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I had forgotten how genuinely terrifying this piece is. What makes it scarier is that this is a reflection of reality-and there are so many situations like this that go unnoticed. Take care of your children.
livingantique. The parents are abusing their child it’s not always up to the parents to watch out for their kids we need to teach kids to watch out for themselves cause they literally can’t trust anyone anymore
As a someone who has went through SA themself, this is all written amazingly well. The screams, the voices in the background, perfectly describes how disturbing and disgusting those situations are and how it can actually fuck someone up. It truly makes me sick to my stomach, that is what makes it a masterpiece. All of this is real and raw emotion, when someone tells you about them going through something like this, believe them. Because its real, and its disgusting. (Out of character)
In my opinion, this is one of Kikuo's most important works. The ability to tackle such heavy subject matter in a song is honestly something else. This song has changed the way I view CSA forever, and it has undoubtedly had this impact on a great amount of people all across the world. All in all, this portrayal of CSA is probably the most accurate way to do it in musical form. And I look up to this work for that. This is a masterpiece.
now i am never on tiktok but i am in the gacha community and i really agree with you i feel like gachatubers never really look into the song or even what its slightly about they just do it for the trend and likes and it makes me really sick to my stomach
The fact that the little girl in the song has it so abused that she thinks she's "bad" for not letting her dad abuse her made me sick... It's sad to think that there are cases like that in real life.
Honestly this song is pretty accurate. The sad part is the girl believes that shes a bad kid and that shes a disappointment to her father. Sexual abuse is horrible because its emotional and physical abuse mixed into one. What she’s going through is horrible and I can only imagine what her father has done to her. Parents no matter how good always hurt their child, some leave finger prints, some leave cracks, and some like this father shatters the child.
@@helpiwatchedtenhoursof7970 this comment of yours reminded me of that one Vocaloid/Engloid song named Secrets of Wisteria. That song is about a cannibal. Don't watch it at night!
If you haven't noticed yet, this song is about a girl who gets s-xually abused by her father. She meets a boy who she falls in love with. the lyrics "Im sorry, forgive me for falling in love with someone whos not papa" is her apologizing to her father for not falling in love with him. at the end of the song, the girl gets gang r-ped by her father and his friends. the lyrics referencing this are: "When he came home, papa was with a lot of people" and "they want to eat my collapsed body until the end, that's what they said".
my thought is The girl got sexually abused by her father and make her broke in every part of her including her mind . So thats why she cannot have a good relationship with her boyfriend and at the end she only found her truly love with her father , the person who destroyed her . sorry for my bad english
theory, at 1:02, there’s background noises that sound a lot like a sped up child’s music box, representing how her childhood was cut short/rushed by her father.
I see all these comments thinking it’s the girl’s actual father, but I think it could be someone holding her captive, and she must be young, so she either sees him as a father figure even though he treats her horribly, or she’s being forced to call him ‘daddy’ or ‘papa’, because that can be a kink in some situations. When the girl talks about ‘onii Chan’ or a big brother, it could be another person being held captive or someone from the streets who’s concerned about her well being.
@@fatty7303 then why use the terms 'big brother'? it makes no sense. the abuser is both the father and brother. you're mixing it up with that other boy mentioned in the song, she was taken care of by an older boy and started to fall for him, but felt guilty and came back home, only to be abused more by the father and brother. it's not that hard to tell what the song means, look at the subtitles again.
@@antoniosupremacy6125 it clearly stated that she ran away from "daddy", because she met an older boy who pitied her and was gentle to her, she felt as though he hated her collapsed body because thats what she felt, she didnt understand what love and care mesny and i think they tried to have intercourse but she found it scary because thats what her dad did to her, so she ended up going back to her father because she felt as though she didnt deserve love. There was a really good comment expressing this opinion somewhere.
the lyrics are so dark, terrifying disgusting sad and horrific. the song is a masterpiece, its a horrific meaning and message but its spreading awareness on a topic that is always shut down by society. truly beautiful but so so sad. i want to hug everyone who resonates with these lyrics. you are valid, your experience is valid, it wasn’t you’re fault. you are still you. and you are wonderful.
wait isn't this straight-up cannibalism they pulled out her heart and ate it how was it traumatizing for her if she's dead? I'm not trying to be mean or invalidate others but I would like it if someone explained :/
I'm glad I don't speak japanese imagine listening to the song and actually understanding the lyrics Edit : GUYS IT'S A JOKE I KNOW THERE ARE SUBTITLES WHAT I MEAN IS THAT I CAN LISTEN WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING
Is anyone going to talk about how her voice sounds? When she sings "I'm sorry, i'm sorry!" she sounds so heart broken... and her voice sounds a little sore- and hurt...maybe the abuse affected her very much. Not just her body and her head. But her voice as well.
@Kuru it’s not, because Miku has a deeper voice and kikuo uses a different persons vocals and pitches them up. Listen really carefully cuz miku only does collabs with kikuo, but she is not in this song
@Kuru Miku’s voice wasn’t used for the vocals tho, and if he did add miku’s vocals in his song, it would say in the title that she’s featured but it doesn’t. U must be new to vocaloid or at least not know as much since vocals were only pitched up and the vocals were made by a different person.
i really hate seeing people say things like “this song is so weird”. Now I can understand the uncomfortable feelings or sorts but truly this song has such deep meaning and really explains a real and serious topic.
@@peachyjam9440 I edited it and rephrased it, I meant it in a way that this song portrays a serious topic and something no one should have to experience
Yes but as someone who has been through assault, I understand how people are disturbed from this song and it's okay to not like the song, it's about abuse after all. But the song isn't really bad, It sounds well and it is good.
i hate when people say stuff like "i liked the song until i understood the lyrics". the lyrics are a huge part of why the song is so good. i never experienced SA, but if you read the comments you will see many people who did, saying how well written this is and how much they realate. the dark topics don't make the song worse(same thing with songs about sexual things).
@scotty then i wasn't talking about your case. if it's because it's triggering then it's understandable. sorry for not specifying, it was insensitive of me.
@@theo-yo1yo then your comment is unnecessary, some people just don't like dark things so the lyrics are a turn off to them. that's ok if you liked it until you understood the lyrics because some people just don't like dark music
I've been sexually assaulted before but the lyrics don't disturb me. I mean, the lyrics did surprise me when i read them but it didn't exactly "disturb" me. I'm numb to disturbing things, i guess.
I realized there is difference between English and Korean (my language) subtitle. When the Eng subtitle says “Big brother gulps my amniotic fluid and (idk I forgot the exact subtitle)”, the Kor subtitle says “big brother does not drink my amniotic fluid or open my hard stomach and touch the inside and eat it, he just leaves it alone because the broken me is ugly”. Korean language has a lot of similarities with Japanese language, so this might be saying that the big brother actually wanted to save her, but she thought that the awful thing her dad did to her was the form of “love”, so she thinks big brother hates her and she left him
@@ilovebreadbro Oh good analysis! I can't believe that these are still happening I feel so sorry and guilty for those who got SA.. They didn't deserve that Why just why do these keep happening.. That's the reality of our world i guess...
your actually correct to! that parts meaning was that the "big brother" refused to treat her the way her father did, bc "big brother" wanted to treat her like a human, and treat her correctly, but in english it is translated to a wording that makes it worse than what it was
Yeah, the translation is slightly wrong here. For example the line here translated "forgive me for not being able to love my cruel Papa" actually means "forgive me for being able to love only my cruel Papa", the second one makes more sense since she sings the second chorus to Onii-san.
This song is a masterpiece, yes it's messed up and extremely graphic. But that's what it's meant to be. It reflects the serious subject matter. Things like this actually happen in real life, somewhere all the time. And it's sickening. Something about this song too is the background image, it makes you feel disturbed, maybe not by the girl but by the random abstract shapes and colours, I was most freaked out by the wide staring eyeball and what looks like veins. Everything just makes you feel gross. 10/10.
Yes exactly! people who’re saying “I don’t like the lyrics cause they’re gross” don’t get this song at all. I’ve never gagged at something that’s not physical either except for the first time I read the end of this song. And that’s exactly what it wants as far as I can tell!! You’re supposed to think it’s “gross”.
Everyone's talking about the creepy lyrics but no ones gonna talk about the background of the song? That looks creepy af too, like what am I looking at here?
