The Caretaker - Tonight, all seems blue and dark (Live in Présences Électronique 2018)

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  • The intro for one of Leyland Kirby's exclusive tracks, presented live in Présences Électronique 2018. It samples french singer Tino Rossi's song "Ce Soir".
    "Tonight, all seems blue and dark" is NOT the original name of the song. I gave it that name just to identify it. For now, it doesn't have an official name.
    This is the intro of the entire show Kirby presented. You can listen to the rest of the show in:
    • The Caretaker - Live i...
    Painting made by Ivan Seal.
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  • @Saphintosh
    @Saphintosh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +462

    It's worse when you are a french native and you understand the lyrics

    • @QuidProQuo999
      @QuidProQuo999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      This song fits perfectly honestly.

    • @slimewesternn
      @slimewesternn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      C'est tellement parfait comme ambiance

    • @leafyclass
      @leafyclass 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      moi aussi mdrr

    • @slimewesternn
      @slimewesternn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Mais très pesant en effet. J’adore

    • @slimewesternn
      @slimewesternn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @HeartAche Tu n’as pas compris les lyrics ? C’est bien ça ?

  • @getdownforthemaintenance6881
    @getdownforthemaintenance6881 3 ปีที่แล้ว +453

    Less dementia and more all-consuming depression

    • @doodlehobbo8697
      @doodlehobbo8697 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      To me Dementia and Depression had a both vibe mix that I don't like to expirienced

    • @Wjjsndhao
      @Wjjsndhao 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      forgetting and being so sad..

    • @elilope7992
      @elilope7992 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Depression must be a big theme here on TH-cam lol

    • @QuidProQuo999
      @QuidProQuo999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Depression can be mixed with dementia -_-

    • @Hamstersarecute
      @Hamstersarecute 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@QuidProQuo999 yea but this doesn't seem like dementia

  • @jackfreeman1776
    @jackfreeman1776 3 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    Basically, a stage 1-5 speedrun.

    • @sgunky
      @sgunky 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      dementia any% speedrunning

    • @Anonymous-73
      @Anonymous-73 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      KINGU CRIMSON

    • @neutrono.8288
      @neutrono.8288 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Everywhere at the end of time speedrun 6:44 !!!

    • @onlinepokeraddict
      @onlinepokeraddict 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Vascular dementia moment

  • @Anonymous-73
    @Anonymous-73 2 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    If you listen closely, you can hear people crying and coughing. It’s small but adds a disturbing amount of reality

    • @San-ln7sp
      @San-ln7sp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Its pretty hearable in 1:04

    • @ForgottenC2890
      @ForgottenC2890 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I don't hear anything maybe you guys are schizophrenic

    • @Anonymous-73
      @Anonymous-73 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@ForgottenC2890 nah

    • @TomBerlinski
      @TomBerlinski  ปีที่แล้ว +31

      This was recorded during Kirby's live performance, so yes, there were some people talking and coughing during the presentation.

    • @cumlord._.
      @cumlord._. ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ForgottenC2890 indeed I am

  • @ohistoriador4848
    @ohistoriador4848 3 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    Let's dance untill the end of time

    • @giasharie274
      @giasharie274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      May the ballroom remain eternal

    • @leafyclass
      @leafyclass 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@giasharie274 c'est fini

    • @alanguimaraes9523
      @alanguimaraes9523 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Olha só um brasiliano

    • @ohistoriador4848
      @ohistoriador4848 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@alanguimaraes9523 Sou português

    • @Konoronn
      @Konoronn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No

  • @TheJedo
    @TheJedo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +260

    Ahh, the one at his interview

    • @Daddy-ue1du
      @Daddy-ue1du 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      What?

    • @TheJedo
      @TheJedo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@Daddy-ue1du this was played at the caretaker's IGN grm interview

    • @Daddy-ue1du
      @Daddy-ue1du 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@TheJedo Oh yeah, I remember that video.

    • @leafyclass
      @leafyclass 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i was looking specifically for this one lool

    • @AL110806
      @AL110806 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      th-cam.com/video/g4rI4xuomOY/w-d-xo.html

  • @imherehaha8989
    @imherehaha8989 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    When the Alzheimer’s switches the system settings to french

  • @NarquelieNarmo
    @NarquelieNarmo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +443

    So didn't translate the lyrics in their entirety on the original INA video so here you are :
    Ce soir, mon coeur a tant de peine.
    (Tonight, my heart is aching)
    Ce soir, tout semble triste et noir.
    (Tonight, all seems blue and dark)
    J'ai peur, malgré notre amour même.
    (I fear, even with help of our love)
    J'ai peur de ne plus te revoir.
    (I fear to never see you again)
    Ce soir, il faut que tu reviennes.
    (Tonight, you must come back to me)
    J'attends, dans l'ombre de la nuit.
    (I wait, cowered in night's cloak)
    J'attends, puisque c'est toi que j'aime.
    (I wait, because you're the one I love)
    Traînant mon éternel ennui.
    (Trailing my ever-lasting boredom)
    Un jour sans toi, c'est une éternité.
    (One day without you seems like an eternity)
    Dis-moi pourquoi, chéri(e), tu m'as quitté ?
    (Tell me, darling, why have you left me?)

