The sadder part was that he doesn't have a sad life. He has parents that love him and even puts on the effort to *make* him toys to play with, they apparently didn't do anything abusive at all.
The heart breaking part is he’s still trying to reassure his parents that even if he is now dead in his last moments he felt happy, fulfilled even. I just wanna give this poor little boy a hug…
Me too and just by the looks of his parents' faces, I can tell they miss him and they're sad about his death. I want to give this poor little boy a hug
THIS SONG MAKES ME CRY EVERY TIME. Children dying is just so sad, they never get to grow up, and their parents never get to finish raising them and see their child become an adult. It’s gut wrenching, honestly. Kikuo is an artist I admire greatly. He is especially masterful with words and the emotions are so visceral. I’ll probably listen to this one at least 100 times
ok but are we gonna talk about the japanese subtitles? they’re mostly written in hiragana and simpler kanji, and the stuff that’s written in more complicated kanji has a hiragana transcription over it. in japan, they put these types of subtitles over kids’ cartoons. this is sick. i love it.
i don't know if anyone else has mentioned this, but i think the fact that the child constantly mentions feeling "good" refers to the fact that, when subjected to extreme injury and the brain knows you can't recover from it, you don't feel any pain- in fact, you feel bliss and even a sense of peace so, maybe this will be some solace to anyone upset by this song; that at least the child felt peace in their final moments
oh my god.. theres some solace in that, but at the same time thats so fucked up. So much pain that your brain has no other choice than to interpret it as bliss?? holy fuck.
@@andyzhang7890 thats not true- you still feel the pain. its only after a while once you've become used to it you feel bliss. its from being relieved of the pain you felt and after you forget how it felt you feel free. your nerves work lolz. interpret it as birth as its the only thing i can think of at the moment, women find the pain so unbearable they forget it after the procedure is over. they remember it hurt, but cant remember exactly how it felt. the child felt bliss from all the pain after and thats why they said it felt good. the child says they gave into the good feeling and thats because hes finally losing consciousness after it
oh, that explains why i didn't feel anything when i nearly died! i couldn't tell i was injured until i saw my blood, i just wanted to have a nap on the comfortable cold floor
I remember having this experience.. I’m not sure if I “died” but it want a dream, I remember just waking up not moving just laying in bed(I was laying in the right of my bed ),,the room was like some type of fading white shading(the room was still the same with the shading lol),,,I remember it was getting colder and colder,,,but the white/yellow light kept getting brighter and brighter(I think I heard some type of wind blissing?? and probably some type of fainting music(?),,,,my eyes was getting “sleepier” and I was like “I’m not gonna die yet” etc yknow yknow, my eyes closed and it was just some black screen,,it lasted for some time then I woke up…loll pretty weird experience if u ask me lol
I just noticed the "mechanical" sounds of the screws and metallic parts of the music box are practically the sound of a bycicle... it adds so much to the atmosphere i think. Such a great artist
I’m surprised that *this* is the song that made me realize that I’m not worried about what will happen to me when I die, I’m worried about how it will affect the people I know
holy crap the chromatic descends and the child like sound effects and instruments makes this soo much richer and beautiful. HELL this is even in waltz. how can i even comprehend this types of compositions. EVEN the lyrics are cruel and dark to contrast with the sweetness of Miku's voice, oh man there is a-lot to it. The mixing in this is beyond my skill, there is a ton happening yet it feels so cohesive and just. This is what you get for eating vegetables lol.
This song is really genuine, I remember as a kid walking up very tall hills and bridges with my bicycle just to ride all the way down, like I was flying and feeling that rush of excitement from the wind. At the time I didn't care I was riding in the middle of the road, but listening to this song made me cry thinking how it all could have been taken away so quickly and how ashamed I would have felt to leave my loving parents that way, like what happened to the child in the song. Only an honest masterpiece like this can bring emotions and tears to me and many others, thank you Kikuo.
Ah same, I almost got hit by a car when I was riding down a hill and the car came out from the conjunction, what's even worse is the car was my parents. I got scold really hard afterwards. Sorry, mom and dad. I'm pretty sure that was very traumatizing to them.
0:57 the song says he "got caught inside the teeth of a music box," and describes him basically getting crushed and "minced and chopped up." if you combine that with the fact that the music box in this song sounds like a bicycle, and that in a later verse (3:19) it says "his body dissolves into red" when he rode a bike down further past his town... dude thats so fucked,, imagine how his parents reacted when they saw their child's body like that...
Horrific things being described from children’s perspective...in Gommenne, Gommenne, and now this. I think the reason why this so deeply disturbs people is because not only are you hearing material that would disturb an adult from the perspective of an innocent little child who should never, ever, have to even know such things exist, but hearing that activates your parental reflexes-even if you don’t want to be a parent, it’s like we have a built-in longing to keep children safe. Maybe a survival reflex to ensure we live on...I’m thinking too hard in an attempt not to get freaked out any further...
The toys “melting away” was the most heartbreaking part of this song to me. It really just blatantly reminded you of the potential this child had that was so suddenly ripped away by death. When the toys were mentioned this fact combined with the idea of the grieving parents throwing everything away just to save themselves from the pain of their child’s untimely demise I almost cried.
Yeah. It's like everything you loved once is now just a memory, and for real. Every sort of progress you'd made with them is now just gone. It's so sad how the parents try to bargain by throwing away those memories, but it's ultimately getting worse.
I think the toys "melting away" could actually be interpreted as the toys being cremated with the child because cremation is very common in Japanese funerals.
If you look really close at the end, you can see a single tear drop from the parents' eyes. That made me shiver. Along with the dead stare that literally makes this song even sadder. Kikuo, this song is beautiful but it makes me so sad.
At the end with all of the toy sounds before the music ends, one of the sounds is a siren. (4:39 right when the voice starts to fall and then rises) And I just actually thought about that. Holy crap. Kikuo, you are brilliant.
@@eindeed I might not be correct but it switches from “might be” to “will be” at the ending of the song (hope I could help. I’m not the best at Japanese 😭😭)
@@eindeed In Japanese, "naru desho" has the tone that a child or a woman would use, while "naru daro" is a slightly more mature and rough way of saying it. It sounds like something a little bit of adult man would use. Since this is a little boy, he loves that the tone does not match the innocent atmosphere.
@Kurodango is right. 「なるだろ」は、作者が主人公を「一般的な小さい男の子のイメージ」ではなく、年齢、性格、家庭環境までよく作り込んだ上で歌詞を書いていることの現れではないかと思います。 具体的には、家の周りであれば親が少し目を離すことができる、でも自転車には補助輪がついている、5歳から6歳の小学校入学前の男の子ではないでしょうか。
The part where the child talked about his mom buying toys for him really got to me. This whole song just hit me in the feels for some reason. Maybe it's because I'm still a child? I'm not sure, but that one part just.. It shows how quickly their life can be taken away, and.. It sorta makes me think that the kid was thinking about the good memories with his parents as if he was trying to ignore their sad expressions and just wanted to remember the happy times with them before he died.
Here's something weirder: Maybe the child likes the feeling of dying? Bc of the fact that it's a child and is innocent to how they should actually be feeling about it?
@@goldandcheese I think that basically what the child wants to do is to reassure his parents saying that he didn't feel pain when he died or rather to not worry because he felt good. So to put it simply it is something like "mom, dad don't look at me like that, don't be sad, I'm alright so please dont worry anymore"
this song hits SO HARD. im a teen with multiple progressive conditions, because of that i won't live as long as my friends or (most of) my family. ive accepted it but my parents havent. everyday they become a little more sad, they mourn the life i could've had, and i hate all of it. im content with my fate, in fact i think it has helped me grow and become who i am! but they dont see it like that. i wish they would accept my demise and *stop looking so fucking sad all the time.* i can never truly comfort them on this and i hate it.
This comment is very emotionally striking for me. You have experiences that Ill never fully understand, but I sympathize greatly and am glad/admire how youve reached content regarding it. I just wanted to send words of support and say I hope you and your parents can reach a mutual understanding/footing someday. May they shift focus and think more about making everyone’s days as fulfilling and happy as possible instead. Even if not, I hope you have a fulfilling and happy future regardless and that your fate comes later than expected (if this part is favorable to you, since I dont know your situation). I hope this isnt too strange and/or is a good intentioned but unwelcomed/undesirable response, and I hope you have a wonderful day! Sending good vibes!
I hope the life you live is the most fun it can be. I think it's good to celebrate what you have now, rather than fearfully await death. Maybe give 'em a hug, if you read this, I think it's good to cherish the little sweet moments you share together. Have a good day!
I’m sorry about your parents, but I know you’ll live a happy full life. If it helps, if your parents are worried about you not living a long life, keep in mind that a long life isn’t just measured by the years, it can be measured by all the good times too. One good moment is as good as an entire year of living a life. I hope you’re doing well kind stranger ! 🧡
Something I noticed that I haven’t seen anyone talking about is at 4:34 when you see the the soldier’s sword flashing and waving while it’s in the music box. Typically in some cases when an accident occurs, there will be a police officer directing traffic using a thing a traffic control wand, which are plastic batons that flash and light up and you typically move them to the left and right to move traffic away from a crash or area you don’t want other drivers to go near. So, in this case, the boy may be interpreting the the police as soldiers, and their swords as traffic control wands that are directing oncoming traffic away from the site of where he was hit. I know it’s a tiny detail, but it really clicks with the whole “the soldiers are police officers” theory that many people have with this video.