This song is about a young girl who is raped by her dad, what she means by "collapsing body" is that the rape is too much that it ruined her insides. This song is not about cannibalism, it is about child rape. Her father is brainwashing her to believe that being raped and abuse is being "loved". One day she ran away from her father's house by going into her neighbors house, her neighbor is a boy. The boy pitied her "collapsing body", so he took her in, soon enough they fell in love, the boy truly loved her, and the girl loved him too but she was confused she didn't know what "true love" means, she thought the boy hated her because the boy is not raping her or abusing her. She thought that being taken care of means they hate you. So she run away and went back to her father's house to be loved again but as soon as she went back, her dad bought a few men in his house to gangrape her. The gangrape was too much for the young girl so unfortunately she died. Edit: Just realize the boy tried to help her about the abortion at 2:25 . OMGosh why the fucking hell both of you guys didn't just live a happily life??? Why you comeback girl 😭😭
@@SIETE-s7e-i7s dude, obviously it is. But no one can't deny that the entire song is art, and it doesn't mean that we need to measure the morality. The lyrics are horrible, we know and I didn't normalize that. But it has a purpose to gives a message
I love the opening lyric “Opening my ribs, drinking all of my soup, straight from my stomach, all with a kiss.” It really shows how badly these kinds of relationships can mess with people.
i love stuff like these, things that disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed. kikuo makes such accurate depictions of topics like this.. too bad some people cant comprehend that and think this is just an edgy song
title: "i'm sorry, i'm sorry" me: well, this is probably a sad and depressing song... It'll probably sound good. *listens to it* woah! I love It! I wonder what it's about- *realizes it's a song by kikuo* ....oh
Ok but since miku is singing at cochella Imagine her playing this, Rolling girl, Aishite Aishite Aishite, and other ones?? Like the people who don’t know the meaning are just vibing while the weebs are in the back like: *_Oh No_*
This.Weird0 ?? Rolling Girl isn’t to bad, what about all the songs where Len is a w h o r e and Miku is a creepy bug? Imagine all the vocaloid fans watching in joy as a horrifying 7 foot Miku with a big claw comes crawling on stage, then afterwards they get to see Len thirsting over his sister. Ngl that may be worth seeing live dou
Guys, for the people who said this song is “weird” “disturbing” scary”, it is a message, not a song. THIS IS Happening to people almost every day, Kikuo is spreading awareness for SA and stuff, this also happens to kids whenever. Please spread this and even though society shuts it down. Still spread it.
Yes. The lyrics and context of this song are gross. But that’s the real world of abusers. This is what victims go through on a day to day basis and this song is supposed to make you feel hurt, it’s supposed to make you feel the mindset and thoughts of a person going through such a traumatic act. Sexual abuse and assault isn’t supposed to be romanticised, it’s disgusting and disturbing and that’s why I love this song and Kikuo for writing something so realistic and not being afraid to show the world how disgusting these sorts of people are. This song isn’t what’s disgusting, it’s the predators that continue to get away with such disgusting and offensive acts every day.
i'm a survivor of both cocsa and s/a from my dad and this just. hurts to listennto. i relate to thus sonh heavilt but its. really hard to listen to sometimes. ive listened to this sinfe i was 8 or slmething?? idk this is amazingly written thoughg, i really really relate to this a lot. still pissed about people on tiktok or whatever making this the Cute Song Haha Miku Screaming or whatever but mmg no use worryign abt it good song tho
love how this comment section is still active. and actively traumatized. its sickening every time yet still a masterpiece of a song. man but the first time i heard this, lyrics and all, that was so terrifying. 10/10 would recommend
I when through this shit and I still think about it, It was 4 years ago but it's very traumatic and hard to not think about from time to time I wish it never happened but I couldn't help it
As a victim of CSA (I was 3 - 4 years old ever since it happened) this song extremely hits hard, I remember breaking down in tears while listening to it since 11 years old. This has been my comfort song throughout my years, the lyrics are written well, the screams, whispers, the voice, everything. I'm really glad Kikuo made this to spread awareness.
This song got me through my own stuff. I can appreciate how visceral it is, how... accurate the depictions feel. It's honestly a little eerie that Kikuo managed to nail it as well as he did. Incredible piece though.
@@SIETE-s7e-i7s I have to disagree with you there ONLY because of ' I think this kind of songs has done more bad than good in society.' These kinds of songs comfort those who are hurt due to the relatability. Art is like that. It comforts the disturbed and disturbs the comforted (not my quote). You can't say its done more harm than good. But I am curious, why do YOU think these kinds of songs do moer bad than good?
@@Paradigm-Shift208 It is a complex topic but to make it short; this song makes a problem and then don't offer any solution making most people who listen to this song think in a fatalist way instead if trying to be better. Victims would stay victims thinking that, that means something, when it really doesn't, you shouldn't be what you suffer, you should just be you, and believe me, this kind of thinking is the only thing that makes my life a little happier than before, every day, but you can't deny this affect people in a bad way, not just this song but the depressive songs and shows in general, look at 13 reasons why making suicides in USA increase, also in Japon, there's a big, really BIG problem there with these fatalist things and no one really helping them, just feeding their bad emotions with self-condescension. I know it's valid making a song with no real purpose, but you are the one saying it actually has one, and I'm saying that lyrically talking, this song is really, really bad, especially for teenagers, in that kind or situations I recommend more artist like Eminem or Bojack Horseman cuz they actually offer a solution and make you take a second to think about it, not just "uuh life is sad and bad uhh". Hope you read all of this but probably you didn't Anyway, I just wanna reiterate that I'm using the translator lmao
@@enzocruz8675 yeah. There's Fragile the game for example. It's about human trafficking and how little go thru it and abuse and shows real life expectation
I hate everyone complaining about the lyrics. I LIKE the lyrics. They give the song meaning. The meaning is that these things actually happen in real life, and they aren't pretty. They're gruesome and terrible and REAL. Yet people turn their cheek to these things because they're unpleasant to think about.
***** Yeah maybe they really happened in real life... But I haven't heard of them in news of my own country... I have seen some CREEPYPASTA about the Deep Web and there're some of the videos just like this song.
Michael K ...what do you mean creepypasta? I mean I know there's a lot of creepy pasta on Vocaloid, but the events of this song DO happen in real life. It's not about a specific case, just sexual abuse in general.
Listen guys, it isn't bad if you like the song, this thing is a masterpiece and that says a lot of the composer, the important thing here is that you know what's the meaning behind this and know that this is something real, Hearing this doesn't make you a bad guy, knowing the meaning and making fun of him with your actions does it.
its a lot like rurus suicide show on live stream. For those who don't know, Ruru's suicide show on live stream is a memorial song to a little girl in japan, real, that killed herself. its fine to listen to the song, in a way, it is kinda respecting them almost, but you CANT make fun of them. im all for making fun of songs, but with cases like this you just gatta draw the line. if there is any good in you, you just gatta draw the line. it isn't cool. it only makes you a pig.
Rokkotsu o akete watashi no suupu o nomu no Ikara chokusetsu kuchizuke de Watashi wa nan no aji mo shinai to omou kedo Papa ni yorokonde moraeru nara Kiiroi shibou o sutoroo de sutte Oshikko mo sono mama sashite sutte Unchi mo sono mama tsumete kitte yaite Papa no tame ni karada ga kuzurete iku kedo Gomen ne, yappari yokunai ki ga suru no Shiranai oniisan ga oshiete kureta, aa Kuzureta watashi no karada wa kawaisou datte Yasashiku te o hiku no Gomen ne, gomen ne Watashi kitto dame na ko dakara Yurushite yurushite, kawaisou na watashi o Gomen ne, sayonara Papa kara nigeru no wa warui ko Gomen ne, yurushite Papa janai hito o suki ni naru watashi o Oniisan wa yousui o gokugoku nondari Katai onaka o watte nakami o sawattari Tabеtari shinai de sotto shite kureru Kuzurеta watashi wa minikukute dame da tte Gomen ne, sore ja ikenai ki ga suru no Oniisan wa kitto watashi ga kirai nano, aa Kuzureta watashi no karada wa kimochi warui tte Tojikomerarete owari Gomen ne, gomen ne Watashi kitto dame na ko dakara Yurushite yurushite, sabishigari na watashi o Gomen ne, sayonara Papa no tokoro ni modoru warui ko Gomen ne, yurushite Hidoi papa shika suki ni narenai watashi o Kaeru to papa wa takusan no hito to issho de Watashi ga modotte kurutte shinjiteta tte itta no Kuzureta watashi o saigo made tabe tsukushitai Sou itte kureta no Gomen ne, gomen ne Watashi kitto dame na ko dakara Yurushite yurushite, kawaisou na watashi o Gomen ne, oishii? Sore wa atatakai haato no aji Gomen ne, itai kedo Mitasareta shinzou o Gomen ne, gomen ne Watashi kitto dame na ko dakara Yurushite yurushite, sabishigari na watashi o Gomen ne, itai kedo Oishisou ni tabete kureru dake de Ureshii sayonara Haato janai tokoro wa minna de tabete
to this day this remains one of the only songs that still gives me a sinking feeling in my stomach everytime i come across it. kikuo’s ability to make me feel this way with his artistic capability remains unmatched. it’s unreal. ive never been so affected by a song not just by its lyrics but it’s overall instrumentals, visuals, etc. my heart goes out to everybody who unfortunately relates to this song and i hope you’re safe now. i can’t even begin to imagine the pain of it all with how overbearing this song is.
