I'm 23 with Type 1 Diabetes and Stage 2 Chronic Kidney Disease. I can feel that I don't have many days. (Lol) This particular track helps me come to terms with my own mortality. The US Healthcare System has failed not only me but countless other Americans. Shame, there's so much more I wanted to do in life. Oh well. :/
That's absolutely heartbreaking to hear, I'm glad The Caretaker brings you as much peace if not more peace than it brings me. Nice username by the way :D lol
You’re one of 2 comments that hasn’t received a favorite, so I’ll reply to you here. This song makes me want to visit my grandmother, who has Alzheimer’s. This song, to me, represents the looming fear that death presents, and the even worse fear of being left a shell beforehand, but you’re desperately trying to hold everything together, you’re trying so hard, but it’s futile.
You were freed from the future, the past, and every possibility. You experienced the moment you live in. Why you weep is unknown to me but I hope it’s out of admiration and not despair.
I like this particular track because it reminds me a dvd menu of some sort, when it gets done and goes back to the menu I'm already asleep, when I wake up the menu music is playing, and puts me right back to sleep
Here it is encapsulated, the imagery of an old-timer sitting in his rocking chair, basking in the light of the setting sun in the late afternoon, drifting away towards his younger years, reminiscing. Incredibly sublime and gentle piece of art.
Your memory is gone now. You are a shell. Children's names, favorite foods, all gone as well. You feel empty, yet full of something without meaning. Your heart beats blood to an foggy brain without even the memory of a single pain. There's nothing now, you are forgotten. your brain is but a plaque; rotten. Mind is lost, yet you are still breathing. You take in air and exhale while frowning but still you feel you are always drowning. You choke on the air as you take it in and as the light in the world grows dim You feel a hand touch your shoulder. Its your daughter, no, your mother or maybe even someone other. You have forgotten basic function and your life has reached the end of the fatal junction, your brain a vessel to the other side. As you take your last breath and face your demise and as tears fall from your eyes you don't even feel your soul rise, and you see nothing as your brain dies... a poem by a commenter
This is more descriptive for post-awareness stage 6. Late afternoon drifting is in stage 1, where memories are recalled with near perfect accuracy with some glitches.
A tormented piano sings for me, as I watch a warm fire spread throughout all the things I think I knew. It will be eternity in just a moment, when I have dreamt away my last remnants.
Dislike buttons exist only for monetary purposes. Ridiculous and juvenile, I say. If a video is not to your taste, move along. And further, if it's not to your taste, you are not equipped to make any sort of evaluation. This is my opinion.
Some guy from the original 6hr full video said it best, but this is eerily similar to what feeling suicidal/depressed around the holidays is like. At the same time, it’s quite comforting. One of the few left…..
i had a dream. i literally cannot explain what happened in it, because it was just me exploring a place that was a mashup of places i’ve been to as a child, but i think i want to base a lot of my life trying to recreate what i saw. i am an animator, which means i am able to create what i am feeling into cartoonish animations, but i wish to someday have the correct artistic talent to do just that.
This puts me to sleep a lot ngl. But it does out some... thoughts...in mind. Often i think of someone in the kitchen table glaring out the window showing an open wheat field with a tree in the far distance. I sometimes picture this with someone particularly a middle aged man/woman walking to their home that's old and creaked but in their minds its perfectly new when they first bought the house. This album and specifically Stage 1 has put me to constant sleep along with the other Album "An Empty Bliss Beyond This World". Its almost exactly what i would listen to if i was retired and old to the point my joints barely work. This song however i don't know. Words cant describe how great this album and what this Stage 1 track is
Out of all comment's m worried for a certain dude that has diabetes 1 and stage 2 chronic 😔😔 i really hope he's out there living it really breaks my heart :(
"Huh.. a dvd? i should put it in.." (Dvd plays) (after listening to it) "Oh god.. that's.... somehow scary, i should take this out of the dvd player.." (accidentally presses 1 hour loop) "Oh no..."
