Crystal Meth Addict interview-Abby

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  • @_m1ahz_
    @_m1ahz_ 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +385

    this is my mother, she may have not been the best mother but she was there. she was there when i got my period. she was there when i got my first bf. she was there when kids were bullying me. and she was there when i was graduating elementary. my mom has always been there. yes she may get lost for days, but shes always there. even if its a simple phone call. she may be struggling but my mom has been through a lot. she tried to give me and my siblings everything she didnt have, she may have failed many time but she tried. no matter what anyone thinks, i know deep down she will always be a good mother to me and my siblings.

    • @nick-sr3og
      @nick-sr3og 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +50

      Keep that attitude and don't give up on your mom. You're very brave for coming on here and speaking your mind. Don't give up hope, pray and support your mom if she needs it. Just know that you can't change her. She has to want to change. Stay safe and humble. I wish the best for you and your family.

    • @wintering6
      @wintering6 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      I think she is a good person, so I disagree with her comments here. I think she is very lost & I think it come from things she had to experience. I am happy that she is trying to be a good mom - I don’t think she is yet - I am a mom & I live with my kids, don’t do drugs, don’t gamble & so I am there for them for everything, not just moments.
      However, I pray, pray, pray that you don’t follow her & do drugs even once - once is all it takes & you will start drowning too. Take a higher road. Good luck ❤

    • @NafishaHall
      @NafishaHall 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

      Respect to you for loving you mother though everything ❤️

    • @Okaylooo-w9t
      @Okaylooo-w9t 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Your mom She fine where am she at? 🥴

    • @christinewaddell
      @christinewaddell 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

      ​@@wintering6 What gives you the moral high ground to tell a child on TH-cam who is expressing their emotions towards their mother in a very public, honest way that her Mom is actually not a good Mom? Because you live with yours and don't do drugs, gamble, etc. you're a great mom? A great mom would express the presence of what she's doing, not the negation of things she's not doing that another Mom is doing for the sole purpose of judging them. A great Mom wouldn't degrade another Mom to their children who love them, even through tough trials. Maybe try some helpful words of encouragement vs. subliminal messages that she'll end up just like her Mom? What are you afraid of? I hope you can gain some compassion while you're here.
      I pray, pray, pray that your children don't learn the same mentality of choosing hate over love. Love and Peace to you

  • @Sweetnopalito
    @Sweetnopalito ปีที่แล้ว +583

    People on crystal meth manage to do so much and nothing at the same time.

    • @repo3673
      @repo3673 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Couldn’t agree more top comment

    • @ross_ulbright7779
      @ross_ulbright7779 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Being an addict is a full time job.😅

    • @speederman7026
      @speederman7026 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      At least they are doing something,lol

    • @NorbertHerzog-vk1yu
      @NorbertHerzog-vk1yu ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Rly funny but true

    • @Jessm33
      @Jessm33 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Exactly😂

  • @thryssinstitches9655
    @thryssinstitches9655 ปีที่แล้ว +621

    I'm trying so hard not to judge this one. Working my a$$ off and getting my identity stolen, money gone, and credit destroyed because of someone like this. I feel bad her life is what it is but every single day she makes a choice to put meth and screwing people over, over herself and her kids.

    • @sciencenotstigma9534
      @sciencenotstigma9534 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      When you look at brain scans of how the connections to the prefrontal cortex (decision making/moral reasoning center) are destroyed and the loss of gray matter in that area, in active addiction, it’s a different picture. Without the full capacity to think rationally and morally, there is no choice. Many people are addicted after their first day or weekend on drugs. The brain is hijacked after that. I have seen people who have done the most damage in addiction help so many people in recovery. That’s their real character, without the addiction in control. If people say they were addicted and never did this or that, I suspect their addiction was not as severe. I used to think the same, but I had been using 2 years and those “bad people,” sometimes 30. It got worse before it got better, for me. I don’t think I ever would have felt ready to “choose” to quit, like a lot of people are waiting to be. I had to be facing prison. Today, I can’t imagine letting anything get that out of control and I can prevent that, as long as it’s not chemicals that change the brain. Then all bets are off…I would not be at the controls.

    • @daniellecamp9781
      @daniellecamp9781 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @Science Not Stigma WELL SAID,I HAD A HORRIBLE TIME BUT I CRAWLED OUT OF THE HELL I DUG FOR MYSELF IN MANY WAYS. I JUST DIDN'T CHOICE TOO HAVE TO HAVE THE 27 SURGERIES THAT I HAD AND STILL HAVE SEZUIRES BECAUSE UNFORTUNATELY I HAVE .M.S AND I DONT KNOW HOW BUT IM SO DAMAGED MOST OF MY NERVES ARE EITHER NUMB OR IT'S OFF THE CHART HELLBINDING PAIN! IDK HOW IVE BEEN ABLE TOO BLOCK ALOT OUT.BUT ITS HARD CUZ THEY CAN'T OPERATE ON MY BRAIN WHERE I HAVE 3 LESIONS FROM THE M.S.FROM BEING IN COMA AND HAVING A OUT OF CONTROL TOLERANCE I'VE WOKE UP 2 TIMES WHEN THEY TRYED DOING IT THE LAST TIME.THEY SAID THAT THEY CANT DO IT SO .NOW I JUST TURNED 44 ON MAY 27TH AND IT JUST HARD!!BUT I STILL CHOICE AS SICK AS I WAS FROM DRUGS AND HEALTH WISE! AND I LOST COUSINS, EXS, FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND I DIED 3 TIMES I KNOW THAT IM NO CAT.SO IM BLESSED TO HAVE CHOOSEN TO FIGHT TOO HAVE THE YRS THAT I HAVE NOW.CUZ I HAD A BRIGHT LIGHT LOOKING OVER ME I SURE KNOW THAT. I TRY MY BEST TO HELP OTHER'S BUT THEY HAVE TO WANT IT!!! YALL STAY BLESSED AND STAY STRONG...

    • @adamweishaupt3409
      @adamweishaupt3409 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Judge away! You are the victim and she is a victimizer.

    • @ArtMonkey5150
      @ArtMonkey5150 ปีที่แล้ว

      AMEN. And if she had any brains vs boobs she would take in "accountability" lol... That she's already given the LAPD detectives her testimony on public TH-cam for them to incriminate her. She's a bad mother for not changing her life as an example of a mom making a difference for herself!

    • @BulkernatorKerb
      @BulkernatorKerb ปีที่แล้ว

      @sciencenotstigma9534 As a former multi-year hardcore polyaddict there is 100% a choice. To suggest otherwise creates even more stigma towards addicts as it's implied we have zero control over our actions and WILL stab others in the back to get a fix.
      The only exception to this would be when there is other mental disorders or a personality disorder at play which already predisposes you to screwing people over for your own benefit as a sober lucid individual.
      While people like you make excuses for people like us you enable many to continue to exist in this cycle where they can always shrug off accountability.
      Cite your sources for this information to concretely show your findings.

