I really love your very raw videos. you're so authentic and I appreciate your openness. very cancer ha. My recent self motto is - I don't owe anyone anything (and I will give what I decide to give, but I will absolutely not be taken from again) - this came from a layer of realizations - first that I felt lucky in life and that it was my responsibility to give back like a sense of duty and from there I realized if i give to an undeserving person - dating and they just take then I only "help" them and it goes no where so it is actually my responsibility to be with another giving person cause when we give each other a full cup, it flows over and we can give to the village/community - we can help more people etc... anyway that all traced back to realizing I felt like my luck came from a place I inherited and that I wasn't acknowledging my own work because I called it luck and that I felt like I always had to make up for something and I traced it back to like second grade because my grades in first grade were not good etc... and was like ok that wasn't my debt - you're not born with debt - that was my mom's, she put her guilt on me and that I had to sort of make up for her life with mine and I'm like no. this is my life and my "luck" is from my hard work and i start from a clean slate, not debt. so yeah I don't owe anyone anything and I will give where I choose. - very gemini scorpio ha.
I really love your very raw videos. you're so authentic and I appreciate your openness. very cancer ha.
My recent self motto is - I don't owe anyone anything (and I will give what I decide to give, but I will absolutely not be taken from again) - this came from a layer of realizations - first that I felt lucky in life and that it was my responsibility to give back like a sense of duty and from there I realized if i give to an undeserving person - dating and they just take then I only "help" them and it goes no where so it is actually my responsibility to be with another giving person cause when we give each other a full cup, it flows over and we can give to the village/community - we can help more people etc... anyway that all traced back to realizing I felt like my luck came from a place I inherited and that I wasn't acknowledging my own work because I called it luck and that I felt like I always had to make up for something and I traced it back to like second grade because my grades in first grade were not good etc... and was like ok that wasn't my debt - you're not born with debt - that was my mom's, she put her guilt on me and that I had to sort of make up for her life with mine and I'm like no. this is my life and my "luck" is from my hard work and i start from a clean slate, not debt. so yeah I don't owe anyone anything and I will give where I choose. - very gemini scorpio ha.