Adding that awhile the toys soldier were still waving, there could be heard either an ambulance sirens or Police sirens, which also makes it more confirming that the soldiers are the Police.
And whe he says that they're waving from inside of the box's cover it's like the police is looking for him underneath the car that is the music box's engine... That's super fucked up though.. It gjves me shivers
especially at 4min it makes my eyes wet even tho the other times the chorus is played i dont cry, i mean that the last time the chorus is repeated hits different i love kikuo
all the comments I saw were sad for the boy or praised the technical aspects of the song (which I completely understand, this song is good and sad as it could be) but I couldn't stop thinking about how sad the parents were feeling, especially when the child describes the gifts and says that his soul is disappearing, I'm crying again
something overlooked but really sad is the fact that the kid gets slower//fades more and more over the course of the video.. also it could just be me but some of the very last sounds after the sirens and singing stop sound like a woman crying hysterically
Kinda unrelated (and late) but if those toy soldiers represent the ambulance then it makes sense that when one of them waves their sword from the music box it alters between blue and red
This was the first song to actually make me start crying. Especially at around 3:44. The way he talks about the life he left behind, and also the things his parents got him, and how he just fades away after the segment is over is so beautifully sad.
I got really confused why the comment section had weirdly written comments, but then I realized Google automatically translated it from Japanese and now /I'm/ the asshole.
This song is absolutely insane. The melody, the lyrics, the animation... Everything about it is perfection. It's also so very sad. From what I understood, it's a child that found great joy in dying and is singing about how their parents are looking at their corpse. I mean, a child? Being this happy to die? "Don't look at me with those eyes, mama, or I'll be embarrassed about dying." Oh. My. God. Kikuo, I have no idea who hurt you this badly to create such an emotionally painful and beautiful masterpiece, but I hope you're happy now. Wherever you are 💗
like the pinned comment says, its about a boy who died in a bicycle accident. insert me interpreting what some of the lyrics means. and thank you to other commenter for their interpretations, it helps me understand the song better. 0:32 - 0:54 : the parade is the people who attend his funeral, being thrown away represents him being buried. 1:00 - 1:24 : later in the song, it mentions narrow cracks. we can assume that he bumped into a crack, sending him flying off his bike and under a car (the music box). a running car, by the "trembling" part. he's hit his head, his blood seeping out onto the pavement into a big star. 1:26 - 1:39 : the soldiers would be the paramedics, and the gunshots i would presume to be equipment they used. the performance would be him in the hospital, the doctors desperately trying to save him seems never ending, and a long process. 2:06 - 2:25 : earlier in the song, the boy describes the tremors of the car to be relaxing, so like a lullaby, he was lulled to his death almost. 2:45 - 3:11 : this is self explanatory but ive added an inference of my own. the wind was almost exciting, and i would've guessed he let go of the handle bars. 3:13 - 3:25 : as the road goes narrow and he rides down a big slope, the bicycle fastens and he can't steer properly. the rest i haven't fully dissected but i hope you agree lmao?
4:15-4:39 When the kid says "all of my mama's happliy toys melted together in nothingness" and when he says "papa's toy soliders are waving back under the lid" it biscally means that since he's dead they threw the toys away, since having them will only make them suffer even more with his memory, "i'll disappear into the world of dream" and "until we meet again in our dreams" means that his soul went to heaven and that his death isn't important, since he says we're all gonna die soon and join "the world of dreams"
Dear god. Only now do I realize how sad this song actually is, when put into perspective. So this young child, one that was still living a very carefree and vibrant life-- His parents gave him lots of toys to play with and he had a bright imagination, a wonderful relationship with his parents themselves... The child dies. In as simple a way as a vehicle accident, but when put in depth it can seem horrifyingly morbid and really sad. Because his body parts and such get crushed and cracked and popped and worse, under a tire, perhaps. I bet everyone seeing that accident was heavily traumatized by the sight. I would say one of the only good things about this incident is that the child seemingly enjoyed the moment of his death. He must have had his nerves killed or something, as he only focused on the enjoyment of being crushed into nothingness. I'm unsure how he could've felt that well dying-- and it looks like he agrees because he's actually embarrassed when his parents are weeping over his death, but he just thought of how fun it was to die. And his parents have to deal with their only child suddenly being ripped away from them. They spent lots of time with him having hope that he would grow old and well, yet those aspirations were debunked, and down came tumbling all that happiness and livelihood for naught. They had to bid farewell to all of the toys and comic books gifted to the child, a goodbye to the thought of ever raising that child to adulthood... Long story short: Kid died too early. And messily. Dreams shattered. Sad.
at the very beginning of quarantine, literally front of our apartment door a truck crushed a 5-year-old girl. Her skull was cracked and her tiny body were lying down on the cold asphalt road. There was no kid scream, nothing, she died directly, even before she couldnt realize but Still cannot forget how screamed her mom, i believe they were their way home and they were returning from shopping. I have never heard a scream like that before, only that scream have goose bumps already, after that her mom had fainted. That little girl's elsa balloon was was stuck in the tree. The ambulance sounds, relatives who came one by one and passed out... Horrorfying, terryfying.Still my eyes are full when I hear the sound of an ambulance.for atleast 1 month, our apartment, our neighborhood was super silent. I will never forget you my little girl, who was waiting for her coffin and hearse in a cold day... I promise we won't remind your body like that, that terrifying view doesn't suits you. I just wanted to say that things are completely different when its about dying like that, losing your child is always the hardest thing but imagine seeing your beloved son/daughter like that.. she/he was happy and laughing only morning and after that... There's no way to make yourself relax with words like "she was a child, she died less pain atleast" so this would be the scariest thing ever. When it comes to the kids, it's even more scarier and sad. It made me think if i really want to have a child aftwr that...
@@bayangintokii4774 | God... Dear God... ... Yep. I'm... Surprised you had such fucked-up luck for that to happen in front of your own house. Honestly, I don't think I've even witnessed any death with my own eyes, even already-dead people. Though, my experiences of death are plentiful in terms of online. All are secondhand, as in, never knew any of the people died. Oh, hey, wait! One person I knew died. Me parent's girlfriend. But I didn't know her well enough(though I spent several days' worth of time with her). Anyway, I'm gonna go back to watching lighthearted stuff... Satan knows we need it. It sucks so damn bad y'actually witnessed that. Hope you're doing right.
@@Detective.Horonigai thank you 💕 for real such things are hard... Anyways i firstly wish good for her family. Thank you again for listening and sharing your thoughts with me
when the body receives an injury that it knows it cant recover from it will shut down the nerves, and i believe the ling about his empty brain forming into a star may hint to the fact that when someone dies, its usually not all at once, in a case like this the kid was aware of the fact he was dying as it was happening so it translated into a blissful experience, and as a little kid you wouldn't understand that
@@bayangintokii4774 oh god, im so sorry you had to see that. i have a (very soon to be) 5 year old sister, and i cant even begin to imagine what i would do if she was gone. i feel so bad for that mother, and may the child rest in peace
@@bounraw I love this song because this song's rhythm is my favorite sound. I think,Kikuo's music is so beautiful . I'm sorry.I am not good at English. 伝わったら嬉しいです！！ すみません、英語が苦手なので...
I actually feel so sorry for this kid because he called himself an idiot and shamed himself for dying and making his parents sad, i just wanna give the little kid a hug, he deserves a hug
Im learning japanese and i was listening to music in class (with earphones im not a sick monster that forces people hear the music), and one of my frienda that is a professional at japanese said if he could listen too... He got a little bit confused and called me sick. -Well good that i wanst listening to mind brand-
My little sister died a few years ago, she was only five and I was six. She was born with a genetic condition called agenesis of the corpus callosum, which essentially means that the two halves of her brain weren't connected. This caused her overall development and way of life to be extremely disabled from the beginning. She could not walk, had frequent seizures and although she could make noises, she could never speak any language or understand any. She could never progress past pre-k despite her age, and in the weeks leading up to her death she had just learned how to hold a bottle to her mouth. I know for a fact that all of this had a heavy impact on my family, physically, mentally, financially, etc. After all, my mom had already had a miscarriage years prior, and I cannot imagine the stress she must have been under during that time, especially considering that both of my parents were working a full time job and having to raise me at the same time. And even despite all of this, my sister was such a bright light to everyone who had the blessing of meeting her. She was constantly giggling with joy and smiling, and she was so positive that lots of kids used to make sure to play with her despite her disabilities. I genuinely have never met such a content person ever since her, she was nearly always in a happy mood. I'm telling this story because I have never found anything that encompassed that entire experience as accurate as this song. I cant help but cry and think about her whenever I listen to this, and I understand and relate to every note and lyric. Its been years ever since her death, season change and I am no longer grieving her death like before. In lots of ways I am thankful to have had her as a sister, she taught me so much, and in other ways I can see how experiencing her death has messed me up. I was so young and people around me were always sad, and expecting me to be too. I don't think I ever felt genuinely happy again until I was 12, after which I had been discharged from a mental hospital and had lots of treatment. None of this was her fault, her and I were just little girls, oblivious to the world. I miss her so much sometimes, so much that I find willingly myself looking at photos and rereading her obituary. She was such an angel, and I'll never understand why god decided to take such a beautiful soul from this world, although I am thankful because I know that our world is not deserving of such. Thank you kikuo, thank you so much for making me feel heard and creating such meaningful music.