    • @deadchannelbreakrear8922
      @deadchannelbreakrear8922 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      The lyrics resemble deppresion so much, is this supposed to be it?

    • @user-qe8go6ur8w
      @user-qe8go6ur8w 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      même

    • @4g3ntyur16
      @4g3ntyur16 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      a

    • @adler_dot
      @adler_dot 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Original song name ? Sample? Or name of the band ?

    • @cr0w342
      @cr0w342 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Reminds me of being forgotten in a nursing home and forgetting that your loved ones have passed away.
      "Tell me darling, why have you left me"

  • @kasteman1
    @kasteman1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +186

    Ivan Seal and The Caretaker are a powerful match of sight and sound.

    • @spongewaffle
      @spongewaffle 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Both of them just dropped an amazing album and left

    • @acceleratywindboi
      @acceleratywindboi ปีที่แล้ว +1

      multiple albums actually, starting with Persistent Repetition Of Phrases

  • @TheJedo
    @TheJedo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    4:43 is where it all gets majorly distorted

    • @doodlehobbo8697
      @doodlehobbo8697 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      I think this is supposed to be added in EATOT but it didn't made it into the final cut because it's not accurate enough to depict the disease. I don't know why it was un released it's just my theory because in the interview he saids that he encountered a lot of trial and error attempts while making the album

    • @unapinarandomdelinternet3568
      @unapinarandomdelinternet3568 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      6:14 i destroyed your comment and later smashed it with a tomato

    • @doodlehobbo8697
      @doodlehobbo8697 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ethandeister6567 I know right

    • @sd11236
      @sd11236 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Not everything leyland kirby makes correlates with EATEOT, and in addition to that i don't really see at what point it would fit into the album. It sort of sounds like stages 2-4 compressed into one song which actually has vocals when EATEOT doesn't. But again I don't see how this was made for that and not just as its own little thing

    • @fugostrawberries
      @fugostrawberries 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sd11236 yeah in fact his work started off as being about a haunted ballroom (inspired by the film The Shining" but later on he started to explore with the idea of memory and eventually dementia

  • @TMOR99
    @TMOR99 3 ปีที่แล้ว +385

    This might be the best caretaker track. Its so lonely, so haunting, so somber, and the way it devolves into sounding like stage 4 in the end...damn. Goosebumps every time, man. This could go between stages 3 and 4

    • @fugostrawberries
      @fugostrawberries 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      cut out the first "version" of it and yeah it could say it started at...1:23

    • @bbegins10
      @bbegins10 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I agree, this is his masterpiece

    • @pigeonman4979
      @pigeonman4979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@fugostrawberries do you not like the vocals at the start?

    • @TooTsaka
      @TooTsaka 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@pigeonman4979 having vocals is out of place. It's just so that everything remains thematically consistent with Everywhere At The End Of Time. Doesn't have anything to do with liking or disliking it.

    • @pigeonman4979
      @pigeonman4979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ​@@TooTsaka ah shit i see what you mean. my fucking dumbass read everything wrong. I was asking the guy if he didn't like the vocals because he referred to it as "version" in quotes and it seemed passive aggressive.

  • @WasabiKitCat
    @WasabiKitCat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +223

    This song feels like having depression and laying in bed at the middle of the night listening to the last track in you're music playlist, until the song ends and you're left in the dark with just your negative thoughts.

    • @hornet370
      @hornet370 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      its about alzheimers

    • @dreaminsepsis2542
      @dreaminsepsis2542 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@hornet370 I thought that Everywhere at the End of Time was the one about Alzheimer's, not this.

    • @hornet370
      @hornet370 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@dreaminsepsis2542 it’s all about the ride into insanity

    • @SetanTolli
      @SetanTolli 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That is exactly what is happening to me right now

    • @dumbdannia6326
      @dumbdannia6326 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I felt that

  • @comatosecharlie7967
    @comatosecharlie7967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    As someone with depression, this is pretty accurate to how it feels to think.

    • @UNO279
      @UNO279 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Please don’t do anything bad to yourself🙁

    • @comatosecharlie7967
      @comatosecharlie7967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @sunrise not rly.

    • @comatosecharlie7967
      @comatosecharlie7967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @sunrise whenever i do something that does not distract me enough, i start to think about things. so its a constant loop of looking for something new to do and when i cant look for something new to do the days blend together and time passes both kinda faster and slower at the same time. i often forget what day it is, what i ate for breakfast, or even sometimes if i brushed my teeth or not today. i have not tried to and will not try to kill myself. death is something i do not want, because there is nothing after death, and there isn't anything worse than nothing at all.

