I was sitting in my room after the loss of my third child. 2 miscarriages and my boy who lived for a month. but I sat there crying shotgun in my hand ready to end my pain. but two things happened, this song loaded, the sound of the baby crying stopped me in my tracks. I was frozen gun in my mouth shaking. then my dog came and gave me support. some how she knew I was hurting. I set my gun down and held her. not know what else to do. Now I sit down at least once a day and listen to this song for strength. Thank you disturbed and moxxi for showing me there's so much more to life!
As strict as I am (comes from not trusting anyone), this song does make me shed a tear or two. The baby crying, and the flatline sound at the end is really heart-wrenching.
Oh man. I've known a lot of people who miscarried or lost kids. I don't have any of my own, but I can't imagine the pain of losing one. I can practically hear David crying as he sings this song. I couldn't listen to this song for years because it just upset me so much. Now that I'm older, this song is easier to listen to, but it still breaks my heart.
"Why was it only in death were you redeemed, my child?" This song, it is so sad... and it scared me. Me and my girl listened to it, and we got scared that if we got married and had a kid, either her or the baby might die during the pregnancy or labor... it's a good song. Disturbed is a great band, whose songs are honest, they make people think, and they can sound good in the proccess.
My brother went through this and it was horrible. David deserves some mad respect for all he endured. Yet instead of bitching like everyone else does, he turns that endurance into music. Fists up for Disturbed.
damn... you can totally hear the pain in his voice... i couldn't imagine... my grandmother miscarried twins when my mom was ten, and every time she talks about it still you can still hear the pain in her voice and see how much it hurts her. that was thirty years ago. i can't imagine how brave this guy is to put this song out there... especially if you read into all of the deeper meanings... props and respect to you, David.
Being a woman plagued with miscarriages, about freaking time someone threw it out there for others to hear. Loss of our unborn angels is always, always devastating. Fantastic job with the song!
I will admit that in all my years listening to countless after countless Disturbed songs a day, this song was the only song that made me teer up in a sad way. I hate that David had to undergo this terrible situation, but he sings this song not only to express himself, but to tell everyone else out there who have this situation happen that there is a future no matter what. What happens will hurt you, but you must remain strong. Songs like this make me proud 2 be a Disturbed one. DISTURBED 4 LIFE
2 people made 99 of us really mad. this is an amazing song. incredibly powerful. disturbed is just one of those bands that can make anything happen with words, and for that they will never die, even after their own deaths. their truly honest, which is something that any writer strives to accomplish. most artists use lies to tell the truth, but disturbed uses truth to tell the truth.
I've been waiting for this very song more than the other songs ever since I heard the bridge that starts from 2:10 in the sneak preview. I would have to say that this is the strongest song in their album, and the best!
Oh my gosh..I recently discovered this song,and I feel so bad for David! And I have to admit,the ending breaks my heart! I hate it when stuff like this happens :(
cmon guys old Disturbed, new Disturbed. it's all Disturbed and they have most certainly not become worse =D though i do agree i was hoping for some new growls. have heard the album like 30+ times already and still can't stop listening =D
This is the only song by Disturbed that I find hard to listen to. And that's because I'm a weak-minded person, and it scares me. But it's still AWESOME!
This struck me in the face and ripped out my heart. I just lost my third pregnancy to yet another miscarriage. I wish the people who wanted children could have them and the people that didn't or were horrible parents couldn't.
When I first herd this song, I thought he was talking about his lost girlfriend and the birth of his child. And even knowing the premise, I still do. Great twisted song either way
i can relate , my wife was pregnant recently bout a year ago . we were convinced we were having a son, until 1 day, she bled n bled, she wound up losing the baby. I took it very very hard.
Same story, different timing. Girlfriend told me we needed to talk, dropped "I was pregnant" and everything changed. We didn't know she was pregnant, we weren't planning on it, it was in the first couple of weeks... I still can't listen to this song.