  • @ginaciaccio-passaro7878
    @ginaciaccio-passaro7878 ปีที่แล้ว +558

    “I’ll protect my kids over everything” says the mother who used meth during her pregnancies.
    That statement cancelled out every thing else she said.

    • @normaroman393
      @normaroman393 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      I am reading so many judgemental people. Abby you are a victim of your circumstances, & this is a generational curse. Run for your life, while you still can. This lifestyle is going to catch up with you, you will lose your looks & teeth & who is most important to you. Look up teen challenge, it's a Spirit filled ministry. Cry out to God, I will remember you in my prayers. Dios te bendiga, Dios te ama.

    • @slgogo594
      @slgogo594 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      🤣🤣🤣 easy with the Bible thumping

    • @1967sfoman
      @1967sfoman ปีที่แล้ว +21

      ​@S L GoGo that's not fair. When people can't find the strength to grow up, clean up and be productive citizens, then they may need a higher power to inspire them to change and pull them through it. There's nothing wrong with that. Some may see it as a defect or a crutch, and if it's not for you that's fine. God still loves you.

    • @PrimateProductions
      @PrimateProductions ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@normaroman393 I'm sure her kids who know their mom chooses "men who look homeless with dirty shoes" and the thrill of "being in the streets" and "living in a tent" over the ability to be with them and actually be a mother feel the same as these judgemental people. How dare she call herself a good mom when there are mothers out there who give their everything for their kids?? She is delusional regarding that and just says it to make her feel better.

    • @sarahjane4908
      @sarahjane4908 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Sounds like grandiose language for sure

  • @kingsdrip5810
    @kingsdrip5810 ปีที่แล้ว +337

    The one thing that frustrates me about her is that she keeps saying she's a good mother. She is not point blank period. She isn't a mother she's an addict who prioritizes money and drugs over her children. She is very conceited and thinks highly of herself but she is a horrible example to her children.

    • @AFFTFOMSICHTS
      @AFFTFOMSICHTS ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I couldn’t stomach her saying that . I was like the delusion is out of this world.

    • @patricialong2803
      @patricialong2803 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      It's just all in her head that she's a good mother but,at the same time thinking of getting high she's just tricking the mind that she's a good mom yeah, right.

    • @PrimateProductions
      @PrimateProductions ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I said similar...she is choosing the "streets" over her children. She says her older kids knows she is a good mom but I think the youngest one is the one that is better off. How do her kids feel when they know their mom chooses that bullshit over being with them. At least the little one hasn't lost anything.

    • @sarahjane4908
      @sarahjane4908 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      A lot of women like this say they are “good mothers”, then expect others to validate that and agree.

    • @Amal-ku9xq
      @Amal-ku9xq ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Be compassionate

  • @jennymcbain486
    @jennymcbain486 ปีที่แล้ว +433

    I know I am old fashioned but being a good mum means being there for your kids - in person.

    • @goodkarna
      @goodkarna ปีที่แล้ว +21

      16:00 "I'll protect them over anything." Except....

    • @MadamKaiju
      @MadamKaiju ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Would you say that about a father?

    • @ericag4908
      @ericag4908 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@MadamKaiju who wouldn't?

    • @YeahThatPart
      @YeahThatPart ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Sometimes life gets the best of you.🙏

    • @daybae7229
      @daybae7229 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I used to live in a women’s residential & a lottt of the mother’s there got their kids taken from them at some point. I knew most of those women inside and out & I can tell you, 90% of them were amazing mothers. It’s a real life thing that happens to lots of women. It doesn’t automatically make you a bad mom, as long as you learn from it & make a big effort to make things right. It’s very situational. To say that you have to be there in person in order to be considered a good mom, is very broad and ignorant.

  • @nikitatro5508
    @nikitatro5508 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    I see this interview as proof of the devastating effect addiction has on the different generations within a family. The casual talk about what She does to make money as well as the lack of emotion when talking about Her children points out trauma to me. Because of the life She has experienced since childhood; She has normalized Her behavior and the behavior that was around Her as a child. She said that She was very adaptable and it shows. Very interesting interview. I pray that She finds the strength and courage to break the cycle for Her family 🤞🙏💜🕊️✨♾️

  • @badrabbitt17
    @badrabbitt17 ปีที่แล้ว +300

    It’s interesting to hear her say her own mother was a good mom, even though she had custody of her younger siblings. And now she’s headed down the same path. This is clearly generational. Hopefully someone in this family will break this cycle. Sending you well wishes, Abby.

    • @Iam.com.c
      @Iam.com.c ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Generational curse this is the same thing going on all over the world it is unseen, yet can only be Brocken when we surrender our all and walk with Jesus .

    • @marilyn3605
      @marilyn3605 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can’t with this people where is the fucking birth control, this is what’s making the world worst, more homelessness, more drug addiction. Stop having children people. 😮😮

    • @msdemeanour
      @msdemeanour ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@Iam.com.c What if we don't believe in your God?? What happens then?

    • @ogriptide6578
      @ogriptide6578 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@msdemeanouridk man people make it all about God but I believe there’s just something out there and if you try to do good and put others before yourself and make others happy then I think we’re gonna be okay

    • @crazypeoplearoundtheworld304
      @crazypeoplearoundtheworld304 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ​@@msdemeanouryou will believe in him when you fall on your face in his presence and are cast away into eternal torment because of unbelief.

  • @ashleybish0p
    @ashleybish0p ปีที่แล้ว +62

    I stopped doing meth cold turkey last summer when i relapsed on it after having 6 years clean. I still attend an outpatient program [6+ years] I have a 2 and 4 year old who needed/need me. I did it for myself and my kids whether they realize it or not. I will have a year clean in September. So, if any parents are reading this & are struggling, it is possible to get clean.
    The depression meth causes long term....is absolutely horrible & i don't think I could've handled losing my kids.

    • @donacatanguma
      @donacatanguma ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Congrats sis. You’re an excellent role model and I wish you and your children all the highest and best that life has to offer💝💝💝💝💝💝💝

    • @ashleybish0p
      @ashleybish0p ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @donacatanguma5938 Thanks so much for your kind words♡ It means more than you know. I hope you have a great rest of your day!

    • @MedusaWithoutTheBaggage
      @MedusaWithoutTheBaggage ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You have an incredible inner strength, Ashley! Keep up the amazing work 👏 Your kids SEE it for sure 💜

    • @DD-yr6wc
      @DD-yr6wc ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It takes time to re adapt to life with out that artificial boost in dopamine and energy but its much better once you do!

    • @phyllysanantonio
      @phyllysanantonio ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s great. You did not take the easy way out. Congratulations!!!!