oh. unidentify entity behind my window try to lure me closer with relaxing piano music (i close doors and he failed, i don't use toilet tonight. no food for him)
26 and my mom has dementia and my father was just admitted to Saint Vincent’s for heart failure I too find solace in this while struggling between work and life to deal with them as long as I hear the caretaker on the way home
1986/4/14, you sat on your favorite recliner in front of the fireplace roaring, a peaceful moment. Your nephew wants to take a picture of you with his son, you agree to do so, he takes it but you both notice something wrong. There’s an odd blob of black in the photo resembling a person. You both check the window to find, no one there. You never figured out what it was.
This reminds me of when me and my dad where driving home after school and the sun was setting casting this orange light on us and it was dead silent. Then some more silence then some more. Then I remembered that I was daydreaming again. My dad was dead for 3 years now and my brain still travels back, oblivious of anything else to this exact moment in the car. Just me and him
This is probably what it feels like to be the last infected in plague inc as you slowly watch humanity fizzle away and watching your home and your country become nothing more than hollow memories knowing your about to become apart of it from an unstoppable disease that has completely wiped earth clean of humanity. As you and the bodies of your friends and family lay on the ground, you close your eyes and feel your body relax. Its over.
I could use some help; I haven’t cried since last year. It’s been around 11 months since iirc. Maybe I did cry in between then and now but I just can’t recall cuz my mind was occupied by my schedule
Yess, now I can feel like I'm floated on a cloud blissfully unaware of the state the world is in for 1 HOURRRRRRRR!
*temporary bliss state*
Put it on loop
permanent bliss state @@arandomsupra
I'm 23 with Type 1 Diabetes and Stage 2 Chronic Kidney Disease. I can feel that I don't have many days. (Lol) This particular track helps me come to terms with my own mortality. The US Healthcare System has failed not only me but countless other Americans. Shame, there's so much more I wanted to do in life. Oh well. :/
That's absolutely heartbreaking to hear, I'm glad The Caretaker brings you as much peace if not more peace than it brings me. Nice username by the way :D lol
Hey, if ur still alive then i hope you are ok and doing well..
@@shadooooooostayss i am still alive i squatted 300;bs today life is not bad i appreciate you
@@MILFHUNTER-qg1nu Are you doing alright?!? We'll be here for you!!!
@@MILFHUNTER-qg1nu we all love and care for you
This song was stuck in my head all day
mine is the "its just a burning memory" ;-;
and i tried not thinking about it
My heart stopped in joy when I found this video cus I've had it stuck in my head for weeks and I couldn't find it until now
Same
Same, it hits so different as if you altered your mind into another reality.
I have no idea why I started crying
You’re one of 2 comments that hasn’t received a favorite, so I’ll reply to you here.
This song makes me want to visit my grandmother, who has Alzheimer’s.
This song, to me, represents the looming fear that death presents, and the even worse fear of being left a shell beforehand, but you’re desperately trying to hold everything together, you’re trying so hard, but it’s futile.
@@lead1173 i agree but this song also has a happy overtone, like a denial leading to a bit of happiness
You were freed from the future, the past, and every possibility.
You experienced the moment you live in.
Why you weep is unknown to me but I hope it’s out of admiration and not despair.
I like this particular track because it reminds me a dvd menu of some sort, when it gets done and goes back to the menu I'm already asleep, when I wake up the menu music is playing, and puts me right back to sleep
Listening to this while I drift in late afternoon.
Hmm 🤔
*Tokyo Drift intensifies*
same lol it's 5 for me
@@foonnotspork Happy late afternoon to you!
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Here it is encapsulated, the imagery of an old-timer sitting in his rocking chair, basking in the light of the setting sun in the late afternoon, drifting away towards his younger years, reminiscing. Incredibly sublime and gentle piece of art.
thank you so much, this is one of my favorite songs in stage 1
Your memory is gone now. You are a shell.