I had something crazy like this happen, my current girlfriend was late for 7 weeks back in 2008. I was finally ready to step up and be a father when her period came back. No clue if she miscarried or what. But it was a life changing event.
Wow that is the craziest Oxymoronic song I've Ever heard its meaning is sad' but the song sounds just so freakin awsome. (thumbs up this cooment if u feel the same)
Cna everyone please stop mentioning JB, i think everyone has the point that we ALL dislike him, but if u keep mentioning him on disturbed vids, then that is basically disliking the video yourself, it is also technically making him more famous, pass message on
Okay I may be the weird one here but everytime I hear the end of this song and I hear that flat line sound, my heart tightens up and I feel really fucking sad.
This song makes me think of the big brother I never had, before I was born my mom was carrying another baby but it miscarried, and I wonder if I would have even been born if he had survived
This is such a sad song. David lost his child in it's 1st trimester (I think). I wish he had a child, though. He'd teach that child something important, not just his ABC's. We need another David Draiman, someone needs to continue the musical talent. Besides, I want David's depression to end. Believe it or not, he has a life full of bad luck, even as of this year.
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I was sitting in my room after the loss of my third child. 2 miscarriages and my boy who lived for a month. but I sat there crying shotgun in my hand ready to end my pain. but two things happened, this song loaded, the sound of the baby crying stopped me in my tracks. I was frozen gun in my mouth shaking. then my dog came and gave me support. some how she knew I was hurting. I set my gun down and held her. not know what else to do. Now I sit down at least once a day and listen to this song for strength. Thank you disturbed and moxxi for showing me there's so much more to life!
I'm terribly sorry for your loss. I'm thankful that you were able to find your way out of your darkness. Many blessings.
So many of their songs hold so much meaning.
Jason Tucker I hope your ok 😔
As strict as I am (comes from not trusting anyone), this song does make me shed a tear or two. The baby crying, and the flatline sound at the end is really heart-wrenching.
This song is so intense and has a lot of emotion. I'm sorry for your loss David but please keep making meaningful music like this! :D
A friend of mines daughter was brutally murdered, this song is speaking to him right now. No one should have to outlive their children.
When I heard the lyrics I could feel every ounce of pain David felt. such a touching song
Asylum is a very heartfelt album. Love it.
Schyler Silvey so
Schyler Silvey its a about hate disturbed is a meal band about hate
Ha!
Oh man. I've known a lot of people who miscarried or lost kids. I don't have any of my own, but I can't imagine the pain of losing one. I can practically hear David crying as he sings this song. I couldn't listen to this song for years because it just upset me so much. Now that I'm older, this song is easier to listen to, but it still breaks my heart.
My mum did. My parents are so incredibly strong...
"Why was it only in death were you redeemed, my child?"
This song, it is so sad... and it scared me. Me and my girl listened to it, and we got scared that if we got married and had a kid, either her or the baby might die during the pregnancy or labor... it's a good song. Disturbed is a great band, whose songs are honest, they make people think, and they can sound good in the proccess.
Havn't listened to this song in 4 years, gave me those same chills as when I listened to it the first time
My brother went through this and it was horrible. David deserves some mad respect for all he endured. Yet instead of bitching like everyone else does, he turns that endurance into music. Fists up for Disturbed.
damn... you can totally hear the pain in his voice... i couldn't imagine... my grandmother miscarried twins when my mom was ten, and every time she talks about it still you can still hear the pain in her voice and see how much it hurts her. that was thirty years ago. i can't imagine how brave this guy is to put this song out there... especially if you read into all of the deeper meanings... props and respect to you, David.
Being a woman plagued with miscarriages, about freaking time someone threw it out there for others to hear. Loss of our unborn angels is always, always devastating. Fantastic job with the song!