  • @uwubeesh
    @uwubeesh ปีที่แล้ว +239

    Dating hobos. Gambling. Smoking meth. Identity theft. Absent mother. Vain. I just despise this human. This woman says she's afraid "To miss out on my kids"... but she is prioritizing her horrible habits over them. I hope she can see the light and get it together for their sake.

    • @Youtubecensoredmyusername
      @Youtubecensoredmyusername ปีที่แล้ว +19

      She’s asking to be caught stealing forklifts lol slow usually yellow and kinda loud

    • @solotrizteynocerebro
      @solotrizteynocerebro ปีที่แล้ว

      👎

    • @babyboyy207
      @babyboyy207 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@TH-camcensoredmyusername 😆

    • @ayttiiie7
      @ayttiiie7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I hope for her children sake, she stays far the hell away from them.

    • @lf1496
      @lf1496 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      We shouldn't judge others unless we walk in their shoes. EMPATHY is not too prevalent in your country

  • @sarahbefrank.3364
    @sarahbefrank.3364 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    She seems like a pathological liar. I didn't believe a word she said. She needs to be honest with her self and get help for her sake and her kids.

    • @ronmexico79
      @ronmexico79 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Definitely a pathological liar!

    • @meangirllaura
      @meangirllaura ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same: I don’t believe a word of her story.

    • @lf1496
      @lf1496 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Denial is an obvious component of being in pain and having trauma. Broken people usually can't face the truth of their lives. Let's have some EMPATHY

    • @sarahbefrank.3364
      @sarahbefrank.3364 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @L F you can gave empathy and be honest. These ppl need brutal honesty ..especially if they are in denial and running from it. It's the only way to heal and change.

    • @greghayes6052
      @greghayes6052 ปีที่แล้ว

      She's not even a real person. Are you?

  • @villanaven2350
    @villanaven2350 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I’ve been there , lost my kids because of domestic violence and drugs but getting my kids taken away was a life lesson to me , I finally got them back last year on February & since then I decided to go my own path and break the cycle because my kids matter so much for me. No offense but idk how people can choose being miserable as an acceptable choice to having a healthy and stable lifestyle. I hope she will open her eyes one day and realize

    • @keandradavis1593
      @keandradavis1593 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤proud of you stranger 💪🏽❤️ keep pushing forward

  • @bobbieparker9360
    @bobbieparker9360 ปีที่แล้ว +175

    She seems so comfortable stealing from people and not remorseful for stealing others identity And how hard it is to get that straightened out. Wonder if she ever thinks about how much of a burden on society and on hard working people she is ! I even had some good sense to not bring a bunch of kids in to the world that you can’t take care of and teach to be a responsible human being

    • @DMTandSHROOMS
      @DMTandSHROOMS ปีที่แล้ว +2

      True. I’m a 32 year old addict and know I cannot have children(at least for now). I can hardly take care of myself.

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Nipples protruding, very disrespectful

    • @elliebro3370
      @elliebro3370 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@col.cottonhill6655You mean trashy.

    • @CherronWilliams
      @CherronWilliams 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@col.cottonhill6655 YOU LOOKING....

  • @thryssinstitches9655
    @thryssinstitches9655 ปีที่แล้ว +334

    Problem is, she hasn't hit rock bottom. She is still in love with and romanticizing this lifestyle.

    • @AliciaM5555
      @AliciaM5555 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Exactly

    • @umarc2634
      @umarc2634 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      How you know your living her life

    • @daniellecamp9781
      @daniellecamp9781 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      You Totally SAID THE TRUTH!! AMEN TO THAT!!!

    • @thryssinstitches9655
      @thryssinstitches9655 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@umarc2634 because if losing your kids, your brothers, your jobs, and home isn't enough to make you stop... by definition Rock bottom is your lowest point. You can't lose anymore, it's as bad as it can be so you change because the cost is too great. The drug isn't worth it anymore. . She is still saying she's functioning and it makes her a good mom and productive person. Everyone has a different level of what constitutes rock bottom. Some it takes very little. Others, like her, who think they're functioning and the exception to the rule it takes alot! This isn't a judgement, not even really a matter of opinion. It's a fact. You stop doing something when it becomes no longer desirable. Until you hit that threshold, you keep dealing with the consequences because what you are getting from the, in this case drug, is still appealing to you enough to validate the cost. In this case the relationships with her kids among other things.

    • @lisarodriguez6966
      @lisarodriguez6966 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ​@@thryssinstitches9655 I'm curious to know if she feels it isn't rock bottom simply because she hasn't sold her body yet for it and technicallya bed when she needs one. She's been getting money other ways and perhaps thinks that makes her clever.

  • @CrackberryMe
    @CrackberryMe ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Ok. She’s all over the place with her story, her addiction, her marriage, her hustle., but yet she’s a good mother. Lady, go get help and get clean. STOP romanticizing the street life it’s dangerous all the way to deadly.

  • @yanifree114
    @yanifree114 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    Her brain cells are fried. She doesn’t come across as ‘fried,’ but she has to be to be putting her business out there. How long before her PO has this evidence against her? I know how ‘liberal’ California is, and how light the sentencing is..but still… Surprised she didn’t give the time and address of her next fork lift heist.

    • @aarondaniele4141
      @aarondaniele4141 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lol

    • @philliesphanatic6020
      @philliesphanatic6020 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You gotta follow her OF for that info

    • @AliciaM5555
      @AliciaM5555 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Ikr?! She's incriminating herself badly she doesn't have much insight

    • @bazjr86
      @bazjr86 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stealing forklifts is code for prostitution

    • @SunshineBrule
      @SunshineBrule ปีที่แล้ว +19

      She should have just said theft. I doubt there’s many people out there stealing forklifts lol.

  • @frankwest3058
    @frankwest3058 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    she has on an ankle monitor from a previous run in with the law while currently being featured in a youtube interview confessing to some juicy federal crimes. Godspeed

    • @blackslav1497
      @blackslav1497 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      linky
      provide the stinky linky.

  • @jackiegillies4165
    @jackiegillies4165 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    Her #1 priority is her addiction. Her life revolves around getting money for her addiction. Abby, you seem like a very smart woman. I pray for you and your family that one day you can rid yourselves of the demons and allow light in your life.

    • @SouthernGyrl
      @SouthernGyrl ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Isnt that all addicts? 😂

    • @jaimelovemac88
      @jaimelovemac88 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      #1-her addiction
      #2- her preoccupation with her looks

    • @xxxxxx-tq4mw
      @xxxxxx-tq4mw ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Abby is self delusional about her "charm" and her looks.

    • @TheGlowingOnee
      @TheGlowingOnee ปีที่แล้ว

      How does she seem like a smart person? Shut up

  • @thryssinstitches9655
    @thryssinstitches9655 ปีที่แล้ว +122

    No mama you didn't do great with your kids. Being a good mom requires you to be there. Watching her lie to herself, trying to convince herself makes me sad. You can't buy your kids forgiveness. They want you not your your gifts.