*the wet squelching noises before the drop actually hurt me-* thanks kikuo, because the lyrics weren't traumatizing enough, *you had to add sound effects to really paint the picture.* Edit: You can hear it best at 1:46-
i literally have listened to this song since i was like 8 or 9, and never understood the lyrics till last year when i accidentally had captions on, was confused, and read the comments, this song is so disturbing, i havent experience s/a or anything like that, but its just so eye opening to me.
This song disgusts me so much, it physically hurts just reading the lyrics even though i’ve never experienced something like that. Whoever has, I’m so sorry.
I have the exact same reaction, especially to the "stick your peepee in me and suck up my insides" or something like that, it's so disgusting I feel awful
I believe the original comment is reffering to the people who see this song and are like "Ah yes this song sounds nice lets look up the lyrics!" And then die
Kikuo's songs are like Pandora's box. You don't wanna get in trouble (find out it's dark and sad and become sad yourself) but you really wanna know what's inside (what the meaning of the songs are).
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Everybody has said pretty much everything there is to say, but I just want to remark on one thing that hit me the most: The child could not stand being treated in a normal way, like a normal child. I mean in the part about the “Big brother”, which is probably either just a kind stranger who took pity and wanted to extend a helping hand, or someone from official child services, the child keeps going on and on about how Big brother must think the child is disgusting, and even implied that being treated gently is not “satisfying”. I think that is just... seriously messed up and it really drives home the point that this child not only has known nothing other than abuse, but has also become conditioned to only accept abuse as the norm and never able to live with kindness again. It’s so dehumanizing that it just... wow.
I think Onii-San was a doctor because one line says “He gulped down my amniotic fluid” and amniotic fluid is what surrounds a fetus in the womb. Another line says “He broke my ribs and touched my insides” so maybe he was giving her an abortion 🤷🏼♀️
"Big brother gulps down my amniotic fluid. He breaks open my hard stomach and touches the inside" I'm not kidding. These are literally the 2nd whisper parts lyrics.
@@Yuki_QweenII have a theory maybe Miku or rin was once human and had this same fact father and what was left/their soul possed the device of th original Miku vocaloid or rin vocaloid and became one with them after their traumatic life
Coming back here and reading recently added comments of fellow CSA victims coming out about their experiences and finding this song as a form of COPING with such an experience is very emotional and also heartwarming. You are proof that you CAN enjoy something controversial or use something controversial as a way to somehow maintain some sense of mental and emotional stability and a medium to talk about an experience that, although in this song is in a fictional sense as it's media, is still representing REAL LIFE PROBLEMS and we need to be aware of this. There is absolutely NOTHING wrong with ENJOYING this, some of yall who claim to be so against victims of abuse using different coping mechanisms to just LIVE each day need to stop and think, you only know what they have been brave enough to share with you, you do NOT know the deep routed details of their abuse and it is none of your business nor your right to judge them and what media they use. My utmost apologies to the many victims who have gone through this, but thank you for still trying to be here and either move on or live with it to a reasonably functional scale. Your words do matter and you can enjoy these types of art as much as you damn well please. You aren't, or shouldn't, be doing this for anyone else but yourselves. Thank you for still being here and sharing.
P.S Yes, this IS a song but it's not ''JuSt A sOnG'' to many people. Telling victims to ''get over it'' makes you sound just as heartless as their abusers with the same string of words they probably used on their victims to keep doing more damage.
Yeah, seeing the lyrics to some of their songs makes me wonder if they’re actually okay and / or are basing the lyrics off personal experience I really hope if that stands true, they’re doing better now :(
As someone who went through CSA this hits a little too close to home. The thing is; it makes you feel dirty, shameful, worthless and undeserving of love. If the person who did this is a relative you can't bring yourself to hate them. It's never your fault because you were just a child. (I was 4 the first time it happened, i was assaulted throughout my childhood.) I can't get intimate with someone (Physically or sexually, it's difficult even emotionally) or keep a relationship because of what happened.
You must have been through some terrible terrible things, and for that I’m sorry. For you to be taken advantage of at such a young age is utterly evil and disgusting, you didn’t deserve it at all. No one does. You’re a very strong individual to survive that, and I’m proud of how far you’ve come. I really hope you’re receiving treatment for this, and if you haven’t already, please speak up ❤️ the hardest part is telling someone, but when it’s someone you know will understand, it’s one step closer to getting treatment. I hope you’re ok now, and I hope you can heal from the trauma you’ve endured. ❤️
I'm so sorry that happened to you,and truly hope you can overcome it and heal. I was harrassed some times in HS,but never this young. My heart goes to you,don't let that define who you are,you are worthy of love and kindness
I'm so sorry that happened to you,and truly hope you can overcome it and heal. I was harrassed some times in HS,but never this young. My heart goes to you,don't let that define who you are,you are worthy of love and kindness
I'm so sorry, I hope they get karma from it so they can realize how bad they were. I can't believe someone would be that sick to hurt you and others so much.
Agreed sadly this is relatable to me i was 5 and your right its shameful and it makes you feel dirty, filthy, and disgusting like when people touch my thigh I flinch and I'm immediately scared it causes new reflexes and its just terrible I don't wish it on anyone no matter how bad they are
I had forgotten how genuinely terrifying this piece is. What makes it scarier is that this is a reflection of reality-and there are so many situations like this that go unnoticed.
Take care of your children.
livingantique. The parents are abusing their child it’s not always up to the parents to watch out for their kids we need to teach kids to watch out for themselves cause they literally can’t trust anyone anymore
4.4k likes but im the 2nd comment, makes sense
2.3k nvm
I don’t think parents are constantly eating their children but ok
@@kbut8928
I appreciate your comments alot!♡
“tHe sOnG sOuNdS sO hApPy bUt tHe lYriCs r sO dArK”
bro did you not hear the demented metal sounding whisper growls?
Exactly
Favorite part. Good song tho I wish there were a variety of metal vocaloid and stuff. (Idk of that made sense sorry)
Ikr
Nothing about it is happy imo, the beat is kinda intense and the vocals are oddly haunting. But heyyyy.
These TikTok people are getting on my nerves >:(
As a someone who has went through SA themself, this is all written amazingly well. The screams, the voices in the background, perfectly describes how disturbing and disgusting those situations are and how it can actually fuck someone up. It truly makes me sick to my stomach, that is what makes it a masterpiece. All of this is real and raw emotion, when someone tells you about them going through something like this, believe them. Because its real, and its disgusting. (Out of character)
I'm really sorry for what happens to you
@@sabrinabenyamina6383 its okay
I hope whoever abused you will burn in hell
I'm so sorry that happened to you! I'm glad you're ok tho
I hope whoever did that to you goes to jail if they haven't
WTF Junko, I love you XDD
In my opinion, this is one of Kikuo's most important works. The ability to tackle such heavy subject matter in a song is honestly something else. This song has changed the way I view CSA forever, and it has undoubtedly had this impact on a great amount of people all across the world. All in all, this portrayal of CSA is probably the most accurate way to do it in musical form. And I look up to this work for that. This is a masterpiece.
Combined Syndicates of America?
@@lilvif0n919 ....i think they mean child sexual abuse
how tf did you view it before ???
ChatGPT ahh comment, why are you talking like that
@@jesushatsunemiku6165I just thought I'd leave my opinion here. I did not use ChatGPT but fair criticism I suppose.
This song is the peak of "art is meant to disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed".
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Amazing way to put this
Dude ur words hit hard than a firetruck
@@painlesskun3959 fr it hit harder than my mexicans mom slipper
@@painlesskun3959 They hit harder than two firetrucks
ボカロの歌わせ方が「本当に９年前？！」って思わせるほど上手くて、上手いだけじゃなくてその曲やきくおさんに合ったオリジナリティーがあるんだよね。
やっぱボカロはきくおみく優勝！！
もう12年前だな、
After reading the comments I just can't believe that TikTokers and GachaTubers would borderline make fun of something this serious.
@スポットゾジエス-》《-•Müzhø ✓ Oh sorry if it sounded like i was generalizing
@@jaeywaey445 ye
now i am never on tiktok but i am in the gacha community and i really agree with you i feel like gachatubers never really look into the song or even what its slightly about they just do it for the trend and likes and it makes me really sick to my stomach
The song isn’t on TikTok trust me
I saw a TikTok about this song so I went to go find it and I did. But now that I actually read the lyrics I’m actually mad rn.
これ聞くたびに生理中みたいな腹痛が起こるけど曲調とか好きすぎて聞きに来てしまう…
La letra de la canción es triste, pero el ritmo es muy adictivo
The fact that the little girl in the song has it so abused that she thinks she's "bad" for not letting her dad abuse her made me sick... It's sad to think that there are cases like that in real life.
@Graywasfound
My god, I'm so sorry you had to go through this... I hope things are getting better for you these days.
@@nat4713 people were saying in the comments it was miku who got abused?
@@carlaxarts193 Hatsune Miku's character itself was not abused, but in this song she sings in the role of a little girl who is abused.