I will admit that in all my years listening to countless after countless Disturbed songs a day, this song was the only song that made me teer up in a sad way. I hate that David had to undergo this terrible situation, but he sings this song not only to express himself, but to tell everyone else out there who have this situation happen that there is a future no matter what. What happens will hurt you, but you must remain strong. Songs like this make me proud 2 be a Disturbed one.
DISTURBED 4 LIFE
If music is a painting, then David isn't just an artist. He's a master.
oh wow I cried listering this song, is awesome
my favourite part is when he yells "MY CHILD!!" at 2:35 :D then the chorus! Awesome song :) All the songs on Asylum have such a deep meaning aye :)
I have not heard a Disturbed song that I did not like. And I don't think I ever will...
The solo for this song is awesome. I don't know why I love it so much since it's very simple but it sounds incredibly epic.
david's voice is one of a kind.
I'm surprised he can keep going after so much loss.
Rock On David.
Taking out the screeching infant, this would easily qualify as one of their biggest masterpieces, just like every other song they've ever made.
I love how they start this song
thumbs up for disturbed!
I sit here lost with this song on repeat.
2 people made 99 of us really mad. this is an amazing song. incredibly powerful. disturbed is just one of those bands that can make anything happen with words, and for that they will never die, even after their own deaths. their truly honest, which is something that any writer strives to accomplish. most artists use lies to tell the truth, but disturbed uses truth to tell the truth.
Im amazed that David has pulled through so much. Deep Respects for him.
Daves voice has the grit back in it in this album that indestructible lacked
i freaking love disturbed...BEST BAND EVER!!!!!!
wow i just got chills hearing this song- this is brilliant stuff
I've been waiting for this very song more than the other songs ever since I heard the bridge that starts from 2:10 in the sneak preview. I would have to say that this is the strongest song in their album, and the best!
10 children of mine must learn to listen at disturbed!
I truly wouldnt be able to live if my child died
I hear this song and all I can think about is Inside the Fire. I'm so sorry David. Stay strong and keep kicking ass!
Yes, this is about David's girlfriend's still-birth. Listen to the lyrics closely, as they tell the story pretty accurately.
This is a great song and its meaningful
@ADisturbedOne1 Thanks man. For both having a great brain, and heart. Also for posting the most kick ass songs ever.
This song made me sad. We will never forget what could have been. Stay strong David.
this song is so sad... it always break my heart :(.....
great song anyway! one of my favorite of asylum
it makes me sad that 11 people don't know how great these guys are!
I love how he sings the chorus.
my god... i cant even think about this without seeing it in my head its worse than losing a very loved family member...
this is why his songs have a very deap meaning that cut you deep. and all of his misfortunes will be rewarded soon for being so strong
I... i'm usually not very emotional but this song... the meaning... I think i'm gonna cry... DISTURBED FTW!!!!!!
i imagine he feels quite a bit better since from the look of him he stands to be twice the age he was when he lost his family
Oh my gosh..I recently discovered this song,and I feel so bad for David! And I have to admit,the ending breaks my heart! I hate it when stuff like this happens :(
In my opinoin this is there best song so far 10/10 :)
GO DISTURBED!!!!
cmon guys old Disturbed, new Disturbed.
it's all Disturbed and they have most certainly not become worse =D
though i do agree i was hoping for some new growls.
have heard the album like 30+ times already and still can't stop listening =D
Favorite song on this album!
my favorite part 2:21 - 2:32 i love the bass and guitar duet going on
disturbed is amazing
cover is awesome, song is awesome...everything is awesome, when disturbed is invovled
This is the only song by Disturbed that I find hard to listen to. And that's because I'm a weak-minded person, and it scares me. But it's still AWESOME!
Such a terribly sad song, wonderfully done
This struck me in the face and ripped out my heart. I just lost my third pregnancy to yet another miscarriage. I wish the people who wanted children could have them and the people that didn't or were horrible parents couldn't.