    • @StreetHierarchy
      @StreetHierarchy ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Clack those keys, sweetie!

    • @thryssinstitches9655
      @thryssinstitches9655 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@StreetHierarchy lol that one went over my head, not afraid to admit it. What did that mean?

    • @ashleynikkilove
      @ashleynikkilove ปีที่แล้ว +1

      There are so many women taking adderall everyday all day *and they are not outcast like her … ITS THE SAME THING ! Just in a Pretty package ur a European in the us - chill stop showing your privilege - everyone has their own process of coming back to themselves

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ​@@ashleynikkilove Adderall is not the same as crystal meth

    • @byeFofiko1
      @byeFofiko1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@thryssinstitches9655 he is saying that you're getting really keyboard angry for no real reason/benefit.

  • @sunshinencoastlines
    @sunshinencoastlines ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Whew…. She looooooves herself, does she not? Quite the narcissist. She cares more about her than anyone else on the planet.

  • @jlcollins7673
    @jlcollins7673 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    She is wearing an ankle monitor.
    She is NOT stealing forklifts. Period.
    Not only would she never DARE talk about it here, her ankle bracelet literally tracks her.
    Has she been in legal trouble for fraud?
    Maybe.
    But i feel pretty certain we all know how she is actually making her money.
    "I walk down the street and just picture myself being a little vagina..."
    "It's my charm...and I dont know, just everyone wants to be around me...."

    • @astridlabodhisattva1098
      @astridlabodhisattva1098 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      You nailed it

    • @gemmurphy3702
      @gemmurphy3702 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😊

    • @MMMargaritaaa
      @MMMargaritaaa ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Well she did say that she does multiple things so I don’t think she’s lying about the forklifts how ever, it’s almost obvious that she’s night walking …

    • @DD-yr6wc
      @DD-yr6wc ปีที่แล้ว +4

      💯 she may have done that a couple times no way shes doing it now.

    • @PritomAhad
      @PritomAhad 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@DD-yr6wcprobably for drugs she did whatever is being assumed here as one of her source of income

  • @julsc2106
    @julsc2106 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    Her partner in crime is going to be very upset

    • @thedivinegoddess2001
      @thedivinegoddess2001 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s her truth

    • @greghayes6052
      @greghayes6052 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He is a figment of your imagination.

    • @stizzysworld-xe5nx
      @stizzysworld-xe5nx ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This is the raw truth... I too am addicted to meth and am involved in things I'm not proud of. Thanks for ur raw truth

    • @SilverToes756
      @SilverToes756 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      ​@@greghayes6052you mean her imagination get it right

  • @robertovelazquez919
    @robertovelazquez919 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    She has an ankle monitor… and has an active warrant….🧐 does not make sense. She an addict and makes excuses for what she does. She does not want to change. You do not think this video will affect your children…

  • @tommyt2901
    @tommyt2901 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    I'm just feeling sorry for all the poor forklift owners out there.

    • @slgogo594
      @slgogo594 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Me too! And only getting 4k for them and she thinks she's getting some kinda windfall. Sad

    • @PinkQB
      @PinkQB ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🤣🤣

    • @BovineIntervention
      @BovineIntervention ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I TRIED TO TELL YALL MFS IM FORKLIFT CERTIFIED

    • @jasonmosh6740
      @jasonmosh6740 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      The tweaker forklift thief

    • @PinkQB
      @PinkQB ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jasonmosh6740 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • @naltrexoneclinic4498
    @naltrexoneclinic4498 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    The level of selfconfidence is amqzing considering the looks and the lifestyle.

    • @CELEBRIDYBAWN
      @CELEBRIDYBAWN 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Looks like a man with a wig on. People should really be careful about believing they are all that when someone claims they look sooo good. Take a good look at the people telling you that. Some of them look like a hole in the ground. Anything looks good to them.

  • @kurtiz5191
    @kurtiz5191 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    Bring her back! I'm dying to hear where she will be at a month from now.

    • @natureisallpowerful
      @natureisallpowerful ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Hopefully wearing a less distracting vest

    • @daybae7229
      @daybae7229 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Me too!!! I have to see where she’s at in the future. This lifestyle can bring you down QUICK. I know that firsthand

    • @Sweetnopalito
      @Sweetnopalito ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hopefully in prison

    • @konstantinosk9290
      @konstantinosk9290 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She literally signed her own guilty plea in this video. I'm not a gambler but I'll bet she'll be in jail 6 months from now....wait up this is in California lol no jail time for none violent crimes 🎉🎉🎉

    • @konstantinosk9290
      @konstantinosk9290 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@Sweetnopalito she's smart.... I thought so too but no violent crimes no jail time in California.

  • @brigittavanderputten3596
    @brigittavanderputten3596 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    As soon as she said "identity theft", I turned her off.

    • @cobracommander9138
      @cobracommander9138 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      That's pretty common especially for women. Most likely she's a prostitute but won't say because she knows her family and kids will see the video. Just in the way she rushed that answer and started talking about forklifts.

    • @ssuuppeerrbbooyy
      @ssuuppeerrbbooyy ปีที่แล้ว

      When the sun sets she steals the identity of a streetwalking prostitute and by the morning she is back to herself.

    • @BrooklinnGorrlll
      @BrooklinnGorrlll หลายเดือนก่อน

      Why does it matter ??? Most of these people aren’t upstanding citizens. Why doesn’t matter her crimes? Or means of money? What if she said prostitution or drug dealer? All that shit hurts ppl

  • @elizajenee
    @elizajenee ปีที่แล้ว +147

    She is completely unaware of what a good parent is. I’d love to see what happens to her in 6 months to a year.

    • @joaocolaco1498
      @joaocolaco1498 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Probably jail

    • @AP7K
      @AP7K ปีที่แล้ว

      She is very low IQ mixed with bad circumstances and bad decisions, worst possible combination

    • @MEL2theJ
      @MEL2theJ ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@joaocolaco1498 My thoughts exactly

    • @conversationswithkay
      @conversationswithkay ปีที่แล้ว +3

      How does a person know what a good parent is if they never had one? Generational trauma is real and you can see it here.

    • @ejjohn2388
      @ejjohn2388 ปีที่แล้ว

      Probably the same exact spot she is in now

  • @koyoteman58
    @koyoteman58 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    She says "Money makes you evil." What does stealing forklifts for money make you?

    • @SilverToes756
      @SilverToes756 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      A good mom 😂

  • @gbecks3672
    @gbecks3672 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Get help! I’ve had a rough childhood too, but I don’t go around stealing peoples money.

  • @whatachola
    @whatachola ปีที่แล้ว +163

    How do you admit to committing fraud and identity theft for work lol

    • @awakenotwoke1973
      @awakenotwoke1973 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      More honest living than politics.

