The Smashing Pumpkins - Try, Try, Try (Official Music Video)

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  • REMASTERED IN HD!
    Official video for Smashing Pumpkins song “Try, Try, Try” from the album Machina - The Machines of God. Buy It Here: smarturl.it/a4uo31
    The "Try, Try, Try" video was directed by Jonas Åkerlund
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  • @dragongawdess
    @dragongawdess 2 ปีที่แล้ว +768

    My daughter passed away because of her drug and alcohol addiction. She was shooting heroin when her heart stopped. She left behind a beautiful baby boy, who doesn't have many memories of his mom left. She wanted to go clean. She wanted her life back. Every single day, I miss my baby girl. To whoever is reading this, there is help. There is a way out. Please don't give up.

    • @jf7075
      @jf7075 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      sorry for your loss

    • @k8393
      @k8393 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i’m sorry baby , It will get better. I’m going through addiction as well and taking ur advice. I won’t give up. Rest in peace to your daughter

    • @electroid4
      @electroid4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry about that and I hope you're doing well.
      Also love your Infected Mushroom profile picture.

    • @user-jf3sk7dr3u
      @user-jf3sk7dr3u ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤❤️‍🩹❤

    • @julianjv7325
      @julianjv7325 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That is so sad.

  • @philiprobertson395
    @philiprobertson395 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1723

    This song always makes me cry. Because I listened to it while I was a junkie and couldn’t quit no matter how hard I tried. I was convinced I would die a addict. But with gods help and a lot of fighting sleepless nights I’ve been clean since 2013.

    • @donnaantonacci8509
      @donnaantonacci8509 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      Congrats! You should be proud of yourself . It’s one of the hardest things to do. Since 5/30/16 for me.

    • @CarlosValnicio
      @CarlosValnicio 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      God bless you guys

    • @chickenchaser9348
      @chickenchaser9348 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      amen! im so proud of you! 💕

    • @joshuareed7528
      @joshuareed7528 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      My wife and I share 06-17-2011. Proud members of the “no matter what” club. Congratulations!

    • @jrm78
      @jrm78 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Keep it up! You're doing great!

  • @sstaners1234
    @sstaners1234 2 ปีที่แล้ว +328

    I can’t believe MTV banned this. This is such a strong video with a powerful message. Sad one at that.

    • @vgpkevin2900
      @vgpkevin2900 ปีที่แล้ว

      Every bit of inteligence is banned from the media, they want You to see and think only what is good for their agenda

    • @kaosfactoryamici8444
      @kaosfactoryamici8444 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      MTV still exists?

    • @colinjava8447
      @colinjava8447 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thats the reality of drug addiction for many people, if it gets through to a few people then the video has done its job.

    • @DataShawol
      @DataShawol ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I dont think this was the version that was ban... There is too versions of this video, one is only on dvd.

    • @veronicafever3
      @veronicafever3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      While it was intended as that I can say as someone who is in recovery for opiate addiction- growing up in the 90s, a lot of bands and movies tried to have a message meant to deter you from this- but it always had me romanticizing it. Terrified but intrigued.

  • @AngelQuiroz
    @AngelQuiroz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +407

    i lost my best friend who introduced me to the smashing pumpkins. i lost him to opiods and alcohol. this video just makes me so nostalgic and makes me feel heard

    • @eduardochernajovsky3315
      @eduardochernajovsky3315 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I am very sorry for your loss. You are not alone!

    • @kirbypoohbear
      @kirbypoohbear 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      God bless you dude

    • @AngelQuiroz
      @AngelQuiroz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you guys! 🙏

    • @zerosoma33
      @zerosoma33 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn, he could have had his own story to post here

    • @user-xl1il7tf7u
      @user-xl1il7tf7u ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sorry dude

  • @chillsoul2613
    @chillsoul2613 4 ปีที่แล้ว +922

    Dedicated to my mom wherever she is now I hope & pray she got clean

    • @SLABONECHD
      @SLABONECHD 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      este cometario me puso triste miucha fuerza bro y a tu madre

    • @SLABONECHD
      @SLABONECHD 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      mucha fuerza la heroina y las drogas fuertes es un tema complicado

    • @sovietsnake4726
      @sovietsnake4726 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Same here

    • @thomasmachine6489
      @thomasmachine6489 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I was the one who got clean but I caused so much sorrow to my mother that she almost broke

    • @miguelgarciaurdapilleta8601
      @miguelgarciaurdapilleta8601 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      #sad

  • @wandasplace4619
    @wandasplace4619 4 ปีที่แล้ว +334

    When I first saw this video, I was clean for about 25 years. I always thank Christ for snatching me out of my haze of drugs and destruction of my life. Clean now for over 30 years. Never looked back. Sobriety is wonderful and life is so sweet when yr loved.