@@nat4713 oh okkk thanks
I don't want to remember when i was 6...
ok im not actually disturbed from lyrics of songs but this one managed to give me chills a little
SAME GURL-
Lol
Ik its so sad bc she doesnt know its a bad thing ro do :(
same i became sick
Same-
Honestly this song is pretty accurate. The sad part is the girl believes that shes a bad kid and that shes a disappointment to her father. Sexual abuse is horrible because its emotional and physical abuse mixed into one. What she’s going through is horrible and I can only imagine what her father has done to her. Parents no matter how good always hurt their child, some leave finger prints, some leave cracks, and some like this father shatters the child.
i was bopping to this when i read the comments
KaiDG Ive been bopping out to this even though I know what the lyrics are lamo
I thought the dad was a cannibal
@@helpiwatchedtenhoursof7970 this comment of yours reminded me of that one Vocaloid/Engloid song named Secrets of Wisteria. That song is about a cannibal. Don't watch it at night!
@@macaroll i showed it to one of My Friends,now he is scared of Albert fish
きくおさんの曲は聴く度見る度に胸が張り裂けそうになる。嫌悪感幸福感罪悪感達成感が全て押し押せてくる感覚。
If you haven't noticed yet, this song is about a girl who gets s-xually abused by her father. She meets a boy who she falls in love with. the lyrics "Im sorry, forgive me for falling in love with someone whos not papa" is her apologizing to her father for not falling in love with him. at the end of the song, the girl gets gang r-ped by her father and his friends. the lyrics referencing this are: "When he came home, papa was with a lot of people" and "they want to eat my collapsed body until the end, that's what they said".
wtf.. that’s so messed up
my thought is
The girl got sexually abused by her father and make her broke in every part of her including her mind . So thats why she cannot have a good relationship with her boyfriend and at the end she only found her truly love with her father , the person who destroyed her .
sorry for my bad english
That's sad
Nvm hold on
She's collapsed on the ground and she's helpless
theory, at 1:02, there’s background noises that sound a lot like a sped up child’s music box, representing how her childhood was cut short/rushed by her father.
I tried to listen to what the child’s music box sounds like not sped up
I regret everything.
"father"
THATS DEPRESSING 🧑🦲
@@iateabee420 gosh i decided to slow it down and it was freaking me out and then my dumb ass cat knocked a chair over and scared the shit out of me 😭😂
theory: ur theory isnt even a theory
The fact that this girl said "if its make PAPA happy, im happy with it" make me very sad, what a poor kid...
Yeah, i really wish i could hug her right now. People really need to take care of their children. The world NEEDS to get better.
I felt :')
@@damitrish2628 you can't anymore. She died.
@@VyTuong-rq4xy you maked me laugh so fucking hard
@•bxnny• i think is pretty self explanatory, i just have a different sense of humor than yours
最初はこの曲が怖くて仕方がなくて見るのを躊躇ってたけど、徐々に引き寄せられて今めちゃくちゃ聴いてます。
きくおさんの曲ってこれだから最高なんよな〜〜
:0
Why you think so?
Hả
I see all these comments thinking it’s the girl’s actual father, but I think it could be someone holding her captive, and she must be young, so she either sees him as a father figure even though he treats her horribly, or she’s being forced to call him ‘daddy’ or ‘papa’, because that can be a kink in some situations. When the girl talks about ‘onii Chan’ or a big brother, it could be another person being held captive or someone from the streets who’s concerned about her well being.
no. the 'father' and the 'brother' are both abusing her, while I agree the captive idea might be true, the brother is part of the abuse.
BTS TRASH the brother isnt brother it’s just a very literal translation. it just means that the person who took her was an older boy.
Simply Layne no the “brother” is another abuser
@@fatty7303 then why use the terms 'big brother'? it makes no sense. the abuser is both the father and brother. you're mixing it up with that other boy mentioned in the song, she was taken care of by an older boy and started to fall for him, but felt guilty and came back home, only to be abused more by the father and brother. it's not that hard to tell what the song means, look at the subtitles again.
@@antoniosupremacy6125 it clearly stated that she ran away from "daddy", because she met an older boy who pitied her and was gentle to her, she felt as though he hated her collapsed body because thats what she felt, she didnt understand what love and care mesny and i think they tried to have intercourse but she found it scary because thats what her dad did to her, so she ended up going back to her father because she felt as though she didnt deserve love. There was a really good comment expressing this opinion somewhere.
the lyrics are so dark, terrifying disgusting sad and horrific. the song is a masterpiece, its a horrific meaning and message but its spreading awareness on a topic that is always shut down by society. truly beautiful but so so sad. i want to hug everyone who resonates with these lyrics. you are valid, your experience is valid, it wasn’t you’re fault. you are still you. and you are wonderful.
It's honestly hard for me to not blame myself. idky but in the end I feel like it was all my fault but thank you anyway
Damn op said facts about society
Couldn’t of said it better
wait isn't this straight-up cannibalism they pulled out her heart and ate it how was it traumatizing for her if she's dead? I'm not trying to be mean or invalidate others but I would like it if someone explained :/
@@cpnnibal I can't tell if this is a serious question but this isn't about cannibalism it's about rape.
I'm glad I don't speak japanese imagine listening to the song and actually understanding the lyrics
Edit : GUYS IT'S A JOKE I KNOW THERE ARE SUBTITLES WHAT I MEAN IS THAT I CAN LISTEN WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING
me whos studying japenese: 👁👁
@@kelseymcleod1362 Same 👀
you can read the subtitles if you turn captions on
me whos studying japanese and had the captions on and learned how to say sorry:
hm
literally me
芸術は、不安な人を慰め、安楽な人を不安にさせるべきである
好き
「Tell Your World」「ハッピーシンセサイザ」「メランコリック」たちが生まれていく裏側でこの曲も一緒に生まれてんだと考えると世界の縮図を見てるみたいで面白い。
幸せを感じてるとき、誰かが不幸を感じてるんだね…
@user-sh2sq2sy9bじゃあ見んなよ👋。なぜあなたはこのコメントにいんの？？？
また韓国人が日本の動画を否定するためにわざわざコメントしてくれました😂劣等感で生きるの辛そう~😂😂😂
アイザック・ニュートンみたい
@user-vs9os2xz6v当たり前の事が真理。大事なことだからだよ☆
光があるなら影もある的な
ここまで来るとすごい有名だからすぐ見つけられるけど
この曲流行り始めの時は題名の｢ごめんね、ごめんね｣って打つたび
某栃木推しお笑い芸人がさきに検索にひっかかって｢おめぇじゃねぇｗ｣ってなつてたなぁ
黒城 ごめんね ごめんね～♪
黒城 ごめんね ごめんね〜🚃
前見た時そうなったな笑笑(同士がいて喜んでる)
黒城 U字〇事wwwwww
NANI!!!
Is anyone going to talk about how her voice sounds?
When she sings "I'm sorry, i'm sorry!" she sounds so heart broken...
and her voice sounds a little sore- and hurt...maybe the abuse affected her very much. Not just her body and her head. But her voice as well.
Another thing to add is that she was really hurt at the end, she was screaming. (Possibly from the gang-rape)
But i agree with you, thanks.
@Eva Srejic this isnt hatsune miku
@Eva Srejic Yeah, i'm aware. I'm trying to analyze the song though.
@Kuru it’s not, because Miku has a deeper voice and kikuo uses a different persons vocals and pitches them up. Listen really carefully cuz miku only does collabs with kikuo, but she is not in this song
@Kuru Miku’s voice wasn’t used for the vocals tho, and if he did add miku’s vocals in his song, it would say in the title that she’s featured but it doesn’t. U must be new to vocaloid or at least not know as much since vocals were only pitched up and the vocals were made by a different person.
イギリス人の友達がこの曲を演奏するのを聞いて楽しんで、歌詞のせいでとても静かになったのを覚えています
イギリスの人 🙂
日本の人 😐
i really hate seeing people say things like “this song is so weird”. Now I can understand the uncomfortable feelings or sorts but truly this song has such deep meaning and really explains a real and serious topic.
and sounds good too ( acording to me)
@@Camochii agreed!!
. . . what do you mean a serious situation many experience??????????????????????????
@@peachyjam9440 I edited it and rephrased it, I meant it in a way that this song portrays a serious topic and something no one should have to experience
Yes but as someone who has been through assault, I understand how people are disturbed from this song and it's okay to not like the song, it's about abuse after all. But the song isn't really bad, It sounds well and it is good.
小学生の時に友達がカラオケで歌ったのがはじめて聞いたときでした。正直トラウマになったし絵が怖すぎて無理だったんですけどサビが頭から離れなくて動画を見ちゃいました。
きくおさんは歌詞とリズムでインパクト起こしてくるから凄いと思います。
Damn, that's dark...........
友達すごいですねw
علي ريك صداع
友達さんすごいw、、、、
私もトラウマになった
何度聴いても怖いし感情がぐちゃぐちゃのめちゃくちゃにされるけれど、リズムが癖になって何度も聴きに来ちゃう
それな！
ええ、それは中毒です笑
ごめんね ごめんね中毒
わかります･･･自分中毒なんで、、、
たまらん
"The song: 😄
The lyric: 💀"
SHUT UP, LIKE,ITS KIKUO, WHAT DID YOU EXPECT?😭
People listen to something Japanese and expect it to be like: "UwU UwU kawaii!"