    • @whatachola
      @whatachola ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@awakenotwoke1973 Yeah that makes it right

    • @SongsoftheEons
      @SongsoftheEons ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Because deep down inside she's ashamed of it.

    • @whatachola
      @whatachola ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nuyorican70brooklyn30 It’s funny because there’s more honest ways to make a living. Yeah it makes for an interesting video but if you’re defending someone who makes money from taking people’s identity and scamming forklifts from people who paid for them then you should be the one with your nipples out.

    • @dannydee9919
      @dannydee9919 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@SongsoftheEons YES ! And she wants to stop and the only way she knows she will stop is if she gets caught

  • @EMILY4DAYS
    @EMILY4DAYS ปีที่แล้ว +43

    She's definitely in denial about being burnt out. You can also see the generational trauma; her parents weren't there for her, and she's not there for her children. She should go to rehab and get it together for her kids. They are still children, and they need their mom. Her excuses aren't going to matter to them at the end of the day.

  • @donaldmack2307
    @donaldmack2307 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I advise everyone to save some money for whatever, the unknown. Just whatever you can for things you cannot see right now.

    • @herelieskittythomas3726
      @herelieskittythomas3726 ปีที่แล้ว

      Use the useless fiat currency to purchase important goods. Can't eat paper.

  • @amber76OH
    @amber76OH ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Some days it's harder not to judge, than others. I have to remember, everyone can only know what they have been taught, what theyve absorbed, or what they have a natural instinct for.... And drugs can certainly highlight that. I just feel so bad for the babies.

    • @politickingwithprecious
      @politickingwithprecious ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree with you. This was a toughy, but I have to stay humble myself. I pray for her, the kids and the rest of the family. It’s clearly generational, and I pray that someone has the courage and oomph to break it🙏🏾This interview was cold, and sad😔

    • @nestleblack9468
      @nestleblack9468 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree...Lord bless the babies

  • @Calverts399
    @Calverts399 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    Being a good mom is being there everyday, showing up at school functions and sports events and listening to their problems, helping with homework, art projects and cooking with them, leading them to become upstanding citizens. Drugs have warped her idea of a great mom..

    • @Catalinaobregon
      @Catalinaobregon ปีที่แล้ว +1

      RIGHT!

    • @patricialong2803
      @patricialong2803 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes, because motherhood doesn't stop til they're 18teen or 19teen to show them the way such as college and work as well.

    • @babyboyy207
      @babyboyy207 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah she's a POS mom n delusional

    • @kidsgrowingup
      @kidsgrowingup ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@patricialong2803wait, so moms out here really calling it quits when their kids turn 18 or 19? that's lame.

    • @lilm4m45
      @lilm4m45 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@patricialong2803 Motherhood doesn't stop when your child turns 18.

  • @lsworld1139
    @lsworld1139 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    You said you would protect your kids over anything ,You won’t protect your kids over “anything” if you did you would be in the same home as them all the time protecting them never mind all the other stuff it’s about your kids

  • @Joe-mad
    @Joe-mad ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Wait.. She steals forklifts?? She drives the forklift down the road to the guy who buys stolen forklifts? Come on?!!

    • @lil_debbie
      @lil_debbie ปีที่แล้ว +14

      She drives down the forklift lane 😂

    • @Mariflower562
      @Mariflower562 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      You must not live in LA 😆 EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      They put them on trucks

    • @christinegilbert5082
      @christinegilbert5082 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah I doubt the forklift story 😉

    • @Luis-d7e
      @Luis-d7e 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Cap

  • @mikedoyle5901
    @mikedoyle5901 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    Hope the police give her a wake up call. Loosing her kids didn't. Funny, she actually thinks she is a good mother.

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว

      The police? For what? She's in California. She can steal and do drugs all she wants it's her right! Don't forget to vote democrat!

    • @amberforcen1177
      @amberforcen1177 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It’s been a mother whole life, so she was a little just fucked up the last few years.

  • @stanfordhiga2135
    @stanfordhiga2135 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    Soft White Underbelly might be getting a visit from the FEDs. Never ceases to amaze me how people are willing to tell all, even if it’s illegal 🤦🏻‍♂️

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      They're too busy looking for grandmothers who walked peacefully through the capitol guided by the police.

    • @astridlabodhisattva1098
      @astridlabodhisattva1098 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      It's probably not forklifts that steals, sounds like a red herring to me.

    • @sarahjane4908
      @sarahjane4908 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@col.cottonhill6655 Don’t forget about parents arguing at school board meetings.

    • @ripleymt
      @ripleymt ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@col.cottonhill6655Don’t forget all those school board parents, people making mean tweets or misusing pronouns, and God forbid if support President Trump!! 😳

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ripleymt i didn't forget! Im Armenian. Did you see what we did in Glendale at the school board?!

  • @MDC8915
    @MDC8915 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Ummm she keeps saying she is a good mom, does she not know, being a good mom requires you being there for your kids? Making choices in life that benefit your kids? Let’s start there.

  • @adamweisshaup
    @adamweisshaup ปีที่แล้ว +293

    Thanks for keeping us abreast of this situation!

    • @myeyeswentdeaf6213
      @myeyeswentdeaf6213 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      😏

    • @winter-survivor
      @winter-survivor ปีที่แล้ว +15

      That's why I like to learn English language here on TH-cam. 😁

    • @jetnavigator
      @jetnavigator ปีที่แล้ว +66

      I gleaned a couple of great pointers from this video.

    • @sluggo2014
      @sluggo2014 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Seems chilly in there

    • @tomdonahue4224
      @tomdonahue4224 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Mark really milked a lot of information out of her.

  • @chvsxty
    @chvsxty ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’m really torn here. Abby, I just pray you find peace and can heal so you can be the mother you need for your children. You have 4 children and the things you’re doing are really traumatizing them. They will remember this for the rest of their life. I think you have a capability to do better and be better. You really need a support system and the drive to keep going. I think you fall into your addictions because it’s easier to do. I really pray for you.

  • @bassicallyandre
    @bassicallyandre 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    This is exactly my ex wife. Lived out in the streets with her mom, getting high. Despite offering her an out from that life, she would always make an excuse to be out there again. She use, lie and manipulate me for money, adamantly denying being drugs.
    I have full custody of our two kids. She's never there for them and claims to be a good mother. That I'm the evil one for keeping them away from her.
    I have completely cut ties with her. I have no more compassion left for her.

  • @badd13_blanco23
    @badd13_blanco23 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I was her at one time.. i get it. And this woman needs love and compassion instead of negativity thrown at her. Praying for you Abby 🙏❤

    • @terrytownsend5583
      @terrytownsend5583 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Eye roll

    • @brandon5014
      @brandon5014 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      No, esta persona a un pedazo de 💩. Y que pena que tu eras así como ella.

    • @SilverToes756
      @SilverToes756 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@terrytownsend5583agree 💯

  • @thecolorfulvegan
    @thecolorfulvegan ปีที่แล้ว +44

    the delusions of grandeur are real in this one.