Children's names, favorite foods, all gone as well.
You feel empty, yet full of something without meaning.
Your heart beats blood to an foggy brain
without even the memory of a single pain.
There's nothing now, you are forgotten.
your brain is but a plaque; rotten.
Mind is lost, yet you are still breathing.
You take in air and exhale while frowning
but still you feel you are always drowning.
You choke on the air as you take it in
and as the light in the world grows dim
You feel a hand touch your shoulder.
Its your daughter, no, your mother
or maybe even someone other.
You have forgotten basic function
and your life has reached the end of the fatal junction,
your brain a vessel to the other side.
As you take your last breath and face your demise
and as tears fall from your eyes
you don't even feel your soul rise, and
you see nothing as your brain dies...
a poem by a commenter
Your a shell for sure but maybe people outside don't know what you've been doing, at a distance you look dull but you were really doing was dreaming.
This could be good with a pen name.
Something like... FALLOUT450!
It kinda fits the music's tempo, too
This is more descriptive for post-awareness stage 6. Late afternoon drifting is in stage 1, where memories are recalled with near perfect accuracy with some glitches.
i just sung this in my head cuz why not
*also this goes with the song*
A tormented piano sings for me, as I watch a warm fire spread throughout all the things I think I knew.
It will be eternity in just a moment, when I have dreamt away my last remnants.
* i turned this on and didn't realize that it was a one hour version.
* i've been listening to this song just as long as all 6 albums
The 1 hour and 5 second sunset!
Family holiday when you’re depressed
So fucking real
This song ironically makes me dream of driving into a beautiful sunset with someone special.
Too bad I don't have someone like though.
I feel something similar, though I do have someone special I would like to be with, driving with her into a sunset.
The only difference is I prefer the rain.
(Still no special someone)
Nobody disliked this vid, hope it stays like that
Dislike buttons exist only for monetary purposes. Ridiculous and juvenile, I say. If a video is not to your taste, move along. And further, if it's not to your taste, you are not equipped to make any sort of evaluation. This is my opinion.
One person disliked this video at the time of writing this comment on Saturday, May 15, 2021.
Thank god they got rid of the dislike button :>
@@ray3bk now 0 theres no dislike button now :)
the dislike is from someone who forgot the like button existed
Wait, dislike? Doesn't TH-cam use stars to rate videos?
Or they are Australians
@@computermariobross I rated 5
I actually listen to a lot of the Stage 1 tracks recreationally. Thanks for making a 1 hour loop.
ikr
Some guy from the original 6hr full video said it best, but this is eerily similar to what feeling suicidal/depressed around the holidays is like. At the same time, it’s quite comforting. One of the few left…..
i had a dream. i literally cannot explain what happened in it, because it was just me exploring a place that was a mashup of places i’ve been to as a child, but i think i want to base a lot of my life trying to recreate what i saw. i am an animator, which means i am able to create what i am feeling into cartoonish animations, but i wish to someday have the correct artistic talent to do just that.
This puts me to sleep a lot ngl.
But it does out some... thoughts...in mind. Often i think of someone in the kitchen table glaring out the window showing an open wheat field with a tree in the far distance.
I sometimes picture this with someone particularly a middle aged man/woman walking to their home that's old and creaked but in their minds its perfectly new when they first bought the house. This album and specifically Stage 1 has put me to constant sleep along with the other Album "An Empty Bliss Beyond This World". Its almost exactly what i would listen to if i was retired and old to the point my joints barely work.
This song however i don't know. Words cant describe how great this album and what this Stage 1 track is
I fell asleep to this song and an ad appeared in my dreams
This is my favrouite from the album
I listen to this song to help me calm down. Works every time 😊
The title is very fitting, this quite literally sounds like drifting to sleep on a late afternoon
i always imagine this song being used in a fnaf death minigame
Listened to this back then, before my mother abandoned me here. It was - and still is - a great form of comfort for me.
thank you ☺️
this is so nostalgic
this song makes me feel like if i was walking on a lazy summer noon walk. the sky looks like its covered in clouds.