@Mrglugglug NO, BUT THIS IS SO REAL, DON'T LET K-POP FANS LISTEN KIKUO 😓🙏 (I'M A K-POP FAN)
@@AKUCHUUCANONN I'm a kpop fan stawp-
@@Mrglugglug IM DYING HELP, I'M SAYING THOSE ANNOYING ONES 😭
@@AKUCHUUCANONN REAL THEY'LL BE LIKE 'OMG HOW DISCRIMETAKDJHDJJSTSTHDHDU(IDK HOW TO SPELL-)LOOSE WEIGHT KIKOUUUUU''
外国人の方が凄いなぁ
女の子は父親に性的虐待を受けていました。
1:32~
それを見かけた『お兄さん』が女の子を救います。お兄さんはとても優しく、性暴力なんて絶対しません。そんなお兄さんに女の子も惹かれていきます。
しかし性的虐待でしか愛の感じ方を知らない女の子は
身体を求めてくれない=私の事が嫌いと勘違いしてしまいます。
3:09~
その為女の子はもう一度パパの所に帰ります。すると父親以外にも沢山の男性が居ました。そこでまた性虐待を受けて女の子は満たされるという曲だったような、
ごめんねごめんねってお兄さんに言ってたんですね…素敵な考察ありがとうございます！
@@ヤングドーナツ-r5v さん
お兄さんにも言っているし、お父さんにも言っていますよ!!
そがべまき
確かにそうですね…間違ってコメントしてしまいすいません(＞人＜ )教えてくださりありがとうございます！
@@ヤングドーナツ-r5v さん
いえいえ!!
全然謝ってもらわなくても良かったんですよ!!
こちらこそ、お役に立てて(？)嬉しいです!!
この考察すき…伸びて…
i hate when people say stuff like "i liked the song until i understood the lyrics". the lyrics are a huge part of why the song is so good. i never experienced SA, but if you read the comments you will see many people who did, saying how well written this is and how much they realate. the dark topics don't make the song worse(same thing with songs about sexual things).
@scotty then i wasn't talking about your case. if it's because it's triggering then it's understandable. sorry for not specifying, it was insensitive of me.
I almost experienced CSA.
@@theo-yo1yo then your comment is unnecessary, some people just don't like dark things so the lyrics are a turn off to them. that's ok if you liked it until you understood the lyrics because some people just don't like dark music
@@XiaoIsMyHusbandBTW hell naw
I've been sexually assaulted before but the lyrics don't disturb me. I mean, the lyrics did surprise me when i read them but it didn't exactly "disturb" me. I'm numb to disturbing things, i guess.
きくおさんの曲ってよくも悪くも印象に残るし中毒性がある
この曲も怖いのにサビが綺麗すぎてききたくなる
そのような深い意味
True, i love kikuos song though
@@suspicioushoe9068 pro fundo do estômago só pode
あのさ、後ろに寒気が、、、ま、まさか、は！おかん
@@Saeriba-kanooh......笑うしかないぜww....あぁ、
下ネタのところ聞こえづらくしてるのありがたい。
下ネタどころじゃなくて草
Every now and then i think about this song and die a little inside
Yup same here
@@mars1165 Me Too
Hi todoroki
yup literally
Deadass
最初は、少し怖かったけど聞いてるうちに少し聞かないだけで中毒症状に陥るほどはまったのはここだけの話。
True
ママ 違と そらや あとfirst 打ち いつ げつ ェッs そらや．
Same
Ey me too
なんか聞くと身体が横に揺れたり縦に揺れるんよ それがたまらん
I realized there is difference between English and Korean (my language) subtitle. When the Eng subtitle says “Big brother gulps my amniotic fluid and (idk I forgot the exact subtitle)”, the Kor subtitle says “big brother does not drink my amniotic fluid or open my hard stomach and touch the inside and eat it, he just leaves it alone because the broken me is ugly”. Korean language has a lot of similarities with Japanese language, so this might be saying that the big brother actually wanted to save her, but she thought that the awful thing her dad did to her was the form of “love”, so she thinks big brother hates her and she left him
I mean English and Korean “subtitle”
nice analysis!
@@ilovebreadbro
Oh good analysis!
I can't believe that these are still happening
I feel so sorry and guilty for those who got SA.. They didn't deserve that
Why just why do these keep happening..
That's the reality of our world i guess...
your actually correct to! that parts meaning was that the "big brother" refused to treat her the way her father did, bc "big brother" wanted to treat her like a human, and treat her correctly, but in english it is translated to a wording that makes it worse than what it was
Yeah, the translation is slightly wrong here. For example the line here translated "forgive me for not being able to love my cruel Papa" actually means "forgive me for being able to love only my cruel Papa", the second one makes more sense since she sings the second chorus to Onii-san.
This song is a masterpiece, yes it's messed up and extremely graphic. But that's what it's meant to be. It reflects the serious subject matter. Things like this actually happen in real life, somewhere all the time. And it's sickening. Something about this song too is the background image, it makes you feel disturbed, maybe not by the girl but by the random abstract shapes and colours, I was most freaked out by the wide staring eyeball and what looks like veins. Everything just makes you feel gross. 10/10.
Yes exactly! people who’re saying “I don’t like the lyrics cause they’re gross” don’t get this song at all. I’ve never gagged at something that’s not physical either except for the first time I read the end of this song. And that’s exactly what it wants as far as I can tell!! You’re supposed to think it’s “gross”.
何か､､聞いただけで3日は何も食べなくても空腹が訪れなそう。
つまり､､何が言いたいのかと言うと、胸がいっぱい……(説明出来てない)
なんかわかります😱💦
きくおさんダイエット出来そうですよね(え)
きくおんがくダイエット､､(え???)(黙れ)
仙豆たべたの？
胸がいっぱいってなんか名言
Everyone's talking about the creepy lyrics but no ones gonna talk about the background of the song? That looks creepy af too, like what am I looking at here?
Honestly idk
RIGHT
Troy Brioso shut the fuck up, it’s been ten years, YALL from tiktok really be ruining the peace of the comments sections
Milly uwu it’s not that deep bro like who hurt you?
Milly uwu bro he’s just confused about the background..chill
This song is about a young girl who is raped by her dad, what she means by "collapsing body" is that the rape is too much that it ruined her insides. This song is not about cannibalism, it is about child rape.
Her father is brainwashing her to believe that being raped and abuse is being "loved". One day she ran away from her father's house by going into her neighbors house, her neighbor is a boy.
The boy pitied her "collapsing body", so he took her in, soon enough they fell in love, the boy truly loved her, and the girl loved him too but she was confused she didn't know what "true love" means, she thought the boy hated her because the boy is not raping her or abusing her. She thought that being taken care of means they hate you.
So she run away and went back to her father's house to be loved again but as soon as she went back, her dad bought a few men in his house to gangrape her. The gangrape was too much for the young girl so unfortunately she died.
Edit: Just realize the boy tried to help her about the abortion at 2:25 . OMGosh why the fucking hell both of you guys didn't just live a happily life??? Why you comeback girl 😭😭
Holy fucking shit
oh shit-
what the fuck
WTF did i just read and listen?! na i'm going to jump out of the window ,fuck this world!
It's sad to think there are cases like that in the world today... humans can be extremely cruel creatures.
性虐待がテーマの曲...？😢
という事は、最後の「ハート」は子宮…？
はい．．．
It’s so horrible people are making jokes about stuff this SERIOUS
Yes it’s horrible 😢😢😢
Were you this late? 💀😭
'Read the lyrics' they said. 'it won't disgust or traumatize you' they said.
😭
@@金獨子 no one cares
'Understand the lyrics' They said
'it wont make you sad' they said
HELP ME ITS TERRIFYING 😭
@Zuri Franklin,😨
怖いボカロ曲特集を見て、この曲を聞きに来たのが初めてのきくおさんだったなぁ。
ホラゲーに出てきそうとか、びっくりがあるとかじゃなくて精神を嬲られる感じに胸がｷｭｯってなったのを覚えてる。「怖い」「グロい」で形容するのは勿体ない闇と深さ…
歌詞は特集で見た通りえげつなかったけど、とりあえず曲自体がめちゃくちゃかっこよくて気持ちよかったから、気持ちよさと気持ち悪さが混在してめっちゃゾクゾクした。
でもまぁ毎日聞ける曲ではないよなぁとか思ってたら翌日も結局聞いちゃってたなぁ
それから何年か経ち、今はすっかりcdを買って過去作を聴きまくるきくおさんファンですが、未だにこの曲の腹の底をくすぐられる感じは慣れないなぁ…..。
и у меня тоже сейчас похоже чувство, хотя читая суб титры немого странно
歌詞を読んでもこの曲を聴いている感覚は私のストマッチを傷つけますが、それは良い曲です申し訳ありませんが日本語を話すのが苦手なので事前に申し訳ありません
@@patrickbateman3874 афигеть, я не думала что встречу здесь хоть кого-то русскоговорящего. :0
心理学的に人を食べることはその人への最高の愛情表現らしいです。
なるほど、病んデレの食人は最高級の愛情表現なんだね
その人が好きすぎて殺してしまう感じですか？
須賀色人 好きで殺して私のものにしたいってことですかね( 'ω')
須賀色人 大好きだからその人と一つになりたいとか…？
人間っておいしいんかなぁ・・・
Literally this is the best concept made in Vocaloid ever. The lyrics, the aesthetic, the music, EVERYTHING is insane
HUH 😭
The lyrics are trash bro, what are you talking about
@@SIETE-s7e-i7s dude, obviously it is. But no one can't deny that the entire song is art, and it doesn't mean that we need to measure the morality.