    • @godschild1404
      @godschild1404 ปีที่แล้ว

      Using big words just to say you’re a judgmental idiot, was very clever.

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว

      Nipples protruding, very disrespectful..

  • @thunderrun2
    @thunderrun2 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    I think the forklift thing is a cover. The hair, the make-up, and the body language screams working girl. I'm not against those in that lifestyle. With brothers I get why you'd say that. Life is rough, I wish her all the best.

    • @cobracommander9138
      @cobracommander9138 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I agree but she has definitely helped her man steal a forklift in the past.

    • @tinasmith7630
      @tinasmith7630 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Da wig u mean. But shes a beautiful woman anywaz.

    • @geronimo8159
      @geronimo8159 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Hmmmm... but the make-up could just be a cholo thing...

    • @ODBonesCorleone402
      @ODBonesCorleone402 ปีที่แล้ว

      She's dressed like a chola, not a prostitute

    • @Stillpretty920
      @Stillpretty920 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@geronimo8159exactly definitely cholo

  • @hamza-tu4jc
    @hamza-tu4jc ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Your interviews are a big help to humanity

    • @davidrios6793
      @davidrios6793 ปีที่แล้ว

      😅 4:54 😅 4:58 4:59

    • @Youtubecensoredmyusername
      @Youtubecensoredmyusername ปีที่แล้ว

      I’d like to see more like Todd the prison guard and less drug users. Todd is inspiring, this is depressing and I won’t make it all the way through

  • @jameskennedy721
    @jameskennedy721 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    never describe your crimes on film .

    • @AtibaVV
      @AtibaVV ปีที่แล้ว +5

      she been watching too much DJ Vlad

    • @herelieskittythomas3726
      @herelieskittythomas3726 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Must be something she did once with some people and the dudes are probably currently locked up for it, she is doing sex work.

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It's California. No one's gonna stop her.

    • @PinkQB
      @PinkQB ปีที่แล้ว +3

      For real

  • @christinabroadstreet1007
    @christinabroadstreet1007 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    This is the first time I have watched one of his interviews and felt truly disgusted. None of what this lady is saying is remotely acceptable. My heart hurts for her children.

  • @thryssinstitches9655
    @thryssinstitches9655 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    It isn't functioning when you have lost your kids and brothers and jobs and you have to commit fraud and live out of a tent.

  • @afterthestorm221
    @afterthestorm221 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Nothing last forever, you will sacrifice your looks to the drugs, you will be caught slipping from lack of sleep and incarcerated...... eventually.
    No one is immune.

  • @jonsson7295
    @jonsson7295 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Hello from Sweden❤ thank you Mark for your hard work!

  • @montananerd8244
    @montananerd8244 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    She describes attacking her husband as something that happened to her, as if the only option to being cheated on was violence. I know she's a victim too, but she's deep into her own romantic notions of herself. I'm glad everyone can see thru her. Sobriety can do wonders, tho, for her kids, I hope she can become a less destructive person.

  • @missycitty9478
    @missycitty9478 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    This was a tough one for me. The way she presents herself for one, is quite telling.
    Scamming , lying, hurting others to get by? Not cool!!!She's choosing to do these things knowing it hurts others!!
    Low girl, low!! Feel so bad for her children. Heartbreaking. And disgusting.

    • @eddieorfield
      @eddieorfield ปีที่แล้ว

      Her shirt is making me feel some type of way.

    • @cantnv1
      @cantnv1 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@eddieorfield Nauseous!?!

  • @ThoneJones
    @ThoneJones ปีที่แล้ว +140

    It’s funny how she doesn’t seem to register that her “hustles” actually hurt people. I wonder if it’s ever even crossed her mind. What a horrible human.

    • @alyciakate13
      @alyciakate13 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      People who have been incredibly hurt can often hurt others because theyre desensitised to it. She's not horrible, shes severely damaged.

    • @ThoneJones
      @ThoneJones ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@alyciakate13 I don’t buy that one. Everyone knows right from wrong.

    • @alyciakate13
      @alyciakate13 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@ThoneJones you’re not born knowing right from wrong mate. You’re educated and taught right from wrong. This girl was taught that being neglected was right.

    • @PracticallyMagic88
      @PracticallyMagic88 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ThoneJones not everyone.. what are you talking about

    • @ThoneJones
      @ThoneJones ปีที่แล้ว +6

      If you know something is illegal, don’t you think that’s a pretty good indication you know it’s wrong? She know fraud is wrong. She knows stealing is wrong. She’s just doesn’t care.

  • @funkiergoose4262
    @funkiergoose4262 ปีที่แล้ว +179

    Imagine being homeless, addicted, unemployed, not raising your children… and still thinking that you’re a prize.

    • @ricd8646
      @ricd8646 ปีที่แล้ว

      Even homelessness won't cure some womens delusion

    • @rayboyd2247
      @rayboyd2247 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Exactly! Wow

    • @dirtmcgirt7651
      @dirtmcgirt7651 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      What are you talking about? Women envy her & guys wanna be with her!! Duhh

    • @MF_UNDERTOW
      @MF_UNDERTOW ปีที่แล้ว +6

      It’s crazy that she seems fully aware of how much of a hot mess she is but she compartmentalizes it like she’s addicted to ice cream.

    • @PinkQB
      @PinkQB ปีที่แล้ว

      My thoughts exactly. Aside from the effects of drug use and mental distortion, she clearly has a very low IQ level.

  • @seanoreilly1832
    @seanoreilly1832 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I have very little sympathy for her. "I had to do what I had to do"
    She repeats it like it's a mantra to convince herself

  • @PsychopathSurvivor
    @PsychopathSurvivor ปีที่แล้ว +8

    You have a good heart & intentions trying to take on everything yourself. No one can do it all without help. It physically & mentally broke me. Then I reached out to my local CS church. I delegated a vast majority of my tasks to the retired elders who are more than happy to help. Please consider your local church and/or abuse center for free resources. You can do anything you set your mind to do ❤ 💪 🙏

  • @ross.neuberth
    @ross.neuberth ปีที่แล้ว +22

    You don't love her. Loving someone means putting them first (especially your own child).

    • @AFFTFOMSICHTS
      @AFFTFOMSICHTS ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Right when she said she was still a good mom…I was like idk about all that.

    • @DaSherMAN723
      @DaSherMAN723 ปีที่แล้ว

      addiction is a bitch

    • @solotrizteynocerebro
      @solotrizteynocerebro ปีที่แล้ว

      Facts!!

  • @brandydimas9102
    @brandydimas9102 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I don’t understand what makes her think she is a good mom and a good person, she is neither.