    • @felo2107
      @felo2107 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Wanda's Place Christ 🙌🔥

    • @joseencarnacao9036
      @joseencarnacao9036 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm happy you are in control of you will, but don't fall into wishes and believes such as "gods"... your life is your own and alone to control. Smile, be a positive vector at all times in others lives, and you'll be rewarded with the accomplishment of living a good life. Nothing can be better than that!! And drugs only ruin your chance to make your next day even better than today.

    • @mammontustado9680
      @mammontustado9680 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Careful Icarus the lonely, the traumatized and the lost are the ones most vulnerable to be lulled into blind faith. Religion is the world's worst abusive boyfriend

    • @kevinjamesmith
      @kevinjamesmith 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It wasn't Christ, it was you my friend. Be proud of yourself. I am. Very happy you made it.

    • @fallonangel7919
      @fallonangel7919 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Your doing amazing!

  • @cky2k7
    @cky2k7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    I was drunk one time walking around in phx az and I came across these addicts I sat with them, I was thinking of ending my life, they told me I shouldn't and they told me to never do drugs just after they did a shot in their arm, I hope they're okay and well wherever they are... Those words coming from them helped me.

  • @robmeehan7208
    @robmeehan7208 6 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    One of the most underrated albums of all time.

    • @Noxantes
      @Noxantes 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      agree!

    • @zerosoma33
      @zerosoma33 ปีที่แล้ว

      It still wasn’t that great but better than anything SP 2.0

    • @deadsherry
      @deadsherry ปีที่แล้ว +2

      zzzzzzzzzzzzz underrated, eh? just like every other video on youtbe...every comment on every video...generic and boring

    • @robmeehan7208
      @robmeehan7208 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@deadsherry you just doing a search for the word “underrated” and telling everyone how bored you are by it?
      Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

  • @EricSajid
    @EricSajid 7 ปีที่แล้ว +663

    clean 8 years :)

    • @superbye666
      @superbye666 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Well done may the almighty be with you.

    • @Ogaitosolev
      @Ogaitosolev 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Clean since 2004☝️

    • @packlesswolf1
      @packlesswolf1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Now 10 years!!

    • @LarsRyeJeppesen
      @LarsRyeJeppesen 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm still on 5+ liters of Coca-Cola a day.. can't seem to quit that shit... 25+ years like this

    • @saddamrasyid1474
      @saddamrasyid1474 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      👌👌

  • @shawn11207
    @shawn11207 3 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    You know, it seems it doesn't matter how long or big of fan you are of the Smashing Pumpkins you always find a song you have never heard. Goes to the greatness of Billy.

    • @MephProduction
      @MephProduction ปีที่แล้ว +4

      it's on one of their albums, it was a single... a big fan would have never missed it as it's not rare.

    • @drtoboggan7469
      @drtoboggan7469 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Go listen to 99 floors!

  • @tombrenes2411
    @tombrenes2411 6 ปีที่แล้ว +377

    in high school i fell for a girl with home problems and she used drugs wish i was with her now 35 years later she has a piece of my heart

    • @antoniofoschini697
      @antoniofoschini697 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      😞

    • @iqbalnashrullah
      @iqbalnashrullah 4 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Go find her, better late than never

    • @rosewinnie
      @rosewinnie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Facebook her!

    • @token555
      @token555 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      35 years later? Probably dead

    • @carlosraimundo4380
      @carlosraimundo4380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Your words just gave me inspiration for a song

  • @fuzzluvver69
    @fuzzluvver69 7 ปีที่แล้ว +415

    This song holds a special place in my heart. Less than 2 years before it was released my 22 year old cousin Julie died of a heroin overdose after a couple of years battling addiction. I was 17 and she was my hero before her struggles. The ups and downs portrayed in this video create such mixed emotions for me to this day when I still look back and wonder if there is anything more I could have done to try and save her.