Didn't happen to me but my cousin When we were 12, it was in december nearing christmas. He rode a bicycle down a road at our grandma's house since they lived in a neighborhood on a mountain. There was a truck that would run through the base of the mountain typically on a bi-weekly basis. It rained pretty heavily in this area too so potholes were not uncommon and half of the road would consistently be under roadwork during the winter since that's when it rained the most. With that context, in a series of unfortunate events: He went too fast to stop, wheel on caught on a deceptively large pothole, he flipped forwards into the oncoming truck and promptly got ran over what I could guess is about 10,000lbs/4,500kg. His leg got turned to mush and he was immediately knocked out. 40 minutes later and we're in an ER room and in the middle of his operation, he died... -for about 3 minutes. Craziest shit happened, his heart stopped for 3 minutes then began to pick up again. He has to live in a wheelchair but he wasn't too peeved by it, rather we were all wondering why and how he was still alive after presumably dying. Now it's just a joke to horrify other people with.
Ohh...I feel bad for your cousin something like that happened to me too,just with rollers.I got hit by a car and it smashed my legs now i have for like a lil parts of my leg are prohstitic ..But it's ok I'm living normally:] ( I'm writing this while I'm late for piano classes,lol)
This song reminds me of my dead great uncle. He was high and walking down a drive way (I don’t remember the specific details, since this literally happened like 60, 50, or 40 years before I was born so I might have the story wrong). his family lived near a highway so it was kinda probably brings butterflies in your stomach, and not the good kind. a 18 wheeler was going by, and he didn’t see him (idk why, I wasn’t told why) and then once he was on the road I think he saw the truck but it was too late he was literally splattered into limbs Later on the police was involved and didn’t do any justice,- the driver literally was going crazy because he felt so guilty, whilst the mother and father of the dead victim got forced to pick up their dead son’s bloody body parts since the police said “your son, your mess” It was terrible,, also adding that his younger sister had to watch it happen too (she tried to warn him but it was too late) Shits messed up Be careful if you live near a highway, or don’t be high while next to a Road.
I can read quite a bit of japanese... to be honest this song made me sad because I understood the meaning But there again though if everyone was in the spirit world dead, like this boy wouldn't you just want to be forgotten to allow your family to be happy? That's essentially what is happening with this this song
My cat passed away today. I cradled her in my arms for about 2 hours while she had on-and-off sezuires. My beloved grandmother passed just a month or two ago as well. This song makes me want to be happy for them because like the kid in the song, they probably dont want me to cry either.
Ngl crying because today is my dad's birthday and died due to cancer. And now I thinkg how he met his parents who also passed away when he was young. I hope he saw them again and waiting for my arrival next.
This is the first vocaloid song-- or any song for that matter that's actually made me cry. I have absolutely no idea how but it did. Last day of 2023 and I cried to a song for the first time, kind of a coincidence? Anyways I love you Kikuo, keep making music and happy new year (for me it's happy new tears lmao)
![[Official HQ]Kikuo - 天国へ行こう "Tengoku he ikou"](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/y808S-awM2E/mqdefault.jpg)
kikuo confirmed this is about a child dying in a bicycle accident, saying goodbye to his parents as he recalls what happened.
Another set of interpretations crushed by confirmation.
Sauce?
@@kenpe8295 well it was allways there is was just ppl interpreting their lack of comprehension
Do you have a source?
Where did he say this?
The sadder part was that he doesn't have a sad life. He has parents that love him and even puts on the effort to *make* him toys to play with, they apparently didn't do anything abusive at all.
They descovered that He would born with deficience
I thought they were a girl
@@FayeMcEwan-sx3kn In the song and the title they use "boku" which is usually used for boys
@@telarium1361 tf?
The heart breaking part is he’s still trying to reassure his parents that even if he is now dead in his last moments he felt happy, fulfilled even. I just wanna give this poor little boy a hug…
Stop I'm already crying
Me too and just by the looks of his parents' faces, I can tell they miss him and they're sad about his death.
I want to give this poor little boy a hug
Me too :(
thank you Matt from Wii sports
@@palett3s whut 😂
THIS SONG MAKES ME CRY EVERY TIME. Children dying is just so sad, they never get to grow up, and their parents never get to finish raising them and see their child become an adult. It’s gut wrenching, honestly. Kikuo is an artist I admire greatly. He is especially masterful with words and the emotions are so visceral. I’ll probably listen to this one at least 100 times
ok but are we gonna talk about the japanese subtitles?
they’re mostly written in hiragana and simpler kanji, and the stuff that’s written in more complicated kanji has a hiragana transcription over it.
in japan, they put these types of subtitles over kids’ cartoons.
this is sick.
i love it.
It adds to the illusion that this is a cheery song to prevent anyone who only scratches the surface to figure it out immediately.
O_O
@@kristin332 cotton candy O_O
Holy sh-
Yeah! Like really! Kikuo did this in 君はできない子 too!
i don't know if anyone else has mentioned this, but i think the fact that the child constantly mentions feeling "good" refers to the fact that, when subjected to extreme injury and the brain knows you can't recover from it, you don't feel any pain- in fact, you feel bliss and even a sense of peace
so, maybe this will be some solace to anyone upset by this song; that at least the child felt peace in their final moments
oh my god.. theres some solace in that, but at the same time thats so fucked up. So much pain that your brain has no other choice than to interpret it as bliss?? holy fuck.
@@andyzhang7890 thats not true- you still feel the pain. its only after a while once you've become used to it you feel bliss. its from being relieved of the pain you felt and after you forget how it felt you feel free. your nerves work lolz. interpret it as birth as its the only thing i can think of at the moment, women find the pain so unbearable they forget it after the procedure is over. they remember it hurt, but cant remember exactly how it felt. the child felt bliss from all the pain after and thats why they said it felt good. the child says they gave into the good feeling and thats because hes finally losing consciousness after it
oh, that explains why i didn't feel anything when i nearly died! i couldn't tell i was injured until i saw my blood, i just wanted to have a nap on the comfortable cold floor
@@moemoethecoolest You can't say something like that and leave no context smh smh (unless it's really uncomfortable in which case ignore this comment)
I remember having this experience.. I’m not sure if I “died” but it want a dream, I remember just waking up not moving just laying in bed(I was laying in the right of my bed ),,the room was like some type of fading white shading(the room was still the same with the shading lol),,,I remember it was getting colder and colder,,,but the white/yellow light kept getting brighter and brighter(I think I heard some type of wind blissing?? and probably some type of fainting music(?),,,,my eyes was getting “sleepier” and I was like “I’m not gonna die yet” etc yknow yknow, my eyes closed and it was just some black screen,,it lasted for some time then I woke up…loll pretty weird experience if u ask me lol
もう埋もれちゃったけど、
この曲にハマりたての頃に見た
「曲の最後に近づくに連れて色が薄く、ジャンプが長くなるのはだんだん魂があの世に向かってる」って感じの解釈のコメが凄く好きだった。
このコメントは私の感情を正確に表しています。
Skibiti
I just noticed the "mechanical" sounds of the screws and metallic parts of the music box are practically the sound of a bycicle... it adds so much to the atmosphere i think. Such a great artist
Right, when I heard this song without seeing this music video first I thought the music box part was a bicycle
@@nowles3410 hah
@@nowles3410SAME
@@nowles3410 well technically.....
きくおさんは一回死んだんじゃないかって心配しちゃうぐらい死後の世界の事を知ってる気がする。。
わざとあまり聞こえのよくないオノマトペ使ってるよね、ほんとセンス、、。
生まれ変わったんだよきっと(？)
Lol
これ見て泣いたのはいい思い出
これ悲しいな…
？？？ ｢ｼﾝﾀﾞﾝｼﾞｬﾅｲﾉｫ？☆｣
すいません きくおさんのセンス真面目に憧れます。(笑)
いやそういう詳しい死因じゃなくて、
子供のあどけなさをベースに死後の世界を描きたかったんだと思うが…
俺はそういう曖昧な現実でないきくおさんの世界観が好きだ。
これだな
上に行って欲しい
このコメ死ぬほど大好き
わかる
好き
I always through this song was pretty sad but now that I have a child this song brings me to tears.
... ur a parent?
@@sadthing3292 parents are still just people y'know... with interests and hobbies
Why are you actually the coolest parent ever
Eh i have seen way worse people.....way way way worse
*wtf a parent hearing vocaloid*
オルゴールとかおもちゃとか漫画とか、棺に一緒に入れたからこの子と一緒に溶けて消えたのか
@@somkeve？
一緒に埋葬したんですね
かわいいとかなし
なに。。？
ママのおもちゃは一緒に消えたけど、オルゴールの中の兵隊は手を振ってたのって、、、もしかして、
I’m surprised that *this* is the song that made me realize that I’m not worried about what will happen to me when I die, I’m worried about how it will affect the people I know
What’s the flag in ur pfp
@@Gen_-6012 it's the demiflux flag, and i forgot to change it lol
@@samffffffffffffff thx :3
Same
same
Everyone’s talking about the lyrics but no one is going to talk about how beautiful the composition and visuals are? It’s genius
Yeah, I literally loved them.
holy crap the chromatic descends and the child like sound effects and instruments makes this soo much richer and beautiful. HELL this is even in waltz. how can i even comprehend this types of compositions. EVEN the lyrics are cruel and dark to contrast with the sweetness of Miku's voice, oh man there is a-lot to it.