  • @mb1376
    @mb1376 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    I'm glad I'm not the only one who has a hard time not judging this one. I mean 90% + of people on this channel I really don't find it difficult to not judge. But just hearing her say "I know I'm a good mom"...It's like really? You're not just an awful mom, you're an awful...mmm yeah I'll stop there

    • @Jen-Chapin
      @Jen-Chapin ปีที่แล้ว +14

      When she complained about changing diapers….ma’am you had 4 children and you’ve abandoned them point blank.

    • @angelahill1658
      @angelahill1658 ปีที่แล้ว

      She is terrible

  • @wenlav76
    @wenlav76 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    She says she wants to protect her kids but she is their biggest source of pain. I feel so bad for them. Nothing worse than being rejected by your own mother.

  • @gtrevino50
    @gtrevino50 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    Only thing worse than these lying criminals are the people who believe them.

    • @wyattlightning
      @wyattlightning ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Right?

    • @wyattlightning
      @wyattlightning ปีที่แล้ว

      She repeatedly says "I'm a good Mother". Bullsh*t! You're a woman that steals from good people , takes drugs and chooses to live in a tent. You are NOT a good mother. I can usually relate to the people being interviewed, but not this piece of work.

    • @babyboyy207
      @babyboyy207 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Amen!

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      How about the California district attorneys who think it's her right to steal your stuff

    • @MariselaR.da1daOnly
      @MariselaR.da1daOnly ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@col.cottonhill6655 what about the leaders of police unions who drug deal fentanyl around the world? They get a pass?

  • @ssuuppeerrbbooyy
    @ssuuppeerrbbooyy ปีที่แล้ว +249

    We really need to institute a license to breed. The amount of misery one person can bring into the lives of children is just unaceptable.

    • @thematriarchy2075
      @thematriarchy2075 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      How about a vasectomie for the men?

    • @Silent_Depths
      @Silent_Depths ปีที่แล้ว +9

      They'll just find their misery elsewhere sooner or later, but you can rest easy as I'm certain some kind of AI will do a banging job at denying not just what you've suggested but the very concept of human rights in near future.

    • @Laffy_Taphy50818
      @Laffy_Taphy50818 ปีที่แล้ว

      We can start by not banning abortions and making them affordable

    • @skinme2340
      @skinme2340 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      And now that abortion is not even an option will be even worse.

    • @asurapain9224
      @asurapain9224 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      People will always have kids 😂

  • @lorisanchez2469
    @lorisanchez2469 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Many times I watch these videos and I see people with problems with addiction. With her I see a person with problems with her character.

  • @Sykally
    @Sykally ปีที่แล้ว +44

    This why women feel uncomfortable not wearing bras. Listen to her story

    • @LadyRow00
      @LadyRow00 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      RIGHT! Thank you for not being like them. On behalf of all women, we appreciate you!

    • @sunshine3914
      @sunshine3914 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Because Christian & Muslim men lose their gd minds.

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@sunshine3914 women get the most angry at other women exposing their private parts.

  • @cherylknight6080
    @cherylknight6080 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    It’s just because your child says mommy. It doesn’t make you a good mommy!
    Play good mother is there every step of the way! Through the good times, and through the bad times.
    The thought of losing my children, because I was not being responsible, would kill me!
    Because they depend on me and I have to guide and direct them so that they know where to go in life.
    I have to teach them right from wrong. I must teach and how to behave and how to be a child of God, to be honest, and hard-working. And I’m the one who has to show them not only tell them, but show them how to be this way most of all by me taking care of my responsibilities so that they can be responsible for their own lives their own lives be close and show, affection, love and appreciation, patience, and tolerance to them.
    I must have a roof over their head. food in their tummies and pay the bill so that there are lights and water for them this is what a good mother is!
    I’ve seen people who abuse meth and their are rotted out and their faces looking a skeleton. How does she still look like a beautiful woman! I’m really baffled on that!

    • @southphillylilly
      @southphillylilly ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Because not everybody looks the way everybody else does. Meth doesn't do the same thing to everybody. There are people that use it for decades, and you'll never even know.

    • @cherylknight6080
      @cherylknight6080 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wow, I’ve only seen the horrible changes take up on them and she’s the first one I’ve seen that looks like this. It’s amazing!!​@@southphillylilly

    • @BlondeMafia89
      @BlondeMafia89 ปีที่แล้ว

      She'll look like a Faces of Meth mugshot before it's over...it happens to all meth abusers, eventually

  • @irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery
    @irishguyjg_2ndchancerecovery 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Mark does a brilliant job of getting people to admit their hustles and not care about getting caught while doing these interviews. Your a brilliant person, your content is absolutely amazing for some of us who are case studying for our LICENSE to become alcohol and drug counselors

  • @domoniquepeachess7528
    @domoniquepeachess7528 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    She is clearly struggling deep with the loss of her father and has an unhealthy attachment style to certain males she wants to “fix” or help, but over all it sounds like she puts her needs first and her kids last. Being a mother figure before her time to siblings has effectively made her like this. She says her mother was good and she is a good mother but history repeating, so sad. Xx

  • @bakednotfried1184
    @bakednotfried1184 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    You'd think all that time being awake tweakers would get more done

  • @richardsanjose3692
    @richardsanjose3692 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    My god the self delusion people exhibit. She says she's a functional user who doesn't sleep,smokes all day,and is high as hell during this interview.

  • @2K23E
    @2K23E ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I’ve dealt with a addict & I’m a bit bias. They talk about their recovery & all that but what about what you did to others while you were engaged with drugs

    • @missolesoul
      @missolesoul ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That's why a huge step in recovery is to try and apologize for all the hurt you caused while using.

    • @2K23E
      @2K23E ปีที่แล้ว

      @@missolesoul I feel like that’s more for addict. In order for them to let go of thee atrocities they’ve created… ergo give them a clean slate so to speak a feeling of well I “apologized” rather it’s accepted or not.

  • @jmeree
    @jmeree ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I feel really bad for her… I think these are lies that we tell ourselves to get through the day because she didn’t have a good mom… A good mom doesn’t have her kids in foster care or drugs are part of her life and she is doing exactly what her mother did and then she says she’s a good mom… This is sad because if I can predict the future for 14 year old is gonna be pregnant and the other kids are going to follow the same cycle. Very sad.

  • @talktopcgp6091
    @talktopcgp6091 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Abby, the way you described being on meth enabling you to do loads of stuff, sounds exactly the same as living drug and alcohol free. living Drug and alcohol free enables you to have loads of energy to do loads of stuff......... and then afterwards you get to sleep every night.

  • @AllFloatOn2112
    @AllFloatOn2112 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    she has some strong points

  • @ryanmays1979
    @ryanmays1979 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Good interview and for someone who lives in a tent, she's well kept but she should not be incriminating herself especially about the forklifts because she don't know who watches these interviews 🤷🏾‍♂️

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The Los Angeles DA doesn't care about her stealing. He's busy going after parents who protest their kids being taught about gay sex in kindergarten.