    • @blockrokinbeats
      @blockrokinbeats 7 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      totally understand. My brother did the same two month ago. We say the same thing and miss him. He was a great guy with a great personality. I feel like he got cheated and we got cheated but its a choice he made that hurt all the family. I ll always wonder what i could of i have done but really i dont know what i could of done. my father exhausted all options but he still loved him even though he stole a lot from him. They made a mends two weeks before after his rehab but it was too hard and passed at home in his room. It hurts my dad so much but i told him you did what a father is suppose to do and he passed knowing his dad loved him and would do anything. He made the choice. It is a sickness we dont understand but is overpowering.

    • @barbaradalzell2597
      @barbaradalzell2597 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      fuzzluvver69
      There is NOTHING you could have done!!
      This was me. Thank God, I've been clean and sober more than 4 years now!
      They don't get help till they are ready! There is NOTHING ANYONE CAN DO FOR AN ADDICT other than be there for them without enabling them.

    • @HarryToeface
      @HarryToeface 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Families shut off their care for us. We are alone

    • @ronaldolaquidara64
      @ronaldolaquidara64 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      fuzzluvver69-- mad sorry bout ur cousin.. Drugs Suck!!!!!!
      Ask Jimmy he should know..waking up to a dying Jonathan :(

    • @fuzzluvver69
      @fuzzluvver69 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Five years on from my comment. Nothing has changed. It still hurts. I still wonder. Yet life goes on.

  • @GG57
    @GG57 12 ปีที่แล้ว +271

    The last two minutes of this song break my heart every time. There's next to no other bands today that would make a video like this. Respect.

    • @caseyw.6550
      @caseyw.6550 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Because it's laying it on a little thick. I for one appreciate a bit more subtlety.

    • @GG57
      @GG57 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@caseyw.6550 Its an aural brick to the face alright.
      What artists you prefer to listen to?

    • @bbailey3055
      @bbailey3055 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@GG57 it’s crazy cool how you kept this account for so long

    • @jackkk1979
      @jackkk1979 ปีที่แล้ว

      So true !

    • @orionbugg3307
      @orionbugg3307 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I love this song and it reminds me of my fiance who is a country away but I'm an addict still. It gives me ambition to try to change in a weird way. It really just makes me cry my eyes out

  • @zara8637
    @zara8637 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I cry everytime it gets to the end and her life flashes before her eyes, innocent and happy memories, gets me in the soul

  • @sebaplssss
    @sebaplssss 10 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    I remember listening this song a year ago, i was really bad, passing with a lot of problems with myself, believing that nothing will change. But i was wrong, things changes, and i'm just a lot better, enjoying the life. Wow the memories.

  • @VendettaAllan
    @VendettaAllan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    This song reminds me of my teenage years, all the relationships I had and the poems I wrote for the girls that I loved.

  • @Jen-gv8yr
    @Jen-gv8yr 10 ปีที่แล้ว +197

    Try not to cry

    • @sayastra
      @sayastra 10 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Speak for yourself... I just got punched in the feels!

    • @gilsonchaves3084
      @gilsonchaves3084 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Linda

    • @ldlp4955
      @ldlp4955 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Machina Reissue #2020

    • @kimigothic9266
      @kimigothic9266 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      it s my life before and again little bit without baby , just like that scuse i m french anyway it s good video e too and i try find the true video original with dead girl in the end without hollywood movie give us the happy ending , but the reality it s not same thing and forget talk about bad health and trouble familily, friends , love

    • @smashingbrandon
      @smashingbrandon ปีที่แล้ว

      its hard 😞

  • @joshh7213
    @joshh7213 9 ปีที่แล้ว +496

    whoa that hyper suburban dream sequence thing reminded me of Soundgardens-Blackhole Sun

    • @KillinTheSystem
      @KillinTheSystem 9 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      YESSSSS!!
      Omg

    • @babybunni3133
      @babybunni3133 8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      SAME

    • @ErikyFarias
      @ErikyFarias 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      +josh h Soundgarden's Black Hole Sun comments led me here (y)

    • @martas.ponzoniwa6021
      @martas.ponzoniwa6021 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Cosmic Chaos vidrios De. Gatos. Qetepartes

    • @pant1371
      @pant1371 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same as fuck :p

  • @David-zo7to
    @David-zo7to 8 ปีที่แล้ว +480

    Gish, Siamese Dream, Mellon Collie, Adore, Machina I... these guys were sending out masterpiece after masterpiece. Then something fell apart. Too bad I was too young to really enjoy the Pumpkins in their golden years.