    • @Theplayerthatexists
      @Theplayerthatexists 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hope you feel better soon Charlie.

    • @realquestforgreatness
      @realquestforgreatness 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same. I feel like i already have dementia. I can't think or hold a conversation anymore...

  • @captainstupid1569
    @captainstupid1569 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    There is nothing like listening to this at midnight in the darkness of your room while eating chips alone, and it's freezing cold

  • @jermfanaccount
    @jermfanaccount 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    this is how it feels to stare at the ceiling at night thinking about your own mortality

  • @crabbycrabsofcrab7331
    @crabbycrabsofcrab7331 3 ปีที่แล้ว +575

    This song feels like a representation of a depressing realization of someones interests being uninteresting and the process of their stress increasing, by how the music degrades in more loudness and massive switches in sounds, represents the stress growing, and tone in his voice and the music feels dull and cold in emotion, which explains the failure or giving up in their interests that have potential.
    just my take on the track, but who knows..

    • @tigercarings
      @tigercarings 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      This is a really specific feeling but i completely understand it

    • @sweed6487
      @sweed6487 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I feel called out by this explanation

    • @akarithesilly.1989
      @akarithesilly.1989 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      This is so specific are you okay

    • @Dudeswagmaster
      @Dudeswagmaster 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      This hit closer to home than it should have

    • @yonickmyman
      @yonickmyman 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      sounds like you're projecting.

  • @shartwarrior
    @shartwarrior 3 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    imo, this tracks represents a depressive episode

    • @giasharie274
      @giasharie274 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      True, and imo, D4 from stage two represents trying to be happy in front of your family and friends despite the depression

    • @morgue502
      @morgue502 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@giasharie274 nah that represents dementia

    • @lewisgamer637
      @lewisgamer637 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@morgue502 the depression FROM having dementia.

    • @bozotutorials1896
      @bozotutorials1896 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      oh shit wadup bro

    • @shartwarrior
      @shartwarrior 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@bozotutorials1896 yOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

  • @aristoth
    @aristoth 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    5:54 is most definitely the stealthiest licc of all time

  • @BadaBingPictures
    @BadaBingPictures 3 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    Haunting and yet rather relaxing. Vibing to this on those dark wet nights.
    When the Villain wins, there's no more heroes coming to stop him, he rules the world.....but he has nothing else. The tragedy of winning.

  • @filoni8434
    @filoni8434 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    I find the art of Ivan Seal really interesting. My interpretation of this painting is that it’s a person sitting at a chair, about to play an instrument (guitar? mandolin?) but they have no motivation to play it, so just end up sitting there.

    • @demonyckscreations9990
      @demonyckscreations9990 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      A mandolin is mentioned in stage 4 too (“and now for a mandolin solo by Mr.” somethingorother, I forgot the name) so that would be a very interesting connection

    • @reddodeado301
      @reddodeado301 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@demonyckscreations9990
      The voice says "This selection will be a mandolin solo by mister James Fitzgerald."

    • @yeetionary
      @yeetionary 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      all i recognize is a mirror (the white circle at the back of the supposed head) and the guitar

    • @therock1160
      @therock1160 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Does anyone know the name of this painting?

  • @bensfractals43
    @bensfractals43 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    It’s kinda like walking through a modern art gallery

  • @lordroy88
    @lordroy88 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Whenever Im in one of my depressive episodes I listen to the caretaker and all just goes away for a while

    • @TheSpadeStealer_98
      @TheSpadeStealer_98 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I swear, I keep seeing you everywhere.

  • @allie99524
    @allie99524 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    TRANSLATED LYRICS:
    Tonight my heart is in so much pain Tonight everything seems sad and dark I'm afraid despite our very love I'm afraid I won't see you again.
    Tonight you must come back
    I wait in the shadow of the night
    I'm waiting since it's you I love
    Dragging along my eternal boredom.
    A day without you is an eternity
    Tell me why, honey, you left me.
    Tonight my heart is in so much pain Tonight everything seems sad and dark I'm afraid despite our very love
    I'm afraid I won't see you again.
    Why does it take this long trip?
    Disturbing the course of happy days? Why must your image be forever far from my eyes?
    A day without you is an eternity
    Tell me why, honey, you left me.
    Tonight my heart is in so much pain Tonight everything seems sad and dark Yet despite ... still
    This evening I still have hope.
    To see you again.

    • @4g3ntyur16
      @4g3ntyur16 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Now This Is Not The Comment We Deserved..
      *This is The Comment We Needed.*

    • @jvbutalid8316
      @jvbutalid8316 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I can see that just by reading the lyrics, this doesn't really fit with EATEOT.
      The lyrics that stick in EATEOT is "man was i lucky". "heartaches, heartaches, my loving you was only heartaches, your kiss was such a sacred thing to me, I can't believe it's just a burning memory." It wasn't supposed to be a sad song, it was happy. Even the pitch of that song says so. It's like he's making fun of his romance.
      This one, the man is clearly in pain. It's serious. He doesn't want to let go. He's bargaining. "I'm doing all I can. Come on. It's your turn. Please do your part. PLEASE GO BACK TO ME!" He puts up a mighty resistance, yet he too still succumbs.