    • @TaxMan1776
      @TaxMan1776 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      No, let her

  • @Jizebel
    @Jizebel ปีที่แล้ว +36

    As a mother myself, this one left me speechless.

    • @anitatencer968
      @anitatencer968 ปีที่แล้ว

      Clueless, narcissistic individual who apparently loves chaos .

  • @steveo8944
    @steveo8944 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    her husband broke her heart. this is what depression does to someone. Dont think you wont be in a bad place cuz u never know.

  • @domnfg
    @domnfg ปีที่แล้ว +10

    She makes two great points.

  • @GracietheFrenchie
    @GracietheFrenchie ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This pisses me off. She is capable of working a job but chooses to steal for money! She'll wind up in prison.

  • @maureent8653
    @maureent8653 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Other than needing a good bra.. she doesn’t look too homeless.

    • @marimarsilva4629
      @marimarsilva4629 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m not homeless and I hate bras I never wear them

  • @deniseperry3524
    @deniseperry3524 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Having a hard time with her. If she'd stop the drugs, gambling and stealing, she might find time to be a mom. I hope she finds help.

    • @jeep19
      @jeep19 ปีที่แล้ว

      Not every woman wants to be a mom...

  • @adamweisshaup
    @adamweisshaup ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I think this is the first time I haven't seen a single supportive women with kind words to say about the women that appear on this channel. Can't think of why 👀👀

  • @andreawilson3990
    @andreawilson3990 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    So casual she says she steals forklifts. She doesn’t care about anyone but herself. She seems to enjoy telling her story like a badge of honor. Hard to have empathy for this one, but I will say a prayer for her.

  • @bubbasvault9306
    @bubbasvault9306 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    My boy turned the ac on full blast

    • @selinac2964
      @selinac2964 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      😂😂😂

    • @myeyeswentdeaf6213
      @myeyeswentdeaf6213 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      😏

    • @oh-duh
      @oh-duh ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Sthaaaaapit 🤣

    • @garybiffin7002
      @garybiffin7002 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Haha I read this just before she was shown

    • @oh-duh
      @oh-duh ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Surely they're pierced?

  • @noktua6272
    @noktua6272 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    maybe she has adhd. Meth is like a little stronger version of aderall

  • @AudibleVisibIe
    @AudibleVisibIe ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Stealing forklifts is crazy 😂

    • @myeyeswentdeaf6213
      @myeyeswentdeaf6213 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Admitting it on TH-cam is even crazier

    • @oteliasimon
      @oteliasimon ปีที่แล้ว +9

      They are waiting for you behind the next forklift.Dont do it !

    • @cobracommander9138
      @cobracommander9138 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Joe Swanson Don't believe the hype, LA jails are packed.

    • @tubester4567
      @tubester4567 ปีที่แล้ว

      She needs to steal a bra.

    • @missolesoul
      @missolesoul ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I would love to see a video of that crime. There has to be cameras on a work site, right? I don't know if I believe her. She is getting 5K per? Nobody notices her walkng onto a construction site without protective gear as she and a friend hot wire a new forklift. I don't actually believe that part, sorry.

  • @thecommonsensecapricorn
    @thecommonsensecapricorn ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Agree with most of the comments. This is one of the ones I am unsympathetic to. She’s obviously in denial, she’s a thief, and she’s repeatedly making herself the victim. Any woman who says she doesn’t associate with other women cause they’re jealous of them throws up red flags immediately. It’s usually something else boo. I’ve had women jealous of me, but just as many amazing female friends. The lifestyle she lives isn’t gonna attract many people of quality period.
    Why do these kinds of people keep having kids? Like wtf. All the pro choice people out here, make these people get abortions!!

    • @col.cottonhill6655
      @col.cottonhill6655 ปีที่แล้ว

      So kill the kids as a punishment for who their mother is? How about we abort this meth head.

    • @sarahjane4908
      @sarahjane4908 ปีที่แล้ว

      Makes me reconsider forced sterilizations

    • @Freddybender123
      @Freddybender123 ปีที่แล้ว

      Agreed!!..why get pregnant and do drugs that should be atttempted murder I feel the same way about my daughter she had a child at the hospital and left the poor baby after she did fentanyl meth barbiturates in her system and passed it on to the baby and never looked back 😢

  • @Cadsanon441
    @Cadsanon441 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    A good mom doesn’t choose drugs, crime and street life over her kids SMH

  • @TheNYBully
    @TheNYBully ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This was a very titillating interview

    • @NosferKatu
      @NosferKatu ปีที่แล้ว

      🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • @herelieskittythomas3726
    @herelieskittythomas3726 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I just took a trip through Valdosta Georgia and saw a flatbed full of clearly very used Toyota forklifts heading south.....😂

    • @BlondeMafia89
      @BlondeMafia89 ปีที่แล้ว

      🤣🤣🤣 Well now you know who stole at least 2 of them!

  • @RadRedhead222
    @RadRedhead222 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    How can you wear an ankle monitor but are still allowed to run the streets, get high, steal, etc. How do you violate if all you do is violate?

    • @GorfLlubz
      @GorfLlubz 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      how do you charge an ankle monitor in a tent?

  • @ritaastley3432
    @ritaastley3432 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    None of these people own the streets. The streets own you. I find it sad seeing these people. Some can get out while they still can. Sadly it's a lifestyle that only leads to jail. Or death

  • @alhaus7517
    @alhaus7517 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mark. Thanks for turning the A/C up on this interview. It helped the watch.

  • @Ventingthetruth777
    @Ventingthetruth777 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I was thinking her hustle has to be something else because why would you tell TH-cam ? Now days the owners of the those forklifts might be watching 👀

  • @dangoldstein7416
    @dangoldstein7416 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Stop having kids!!!!!

  • @BKL6068
    @BKL6068 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I really feel for addicts. But as I listen, I’m having a hard time feel bad for her. You can pick and choose when to be with your kids. You signed up, a diaper change shouldn’t be pushing you so far to go back to the streets. I really feel for her kids, especially since she’s in and out so much. She also doesn’t want to be sober, she clearly stated that, so many excuses to stay out. Really sad.. I hope the best for her kids.

  • @janwebb3199
    @janwebb3199 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This one was hard...her reality is distorted by lack of education, parenting and life. She thinks her mom was a good mom, she thinks she's a good mom..I don't think she understands what being a responsible mom/person is. This is a movie playing out in generalization toxic life!😔

  • @donseiler1307
    @donseiler1307 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    A real piece of work.

  • @Findpepperbridge
    @Findpepperbridge ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I would be just like you if I didn’t have my moms support and a therapist. I know what you are going through. It’s the drugs. The drugs are making you do things that aren’t you. Mark maybe can get you in a rehab? Get clean and cut ties with everyone! Take a year by yourself to get sober then go back to your kids. Once you have a year under your belt you’ll gain their trust