    • @jeffbuckley1
      @jeffbuckley1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      that fight ruined them :(

    • @xanakinskywoker1817
      @xanakinskywoker1817 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dave I feel the same way

    • @DreamingIniquity
      @DreamingIniquity 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Billy is a bit of an asshole lol that's what happened but I still love the music

    • @pnguinkillr3091
      @pnguinkillr3091 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      you know i recoment check out , Oceania a think billy really chill out on it so , yeah i recomend My love i winter and the celestials

    • @nicholsjoshua15
      @nicholsjoshua15 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Have you listened to Oceania and Monuments To An Elegy?
      In my opinion, those albums hearken back to the days of old.
      They will never be as popular as Siamese Dream or Melancholy And The Infinite Sadness.
      In pretty convinced many fans ears are clogged with nostalgia, and they wouldn't like anything Smashing Pumpkins release.
      I honestly think if Siamese Dreams was released in 2017 instead of 1993, people would be calling it trash.
      The new singles wont get played on the radio because the radio stations only play the same ten or twenty songs again and again on repeat.
      Also, remember, many fans hated Adore and despised Machina and Machina 2.

  • @franciscoderosas1647
    @franciscoderosas1647 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    This song and this album: perfect examples of something underrated.

  • @MorrisB3
    @MorrisB3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    Motivation for everyone trying to get better no matter how dark it seems. "Try to hold on." (Smashing Pumpkins - Try, Try, Try)

  • @RedGoldGreen-Dub
    @RedGoldGreen-Dub ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Such a dark, meaningful song that speaks you never know how hard it is for someone battling addiction of any kind 😟

  • @aethergwangwa1490
    @aethergwangwa1490 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Hearing "I love you forever" at the end of this video just breaks my heart, especially after seeing the original short film.

  • @derrickhobbs8842
    @derrickhobbs8842 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Billy Corgan and the smashing Pumpkins are just beautiful.

    • @redskies4530
      @redskies4530 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi I recommend a song here on YT called 'Looking Into The Mirror' By Robert Nix

  • @SeismicJack
    @SeismicJack 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    This and Age of Innocence are two of the greatest songs ever written.

  • @brock198
    @brock198 8 ปีที่แล้ว +245

    Im not crying, I just have something in my eye 😢

  • @carlosloera2300
    @carlosloera2300 4 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Very underrated pumpkins song

  • @Hatsumomo1984
    @Hatsumomo1984 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I remember seeing another version of this video on MTV, back in 2000, where the guy rushes to the hospital but the room is empty because the woman died. I remember it made me feel unsettled and I cried every time I watched it.

  • @MorganThorgan
    @MorganThorgan 12 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    This is my favourite song of all times, it represents in a whole what I want someone that will love each other no matter what happens, be it living on the streets or in a mansion love that is pure enough to with stand anything. This video brings a tear to my eye everytime I watch it, no matter how many times I watch it. Nothing beats this song or this video and I doubt anything ever will. Love you forever.

    • @ironiron8661
      @ironiron8661 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      This is not love sadly but codependence

  • @ZaraPalooza
    @ZaraPalooza 10 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    This video never fails to make me cry. But it always teaches me a lesson

  • @Ceb773
    @Ceb773 8 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    This song is magic. It's like my lungs are crying.

  • @barbaradalzell2597
    @barbaradalzell2597 6 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    Omg....
    That just broke my heart...
    I am a recovered addict. I was pregnant and still drinking and using and the father of my first child was (and still is) a junky as well!
    This video hit home so hard! The insanity of being in active addiction! The pure insanity of it all!!
    I had my first son taken from me as a direct result of my addiction.
    Getting pregnant a second time saved my life! I didn't want to repeat it all again!
    I thank God EVERYDAY that I am not who I used to be!
    Once again;
    This video hit home for me! It broke my heart!
    I was living it, but I couldn't see it all from an outside view- until now, that it.
    😭😭

    • @ewatkins493ify
      @ewatkins493ify 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Barbara Dalzell as the eldest of 4 children born to drug addict parents I commend you for your effort being able to turn your life around for the better. I've seen first hand the abuse and neglect that goes with hard core drug dependence and parent hood. Really happy for you that you bettered yourself

    • @rociomarielcg2811
      @rociomarielcg2811 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Felicidades sin duda eres una persona muy fuerte que Dios te bendiga a ti y a tus hijos..

    • @softwareofexcellence
      @softwareofexcellence 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      have you been able to reconnect with your son?