The lyrics are horrible, we know and I didn't normalize that. But it has a purpose to gives a message
歌詞は独特だけど
世界観がかたまってていいね。
この人が作るトラック好き。
おもしろい。し、センスいいんだろうなって感じ
この人をみに超会議いったくらいだyo
きくおの曲聴くときは意識的に歌詞あまり見ないようにしてるｗ
I love the opening lyric “Opening my ribs, drinking all of my soup, straight from my stomach, all with a kiss.” It really shows how badly these kinds of relationships can mess with people.
Honestly the “Opening my ribs and drinking all of my soup” doesn’t make sense to me. Like does that mean cannibalism or eating her 🐱 or what?
@@JaxonVRTheMonkeh it's kinda a metaphor for a form of sexual abuse
@@bl1tz1t ok
@@JaxonVRTheMonkeh I guess it's not supposed to make sence, the victim doesn't understand what's happening
@@JaxonVRTheMonkeh no, its like saying this all happened with a kiss, like this is what they felt when they were kissed in non-consensual way
Me: “Music can’t be that scary”
Kikuo: Hold my skin
S k i n
Reroll underrated comment
*_The distortionist to kikuo:_* *AM I A JOKE TO YOU?*
(Hold my sanity)
hold my soup
i love stuff like these, things that disturb the comforted and comfort the disturbed. kikuo makes such accurate depictions of topics like this.. too bad some people cant comprehend that and think this is just an edgy song
Exactly, the amount of little roblox kids here saying the lyrics are gross and not acknowledging the real meaning is disgusting
きくおさんの曲全部好きだけど、結局ここに戻ってきちゃうんだよな…本当に素晴らしい曲です。
昔のきくおは今以上に狂気に満ちていたと…
玩具狂想曲作ったのも納得だよね…
title: "i'm sorry, i'm sorry"
me: well, this is probably a sad and depressing song... It'll probably sound good.
*listens to it*
woah! I love It! I wonder what it's about-
*realizes it's a song by kikuo*
....oh
XD lol I can relate
FR-
😅😅uh
Kikuo's songs weren't always that edgy ☹
The lyrics to this are downright disgustingly real..my heart goes out to the people who’ve been SA’d..
きくおさんは大好きなんだけど、やっぱ怖くなっちゃってコメント欄に逃げたのに英語ばっかで泣いた、、誰か、、、
日本人いますよ (･ω･)ﾉ
日本人いますよ(#^.^#)落ち着いて
ｺﾝﾊﾞﾝﾊｧ
もぁKaa縛 日本人です！ 怖い...
日本人だらけです
Ok but since miku is singing at cochella
Imagine her playing this, Rolling girl, Aishite Aishite Aishite, and other ones??
Like the people who don’t know the meaning are just vibing while the weebs are in the back like:
*_Oh No_*
@@rozaleianadya5948 of course we will do that
she has never played gomenne gomenne live, i doubt they’d let it be performed at coachella
This.Weird0 ?? Rolling Girl isn’t to bad, what about all the songs where Len is a w h o r e and Miku is a creepy bug? Imagine all the vocaloid fans watching in joy as a horrifying 7 foot Miku with a big claw comes crawling on stage, then afterwards they get to see Len thirsting over his sister. Ngl that may be worth seeing live dou
This.Weird0 ?? *BRO*
Ahh don’t forget two faced lovers uhm
Everyone seems horrified by the lyrics to this song, but a lot of us Vocaloid fans are already used to these types of songs now.
True.
I want to get more into these. I find it horrific yet intruiging
Yea, I never got over the sick feeling though. I'm used to it, but I always feel lightheaded when listening😂😅
same, like i've been into this kind of stuff since elementary, and i'm fine yk
@@nikkirivera5307 bro same for me likeim getting used to it but it makes me a bit light headed
歌詞が凄まじいんですけど、音楽的に好きなテンポと音の構成なので聴きに戻ってきてしまう…
好き。
聞きたくなるから聞くけど毎回気持ち悪くなる。でも聞きたいからまた聞く。
わかる
中毒じゃねぇか……
なんか、曲中の
『ｺﾞｷｭｯ…』みたいな音が本当に人食べてるみたいな音で本当に気持ち悪い…←褒め言葉
無限ループｗ
永遠ループだね(*´･ω･)
Guys, for the people who said this song is “weird” “disturbing” scary”, it is a message, not a song. THIS IS Happening to people almost every day, Kikuo is spreading awareness for SA and stuff, this also happens to kids whenever. Please spread this and even though society shuts it down. Still spread it.
it is a message AND a song
It's a message through a song.
it's not a song? what am i listening to?
It definitely IS a song. It's a song that contains a strong message but a song nonetheless
wasnt also the song about albert fish and his victim?? correct me if im wrong
Yes. The lyrics and context of this song are gross. But that’s the real world of abusers. This is what victims go through on a day to day basis and this song is supposed to make you feel hurt, it’s supposed to make you feel the mindset and thoughts of a person going through such a traumatic act. Sexual abuse and assault isn’t supposed to be romanticised, it’s disgusting and disturbing and that’s why I love this song and Kikuo for writing something so realistic and not being afraid to show the world how disgusting these sorts of people are.
This song isn’t what’s disgusting, it’s the predators that continue to get away with such disgusting and offensive acts every day.
Agreed
Exactly..
AGREED
PREACHH
This
i'm a survivor of both cocsa and s/a from my dad and this just. hurts to listennto. i relate to thus sonh heavilt but its. really hard to listen to sometimes. ive listened to this sinfe i was 8 or slmething?? idk
this is amazingly written thoughg, i really really relate to this a lot. still pissed about people on tiktok or whatever making this the Cute Song Haha Miku Screaming or whatever but mmg no use worryign abt it
good song tho
you strong bro. i hope youll be fine
love how this comment section is still active. and actively traumatized. its sickening every time yet still a masterpiece of a song. man but the first time i heard this, lyrics and all, that was so terrifying.
10/10 would recommend
Yeah it’s worst understanding the lyrics but it’s still a bop😩
I when through this shit and I still think about it, It was 4 years ago but it's very traumatic and hard to not think about from time to time I wish it never happened but I couldn't help it
@@nexolotl3561 im so sorry about that, i hope you're pain eases a bit when the time comes
@@zeyoo9430 thank you this helped
I went through sa multiple times from a very young age. And my parents dont take it seriously.
As a victim of CSA (I was 3 - 4 years old ever since it happened) this song extremely hits hard, I remember breaking down in tears while listening to it since 11 years old. This has been my comfort song throughout my years, the lyrics are written well, the screams, whispers, the voice, everything. I'm really glad Kikuo made this to spread awareness.
I’m so sorry for you, hope those evil people rot in hell
WTF, *3-4???!!!!* 💀
I’m sorry that happened to you at such a young age, I hope you recover
@@Official_Neneko hey so actually this is an insane way to react to a victim coming forward 😭😭
@@rae.the.realest8797 No no, I reacted disgustedly because it’s such a young age
@@Official_Neneko gotcha, that's understandable. Sorry if my response was a bit of an overreaction, i was being defensive
People, protect your children. Listen to them.
A mi me estremeció saber que hay cosas tan turbias que pasan en el día a día
Y es una realidad tan cruda pero hay niños que lo viven a diario 💔
🤨🤌
OK but this song still slaps
@@flavorStev x2
@@malteadadchocolate 💔
This song got me through my own stuff. I can appreciate how visceral it is, how... accurate the depictions feel. It's honestly a little eerie that Kikuo managed to nail it as well as he did. Incredible piece though.
i hope you’re doing okay now, i wish you happiness and peace, you’re doing great! ^_^
@kotenoevskey You're very kind! Likewise, friend.
I'm the don't care friend, I think this kind of songs has done more bad than good in society
@@SIETE-s7e-i7s I have to disagree with you there ONLY because of ' I think this kind of songs has done more bad than good in society.' These kinds of songs comfort those who are hurt due to the relatability. Art is like that. It comforts the disturbed and disturbs the comforted (not my quote). You can't say its done more harm than good.