Out of all comment's m worried for a certain dude that has diabetes 1 and stage 2 chronic 😔😔 i really hope he's out there living it really breaks my heart :(
"Huh.. a dvd? i should put it in.."
(Dvd plays)
(after listening to it)
"Oh god.. that's.... somehow scary, i should take this out of the dvd player.."
(accidentally presses 1 hour loop)
"Oh no..."
This music can be used to different in any scenario. Afternoon, rain, morning, evening, night etc.
Dude, Grimace, same man.
yES
oh. unidentify entity behind my window try to lure me closer with relaxing piano music (i close doors and he failed, i don't use toilet tonight. no food for him)
ah perfect just what I needed for a 1 hour crying jag
You got the dud
This is the equality of being a little under the weather before New Year's.
Okay, I happened to be having a bad New Year’s Eve, and I was listening to this. Literally all day.
@@starlines__ DAMN
well the days between christmas and the new year have actually been boring to me in 2021
26 and my mom has dementia and my father was just admitted to Saint Vincent’s for heart failure I too find solace in this while struggling between work and life to deal with them as long as I hear the caretaker on the way home
1986/4/14, you sat on your favorite recliner in front of the fireplace roaring, a peaceful moment. Your nephew wants to take a picture of you with his son, you agree to do so, he takes it but you both notice something wrong. There’s an odd blob of black in the photo resembling a person. You both check the window to find, no one there. You never figured out what it was.
finally found u
been looking for this song from the meme
im sick with influenza currently and this incapsulates how i feel
it's in my window again
guess who is going to go missing without a trace and killed then cloned and replaced on October 18th at 3:15 AM of 2023?
That's the song the entity tried to lure me towards it with
Feels sleepy.
guess who is going to go missing without a trace and then cloned and replaced on October 18th at 3:15 AM of 2023?
POV: it's 3 AM, you go to the bathroom to pee and you suddenly hear this..
guess who is going to go missing without a trace and then cloned and replaced on October 18th at 3:15 AM of 2023?
This reminds me of when me and my dad where driving home after school and the sun was setting casting this orange light on us and it was dead silent. Then some more silence then some more. Then I remembered that I was daydreaming again. My dad was dead for 3 years now and my brain still travels back, oblivious of anything else to this exact moment in the car. Just me and him
Finally, inner peace 😌
Initial D drifting
The subtitles had a stroke
Beautiful sound slp em pleh
everything will be alright.
Sobbing now
It all depends on you~
put the video speed on 1.5
it quite sounds.. gooder.
More good*
@@h0nks504 better*
@@redgak7801 way better*
I forgor 😭🥶☠️
This is probably what it feels like to be the last infected in plague inc as you slowly watch humanity fizzle away and watching your home and your country become nothing more than hollow memories knowing your about to become apart of it from an unstoppable disease that has completely wiped earth clean of humanity. As you and the bodies of your friends and family lay on the ground, you close your eyes and feel your body relax. Its over.
You are immortal until its proven you are not.
When I do anyting with this song on it Just Full on wholesome💗✨❤💗💖✌🏳🌈💝🤧
"For Grimace
Or anyone who likes this song as much as him idk"
Hey
I am at 30:39... don't have idea how or why i'm here
I could use some help; I haven’t cried since last year. It’s been around 11 months since iirc. Maybe I did cry in between then and now but I just can’t recall cuz my mind was occupied by my schedule
My mind during the pandemic:
Inner peace 😌
It is less depressing on 2 times speed.
@N¹³
esta cancion es linda xd
@jordankeuring PLEASE NOTICE ME IM A HUGE FAN
Why did i comment this? I cant tell if i was being weird or satire