  • @Trisatya
    @Trisatya 11 ปีที่แล้ว +200

    Every time I sing along to this music video, my tears always come out. Reasons:
    1. This song is so fucking sad and beautiful.
    2. This music video is so fucking sad and beautiful.
    3. Smashing Pumpkins is so fucking epic and beautiful.

    • @petercarrillo751
      @petercarrillo751 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah and number four is one two three are never get as good as four.. 4.. it's got to be the best so make it up.. and make it.. count.. and make it happy you can do it

    • @JuanCruz-jq9md
      @JuanCruz-jq9md 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      No

    • @enrikik1
      @enrikik1 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      That’s true dude

    • @JuanCruz-jq9md
      @JuanCruz-jq9md 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@enrikik1 No

    • @j_eezus_christ_bro_chill
      @j_eezus_christ_bro_chill 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      yess!!!!!

  • @jackkk1979
    @jackkk1979 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I listen to this song for almost 20 years now, This song reminds me of my teenage years

  • @rafaelmarinho9980
    @rafaelmarinho9980 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    Am I the only one who cries with this song? Who else is in 2020?

  • @elcross77
    @elcross77 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Beauty exists even in the most darkest corners of the soul

    • @mattalgrand
      @mattalgrand 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      that’s my interpretation, too

  • @Vaudiven
    @Vaudiven 12 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    the smashing pumpkins artsy sounds never cease to amaze me, i could listen to them all day long for years and never get tired of them. god how i miss these sounds.

  • @lukaskasdan6628
    @lukaskasdan6628 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This song is truly a requiem for a dream.

  • @salfromthego
    @salfromthego 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Man this song strikes a nerve in me! I feel a mixture of sad, and happy when I hear it, Machina is easily one of my favorite Smashing Pumpkins records, so good!

  • @robertmejia894
    @robertmejia894 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    BILLY SITTING THERE IS LIKE A GOD

    • @xanny5482
      @xanny5482 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Lo è

  • @talkingpills
    @talkingpills 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Cry my eyes out every time I watch and hear this song man

  • @MLWing
    @MLWing 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This will always be my favorite Pumpkins song.

  • @leonche64
    @leonche64 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    That was one hell of a day.

  • @TheAlexyouth
    @TheAlexyouth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Acabo de recuperar una memoria de mi adolescencia de cuánto me gustaba este video, y solo puedo pensar que en este momento es imposible que algún artista haga un vídeo que toque todos estos temas. Me alegro haber crecido en esa época.

  • @psychedlicsouljam1995
    @psychedlicsouljam1995 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is stuff I see on the streets. I was addicted in the streets for a good 8-10 years im only 27.. and knowing this video was banned from TV at a time.. just wow. This music video could be a wake up call for a lot of young drug users.

  • @S4dGh0st
    @S4dGh0st 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The way he says pop tart gives me so much emotion...

  • @lilisntana
    @lilisntana 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Saw this video years ago - it always deeply stuck with me. I now never judge anyone sleeping rough on the streets because you never truly know what they’ve been through.

  • @Eru_des
    @Eru_des 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Got attached to this song/album when they released it. I was in high school. Dealing with the loss of my father during those years. Lured by addictions and thinking in that high school love you dream of too. Still makes my soul tremble this song but gladly I have overcomed most of those dark days when I was a teenager.

  • @AsurorusA
    @AsurorusA 10 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    a part of the scene reminds me of black hole sun

  • @maquindesign9158
    @maquindesign9158 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I live in Lagos Nigeria, and it's 2022. I can't relate as a black African in Africa but I pray those struggling wld find peace and Joy in the end.

  • @kaasycde
    @kaasycde ปีที่แล้ว +2

    how to make you cry with a video and a great song

  • @docbenway9407
    @docbenway9407 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    One of the best music videos forever ... there is also a longer version where she dies ...

  • @gregbautista9473
    @gregbautista9473 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    For some, this is the reality of life. I guess it's hard to get away from something that gives you comfort and peace whenever you feel alone and angry to the world.

  • @alm5966
    @alm5966 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This entire album is one amazing track after another.

  • @rodonronaldo3928
    @rodonronaldo3928 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Machina is another one of their masterpieces. I don't understand why it was quietly forgotten.