But I am curious, why do YOU think these kinds of songs do moer bad than good?
@@Paradigm-Shift208 It is a complex topic but to make it short; this song makes a problem and then don't offer any solution making most people who listen to this song think in a fatalist way instead if trying to be better.
Victims would stay victims thinking that, that means something, when it really doesn't, you shouldn't be what you suffer, you should just be you, and believe me, this kind of thinking is the only thing that makes my life a little happier than before, every day, but you can't deny this affect people in a bad way, not just this song but the depressive songs and shows in general, look at 13 reasons why making suicides in USA increase, also in Japon, there's a big, really BIG problem there with these fatalist things and no one really helping them, just feeding their bad emotions with self-condescension.
I know it's valid making a song with no real purpose, but you are the one saying it actually has one, and I'm saying that lyrically talking, this song is really, really bad, especially for teenagers, in that kind or situations I recommend more artist like Eminem or Bojack Horseman cuz they actually offer a solution and make you take a second to think about it, not just "uuh life is sad and bad uhh".
Hope you read all of this but probably you didn't
Anyway, I just wanna reiterate that I'm using the translator lmao
10 year old me: *thinks this song slaps*
17 year old me after reading the lyrics: ):
Savannah Richardson I read the lyrics when I was 10 and still loved it lol
I'm 14yo and this is very *DEEP*
EXCUSE ME WHAT THE FRICK LMAOO yeah
@@stellaanimals fbi open the door
12 year old me before: (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
16 year old me after: (° ͜ʖ °)
**Listening to this song for the first time**
Me: **Accidentally leaves captions on**
Miku: "He opens my ribs and drinks my soup"
Me: *AYO WTF-*
Good soup😃
@@anonymos_brooklyn678 WAIT NO PLS-
@@anonymos_brooklyn678 why are you like this
For real man, had to do a triple take when started reading the words.
The first time I listened to it I was 12 years old and had NO IDEA what this was about. Today, 18 years old me is just disgusted and terrified
未だに全部聴くのしんどいけど癖になって聴きに来てしまう……
軽々しく転載するTIK TOKを許してはいけません
ぶっ壊す！
#TikTokを許すな
#TikTokを許すな
了解です
これらの歌詞は気のめいるようなものですが、曲はとても良いです!ビートはすごいけど、かわいそうな女の子...
VOCALOIDだからこそできる、それを生かされた曲だよね
VOCALOIDは最高です
kikuo, maretu, and other artists portray horrible real-life feeling so well in their songs, its a perfect way to spread awareness in my opinion.
not just songs, what if they made it relatable towards games. mods. images. art and many more
@@enzocruz8675 yeah. There's Fragile the game for example. It's about human trafficking and how little go thru it and abuse and shows real life expectation
@@koromeku and theres GTA Chinatown Wars.
Even hatsune Miku did a song called okaa san which told about her real thing happened between her mom and her
本当だ🥹🥹
I hate everyone complaining about the lyrics. I LIKE the lyrics. They give the song meaning. The meaning is that these things actually happen in real life, and they aren't pretty. They're gruesome and terrible and REAL. Yet people turn their cheek to these things because they're unpleasant to think about.
preach
Huh, I never thought about it in the sense of the lyrics not being literal.
Lot's of people think it's about cannibalism. It isn't. It's about rape and sexual abuse.
***** Yeah maybe they really happened in real life... But I haven't heard of them in news of my own country... I have seen some CREEPYPASTA about the Deep Web and there're some of the videos just like this song.
Michael K ...what do you mean creepypasta? I mean I know there's a lot of creepy pasta on Vocaloid, but the events of this song DO happen in real life. It's not about a specific case, just sexual abuse in general.
こんないい曲を作ってくれて
ありがとう ありがとう
music dark 🤢🤮
@@dungnguyenmanhdung1922は？
｢ごめんねごめんね｣の部分しか聞いたこと無かったから歌詞おぞましすぎてびっくりした
わかる
@@アンバダ 今更なんだけど名前wwww
Finally a song that doesnt romanticise abuse. Its vile, devestating and makes you sick and depressed. Perfect
We've come a long way since "don't stand so close to me"
Look at in subtitles (⌐■-■)
@@randomuser0483 So you're saying there shouldn't be a song that doesn't romanticize abuse?
@@randomuser0483 is not fiction since is based on an apology of a crime
@@randomuser0483 even if its fiction its still isnt right to romanticize @buse.
Listen guys, it isn't bad if you like the song, this thing is a masterpiece and that says a lot of the composer, the important thing here is that you know what's the meaning behind this and know that this is something real, Hearing this doesn't make you a bad guy, knowing the meaning and making fun of him with your actions does it.
its a lot like rurus suicide show on live stream. For those who don't know, Ruru's suicide show on live stream is a memorial song to a little girl in japan, real, that killed herself. its fine to listen to the song, in a way, it is kinda respecting them almost, but you CANT make fun of them. im all for making fun of songs, but with cases like this you just gatta draw the line. if there is any good in you, you just gatta draw the line. it isn't cool. it only makes you a pig.
Can I sing it tho
@@OrigamiAhsoka Well buddy, I see no problem with that.
Ya I think you can song it just don’t be disrespectful an don’t do the ahego to it or whatever and be aware.
@@Reverse_hermit but that song is based on real people. Rip to them 💖
Rokkotsu o akete watashi no suupu o nomu no
Ikara chokusetsu kuchizuke de
Watashi wa nan no aji mo shinai to omou kedo
Papa ni yorokonde moraeru nara
Kiiroi shibou o sutoroo de sutte
Oshikko mo sono mama sashite sutte
Unchi mo sono mama tsumete kitte yaite
Papa no tame ni karada ga kuzurete iku kedo
Gomen ne, yappari yokunai ki ga suru no
Shiranai oniisan ga oshiete kureta, aa
Kuzureta watashi no karada wa kawaisou datte
Yasashiku te o hiku no
Gomen ne, gomen ne
Watashi kitto dame na ko dakara
Yurushite yurushite, kawaisou na watashi o
Gomen ne, sayonara
Papa kara nigeru no wa warui ko
Gomen ne, yurushite
Papa janai hito o suki ni naru watashi o
Oniisan wa yousui o gokugoku nondari
Katai onaka o watte nakami o sawattari
Tabеtari shinai de sotto shite kureru
Kuzurеta watashi wa minikukute dame da tte
Gomen ne, sore ja ikenai ki ga suru no
Oniisan wa kitto watashi ga kirai nano, aa
Kuzureta watashi no karada wa kimochi warui tte
Tojikomerarete owari
Gomen ne, gomen ne
Watashi kitto dame na ko dakara
Yurushite yurushite, sabishigari na watashi o
Gomen ne, sayonara
Papa no tokoro ni modoru warui ko
Gomen ne, yurushite
Hidoi papa shika suki ni narenai watashi o
Kaeru to papa wa takusan no hito to issho de
Watashi ga modotte kurutte shinjiteta tte itta no
Kuzureta watashi o saigo made tabe tsukushitai
Sou itte kureta no
Gomen ne, gomen ne
Watashi kitto dame na ko dakara
Yurushite yurushite, kawaisou na watashi o
Gomen ne, oishii?
Sore wa atatakai haato no aji
Gomen ne, itai kedo
Mitasareta shinzou o
Gomen ne, gomen ne
Watashi kitto dame na ko dakara
Yurushite yurushite, sabishigari na watashi o
Gomen ne, itai kedo
Oishisou ni tabete kureru dake de
Ureshii sayonara
Haato janai tokoro wa minna de tabete
It’s like pumped up kicks. Sound nice, but the lyrics and highly cursed
The Worshipper Of Memes slightly?? Slightly???????
Salad Floof they said "highly" lmao
I'm a cupcake I think I was having a moment when I wrote that lmao
sounds nice...? did you hear that demonic whisper shouting
@@oh_2312 exactly
I'm listening to this on Father's day.
I'm sorry.
（父の日でこの曲を聞いている。
ごめんね。）
crystallene ハーフ？ わてもや〜！
what why no
uh oh
ええとああ
ごめんね。。。
ごめんねごめんね～（）
to this day this remains one of the only songs that still gives me a sinking feeling in my stomach everytime i come across it. kikuo’s ability to make me feel this way with his artistic capability remains unmatched. it’s unreal. ive never been so affected by a song not just by its lyrics but it’s overall instrumentals, visuals, etc.
my heart goes out to everybody who unfortunately relates to this song and i hope you’re safe now. i can’t even begin to imagine the pain of it all with how overbearing this song is.
