Thanks for this video Melissa. I respect your positivity and what you have been through. I appreciate how accurately and proficient you are at describing the benzo healing journey.
I'm at 36 months off. I had a massive wave at 34 months off that sounds a lot like the one you had. I was doing okay for the whole year before that. I honestly wonder if something happens to us benzo harmed patients nervous system around the 30 month off mark?? I'm sorry you're going through this because I know how terrifying and exhausting it is. I'm glad to hear you're slowly coming out of it and pray this is the last wave you ever go through 🙏💜
It's wonderful to hear and see your happiness! I'm only 47 days off / I was force CT after tapering almost 2 years. I wish I could tell you I don't feel afraid that I'm permanently going to suffer from this brain injury. I do want to acknowledge that I also have hope, it may not feel as strong as the fear, but it is there. I'm happy to have come across your videos. Thanks you for providing hope and encouragement. 💛
So refreshing to find someone who tells it like it is. I'm on Benzo buddies, but constantly get told will only recover if I am more poisitive blaming me for still being like this. Can I ask if infections made you any worse. Had gastro enteritis on and off for about 6 weeks has eased off but now feel worse than ever. I do think the gut really affects the brain. You daughter looks gorgeous by the way.
@@melissadawncoaching Thanks did it take long for you to get back to baselines. Agree about forums can be very judgemental, not allowed to say you are feeling really low , which all of us do at times, get monitored, like being at school.
Mellissa did u have back neck pain and nerve issues making it difficult to walk sit or work?? At 15 months off I have leg pain back pain neck pain constantly that doesn't go. Is this a symptom or something els?
Hi I hope you’re doing well today I’m curious I am 22 months off and I am still suicidal almost daily every morning I can’t do this I was saying polydrug this year except I was on for 12 years when does it go away for you are you still suicidal
@@peacefuldonkey29 youre welcome. If you have any questions let me know. I may make a video on it so others can check it out if they need to make money from home
@@melissadawncoaching I do have questions. Do they teach you the VA skills in the course? Or do you need to have some skills to start out? Reassurances that it is legit would be great, as it is a big investment. And it is just hard to sift out legit things from scams. How well does one need to be? Maybe how many hours? Is this something I could pick away at, or does it require a solid, regular time commitment? Other start up costs? Just some general questions. I am thinking maybe I might start by learning Excel on my own. Just to get my brain moving again, and see how I do. But I would really be interested to hear more about your experiences.
Omg this video is triggering. I dont want to live like this. This will keep.coming back. This is not a success story. It is a horror story. Long story short, one Never heals and at every momemt yoy are succesptible to getting it all back on.
That’s not the way I feel at all. I was continuously tortured for a long time and never felt well for a second. Now I can go stretches feeling completely normal and something will trigger it. I refuse to believe the sensitivities will last forever. I went from completely non functioning on disability to building a business, taking care of my baby, socializing, sleeping 8 hours a night and experiencing life again. If that’s not recovering I don’t know what is. My system is still fragile but I’ve come a long way
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Thanks for this video Melissa. I respect your positivity and what you have been through. I appreciate how accurately and proficient you are at describing the benzo healing journey.
I'm at 36 months off. I had a massive wave at 34 months off that sounds a lot like the one you had. I was doing okay for the whole year before that. I honestly wonder if something happens to us benzo harmed patients nervous system around the 30 month off mark?? I'm sorry you're going through this because I know how terrifying and exhausting it is. I'm glad to hear you're slowly coming out of it and pray this is the last wave you ever go through 🙏💜
It's wonderful to hear and see your happiness! I'm only 47 days off / I was force CT after tapering almost 2 years. I wish I could tell you I don't feel afraid that I'm permanently going to suffer from this brain injury. I do want to acknowledge that I also have hope, it may not feel as strong as the fear, but it is there. I'm happy to have come across your videos. Thanks you for providing hope and encouragement. 💛
Happy you are making progress again!
So refreshing to find someone who tells it like it is. I'm on Benzo buddies, but constantly get told will only recover if I am more poisitive blaming me for still being like this. Can I ask if infections made you any worse. Had gastro enteritis on and off for about 6 weeks has eased off but now feel worse than ever. I do think the gut really affects the brain. You daughter looks gorgeous by the way.
Yes sickness definitely makes me worse. And thank you! I’ve gotten off the forums they can be really harmful
@@melissadawncoaching Thanks did it take long for you to get back to baselines. Agree about forums can be very judgemental, not allowed to say you are feeling really low , which all of us do at times, get monitored, like being at school.
@@LesleyMarchznt it takes me about a month to recover from sickness
Mellissa did u have back neck pain and nerve issues making it difficult to walk sit or work?? At 15 months off I have leg pain back pain neck pain constantly that doesn't go. Is this a symptom or something els?
Hi I hope you’re doing well today I’m curious I am 22 months off and I am still suicidal almost daily every morning I can’t do this I was saying polydrug this year except I was on for 12 years when does it go away for you are you still suicidal
No I don’t feel that way at all anymore
I feel this too. The suicidal feeling its the worst.
🙏🏻🙏🏻❤
Are you going to do any coaching?
I’ve actually done a little already :)
Are you taking anymore? Asking for myself.
@@michelefrench4090 yes
How can I get ahold of you?
@@michelefrench4090 feel free to email me at sweetsplendacupcake@hotmail.com
May I ask the name of the course you took?
It’s called 90 day VA. There is a free webinar if you’re interested in learning more
www.90dayva.com?fpr=melissa72
@@melissadawncoaching thank you so much!! 🙏
@@peacefuldonkey29 youre welcome. If you have any questions let me know. I may make a video on it so others can check it out if they need to make money from home
@@melissadawncoaching I do have questions. Do they teach you the VA skills in the course? Or do you need to have some skills to start out?
Reassurances that it is legit would be great, as it is a big investment. And it is just hard to sift out legit things from scams.
How well does one need to be? Maybe how many hours? Is this something I could pick away at, or does it require a solid, regular time commitment?
Other start up costs?
Just some general questions.
I am thinking maybe I might start by learning Excel on my own. Just to get my brain moving again, and see how I do. But I would really be interested to hear more about your experiences.
@@melissadawncoaching p.s. I am also in Canada. Ontario gal here.
Do a 5 day plus water fast and get on the carnivore diet
Omg this video is triggering. I dont want to live like this. This will keep.coming back. This is not a success story. It is a horror story.
Long story short, one Never heals and at every momemt yoy are succesptible to getting it all back on.
That’s not the way I feel at all. I was continuously tortured for a long time and never felt well for a second. Now I can go stretches feeling completely normal and something will trigger it. I refuse to believe the sensitivities will last forever. I went from completely non functioning on disability to building a business, taking care of my baby, socializing, sleeping 8 hours a night and experiencing life again. If that’s not recovering I don’t know what is. My system is still fragile but I’ve come a long way
Get on the carnivore diet