The mixing in this is beyond my skill, there is a ton happening yet it feels so cohesive and just.
This is what you get for eating vegetables lol.
IKR
Yeah
True
「男の子のジャンプしてる時間がどんどん長くなってる」
って友達言ってたから見てみたけど...本当だ。
お茶漬け・ドリームブレーカー まじ？
カッパチャン まじ。
みかん まじだったわ
カッパチャン まじだよ(実は昨日この曲知ったとか言えない)
@@titleh0lD
私、今日知った←←←
This song is really genuine, I remember as a kid walking up very tall hills and bridges with my bicycle just to ride all the way down, like I was flying and feeling that rush of excitement from the wind. At the time I didn't care I was riding in the middle of the road, but listening to this song made me cry thinking how it all could have been taken away so quickly and how ashamed I would have felt to leave my loving parents that way, like what happened to the child in the song. Only an honest masterpiece like this can bring emotions and tears to me and many others, thank you Kikuo.
Ah same, I almost got hit by a car when I was riding down a hill and the car came out from the conjunction, what's even worse is the car was my parents. I got scold really hard afterwards. Sorry, mom and dad. I'm pretty sure that was very traumatizing to them.
@@reichierusketch659 this also happened to me…
dep
Lmao you have/had parents? 💀
Got ketchup mixed with lettuce cheese
0:57 the song says he "got caught inside the teeth of a music box," and describes him basically getting crushed and "minced and chopped up." if you combine that with the fact that the music box in this song sounds like a bicycle, and that in a later verse (3:19) it says "his body dissolves into red" when he rode a bike down further past his town...
dude thats so fucked,, imagine how his parents reacted when they saw their child's body like that...
oh geez you're right
Oh definitely, the music box was too specific so it's most likely his body was horrificly ripped apart. Rip little guy :(
And "my cheeks have been popped like popcorn"
Apparently someone said that the parents accidentally drove into him or smth which makes it even worse
I think the baby was going down a hill with his bicycle, went too fast without being able to stop and ended up under a car/truck
歌詞の表示っていうかフォントが妙に｢みんなのうた｣っぽいのが怖い
@一磨亀崎 子供号泣か意味わからず歌って問い合わせだな(白目)
一生のトラウマw
未だトラウマこれ(なんで来た？？)
一時期トラウマ
ニコ動のタグ
みんなのうつですよねw
みんなのうた感
Horrific things being described from children’s perspective...in Gommenne, Gommenne, and now this. I think the reason why this so deeply disturbs people is because not only are you hearing material that would disturb an adult from the perspective of an innocent little child who should never, ever, have to even know such things exist, but hearing that activates your parental reflexes-even if you don’t want to be a parent, it’s like we have a built-in longing to keep children safe. Maybe a survival reflex to ensure we live on...I’m thinking too hard in an attempt not to get freaked out any further...
ALSO "We should not do bad things" HONORABLE MENTION :D
That is indeed true.
Idk bruh I'm doing ight
Yes
Sssss
あまりに早すぎる死を迎えた子供が何言うかと思ったら、「僕は自分なりに満足した死に方できたから心配しないでくれ」って悲しすぎるだろ
子どもの無邪気さというか言葉に表すのが難しいけどそれを音楽に閉じ込めたきくおさんと言語化したコメ主凄い
@@natsuKi_72泣いちゃった 怖かったのになんだかやけに達観してるって 大人でも難しいよそんなよ
STOP YOU GUYS ARE MAKING ME TEARY EYED
The toys “melting away” was the most heartbreaking part of this song to me. It really just blatantly reminded you of the potential this child had that was so suddenly ripped away by death. When the toys were mentioned this fact combined with the idea of the grieving parents throwing everything away just to save themselves from the pain of their child’s untimely demise I almost cried.
Yeah. It's like everything you loved once is now just a memory, and for real. Every sort of progress you'd made with them is now just gone. It's so sad how the parents try to bargain by throwing away those memories, but it's ultimately getting worse.
I think the toys "melting away" could actually be interpreted as the toys being cremated with the child because cremation is very common in Japanese funerals.
i did cry
@@Kurapika468same bro
That’s exactly the part I was sobbing about
If you look really close at the end, you can see a single tear drop from the parents' eyes. That made me shiver. Along with the dead stare that literally makes this song even sadder. Kikuo, this song is beautiful but it makes me so sad.
@@whyamiherelol4616 funfact that isnt relevant : I cried
@@siorganism i cried too
@@siorganism fun fact: the first time I cried at a song, even if it was just a little
@@siorganism i keep listening to this song even though it makes me cry every time. lmao why do ppl do this to themselves?
bro that part made me cry my deam ass of
昨日プロフェショナル仕事の流儀でこの人が紹介されてたから初めて聞いてみたけど、なんかわからんけど泣いてしまった…この歌もう芸術だと思うんだけど
有名なボカロPなんて他にいるのに、きくおさん呼ぶNHKなかなかイカれてるだろww
メッチャ見たかった〜！！
@@おなかすいた-c8d イカれてる(褒め言葉)で草
僕もプロフェッショナルを見て聞いてみました。不思議なセカイに惹き込まれる、芸術の様な歌でした…。
何故、涙が出るんだろう？
うそだろ...マジで...？
え！マジで！見たかった！うわぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁ！
やっと見つけた、、、、小学生のときカラオケで姉がこの歌を歌ってて、「そんな目でみないでまま 死んだのが恥ずかしくなるだろ」っていうフレーズが頭から離れなかった
At the end with all of the toy sounds before the music ends, one of the sounds is a siren. (4:39 right when the voice starts to fall and then rises)
And I just actually thought about that.
Holy crap.
Kikuo, you are brilliant.
and the REST OF IT IS CRASHING AND CLANGING NOISES OH MY GOD
+PiraticOctopus what that mean D:
The kid was riding his bike downhill and crashed it. So like, a siren as in an ambulance.
PiraticOctopus and the soldier is paramedic!!
this pretty much shows how weird the abortion theory is
why'd there be a siren if he's being aborted lmao
兵隊の銃声はなりやまない、からのメロディ大好き
それな中毒性あるよね
ほんとそれ
1:26
@@user-qf8oz2tb2e yes, thank you very much!
3:50からなんか泣ける。
親の愛情を受けて育ったのが本当に分かる。親が頑張って作ったのに。なのに子供が死んじゃったから物だけが遺るっていう切なさ（？）
そこ本当に泣ける
こんなあどけない雰囲気なのに
サビの語尾が「～なるでしょ」じゃなくて「～なるだろ」なの好き
english speaker here, what does this mean?
私は英語を話します。 誰か説明してくれませんか。 （翻訳者を使用しました)
@@eindeed I might not be correct but it switches from “might be” to “will be” at the ending of the song (hope I could help. I’m not the best at Japanese 😭😭)
@@eindeed In Japanese, "naru desho" has the tone that a child or a woman would use, while "naru daro" is a slightly more mature and rough way of saying it.
It sounds like something a little bit of adult man would use.
Since this is a little boy, he loves that the tone does not match the innocent atmosphere.
@Kurodango is right.
「なるだろ」は、作者が主人公を「一般的な小さい男の子のイメージ」ではなく、年齢、性格、家庭環境までよく作り込んだ上で歌詞を書いていることの現れではないかと思います。
具体的には、家の周りであれば親が少し目を離すことができる、でも自転車には補助輪がついている、5歳から6歳の小学校入学前の男の子ではないでしょうか。
The part where the child talked about his mom buying toys for him really got to me. This whole song just hit me in the feels for some reason. Maybe it's because I'm still a child? I'm not sure, but that one part just.. It shows how quickly their life can be taken away, and.. It sorta makes me think that the kid was thinking about the good memories with his parents as if he was trying to ignore their sad expressions and just wanted to remember the happy times with them before he died.
Perfectly said. That is exactly what makes it so tragic.
Here's something weirder: Maybe the child likes the feeling of dying? Bc of the fact that it's a child and is innocent to how they should actually be feeling about it?
@@goldandcheese I noticed that too. The child seems to feel guilty that he enjoyed the feeling before he died
@@goldandcheese I think that basically what the child wants to do is to reassure his parents saying that he didn't feel pain when he died or rather to not worry because he felt good. So to put it simply it is something like "mom, dad don't look at me like that, don't be sad, I'm alright so please dont worry anymore"
@@kek597 true
きくおさんがボカロPで
1番才能感じる
他とはちがう不思議な曲調
CH ゼアミン わかります、バックの演奏も最高だし、歌詞も分厚いというか…ハリボテじゃない感じがしますよね。
CH ゼアミン すごくわかります、、、
スミノフまさき 分かります。きくおさんの歌は考えさせられるますよね。
なんだか、きくおさんのミクだけ、他のミクの歌声とちがうというか、ふいんき(←漢字なんだっけ)がちがう。狂気に満ちあふれている…
うたたPも負けていない
人の声じゃなくてボカロ、機械だからこそこの曲に似合う。きくおさんやっぱりすごいです
めちゃくちゃわかります きくおさんの曲の歌ってみたが仮にあったとしても絶対に聞く気になりません・・・
泣けたんですよ😢！。この曲。
this song hits SO HARD. im a teen with multiple progressive conditions, because of that i won't live as long as my friends or (most of) my family. ive accepted it but my parents havent. everyday they become a little more sad, they mourn the life i could've had, and i hate all of it. im content with my fate, in fact i think it has helped me grow and become who i am! but they dont see it like that. i wish they would accept my demise and *stop looking so fucking sad all the time.* i can never truly comfort them on this and i hate it.