  • @lolz_lmao_2144
    @lolz_lmao_2144 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this song always makes me start sobbing. when i’m going through a hard time the first thing i go to for comfort is this song

  • @manuelgomescardosogoncalve1333
    @manuelgomescardosogoncalve1333 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I have a uncle that he is an addicted from 1991 (something like that) with several convictions, rehabs, etc, etc. When you see the photos of him in the childhood, it's hard not to think that a certain point he died, the person that he was no longer exists, and that childhood innocence and happiness had become a bag of tears, pain and anger. Also, he tought me one thing (and he doesn't knows that): when you let the beloved ones running to a cliff, the most certain is them to die! So, don't wait for things to happen: do something before it's too late.

  • @pavedtheway510
    @pavedtheway510 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I was about to relapse today but I remembered this video it helped

  • @xrzeropoint7989
    @xrzeropoint7989 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you, Billy.

  • @j_eezus_christ_bro_chill
    @j_eezus_christ_bro_chill 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Such an underrated music video....

  • @ikillomega
    @ikillomega 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Such a tragic story in the video. Works with this great song.

  • @Katchoo89
    @Katchoo89 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    As a little girl when I first saw this video I felt so sad, I couldn't get it out of my mind. I like to think this helped me "trying to hold on" later when all shit happened and I had, for several times, the chance to choose self destruction.

  • @Nachtgeist.
    @Nachtgeist. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Damn, it's really gut wrenching when she starts to dream of her old life all clean and healthy and happy

  • @mtmt88
    @mtmt88 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    every time i watch this video, it just reminds me how very little separates my comfortable life and what may fuck it up.

  • @prodasspro
    @prodasspro 11 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Smashing pumpkins is like a genre within itself, thanks for enlightening me =)

  • @ObscuredJellybelly
    @ObscuredJellybelly 10 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    The uncut version is so much cooler! One of my fav Pumpkins songs by the way. The main melody is awesome.

  • @cleangoblin2021
    @cleangoblin2021 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    A free world of clear division.
    Genius

  • @joseluiscruz7442
    @joseluiscruz7442 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It is one of the best videos of these artists, they always show great quality in their productions, I admire them a lot

  • @KerrangCooper
    @KerrangCooper 7 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    September 19th, 2014.
    This was our song. We would joke that I was going to be the one who was going to have to prostitute to have money. But in the end, she knows the only part of this video that would remind of us would be how the guy looks after her. No amount of pain would be enough to handle if she is ok. That was all about. Always. Still does.
    There's a saying in spanish that can be roughly translated as " 'Woulds' do not exist" and thats true. Things are the way we want them to be. And well... this is no longer our song. It was but no more.
    Wherever she is now, I just hope she finds a guy who will look after her as much or even more than I did. Just that.

    • @razulparedes3666
      @razulparedes3666 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Alejandro Lino... "El hubiera no existe"

    • @KerrangCooper
      @KerrangCooper 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Exacto

    • @gabrielt.1678
      @gabrielt.1678 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Animo carnal! I cant imagine the pain you must be feeling but I respect that you wish her the best.

    • @elenaknudsen7212
      @elenaknudsen7212 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I was at that point myself. With my husband😖 He hated that I had to do it but he also had to do what he needed to try to get us off the street. Difference was I wasn't pregnant at the time and there were no drugs involved. Just terrible circumstances.

  • @screamingtima1318
    @screamingtima1318 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Almost one year clean. Go me!

  • @gerardo_contreras
    @gerardo_contreras 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I thought 1989, Perfect and Disarm where the best 3 favorite songs. However, I Can spend a whole day listening to this one. Literally

  • @jorgepinzon7072
    @jorgepinzon7072 2 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    Vi está canción con censura a los 11 años, a los 16 la vi sin censura y entendí el poder que puso Don Billy en este temazo. Y hoy con 31 la escucho y sigo pensando el mismo mensaje: "El amor es más grande de que toda adversidad y sacrificio"

    • @TonyGonzalez-cs5fj
      @TonyGonzalez-cs5fj ปีที่แล้ว

      Lo cierto es que esa clase de amor sería de aquellos que hoy en día llamarían "un amor tóxico".