  • @MsTheMarkster
    @MsTheMarkster 3 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    0:00 Stage 2
    1:22 Stage 3
    4:44 Stage 4/5

    • @San-ln7sp
      @San-ln7sp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Stage 2: Vibes
      Stage 3: Reverb and disorientation
      Stage4/5:Sounds much like stage 4, not stage 5

  • @sprintingwolf3860
    @sprintingwolf3860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    It makes me imagine a Soviet soldier during the invasion of Russia and he’s called to do his part in the war. As he leaves his home village saying his goodbyes to his loved ones night starts to fall upon him and the rest of the men called to the battlefront, he gets in the back of the truck driving him far away from the life he had to leave behind looking back with a sadness in his heart and a tear in his eye. He tries to ease the sad feeling by looking at the night sky that they drive under, he says to the other men in the back of the truck " Tonight, all seems blue and dark" no one says a word as they continue down the dark road lit only by the lights of the couple trucks driving on them. As they drive out of cover that was provided by a few trees ever once and awhile they come into a area of fields, not being able to see anything other than the night sky and the silhouettes of a few trees the ignore the feeling of unease that had fallen upon the men. As the continue their way down the dark road they here a loud boom that comes from the tree line in the distant background of the field, the lead truck abruptly explodes into a fiery death, the men suddenly realize that they are under attack and urge the driver to backup into cover the driver does not acknowledge them and speeds past the burning skeleton of the lead truck and the couple bodies that lay in the road. Driving as fast as the truck could go the driver tries to get to cover ahead, another loud boom fills the air and a faint whistle can be hear the men in the back of the truck realize that this is the end and they would never see their families again, the truck is struck with extreme force and is lit up in blazes throwing the men out of the back, the man that had left his family that night lays on the dirt road as the night sky and glow from the burning truck fade out of view and darkness fills his view the last thing he can here before dying is the song playing in the distance as it starts to get louder and more disturbed by the crackling and static like sound distorting it greatly, the man slowly drifts into the darkness never to see or hear anything again.

    • @jjwkk2183
      @jjwkk2183 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I recognize you, are you my history teacher from college?

    • @sprintingwolf3860
      @sprintingwolf3860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@jjwkk2183 no Im not a teacher

    • @jjwkk2183
      @jjwkk2183 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@sprintingwolf3860 I was joking

    • @Lighty207
      @Lighty207 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      commie america the best country

  • @jefferycorley8006
    @jefferycorley8006 3 ปีที่แล้ว +161

    This song feels like it moves from Stages 2 to 4 very suddenly. It has shades of Misplaced in Time as a feeling but reminds me more of EAEB. That change to sounding like stage 4 is really something though. I wish he’d release all his alternate work, maybe it’s own box set.

    • @tzarina-alexandra9211
      @tzarina-alexandra9211 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @Evan Brzostek Everywhere an empty bliss, another album by the caretaker

    • @finden3362
      @finden3362 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Its probably how a single memory looks like in each stage. First the Caretaker remembers the melody and lyrics (stage 2), then they forget the lyrics but remembers how it goes (stage 3), then he forget how it goes (stage 4/5)

  • @pigeonman4979
    @pigeonman4979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    honestly I love the caretakers sound but id honestly just love an extension of the lyrics. it sounds so haunting in this key holy shit

  • @coleharding9439
    @coleharding9439 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    The vibes from this... I never want to come back here again...

  • @Game_Hero
    @Game_Hero 3 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    This song HAUNTS me, I don't want to forget, I'm not scared to die but don't take my memories away! This is probably the most concise and powerful representation of the Caretaker's message Kirby ever did. This would have fit so well as a conclusion to stage 3, a moment of the best bliss in the album only to fall down to stage 4 at the end, the song talking about someone crying his past love is so appropriate when you replace the loved one by memories, identity.

    • @jvbutalid8316
      @jvbutalid8316 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      EATEOT is someone chilling turned to static; this one is someone screaming "NO! NOOOOOO! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......"

    • @tilsgee
      @tilsgee ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jvbutalid8316 4:40 and beyond, says otherwise

  • @Vooblebooble
    @Vooblebooble 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    My phone legit crashed when it got to the distorted part... Spooky

    • @Game_Hero
      @Game_Hero 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      it couldn't take it anymore

  • @ortherner
    @ortherner 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This seems like it could be a lucid moment in the post-awareness stages.

    • @notnintendo
      @notnintendo หลายเดือนก่อน

      ortherner from 2 years ago

  • @kwyjibo7911
    @kwyjibo7911 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This one of if not the only caretaker track I listen to normally.

