hurts. Since then Ive been blessed with 2 beautiful babies which have helped me get through life day by day, as well as my husband, however its the worst pain any mother has to go through😔 Grieve as much as you need to. Let it out. Talk to God. Play worship music and live for those babies in Heaven👼

  • @SisiYemmieTV
    @SisiYemmieTV 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

  • @jaimeiiipanes1585
    @jaimeiiipanes1585 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I also lost my baby at 8 weeks and its the most painful experience to me. I know you are dealing it harder as 22 weeks is so long but know that you are not alone and that our babies are already in heaven peacefully.

  • @nataliezng
    @nataliezng 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My heart is bleeding 💔 You’re so incredibly strong my love. I send you million hugs, kisses and prayers for you and your precious family. She will look over you and protect you 3, wherever you are. Forever and ever in our hearts little angel ❤️

  • @daniellerampersad9962
    @daniellerampersad9962 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The song at the end
    What is the name
    Its so beautiful 😍

  • @29tosha
    @29tosha 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Sending Prayers, I’m So Sorry. God Bless You💋

  • @sammarino9063
    @sammarino9063 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh my darlings. Im so very sorry. I too lost a sweet angel at 5 1/2 months. I was devastated, no one to talk too, it was awful. No one wanted to talk to me about it because they were afraid they would cause me more pain, among other reasons. Yes, stay close, you are each others refuge, hold on to one another and your sweet baby girl. I am so very glad you are talking about this, not only does your story help others, it will help you as well. People will reach out in love. I am praying for you all, for you Momma, I wish I could hug you. 💔❤

  • @dianned6985
    @dianned6985 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I lost faith in the lord after losing my dad last year. So many sad events in the world so many children dying so much stress driving people sick where is god to heal us when in need. We are made to believe that when we get through these tough that it was “god” who healed or helped. I don’t know how to feel anymore about all we are taught to believe in to much sadness to believe good and happiness can come afterwards because nothing replaces the losses in our lives.
    I’m sorry for you’re pain, and the ache you’re heart unfortunately has to feel with no answers as to why. May her soul rest and her spirit live forever. 🌿✨♥️

    • @lizzyberg1082
      @lizzyberg1082 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Don't loose faith..stay strong you can get through this

    • @lovelymoon2576
      @lovelymoon2576 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm sorry for how you are feeling and your loss, God from the beginning told us this world isn't our home. This world is filled with sin. Have faith in Jesus Christ and you will see your dad one day. Nothing lasts forever. Everything that rises must fall. ❤