This comment is very emotionally striking for me. You have experiences that Ill never fully understand, but I sympathize greatly and am glad/admire how youve reached content regarding it.
I just wanted to send words of support and say I hope you and your parents can reach a mutual understanding/footing someday. May they shift focus and think more about making everyone’s days as fulfilling and happy as possible instead. Even if not, I hope you have a fulfilling and happy future regardless and that your fate comes later than expected (if this part is favorable to you, since I dont know your situation).
I hope this isnt too strange and/or is a good intentioned but unwelcomed/undesirable response, and I hope you have a wonderful day! Sending good vibes!
I hope the life you live is the most fun it can be. I think it's good to celebrate what you have now, rather than fearfully await death. Maybe give 'em a hug, if you read this, I think it's good to cherish the little sweet moments you share together. Have a good day!
I’m sorry about your parents, but I know you’ll live a happy full life. If it helps, if your parents are worried about you not living a long life, keep in mind that a long life isn’t just measured by the years, it can be measured by all the good times too. One good moment is as good as an entire year of living a life.
I hope you’re doing well kind stranger ! 🧡
Reading this made me cry. I'm really sorry to hear this.
I wish a Happy Life for you even if It IS short
「かわいい自分を 気持ち良さに負けて捨てちゃった僕を」って所で心臓がヒュッとなった。
【追記】
このコメントしてから三年たちましたが未だに心臓がヒュッとします、不思議ですね。
ぴっぴろぴー
@@Neneneeneneenene そうなの？
@@おあ-n5m ﾊﾟｯﾊﾟﾗﾊﾟｰ
@@Neneneeneneenene え、なんか怖い…
@@おあ-n5m 脳のなんかがたくさん放出(？)されてS○Xより100倍〜200倍も気持ちよくなるらしい。それが本当なら少し死ぬのも怖くなくなるな。
Did anybody notice that the last time the pictures of the parents show up they shed a tear when they vanish?
There's a bunch of Japanese comments here that I can't read, and yet there's a Translate button for your English comment. :/
XD sorry
It's okay.
OH GOD MY FEELS qAq
Master V Sama yes .·´¯`(>▂
久々に聞いたらコメ欄にいろんな解釈があって面白いね
解釈が色々あるように、被害者は決して1人じゃないって事なんだろうな…
ね、色んな解釈あるもんね
Something I noticed that I haven’t seen anyone talking about is at 4:34 when you see the the soldier’s sword flashing and waving while it’s in the music box.
Typically in some cases when an accident occurs, there will be a police officer directing traffic using a thing a traffic control wand, which are plastic batons that flash and light up and you typically move them to the left and right to move traffic away from a crash or area you don’t want other drivers to go near.
So, in this case, the boy may be interpreting the the police as soldiers, and their swords as traffic control wands that are directing oncoming traffic away from the site of where he was hit.
I know it’s a tiny detail, but it really clicks with the whole “the soldiers are police officers” theory that many people have with this video.
Also the toy cars
The sound in the back as well, it sounds like a 🚨 (･_･;)
I feel like the toy/comic books are the organs of the boy and how he's saying " my mother brought me into this world "
Adding that awhile the toys soldier were still waving, there could be heard either an ambulance sirens or Police sirens, which also makes it more confirming that the soldiers are the Police.
And whe he says that they're waving from inside of the box's cover it's like the police is looking for him underneath the car that is the music box's engine... That's super fucked up though.. It gjves me shivers
Imagine this song ending up at tiktok and people not realizing what is it about and just dancing at it
NONONONONOONO no.....just...no.....we cant let this happen
dOnt 🙅 lOok 🙈aT mE🙍 likE thAt mOm💁
im sorry
@Solxnge _ *Your time has come*
Just waiting.....
Didn't something similar happen to Gomenne Gomenne too?
育児に疲れた時に聞いたら凄まじい罪悪感に襲われました。子供に愛してると100万回何回でも言いたくなりました。
疲れた育児の押し付け合いみたいになってたんですよね、夫婦で。恥ずかしい事に。
そんな時に、こんな風に僕のせいだよ2人は悪くないよ、みたいな、そんでマイルドに自殺なんかされてごらんなさいよ
涙が止まらん、抱きしめてくる
行ってらっしゃい
ただのいい親だった。
お幸せになりやがれください。
パピルス…。
自分は普通に自転車で坂を下る気持ちよさに負けて事故にあったのかなと思う
「家は消滅して電線は歪みくねる」だんだん速度がついてきて回りの景色が見えないくらい速くなったんだと解釈した
色んな死因をまとめた感じがする
ピンセット云々は流産かな
そうだね！そう確認したと聞いていた。
｢僕はもうどこにもいない また夢で会うまでさよなら｣
このフレーズ何回聞いても涙が出そうになるのよな…
やばい、ママは僕におもちゃや漫画をいっぱい買ってくれたよね(?のとこで涙がぼろぼろ...曲調はこんなに楽しい曲なのに。きくおさんってこの曲調でも人を泣かせるんだ。すごく好き！！！
W h a t
同じくです...
少なくとも男の子は両親にめちゃくちゃ愛されてたんだなっていうのが感じられて泣きました...
@@minawakare3 わかります。この男の子は幸せなんだなぁと感じるともう涙が🥲
めっっっちゃわかるううう！！
@@amirg5369 he's saying he's crying a lot from hearing the part of the song where it says his ma bought him lots of toy cars and manga
私はduolingoで日本語を勉強しています、キクオの曲を全部歌いたいので日本語を勉強しています！私の日本語が下手だったらごめんなさい
Same.
samee
日本語すごく上手です！！
応援していますね！
ur japanese is better then mine XD good luck!!
SAME
自分はこの曲は戦争を表しているのかなって思った。ほっぺが溶けて弾けるっていう表現が毒ガスにより負傷したことを彷彿とさせるし、オルゴールの櫛歯に挟まれるのは戦車に巻き込まれる、風に壊されるのは爆撃による強風で飛ばされること、自転車は飛行機を表しているって思った。また、この曲が投稿された11月11日は第一次世界大戦停戦記念日です。今も世界のどこかでは大変な状況が続いているので1日でも早い平和をお祈りします。
この考察めっちゃ納得です....!!!!!!
You can hear the bicycle crash/crushed the entire song too, makes it all the more stressful
中絶したのかとか捨てられた子供の歌かと思ってたけど、この考察めっさ好きだしむっちゃ納得した。考察班凄い
その考察で行くと最後のぱぱの兵隊さんはオルゴールの隙間から手を振っていたってところはもがき苦しんでいる事の比喩ってことかな
死んだのが恥ずかしくなるだろってお国のために死ねたのに…って意味なのかな…胸が苦しい。
一度トラウマになっても何度も聴きたくなる
この曲自体が天国です。
とても悲しいですが、とても中毒性があります。
（ちなみに翻訳機を使いました）
きくおさんの曲のなんか病んでるっぽい所がなんか良い
良い意味のサイコパス感がいいですよね
男の子のジャンプしてるスピードは心臓の鼓動のスピードを表してるのかな？
それ天才
え、天才やん
天才すぎ。ことコメもっと伸びて欲しい。
천재
Ok but the part with the “don’t look at me with those eyes mama/papa” makes me tear up every time
He's telling them not to cry. :(
same omg
OMG SAME LIKE STOP ITS SO SAD
especially at 4min it makes my eyes wet even tho the other times the chorus is played i dont cry, i mean that the last time the chorus is repeated hits different i love kikuo
@@elizabethramirezthezenshii9691 Thanks, that made me cry.