  • @nalataamethyst2258
    @nalataamethyst2258 3 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    Hello curious bystanders. I'm really happy to have found this sample so thank you for the upload !
    I don't know if someone will be interested but I've done a quick translation of the song. The soundtrack contains the first verse only - I'm sorry if the translation is a bit weird, I'm not a native english speaker.
    Ce soir mon coeur a tant de peine
    My heart hurts so much tonight
    Ce soir tout semble triste et noir
    All seems sad and dark tonight
    J'ai peur malgré notre amour même
    Despite our love I'm scared
    J'ai peur de ne plus te revoir.
    I'm scared of never seeing you again
    Ce soir il faut que tu reviennes
    You need to come back tonight
    J'attends dans l'ombre de la nuit
    In the shadows of night I'm waiting
    J'attends puisque c'est toi que j'aime
    I'm waiting because you're the one I love
    Traînant mon éternel ennui.
    Dragging my eternal boredom
    Un jour sans toi c'est une éternité
    A day without you is an eternity
    Dis-moi pourquoi, chérie, tu m'as quitté.
    Tell me, darling, why did you leave me?
    Ce soir mon coeur a tant de peine
    My heart hurts do much tonight
    Ce soir tout semble triste et noir
    All seems sad and dark tonight
    J'ai peur malgré notre amour même
    Despite our love I'm scared
    J'ai peur de ne plus te revoir.
    I'm scared of never seeing you again.
    The song speaks of heartbreak - a man in pleading the woman he loves to come back. Coupled with The Caretaker's project, I think it gives a chilling soundtrack : either the man is afraid of never seeing his lover again because of the disease ; or the man is crying for a long-lost lover he remembered from his youth ; or he's afraid of abandonment, maybe he forgot where his lover is. Well that's my theory, I'm no expert on the Caretaker. In any case, thank you again :)

    • @Aethzen
      @Aethzen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank u so much for this 😔💜💜

    • @nalataamethyst2258
      @nalataamethyst2258 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@Aethzen Thank you for taking the time to read, ahaha 😊

    • @someguy1894
      @someguy1894 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      caretaker is basically dementia so your theory is right.

    • @LittleTahasWorld
      @LittleTahasWorld 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you

    • @lanaenjoyer
      @lanaenjoyer 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for the translation! 👍 Your interpretation of this song aligns with mine as well

  • @konami1979
    @konami1979 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I read up on the singer Tino Rossi and learned this song was recorded when he lived in Nazi-occupied France. That context certainly adds more darkness to this song. Rossi was arrested and eventually released for being associated with a French resister.

    • @moornolan
      @moornolan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Makes me wonder, what all went down during 1940’s France?

    • @konami1979
      @konami1979 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@moornolan Nazi Germany conquered and ruled the country until 1944.

  • @kidredglow2060
    @kidredglow2060 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    if giltsholder decided to make music

  • @charlesmcgee1010
    @charlesmcgee1010 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    English Lyrics:
    How's wall
    Forget about the banner
    Says what
    So some blue grief and woe
    Zipper
    I bring all ham on manor
    Zipper
    They don't think of a wall
    Says what
    We employ to the piano
    Shut up
    The long of bird obese
    Jog on
    Christmas and water banner
    Melon
    My nuclear memory
    I was on Guam
    Say jigging every day
    See what won't work
    She'll need you money day
    How's wall
    Forget about the banner
    Says what
    So some blue grief and woe
    Zipper
    I bring all ham on manor
    Zipper
    You've been looking through a claw

  • @rainerm490
    @rainerm490 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    For me its seems like a man with a guitar and his face is a Door that has been opened. And is sitting on a chair

  • @earthsteward70
    @earthsteward70 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    anyone get he feeling this was supposed to originally be the temporary bliss state for stage 4m

    • @argonize
      @argonize 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      No

    • @HaroldMC63
      @HaroldMC63 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Mabe, it fits quite well with the feeling of lucidity, of realising whats happening to you in a period of madness, knowing this would be your last coherent thought and memory

    • @San-ln7sp
      @San-ln7sp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is not bliss. This is pure depression.

  • @erik-sr9bj
    @erik-sr9bj 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    The fact that this has 1 dislike depresses me more than the song

  • @uglylie678
    @uglylie678 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    QUE 👏 BONITA 👏 CANCIÓN 👏

  • @RCT3Crashes100
    @RCT3Crashes100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This piece has an excellent sense of brooding melancholy about it. I can imagine it playing in a scene where the protagonist is seated in their study, viewing an album of happier days with their beloved that's no longer with them - whether they're alive or not is up to you. After a while, they decide to get themselves their favourite drink, and leave for a moment, but when they return, they pick up an old record, dust it off, and have it play while they continue to leaf through the album and drown their sorrows away. Outside, patchy rain hits the window, yet every now and then, the Moon emerges from behind the clouds, casting a silver light through the ajar curtains that competes with the warm yellow of the protagonist's oil lamp.