大昔にきくおさんのボカロＣＤをとらのあなで買ったのですが、家においておくのが気持ち悪かったので捨ててしまいました。曲はいまでも何年かに一回ぐらい聴きに来たくなるぐらい好きです（実話）
初めて聴いたのは小学生の頃だったのですが、怖くて最後まで聴くのに結構時間がかかったのが思い出です。今ではヘドバンしながら気持ちよく聴いている大学生です。
ワイもや
私も小6で聞いた
私
*the wet squelching noises before the drop actually hurt me-*
thanks kikuo, because the lyrics weren't traumatizing enough, *you had to add sound effects to really paint the picture.*
Edit: You can hear it best at 1:46-
Wait can you give a time stamp of where you hear it cuz I can't xD
@@theo-xe6ud 1:46
@@dozydoe5245 thank you :)
Ophelia Sheep loves Sans the Skeleton OH GOD EW
HOLY STARS GEEZ
GEEZ DUDE, THE HELL
U字工事調べてたらこれ出てきて試しに聴いたけどすげぇ曲だなこれ
一体U字工事となんの関係があるって言うんだ·····()
U字工事｢ごめんねごめんねー！｣
ごめんねごめんね｢ごめんねごめんね｣
@@user-ib3uh3gs3d
そういうことか(笑)
お疲れな猫 あーwwww
ーと！ないだけで心おられたんだが
最近VRCできくおさんの曲に触れる事があったので
きくおさんの曲で1番好きなこの曲を聞きに来ましたが12年前でもこんなにも記憶に覚えていることに驚きと久々に聞いてやはり好きだと実感しました
海外ニキ多くて草
曲の最初の所の盛り上がる感じが好き(?)
一年前見たときは海外のコメント少なかったのに
もはや海外の動画レベルで海外のコメント多くなってる…
何
それな
それな ( ᐛ )σ
やばいそれなすぎる。
Uhhhhhhh
9 year's old me : open ribs? drink soups? gomenne? pee pee? eat body?
17 year's old me now : oh.....
Took you 8 years to figure that out bud?
I, uh, 👁👄👁💧
CaNnIbAlIsM
Oh no
@@KeebzBeebz *sexual abuse*
i literally have listened to this song since i was like 8 or 9, and never understood the lyrics till last year when i accidentally had captions on, was confused, and read the comments, this song is so disturbing, i havent experience s/a or anything like that, but its just so eye opening to me.
This song disgusts me so much, it physically hurts just reading the lyrics even though i’ve never experienced something like that. Whoever has, I’m so sorry.
I have the exact same reaction, especially to the "stick your peepee in me and suck up my insides" or something like that, it's so disgusting I feel awful
Rawr XD
Dont worry us traumatized people are vibing
@@xXInfinityDiesXx As a person who has gone through this for most of my life, I can confirm that we are
JJ comics i’m so sorry for you. hope you are doing better❤️
You know the saying "curiosity killed the cat"?
This applies to any of Kikuos songs.
UltimateLegendLugia I can only think of universe cat drowning
Hole-dwelling? Not so much....
I believe the original comment is reffering to the people who see this song and are like "Ah yes this song sounds nice lets look up the lyrics!" And then die
yea
Kikuo's songs are like Pandora's box. You don't wanna get in trouble (find out it's dark and sad and become sad yourself) but you really wanna know what's inside (what the meaning of the songs are).
Everybody has said pretty much everything there is to say, but I just want to remark on one thing that hit me the most: The child could not stand being treated in a normal way, like a normal child. I mean in the part about the “Big brother”, which is probably either just a kind stranger who took pity and wanted to extend a helping hand, or someone from official child services, the child keeps going on and on about how Big brother must think the child is disgusting, and even implied that being treated gently is not “satisfying”. I think that is just... seriously messed up and it really drives home the point that this child not only has known nothing other than abuse, but has also become conditioned to only accept abuse as the norm and never able to live with kindness again. It’s so dehumanizing that it just... wow.
I think Onii-San was a doctor because one line says “He gulped down my amniotic fluid” and amniotic fluid is what surrounds a fetus in the womb. Another line says “He broke my ribs and touched my insides” so maybe he was giving her an abortion 🤷🏼♀️
@@evajuneau Depends on if "he" was the father or the other male.
T'was an old username and I'll change it soon. I think it’s a different person because she ran away from the farther to go to “Onii-San”
"Big brother gulps down my amniotic fluid. He breaks open my hard stomach and touches the inside"
I'm not kidding. These are literally the 2nd whisper parts lyrics.
Trang Vương this song slaps but it’s so 👀
めっちゃ中毒性あるこの曲
To true lol
Pros: It has captions
Cons: It has captions
Fr the lyrics are gross but it's a bop✨
Btw which vocaloid sings this?
That is honestly so real
@@GigiCollectsDeadBodys im pretty sure it's miku, maaaaybe Rin?
@@Yuki_QweenII have a theory maybe Miku or rin was once human and had this same fact father and what was left/their soul possed the device of th original Miku vocaloid or rin vocaloid and became one with them after their traumatic life
This song literally gives me chills, I didn’t go through SA but the lyrics give me goosebumps of fear.
@mushroom i was confused at 1:26 too, But i understood it later. It was about rape.
Same
@@justanomorifan3059 no one deserves to go through that, be thankful for having good life, you shouldn’t feel guilty about it
fr it makes me wanna cry
@@eurojammer Same
海を飛び越えてこの曲の良さがわかるのすこ
海を飛び越えてって表現の仕方めっちゃ好き
日本人いた…ε-(´∀｀；)ホッ
歌詞が共感を呼ぶのが良いのか悪いのか…
メロディーは斬新ですよね！
日本人いた…ε-('ᵕ' ;)ﾎｯ🇯🇵
日本人いた...
3000万再生おめでとうございます🎉
Coming back here and reading recently added comments of fellow CSA victims coming out about their experiences and finding this song as a form of COPING with such an experience is very emotional and also heartwarming. You are proof that you CAN enjoy something controversial or use something controversial as a way to somehow maintain some sense of mental and emotional stability and a medium to talk about an experience that, although in this song is in a fictional sense as it's media, is still representing REAL LIFE PROBLEMS and we need to be aware of this.
There is absolutely NOTHING wrong with ENJOYING this, some of yall who claim to be so against victims of abuse using different coping mechanisms to just LIVE each day need to stop and think, you only know what they have been brave enough to share with you, you do NOT know the deep routed details of their abuse and it is none of your business nor your right to judge them and what media they use.
My utmost apologies to the many victims who have gone through this, but thank you for still trying to be here and either move on or live with it to a reasonably functional scale. Your words do matter and you can enjoy these types of art as much as you damn well please. You aren't, or shouldn't, be doing this for anyone else but yourselves. Thank you for still being here and sharing.
P.S Yes, this IS a song but it's not ''JuSt A sOnG'' to many people. Telling victims to ''get over it'' makes you sound just as heartless as their abusers with the same string of words they probably used on their victims to keep doing more damage.
I'm literally crying right now. Thank you so much, Thank you so much!
@@mizuki7yearsago626 No thanks is needed dear, it's the victims who deserve thanks and recognition.
I have a question is this sang by the girl or is it just fiction story or is it real and the girl sang it and think is good?
@@yeehaw_2987 but is the story real or not I didn’t say who sang it
Sometimes I wonder if kikuo is okay
Dude if you see this are you doing good I know it's been years but im concerned.
Same... I'm here to back you up on that :(
Same
I don't think he/she's okay
Yeah, seeing the lyrics to some of their songs makes me wonder if they’re actually okay and / or are basing the lyrics off personal experience
I really hope if that stands true, they’re doing better now :(
I use this song as an unhealthy coping mechanism
Same
As someone who went through CSA this hits a little too close to home. The thing is; it makes you feel dirty, shameful, worthless and undeserving of love. If the person who did this is a relative you can't bring yourself to hate them. It's never your fault because you were just a child. (I was 4 the first time it happened, i was assaulted throughout my childhood.) I can't get intimate with someone (Physically or sexually, it's difficult even emotionally) or keep a relationship because of what happened.
You must have been through some terrible terrible things, and for that I’m sorry. For you to be taken advantage of at such a young age is utterly evil and disgusting, you didn’t deserve it at all. No one does. You’re a very strong individual to survive that, and I’m proud of how far you’ve come. I really hope you’re receiving treatment for this, and if you haven’t already, please speak up ❤️ the hardest part is telling someone, but when it’s someone you know will understand, it’s one step closer to getting treatment. I hope you’re ok now, and I hope you can heal from the trauma you’ve endured. ❤️
I'm so sorry that happened to you,and truly hope you can overcome it and heal. I was harrassed some times in HS,but never this young. My heart goes to you,don't let that define who you are,you are worthy of love and kindness
I'm so sorry that happened to you,and truly hope you can overcome it and heal. I was harrassed some times in HS,but never this young. My heart goes to you,don't let that define who you are,you are worthy of love and kindness
I'm so sorry, I hope they get karma from it so they can realize how bad they were. I can't believe someone would be that sick to hurt you and others so much.
Agreed sadly this is relatable to me i was 5 and your right its shameful and it makes you feel dirty, filthy, and disgusting like when people touch my thigh I flinch and I'm immediately scared it causes new reflexes and its just terrible I don't wish it on anyone no matter how bad they are
この絵なんかめっちゃ好き
私も^^