all the comments I saw were sad for the boy or praised the technical aspects of the song (which I completely understand, this song is good and sad as it could be) but I couldn't stop thinking about how sad the parents were feeling, especially when the child describes the gifts and says that his soul is disappearing, I'm crying again
yeah
作詞：きくお 作曲：きくお
僕をそんな目で見ないでまま
死んだのが恥ずかしくなるだろ （まーまー）
ぐにゅぐにゅのほっぺが
ポップコーンのように吹っ飛んだ僕を
そんな目で見ないでぱぱ
死んだのが情けなくなるだろ （ぱーぱー）
迎いのパレードは
魂をピンセットでひょいと抜いて
放り投げて ちんとんしゃん
しゃばだばだば
とれろ とれろ トレモロ ラレルラ トレモロル ラリラ
トロトロにむけたぼくは
どこにいくんだろ？
お空を飛び越えて
オルゴールの櫛歯（くしば）に挟まる
櫛歯（くしば）の震えが気持ちいいので
ぴゅっぴゅっと小刻みに僕は弾けちゃう
体が小さく 飛び散って僕はたくさんになる
（にゃんにゃかにゃかにゃかにゃか）
空っぽの脳みそが
トロトロにとろけてお星様になる
兵隊の銃声は なりやまない
演奏は なりやまない
オルゴールは いつまでも止まらない
遠い国の果てで
オルゴールは鳴り続ける
大丈夫みんな 星になれば仲間さ
虹のように光る 魂の最期は
（タン タン タン タン タカタカ･･･）
ぷるんとグミのように
砕けて溶けて消える
（マン マン マン マン マカマカ
ﾅﾅﾅﾅﾅﾅ ﾅﾗﾗﾅﾗﾗﾅﾗﾗ ﾗﾗﾗﾗﾗﾗ）
だから
僕をそんな目で見ないでまま
死んだのが恥ずかしくなるだろ （まーまー）
かわいいじぶんを
きもちよさに負けて捨てちゃった僕を
そんな目で見ないでぱぱ
死んだとこ見ないでおくれよ （ぱーぱー）
だって死ぬの気持ちよかった僕は 恥ずかしくって
じゃんじゃんぱっ じゃんじゃんぽっ
しゃんしゃんぱらドロリトロル
とれろ とれろ トレモロ ラレルラ トレモロル ラリラ
白くトロトロに パラパラ ハララララ･･･
お昼の帰り道
自転車で下り道くだるくだる
補助輪つけて狭いおうちの
狭いスキマの間を抜けて
初めて風になる
僕の心は風に壊される
こんなに気持ちいいなんて
僕が風に壊されてくのは
いつまでも下る下る 終わらない坂道
人の姿は どこにも見つけれない
家は消滅して 電線は歪みくねる
風に削られて 体が赤く溶ける
そして僕は消える 魂を残したまま
（タン タン タン タン タカタカ･･･）
あるはずのない 自転車と一緒に
（マン マン マン マン
マカマカ ﾅﾅﾅﾅﾅﾅ ﾅﾗﾗﾅﾗﾗﾅﾗﾗ ﾗﾗﾗﾗﾗﾗ）
いつまでも どこまでも
僕をそんな目で見ないでまま
僕はもうどこにもいないんだから
ままはミニカーやまんがを
いっぱい買ってくれたよね
そんな目で見ないでぱぱ
僕は消えるのが気持ちよかったんだ
ぱぱはオルゴールやおもちゃの兵隊を
いっぱい作ってくれたけど
僕はもうどこにもいない
僕の魂は夢の世界へ消えた
ままのいっぱいのおもちゃも
一緒に仲良く溶けて消えたんだね
僕はもうどこにもいない
また夢で会うまでさようなら
ぱぱの兵隊さんは
オルゴールの隙間から手を振っていた
（ぱ ぱ ぱ ぱ ぱ ぱらぱら）
（ま ま ま ま ま
ばらばららららら
ラルレロルリレロラルロ）
ホー･･･
something overlooked but really sad is the fact that the kid gets slower//fades more and more over the course of the video.. also it could just be me but some of the very last sounds after the sirens and singing stop sound like a woman crying hysterically
some people overlook the visuals in these videos and just focus on the lyrics but the animation has so much meaning it’s sad lol
Ya I can hear the woman too
The crying could be the mom mourning her son.
Kinda unrelated (and late) but if those toy soldiers represent the ambulance then it makes sense that when one of them waves their sword from the music box it alters between blue and red
This was the first song to actually make me start crying. Especially at around 3:44. The way he talks about the life he left behind, and also the things his parents got him, and how he just fades away after the segment is over is so beautifully sad.
you can see their tears as well
i feel you, i never cry to sad songs except ones that hit really hard like this one
キラキラしたおもちゃ箱をひっくり返してバラバラにした感じの曲で好き
ぴょんぴょん跳ねているショタが可愛すぎて歌詞が頭に入ってこないｗ
松野おそ松
それほんとわかりますｗｗｗ
だなw
歌詞が深い、、、
松野おそ松 ※ただし 欝曲です
こんな可愛い子が死んじゃうの悲しい
2:24 〜 の恥ずかしがっているショタもめちゃくちゃ可愛いですよ←
曲調とか歌声とかはかわいくてほっこりするけど
歌詞を見ちゃうとなんか跳び跳ねてる男の子を見れないです...
コメント欄の通り、中絶、戦争、飛び降り...
いろいろな考えができるところがきくおさんの曲のいいところだと思います！
「僕はもうどこにもいないんだから」のところで号泣しました
初めて聞いてから毎日聞いています、これからも素晴らしい曲をつくってください！
この楽しげなのに体の底から恐怖が沸き上がるような曲調作れるのきくおさんしかいないだろうし、何より表現力がすごくて、この曲調にここまでぴったり合わせられる動画作れるのもしーくさんしかいないだろ。
きこうは叙情的な天才だと思って間違いない。
（ちなみに私は翻訳機を使いました）
4:48のところの高音、何度も聞いてるうちに「夢の国へと」って言ってるように聞こえてゾワッとした
初めて聞いた時はこの世界観が不安定過ぎて聞き続けてたらこのまま脳みそ溶けてしまうんじゃないかって半泣きで聞いてて、数年経った今も聞いても心にくるものがあるなって思った今日この頃
cham cham cham cham cham cham
不思議で独特な雰囲気がとても好きです。
悲しいようなものをあやふやに表す感じが好きです。
なんか、この子供は親とかを責めてたり、憎んでたりとかしてなくて、ただ自分の現状とか、それに感じたこととかを素直に幼いなりに伝えてる感じがして､それが余計に辛い。
目が離せない
本当にすごいと思う
耳から脳へ気持ちよく溶けていく音楽
ゆっくりだが確実に
非常に満足
中絶、地雷、自転車で事故…色んな説があるなぁ
全部有り得るから全ての死因で死んだ子供たちの曲って説を私は推してます
それとこの曲はなんか中毒性があってふわふわした感じの曲(語彙力)で定期的に聴きに来てしまう…
I got really confused why the comment section had weirdly written comments, but then I realized Google automatically translated it from Japanese and now /I'm/ the asshole.
not anymore...
It be like that sometimes
Mine's still in japanese, how do I translate it to english??
@@onettaviator5396 by bring on chrome or browser
this is why you don't use google translate, kids.
This song is absolutely insane. The melody, the lyrics, the animation... Everything about it is perfection. It's also so very sad. From what I understood, it's a child that found great joy in dying and is singing about how their parents are looking at their corpse. I mean, a child? Being this happy to die?
"Don't look at me with those eyes, mama, or I'll be embarrassed about dying." Oh. My. God.
Kikuo, I have no idea who hurt you this badly to create such an emotionally painful and beautiful masterpiece, but I hope you're happy now. Wherever you are 💗
最後のサビになった途端我慢してたものがあふれちゃった感じがある…
「だれかにおいていかれる」、そういう感じがある、それは私だけしか感じられないだろうけど
子供らしい口調が余計に寂しさを増している、おいていかれそうな不安がある
戦争、原爆、中絶説が多いけど、自分はジャンプしてる男の子が何かを踏んでるっていうイメージを持ったってだけで、戦争とかで地雷を踏んで死んでしまった子の曲って思いました。安直だと思うけど…
全部正解だと思います
1年前のコメに失礼
ピンセットで魂抜けるとか、トロトロになるとか、中絶に関わる歌詞あるんで中絶かと思いました
三輪車でスピード出しすぎて死んだと予想
全部なんじゃね？1番と2番と3番全部死因違うパラレルワールドみたいな(適当)
流産な気がする
パパもママも玩具を用意してたし、“僕”を愛してた風なニュアンスだから
like the pinned comment says, its about a boy who died in a bicycle accident. insert me interpreting what some of the lyrics means. and thank you to other commenter for their interpretations, it helps me understand the song better.
0:32 - 0:54 : the parade is the people who attend his funeral, being thrown away represents him being buried.
1:00 - 1:24 : later in the song, it mentions narrow cracks. we can assume that he bumped into a crack, sending him flying off his bike and under a car (the music box). a running car, by the "trembling" part. he's hit his head, his blood seeping out onto the pavement into a big star.
1:26 - 1:39 : the soldiers would be the paramedics, and the gunshots i would presume to be equipment they used. the performance would be him in the hospital, the doctors desperately trying to save him seems never ending, and a long process.
2:06 - 2:25 : earlier in the song, the boy describes the tremors of the car to be relaxing, so like a lullaby, he was lulled to his death almost.
2:45 - 3:11 : this is self explanatory but ive added an inference of my own. the wind was almost exciting, and i would've guessed he let go of the handle bars.
3:13 - 3:25 : as the road goes narrow and he rides down a big slope, the bicycle fastens and he can't steer properly.
the rest i haven't fully dissected but i hope you agree lmao?
Thank you for this! It helped me understand a lot more. XD
in the second 0:18 it could mean that his head cracked from the impact of th car so it sounds like ¨popcorn¨
In the first sentence of the first timestamp, it could refer to post mortem? (My soul was picked out by a pair of tweezers?)
4:15-4:39 When the kid says "all of my mama's happliy toys melted together in nothingness" and when he says "papa's toy soliders are waving back under the lid" it biscally means that since he's dead they threw the toys away, since having them will only make them suffer even more with his memory, "i'll disappear into the world of dream" and "until we meet again in our dreams" means that his soul went to heaven and that his death isn't important, since he says we're all gonna die soon and join "the world of dreams"
I think he got crushed under the car wheels (falling into the teeth of a music box) and his body parts scattered and popped.