  • @TfwAgostin0123
    @TfwAgostin0123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    C E S O I R

  • @ImGriim
    @ImGriim 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Lyrics in English: This evening I've so much heartache
    This evening everything seems sad and bleak
    I'm afraid despite our love itself
    I'm afraid I won't see you again.
    This evening I need you to come back
    I'm waiting in the shadows of the night
    I'm waiting since it's you that I love
    Whilst carrying my endless worry.
    A day without you is a lifetime
    Tell me why, darling, you left me.
    This evening I've so much heartache
    This evening everything seems sad and bleak
    I'm afraid despite our love itself
    I'm afraid I won't see you again.
    Why is this long journey necessary
    Disrupting the path of happy days
    Why should your image
    Be forever far from my sight?
    A day without you is a lifetime
    Tell me why, darling, you left me.
    This evening I've so much heartache
    This evening everything seems sad and bleak
    And yet despite ... even so
    Tonight I still have hope.
    To see again.

  • @mawthemaniac6036
    @mawthemaniac6036 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This sounds incredibly beautiful

  • @coolzach77670
    @coolzach77670 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    For anyone in the comments wondering, the Ivan Seal painting is called "dumtrimiestonmo blurosperiod." I can't figure out when it was painted, but online, I found some exhibits in Europe where the painting was shown.

  • @artyom642
    @artyom642 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    feels like with more droning it could be in silent hill 2, the descent into the otherworld

    • @RinLockhart
      @RinLockhart 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      reading the translated lyrics, it fits

  • @roseyborealis2690
    @roseyborealis2690 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I wish i could listen to second part, it's so soothing

  • @FartGaming-kf9vw
    @FartGaming-kf9vw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I think it was unreleased because Leyland Kirby decided there wasn't gonna be any voices in EATEOT.

    • @haja.
      @haja. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      there are voices in eateot tho

    • @CubicApocalypse128
      @CubicApocalypse128 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      *This selection will be a mandolin solo by Mr. James Fitzgerald...*

    • @FartGaming-kf9vw
      @FartGaming-kf9vw 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @sunrise He had a live presentation?

    • @SuperKlondike64
      @SuperKlondike64 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@CubicApocalypse128 *O Jesu Christ, thy cross doth call me...*

  • @earthsteward70
    @earthsteward70 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    yikes, when 4:45 happened it's like someone turned the damn lights off.

  • @bugman7077
    @bugman7077 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    the static almost sounds like rain

  • @lordroy88
    @lordroy88 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I wish desperately he would do a performance in America.

  • @valentinagjidoda1022
    @valentinagjidoda1022 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    “My heart seems *blue* yet what else can I do? When I see it rain, I cry tears of Pain, will I be drowned in Shame? For tonight, will not bring me fame, it feels so dark but I feel like I am on an Ark, the ark twists and turns, making my heart burn. What else can I see? I do have a happy life and a happy family! So do not take life for granted, even if you feel lamented, for an empty bliss lies ahead, waiting for *YOU* instead.”

    • @valentinagjidoda1022
      @valentinagjidoda1022 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      “The deed is done, *THEY* will hate my poem I had thought up with such tender, tender care.”

  • @LambdaDevious
    @LambdaDevious 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    The art looks like something playing some kind of banjo

  • @MissingNo0001
    @MissingNo0001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    4:43 Post Awareness Confusions
    imagine if there's multiple songs in this part

    • @MissingNo0001
      @MissingNo0001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      5:08 Right Channel I heard "In the Mission by the Sea" by Maurice Winnick, a song that is also heard on J1 - Post Awareness Confusions
      EDIT: Not sure anymore, perhaps the melody is correct, perhaps not..

    • @Franc1sYeah
      @Franc1sYeah 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I belive this was made for stage 5 though

    • @San-ln7sp
      @San-ln7sp 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Franc1sYeah it wanst made for any stage, it was just a song he made for a interview.

    • @Franc1sYeah
      @Franc1sYeah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@San-ln7sp it was? I thought it was a scrapped clarity moment on stage 5

    • @San-ln7sp
      @San-ln7sp 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Franc1sYeah i thought too at first lol

  • @bingobeego
    @bingobeego 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This is romance🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 (from L1 (and technically Q1(and R1)))

  • @GreenSonic4975
    @GreenSonic4975 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    listening this in the morning, everything is blue outside and cold in the moment i'm writting this comment, i just wanna feel warm again, i actually like the ambience

  • @Aldos_channel
    @Aldos_channel 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    When the pug learns the mandolin.

  • @RedStinger_0
    @RedStinger_0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    1:22 My favorite part starts here.

  • @neuronas1000
    @neuronas1000 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Se soir, tout semble triste et noir.
    Se soir, il faut que tu reviens.
    Raison de mon éternelle ennuis.
    C'est une belle chanson 😘🔥

  • @newsungsails3651
    @newsungsails3651 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Thank you very much for doing this work for us and uploading it. I appreciate the commitment to preserving hidden musical gems in your description. This is lovely, poltergeist-ridden music.