  • @edgariramg.vargas9260
    @edgariramg.vargas9260 8 ปีที่แล้ว +178

    Pop Tart, what's our mission?
    Do we know but never listen?
    For too long they held me under
    But I hear it's almost over
    In Detroit on a Memphis train
    Like you said, it's down in the heat and the summer rain
    The automatic gauze of your memories
    Down in the sleep at the airplane races
    Try to hold on to this heart a little bit longer
    Try to hold on to this love aloud
    Try to hold on, for this heart's a little bit colder
    Try to hold on to this love
    Paperback scrawl your hidden poems
    Written around the dried out flowers
    Here we are, still trading places
    Try to hold on
    Pop Tart, can you envision
    A free world of clear division?
    For too long they held us under
    But I know we're getting over
    In Detroit with the Nashville tears
    Like you said, it's down in the heat with the broken numbers
    Down in the gaze of solemnity
    Down in the way you've held together
    Try to hold on to this heart a little bit closer
    Try to hold on to this love aloud
    Try to hold on, for this heart's a little bit older
    Try to hold on to this love aloud
    And we are still alive
    Try to hold on
    And we have survived
    Try to hold on
    And no one should deny
    We tried to hold onto the pulse of the feedback current
    Into the flow of encrypted movement
    Slapback kills the ancient remnants
    That try to hold on
    Try to hold on to this heart alive
    Try to hold on to this heart aloud
    Try to hold on
    And we are still alive
    Try to hold on
    And we have survived
    Try to hold on
    Pop Tart, you never listen
    Skinned knees
    Try to hold on
    Stop start, what's our mission?
    Skinned knees
    Try to hold on

    • @petercarrillo751
      @petercarrillo751 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Good job with the lyrics I'm done with my mission and too late for the submission down on the street with my shoulders weak try to hold time yeah I made that up

  • @juniwilliams
    @juniwilliams 6 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    As a recovering heroin addict, this is difficult to watch. People cast aspersions on addicts, but that lifestyle, it ain't easy. Especially with heroin, you have no idea the hold that horrible drug can have on a person.

    • @dustintaylor112
      @dustintaylor112 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      exactly. all these people saying it all our faults and were horrible people. Im a recovering addict as well, I have had many relapses and currently am trying to get my life back together once again after a year long relapse. I started doing OxyContin in 2002 at the age of 13 and was shooting dope by the time I was a Junior in College and thats when my life started looking like this video... Stay strong bro

    • @ewatkins493ify
      @ewatkins493ify 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      As a child of dual heroin addiction parents I have no sympathy for you

    • @fuzzluvver69
      @fuzzluvver69 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@ewatkins493ify In that case, as awful as that must have been for you, bizarrely you still have absolutely no understanding of addiction.

    • @mjholmes69
      @mjholmes69 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @fuzzluvver69 Wow as bad as addiction is, reality is children suffer the most so you cannot blame them for not understanding. there is trauma or abuse which is far worse, mentally and physically that can leave scares that last for a life time. Parents are meant to guide and protect, not fuck up and leave them to fend for themselves

    • @godraelrisen6231
      @godraelrisen6231 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      George williams you betray everything important to you. That is dope. Holy Spirit released me from that nightmare. So many friends list though. Keep strong. Stay clean. LIVE. ✝️🙂

  • @badchimpsss3981
    @badchimpsss3981 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    One of the best underrated album by SP

  • @brendastrummercuentavieja4713
    @brendastrummercuentavieja4713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Verse 1]
    Pop Tart, what’s our mission?
    Do we know but never listen?
    For too long they held me under
    But I hear it’s almost over
    In Detroit on a Memphis train
    Like you said, it’s down in the heat and the summer rain
    The automatic gauze of your memories
    Down in the sleep at the airplane races
    [Chorus]
    Try to hold on to this heart a little bit longer
    Try to hold on to this love aloud
    Try to hold on, for this heart’s a little bit colder
    Try to hold on to this love
    [Post-Chorus 1]
    Paperback scrawl your hidden poems
    Written around the dried out flowers
    Here we are, still trading places
    Try to hold on
    [Verse 2]
    Pop Tart, can you envision
    A free world of clear division?
    For too long they held us under
    But I know we’re getting over
    In Detroit with the Nashville tears
    Like you said, it’s down in the heat with the broken numbers
    Down in the gaze of solemnity
    Down in the way you’ve held together
    [Chorus]
    Try to hold on to this heart a little bit closer
    Try to hold on to this love aloud
    Try to hold on, for this heart’s a little bit older
    Try to hold on to this love aloud
    [Bridge]
    And we are still alive
    Try to hold on
    And we have survived
    Try to hold on
    And no one should deny
    [Post-Chorus 2]
    We tried to hold onto the pulse of the feedback current
    Into the flow of encrypted movement
    Slapback kills the ancient remnants
    That try to hold on
    [Outro]
    Try to hold on to this heart alive
    Try to hold on to this heart aloud
    Try to hold on
    And we are still alive
    Try to hold on
    And we have survived
    Try to hold on
    Pop Tart, you never listen
    Skinned knees
    Try to hold on
    Stop start, what’s our mission?
    Skinned knees
    Try to hold on

  • @shadeofmercury
    @shadeofmercury ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Original video was soooooo much more graphic and shocking.