Dear god.
Only now do I realize how sad this song actually is, when put into perspective.
So this young child, one that was still living a very carefree and vibrant life-- His parents gave him lots of toys to play with and he had a bright imagination, a wonderful relationship with his parents themselves...
The child dies. In as simple a way as a vehicle accident, but when put in depth it can seem horrifyingly morbid and really sad. Because his body parts and such get crushed and cracked and popped and worse, under a tire, perhaps. I bet everyone seeing that accident was heavily traumatized by the sight.
I would say one of the only good things about this incident is that the child seemingly enjoyed the moment of his death. He must have had his nerves killed or something, as he only focused on the enjoyment of being crushed into nothingness. I'm unsure how he could've felt that well dying-- and it looks like he agrees because he's actually embarrassed when his parents are weeping over his death, but he just thought of how fun it was to die.
And his parents have to deal with their only child suddenly being ripped away from them. They spent lots of time with him having hope that he would grow old and well, yet those aspirations were debunked, and down came tumbling all that happiness and livelihood for naught. They had to bid farewell to all of the toys and comic books gifted to the child, a goodbye to the thought of ever raising that child to adulthood...
Long story short: Kid died too early. And messily. Dreams shattered. Sad.
at the very beginning of quarantine, literally front of our apartment door a truck crushed a 5-year-old girl. Her skull was cracked and her tiny body were lying down on the cold asphalt road. There was no kid scream, nothing, she died directly, even before she couldnt realize but Still cannot forget how screamed her mom, i believe they were their way home and they were returning from shopping. I have never heard a scream like that before, only that scream have goose bumps already, after that her mom had fainted. That little girl's elsa balloon was was stuck in the tree. The ambulance sounds, relatives who came one by one and passed out... Horrorfying, terryfying.Still my eyes are full when I hear the sound of an ambulance.for atleast 1 month, our apartment, our neighborhood was super silent. I will never forget you my little girl, who was waiting for her coffin and hearse in a cold day... I promise we won't remind your body like that, that terrifying view doesn't suits you.
I just wanted to say that things are completely different when its about dying like that, losing your child is always the hardest thing but imagine seeing your beloved son/daughter like that.. she/he was happy and laughing only morning and after that... There's no way to make yourself relax with words like "she was a child, she died less pain atleast" so this would be the scariest thing ever. When it comes to the kids, it's even more scarier and sad. It made me think if i really want to have a child aftwr that...
@@bayangintokii4774 | God...
Dear God...
... Yep. I'm... Surprised you had such fucked-up luck for that to happen in front of your own house.
Honestly, I don't think I've even witnessed any death with my own eyes, even already-dead people. Though, my experiences of death are plentiful in terms of online. All are secondhand, as in, never knew any of the people died.
Oh, hey, wait! One person I knew died. Me parent's girlfriend. But I didn't know her well enough(though I spent several days' worth of time with her).
Anyway, I'm gonna go back to watching lighthearted stuff... Satan knows we need it. It sucks so damn bad y'actually witnessed that. Hope you're doing right.
@@Detective.Horonigai thank you 💕 for real such things are hard... Anyways i firstly wish good for her family. Thank you again for listening and sharing your thoughts with me
when the body receives an injury that it knows it cant recover from it will shut down the nerves, and i believe the ling about his empty brain forming into a star may hint to the fact that when someone dies, its usually not all at once, in a case like this the kid was aware of the fact he was dying as it was happening so it translated into a blissful experience, and as a little kid you wouldn't understand that
@@bayangintokii4774 oh god, im so sorry you had to see that. i have a (very soon to be) 5 year old sister, and i cant even begin to imagine what i would do if she was gone. i feel so bad for that mother, and may the child rest in peace
1週間に最低一回は聞きに来る。
心臓がドキドキして、心が休まって、
でも少し悲しくて、今までに出会ったことの無い涙に出逢える。
現実の嫌なことがどんなにつらくとも、
この曲を聞くと夢中になってしまう。
このコメントを書くことですら、句点や句読点の場所が、あやふやになってしまう。
こんなにも心を動かしてくれるこの曲が、
今までもこれからも大、大、大好きだ
are there any some special reasons to make you love this song? eng to jp from google translate: この曲を好きになる特別な理由はありますか？
@@bounraw
I love this song because this song's rhythm is my favorite sound.
I think,Kikuo's music is so beautiful .
I'm sorry.I am not good at English.
伝わったら嬉しいです！！
すみません、英語が苦手なので...
@@Kaisenwowatteru 英語が下手でも大丈夫ですが、あなたの英語は上手です!!! そしてあなたの答えをありがとう. i love kikuo too!!
@@bounraw Thank you very much✨
とてもいいコメントをみつけて満足
the feels are strong with this one.
true.
Ya think?
damn 10y old comment
@@OPPAIDEMONI'm saying 😭
I actually feel so sorry for this kid because he called himself an idiot and shamed himself for dying and making his parents sad, i just wanna give the little kid a hug, he deserves a hug
ゆったりして可愛らしい曲調のはずなのに、突然歌詞が急いでいるように速くなったりして、不思議な歌だな
どんなに素敵な曲だと思っても、ストーリーが切ない
Im learning japanese and i was listening to music in class (with earphones im not a sick monster that forces people hear the music), and one of my frienda that is a professional at japanese said if he could listen too...
He got a little bit confused and called me sick.
-Well good that i wanst listening to mind brand-
KidzLuvCats xD its more like good that you weren’t listening to gomene gomene...
Looool i can relate
theres a lot worse you could be listening to. like. masa.
@@sonateelchachainefermee9587 omg i saw a comment on that video saying the same thing happened except her earphones accidentally came unplugged xd
not that people who listen to kikuo are sick tho
なんか不安になる
けどこの感じめっちゃいい
My little sister died a few years ago, she was only five and I was six. She was born with a genetic condition called agenesis of the corpus callosum, which essentially means that the two halves of her brain weren't connected. This caused her overall development and way of life to be extremely disabled from the beginning. She could not walk, had frequent seizures and although she could make noises, she could never speak any language or understand any. She could never progress past pre-k despite her age, and in the weeks leading up to her death she had just learned how to hold a bottle to her mouth.
I know for a fact that all of this had a heavy impact on my family, physically, mentally, financially, etc. After all, my mom had already had a miscarriage years prior, and I cannot imagine the stress she must have been under during that time, especially considering that both of my parents were working a full time job and having to raise me at the same time. And even despite all of this, my sister was such a bright light to everyone who had the blessing of meeting her. She was constantly giggling with joy and smiling, and she was so positive that lots of kids used to make sure to play with her despite her disabilities. I genuinely have never met such a content person ever since her, she was nearly always in a happy mood.
I'm telling this story because I have never found anything that encompassed that entire experience as accurate as this song. I cant help but cry and think about her whenever I listen to this, and I understand and relate to every note and lyric. Its been years ever since her death, season change and I am no longer grieving her death like before. In lots of ways I am thankful to have had her as a sister, she taught me so much, and in other ways I can see how experiencing her death has messed me up. I was so young and people around me were always sad, and expecting me to be too. I don't think I ever felt genuinely happy again until I was 12, after which I had been discharged from a mental hospital and had lots of treatment. None of this was her fault, her and I were just little girls, oblivious to the world.
I miss her so much sometimes, so much that I find willingly myself looking at photos and rereading her obituary. She was such an angel, and I'll never understand why god decided to take such a beautiful soul from this world, although I am thankful because I know that our world is not deserving of such. Thank you kikuo, thank you so much for making me feel heard and creating such meaningful music.
I'm sorry that happened to you
I'm so sorry to hear that... 😢
May your sister rest in peace, she'll be waiting for you in heaven
WE'RE BAWLING OUR EYES OUT WITH THIS ONE 😭😭😭
サビでぴょんぴょんしてる男の子、飛ぶペースどんどん遅くなってる…？
Kanata Haruka
あっ、ホントだー
Kanata Haruka 心拍数を表してるとか？w
食べたいメロンパン
なるほど！発想力が凄いです！！！
@@おっおっおっおっ-s3x 意味が深いですね…( ˙-˙ )
耐空力ＵP↑
きくおさんの歌好きだけど、３日くらい聴きまくった時に頭狂いそうになったから怖くなった
病んでる時にはちょうどいいかも
普段感動ものの映画とか悲しい話の漫画とかみても絶対泣かないのにこの曲聞いててラストのままのいっぱいのおもちゃも一緒に仲良く溶けて消えたんだね〜あたりでいつも泣いてしまう
死生観や悲しみも分からぬままこの世から消えた無邪気な子供たちの死を再現したような、心がかき乱される曲。もう10年も前になるのですね、何度聞いても死をとても身近に感じる不思議な曲で大好きです。
Didn't happen to me but my cousin
When we were 12, it was in december nearing christmas. He rode a bicycle down a road at our grandma's house since they lived in a neighborhood on a mountain. There was a truck that would run through the base of the mountain typically on a bi-weekly basis. It rained pretty heavily in this area too so potholes were not uncommon and half of the road would consistently be under roadwork during the winter since that's when it rained the most.
With that context, in a series of unfortunate events: He went too fast to stop, wheel on caught on a deceptively large pothole, he flipped forwards into the oncoming truck and promptly got ran over what I could guess is about 10,000lbs/4,500kg. His leg got turned to mush and he was immediately knocked out. 40 minutes later and we're in an ER room and in the middle of his operation, he died...