  • @tf2nico
    @tf2nico 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    unlike other caretaker songs where you feel its dementia. this one.. gave me the feeling of depression, *didnt help with the lyrics being sad. like it feels like the person is forgetting the song not because of dementia but depression and they forcing themselves to forget this thought.

  • @BroAnarchy
    @BroAnarchy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    There's something frighteningly and somehow irreprehensiblly familiar about this song ............................

  • @FlandreSDM
    @FlandreSDM 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love this track so much. It feels like a Misplaced in Time. It's so melancholy, so sad, like the emotions are circling around in a globe and you stand in the middle of the void.

  • @hornet370
    @hornet370 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this isn't music, this is a process

  • @pinkmaercuremusic
    @pinkmaercuremusic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    There is no better cover for this song i think

  • @metalgear6531
    @metalgear6531 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I see a very sad orangutang with a lute. And yet it has the same eerie energy as those paintings of the wrecks of famous ships.

  • @Coldwinddd
    @Coldwinddd ปีที่แล้ว +9

    00:00 - 4:44 это было великолепно. Готов слушать это вечно

  • @rickriffel6246
    @rickriffel6246 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The Caretaker's music, Ivan Seal's art, and lots of other abstract-style recordings and pictures, can work like a Rorschach Test ink blot. Everyone perceives something different in it.

  • @someguy1894
    @someguy1894 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    30 years, 30 years after the blast, you’ve learned things that you never thought you’d do, engineering, survival, piano, music.
    Today you think “this is it, it’s time I past.” You go outside, into a music concert, looking at all the radiated stuff, take a “bite” at your favorite restaurant, as you get radiated more and more. You eventually come back to the place, attempting to play Lacrimosa.
    “Hm, never thought I’d learn to play this song.”
    You die of radiation poisoning.

  • @ArthurTheEagle
    @ArthurTheEagle 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    What a beautiful piece of art!

  • @charlescalvinofficial
    @charlescalvinofficial 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Me being a native Greek and knowing this song isn’t Greek:
    Ok this is sick
    My Greek brain:
    Bouta ruin this whole mans career

  • @Luka2000_
    @Luka2000_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I always felt strange about this one. Kinda like an unknown but still good track because that's basically what it is

  • @jvbutalid8316
    @jvbutalid8316 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "excuse my french"

  • @gambe96
    @gambe96 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Tino Rossi ? Dans un morceau du Caretaker ? La vache, je pensait pas le trouver ici !

  • @DinoAnimations15
    @DinoAnimations15 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Me hubiera encantado que esta canción esté en el stage 2 o 1 ;-;❤❤
    Es melancólica y encajaría perfecto en EATEOT

    • @ChachagoBB
      @ChachagoBB 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Es mejor entre el tres y el cuatro para mi

    • @DinoAnimations15
      @DinoAnimations15 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@ChachagoBB puede ser

    • @PIFEIGENBAUM.
      @PIFEIGENBAUM. ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ChachagoBB si

  • @syndrome3278
    @syndrome3278 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    1:04 i hear someone cough
    put your volume at max and you can hear it

    • @TomBerlinski
      @TomBerlinski  ปีที่แล้ว

      This was recorded during Kirby's live performance, so yes, there were some people talking and coughing during the presentation.

  • @garydsketch
    @garydsketch 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    anybody else see a dejected Yosemite Sam holding up a lute

  • @YBS6589
    @YBS6589 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Dude really said: ☹️

  • @trantrungsudno
    @trantrungsudno 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Tonight my heart is in so much pain
    Tonight, everything seems blue and dark
    I'm afraid despite our love itself
    I'm afraid I won't see you again
    Tonight you have to come back
    I wait in the shadow of the night
    I'm waiting since it's you that I love
    Whilst carrying my endless worry
    A day without you is an eternity
    Tell me why, honey, you left me
    Tonight my heart is in so much pain
    Tonight everything seems blue and dark
    I'm afraid despite our love itself
    I'm afraid I won't see you again
    Why is this long journey necessary
    Disturbing the course of happy days
    Why should your image
    Be forever far from my sight?
    A day without you is an eternity
    Tell me why, dear, you left me
    Tonight my heart is in so much pain
    Tonight everything seems blue and dark
    Yet despite ... even so
    Tonight I still have hope
    To see you again

  • @SuperKlondike64
    @SuperKlondike64 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The depression theme song.

  • @everette1827
    @everette1827 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    beautiful

  • @sebastianqueen6527
    @sebastianqueen6527 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Ce soir mon coeur a tant de peine
    Ce soir tout semble triste et noir
    J'ai peur malgré notre amour même
    J'ai peur de ne plus te revoir.
    Ce soir il faut que tu reviennes
    J'attends dans l'ombre de la nuit
    J'attends puisque c'est toi que j'aime
    Traînant mon éternel ennui.
    Un jour sans toi c'est une éternité
    Dis-moi pourquoi, chérie, tu m'as quitté.
    Ce soir mon coeur a tant de peine
    Ce soir tout semble triste et noir
    J'ai peur malgré notre amour même
    J'ai peur de ne plus te revoir.
    English translation:
    This evening I've so much heartache
    This evening everything seems sad and bleak
    I'm afraid despite our love itself
    I'm afraid I won't see you again.