16, junior, Still listens to Metal/Rock. Disturbed is my all time favourite though
i feel bad for him but i respect him for writing a song about how he feels about the death of his child
Incredible song, incredible album, incredible band.
the song represent :D the entire album
Sad meaning behind this song
When I first herd this song, I thought he was talking about his lost girlfriend and the birth of his child. And even knowing the premise, I still do. Great twisted song either way
i can relate , my wife was pregnant recently bout a year ago . we were convinced we were having a son, until 1 day, she bled n bled, she wound up losing the baby. I took it very very hard.
Same story, different timing. Girlfriend told me we needed to talk, dropped "I was pregnant" and everything changed. We didn't know she was pregnant, we weren't planning on it, it was in the first couple of weeks... I still can't listen to this song.
Disturbed can make anything epic,even childbrth
david i am sorry for your loss i hope you make it through this may god bless you and watch over you
I agree it would have been hard for him to sing this song but it is my one of my favorite disturbed songs =)
best band ever, do they write their own songs (i know its the universes stupidest question but i gotta know)
I had something crazy like this happen, my current girlfriend was late for 7 weeks back in 2008. I was finally ready to step up and be a father when her period came back. No clue if she miscarried or what. But it was a life changing event.
they need a video for this man
i no joke cried cas of the emotion in this song
Wow that is the craziest Oxymoronic song I've Ever heard its meaning is sad' but the song sounds just so freakin awsome. (thumbs up this cooment if u feel the same)
chill 14 and knowing all about disturbed is crazy sht
Cna everyone please stop mentioning JB, i think everyone has the point that we ALL dislike him, but if u keep mentioning him on disturbed vids, then that is basically disliking the video yourself, it is also technically making him more famous, pass message on
You can't help but to feel this song, and it's pretty strong. Any asshole that dislikes this doesn't know about David's child's miscarriage.
I just love that band
Okay I may be the weird one here but everytime I hear the end of this song and I hear that flat line sound, my heart tightens up and I feel really fucking sad.
Because we judge people for what they say, not what they love.
This song makes me think of the big brother I never had, before I was born my mom was carrying another baby but it miscarried, and I wonder if I would have even been born if he had survived
I love this song. Its freaking awesome!
@MWMetalhead I nearly cry every listen tbh. Especially when he screams My Child towards the end my heart breaks.
Its hard to pass a CD that put them on the map...but damn asylum is looking way better than any of Disturbed's previous records, and i fuckin love it
best song evar!!
wow... this song blew me away, the strongest point had to be the heatbeat at the end.....stopping :(
I honestly, want to give David a big hug :[
I feel his pain
This song must have been super hard for David to sing. I'm not Religious and an all for abortion but when it's a misscarriage it's kind of sad :1
dude........ holy shit.....this is awesome
This song fits perfectly what King Henry the 8th felt during Anne Boleyn's miscarriages
Someone has to do homework lol
wyatt roberts
No I like English history. It is full of drama and bitch ass bullshit.
Is there any teenager that still listen to rock all these people are listen to rap,am i the only teen that still listens to rock omg.
What a Truley Epic Song, very emotional too
awesome song bro
We have extreme respect for you David
The solo is the best.
Redemption is for all god's children in acceptance. I pray everyone finds grace and forgiveness. even the blasphemers that call themselves "parents"
JonnyBoyGA M16 burn in hell
My nick says a lot about my favorite music.
awesome 4life...disturbed.....
Goosebumps.
I sneezed right as the song transitioned from the crying to the actual song and it scared me ._.
This is such a sad song. David lost his child in it's 1st trimester (I think). I wish he had a child, though. He'd teach that child something important, not just his ABC's. We need another David Draiman, someone needs to continue the musical talent. Besides, I want David's depression to end. Believe it or not, he has a life full of bad luck, even as of this year.
the baby voice in the start is just creepy
oh wow, so heavy! awesome song
2;09 - 2:32 best 23 seconds of my life!
so i sing that to my son,and now he understand the whole history about his born :)
i have nothing but respect for david
This song makes me so hyper