  • @josephnaranjo8286
    @josephnaranjo8286 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    There's something special in this one... One of their very best TRY TRY TRY!!!!!

  • @Justagirl403
    @Justagirl403 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Clean 10 years today.

  • @WhatwouldRoddyPiperdo
    @WhatwouldRoddyPiperdo วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'm 40 still alive and this video brings me to tears every time I grew up this way and instantly I'm transported to 13 year old baby me, cold,alone at Euston station in the 90s. soaked through, sleep deprived and strung out but the kid fucking survived 🙂. If you're reading this, Hold on ❤️

  • @isaaccardona3109
    @isaaccardona3109 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i had a deep love for him, but his addictions wouldnt let him go. RIP Jermo! 💙

  • @j.carranza8995
    @j.carranza8995 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Altho whenever I hear this song and especially watch the video it reminds me of that dark(and I mean DARK) period of my life when I was in a very similar situation as shown in this video and did partake in the same type of terrible activities as these 2, it also gives me good memories and good thoughts of me now. Overcoming that shit and seeing how far i’ve come, it’s pretty kool. And happy and grateful 2 b here to share this with others. Ain’t nobody said quitting was easy but it most def isn’t IMPOSSIBLE. Hope this helps someone.

  • @oswaldgaming6926
    @oswaldgaming6926 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This video is so deep in so many levels. Tells a sad but real story

  • @thefoe76
    @thefoe76 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    best song from "Machina"

  • @jymjr
    @jymjr 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    All the feels

  • @amymuchko7106
    @amymuchko7106 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Billy wow. You astonish me. You are officially my favorite artist.

    • @redskies4530
      @redskies4530 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi I Recommend a song and video called 'Looking Into The Mirror' by Robert Nix

    • @strenwolf.official
      @strenwolf.official ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@redskies4530 From Billy Corgan to Robert nix?? That is a bad shout, that Robert nix is not in the same league. Also the song you recommended is absolutely awful and the delivery is poor.

  • @v8c5corvette97
    @v8c5corvette97 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Das Beste Lied der Pumpkins...ich liebe es

  • @jaxonnicholls2011
    @jaxonnicholls2011 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i'm addicted to this song ; i have to keep repeating the song over!!! his voice is my addiction :)

  • @sixyty
    @sixyty 10 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    powerfull song, powerfull video, powerfull band

  • @santiagobritez5944
    @santiagobritez5944 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Tenia 17 años cuando escuché esta canción por primera ves, habia roto con mi primer único y gran amor, lo escuchaba acurrucado en mi habitación, nunca dejé de amarte, Carolina appleyard...20 años...

  • @jaspiado
    @jaspiado 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    clean since 2021

  • @geraldineleal917
    @geraldineleal917 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I LOVE Smashing Punkins forever and ever.

  • @Dudlet111
    @Dudlet111 11 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Billy must've had the Jimmy and Jonathan Melvoin incident in his mind when planning this.

    • @mistamowgli513
      @mistamowgli513 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Why, were they pregnant?

    • @EASFromTheWest
      @EASFromTheWest 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Nope he was thinking about D’Arcy actually

  • @sarasoares8834
    @sarasoares8834 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This music is a masterpiece! I love it... never get tired to listen it!

  • @AbominusRules
    @AbominusRules 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Please dont do drugs, kids. Bad things happen to not only yourself, but to those around you and in your life.

  • @okipwn
    @okipwn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Mom....this one is for your struggle against Covid 19, hope you're in so much better place now. Damn you Covid for taking away my beautiful mom.

  • @monstergod888
    @monstergod888 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Reminds me Christiane F. ,great movie and great soundtrack,only Bowie songs!

  • @roelfkromhout
    @roelfkromhout ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Man, I love this track.

    • @redskies4530
      @redskies4530 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi I Recommend a song and video called 'Looking Into The Mirror' by Robert Nix

  • @juancaore5996
    @juancaore5996 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Those were the good times, before fentanyl era.

  • @FreckleeFacee1
    @FreckleeFacee1 10 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    oh they have a different ending here than in the short film. that caught me off guard