    This evening I need you to come back
    I'm waiting in the shadows of the night
    I'm waiting since it's you that I love
    Whilst carrying my endless worry.

    A day without you is a lifetime
    Tell me why, darling, you left me.

    This evening I've so much heartache
    This evening everything seems sad and bleak
    I'm afraid despite our love itself
    I'm afraid I won't see you again.

    • @slimewesternn
      @slimewesternn 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ces paroles me frappent de plein fouet

  • @trevchumby
    @trevchumby 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The Artwork is very good

  • @stefanosgambati5890
    @stefanosgambati5890 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    That’s one sad mandolin player.

  • @theoliveoilboy
    @theoliveoilboy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    wtf? this song just slips into stage 5 like confusions. i wonder if this was supposed to be a bliss state at first.

  • @dibkle
    @dibkle 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    The desire to create beautiful music, the desire must have come from somewhere, yet is swallowed up by an all consuming depression, nothing feels like it's worth it anymore, deep down a part of you still wants to do what you love, but the static of emotion paralyzes you.

  • @jimwalsh2001
    @jimwalsh2001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Artwork is interesting. I see a bulldog with a bouzouki...

    • @fugostrawberries
      @fugostrawberries 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I see a man in very baggy clothing holding a guitar (or some similar instrument) wearing a full face mask sat on a chair. he's looking at the guitar and holding it in a way like he forgot how to play

    • @jimwalsh2001
      @jimwalsh2001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's like a Rorschach test...

    • @zedlz
      @zedlz 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@fugostrawberries yeah

    • @vitaliykormov1266
      @vitaliykormov1266 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I see a dog wearing a sombrero and holding some kind of a guitar

    • @morgue502
      @morgue502 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I see a man looking up sadly with a huge nose and a comically large down hanging moustache/beard

  • @evansutcliffe1099
    @evansutcliffe1099 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Caretaker: unleashes his music onto the world
    Internet: game theory/im14andthisisdeep mode activate

  • @nazguchad4195
    @nazguchad4195 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    … ce sentiment que je ressens, n’est pas descriptible

  • @politonno2499
    @politonno2499 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The only track of this guy where we will hear singed words

  • @fallonvandrunen4336
    @fallonvandrunen4336 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Nothing haunts more than the Hell sirens on this track..

  • @kiwutgc9544
    @kiwutgc9544 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i’m not sure if this is actually a cut song, but i like it nonetheless. Though it does follow his typical music selection process, song whose lyrics contain themes that are generally depressing, he also includes a lot of music from non-english speaking countries. I don’t know where this would belong in any album though, maybe we’ll all go riding on a rainbow. This song conveys a very familiar emotion to me, walking home alone on a cloudy winter day, looking around and wishing everything would be green and bright again. Wishing I had someone to accompany me so i wouldn’t feel so cold.

    • @kiwutgc9544
      @kiwutgc9544 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @sunrise Ok then link me that interview you’re talking about

    • @kiwutgc9544
      @kiwutgc9544 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @sunrise It’s been so long since i watched that interview i must’ve just forgotten about it

    • @kiwutgc9544
      @kiwutgc9544 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @sunrise Holy fuck you’re right lmfao

  • @stevie2.040
    @stevie2.040 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    A better name would be: mon coeur a tant de peine. It means my heart has so much trouble, which sounds a lot like other Caretaker titles.

  • @vikiv.1352
    @vikiv.1352 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Even the album art wooden goblin has a mask. 2020s

  • @tayrezeupatissa1309
    @tayrezeupatissa1309 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    art work looks like one of those madness combat people

  • @drew9719
    @drew9719 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sounds like somebody jaded and almost perpetually stuck in an uncanny fatigue. To tired to lament or moan in anguish; a despair bigger than them.

  • @bigchungus1282
    @bigchungus1282 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I feel like the first part of this would really fit a clarity moment either stage 4 or 5

  • @AwkCrafty
    @AwkCrafty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Boys who can speak spanish 😍

    • @KanselDumbass
      @KanselDumbass 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      it's french

    • @AwkCrafty
      @AwkCrafty 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@KanselDumbass I farded

    • @comradecockatoo3558
      @comradecockatoo3558 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@AwkCrafty fart 🤕🤕🤕🤕

    • @CarlosAM1
      @CarlosAM1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      tu tas bien bruta pa no entender que esto es frances pa metete una cachetada

    • @DrencoDemon
      @DrencoDemon 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@CarlosAM1 no seas violento

  • @SoggyNugh
    @SoggyNugh ปีที่แล้ว +2

    First part of the song would be perfect for stage 2