-for about 3 minutes. Craziest shit happened, his heart stopped for 3 minutes then began to pick up again. He has to live in a wheelchair but he wasn't too peeved by it, rather we were all wondering why and how he was still alive after presumably dying. Now it's just a joke to horrify other people with.
Ohh...I feel bad for your cousin something like that happened to me too,just with rollers.I got hit by a car and it smashed my legs now i have for like a lil parts of my leg are prohstitic ..But it's ok I'm living normally:] ( I'm writing this while I'm late for piano classes,lol)
That’s a miracle they survived
小さい頃聞いてなんだったんだろうってなったけどまた聞きたくなって探してたらやっと見つけた
僕をそんな目で見ないで 歌詞
作詞作曲:kikuo
歌:初音ミク
(1)
僕をそんな目で見ないでまま
死んだのが恥ずかしくなるだろ
(まーまー)ぐにゅぐにゅのほっぺが
ポップコーンのように 吹っ飛んだ僕を
そんな目で見ないでぱぱ
死んだのが情けなくなるだろ
(ぱーぱー) 迎いのパレードは
魂をピンセット でひょいと抜いて
放り投げて ちんとんしゃん
しゃばだばだば とれろとれろ トレモロ
ラレルラ トレモロル ラリラ
トロトロにむけた ぼくは
どこにいくんだろ?
ｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰ
(2)
お空を 飛び越えて
オルゴールの櫛歯(ｸｼﾊﾞ)に挟まる
櫛歯の震えが 気持ちいいので
ぴゅっぴゅっと小刻みに 僕は弾けちゃう
体が小さく
飛び散って 僕はたくさんになる
空っぽの 脳みそが
トロトロにとろけて お星様になる
兵隊の銃声は なりやまない
演奏は なりやまない
オルゴールは いつまでも止まらない
遠い国の果てで オルゴールは鳴り続ける
大丈夫みんな 星になれば仲間さ
虹のように光る 魂の最期は
ぷるんとグミのように
砕けて溶けて消える だから
僕をそんな目で見ないでまま
死んだのが恥ずかしくなるだろ
(まーまー) かわいい自分を
気持ちよさに負けて 捨てちゃった僕を
そんな目で見ないでぱぱ
死んだとこ見ないでおくれよ
(ぱーぱー) だって死ぬの気持ちよかった僕は
恥ずかしくて じゃんじゃんぱっ
じゃんじゃんぽっ しゃんしゃんはら ドロリトロル
とれろ とれろ トレモロ ラレルラ
トレモロル ラリラ 白くトロトロに
パラパラ ハララララ…
ｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰｰ
(3)
お昼の 帰り道
自転車で下り道 くだるくだる
補助輪つけて 狭いおうちの
狭いスキマの 間を抜けて
初めて 風になる
僕の心は 風に壊される
こんなに 気持ちいいなんて
僕が風に壊されてくのは
いつまでも下る下る 終わらない坂道
人の姿は どこにも見つけれない
家は消滅して 電線は歪みくねる
風に削られて 体が赤く溶ける
そして僕は消える 魂を残したまま
あるはずのない 自転車と一緒に
いつまでも どこまでも
僕をそんな目で見ないでまま
僕はもうどこにもいないんだから
(まーまー) ままはミニカーやまんがを
いっぱい買ってくれたよね
そんな目で見ないでぱぱ
僕は消えるのが 気持ちよかったんだ
(ぱーぱー) ぱぱはオルゴールや おもちゃの兵隊を
いっぱい作ってくれたけど
僕はもうどこにもいない
僕の魂は 夢の世界へ消えた
(まーまー) ままのいっぱいのおもちゃも
一緒に仲良く 溶けて消えたんだね
僕はもうどこにもいない
また夢で会うまでさようなら
(ぱーぱー) ぱぱの兵隊さんは
オルゴールの隙間から 手を振っていた
生と死と絶望感と虚無感と性と暴力的な感覚と繊細さによる美しさが同時に押し寄せて不思議な感覚に陥らせてくれる表現をする人を、自分のなかではほんの数人心当たりがあって、音楽のなかではこの人だけで、漠然と惹かれるなにかがある。
言葉に簡単に言い表せない感覚に陥らせてくれる、ここまでトリップできる作品はそうそうなくて、
作品発表当時に受けた衝撃は私の表現欲にとても刺激をいただきました、
久々に聴きにきたら、コメントしたくなっちゃいました
10年くらい経ってるけど、記憶に刻まれて消えない表現力、本当に憧れます
this is the first time kikuo left me crying for 30 minutes already and im not even done yet…
Me too, I feel terribly bad now, but the main thing is that I’m not crying because of my problems
最初全然意味わからなくてコメントみたけど、コメント見たあとにまた聞くとそうだったのかって納得して聞けた...
そんで初めて曲でこんなに不安で悲しくなった
This song hurts my soul. Knowing the translation makes the video ten times worse. Kudos Kiku for making me cry!
*kikuo
Kikuo but lol
Thanks Kiku for making me cry
Japan: "Trust me, this song made me cry too-"
Idek
Please Don't Get Triggered Hetalia...
+
この曲に出会ってから10年経っている事に驚きました。
時の流れやばい...
This song reminds me of my dead great uncle.
He was high and walking down a drive way (I don’t remember the specific details, since this literally happened like 60, 50, or 40 years before I was born so I might have the story wrong).
his family lived near a highway so it was kinda probably brings butterflies in your stomach, and not the good kind.
a 18 wheeler was going by, and he didn’t see him (idk why, I wasn’t told why) and then once he was on the road I think he saw the truck but it was too late
he was literally splattered into limbs
Later on the police was involved and didn’t do any justice,-
the driver literally was going crazy because he felt so guilty, whilst the mother and father of the dead victim got forced to pick up their dead son’s bloody body parts since the police said “your son, your mess”
It was terrible,, also adding that his younger sister had to watch it happen too (she tried to warn him but it was too late)
Shits messed up
Be careful if you live near a highway, or don’t be high while next to a Road.
That's so, so, awful. I'm so sorry.
im so sorry.
i'm so sorry that happened
yoo what the fuck? thats disgusting.. i honestly cant stand the police
I feel like im going to vomit if i read this again
I can read quite a bit of japanese...
to be honest this song made me sad because I understood the meaning
But there again though if everyone was in the spirit world dead, like this boy
wouldn't you just want to be forgotten to allow your family to be happy?
That's essentially what is happening with this this song
... um...
if everyone suddenly died after I posted this reply then how'd your family be sorrowful...???
Hell I'm alive and I wish they'd forget about me so I could just move on already
この人の歌きいてると、
おもちゃ箱の中を覗いてみました
みたいな感じになる
この雰囲気だいすき
My cat passed away today. I cradled her in my arms for about 2 hours while she had on-and-off sezuires. My beloved grandmother passed just a month or two ago as well. This song makes me want to be happy for them because like the kid in the song, they probably dont want me to cry either.
gws
Honestly at 4:00 when the background voice says mama and papa while they both shed a tear was the worst part of the video.
Ngl crying because today is my dad's birthday and died due to cancer. And now I thinkg how he met his parents who also passed away when he was young. I hope he saw them again and waiting for my arrival next.
May your father fly high🕊R.I.P🕊
「死ぬの気持ちいい」っていうのがどう解釈すればいいかわからない…
赤シャツ 死ぬ瞬間はセックスの200倍気持ちいいと言われているそうですよ。
りんごあめ
(@￣□￣@;)！！
りんごあめ 死ぬ瞬間に脳内麻薬が大量に分泌さられるらしいです。
赤シャツ
単に生きるのが苦しいと対比して表したのでは？
さめ ドSなんだよ
パパとママが若い頃に計画なしで子供を授かってしまって、たくさんのおもちゃや本は買ってあげたものの充分に愛情を注いであげられなかったのかな…
子供が自転車の事故に遭って亡くなったとして、普通小さい子が自転車に乗って遊んでたら親が近くにいるはずなのに、この子は1人で遊んでて事故に遭ったとき誰もいなくて助けてもらえなかったのかも
だから僕をそんな目で見ないでっていうのは別に愛情が充分でないのはわかってたしパパとママのせいでもないし僕がいなくなればみんな平和ってこと
それにパパとママは僕にたくさんのものを買ってくれたしそれらと一緒に消えれば僕は寂しくないよってことなのかも知れない
この考察しっくり。
This is the first vocaloid song-- or any song for that matter that's actually made me cry. I have absolutely no idea how but it did. Last day of 2023 and I cried to a song for the first time, kind of a coincidence? Anyways I love you Kikuo, keep making music and happy new year (for me it's happy new tears lmao)
僕の理解力が無かっただけかもしれないけど
最初聞いたときは少ししか考察が出来なかったけど
何度も聞いていくうちに意味が分かってきたんだよな。
まるでこの曲を知ろうとしてくれる人にしか真相を教えてくれない
みたいな（語彙力）
もともとkikuoさんは大好きだったけど最近聞いてなくて、今日急におすすめに出てきて聞いてみるかってなったんだけどタイムリーすぎて普通に泣いてしまったわ。
kikuoさん大好きです。
This is one of the few songs that make me cry